CHAPTER XVIII.

As Lawrence Croft rode back to Mrs Keswick's house, after having posted

to his rival the facts in the case of Croft after Keswick, he did not

feel in a very happy or triumphant mood. The visit of the anti-detective

had compelled him to write to Keswick at a time when it was not at all

desirable that he should make any disclosures whatever in regard to his

love affair with Miss March, except that very important disclosure which

he had made to the lady herself that morning. Of course there was no

great danger that any intimation would reach Miss March of Mr Croft's

rather eccentric search for his predecessor in the position which he

wished to occupy in her affections. But the matter was particularly

unpleasant just now, and Lawrence wished to occupy his time here in

business very different from that of sending explanations to rivals and

warding off unfriendly entanglements threatened by a blackmailer.

It was absolutely necessary for him to find out what he had done to

offend Miss March. Offended that lady certainly was, and he even felt

that she was glad of the opportunity his declaration gave her to inflict

punishment upon him. But still he did not despair. When she had made him

pay the penalty she thought proper for whatever error he had committed,

she might be willing to listen to him. He had not said anything to her

in regard to his failure to make her the promised visit at Midbranch,

for, during the only time he had been alone with her here, the subject

of an immediate statement of his feelings toward her had wholly occupied

his mind. But it now occurred to him that she had reason to feel

aggrieved at his failure to keep his promise to her, and she must have

shown that feeling, for, otherwise, her most devoted friend, Mr Junius

Keswick, would never have made that rather remarkable visit to him at

the Green Sulphur Springs. Of course he would not allude to that visit,

nor to her wish to see him, for she had sent him no message, nor did he

know what object she had in desiring an interview. But it was quite

possible that she might have taken umbrage at his failure to come to her

when expected, and that this was the reason for her present treatment of

him. To this treatment Lawrence might have taken exception, but now he

did not wish to judge her in any way. His only desire in regard to her

was to possess her, and therefore, instead of condemning her for her

unjust method of showing her resentment, he merely considered how he

should set himself right with her. Cruel or kind, just or unjust, he

wanted her.

And then, as he slowly trotted along the lonely and uneven road, it

suddenly flashed upon him, as if in mounting a hill, a far-reaching

landscape, hitherto unseen, had in a moment, spread itself out before

him, that, perhaps, Miss March had divined the reason of his extremely

discreet behavior toward her. Was it possible that she had seen his

motives, and knew the truth, and that she resented the prudence and

caution he had shown in his intercourse with her?

If she had read the truth, he felt that she had good reason for her

resentment, and Lawrence did not trouble himself to consider if she had

shown too much of it or not. He remembered the story of the defeated

general, and, feeling that so far he had been thoroughly defeated, he

determined to admit the fact, and to sound a retreat from all the

positions he had held; but, at the same time, to make a bold dash into

the enemy's camp, and, if possible, capture the commander-in-chief and

the Minister of War.

He would go to Roberta, tell her all that he had thought, and explain

all that he had done. There should be no bit of truth which she could

have reasoned out, which he would not plainly avow and set before her.

Then he would declare to her that his love for her had become so great,

that, rushing over every barrier, whether of prudence, doubt, or

indecision, it had carried him with it and laid him at her feet. When he

had come to this bold conclusion, he cheered up his horse with a thump

of his heel and cantered rapidly over the rest of the road.

Peggy, having nothing else to do, was standing by the yard gate when he

came in sight, and she watched his approach with feelings of surprise

and disgust. She had seen him ride away, and not considering the fact

that he did not carry his valise with him, she supposed he had taken his

final departure. She had conceived a violent dislike to Mr Croft,

looking upon him in the light of an interloper and a robber, who had

come to break up that expected marriage between Master Junius and Miss

Rob, which the servants at Midbranch looked forward to as necessary for

the prosperity of the family; and the preliminary stages of which she

had taken upon herself the responsibility of describing with so much

minuteness of detail. With the politeness natural to the Southern negro,

she opened the gate for the gentleman, but as she closed it behind him,

she cast after him a look of earnest malevolence. "Ef dot ole Miss

Keswick don' kunjer you, sah," she said in an undertone, "I's gwine to

do it myse'f. So, dar!" And she gave her foot a stamp on the ground.

Lawrence, all ignorant of the malignant feeling he had excited in this,

to him, very unimportant and uninteresting black girl, tied his horse

and went into the house. As he passed the open door of the parlor he

saw a lady reading by a window in the farthest corner. Hanging up his

hat, he entered, hoping that the reader, whose form was partially

concealed by the back of the large rocking chair in which she was

sitting, was Miss March. But it was not; it was Mrs Keswick's niece,

deeply engrossed by a large-paged novel. She turned her head as he

entered, and said: "Good evening."

"Good evening, Miss Annie," said Lawrence, seating himself in a chair

opposite her on the other side of the window.

"Mr Croft," said she, laying her book on her lap, and inclining herself

slightly toward him, "you have no right to call me Miss Annie, and I

wish you would not do it. The servants in the South call ladies by their

first names, whether they are married or not, but people would think it

very strange if you should imitate them. My name in this house is Mrs

Null, and I wish you would not forget it."

"The trouble with me is," said Lawrence, with a smile, "that I cannot

forget it is not Mrs Null, but, of course, if you desire it, I will give

you that name."

"I told you before how much I desired it," said she, "and why. When my

aunt finds out the exact state of this affair, I shall wish to stay no

longer in this house; and I don't want my stay to come to an end at

present. I am very happy here with the only relatives I have in the

world, who are ever so much nicer people than I supposed they were, and

you have no right to come here and drive me away."

"My dear young lady," said Croft, "I wouldn't do such a thing for the

world. I admit that I am very sorry that it is necessary, or appears to

you to be so, that you should be here under false colors, but--"

"_Appears_ to be," said she, with much emphasis on the first word. "Why,

can't you see that it would be impossible for me, as a young unmarried

woman, to come to the house of a man, whose proprietor, as Aunt Keswick

considers herself to be, has been trying to marry to me, even before I

was grown up; for the letters that used to make my father most angry

were about this. I hate to talk of these family affairs, and I only do

it so that you can be made understand things."

"Mrs Null," said Lawrence, "do not think I wish to blame you. You have

had a hard time of it, and I can see the peculiarities of your residence

here. Don't be afraid of me; I will not betray your secret. While I am

here, I will address you, and will try to think of you as a very grave

young matron. But I wish very much that you were not quite so grave and

severe when you address me. When I was here last week your manner was

very different. We were quite friendly then."

"I see no particular reason," said Annie, "why we should be friendly."

"Mrs Null," said Lawrence, after a little pause, during which he

looked at her attentively, "I don't believe you approve of me."

"No," said she, "I don't."

He could not help smiling at the earnest directness of her answer,

though he did not like it. "I am sorry," he said, "that you should have

so poor an opinion of me. And, now, let me tell you what I was going to

say this morning, that my only object in finding your cousin was to know

the man who had been engaged to Miss March."

"So that you could find out what she probably objected to in him, and

could then try and not let her see anything of that sort in you."

"Mrs Null," said Lawrence, "you are unjust. There is no reason why you

should speak to me in this way."

"I would like to know," she said, "what cause there could possibly be

for your wanting to become acquainted with a man who had been engaged to

the lady you wished to marry, if you didn't intend to study him up, and

try to do better yourself."

"My motive in desiring to become acquainted with Mr Keswick," said

Lawrence, "is one you could scarcely understand, and all I can say about

it is, that I believed that if I knew the gentleman who had formerly

been the accepted lover of a lady, I should better know the lady."

"You must be awfully suspicious," said she.

"No, I am not," he answered, "and I knew you would not understand me. My

only desire in speaking to you upon this subject is that you may not

unreasonably judge me."

"But I am not unreasonable," said Annie. "You are trying to get Miss

March away from my cousin; and I don't think it is fair, and I don't

want you to do it. When you were here before, I thought you two were

good friends, but now I don't believe it."

How friendly might be the relations between himself and Keswick, when

the latter should read his letter about the Candy affair, and should

know that he was in this house with Miss March, Lawrence could not say;

but he did not allude to this point in his companion's remarks. "I do

not think," he said, "that you have any reason to object to my

endeavoring to win Miss March. Even if she accepts me, it will be to the

advantage of your cousin, because if he still hopes to obtain her, the

sooner he knows he cannot do so, the better it will be for him. My

course is perfectly fair. I am aware that the lady is not at present

engaged to any one, and I am endeavoring to induce her to engage herself

to me. If I fail, then I step aside."

"Entirely aside, and out of the way?" asked Mrs Null.

"Entirely," answered Lawrence.

"Well," said Annie, leaning back in her chair, in which before she had

been sitting very upright, "you have, at last, given me a good deal of

your confidence; almost as much as I gave you. Some of the things you

say I believe, others I don't."

Lawrence was annoyed, but he would not allow himself to get angry. "I am

not accustomed to being disbelieved," he said, gravely. "It is a very

unusual experience, I assure you. Which of my statements do you doubt?"

"I don't believe," said Annie, "that you will give her up if she rejects

you while you are here. You are too wilful. You will follow her, and try

again."

"Mrs Null," said Lawrence, "I do not feel justified in speaking to a

third person of these things, but this is a peculiar case, and,

therefore, I assure you, and request you to believe me, that if Miss

March shall now positively refuse me, I shall feel convinced that her

affections are already occupied, and that I have no right to press my

suit any longer."

"Would you like to begin now?" said Annie. "She is coming down stairs."

"You are entirely too matter-of-fact," said Lawrence, smiling in spite

of himself, and, in a moment, Roberta entered the room.

If the young lady in the high-backed rocking-chair had any idea of

giving Mr Croft and Miss March an opportunity of expressing their

sentiments toward each other, she took no immediate steps to do so; for

she gently rocked herself; she talked about the novel she had been

reading; she blamed Miss March for staying so long in her room on such a

beautiful afternoon; and she was the primary cause of a conversation

among the three upon the differences between New York weather and that

of Virginia; and this continued until old Mrs Keswick joined the party,

and changed the conversation to the consideration of the fact that a

fertilizer agent, a pill man, or a blackmailer would find out a person's

whereabouts, even if he were attending the funeral of his grandmother on

a desert island.

The next morning, about an hour after breakfast, Lawrence was walking up

and down on the grass in front of the house, smoking a cigar, and

troubling his mind. He had had no opportunity on the previous evening to

be alone with Miss March, for the little party sat together in the

parlor until they separated for bed; and so, of course, nothing was yet

settled. He was overstaying the time he had expected to spend here, and

he felt nervous about it. He had hoped to see Miss March after

breakfast, but she seemed to have withdrawn herself entirely from

observation. Perhaps she considered that she had sufficiently rejected

him on the previous morning, and that she now intended, except when she

was sure of the company of the others, to remain in her room until he

should go away. But he had no such opinion in regard to their interview

on Pine Top Hill. He believed that he had been punished, not rejected,

and that when he should be able to explain everything to her, he would

be forgiven. That, at least, was his earnest hope, and hope makes us

believe almost anything.

But, although there were so many difficulties in his way, Lawrence had a

friend in that household who still remained true to him. Mrs Keswick,

with sun-bonnet and umbrella, came out upon the porch, and said

cheerily: "I should think a gentleman like you would prefer to be with

the ladies than to be walking about here by yourself. They have gone to

take a walk in the woods. I should have said that Miss March has gone on

ahead, with her little maid Peggy. My niece was going with her, but I

called her back to attend to some housekeeping matters for me, and I

think she will be kept longer than she expected, for I have just sent

Letty to her to be shown how to cut out a frock. But you needn't wait;

you can go right through the flower-garden, and take the path over the

fields into the woods." And, having concluded this bit of conscienceless

and transparent management, the old lady remarked that she, herself, was

going for a walk, and left him.

Lawrence lost no time in following her suggestions. Throwing away his

cigar, he hurried through the house and the little flower-garden, a gate

at the back of which opened into a wide pasture-field. This field sloped

down gently to a branch, or little stream, which ran through the middle

of it, and then the ground ascended until it reached the edge of the

woods. Following the well-defined path, he looked across the little

valley before him, and could see, just inside the edge of the woods--the

trees and bushes being much more thinly attired than in the summer

time--the form of a lady in a light-colored dress with a red scarf upon

her shoulders, sometimes moving slowly, sometimes stopping. This was

Roberta, and those woods were a far better place than the exposed summit

of Pine Top Hill, in which to plight his troth, if it should be so that

he should be able to do it, and there were doubtless paths in those

woods through which they might afterwards wander, if things should turn

out propitiously. At all events, in those woods would he settle this

affair.

His intention was still strong to make a very clean breast of it to

Roberta. If she had blamed him for his prudent reserve, she should have

full opportunity to forgive him. All that he had been she should know,

but far more important than that, he would try to make her know, better

than he had done before, what he was now. Abandoning all his previous

positions, and mounted on these strong resolutions, thus would he dash

into her camp, and hope to capture her.

Reaching the little ravine, at the bottom of which flowed the branch,

now but two or three feet wide, he ran down the rather steep slope and

stepped upon the stout plank which bridged the stream. The instant he

did so, the plank turned beneath him as if it had been hung on pivots,

and he fell into the stony bed of the branch. It was an awkward fall,

for the leg which was undermost came down at an angle, and his foot,

striking a slippery stone, turned under him. In a moment he was on his

feet, and scrambled up the side of the ravine, down which he had just

come. When he reached the top he sat down and put both his hands on his

right ankle, in which he felt considerable pain. In a few minutes he

arose, and began to walk toward the house, but he had not taken a dozen

steps before he sat down again. The pain in his ankle was very severe,

and he felt quite sure that he had sprained it. He knew enough about

such things to understand that if he walked upon this injured joint, he

would not only make the pain worse, but the consequences might be

serious. He was very much annoyed, not only that this thing had happened

to him, but that it had happened at such an inauspicious moment. Of

course, he could not now go on to the woods, and he must get somebody to

help him to the house. Looking about, he saw, at a distance, Uncle

Isham, and he called loudly to him. As soon as Lawrence was well away

from the edge of the ravine, there emerged from some thick bushes on the

other side of it, and at a short distance from the crossing-place, a

negro girl, who slipped noiselessly down to the branch; moved with quick

steps and crouching body to the plank; removed the two round stones on

which it had been skilfully poised, and replaced it in its usual firm

position. This done, she slipped back into the bushes, and by the time

Isham had heard the call of Mr Croft, she was slowly walking down the

opposite hill, as if she were coming from the woods to see why the

gentleman was shouting.

Miss March also heard the call, and came out of the woods, and when she

saw Lawrence sitting on the grass on the other side of the branch, with

one hand upon his ankle, she knew that something had happened, and came

down toward him. Lawrence saw her approaching, and before she was even

near enough to hear him, he began to shout to her to be careful about

crossing the branch, as the board was unsafe. Peggy joined her, and

walked on in front of her; and when Miss March understood what Lawrence

was saying, she called back that she would be careful. When they reached

the ravine, Peggy ran down, stepped upon the plank, jumped on the middle

of it, walked over it, and then back again, and assured her mistress

that it was just as good as ever it was, and that she reckoned the city

gentleman didn't know how to walk on planks, and that "he jes' done fall

off."

Miss March crossed, stepping a little cautiously, and reached Lawrence

just as Uncle Isham, with strong arms and many words of sympathy, had

assisted him to his feet. "What has happened to you, Mr Croft?" she

exclaimed.

"I was coming to you," he said; "and in crossing the stream the plank

turned under me, and I am afraid I have sprained my ankle. I can't walk

on it."

"I am very sorry," she said.

"Because I was coming to you," he said, grimly, "or because I hurt

myself?"

"You ought to be ashamed to speak in that way," she answered, "but I

won't find fault with you, now that you are in such pain. Is there

anything I can do for you?"

"No, thank you," said Lawrence. "I will lean on this good man, and I

think I can hop to the house."

"Peggy," said Miss Roberta, "walk on the other side of the gentleman,

and let him lean upon your shoulder. I will go on and have something

prepared to put on his ankle."

With one side supported by the stout Isham, and his other hand resting

on the shoulder of the good little Peggy, who bore up as strongly under

it as if she had been a big walking-stick, Lawrence slowly made his way

to the house. Miss March got there sometime before he did, and was very

glad to find that Mrs Keswick had not yet gone out on the walk for which

she was prepared. That circumspect old lady had found this and that to

occupy her, while she so managed her household matters, that one thing

should follow another, to detain her niece. But when she heard what had

happened, all other impulses gave way to those which belonged to a head

nurse and a mistress of emergencies. She set down her umbrella; shouted

an order to Letty to put a kettle of water on the fire; brought from her

own room some flannel and two bottles of embrocation; and then stopping

a moment to reflect, ordered that the office should be prepared for Mr

Croft, for it would be a shame to make a gentleman, with a sprained

ankle, clamber up stairs.

The office was a small building in the wide front yard, not very far

from the house, and opposite to the arbor, which has been before

mentioned. It was one story high, and contained one large and

comfortable room. Such buildings are quite common on Virginian farms,

and although called offices are seldom used in an official way, being

generally appropriated to the bachelors of the family or their gentleman

visitors. This one was occupied by Junius Keswick, when he was at home,

and a good many of his belongings were now in it; but as it was at

present unoccupied, nothing could be more proper than that Mr Croft

should have it.

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