So saying, Ben-Hur rode forward with the guide, one of the
inconveniences of travelling with camels being that it is necessarily
an interdiction of polite conversation.
Afterwhile the party came to a shallow wady, down which, turning to the
right hand, the guide led them. The bed of the cut was somewhat soft
from recent rains, and quite bold in its descent. Momentarily, however,
it widened; and erelong the sides became bluffs ribbed with rocks much
scarred by floods rushing to lower depths ahead. Finally, from a narrow
passage, the travellers entered a spreading vale which was very
delightful; but come upon suddenly from the yellow, unrelieved,
verdureless plain, it had the effect of a freshly discovered Paradise.
The water-channels winding here and there, definable by crisp white
shingling, appeared like threads tangled among islands green with
grasses and fringed with reeds. Up from the final depths of the valley
of the Jordan some venturous oleanders had crept, and with their large
bloom now starred the sunken place. One palm-tree arose in royal
assertion. The bases of the boundary-walls were cloaked with clambering
vines, and under a leaning cliff over on the left the mulberry grove
had planted itself, proclaiming the spring which the party were
seeking. And thither the guide conducted them, careless of whistling
partridges and lesser birds of brighter hues roused whirring from the
reedy coverts.
The water started from a crack in the cliff which some loving hand had
enlarged into an arched cavity. Graven over it in bold Hebraic letters
was the word GOD. The graver had no doubt drunk there, and tarried many
days, and given thanks in that durable form. From the arch the stream
ran merrily over a flag spotted with bright moss, and leaped into a
pool glassy clear; thence it stole away between grassy banks, nursing
the trees before it vanished in the thirsty sand. A few narrow paths
were noticeable about the margin of the pool; otherwise the space
around was untrodden turf, at sight of which the guide was assured of
rest free from intrusion by men. The horses were presently turned
loose, and from the kneeling camel the Ethiopian assisted Balthasar and
Iras; whereupon the old man, turning his face to the east, crossed his
hands reverently upon his breast and prayed.
“Bring me a cup,” Iras said, with some impatience.
From the houdah the slave brought her a crystal goblet; then she said
to Ben-Hur,
“I will be your servant at the fountain.”
They walked to the pool together. He would have dipped the water for
her, but she refused his offer, and kneeling, held the cup to be filled
by the stream itself; nor yet content, when it was cooled and
overrunning, she tendered him the first draught.
“No,” he said, putting the graceful hand aside, and seeing only the
large eyes half hidden beneath the arches of the upraised brows, “be
the service mine, I pray.”
She persisted in having her way.
“In my country, O son of Hur, we have a saying, ‘Better a cupbearer to
the fortunate than minister to a king.’”
“Fortunate!” he said.
There were both surprise and inquiry in the tone of his voice and in
his look, and she said quickly,
“The gods give us success as a sign by which we may know them on our
side. Were you not winner in the Circus?”
His cheeks began to flush.
“That was one sign. There is another. In a combat with swords you slew
a Roman.”
The flush deepened—not so much for the triumphs themselves as the
flattery there was in the thought that she had followed his career with
interest. A moment, and the pleasure was succeeded by a reflection. The
combat, he knew, was matter of report throughout the East; but the name
of the victor had been committed to a very few—Malluch, Ilderim, and
Simonides. Could they have made a confidante of the woman? So with
wonder and gratification he was confused; and seeing it, she arose and
said, holding the cup over the pool,
“O gods of Egypt! I give thanks for a hero discovered—thanks that the
victim in the Palace of Idernee was not my king of men. And so, O holy
gods, I pour and drink.”
Part of the contents of the cup she returned to the stream, the rest
she drank. When she took the crystal from her lips, she laughed at him.
“O son of Hur, is it a fashion of the very brave to be so easily
overcome by a woman? Take the cup now, and see if you cannot find a
happy word in it for me.”
He took the cup, and stooped to refill it.
“A son of Israel has no gods whom he can libate,” he said, playing with
the water to hide his amazement, now greater than before. What more did
the Egyptian know about him? Had she been told of his relations with
Simonides? And there was the treaty with Ilderim—had she knowledge of
that also? He was struck with mistrust. Somebody had betrayed his
secrets, and they were serious. And, besides, he was going to
Jerusalem, just then of all the world the place where such intelligence
possessed by an enemy might be most dangerous to him, his associates,
and the cause. But was she an enemy? It is well for us that, while
writing is slow, thought is instantaneous. When the cup was fairly
cooled, he filled it and arose, saying, with indifference well
affected,
“Most fair, were I an Egyptian or a Greek or a Roman, I would say”—he
raised the goblet overhead as he spoke—“O ye better gods! I give thanks
that there are yet left to the world, despite its wrongs and
sufferings, the charm of beauty and the solace of love, and I drink to
her who best represents them—to Iras, loveliest of the daughters of the
Nile!”
She laid her hand softly upon his shoulder.
“You have offended against the law. The gods you have drunk to are
false gods. Why shall I not tell the rabbis on you?”
“Oh!” he replied, laughing, “that is very little to tell for one who
knows so much else that is really important.”
“I will go further—I will go to the little Jewess who makes the roses
grow and the shadows flame in the house of the great merchant over in
Antioch. To the rabbis I will accuse you of impenitence; to her—”
“Well, to her?”
“I will repeat what you have said to me under the lifted cup, with the
gods for witnesses.”
He was still a moment, as if waiting for the Egyptian to go on. With
quickened fancy he saw Esther at her father’s side listening to the
despatches he had forwarded—sometimes reading them. In her presence he
had told Simonides the story of the affair in the Palace of Idernee.
She and Iras were acquainted; this one was shrewd and worldly; the
other was simple and affectionate, and therefore easily won. Simonides
could not have broken faith—nor Ilderim—for if not held by honor, there
was no one, unless it might be himself, to whom the consequences of
exposure were more serious and certain. Could Esther have been the
Egyptian’s informant? He did not accuse her; yet a suspicion was sown
with the thought, and suspicions, as we all know, are weeds of the mind
which grow of themselves, and most rapidly when least wanted. Before he
could answer the allusion to the little Jewess, Balthasar came to the
pool.
“We are greatly indebted to you, son of Hur,” he said, in his grave
manner. “This vale is very beautiful; the grass, the trees, the shade,
invite us to stay and rest, and the spring here has the sparkle of
diamonds in motion, and sings to me of a loving God. It is not enough
to thank you for the enjoyment we find; come sit with us, and taste our
bread.”
“Suffer me first to serve you.”
With that Ben-Hur filled the goblet, and gave it to Balthasar, who
lifted his eyes in thanksgiving.
Immediately the slave brought napkins; and after laving their hands and
drying them, the three seated themselves in Eastern style under the
tent which years before had served the Wise Men at the meeting in the
Desert. And they ate heartily of the good things taken from the camel’s
pack.
CHAPTER III
The tent was cosily pitched beneath a tree where the gurgle of the
stream was constantly in ear. Overhead the broad leaves hung motionless
on their stems; the delicate reed-stalks off in the pearly haze stood
up arrowy-straight; occasionally a home-returning bee shot humming
athwart the shade, and a partridge creeping from the sedge drank,
whistled to his mate, and ran away. The restfulness of the vale, the
freshness of the air, the garden beauty, the Sabbath stillness, seemed
to have affected the spirits of the elder Egyptian; his voice,
gestures, and whole manner were unusually gentle; and often as he bent
his eyes upon Ben-Hur conversing with Iras, they softened with pity.
“When we overtook you, son of Hur,” he said, at the conclusion of the
repast, “it seemed your face was also turned towards Jerusalem. May I
ask, without offence, if you are going so far?”
“I am going to the Holy City.”
“For the great need I have to spare myself prolonged toil, I will
further ask you, Is there a shorter road than that by Rabbath-Ammon?”
“A rougher route, but shorter, lies by Gerasa and Rabbath-Gilead. It is
the one I design taking.”
“I am impatient,” said Balthasar. “Latterly my sleep has been visited
by dreams—or rather by the same dream in repetition. A voice—it is
nothing more—comes and tells me, ‘Haste—arise! He whom thou hast so
long awaited is at hand.’”
“You mean he that is to be King of the Jews?” Ben-Hur asked, gazing at
the Egyptian in wonder.
“Even so.”
“Then you have heard nothing of him?”
“Nothing, except the words of the voice in the dream.”
“Here, then, are tidings to make you glad as they made me.”
From his gown Ben-Hur drew the letter received from Malluch. The hand
the Egyptian held out trembled violently. He read aloud, and as he read
his feelings increased; the limp veins in his neck swelled and
throbbed. At the conclusion he raised his suffused eyes in thanksgiving
and prayer. He asked no questions, yet had no doubts.
“Thou hast been very good to me, O God,” he said. “Give me, I pray
thee, to see the Saviour again, and worship him, and thy servant will
be ready to go in peace.”
The words, the manner, the singular personality of the simple prayer,
touched Ben-Hur with a sensation new and abiding. God never seemed so
actual and so near by; it was as if he were there bending over them or
sitting at their side—a Friend whose favors were to be had by the most
unceremonious asking—a Father to whom all his children were alike in
love—Father, not more of the Jew than of the Gentile—the Universal
Father, who needed no intermediates, no rabbis, no priests, no
teachers. The idea that such a God might send mankind a Saviour instead
of a king appeared to Ben-Hur in a light not merely new, but so plain
that he could almost discern both the greater want of such a gift and
its greater consistency with the nature of such a Deity. So he could
not resist asking,
“Now that he has come, O Balthasar, you still think he is to be a
Saviour, and not a king?”
Balthasar gave him a look thoughtful as it was tender.
“How shall I understand you?” he asked, in return. “The Spirit, which
was the Star that was my guide of old, has not appeared to me since I
met you in the tent of the good sheik; that is to say, I have not seen
or heard it as formerly. I believe the voice that spoke to me in my
dreams was it; but other than that I have no revelation.”
“I will recall the difference between us,” said Ben-Hur, with
deference. “You were of opinion that he would be a king, but not as
Cæsar is; you thought his sovereignty would be spiritual, not of the
world.”
“Oh yes,” the Egyptian answered; “and I am of the same opinion now. I
see the divergence in our faith. You are going to meet a king of men, I
a Saviour of souls.”
He paused with the look often seen when people are struggling, with
introverted effort, to disentangle a thought which is either too high
for quick discernment or too subtle for simple expression.
“Let me try, O son of Hur,” he said, directly, “and help you to a clear
understanding of my belief; then it may be, seeing how the spiritual
kingdom I expect him to set up can be more excellent in every sense
than anything of mere Cæsarean splendor, you will better understand
the reason of the interest I take in the mysterious person we are going
to welcome.
“I cannot tell you when the idea of a Soul in every man had its origin.
Most likely the first parents brought it with them out of the garden in
which they had their first dwelling. We all do know, however, that it
has never perished entirely out of mind. By some peoples it was lost,
but not by all; in some ages it dulled and faded, in others it was
overwhelmed with doubts; but, in great goodness, God kept sending us at
intervals mighty intellects to argue it back to faith and hope.
“Why should there be a Soul in every man? Look, O son of Hur—for one
moment look at the necessity of such a device. To lie down and die, and
be no more—no more forever—time never was when man wished for such an
end; nor has the man ever been who did not in his heart promise himself
something better. The monuments of the nations are all protests against
nothingness after death; so are statues and inscriptions; so is
history. The greatest of our Egyptian kings had his effigy cut-out of a
hill of solid rock. Day after day he went with a host in chariots to
see the work; at last it was finished, never effigy so grand, so
enduring: it looked like him—the features were his, faithful even in
expression. Now may we not think of him saying in that moment of pride,
‘Let Death come; there is an after-life for me!’ He had his wish. The
statue is there yet.
“But what is the after-life he thus secured? Only a recollection by
men—a glory unsubstantial as moonshine on the brow of the great bust; a
story in stone—nothing more. Meantime what has become of the king?
There is an embalmed body up in the royal tombs which once was his—an
effigy not so fair to look at as the other out in the Desert. But
where, O son of Hur, where is the king himself? Is he fallen into
nothingness? Two thousand years have gone since he was a man alive as
you and I are. Was his last breath the end of him?
“To say yes would be to accuse God; let us rather accept his better
plan of attaining life after death for us—actual life, I mean—the
something more than a place in mortal memory; life with going and
coming, with sensation, with knowledge, with power and all
appreciation; life eternal in term though it may be with changes of
condition.
“Ask you what God’s plan is? The gift of a Soul to each of us at birth,
with this simple law—there shall be no immortality except through the
Soul. In that law see the necessity of which I spoke.
“Let us turn from the necessity now. A word as to the pleasure there is
in the thought of a Soul in each of us. In the first place, it robs
death of its terrors by making dying a change for the better, and
burial but the planting of a seed from which there will spring a new
life. In the next place, behold me as I am—weak, weary, old, shrunken
in body, and graceless; look at my wrinkled face, think of my failing
senses, listen to my shrilled voice. Ah! what happiness to me in the
promise that when the tomb opens, as soon it will, to receive the
worn-out husk I call myself, the now viewless doors of the universe,
which is but the palace of God, will swing wide ajar to receive me, a
liberated immortal Soul!
“I would I could tell the ecstasy there must be in that life to come!
Do not say I know nothing about it. This much I know, and it is enough
for me—the being a Soul implies conditions of divine superiority. In
such a being there is no dust, nor any gross thing; it must be finer
than air, more impalpable than light, purer than essence—it is life in
absolute purity.
“What now, O son of Hur? Knowing so much, shall I dispute with myself
or you about the unnecessaries—about the form of my soul? Or where it
is to abide? Or whether it eats and drinks? Or is winged, or wears this
or that? No. It is more becoming to trust in God. The beautiful in this
world is all from his hand declaring the perfection of taste; he is the
author of all form; he clothes the lily, he colors the rose, he distils
the dew-drop, he makes the music of nature; in a word, he organized us
for this life, and imposed its conditions; and they are such guaranty
to me that, trustful as a little child, I leave to him the organization
of my Soul, and every arrangement for the life after death. I know he
loves me.”
The good man stopped and drank, and the hand carrying the cup to his
lips trembled; and both Iras and Ben-Hur shared his emotion and
remained silent. Upon the latter a light was breaking. He was beginning
to see, as never before, that there might be a spiritual kingdom of
more import to men than any earthly empire; and that after all a
Saviour would indeed be a more godly gift than the greatest king.
“I might ask you now,” said Balthasar, continuing, “whether this human
life, so troubled and brief, is preferable to the perfect and
everlasting life designed for the Soul? But take the question, and
think of it for yourself, formulating thus: Supposing both to be
equally happy, is one hour more desirable than one year? From that then
advance to the final inquiry, what are threescore and ten years on
earth to all eternity with God? By-and-by, son of Hur, thinking in such
manner, you will be filled with the meaning of the fact I present you
next, to me the most amazing of all events, and in its effects the most
sorrowful; it is that the very idea of life as a Soul is a light almost
gone out in the world. Here and there, to be sure, a philosopher may be
found who will talk to you of a Soul, likening it to a principle; but
because philosophers take nothing upon faith, they will not go the
length of admitting a Soul to be a being, and on that account its
purpose is compressed darkness to them.
“Everything animate has a mind measurable by its wants. Is there to you
no meaning in the singularity that power in full degree to speculate
upon the future was given to man alone? By the sign as I see it, God
meant to make us know ourselves created for another and a better life,
such being in fact the greatest need of our nature. But, alas! into
what a habit the nations have fallen! They live for the day, as if the
present were the all in all, and go about saying, ‘There is no
to-morrow after death; or if there be, since we know nothing about it,
be it a care unto itself.’ So when Death calls them, ‘Come,’ they may
not enter into enjoyment of the glorious after-life because of their
unfitness. That is to say, the ultimate happiness of man was
everlasting life in the society of God. Alas, O son of Hur, that I
should say it! but as well yon sleeping camel constant in such society
as the holiest priests this day serving the highest altars in the most
renowned temples. So much are men given to this lower earthly life! So
nearly have they forgotten that other which is to come!
“See now, I pray you, that which is to be saved to us.
“For my part, speaking with the holiness of truth, I would not give one
hour of life as a Soul for a thousand years of life as a man.”
Here the Egyptian seemed to become unconscious of companionship and
fall away into abstraction.
“This life has its problems,” he said, “and there are men who spend
their days trying to solve them; but what are they to the problems of
the hereafter? What is there like knowing God? Not a scroll of the
mysteries, but the mysteries themselves would for that hour at least
lie before me revealed; even the innermost and most awful—the power
which now we shrink from thought of—which rimmed the void with shores,
and lighted the darkness, and out of nothing appointed the universe.
All places would be opened. I would be filled with divine knowledge; I
would see all glories, taste all delights; I would revel in being. And
if, at the end of the hour, it should please God to tell me, ‘I take
thee into my service forever,’ the furthest limit of desire would be
passed; after which the attainable ambitions of life, and its joys of
whatever kind, would not be so much as the tinkling of little bells.”
Balthasar paused as if to recover from very ecstasy of feeling; and to
Ben-Hur it seemed the speech had been the delivery of a Soul speaking
for itself.
“I pray pardon, son of Hur,” the good man continued, with a bow the
gravity of which was relieved by the tender look that followed it, “I
meant to leave the life of a Soul, its conditions, pleasures,
superiority, to your own reflection and finding out. The joy of the
thought has betrayed me into much speech. I set out to show, though
ever so faintly, the reason of my faith. It grieves me that words are
so weak. But help yourself to truth. Consider first the excellence of
the existence which was reserved for us after death, and give heed to
the feelings and impulses the thought is sure to awaken in you—heed
them, I say, because they are your own Soul astir, doing what it can to
urge you in the right way. Consider next that the afterlife has become
so obscured as to justify calling it a lost light. If you find it,
rejoice, O son of Hur—rejoice as I do, though in beggary of words. For
then, besides the great gift which is to be saved to us, you will have
found the need of a Saviour so infinitely greater than the need of a
king; and he we are going to meet will not longer hold place in your
hope a warrior with a sword or a monarch with a crown.
“A practical question presents itself—How shall we know him at sight?
If you continue in your belief as to his character—that he is to be a
king as Herod was—of course you will keep on until you meet a man
clothed in purple and with a sceptre. On the other hand, he I look for
will be one poor, humble, undistinguished—a man in appearance as other
men; and the sign by which I will know him will be never so simple. He
will offer to show me and all mankind the way to the eternal life; the
beautiful pure Life of the Soul.”
The company sat a moment in silence which was broken by Balthasar.
“Let us arise now,” he said—“let us arise and set forward again. What I
have said has caused a return of impatience to see him who is ever in
my thought; and if I seem to hurry you, O son of Hur—and you, my
daughter—be that my excuse.”
At his signal the slave brought them wine in a skin bottle; and they
poured and drank, and shaking the lap-cloths out arose.
While the slave restored the tent and wares to the box under the
houdah, and the Arab brought up the horses, the three principals laved
themselves in the pool.
In a little while they were retracing their steps back through the
wady, intending to overtake the caravan if it had passed them by.
CHAPTER IV
The caravan, stretched out upon the Desert, was very picturesque; in
motion, however, it was like a lazy serpent. By-and-by its stubborn
dragging became intolerably irksome to Balthasar, patient as he was;
so, at his suggestion, the party determined to go on by themselves.
If the reader be young, or if he has yet a sympathetic recollection of
the romanticisms of his youth, he will relish the pleasure with which
Ben-Hur, riding near the camel of the Egyptians, gave a last look at
the head of the straggling column almost out of sight on the shimmering
plain.
To be definite as may be, and perfectly confidential, Ben-Hur found a
certain charm in Iras’s presence. If she looked down upon him from her
high place, he made haste to get near her; if she spoke to him, his
heart beat out of its usual time. The desire to be agreeable to her was
a constant impulse. Objects on the way, though ever so common, became
interesting the moment she called attention to them; a black swallow in
the air pursued by her pointing finger went off in a halo; if a bit of
quartz or a flake of mica was seen to sparkle in the drab sand under
kissing of the sun, at a word he turned aside and brought it to her;
and if she threw it away in disappointment, far from thinking of the
trouble he had been put to, he was sorry it proved so worthless, and
kept a lookout for something better—a ruby, perchance a diamond. So the
purple of the far mountains became intensely deep and rich if she
distinguished it with an exclamation of praise; and when, now and then,
the curtain of the houdah fell down, it seemed a sudden dulness had
dropped from the sky bedraggling all the landscape. Thus disposed,
yielding to the sweet influence, what shall save him from the dangers
there are in days of the close companionship with the fair Egyptian
incident to the solitary journey they were entered upon?
For that there is no logic in love, nor the least mathematical element,
it is simply natural that she shall fashion the result who has the
wielding of the influence.
To quicken the conclusion, there were signs, too, that she well knew
the influence she was exercising over him. From some place under hand
she had since morning drawn a caul of golden coins, and adjusted it so
the gleaming strings fell over her forehead and upon her cheeks,
blending lustrously with the flowing of her blue-black hair. From the
same safe deposit she had also produced articles of jewelry—rings for
finger and ear, bracelets, a necklace of pearls—also, a shawl
embroidered with threads of fine gold—the effect of all which she
softened with a scarf of Indian lace skillfully folded about her throat
and shoulders. And so arrayed, she plied Ben-Hur with countless
coquetries of speech and manner; showering him with smiles; laughing in
flute-like tremolo—and all the while following him with glances, now
melting-tender, now sparkling-bright. By such play Antony was weaned
from his glory; yet she who wrought his ruin was really not half so
beautiful as this her countrywoman.
And so to them the nooning came, and the evening.
The sun at its going down behind a spur of the old Bashan, left the
party halted by a pool of clear water of the rains out in the Abilene
Desert. There the tent was pitched, the supper eaten, and preparations
made for the night.
The second watch was Ben-Hur’s; and he was standing, spear in hand,
within arm-reach of the dozing camel, looking awhile at the stars, then
over the veiled land. The stillness was intense; only after long spells
a warm breath of wind would sough past, but without disturbing him, for
yet in thought he entertained the Egyptian, recounting her charms, and
sometimes debating how she came by his secrets, the uses she might make
of them, and the course he should pursue with her. And through all the
debate Love stood off but a little way—a strong temptation, the
stronger of a gleam of policy behind. At the very moment he was most
inclined to yield to the allurement, a hand very fair even in the
moonless gloaming was laid softly upon his shoulder. The touch thrilled
him; he started, turned—and she was there.
“I thought you asleep,” he said, presently.
“Sleep is for old people and little children, and I came out to look at
my friends, the stars in the south—those now holding the curtains of
midnight over the Nile. But confess yourself surprised!”
He took the hand which had fallen from his shoulder, and said, “Well,
was it by an enemy?”
“Oh no! To be an enemy is to hate, and hating is a sickness which Isis
will not suffer to come near me. She kissed me, you should know, on the
heart when I was a child.”
“Your speech does not sound in the least like your father’s. Are you
not of his faith?”
“I might have been”—and she laughed low—“I might have been had I seen
what he has. I may be when I get old like him. There should be no
religion for youth, only poetry and philosophy; and no poetry except
such as is the inspiration of wine and mirth and love, and no
philosophy that does not nod excuse for follies which cannot outlive a
season. My father’s God is too awful for me. I failed to find him in
the Grove of Daphne. He was never heard of as present in the atria of
Rome. But, son of Hur, I have a wish.”
“A wish! Where is he who could say it no?”
“I will try you.”
“Tell it then.”
“It is very simple. I wish to help you.”
She drew closer as she spoke.
He laughed, and replied, lightly, “O Egypt!—I came near saying dear
Egypt!—does not the sphinx abide in your country?”
“Well?”
“You are one of its riddles. Be merciful, and give me a little clew to
help me understand you. In what do I need help? And how can you help
me?”
She took her hand from him, and, turning to the camel, spoke to it
endearingly, and patted its monstrous head as it were a thing of
beauty.
“O thou last and swiftest and stateliest of the herds of Job! Sometimes
thou, too, goest stumbling, because the way is rough and stony and the
burden grievous. How is it thou knowest the kind intent by a word; and
always makest answer gratefully, though the help offered is from a
woman? I will kiss thee, thou royal brute!”—she stooped and touched its
broad forehead with her lips, saying immediately, “because in thy
intelligence there is no suspicion!”
And Ben-Hur, restraining himself, said calmly, “The reproach has not
failed its mark, O Egypt! I seem to say thee no; may it not be because
I am under seal of honor, and by my silence cover the lives and
fortunes of others?”
“May be!” she said, quickly. “It is so.”
He shrank a step, and asked, his voice sharp with amazement, “What all
knowest thou?”
She answered, after a laugh,
“Why do men deny that the senses of women are sharper than theirs? Your
face has been under my eyes all day. I had but to look at it to see you
bore some weight in mind; and to find the weight, what had I to do more
than recall your debates with my father? Son of Hur!”—she lowered her
voice with singular dexterity, and, going nearer, spoke so her breath
was warm upon his cheek—“son of Hur! he thou art going to find is to be
King of the Jews, is he not?”
His heart beat fast and hard.
“A King of the Jews like Herod, only greater,” she continued.
He looked away—into the night, up to the stars; then his eyes met hers,
and lingered there; and her breath was on his lips, so near was she.
“Since morning,” she said, further, “we have been having visions. Now
if I tell you mine, will you serve me as well? What! silent still?”
She pushed his hand away, and turned as if to go; but he caught her,
and said, eagerly, “Stay—stay and speak!”
She went back, and with her hand upon his shoulder, leaned against him;
and he put his arm around her, and drew her close, very close; and in
the caress was the promise she asked.
“Speak, and tell me thy visions, O Egypt, dear Egypt! A prophet—nay,
not the Tishbite, not even the Lawgiver—could have refused an asking of
thine. I am at thy will. Be merciful—merciful, I pray.”
The entreaty passed apparently unheard, for looking up and nestling in
his embrace, she said, slowly, “The vision which followed me was of
magnificent war—war on land and sea—with clashing of arms and rush of
armies, as if Cæsar and Pompey were come again, and Octavius and
Antony. A cloud of dust and ashes arose and covered the world, and Rome
was not any more; all dominion returned to the East; out of the cloud
issued another race of heroes; and there were vaster satrapies and
brighter crowns for giving away than were ever known. And, son of Hur,
while the vision was passing, and after it was gone, I kept asking
myself, ‘What shall he not have who served the King earliest and
best?’”
Again Ben-Hur recoiled. The question was the very question which had
been with him all day. Presently he fancied he had the clew he wanted.
“So,” he said, “I have you now. The satrapies and crowns are the things
to which you would help me. I see, I see! And there never was such
queen as you would be, so shrewd, so beautiful, so royal—never! But,
alas, dear Egypt! by the vision as you show it me the prizes are all of
war, and you are but a woman, though Isis did kiss you on the heart.
And crowns are starry gifts beyond your power of help, unless, indeed,
you have a way to them more certain than that of the sword. If so, O
Egypt, Egypt, show it me, and I will walk in it, if only for your
sake.”
She removed his arm, and said, “Spread your cloak upon the sand—here,
so I can rest against the camel. I will sit, and tell you a story which
came down the Nile to Alexandria, where I had it.”
He did as she said, first planting the spear in the ground near by.
“And what shall I do?” he said, ruefully, when she was seated. “In
Alexandria is it customary for the listeners to sit or stand?”
From the comfortable place against the old domestic she answered,
laughing, “The audiences of story-tellers are wilful, and sometimes
they do as they please.”
Without more ado he stretched himself upon the sand, and put her arm
about his neck.
“I am ready,” he said.
And directly she began:
HOW THE BEAUTIFUL CAME TO THE EARTH.
“You must know, in the first place, that Isis was—and, for that matter,
she may yet be—the most beautiful of deities; and Osiris, her husband,
though wise and powerful, was sometimes stung with jealousy of her, for
only in their loves are the gods like mortals.
“The palace of the Divine Wife was of silver, crowning the tallest
mountain in the moon, and thence she passed often to the sun, in the
heart of which, a source of eternal light, Osiris kept his palace of
gold too shining for men to look at.
“One time—there are no days with the gods—while she was full pleasantly
with him on the roof of the golden palace, she chanced to look, and
afar, just on the line of the universe, saw Indra passing with an army
of simians, all borne upon the backs of flying eagles. He, the Friend
of Living Things—so with much love is Indra called—was returning from
his final war with the hideous Rakshakas—returning victorious; and in
his suite were Rama, the hero, and Sita, his bride, who, next to Isis
herself, was the very most beautiful. And Isis arose, and took off her
girdle of stars, and waved it to Sita—to Sita, mind you—waved it in
glad salute. And instantly, between the marching host and the two on
the golden roof, a something as of night fell, and shut out the view;
but it was not night—only the frown of Osiris.
“It happened the subject of his speech that moment was such as none
else than they could think of; and he arose, and said, majestically,
‘Get thee home. I will do the work myself. To make a perfectly happy
being I do not need thy help. Get thee gone.’
“Now Isis had eyes large as those of the white cow which in the temple
eats sweet grasses from the hands of the faithful even while they say
their prayers; and her eyes were the color of the cows, and quite as
tender. And she too arose and said, smiling as she spoke, so her look
was little more than the glow of the moon in the hazy harvest-month,
‘Farewell, good my lord. You will call me presently, I know; for
without me you cannot make the perfectly happy creature of which you
were thinking, any more’—and she stopped to laugh, knowing well the
truth of the saying—‘any more, my lord, than you yourself can be
perfectly happy without me.’
“‘We will see,’ he said.
“And she went her way, and took her needles and her chair, and on the
roof of the silver palace sat watching and knitting.
“And the will of Osiris, at labor in his mighty breast, was as the
sound of the mills of all the other gods grinding at once, so loud that
the near stars rattled like seeds in a parched pod; and some dropped
out and were lost. And while the sound kept on she waited and knit; nor
lost she ever a stitch the while.
“Soon a spot appeared in the space over towards the sun; and it grew
until it was great as the moon, and then she knew a world was intended;
but when, growing and growing, at last it cast her planet in the shade,
all save the little point lighted by her presence, she knew how very
angry he was; yet she knit away, assured that the end would be as she
had said.
“And so came the earth, at first but a cold gray mass hanging listless
in the hollow void. Later she saw it separate into divisions; here a
plain, there a mountain, yonder a sea, all as yet without a sparkle.
And then, by a river-bank, something moved; and she stopped her
knitting for wonder. The something arose, and lifted its hands to the
sun in sign of knowledge whence it had its being. And this First Man
was beautiful to see. And about him were the creations we call
nature—the grass, the trees, birds, beasts, even the insects and
reptiles.
“And for a time the man went about happy in his life: it was easy to
see how happy he was. And in the lull of the sound of the laboring will
Isis heard a scornful laugh, and presently the words, blown across from
the sun,
“‘Thy help, indeed! Behold a creature perfectly happy!’
“And Isis fell to knitting again, for she was patient as Osiris was
strong; and if he could work, she could wait; and wait she did, knowing
that mere life is not enough to keep anything content.
“And sure enough. Not long until the Divine Wife could see a change in
the man. He grew listless, and kept to one place prone by the river,
and looked up but seldom, and then always with a moody face. Interest
was dying in him. And when she made sure of it, even while she was
saying to herself, ‘The creature is sick of his being,’ there was a
roar of the creative will at work again, and in a twinkling the earth,
theretofore all a thing of coldest gray, flamed with colors; the
mountains swam in purple, the plains bearing grass and trees turned
green, the sea blue, and the clouds varied infinitely.”
And the man sprang up and clapped his hands, for he was cured and happy
again.
“And Isis smiled, and knit away, saying to herself, ‘It was well
thought, and will do a little while; but mere beauty in a world is not
enough for such a being. My lord must try again.’
“With the last word, the thunder of the will at work shook the moon,
and, looking, Isis dropped her knitting and clapped her hands; for
theretofore everything on the earth but the man had been fixed to a
given place; now all living, and much that was not living, received the
gift of Motion. The birds took to wing joyously; beasts great and small
went about, each in its way; the trees shook their verdurous branches,
nodding to the enamoured winds; the rivers ran to the seas, and the
seas tossed in their beds and rolled in crested waves, and with surging
and ebbing painted the shores with glistening foam; and over all the
clouds floated like sailed ships unanchored.
“And the man rose up happy as a child; whereat Osiris was pleased, so
that he shouted, ‘Ha, ha! See how well I am doing without thee!’
“The good wife took up her work, and answered ever so quietly, ‘It was
well thought, my lord—ever so well thought—and will serve awhile.’
“And as before, so again. The sight of things in motion became to the
man as of course. The birds in flight, the rivers running, the seas in
tumult of action, ceased to amuse him, and he pined again even worse.
“And Isis waited, saying to herself, ‘Poor creature! He is more
wretched than ever.’
“And, as if he heard the thought, Osiris stirred, and the noise of his
will shook the universe; the sun in its central seat alone stood firm.
And Isis looked, but saw no change; then while she was smiling, assured
that her lord’s last invention was sped, suddenly the creature arose,
and seemed to listen; and his face brightened, and he clapped his hands
for joy, for Sounds were heard the first time on earth—sounds
dissonant, sounds harmonious. The winds murmured in the trees; the
birds sang, each kind a song of its own, or chattered in speech; the
rivulets running to the rivers became so many harpers with harps of
silver strings all tinkling together; and the rivers running to the
seas surged on in solemn accord, while the seas beat the land to a tune
of thunder. There was music, music everywhere, and all the time; so the
man could not but be happy.
“Then Isis mused, thinking how well, how wondrous well, her lord was
doing; but presently she shook her head: Color, Motion, Sound—and she
repeated them slowly—there was no element else of beauty except Form
and Light, and to them the earth had been born. Now, indeed, Osiris was
done; and if the creature should again fall off into wretchedness, her
help must be asked; and her fingers flew—two, three, five, even ten
stitches she took at once.
“And the man was happy a long time—longer than ever before; it seemed,
indeed, he would never tire again. But Isis knew better; and she waited
and waited, nor minded the many laughs flung at her from the sun; she
waited and waited, and at last saw signs of the end. Sounds became
familiar to him, and in their range, from the chirruping of the cricket
under the roses to the roar of the seas and the bellow of the clouds in
storm, there was not anything unusual. And he pined and sickened, and
sought his place of moping by the river, and at last fell down
motionless.
“Then Isis in pity spoke.
“‘My lord,’ she said, ‘the creature is dying.’
“But Osiris, though seeing it all, held his peace; he could do no more.
“‘Shall I help him?’ she asked.
“Osiris was too proud to speak.
“Then Isis took the last stitch in her knitting, and gathering her work
in a roll of brilliance flung it off—flung it so it fell close to the
man. And he, hearing the sound of the fall so near by, looked up, and
lo! a Woman—the First Woman—was stooping to help him! She reached a
hand to him; he caught it and arose; and nevermore was miserable, but
evermore happy.”
“Such, O son of Hur! is the genesis of the beautiful, as they tell it
on the Nile.”
She paused.
“A pretty invention, and cunning,” he said, directly; “but it is
imperfect. What did Osiris afterwards?”
“Oh yes,” she replied. “He called the Divine Wife back to the sun, and
they went on all pleasantly together, each helping the other.”
“And shall I not do as the first man?”
He carried the hand resting upon his neck to his lips. “In love—in
love!” he said.
His head dropped softly into her lap.
“You will find the King,” she said, placing her other hand caressingly
upon his head. “You will go on and find the King and serve him. With
your sword you will earn his richest gifts; and his best soldier will
be my hero.”
He turned his face, and saw hers close above. In all the sky there was
that moment nothing so bright to him as her eyes, enshadowed though
they were. Presently he sat up, and put his arms about her, and kissed
her passionately, saying, “O Egypt, Egypt! If the King has crowns in
gift, one shall be mine; and I will bring it and put it here over the
place my lips have marked. You shall be a queen—my queen—no one more
beautiful! And we will be ever, ever so happy!”
“And you will tell me everything, and let me help you in all?” she
said, kissing him in return.
The question chilled his fervor.
“Is it not enough that I love you?” he asked.
“Perfect love means perfect faith,” she replied. “But never mind—you
will know me better.”
She took her hand from him and arose.
“You are cruel,” he said.
Moving away, she stopped by the camel, and touched its front face with
her lips.
“O thou noblest of thy kind!—that, because there is no suspicion in thy
love.”
An instant, and she was gone.
CHAPTER V
The third day of the journey the party nooned by the river Jabbok,
where there were a hundred or more men, mostly of Peraea, resting
themselves and their beasts. Hardly had they dismounted, before a man
came to them with a pitcher of water and a bowl, and offered them
drink; as they received the attention with much courtesy, he said,
looking at the camel, “I am returning from the Jordan, where just now
there are many people from distant parts, travelling as you are,
illustrious friend; but they had none of them the equal of your servant
here. A very noble animal. May I ask of what breed he is sprung?”
Balthasar answered, and sought his rest; but Ben-Hur, more curious,
took up the remark.
“At what place on the river are the people?” he asked.
“At Bethabara.”
“It used to be a lonesome ford,” said Ben-Hur. “I cannot understand how
it can have become of such interest.”
“I see,” the stranger replied; “you, too, are from abroad, and have not
heard the good tidings.”
“What tidings?”
“Well, a man has appeared out of the wilderness—a very holy man—with
his mouth full of strange words, which take hold of all who hear them.
He calls himself John the Nazarite, son of Zacharias, and says he is
the messenger sent before the Messiah.”
Even Iras listened closely while the man continued:
“They say of this John that he has spent his life from childhood in a
cave down by En-Gedi, praying and living more strictly than the
Essenes. Crowds go to hear him preach. I went to hear him with the
rest.”
“Have all these, your friends, been there?”
“Most of them are going; a few are coming away.”
“What does he preach?”
“A new doctrine—one never before taught in Israel, as all say. He calls
it repentance and baptism. The rabbis do not know what to make of him;
nor do we. Some have asked him if he is the Christ, others if he is
Elias; but to them all he has the answer, ‘I am the voice of one crying
in the wilderness, Make straight the way of the Lord!’”
At this point the man was called away by his friends; as he was going,
Balthasar spoke.
“Good stranger!” he said, tremulously, “tell us if we shall find the
preacher at the place you left him.”
“Yes, at Bethabara.”
“Who should this Nazarite be?” said Ben-Hur to Iras, “if not the herald
of our King?”
In so short a time he had come to regard the daughter as more
interested in the mysterious personage he was looking for than the aged
father! Nevertheless, the latter with a positive glow in his sunken
eyes half arose, and said,
“Let us make haste. I am not tired.”
They turned away to help the slave.
There was little conversation between the three at the stopping-place
for the night west of Ramoth-Gilead.
“Let us arise early, son of Hur,” said the old man. “The Saviour may
come, and we not there.”
“The King cannot be far behind his herald,” Iras whispered, as she
prepared to take her place on the camel.
“To-morrow we will see!” Ben-Hur replied, kissing her hand.
Next day about the third hour, out of the pass through which, skirting
the base of Mount Gilead, they had journeyed since leaving Ramoth, the
party came upon the barren steppe east of the sacred river. Opposite
them they saw the upper limit of the old palm lands of Jericho,
stretching off to the hill-country of Judea. Ben-Hur’s blood ran
quickly, for he knew the ford was close at hand.
“Content you, good Balthasar,” he said; “we are almost there.”
The driver quickened the camel’s pace. Soon they caught sight of booths
and tents and tethered animals; and then of the river, and a multitude
collected down close by the bank, and yet another multitude on the
western shore. Knowing that the preacher was preaching, they made
greater haste; yet, as they were drawing near, suddenly there was a
commotion in the mass, and it began to break up and disperse.
They were too late!
“Let us stay here,” said Ben-Hur to Balthasar, who was wringing his
hands. “The Nazarite may come this way.”
The people were too intent upon what they had heard, and too busy in
discussion, to notice the new-comers. When some hundreds were gone by,
and it seemed the opportunity to so much as see the Nazarite was lost
to the latter, up the river not far away they beheld a person coming
towards them of such singular appearance they forgot all else.
Outwardly the man was rude and uncouth, even savage. Over a thin, gaunt
visage of the hue of brown parchment, over his shoulders and down his
back below the middle, in witch-like locks, fell a covering of
sun-scorched hair. His eyes were burning-bright. All his right side was
naked, and of the color of his face, and quite as meagre; a shirt of
the coarsest camel’s-hair—coarse as Bedouin tent-cloth—clothed the rest
of his person to the knees, being gathered at the waist by a broad
girdle of untanned leather. His feet were bare. A scrip, also of
untanned leather, was fastened to the girdle. He used a knotted staff
to help him forward. His movement was quick, decided, and strangely
watchful. Every little while he tossed the unruly hair from his eyes,
and peered round as if searching for somebody.
The fair Egyptian surveyed the son of the Desert with surprise, not to
say disgust. Presently, raising the curtain of the houdah, she spoke to
Ben-Hur, who sat his horse near by.
“Is that the herald of thy King?”
“It is the Nazarite,” he replied, without looking up.
In truth, he was himself more than disappointed. Despite his
familiarity with the ascetic colonists in En-Gedi—their dress, their
indifference to all worldly opinion, their constancy to vows which gave
them over to every imaginable suffering of body, and separated them
from others of their kind as absolutely as if they had not been born
like them—and notwithstanding he had been notified on the way to look
for a Nazarite whose simple description of himself was a Voice from the
Wilderness—still Ben-Hur’s dream of the King who was to be so great and
do so much had colored all his thought of him, so that he never doubted
to find in the forerunner some sign or token of the goodliness and
royalty he was announcing. Gazing at the savage figure before him, the
long trains of courtiers whom he had been used to see in the thermae
and imperial corridors at Rome arose before him, forcing a comparison.
Shocked, shamed, bewildered, he could only answer,
“It is the Nazarite.”
With Balthasar it was very different. The ways of God, he knew, were
not as men would have them. He had seen the Saviour a child in a
manger, and was prepared by his faith for the rude and simple in
connection with the Divine reappearance. So he kept his seat, his hands
crossed upon his breast, his lips moving in prayer. He was not
expecting a king.
In this time of such interest to the new-comers, and in which they were
so differently moved, another man had been sitting by himself on a
stone at the edge of the river, thinking yet, probably, of the sermon
he had been hearing. Now, however, he arose, and walked slowly up from
the shore, in a course to take him across the line the Nazarite was
pursuing and bring him near the camel.
And the two—the preacher and the stranger—kept on until they came, the
former within twenty yards of the animal, the latter within ten feet.
Then the preacher stopped, and flung the hair from his eyes, looked at
the stranger, threw his hands up as a signal to all the people in
sight; and they also stopped, each in the pose of a listener; and when
the hush was perfect, slowly the staff in the Nazarite’s right hand
came down and pointed to the stranger.
All those who before were but listeners became watchers also.
At the same instant, under the same impulse, Balthasar and Ben-Hur
fixed their gaze upon the man pointed out, and both took the same
impression, only in different degree. He was moving slowly towards them
in a clear space a little to their front, a form slightly above the
average in stature, and slender, even delicate. His action was calm and
deliberate, like that habitual to men much given to serious thought
upon grave subjects; and it well became his costume, which was an
undergarment full-sleeved and reaching to the ankles, and an outer robe
called the talith; on his left arm he carried the usual handkerchief
for the head, the red fillet swinging loose down his side. Except the
fillet and a narrow border of blue at the lower edge of the talith, his
attire was of linen yellowed with dust and road stains. Possibly the
exception should be extended to the tassels, which were blue and white,
as prescribed by law for rabbis. His sandals were of the simplest kind.
He was without scrip or girdle or staff.
These points of appearance, however, the three beholders observed
briefly, and rather as accessories to the head and face of the man,
which—especially the latter—were the real sources of the spell they
caught in common with all who stood looking at him.
The head was open to the cloudless light, except as it was draped with
hair long and slightly waved, and parted in the middle, and auburn in
tint, with a tendency to reddish golden where most strongly touched by
the sun. Under a broad, low forehead, under black well arched brows,
beamed eyes dark-blue and large, and softened to exceeding tenderness
by lashes of the great length sometimes seen on children, but seldom,
if ever, on men. As to the other features, it would have been difficult
to decide whether they were Greek or Jewish. The delicacy of the
nostrils and mouth was unusual to the latter type; and when it was
taken into account with the gentleness of the eyes, the pallor of the
complexion, the fine texture of the hair, and the softness of the
beard, which fell in waves over his throat to his breast, never a
soldier but would have laughed at him in encounter, never a woman who
would not have confided in him at sight, never a child that would not,
with quick instinct, have given him its hand and whole artless trust;
nor might any one have said he was not beautiful.
The features, it should be further said, were ruled by a certain
expression which, as the viewer chose, might with equal correctness
have been called the effect of intelligence, love, pity, or sorrow;
though, in better speech, it was a blending of them all—a look easy to
fancy as the mark of a sinless soul doomed to the sight and
understanding of the utter sinfulness of those among whom it was
passing; yet withal no one could have observed the face with a thought
of weakness in the man; so, at least, would not they who know that the
qualities mentioned—love, sorrow, pity—are the results of a
consciousness of strength to bear suffering oftener than strength to
do; such has been the might of martyrs and devotees and the myriads
written down in saintly calendars. And such, indeed, was the air of
this one.
Slowly he drew near—nearer the three.
Now Ben-Hur, mounted and spear in hand, was an object to claim the
glance of a king; yet the eyes of the man approaching were all the time
raised above him—and not to Iras, whose loveliness has been so often
remarked, but to Balthasar, the old and unserviceable.
The hush was profound.
Presently the Nazarite, still pointing with his staff, cried, in a loud
voice,
“Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world!”
The many standing still, arrested by the action of the speaker, and
listening for what might follow, were struck with awe by words so
strange and past their understanding; upon Balthasar they were
overpowering. He was there to see once more the Redeemer of men. The
faith which had brought him the singular privileges of the time long
gone abode yet in his heart; and if now it gave him a power of vision
above that of his fellows—a power to see and know him for whom he was
looking—better than calling the power a miracle, let it be thought of
as the faculty of a soul not yet entirely released from the divine
relations to which it had been formerly admitted, or as the fitting
reward of a life in that age so without examples of holiness—a life
itself a miracle. The ideal of his faith was before him, perfect in
face, form, dress, action, age; and he was in its view, and the view
was recognition. Ah, now if something should happen to identify the
stranger beyond all doubt!
And that was what did happen.
Exactly at the fitting moment, as if to assure the trembling Egyptian,
the Nazarite repeated the outcry,
“Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world!”
Balthasar fell upon his knees. For him there was no need of
explanation; and as if the Nazarite knew it, he turned to those more
immediately about him staring in wonder, and continued:
“This is he of whom I said, After me cometh a man which is preferred
before me, for he was before me. And I knew him not: but that he should
be manifest to Israel, therefore am I come baptizing with water. I saw
the Spirit descending from heaven like a dove, and it abode upon him.
And I knew him not: but he that sent me to baptize with water, the same
said unto me, Upon whom thou shalt see the Spirit descending and
remaining on him, the same is he which baptizeth with the Holy Ghost.
And I saw and bare record, that this”—he paused, his staff still
pointing at the stranger in the white garments, as if to give a more
absolute certainty to both his words and the conclusions intended—“I
bare record, THAT THIS IS THE SON OF GOD!”
“It is he, it is he!” Balthasar cried, with upraised tearful eyes. Next
moment he sank down insensible.
In this time, it should be remembered, Ben-Hur was studying the face of
the stranger, though with an interest entirely different. He was not
insensible to its purity of feature, and its thoughtfulness,
tenderness, humility, and holiness; but just then there was room in his
mind for but one thought—Who is this man? And what? Messiah or king?
Never was apparition more unroyal. Nay, looking at that calm, benignant
countenance, the very idea of war and conquest, and lust of dominion,
smote him like a profanation. He said, as if speaking to his own heart,
Balthasar must be right and Simonides wrong. This man has not come to
rebuild the throne of Solomon; he has neither the nature nor the genius
of Herod; king he may be, but not of another and greater than Rome.
It should be understood now that this was not a conclusion with
Ben-Hur, but an impression merely; and while it was forming, while yet
he gazed at the wonderful countenance, his memory began to throe and
struggle. “Surely,” he said to himself, “I have seen the man; but where
and when?” That the look, so calm, so pitiful, so loving, had somewhere
in a past time beamed upon him as that moment it was beaming upon
Balthasar became an assurance. Faintly at first, at last a clear light,
a burst of sunshine, the scene by the well at Nazareth what time the
Roman guard was dragging him to the galleys returned, and all his being
thrilled. Those hands had helped him when he was perishing. The face
was one of the pictures he had carried in mind ever since. In the
effusion of feeling excited, the explanation of the preacher was lost
by him, all but the last words—words so marvellous that the world yet
rings with them:
“—this is the SON OF GOD!”
Ben-Hur leaped from his horse to render homage to his benefactor; but
Iras cried to him, “Help, son of Hur, help, or my father will die!”
He stopped, looked back, then hurried to her assistance. She gave him a
cup; and leaving the slave to bring the camel to its knees, he ran to
the river for water. The stranger was gone when he came back.
At last Balthasar was restored to consciousness. Stretching forth his
hands, he asked, feebly, “Where is he?”
“Who?” asked Iras.
An intense instant interest shone upon the good man’s face, as if a
last wish had been gratified, and he answered,
“He—the Redeemer—the Son of God, whom I have seen again.”
“Believest thou so?” Iras asked in a low voice of Ben-Hur.
“The time is full of wonders; let us wait,” was all he said.
And next day while the three were listening to him, the Nazarite broke
off in mid-speech, saying reverently, “Behold the Lamb of God!”
Looking to where he pointed, they beheld the stranger again. As Ben-Hur
surveyed the slender figure, and holy beautiful countenance
compassionate to sadness, a new idea broke upon him.
“Balthasar is right—so is Simonides. May not the Redeemer be a king
also?”
And he asked one at his side, “Who is the man walking yonder?”
The other laughed mockingly, and replied,
“He is the son of a carpenter over in Nazareth.”
BOOK EIGHTH
“Who could resist? Who in this universe?
She did so breathe ambrosia, so immerse
My fine existence in a golden clime.
She took me like a child of suckling-time,
And cradled me in roses. Thus condemn’d,
The current of my former life was stemm’d,
And to this arbitrary queen of sense
I bow’d a tranced vassal.”—KEATS, Endymion.
“I am the resurrection and the life.”
CHAPTER I
“Esther—Esther! Speak to the servant below that he may bring me a cup
of water.”
“Would you not rather have wine, father?”
“Let him bring both.”
This was in the summer-house upon the roof of the old palace of the
Hurs in Jerusalem. From the parapet overlooking the court-yard Esther
called to a man in waiting there; at the same moment another
man-servant came up the steps and saluted respectfully.
“A package for the master,” he said, giving her a letter enclosed in
linen cloth, tied and sealed.
For the satisfaction of the reader, we stop to say that it is the
twenty-first day of March, nearly three years after the annunciation of
the Christ at Bethabara.
In the meanwhile, Malluch, acting for Ben-Hur, who could not longer
endure the emptiness and decay of his father’s house, had bought it
from Pontius Pilate; and, in process of repair, gates, courts, lewens,
stairways, terraces, rooms, and roof had been cleansed and thoroughly
restored; not only was there no reminder left of the tragic
circumstances so ruinous to the family, but the refurnishment was in a
style richer than before. At every point, indeed, a visitor was met by
evidences of the higher tastes acquired by the young proprietor during
his years of residence in the villa by Misenum and in the Roman
capital.
Now it should not be inferred from this explanation that Ben-Hur had
publicly assumed ownership of the property. In his opinion, the hour
for that was not yet come. Neither had he yet taken his proper name.
Passing the time in the labors of preparation in Galilee, he waited
patiently the action of the Nazarene, who became daily more and more a
mystery to him, and by prodigies done, often before his eyes, kept him
in a state of anxious doubt both as to his character and mission.
Occasionally he came up to the Holy City, stopping at the paternal
house; always, however, as a stranger and a guest.
These visits of Ben-Hur, it should also be observed, were for more than
mere rest from labor. Balthasar and Iras made their home in the palace;
and the charm of the daughter was still upon him with all its original
freshness, while the father, though feebler in body, held him an
unflagging listener to speeches of astonishing power, urging the
divinity of the wandering miracle-worker of whom they were all so
expectant.
As to Simonides and Esther, they had arrived from Antioch only a few
days before this their reappearance—a wearisome journey to the
merchant, borne, as he had been, in a palanquin swung between two
camels, which, in their careening, did not always keep the same step.
But now that he was come, the good man, it seemed, could not see enough
of his native land. He delighted in the perch upon the roof, and spent
most of his day hours there seated in an arm-chair, the duplicate of
that one kept for him in the cabinet over the store-house by the
Orontes. In the shade of the summer-house he could drink fully of the
inspiring air lying lightly upon the familiar hills; he could better
watch the sun rise, run its course, and set as it used to in the
far-gone, not a habit lost; and with Esther by him it was so much
easier up there close to the sky, to bring back the other Esther, his
love in youth, his wife, dearer growing with the passage of years. And
yet he was not unmindful of business. Every day a messenger brought him
a despatch from Sanballat, in charge of the big commerce behind; and
every day a despatch left him for Sanballat with directions of such
minuteness of detail as to exclude all judgment save his own, and all
chances except those the Almighty has refused to submit to the most
mindful of men.
As Esther started in return to the summer-house, the sunlight fell
softly upon the dustless roof, showing her a woman now—small, graceful
in form, of regular features, rosy with youth and health, bright with
intelligence, beautiful with the outshining of a devoted nature—a woman
to be loved because loving was a habit of life irrepressible with her.
She looked at the package as she turned, paused, looked at it a second
time more closely than at first; and the blood rose reddening her
cheeks—the seal was Ben-Hur’s. With quickened steps she hastened on.
Simonides held the package a moment while he also inspected the seal.
Breaking it open, he gave her the roll it contained.
“Read,” he said.
His eyes were upon her as he spoke, and instantly a troubled expression
fell upon his own face.
“You know who it is from, I see, Esther.”
“Yes—from—our master.”
Though the manner was halting, she met his gaze with modest sincerity.
Slowly his chin sank into the roll of flesh puffed out under it like a
cushion.
“You love him, Esther,” he said, quietly.
“Yes,” she answered.
“Have you thought well of what you do?”
“I have tried not to think of him, father, except as the master to whom
I am dutifully bound. The effort has not helped me to strength.”
“A good girl, a good girl, even as thy mother was,” he said, dropping
into reverie, from which she roused him by unrolling the paper.
“The Lord forgive me, but—but thy love might not have been vainly given
had I kept fast hold of all I had, as I might have done—such power is
there in money!”
“It would have been worse for me had you done so, father; for then I
had been unworthy a look from him, and without pride in you. Shall I
not read now?”
“In a moment,” he said. “Let me, for your sake, my child, show you the
worst. Seeing it with me may make it less terrible to you. His love,
Esther, is all bestowed.”
“I know it,” she said, calmly.
“The Egyptian has him in her net,” he continued. “She has the cunning
of her race, with beauty to help her—much beauty, great cunning; but,
like her race again, no heart. The daughter who despises her father
will bring her husband to grief.”
“Does she that?”
Simonides went on:
“Balthasar is a wise man who has been wonderfully favored for a
Gentile, and his faith becomes him; yet she makes a jest of it. I heard
her say, speaking of him yesterday, ‘The follies of youth are
excusable; nothing is admirable in the aged except wisdom, and when
that goes from them, they should die.’ A cruel speech, fit for a Roman.
I applied it to myself, knowing a feebleness like her father’s will
come to me also—nay, it is not far off. But you, Esther, will never say
of me—no, never—‘It were better he were dead.’ No, your mother was a
daughter of Judah.”
With half-formed tears, she kissed him, and said, “I am my mother’s
child.”
“Yes, and my daughter—my daughter, who is to me all the Temple was to
Solomon.”
After a silence, he laid his hand upon her shoulder, and resumed: “When
he has taken the Egyptian to wife, Esther, he will think of you with
repentance and much calling of the spirit; for at last he will awake to
find himself but the minister of her bad ambition. Rome is the centre
of all her dreams. To her he is the son of Arrius the duumvir, not the
son of Hur, Prince of Jerusalem.”
Esther made no attempt to conceal the effect of these words.
“Save him, father! It is not too late!” she said, entreatingly.
He answered, with a dubious smile, “A man drowning may be saved; not so
a man in love.”
“But you have influence with him. He is alone in the world. Show him
his danger. Tell him what a woman she is.”
“That might save him from her. Would it give him to you, Esther? No,”
and his brows fell darkly over his eyes. “I am a servant, as my fathers
were for generations; yet I could not say to him, ‘Lo, master, my
daughter! She is fairer than the Egyptian, and loves thee better!’ I
have caught too much from years of liberty and direction. The words
would blister my tongue. The stones upon the old hills yonder would
turn in their beds for shame when I go out to them. No, by the
patriarchs, Esther, I would rather lay us both with your mother to
sleep as she sleeps!”
A blush burned Esther’s whole face.
“I did not mean you to tell him so, father. I was concerned for him
alone—for his happiness, not mine. Because I have dared love him, I
shall keep myself worthy his respect; so only can I excuse my folly.
Let me read his letter now.”
“Yes, read it.”
She began at once, in haste to conclude the distasteful subject.
“Nisan, 8th day.
“On the road from Galilee to Jerusalem.
“The Nazarene is on the way also. With him, though without his
knowledge, I am bringing a full legion of mine. A second legion
follows. The Passover will excuse the multitude. He said upon setting
out, ‘We will go up to Jerusalem, and all things that are written by
the prophets concerning me shall be accomplished.’
“Our waiting draws to an end.
“In haste.
“Peace to thee, Simonides.
“BEN-HUR.”
Esther returned the letter to her father, while a choking sensation
gathered in her throat. There was not a word in the missive for her—not
even in the salutation had she a share—and it would have been so easy
to have written “and to thine, peace.” For the first time in her life
she felt the smart of a jealous sting.
“The eighth day,” said Simonides, “the eighth day; and this, Esther,
this is the—”
“The ninth,” she replied.
“Ah, then, they may be in Bethany now.”
“And possibly we may see him to-night,” she added, pleased into
momentary forgetfulness.
“It may be, it may be! To-morrow is the Feast of Unleavened Bread, and
he may wish to celebrate it; so may the Nazarene; and we may see him—we
may see both of them, Esther.”
At this point the servant appeared with the wine and water. Esther
helped her father, and in the midst of the service Iras came upon the
roof.
To the Jewess the Egyptian never appeared so very, very beautiful as at
that moment. Her gauzy garments fluttered about her like a little cloud
of mist; her forehead, neck, and arms glittered with the massive
jewelry so affected by her people. Her countenance was suffused with
pleasure. She moved with buoyant steps, and self-conscious, though
without affectation. Esther at the sight shrank within herself, and
nestled closer to her father.
“Peace to you, Simonides, and to the pretty Esther peace,” said Iras,
inclining her head to the latter. “You remind me, good master—if I may
say it without offence-you remind me of the priests in Persia who climb
their temples at the decline of day to send prayers after the departing
sun. Is there anything in the worship you do not know, let me call my
father. He is Magian-bred.”
“Fair Egyptian,” the merchant replied, nodding with grave politeness,
“your father is a good man who would not be offended if he knew I told
you his Persian lore is the least part of his wisdom.”
Iras’s lip curled slightly.
“To speak like a philosopher, as you invite me,” she said, “the least
part always implies a greater. Let me ask what you esteem the greater
part of the rare quality you are pleased to attribute to him.”
Simonides turned upon her somewhat sternly.
“Pure wisdom always directs itself towards God; the purest wisdom is
knowledge of God; and no man of my acquaintance has it in higher
degree, or makes it more manifest in speech and act, than the good
Balthasar.”
To end the parley, he raised the cup and drank.
The Egyptian turned to Esther a little testily.
“A man who has millions in store, and fleets of ships at sea, cannot
discern in what simple women like us find amusement. Let us leave him.
By the wall yonder we can talk.”
They went to the parapet then, stopping at the place where, years
before, Ben-Hur loosed the broken tile upon the head of Gratus.
“You have not been to Rome?” Iras began, toying the while with one of
her unclasped bracelets.
“No,” said Esther, demurely.
“Have you not wished to go?”
“No.”
“Ah, how little there has been of your life!”
The sigh that succeeded the exclamation could not have been more
piteously expressive had the loss been the Egyptian’s own. Next moment
her laugh might have been heard in the street below; and she said “Oh,
oh, my pretty simpleton! The half-fledged birds nested in the ear of
the great bust out on the Memphian sands know nearly as much as you.”
Then, seeing Esther’s confusion, she changed her manner, and said in a
confiding tone, “You must not take offence. Oh no! I was playing. Let
me kiss the hurt, and tell you what I would not to any other—not if
Simbel himself asked it of me, offering a lotus-cup of the spray of the
Nile!”
Another laugh, masking excellently the look she turned sharply upon the
Jewess, and she said, “The King is coming.”
Esther gazed at her in innocent surprise.
“The Nazarene,” Iras continued—“he whom our fathers have been talking
about so much, whom Ben-Hur has been serving and toiling for so
long”—her voice dropped several tones lower—“the Nazarene will be here
to-morrow, and Ben-Hur to-night.”
Esther struggled to maintain her composure, but failed: her eyes fell,
the tell-tale blood surged to her cheek and forehead, and she was saved
sight of the triumphant smile that passed, like a gleam, over the face
of the Egyptian.
“See, here is his promise.”
And from her girdle she took a roll.
“Rejoice with me, O my friend! He will be here tonight! On the Tiber
there is a house, a royal property, which he has pledged to me; and to
be its mistress is to be—”
A sound of some one walking swiftly along the street below interrupted
the speech, and she leaned over the parapet to see. Then she drew back,
and cried, with hands clasped above her head, “Now blessed be Isis!
’Tis he—Ben-Hur himself! That he should appear while I had such thought
of him! There are no gods if it be not a good omen. Put your arms about
me, Esther—and a kiss!”
The Jewess looked up. Upon each cheek there was a glow; her eyes
sparkled with a light more nearly of anger than ever her nature emitted
before. Her gentleness had been too roughly overridden. It was not
enough for her to be forbidden more than fugitive dreams of the man she
loved; a boastful rival must tell her in confidence of her better
success, and of the brilliant promises which were its rewards. Of her,
the servant of a servant, there had been no hint of remembrance; this
other could show his letter, leaving her to imagine all it breathed. So
she said,
“Dost thou love him so much, then, or Rome so much better?”
The Egyptian drew back a step; then she bent her haughty head quite
near her questioner.
“What is he to thee, daughter of Simonides?”
Esther, all thrilling, began, “He is my—”
A thought blasting as lightning stayed the words: she paled, trembled,
recovered, and answered,
“He is my father’s friend.”
Her tongue had refused to admit her servile condition.
Iras laughed more lightly than before.
“Not more than that?” she said. “Ah, by the lover-gods of Egypt, thou
mayst keep thy kisses—keep them. Thou hast taught me but now that there
are others vastly more estimable waiting me here in Judea; and”—she
turned away, looking back over her shoulder—“I will go get them. Peace
to thee.”
Esther saw her disappear down the steps, when, putting her hands over
her face, she burst into tears so they ran scalding through her
fingers—tears of shame and choking passion. And, to deepen the paroxysm
to her even temper so strange, up with a new meaning of withering force
rose her father’s words—“Thy love might not have been vainly given had
I kept fast hold of all I had, as I might have done.”
And all the stars were out, burning low above the city and the dark
wall of mountains about it, before she recovered enough to go back to
the summer-house, and in silence take her accustomed place at her
father’s side, humbly waiting his pleasure. To such duty it seemed her
youth, if not her life, must be given. And, let the truth be said, now
that the pang was spent, she went not unwillingly back to the duty.
CHAPTER II
An hour or thereabouts after the scene upon the roof, Balthasar and
Simonides, the latter attended by Esther, met in the great chamber of
the palace; and while they were talking, Ben-Hur and Iras came in
together.
The young Jew, advancing in front of his companion, walked first to
Balthasar, and saluted him, and received his reply; then he turned to
Simonides, but paused at sight of Esther.
It is not often we have hearts roomy enough for more than one of the
absorbing passions at the same time; in its blaze the others may
continue to live, but only as lesser lights. So with Ben-Hur, much
study of possibilities, indulgence of hopes and dreams, influences born
of the condition of his country, influences more direct—that of Iras,
for example—had made him in the broadest worldly sense ambitious; and
as he had given the passion place, allowing it to become a rule, and
finally an imperious governor, the resolves and impulses of former days
faded imperceptibly out of being, and at last almost out of
recollection. It is at best so easy to forget our youth; in his case it
was but natural that his own sufferings and the mystery darkening the
fate of his family should move him less and less as, in hope at least,
he approached nearer and nearer the goals which occupied all his
visions. Only let us not judge him too harshly.
He paused in surprise at seeing Esther a woman now, and so beautiful;
and as he stood looking at her a still voice reminded him of broken
vows and duties undone: almost his old self returned.
For an instant he was startled; but recovering, he went to Esther, and
said, “Peace to thee, sweet Esther—peace; and thou, Simonides”—he
looked to the merchant as he spoke—“the blessing of the Lord be thine,
if only because thou hast been a good father to the fatherless.”
Esther heard him with downcast face; Simonides answered,
“I repeat the welcome of the good Balthasar, son of Hur—welcome to thy
father’s house; and sit, and tell us of thy travels, and of thy work,
and of the wonderful Nazarene—who he is, and what. If thou art not at
ease here, who shall be? Sit, I pray—there, between us, that we may all
hear.”
Esther stepped out quickly and brought a covered stool, and set it for
him.
“Thanks,” he said to her, gratefully.
When seated, after some other conversation, he addressed himself to the
men.
“I have come to tell you of the Nazarene.”
The two became instantly attentive.
“For many days now I have followed him with such watchfulness as one
may give another upon whom he is waiting so anxiously. I have seen him
under all circumstances said to be trials and tests of men; and while I
am certain he is a man as I am, not less certain am I that he is
something more.”
“What more?” asked Simonides.
“I will tell you—”
Some one coming into the room interrupted him; he turned, and arose
with extended hands.
“Amrah! Dear old Amrah!” he cried.
She came forward; and they, seeing the joy in her face, thought not
once how wrinkled and tawny it was. She knelt at his feet, clasped his
knees, and kissed his hands over and over; and when he could he put the
lank gray hair from her cheeks, and kissed them, saying, “Good Amrah,
have you nothing, nothing of them—not a word—not one little sign?”
Then she broke into sobbing which made him answer plainer even than the
spoken word.
“God’s will has been done,” he next said, solemnly, in a tone to make
each listener know he had no hope more of finding his people. In his
eyes there were tears which he would not have them see, because he was
a man.
When he could again, he took seat, and said, “Come, sit by me,
Amrah—here. No? then at my feet; for I have much to say to these good
friends of a wonderful man come into the world.”
But she went off, and stooping with her back to the wall, joined her
hands before her knees, content, they all thought, with seeing him.
Then Ben-Hur, bowing to the old men, began again:
“I fear to answer the question asked me about the Nazarene without
first telling you some of the things I have seen him do; and to that I
am the more inclined, my friends, because to-morrow he will come to the
city, and go up into the Temple, which he calls his father’s house,
where, it is further said, he will proclaim himself. So, whether you
are right, O Balthasar, or you, Simonides, we and Israel shall know
to-morrow.”
Balthasar rubbed his hands tremulously together, and asked, “Where
shall I go to see him?”
“The pressure of the crowd will be very great. Better, I think, that
you all go upon the roof above the cloisters—say upon the Porch of
Solomon.”
“Can you be with us?”
“No,” said Ben-Hur, “my friends will require me, perhaps, in the
procession.”
“Procession!” exclaimed Simonides. “Does he travel in state?”
Ben-Hur saw the argument in mind.
“He brings twelve men with him, fishermen, tillers of the soil, one a
publican, all of the humbler class; and he and they make their journeys
on foot, careless of wind, cold, rain, or sun. Seeing them stop by the
wayside at nightfall to break bread or lie down to sleep, I have been
reminded of a party of shepherds going back to their flocks from
market, not of nobles and kings. Only when he lifts the corners of his
handkerchief to look at some one or shake the dust from his head, I am
made known he is their teacher as well as their companion—their
superior not less than their friend.
“You are shrewd men,” Ben-Hur resumed, after a pause. “You know what
creatures of certain master motives we are, and that it has become
little less than a law of our nature to spend life in eager pursuit of
certain objects; now, appealing to that law as something by which we
may know ourselves, what would you say of a man who could be rich by
making gold of the stones under his feet, yet is poor of choice?”
“The Greeks would call him a philosopher,” said Iras.
“Nay, daughter,” said Balthasar, “the philosophers had never the power
to do such thing.”
“How know you this man has?”
Ben-Hur answered quickly, “I saw him turn water into wine.”
“Very strange, very strange,” said Simonides; “but it is not so strange
to me as that he should prefer to live poor when he could be so rich.
Is he so poor?”
“He owns nothing, and envies nobody his owning. He pities the rich. But
passing that, what would you say to see a man multiply seven loaves and
two fishes, all his store, into enough to feed five thousand people,
and have full baskets over? That I saw the Nazarene do.”
“You saw it?” exclaimed Simonides.
“Ay, and ate of the bread and fish.”
“More marvellous still,” Ben-Hur continued, “what would you say of a
man in whom there is such healing virtue that the sick have but to
touch the hem of his garment to be cured, or cry to him afar? That,
too, I witnessed, not once, but many times. As we came out of Jericho
two blind men by the wayside called to the Nazarene, and he touched
their eyes, and they saw. So they brought a palsied man to him, and he
said merely, ‘Go unto thy house,’ and the man went away well. What say
you to these things?”
The merchant had no answer.
“Think you now, as I have heard others argue, that what I have told you
are tricks of jugglery? Let me answer by recalling greater things which
I have seen him do. Look first to that curse of God—comfortless, as you
all know, except by death—leprosy.”
At these words Amrah dropped her hands to the floor, and in her
eagerness to hear him half arose.
“What would you say,” said Ben-Hur, with increased earnestness—“what
would you say to have seen that I now tell you? A leper came to the
Nazarene while I was with him down in Galilee, and said, ‘Lord, if thou
wilt, thou canst make me clean.’ He heard the cry, and touched the
outcast with his hand, saying, ‘Be thou clean;’ and forthwith the man
was himself again, healthful as any of us who beheld the cure, and we
were a multitude.”
Here Amrah arose, and with her gaunt fingers held the wiry locks from
her eyes. The brain of the poor creature had long since gone to heart,
and she was troubled to follow the speech.
“Then, again,” said Ben-Hur, without stop, “ten lepers came to him one
day in a body, and falling at his feet, called out—I saw and heard it
all—called out, ‘Master, Master, have mercy upon us!’ He told them,
‘Go, show yourselves to the priest, as the law requires; and before you
are come there ye shall be healed.’”
“And were they?”
“Yes. On the road going their infirmity left them, so that there was
nothing to remind us of it except their polluted clothes.”
“Such thing was never heard before—never in all Israel!” said
Simonides, in undertone.
And then, while he was speaking, Amrah turned away, and walked
noiselessly to the door, and went out; and none of the company saw her
go.
“The thoughts stirred by such things done under my eyes I leave you to
imagine,” said Ben-Hur, continuing; “but my doubts, my misgivings, my
amazement, were not yet at the full. The people of Galilee are, as you
know, impetuous and rash; after years of waiting their swords burned
their hands; nothing would do them but action. ‘He is slow to declare
himself; let us force him,’ they cried to me. And I too became
impatient. If he is to be king, why not now? The legions are ready. So
as he was once teaching by the seaside we would have crowned him
whether or not; but he disappeared, and was next seen on a ship
departing from the shore. Good Simonides, the desires that make other
men mad—riches, power, even kingships offered out of great love by a
great people—move this one not at all. What say you?”
The merchant’s chin was low upon his breast; raising his head, he
replied, resolutely, “The Lord liveth, and so do the words of the
prophets. Time is in the green yet; let to-morrow answer.”
“Be it so,” said Balthasar, smiling.
And Ben-Hur said, “Be it so.” Then he went on: “But I have not yet
done. From these things, not too great to be above suspicion by such as
did not see them in performance as I did, let me carry you now to
others infinitely greater, acknowledged since the world began to be
past the power of man. Tell me, has any one to your knowledge ever
reached out and taken from Death what Death has made his own? Who ever
gave again the breath of a life lost? Who but—”
“God!” said Balthasar, reverently.
Ben-Hur bowed.
“O wise Egyptian! I may not refuse the name you lend me. What would
you—or you, Simonides—what would you either or both have said had you
seen as I did, a man, with few words and no ceremony, without effort
more than a mother’s when she speaks to wake her child asleep, undo the
work of Death? It was down at Nain. We were about going into the gate,
when a company came out bearing a dead man. The Nazarene stopped to let
the train pass. There was a woman among them crying. I saw his face
soften with pity. He spoke to her, then went and touched the bier, and
said to him who lay upon it dressed for burial, ‘Young man, I say unto
thee, Arise!’ And instantly the dead sat up and talked.”
“God only is so great,” said Balthasar to Simonides.
“Mark you,” Ben-Hur proceeded, “I do but tell you things of which I was
a witness, together with a cloud of other men. On the way hither I saw
another act still more mighty. In Bethany there was a man named
Lazarus, who died and was buried; and after he had lain four days in a
tomb, shut in by a great stone, the Nazarene was shown to the place.
Upon rolling the stone away, we beheld the man lying inside bound and
rotting. There were many people standing by, and we all heard what the
Nazarene said, for he spoke in a loud voice: ‘Lazarus, come forth!’ I
cannot tell you my feelings when in answer, as it were, the man arose
and came out to us with all his cerements about him. ‘Loose him,’ said
the Nazarene next, ‘loose him, and let him go.’ And when the napkin was
taken from the face of the resurrected, lo, my friends! the blood ran
anew through the wasted body, and he was exactly as he had been in life
before the sickness that took him off. He lives yet, and is hourly seen
and spoken to. You may go see him to-morrow. And now, as nothing more
is needed for the purpose, I ask you that which I came to ask, it being
but a repetition of what you asked me, O Simonides, What more than a
man is this Nazarene?”
The question was put solemnly, and long after midnight the company sat
and debated it; Simonides being yet unwilling to give up his
understanding of the sayings of the prophets, and Ben-Hur contending
that the elder disputants were both right—that the Nazarene was the
Redeemer, as claimed by Balthasar, and also the destined king the
merchant would have.
“To-morrow we will see. Peace to you all.”
So saying, Ben-Hur took his leave, intending to return to Bethany.
CHAPTER III
The first person to go out of the city upon the opening of the Sheep’s
Gate next morning was Amrah, basket on arm. No questions were asked her
by the keepers, since the morning itself had not been more regular in
coming than she; they knew her somebody’s faithful servant, and that
was enough for them.
Down the eastern valley she took her way. The side of Olivet, darkly
green, was spotted with white tents recently put up by people attending
the feasts; the hour, however, was too early for the strangers to be
abroad; still, had it not been so, no one would have troubled her. Past
Gethsemane; past the tombs at the meeting of the Bethany roads; past
the sepulchral village of Siloam she went. Occasionally the decrepit
little body staggered; once she sat down to get her breath; rising
shortly, she struggled on with renewed haste. The great rocks on either
hand, if they had had ears, might have heard her mutter to herself;
could they have seen, it would have been to observe how frequently she
looked up over the Mount, reproving the dawn for its promptness; if it
had been possible for them to gossip, not improbably they would have
said to each other, “Our friend is in a hurry this morning; the mouths
she goes to feed must be very hungry.”
When at last she reached the King’s Garden she slackened her gait; for
then the grim city of the lepers was in view, extending far round the
pitted south hill of Hinnom.
As the reader must by this time have surmised, she was going to her
mistress, whose tomb, it will be remembered, overlooked the well
En-Rogel.
Early as it was, the unhappy woman was up and sitting outside, leaving
Tirzah asleep within. The course of the malady had been terribly swift
in the three years. Conscious of her appearance, with the refined
instincts of her nature, she kept her whole person habitually covered.
Seldom as possible she permitted even Tirzah to see her.
This morning she was taking the air with bared head, knowing there was
no one to be shocked by the exposure. The light was not full, but
enough to show the ravages to which she had been subject. Her hair was
snow-white and unmanageably coarse, falling over her back and shoulders
like so much silver wire. The eyelids, the lips, the nostrils, the
flesh of the cheeks, were either gone or reduced to fetid rawness. The
neck was a mass of ash-colored scales. One hand lay outside the folds
of her habit rigid as that of a skeleton; the nails had been eaten
away; the joints of the fingers, if not bare to the bone, were swollen
knots crusted with red secretion. Head, face, neck, and hand indicated
all too plainly the condition of the whole body. Seeing her thus, it
was easy to understand how the once fair widow of the princely Hur had
been able to maintain her incognito so well through such a period of
years.
When the sun would gild the crest of Olivet and the Mount of Offence
with light sharper and more brilliant in that old land than in the
West, she knew Amrah would come, first to the well, then to a stone
midway the well and the foot of the hill on which she had her abode,
and that the good servant would there deposit the food she carried in
the basket, and fill the water-jar afresh for the day. Of her former
plentitude of happiness, that brief visit was all that remained to the
unfortunate. She could then ask about her son, and be told of his
welfare, with such bits of news concerning him as the messenger could
glean. Usually the information was meagre enough, yet comforting; at
times she heard he was at home; then she would issue from her dreary
cell at break of day, and sit till noon, and from noon to set of sun, a
motionless figure draped in white, looking, statue-like, invariably to
one point—over the Temple to the spot under the rounded sky where the
old house stood, dear in memory, and dearer because he was there.
Nothing else was left her. Tirzah she counted of the dead; and as for
herself, she simply waited the end, knowing every hour of life was an
hour of dying—happily, of painless dying.
The things of nature about the hill to keep her sensitive to the
world’s attractions were wretchedly scant; beasts and birds avoided the
place as if they knew its history and present use; every green thing
perished in its first season; the winds warred upon the shrubs and
venturous grasses, leaving to drought such as they could not uproot.
Look where she would, the view was made depressingly suggestive by
tombs—tombs above her, tombs below, tombs opposite her own tomb—all now
freshly whitened in warning to visiting pilgrims. In the sky—clear,
fair, inviting—one would think she might have found some relief to her
ache of mind; but, alas! in making the beautiful elsewhere the sun
served her never so unfriendly—it did but disclose her growing
hideousness. But for the sun she would not have been the horror she was
to herself, nor been waked so cruelly from dreams of Tirzah as she used
to be. The gift of seeing can be sometimes a dreadful curse.
Does one ask why she did not make an end to her sufferings?
THE LAW FORBADE HER!
A Gentile may smile at the answer; but so will not a son of Israel.
While she sat there peopling the dusky solitude with thoughts even more
cheerless, suddenly a woman came up the hill staggering and spent with
exertion.
The widow arose hastily, and covering her head, cried, in a voice
unnaturally harsh, “Unclean, unclean!”
In a moment, heedless of the notice, Amrah was at her feet. All the
long-pent love of the simple creature burst forth: with tears and
passionate exclamations she kissed her mistress’s garments, and for a
while the latter strove to escape from her; then, seeing she could not,
she waited till the violence of the paroxysm was over.
“What have you done, Amrah?” she said. “Is it by such disobedience you
prove your love for us? Wicked woman! You are lost; and he—your
master—you can never, never go back to him.”
Amrah grovelled sobbing in the dust.
“The ban of the Law is upon you, too; you cannot return to Jerusalem.
What will become of us? Who will bring us bread? O wicked, wicked
Amrah! We are all, all undone alike!”
“Mercy, mercy!” Amrah answered from the ground.
“You should have been merciful to yourself, and by so doing been most
merciful to us. Now where can we fly? There is no one to help us. O
false servant! The wrath of the Lord was already too heavy upon us.”
Here Tirzah, awakened by the noise, appeared at the door of the tomb.
The pen shrinks from the picture she presented. In the half-clad
apparition, patched with scales, lividly seamed, nearly blind, its
limbs and extremities swollen to grotesque largeness, familiar eyes
however sharpened by love could not have recognized the creature of
childish grace and purity we first beheld her.
“Is it Amrah, mother?”
The servant tried to crawl to her also.
“Stay, Amrah!” the widow cried, imperiously. “I forbid you touching
her. Rise, and get you gone before any at the well see you here. Nay, I
forgot—it is too late! You must remain now and share our doom. Rise, I
say!”
Amrah rose to her knees, and said, brokenly and with clasped hands, “O
good mistress! I am not false—I am not wicked. I bring you good
tidings.”
“Of Judah?” and as she spoke, the widow half withdrew the cloth from
her head.
“There is a wonderful man,” Amrah continued, “who has power to cure
you. He speaks a word, and the sick are made well, and even the dead
come to life. I have come to take you to him.”
“Poor Amrah!” said Tirzah, compassionately.
“No,” cried Amrah, detecting the doubt underlying the expression—“no,
as the Lord lives, even the Lord of Israel, my God as well as yours, I
speak the truth. Go with me, I pray, and lose no time. This morning he
will pass by on his way to the city. See! the day is at hand. Take the
food here—eat, and let us go.”
The mother listened eagerly. Not unlikely she had heard of the
wonderful man, for by this time his fame had penetrated every nook in
the land.
“Who is he?” she asked.
“A Nazarene.”
“Who told you about him?”
“Judah.”
“Judah told you? Is he at home?”
“He came last night.”
The widow, trying to still the beating of her heart, was silent awhile.
“Did Judah send you to tell us this?” she next asked.
“No. He believes you dead.”
“There was a prophet once who cured a leper,” the mother said
thoughtfully to Tirzah; “but he had his power from God.” Then
addressing Amrah, she asked, “How does my son know this man so
possessed?”
“He was travelling with him, and heard the lepers call, and saw them go
away well. First there was one man; then there were ten; and they were
all made whole.”
The elder listener was silent again. The skeleton hand shook. We may
believe she was struggling to give the story the sanction of faith,
which is always an absolutist in demand, and that it was with her as
with the men of the day, eye-witnesses of what was done by the Christ,
as well as the myriads who have succeeded them. She did not question
the performance, for her own son was the witness testifying through the
servant; but she strove to comprehend the power by which work so
astonishing could be done by a man. Well enough to make inquiry as to
the fact; to comprehend the power, on the other hand, it is first
necessary to comprehend God; and he who waits for that will die
waiting. With her, however, the hesitation was brief. To Tirzah she
said,
“This must be the Messiah!”
She spoke not coldly, like one reasoning a doubt away, but as a woman
of Israel familiar with the promises of God to her race—a woman of
understanding, ready to be glad over the least sign of the realization
of the promises.
“There was a time when Jerusalem and all Judea were filled with a story
that he was born. I remember it. By this time he should be a man. It
must be—it is he. Yes,” she said to Amrah, “we will go with you. Bring
the water which you will find in the tomb in a jar, and set the food
for us. We will eat and be gone.”
The breakfast, partaken under excitement, was soon despatched, and the
three women set out on their extraordinary journey. As Tirzah had
caught the confident spirit of the others, there was but one fear that
troubled the party. Bethany, Amrah said, was the town the man was
coming from; now from that to Jerusalem there were three roads, or
rather paths—one over the first summit of Olivet, a second at its base,
a third between the second summit and the Mount of Offence. The three
were not far apart; far enough, however, to make it possible for the
unfortunates to miss the Nazarene if they failed the one he chose to
come by.
A little questioning satisfied the mother that Amrah knew nothing of
the country beyond the Cedron, and even less of the intentions of the
man they were going to see, if they could. She discerned, also, that
both Amrah and Tirzah—the one from confirmed habits of servitude, the
other from natural dependency—looked to her for guidance; and she
accepted the charge.
“We will go first to Bethphage,” she said to them. “There, if the Lord
favor us, we may learn what else to do.”
They descended the hill to Tophet and the King’s Garden, and paused in
the deep trail furrowed through them by centuries of wayfaring.
“I am afraid of the road,” the matron said. “Better that we keep to the
country among the rocks and trees. This is feast-day, and on the
hill-sides yonder I see signs of a great multitude in attendance. By
going across the Mount of Offence here we may avoid them.”
Tirzah had been walking with great difficulty; upon hearing this her
heart began to fail her.
“The mount is steep, mother; I cannot climb it.”
“Remember, we are going to find health and life. See, my child, how the
day brightens around us! And yonder are women coming this way to the
well. They will stone us if we stay here. Come, be strong this once.”
Thus the mother, not less tortured herself, sought to inspire the
daughter; and Amrah came to her aid. To this time the latter had not
touched the persons of the afflicted, nor they her; now, in disregard
of consequences as well as of command, the faithful creature went to
Tirzah, and put her arm over her shoulder, and whispered, “Lean on me.
I am strong, though I am old; and it is but a little way off. There—now
we can go.”
The face of the hill they essayed to cross was somewhat broken with
pits, and ruins of old structures; but when at last they stood upon the
top to rest, and looked at the spectacle presented them over in the
northwest—at the Temple and its courtly terraces, at Zion, at the
enduring towers white beetling into the sky beyond—the mother was
strengthened with a love of life for life’s sake.
“Look, Tirzah,” she said—“look at the plates of gold on the Gate
Beautiful. How they give back the flames of the sun, brightness for
brightness! Do you remember we used to go up there? Will it not be
pleasant to do so again? And think—home is but a little way off. I can
almost see it over the roof of the Holy of Holies; and Judah will be
there to receive us!”
From the side of the middle summit garnished green with myrtle and
olive trees, they saw, upon looking that way next, thin columns of
smoke rising lightly and straight up into the pulseless morning, each a
warning of restless pilgrims astir, and of the flight of the pitiless
hours, and the need of haste.
Though the good servant toiled faithfully to lighten the labor in
descending the hill-side, not sparing herself in the least, the girl
moaned at every step; sometimes in extremity of anguish she cried out.
Upon reaching the road—that is, the road between the Mount of Offence
and the middle or second summit of Olivet—she fell down exhausted.
“Go on with Amrah, mother, and leave me here,” she said, faintly.
“No, no, Tirzah. What would the gain be to me if I were healed and you
not? When Judah asks for you, as he will, what would I have to say to
him were I to leave you?”
“Tell him I loved him.”
The elder leper arose from bending over the fainting sufferer, and
gazed about her with that sensation of hope perishing which is more
nearly like annihilation of the soul than anything else. The supremest
joy of the thought of cure was inseparable from Tirzah, who was not too
old to forget, in the happiness of healthful life to come, the years of
misery by which she had been so reduced in body and broken in spirit.
Even as the brave woman was about leaving the venture they were engaged
in to the determination of God, she saw a man on foot coming rapidly up
the road from the east.
“Courage, Tirzah! Be of cheer,” she said. “Yonder I know is one to tell
us of the Nazarene.”
Amrah helped the girl to a sitting posture, and supported her while the
man advanced.
“In your goodness, mother, you forget what we are. The stranger will go
around us; his best gift to us will be a curse, if not a stone.”
“We will see.”
There was no other answer to be given, since the mother was too well
and sadly acquainted with the treatment outcasts of the class to which
she belonged were accustomed to at the hands of her countrymen.
As has been said, the road at the edge of which the group was posted
was little more than a worn path or trail, winding crookedly through
tumuli of limestone. If the stranger kept it, he must meet them face to
face; and he did so, until near enough to hear the cry she was bound to
give. Then, uncovering her head, a further demand of the law, she
shouted shrilly,
“Unclean, unclean!”
To her surprise, the man came steadily on.
“What would you have?” he asked, stopping opposite them not four yards
off.
“Thou seest us. Have a care,” the mother said, with dignity.
“Woman, I am the courier of him who speaketh but once to such as thou
and they are healed. I am not afraid.”
“The Nazarene?”
“The Messiah,” he said.
“Is it true that he cometh to the city to-day?”
“He is now at Bethphage.”
“On what road, master?”
“This one.”
She clasped her hands, and looked up thankfully.
“For whom takest thou him?” the man asked, with pity.
“The Son of God,” she replied.
“Stay thou here then; or, as there is a multitude with him, take thy
stand by the rock yonder, the white one under the tree; and as he goeth
by fail not to call to him; call, and fear not. If thy faith but equal
thy knowledge, he will hear thee though all the heavens thunder. I go
to tell Israel, assembled in and about the city, that he is at hand,
and to make ready to receive him. Peace to thee and thine, woman.”
The stranger moved on.
“Did you hear, Tirzah? Did you hear? The Nazarene is on the road, on
this one, and he will hear us. Once more, my child—oh, only once! and
let us to the rock. It is but a step.”
Thus encouraged Tirzah took Amrah’s hand and arose; but as they were
going, Amrah said, “Stay; the man is returning.” And they waited for
him.
“I pray your grace, woman,” he said, upon overtaking them. “Remembering
that the sun will be hot before the Nazarene arrives, and that the city
is near by to give me refreshment should I need it, I thought this
water would do thee better than it will me. Take it and be of good
cheer. Call to him as he passes.”
He followed the words by offering her a gourd full of water, such as
foot-travellers sometimes carried with them in their journeys across
the hills; and instead of placing the gift on the ground for her to
take up when he was at a safe distance, he gave it into her hand.
“Art thou a Jew?” she asked, surprised.
“I am that, and better; I am a disciple of the Christ who teacheth
daily by word and example this thing which I have done unto you. The
world hath long known the word charity without understanding it. Again
I say peace and good cheer to thee and thine.”
He went on, and they went slowly to the rock he had pointed out to
them, high as their heads, and scarcely thirty yards from the road on
the right. Standing in front of it, the mother satisfied herself they
could be seen and heard plainly by passers-by whose notice they desired
to attract. There they cast themselves under the tree in its shade, and
drank of the gourd, and rested refreshed. Ere long Tirzah slept, and
fearing to disturb her, the others held their peace.
CHAPTER IV
During the third hour the road in front of the resting-place of the
lepers became gradually more and more frequented by people going in the
direction of Bethphage and Bethany; now, however, about the
commencement of the fourth hour, a great crowd appeared over the crest
of Olivet, and as it defiled down the road thousands in number, the two
watchers noticed with wonder that every one in it carried a palm-branch
freshly cut. As they sat absorbed by the novelty, the noise of another
multitude approaching from the east drew their eyes that way. Then the
mother awoke Tirzah.
“What is the meaning of it all?” the latter asked.
“He is coming,” answered the mother. “These we see are from the city
going to meet him; those we hear in the east are his friends bearing
him company; and it will not be strange if the processions meet here
before us.
“I fear, if they do, we cannot be heard.”
The same thought was in the elder’s mind.
“Amrah,” she asked, “when Judah spoke of the healing of the ten, in
what words did he say they called to the Nazarene?”
“Either they said, ‘Lord, have mercy upon us,’ or ‘Master, have
mercy.’”
“Only that?”
“No more that I heard.”
“Yet it was enough,” the mother added, to herself.
“Yes,” said Amrah, “Judah said he saw them go away well.”
Meantime the people in the east came up slowly. When at length the
foremost of them were in sight, the gaze of the lepers fixed upon a man
riding in the midst of what seemed a chosen company which sang and
danced about him in extravagance of joy. The rider was bareheaded and
clad all in white. When he was in distance to be more clearly observed,
these, looking anxiously, saw an olive-hued face shaded by long
chestnut hair slightly sunburned and parted in the middle. He looked
neither to the right nor left. In the noisy abandon of his followers he
appeared to have no part; nor did their favor disturb him in the least,
or raise him out of the profound melancholy into which, as his
countenance showed, he was plunged. The sun beat upon the back of his
head, and lighting up the floating hair gave it a delicate likeness to
a golden nimbus. Behind him the irregular procession, pouring forward
with continuous singing and shouting, extended out of view. There was
no need of any one to tell the lepers that this was he—the wonderful
Nazarene!
“He is here, Tirzah,” the mother said; “he is here. Come, my child.”
As she spoke she glided in front of the white rock and fell upon her
knees.
Directly the daughter and servant were by her side. Then at sight of
the procession in the west, the thousands from the city halted, and
began to wave their green branches, shouting, or rather chanting (for
it was all in one voice),
“Blessed is the King of Israel that cometh in the name of the Lord!”
And all the thousands who were of the rider’s company, both those near
and those afar, replied so the air shook with the sound, which was as a
great wind threshing the side of the hill. Amidst the din, the cries of
the poor lepers were not more than the twittering of dazed sparrows.
The moment of the meeting of the hosts was come, and with it the
opportunity the sufferers were seeking; if not taken, it would be lost
forever, and they would be lost as well.
“Nearer, my child—let us get nearer. He cannot hear us,” said the
mother.
She arose, and staggered forward. Her ghastly hands were up, and she
screamed with horrible shrillness. The people saw her—saw her hideous
face, and stopped awe-struck—an effect for which extreme human misery,
visible as in this instance, is as potent as majesty in purple and
gold. Tirzah, behind her a little way, fell down too faint and
frightened to follow farther.
“The lepers! the lepers!”
“Stone them!”
“The accursed of God! Kill them!”