CHAPTER XIV.

“Oh, Miss Lane, is that all?” cried the children. “Please tell us the

rest. What became of Willie? and did your papa come back?”

Jennie’s silks were untangled, and Mr. Graham’s eyes were wide open;

but bed time had come for Tan and Rosie, and so they had to be

satisfied for that evening.

Christmas came and went. Allie Ross and her mother were made happy, and

Lillie finished the stockings. Poor Jennie succeeded only in finishing

her “odds and ends” by New Year, and very sad and dispirited she grew

over the work many times; but when it was over, and she began fresh and

with a clear conscience, she was glad of the discipline.

Christmas Day did not seem dull, though not a single present filled

the stocking of any. Mr. Graham had no idea of making the sacrifice

incomplete: he intended that his children should feel what self-denial

meant, and learn to practise it.

It was some time before Miss Lane finished her “Life,” as the little

ones called it. It was rather a mild day—one of the January thawing

ones—before they heard the whole.

“Did your cousin Robbie get to be a good boy, Miss Lane,” asked Rosie,

while they were all in the parlor, before evening came on.

“Yes. I told you about my cousin Robbie when I first came here. It was

he that wandered in the snow, trying to escape from the Indians in New

Mexico.”

“Oh, what a pity!”

“I don’t know, my dears; he did his work, and God gave him rest,” was

the answer.

“It seems sad to die, though.”

“Not to every body, my children.”

“And Johnnie and Nellie, and Cora and Willie?”

“Johnnie is a dignified gentleman now, very rich, very honorable,

with a beautiful wife, and two pet children that call me Auntie. Cora

married a clergyman, and is in China, teaching the heathen: she is very

noble, very true, and full of zeal.

“Little Nellie grew to be a lovely woman, so very bright and happy that

it lightened one’s heart to look at her. She stepped as if treading on

air, and was full of music, playing and singing through life, with a

promise of joy in her future. Every body loved Nellie Bell, and admired

her as we do some beautiful, rare flower, thinking her about as fit as

a blossom to bear the ills and cares of life. And yet Nellie was the

heroine of the family, caring for her mother, who grew blind, with the

most beautiful tenderness, bearing the burden of her papa’s moroseness

and repinings, and putting away, with a sublime self-sacrifice, all

the fair and lovely dreams that must have filled her heart, to be the

comforter and helper of their old age.

“By and by, uncle Bell lost his property, and Nellie generously gave

up her own dowry, left by her grandmother, to support him—wearing a

plain dress, when she delighted in gay colors and soft fabrics; giving

up her books, her pony, her music, and doing many things with her own

dainty fingers, that they might not miss the servants, some of whom she

was obliged to dismiss.

“And her natural gayety softened into the loveliest, calmest content.

Her eyes grew deep and radiant, and her lips smiled always; her brow

was as smooth too as ever, and nothing could change the child look of

ingenuousness in her face.

“I think I have never seen anything so pure and sweet as her ways. She

seems living ever near to God, taking blessings from His hand, and when

He sends sorrow, smiling with the same patience; because both alike

come from her Father.

“A few years ago, there was a new joy in her life, and the cup was

dashed from her lip as she was about to drink it. A sudden death came

to one who was to have been her husband, death from home, when he was

not dreaming of it, and while she was even waiting and watching for him

day by day.

“She was waiting for the words, ‘He is here,’ and they told her, ‘He is

dead’—and the strange event threatened to put out the light and warmth

in her young heart for a time; but it brightened again, and she took

up her duties with patience, sweetness, peace, even happiness, because

God is good, and his presence in the world is beautiful, because a long

life teaches us much, and we must thank the Giver for it.”

“How very sad,” said the children.

“You would not call her sad, if you were to see her. She, I am sure,

would not have her lot changed.”

“And you and Willie?” suggested the children, after a pause.

“I am here, my dear,” continued Miss Lane with a little sigh, looking

thoughtfully out of the window. “You know all about me. My fate, I

suppose, was to tell you stories. I never saw my dear father again

alive. In the next spring, he sailed for home, he died on the sea, and

they buried him in the water. It was very hard to bear at first. To

this day, I have not recovered from the yearning for one more touch of

his hand, one more sound of his voice. It seemed as if I were dying of

hunger for a sight of his face once more, and I grew so pale and weak

that every body feared for my life. It seemed as if my soul’s food had

been taken away, and I pined for many months, till a good man, even

dear, gentle Willie, showed me my sin in grieving so much, and I tried

again to lift up my head.

“And when I finished my education, because there was other need greater

than mine, I gave up my little fortune, and took this work of teaching

upon myself. Willie is your Dr. Sprague.”

“Our Dr. Sprague! our Dr. Sprague your Willie! Hurrah! Papa, Dr.

Sprague is Miss Lane’s Willie!” cried the children, running to the door

as Mr. Graham appeared.

“Whose Willie am I?” said a voice, speaking from out the depths of a

great-coat, as another gentleman appeared behind their papa; and four

young forms were held tight in a strong pair of arms, as their turns

came.

“_Do_ you know Miss Lane?” inquired Lillie, when, tea being over and

some degree of quietness restored, she sat curiously watching the two

faces of her friends.

“Yes, a little,” answered the gentleman, nodding and smiling in a

wonderfully contented manner.

A moment after all were moved to mirth, as little Rosie said,

deliberately bringing out her words, as if she had come to the

conclusion after much study, and looking meditatively into Miss Lane’s

face:

“I think she likes him yet—Willie, I mean.”

On the next day, they learned that in the spring, Miss Lane would have

her own home and fireside, to which, she assured them, when their tears

fell at the thought of parting with her, they would ever be welcome.

Many new lessons were learned during those winter months, habits of

order were acquired, and self-control became no longer so difficult to

exercise.

Though Jennie did not become a _model_ of neatness and punctuality, she

did much in the way of improvement, and learned to subdue her temper,

though tried severely.

Lillie, too, and Frank found there was another ruler than their own

will, and made a good beginning in the straight, narrow way, before

Miss Lane departed, her dear face looking fairer and brighter than ever

to her ardent admirers, the young Grahams.

THE END.

Transcriber’s Note:

Punctuation has been standardized. Capitalization, spelling and

hyphenation have been retained as they appear in the original

publication, except as follows:

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and the first dim consciousnes of duty _changed to_

and the first dim consciousness of duty

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the eager sprites sur-surrounded _changed to_

the eager sprites surrounded

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The chlidren could scarcely _changed to_

The children could scarcely

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afterwards a horse came gallopping _changed to_

afterwards a horse came galloping

and at some distauce, under _changed to_

and at some distance, under

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