CHAPTER XXXIV

June's friendship with Mr. George P. Rochester grew apace.

"Micky's introductions are _always_ a success," she told Esther. "And

Micky likes him too--awfully! Mr. Rochester is round at Micky's rooms

nearly every night. They're _ever_ such pals!"

"Are they?" said Esther. The mention of Micky's name always seemed to

make her heart quiver. She wondered if June knew why he never came to

the house now, and what she thought about it all.

In her own mind she was sure that Micky had cast her off, and the

knowledge left her with a sense of desolation.

She never spoke of him unless June did so first, and she tried never

to think of him. But Micky was a personality not to be lightly

dismissed from memory, and he haunted her thoughts waking and

sleeping.

"If I could only get some work," she told herself, "it would be

better. It's so dreadful having nothing to do."

She had applied to Eldred's unsuccessfully--she had climbed the narrow

stairs of the agency a dozen times only to be met with rebuff.

"You refused an excellent post I offered to you," she was told icily.

"I am not likely to be able to find you such another."

June coaxed her into helping with the "swindle."

"If you don't I'll have to pay some one else to do it," she declared.

"And oh, Esther, _don't_ be so proud!"

So Esther gave in. She filled the little mauve pots with the profound

skin food and fastened on lids and labels till her head swam.

Sometimes Mr. George P. Rochester came to help--at least he called it

"help"--but he did very little actual work, as he was always too busy

looking at June and talking to her.

"Has he suggested the partnership yet?" Esther asked one night.

June flushed rosily.

"Don't be absurd," she answered, and something in her voice woke a

little note of fear in Esther's heart.

Was she to lose June too? Was there to be nothing left to her in all

the world? Her hands shook as she went on mechanically filling the row

of little mauve pots.

"Esther," said June suddenly, "how long is it since you saw Micky?"

There was a little pause, then Esther said constrainedly. "I've never

seen him since--since we came back from Paris."

She waited a moment.

"Why?" she asked with an effort.

June kept her eyes bent on her work.

"Because I haven't seen him myself for nearly a week," she said

slowly. "And I hear--I hear that he's running round with that Deland

girl again."

She did not dare to look up as she spoke, and she went on quickly, "Of

course it may only be gossip--but George--Mr. Rochester----" she

hurriedly corrected herself, "tells me that Micky took him to their

house to dinner last night."

Silence. June filled pots at random, wildly, then Esther spoke.

"I've done eight dozen," she said. "Do you think that is enough to go

on with?"

June raised her eyes guiltily, then suddenly she pushed the laden tray

from her and ran round to Esther.

"Oh," she said impulsively, "if only--only you could have made

yourself care for him."

She put her arms round the younger girl's unresponsive figure.

"I want you to be happy too, so badly," she went on earnestly. "I

didn't mean to tell you yet, but I must somehow. George--Mr.

Rochester----" she broke off, laughing and crying together.

"The man's a perfect disgrace," she protested, "I told him so, too!

I've only known him three weeks, and--and----" she raised tear-drowned

eyes to Esther's face. "What can you do when a man that size kisses

you?" she demanded.

Esther had to laugh.

"Why, do what you did," she said. "Kiss him in return."

June wiped her eyes and laughed, and shed more tears.

"I never meant to marry any one," she said angrily. "But the dreadful

creature seems to want me so desperately badly. I'm really utterly

miserable, only----"

"O June!" said Esther.

"So I am! At least!"--June looked up and suddenly laughed. "I'm not,"

she said. "I'm a wicked liar! but oh, such a gloriously happy, wicked

liar!"

* * * * *

"And it's all entirely due to me," Micky said when June rang him up

the following morning to tell him the news.

"I introduced you! What do I get out of it all I should like to

know?"

His voice was playful, but June took him seriously.

"O Micky! if you could only be as happy as I am," she said eagerly.

Micky laughed.

"If wishes were horses, my dear----" he said sententiously. "But don't

worry about me, I'm all right."

"Then, will you come to dinner to-night? No, _not_ at the boarding

house! We'll go to the Savoy--just to celebrate! We four!"

"We _four!_" said Micky sharply.

"Yes--I shall bring Esther, of course."

There was the smallest possible pause, then Micky said:

"I'm sorry, but I've another engagement. I promised the Delands to go

with them to the Hoopers' dance."

June said "_Hang_ the Delands," and rang off in a huff.

Micky hung up the receiver and turned away. He was sorry to disappoint

June, and yet he had no smallest intention of meeting Esther. If she

had wanted him she would have sent a note or a message--but she did

not want him! More than once she had said that she hated him--it was

time to learn that she meant what she said. Micky's pride had got the

upper hand at last, and he would rather have died now than make the

smallest overture to the girl at whose feet he had once been willing

to grovel.

Driver came to the door:

"A parcel, sir. Shall I bring it in?"

Micky answered absently:

"All right."

Driver went out of the room. After a moment he came back with a square

box which he set down on the table.

"Shall I open it, sir?" he asked, as Micky did not speak.

Micky started.

"Yes; oh, yes--open it. What the dickens is it? I haven't ordered

anything."

Driver said that he did not know--that it had been left by a

messenger. He untied the knotted string with neat precision, and

rolled it into a ball before he removed the paper.

Micky walked up to the table and lifted the lid with faint curiosity.

"A fur coat," he said blankly. "A fur----" He stopped. For a moment he

stood staring down into the box, then he let the lid fall over it

again.

"All right--you can go," he said.

Driver walked to the door stoically, and Micky went back to the fire.

So she would not even keep the fur coat! She cared so little for him

that she must needs send back his paltry gifts. What a fool he was to

care--what a fool!

Driver, coming back for a moment, stopped petrified in the doorway.

Micky was standing by the mantelpiece with his face buried in his

arms.

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