CHAPTER XXVI

Micky had just reached the unpretentious inn in the village where he

had taken a room, when he was hailed from across the road by June; a

very cheerful looking June, in a business-like coat and skirt of rough

tweed, and carrying a walking-stick, which she proceeded to wave at

him vigorously.

"Back so soon!" She came across to where he stood by the car, and

looked at his despondent face. "Not another row?" she demanded

tersely.

Micky frowned.

"No--merely a sort of frigid silence this time," he said savagely,

then he laughed. "It's no use, June, I may as well throw up the

sponge. I seem to put my foot in it whatever I do."

June drew a pattern in the mud at her feet.

"Well, what have you done?" she asked. "Esther was all right this

morning, and quite pleased to be going with you. I certainly never

expected to see either of you till this afternoon. Where did you go?"

Micky shrugged his shoulders.

"Oh, some little one-eyed place. We stopped at an inn and had some

coffee, and that seemed to finish it."

"What, the coffee?" asked June with a twinkle.

Micky turned away.

"If you're going to make a joke of everything----" he said with

dignity.

She laid her hand on his arm.

"I'm sorry, old boy. But you do explain things so badly, you know. You

had coffee at the inn, yes--and then----"

"I went outside to start up the engine, and when I came back she

seemed to have utterly changed. She even looked different and she

hardly spoke all the way home."

"It must be your imagination."

He shook his head.

"No, it isn't; and when we got home she went indoors without even

saying good-bye--confound her!" he added in savage parenthesis.

"Oh, Micky!" said June reproachfully.

He coloured.

"I didn't mean that, but I'm so fed-up with everything----" He leaned

his elbow on the side of the car and looked away from her down the

road. "I think I'll get back to town this afternoon," he said after a

moment. "I was a fool to come at all."

June looked at him silently.

"Well, what are you thinking?" he asked.

She roused herself and answered briskly.

"I think you want your lunch, that's what I think, and I'm going to

take you back with me to have some. Aunt Mary is expecting you----"

Her queer eyes twinkled. "Micky, she's quite made up her mind that

you've come down here after me."

Micky laughed ruefully.

"It would be a dashed sight better for me if I had," he said.

He moved to the door of the car.

"Jump in, and I'll drive you back. I'm not sure that I shall stay to

lunch, though----" he added darkly.

"Oh yes, you will," June said. "And when you see Esther you'll find

that it was just imagination on your part--why, only coming down in

the train the other morning she agreed with me that you were a perfect

darling--she did, on my word of honour!"

When they reached the house Micky meekly followed June into the hall.

"The table's laid," she informed him. "I'll just go and take off my

hat and find Esther and Aunt Mary. Go in, Micky."

Micky took off his hat and coat and obeyed.

He looked several sizes too large for the little dining-room as he

walked over to the fire and stood with his back to it; he looked round

the room appreciatively.

This was a real home, he thought with sudden wistfulness in spite of

its small rooms and general atmosphere of a bygone decade; a man could

be very happy here with a woman he cared for.

"Micky--Micky----" called June urgently. She came clattering down the

stairs anyhow--she burst into the room, she thrust a scrap of paper

into his hand.

"She's gone--she's gone! Oh, what fools we've been! I told you what it

would be. I knew she'd find out sooner or later. Oh, why didn't you

let me tell her?--I begged you to let me. It's not my fault. I warned

you what it would be--oh dear! oh dear!" and June fell into a sobbing

heap on the uncomfortable horsehair couch behind her.

Micky stood clutching the paper and staring at her; it was some

minutes before he could find his voice, then he went over to where she

lay, put his hand on her shoulder, and shook her almost roughly.

"What are you talking about, June? For heaven's sake sit up and behave

like a rational woman. Who's gone? What do you mean?"

She raised her tear-stained face.

"Read it! read it! Oh, Micky, you have been a fool!" she said

furiously. "It's all your fault. I knew what would happen----"

"Oh, for heaven's sake shut up," said Micky.

He had unfolded the paper, and there was a moment's tragic silence as

he read the three lines Esther had scribbled.

"I have gone to Paris; I can't live without him any longer. Please

don't worry about me...."

Twice his lips moved, but no words would come, then he broke out in a

strangled voice--

"It's a joke--of course it is. She's done it to frighten us. Why, I--I

only left her here half-an-hour ago--it can't be more. It's a

joke--of--of course it is ... June...."

"A queer sort of joke," said June sobbing. "Poor darling! and a nice

sort of reception she'll get when she reaches Paris with that cad

there...."

"She'll never find him; she doesn't know where he is," Micky said

hoarsely. There was a stunned look in his eyes--he took a step towards

the door and came back again as if he did not know what to do.

June was drying her eyes and shedding more tears and drying them

again; she looked at Micky angrily.

"Of course she'll find him," she said tartly. "She knows his address;

the brute's written to her dozens of times, and she's written to him

as well...." Her eyes searched his face with a sort of contempt.

"Well, what are you going to do now you've made such a glorious hash

of everything?" she demanded.

Micky passed a hand across his eyes.

"I don't know. I'm trying to think. She can't have been gone long. She

may still be in the village." He dragged out his watch. "There may not

have been a train up to London--"

"Yes, there was; the twelve-twenty----" The eyes of both of them

turned to the clock, and Micky gave a smothered groan.

"She must have gone by that. I must follow her, of course."

June bounced up.

"I'll come with you; I'll put on my hat again----" She made a dive for

the door, but Micky caught her arm and stopped her.

"You can't; I can't take you with me. Be sensible, June--I'll find her

and bring her back----"

She looked up at him stormily.

"She's my friend, and it's all your fault she's got into this mess. I

told you not to interfere, and you wouldn't listen----"

It was a woman all over to rave at him now, but Micky took it

patiently.

"Very well, it's my fault, and as it's my fault it's up to me to try

and put things right. Don't waste time arguing--if I'm to catch her

before she leaves England...."

June burst into fresh tears and sobs.

"You won't be able to; she'll get over there and have to bear it all

alone.... Oh, Micky, I almost hate you when I think what we've

done...."

Micky went out of the room; he went down to the road and mechanically

started up the car; he was getting into his seat when June followed

and called to him--

"You haven't got your coat or cap, Micky."

He came back; he hoisted himself into his coat, and turned away again;

June caught his hand.

"I didn't mean to be a beast, Micky----"

He gave her fingers a squeeze.

"I know; it's all right; but don't keep me, there's a dear."

But she still clung to him.

"You'll bring her back safely, Micky--promise."

Micky turned away without answering.

"... I can't live without him any longer...."

In spite of everything, that was how she still felt about the brute.

When he got to the station he found there was no train to town for a

couple of hours; he asked a sleepy porter an agitated question.

"Did you see a young lady go by the twelve-twenty--one of the young

ladies staying with Miss Dearling. Oh, for heaven's sake hurry up and

answer, man!"

The man scratched an unshaven chin with irritating consideration.

"Yes, I seen her," he said at last. "She came in running--caught the

train to London--she...."

But Micky had gone; he would have to drive to town, he decided. If

Esther had got to know the truth, better hear it from him than from

that brute.

He drove off at breakneck speed. It seemed miles and miles to London;

no matter how much of the winding road he covered, it unfolded again

before his eyes, and mercilessly again.

He went straight to Charing Cross; he left the car in the yard and

dashed in to inquire about trains; he searched a time-table; 12.59--3

o'clock--4.5 ... he looked up at the clock--three minutes past four

now. Micky dashed across the big hall to a gate where a signboard said

"Dover Express"; he had no ticket; he pushed by the protesting

inspector; the guard was waving his flag; some one grabbed at Micky

and missed as he flung himself breathless and panting into the last

coach of the moving train.

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