XVI

Lexy came down to breakfast a little late the next morning, but in the

best of spirits, and with a ferocious appetite. She had no idea how or

when she had left the house the night before, but obviously neither

Mrs. Royce nor Captain Grey knew anything about it, and that sufficed.

She could go on eating, quite untroubled by their friendly anxiety.

Let them think what they chose—it no longer mattered to her.

For, in spite of the warm liking she had for them both, she felt

entirely cut off from them now. If she told them the truth, they would

not believe her, they would not and could not help her. Nobody on

earth would help her. She faced that fact squarely. Whatever Dr.

Quelton had meant to accomplish, he had perfectly succeeded in doing

one thing—he had discredited her. Anything she said now would be

regarded as the irresponsible statement of a hysterical girl.

Very well! She had done with talking. She meant to act now.

“It was awfully nice of your sister to send me those roses,” she

observed.

Captain Grey was standing by the window in the dining room, keeping

her company while she ate. He turned his head aside as she spoke, but

not before she had noticed on his sensitive face the odd and touching

look that always came over it at any mention of his sister. Evidently

he worshiped her, and yet Lexy was certain that he was somehow

disappointed in her.

“She likes you very much,” he said.

“I’m glad,” said Lexy; “but how did you manage to keep the roses so

wonderfully fresh, Captain Grey?”

“The doctor wrapped them for me—some rather special way, you know—damp

paper, and then a cloth. He told me not to open them until I gave them

to you. Very clever chap, isn’t he?”

“He is!” agreed Lexy, with a faint smile.

“Mind if I smoke, Miss Moran?” asked the young man. “Thanks!”

He lit a cigarette and sat down on the window sill. He was silent, and

so was Lexy, for she fancied that he had something he wished to say.

“Miss Moran,” he said, at last, “you’ll go there again to see her,

won’t you?”

Lexy considered for a moment.

“Why?” she asked. “Why did you think I wouldn’t?”

“I was afraid you might think—it’s the atmosphere of the place—I’m

sure of it—that made you nervous the other afternoon. It’s something

about the place, you know. I’ve felt it myself. I was afraid you

wouldn’t care to go again, and I don’t like to think of her

there—alone.”

“She’s not alone,” observed Lexy blandly. “She has her clever

husband.”

“Yes, I know that, of course, but he’s—well, he’s not very cheery,”

said the young man earnestly.

Lexy couldn’t help laughing.

“No, he’s not very cheery,” she admitted. “Of course I’ll go

again—this afternoon, if you’d like.”

“I say! You are good!” he cried. “I know jolly well that you don’t

want to go.”

“I do, though,” declared Lexy.

“Shall we walk over?”

“If you don’t mind,” said Lexy, “I’ll go by myself. There’s something

I want to attend to first. I’ll meet you there at four o’clock.”

“Right-o!” said he. “Then you won’t mind if I go there for lunch?”

She assured him that she wouldn’t.

“You poor dear thing!” she added, to herself. His solicitude touched

her. He seemed to feel himself responsible for her, as if she were a

very delicate and rather weak-minded child. “You’re not very cheery,

either!” she thought. And indeed he was not. His meeting with his

sister had upset him badly. Ever since he had first seen her, he had

been troubled and anxious and downcast. “And that’s because she’s not

human,” thought Lexy. “She’s beautiful, and gentle, and all that, but

she’s like a ghost. Of course it bothers him!”

She did not give much more thought to Captain Grey, however. As soon

as he left the house, she went upstairs into the little sewing room,

and until lunch time she was busy writing the clearest and briefest

account she could of what had occurred. This she put into an envelope,

which she addressed to Mr. Charles Houseman and laid it on her bureau.

“If anything happened, I suppose they’d give it to him,” she said to

herself. “I’d like him to know.”

Somehow this gave her a good deal of comfort. Not that she expected

anything to happen, or was at all frightened, but she did not deny

that Dr. Quelton was a singularly unpleasant sort of enemy to have;

and he was her enemy—she was sure of it.

Just because he had made such a point of her arriving after four

o’clock, she had made up her mind to reach the house well before that

hour—which would not please him. Directly after lunch she walked down

to the village. She found Joe taking a nap in his cab, outside the

station; and, regardless of the frightful curiosity of the villagers,

she stood there talking to him for a long time. He assured her, with

his sheepish grin, that he had told no one of his having met her the

night before, and he willingly promised never to mention it to any one

without her consent.

“I ain’t so much of a talker,” he said.

That was true, too. He was reluctant, to-day, to talk about his

strange adventure with the cab on the hill; but Lexy made him answer

her questions, and he wavered in no respect from his first version.

“There was an inquest, an’ all,” he said. “I’m darned glad it’s all

over!”

“It isn’t!” thought Lexy. “Somehow it belongs with other things. It’s

a piece of the puzzle. I can’t fit it in now, but I will some day!”

So she thanked Joe, and paid him for last night’s trip, though he made

miserable and embarrassed efforts to stop her. Then she set off on her

way.

It was four o’clock by her watch when she reached the garden gate. She

stopped for a moment with her hand on the latch, and, in spite of

herself, a little shiver ran through her. The battered old house in

the tangled garden looked more menacing to-day, in the tranquil spring

sunshine, than it had in the rain. It was utterly lonely and quiet.

Lexy could hear nothing but the distant sound of the surf, which was

like the beating of a tired heart.

Against the advice of Mrs. Enderby, almost against her own reason, she

had come here to Wyngate, and to the house—and she had seen Caroline.

The thing which was beyond reason had been right—so right that it

frightened her; and now it bade her go on. It was like a voice telling

her that her feet were set in the right path.

Lexy pushed open the gate and went in. The pleasant young parlor maid

opened the door. She looked alarmed.

“I don’t know, miss,” she said. “Mrs. Quelton—I’ll go and ask the

doctor.”

But from the hall Lexy had caught sight of Mrs. Quelton in the

drawing-room alone, and, with an affable smile for the anxious parlor

maid, she went in there.

“I’m afraid I’m awfully early—” she began, and then stopped short in

amazement.

Mrs. Quelton did not welcome the visitor, did not smile or speak. She

lay back in her chair and stared at Lexy with dilated eyes and parted

lips. Her face was as white as paper, and strangely drawn.

“Are you ill?” cried Lexy, running toward her.

Mrs. Quelton only stared at her with those brilliant, dilated eyes.

Lexy took the other woman’s hand, and it was as cold as ice, and

utterly lifeless.

“Mrs. Quelton! Are you ill?” she asked again.

Somehow it added to her horror to see, as she bent over her, that the

unfortunate woman’s face was ever so thickly covered with some curious

sort of paint or powder. It made her seem like a grotesque and

horrible marionette.

“She’s old!” thought Lexy. “She’s terribly, terribly old!”

She drew back her hand, for she could not touch that painted face. She

didn’t fail in generous pity, but she could not overcome an

instinctive repugnance. She turned around, intending to call the

parlor maid, and there was Dr. Quelton striding down the long room

with a glass in his hand. Without even glancing at Lexy, he stooped

over his wife, raised her limp head on one arm, and put the glass to

her lips. She drank the contents, and lay back again, with her eyes

closed. Almost at once the color began to return to her ashen cheeks.

Her arms quivered, and then she opened her eyes and looked up at him

with a faint, dazed smile.

“You’re better now,” he said.

“Better!” she repeated. “But you were late! I needed it—I needed it!”

“Come, now!” he said indulgently. “The faintness has passed. Now you

must go up to your room and rest a little before tea.”

She rose, and to Lexy’s surprise her movements showed no trace of

weakness. Then, turning her head, she caught sight of the girl, and

her face lighted with pleasure.

“Miss Moran!” she cried. “How very nice to—”

“Miss Moran will wait, I’m sure,” the doctor interrupted. “You must

rest for half an hour, Muriel.”

Taking her by the arm, he led her down the room. In the doorway she

looked back and smiled at her visitor; and if anything had been needed

to steel Lexy’s heart against the doctor, that smile on his wife’s

face would have done it—that poor, plaintive little smile.

Standing there by Mrs. Quelton’s empty chair, she waited for him to

return, a cold and terrible anger rising in her. She heard his step in

the hall, heavy and deliberate, and presently he reëntered the room

and came toward her, his blank, dull eyes fixed upon nothing. She was

quite certain that he wanted to put her out of his way, and that he

had no scruple whatever as to methods; yet for all her youth and

inexperience, her utter loneliness, she felt that she was a match for

him.

“So you’ve come back to us, Miss Moran,” he said in his lifeless

voice. “I was afraid you might not.”

“Oh, but why not?” Lexy inquired in a brisk and cheerful tone. “I like

to come here!”

A curious thrill of exultation ran through her, for she saw on the

doctor’s face the faintest shadow of a frown. He was perplexed! She

baffled him, and he didn’t know whether she understood what had

happened.

“It is a great pleasure to Mrs. Quelton and myself,” he said politely.

Then he raised his eyes and looked directly at her. “Perhaps,” he went

on, “you would be kind enough to spend a week here with us some time?

Although I’m afraid you might find it very dull.”

“Oh, no!” Lexy assured him. “I’d love to come—whenever it’s convenient

for you.”

They were still looking directly into each other’s eyes.

“Suppose we say to-morrow?” suggested Dr. Quelton.

“Thank you!” said Lexy. “I’ll come to-morrow!”

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