SIX YEARS OLD.

A very little girl was sitting on the rug in front of a brightly burning

fire. She was amusing herself with picture books, a number of which

were scattered about her, but her small face was flushed, her eyes were

heavy, and she seemed restless and dissatisfied. She was suffering from

a very bad cold.

"I can't read, and I can't see the picshures," she said complainingly,

"my eyes hurts, and my head too. You read to me, Harvey."

The nurse to whom she spoke was busied in putting away the breakfast

things.

"You must wait a bit, Miss Ella. I've got ever so many things to do

this morning."

Ella looked far from pleased.

"Things must wait, not me," she said imperiously. "Mamma always reads

to me this minute."

"Your mamma's ill, Miss Ella; and when there's illness in the house

there's plenty for everybody to do without wasting one's time over

nonsense."

Ella's face grew scarlet with anger.

"'Tisn't nonsense," she said; "I'm ill too. I've got a cold, and you

should amoose me."

But before Harvey had time to reply, except by a short laugh, the door

opened, and both the occupants of the nursery looked round to see who

was there. A young girl of thirteen or fourteen, but with something in

her air and manner which made her seem older, came in quickly. She was

tall and slight, and though very plainly dressed, one could not have

passed her by without noticing her.

"Harvey," she said, and her tone, though not ungentle, was cold and even

a very little haughty, "how is Miss Ella to-day? Mrs St Quentin is

very anxious about her."

Harvey glanced round with a sort of affectation of indifference that was

irritating.

"There's not the least need in the world to be anxious, miss," she said.

"The child's got a cold, like everybody else in this changeable

weather. There was no need for her mamma to hear nothing about it."

The girl looked at her still more severely.

"It is your fault that she has a cold, and you know it," she said. "She

was out far too late the day before yesterday. I certainly do not wish

Mrs St Quentin to be troubled, but if you are not more careful I shall

speak to my father; I warn you plainly." Ella had been listening

open-mouthed to this discussion, and in the interest of it had forgotten

her own tribulations. She got up from the floor, and moved by the

generous childish impulse of defending the oppressed, resenting too,

perhaps, that her sister had taken no direct notice of her since

entering the room, she ran to Harvey and caught hold of her hand.

"Naughty Maddie," she said, "you're not to scold poor Harvey; I don't

like you, Maddie. Go away; I'll tell mamma."

Madelene glanced at the little girl, opened her lips as if to speak, but

closed them again.

"If she is kind to Ella it is a good thing, I suppose, and perhaps I

should not have said anything before the child," was the reflection that

rapidly passed through her mind.

"You don't understand, Ella dear," she said quietly, and with unusual

self-control, though her fair face coloured a little. "I am very glad

that you don't like Harvey to be scolded."

And without saying more, she left the room.

"`Scolded' indeed, by a upsetting piece of goods like her. Very fine,

Miss Madelene, but you're not mistress yet, nor never shall be to _me_,

I can promise you," muttered Harvey.

But Ella was clinging to her.

"You must read to me now," the child urged. "I'm very good to you,

Harvey. I wouldn't let sister Maddie scold you, so you should be nice

to me."

A slight and not pleasant smile crossed the maid's face.

"Come along then, Miss Ella," she said. "If you'll be very good and not

worrit-worrit if I'm out of your sight for half a minute, I'll read to

you for a little. What is it you want?"

She seated herself comfortably in a rocking chair by the fire, and took

the child on her knee.

"Here now," she said, carelessly picking up the first picture book that

came to hand, "I'll read you some of these nursery rhymes--`Little Boy

Blue.'"

"No," said Ella crossly, "I don't like singy stories. Read me real

ones. `Laddin's' very nice." But Harvey's eyes had caught sight of

another of the bright-coloured books.

"Oh, no," she exclaimed, with a little malicious laugh, "we'll have

`Cinderella,' Miss Ella. `Cinderella, Miss Ella,' there's a rhyme for

you! It's like your name, and she's like you too. She had two big

sisters, and her mamma was--" Here she coughed and stopped short.

"Her mamma was dead. I know the story," put in Ella, "_my_ mamma isn't

dead, so it isn't like me. You're talking nonsense, Harvey," and she

pushed the book aside and began to wriggle about impatiently.

"I'm not talking nonsense," said Harvey sharply. "Just listen now, Miss

Ella. Cinderella had two big sisters, and they were very cross to her--

at least not always perhaps, but pretty often, and they'd come and scold

for nothing at all."

"Like Maddie this morning," said Ella; "but it wasn't me she scolded.

It was you. The story isn't like me; you're very silly, Harvey."

Harvey began to lose her temper; she was not going to be called "silly"

even by a baby.

"Just you take care what you say, Miss Ella," she said roughly, "you

don't know anything about it. The story doesn't say the big sisters

were bad to her when she was a little girl like you. But some day

you'll grow up and be a young lady, and then you'll see. How would you

like to have all the dirty work to do and old shabby clothes to wear,

while Miss Maddie and Miss Ermie went flaunting about in silks and

satins and feathers?"

And as she spoke she opened the book at one of the pictures, where the

sisters were arraying themselves for the ball, while sweet Cinderella

crouched forlorn in a corner.

Ella stared at the book with an attention she had never before bestowed

upon it, her face very solemn indeed. Suddenly her expression changed.

"No," she said, "it's not like me and Maddie and Ermie. _Her_ sisters

are very ugly, and they've horrid black curls. Maddie and Ermie aren't

ugly, and they haven't nasty cross faces. No; they'd never be so

naughty," and she looked up in triumph, though there was a little quaver

of anxiety in her voice still.

"Oh, very well," said Harvey, "if you're so fond of your sisters as all

that, however unkind they are to poor Harvey--"

"I didn't say _you_--I think Maddie was very naughty to scold you, dear

Harvey. I only said they wouldn't be so c'uel to me if I was big--not

like these _piggy_ sisters in the book," said Ella, using the strongest

language in her repertory.

"Oh, well, you're not big yet. Perhaps you'll wish for poor Harvey all

the same some day, though you don't care for her now. Of course poor

Harvey's only a servant, and Miss Maddie and Miss Ermie are grand, rich

young ladies."

"And I shall be a grand, rich young lady too," said Ella.

Harvey only laughed.

Ella grew very excited.

"Harvey, say I shall be. You _must_ say it," she repeated, shaking the

maid's arm.

"Miss Ella, for shame. What a little fury you are. How can I say what

you'll be? You should be a grand, rich young lady if _I_ was your

sister, but I can't speak for others."

"What do you mean?" cried Ella. "_Mamma_ will let me be a grand young

lady. Maddie and Ermie aren't over mamma. Harvey, do you hear?"

"Hush," said the nurse, suddenly changing her tone, "your mamma's very

ill, Miss Ella, and if you make such a noise they'll all think you very

naughty. I was only joking--of course you'll be a beautiful young lady

too, some day."

But Ella was not to be so easily smoothed down.

"You weren't joking," she said resentfully. "I'll ask Maddie if it's

true," and she began to scramble down. "I'll take the book and tell her

you said it was like me and them."

Harvey caught hold of her.

"If you do, Miss Ella," she said, "you'll get such a scolding as you've

never had in your life. And I'll be sent away--you'll see--and it'll be

all your fault." Ella stopped short.

"Then why did you say it to me?" she asked, for she was a clever and

quick-witted child.

"Oh, well--I shouldn't have said it. When you're older you'll

understand better, darling. You see Harvey loves you so--she'd like you

to be the eldest and have everything like a little princess. The

_third's_ never the same--and Harvey doesn't like to think of her Miss

Ella coming in for the old clothes and the leavings, and the worst of it

all, so to say."

Ella had calmed down now, but she sat listening intently with a

startled, uneasy look, painful to see on her pretty little face.

"But mamma won't let me have the shabby old clothes, _mamma_ loves me

too, Harvey," she persisted.

"Yes, yes--but poor mamma's very ill. But never mind, darling. While

Harvey's here no one shall put upon you, and then there's your Auntie

Phillis. _She_ loves my Miss Ella, that she does."

"Auntie's not here," said the child.

"No, but may be she'll come some day soon," said Harvey mysteriously,

"only don't you say I said so. You don't want to get poor Harvey

scolded again, do you, darling?"

"No," said Ella, but that was all, and when Harvey kissed her, though

she submitted quietly, she did not in any way return the caress.

Then she got down from her nurse's knee and collected her picture books

together, and put them away.

"Sha'n't I read anything to you? There's lots of other pretty stories,"

Harvey asked.

"No," said Ella again, "I don't like no stories."

And once or twice during that day, even Harvey was startled, and a

little conscience-stricken at the expression on the child's face.

That same morning in a pretty sitting-room on the ground floor of the

house, Madelene St Quentin and her sister Ermine were reading, or rather

preparing some lessons together, when the door opened and an elderly

lady in walking dress came in. Madelene started to her feet.

"Oh, Aunt Anna," she exclaimed, "I am so glad you have come. I have

felt so fidgety all the morning, I couldn't settle to anything. It is

so good of you to have come over again so early."

"I promised you I would, my dear," the new-comer replied. "I knew you

would be anxious to see me after your father being with us last night."

"You had a long talk with mamma first, and then you and papa had time to

consider it all?" said Madelene, "oh, I do hope--"

Lady Cheynes interrupted her.

"I will tell you all about it," she said, "but first tell me--how is

poor Ellen this morning? Had she a good night?"

Madelene shook her head.

"Not very, I'm afraid. It is so provoking--with all our care to save

her anxiety--last night when Ella was taken to say good-night to her,

mamma found out in an instant that the child had a cold, and she has

been worrying about it ever since. I spoke as severely as I could to

Harvey this morning. Of course it is all her fault."

Lady Cheynes in her turn shook her head.

"Of course it is her fault. But I am afraid it is no use for you to say

anything, my dear Maddie. It is a vicious circle. Ellen's faith in

Harvey must not be destroyed, for it could only be done at a terrible

risk to your poor mother--and yet the more Harvey is left to herself the

more and more she presumes upon it."

"I am not quite sure of that, Aunt Anna," said Madelene. "There must be

good in Harvey, I hope--Ella is very fond of her."

Lady Cheynes tapped the umbrella she held in her hand, impatiently on

the floor. She was a small, handsome old lady, scarcely indeed old in

point of years, but looking so, thanks to her white hair and the style

of dress she affected. She was never seen except in black, but black of

the richest, though as she had not changed the fashion of her garments

since her widowhood some thirty years ago, she had something quaint and

old-world-like about her, decidedly pleasing however when combined with

freshness of material and exquisite neatness of finish. She had bright

dark eyes, and delicate features. A very attractive old lady, but

somewhat awe-inspiring nevertheless.

"Rubbish, Maddie," she said sharply. "I don't mean," she hastened to

add, "that there is no good in the woman. If so, she would be a fiend.

But as for the child being fond of her--that says nothing; people talk a

good deal of nonsense about children's innate discernment. There is

nothing so easy as to humbug a child--up to a certain point, that's to

say. Harvey can easily wheedle Ella into fancying herself fond of her,

when it suits the woman's purpose. But at bottom I doubt if the child

does care for her."

"Ella has a generous nature," said Madelene.

"Yes," Ermine agreed, speaking for the first time; "she always flies up

in defence of any one she thinks ill-used."

Lady Cheynes glanced across the room at the last speaker.

"I did not notice you were there, Ermie," she said abruptly, "Philip is

kicking his heels somewhere about. Suppose you go out and look for him?

The two of you can entertain each other for half an hour or so while I

talk to Madelene. It's no secrets--you needn't feel hurt. But I never

have been and never shall be able to talk comfortably _a trois_."

Ermine got up from her place at the table and moved towards the door,

turning a laughing face to Lady Cheynes as she did so.

"My feelings offended, auntie!" she said. "That would be something new,

wouldn't it? Now do make a nice and gratifying little speech to me for

once."

Lady Cheynes smiled at Ermine as she left the room.

"I wish Ella were as good tempered as Ermie," said she, with a sigh.

"The child is very spoilt; that is the worst of it. And that brings me

to what you are so anxious about, my dear."

"Yes?" said Madelene eagerly, her face flushing, and her large soft eyes

lighting up.

But her aunt hesitated. She knew the extreme disappointment her next

words must convey, and though her manner was abrupt, her heart was

tender and sympathising.

"It is no use, Maddie. I said everything I could think of yesterday to

poor Ellen. And your father, as we know, agrees with us. But of course

he _cannot_ but give in now to that poor child of a wife of his. It

would be brutal not to do so."

Madelene did not speak, but her eyes filled with tears.

"Oh, auntie," she said at last.

"You must be _truly_ unselfish, my dear, and not take it to heart too

much."

"I had thought it would have been a comfort to poor mamma, for she has

been very good to Ermine and me. I think--I do think, considering she

has had us herself since we were quite little, that she might trust us,"

said Madelene in a tremulous voice.

"She does--thoroughly," said Lady Cheynes, "don't make it more painful

for yourself by any doubts of that kind, my dear child. And there is

reason in what she says, too. Ellen is not a foolish woman."

"No," said Madelene, "I did not mean--"

"You are very young, you know, my dear, though older than your years.

And even as it is, things will not be easy for you. That is what poor

Ellen feels. There is your father--it is very hard upon him, still a

young man, to be a second time left a widower. And he will never marry

again--not a third time."

Madelene started. Her aunt patted her hand gently.

"Don't be shocked at my alluding to such a possibility," she said. "I

know your father and Ellen would like you to understand all. So much

hangs on you, Maddie. It is to you Ellen confides your father, and that

is one of her great reasons for wishing the child to be away. It would

be too much upon you. I see that myself. You would have to get a

first-rate nursery-governess, or some one of that kind, or, worst of

all, you might be bound to keep Harvey."

"But Harvey will stay with her as it is--stay and do her best to poison

our little sister against us," said Madelene. "For you see, aunt, the--

the position will be rather an awkward one afterwards, when we are all

grown-up, I mean. And Ella must come back to her own home, some time."

"If she lives," said Lady Cheynes, "but that is another point. Ellen

may be fanciful--I hardly agree with her myself; her own illness seems

to me accidental. Her family is strong, but, rightly or wrongly, she

thinks Ella very delicate. And Mrs Robertson lives in a mild climate

and would take the child abroad if necessary. In that way there is

something to be said in favour of the plan."

"Yes," said Madelene, but she still sighed. "Aunt Anna," she added in a

moment or two, "I will try and bear the disappointment well, and be as

cheerful as I can with poor mamma, for--for the little while that

remains."

"Yes, dear, I am sure you will. Now, perhaps, we had better call in

Ermine and Philip--he is anxious to see all he can of you before he

goes. And next week Bernard will be here--they will go back to school

together."

"Oh," exclaimed Madelene, "I am so glad Bernard is coming. Ermie and I

have always wished so to see him. Only--everything is so sad here just

now," and she hesitated.

"You and Ermie must come over once or twice to spend a day with us while

the boys are still here. Ellen would like it--she was saying only

yesterday how unhappy it makes her to see your young lives so saddened."

"Poor mamma, she is very unselfish," said Madelene.

Then Lady Cheynes got up, and followed by her grand-niece, made her way

out of the room, down a long passage with a glass door at the end

leading into the garden, where for a moment she stood looking out.

"I don't see them," she said; "get a shawl, Maddie, and we'll go and

look for them. A breath of air will do you good."

She slipped her hand through the girl's arm, and together they walked

slowly along the broad gravelled terrace, which ran round two sides of

the house.

"They may have gone to the stables," said Madelene. "Ermine is always

glad of an excuse for visiting the horses, and papa won't allow her to

go alone."

"I should think not, indeed," said the old lady. "Even with Philip, I

don't know--Philip is only a boy--"

Laughing voices were just then heard.

"There they are," said Lady Cheynes, as round a corner came the two she

and Madelene had come out to look for. "Dear me, running races, are

they? Ermie is really a tom-boy, I am afraid."

But a very attractive tom-boy, it must be allowed, she could not but add

to herself, as Ermine, her cheeks flushed with running, her bright brown

hair, some shades darker than Maddie's, flying behind her, her merry

hazel eyes sparkling with fun, came rushing towards them.

"We've had such a race," she exclaimed breathlessly. "I expect it's

about the last time I'll have a chance of gaining. Philip's legs _are_

growing so long."

"Time they should," said Philip. "I think you forget, Ermine, that I

was fourteen last week. And I'm not anything like as tall as most

fellows of my age."

"Take your hands out of your pockets if you want to look taller," said

Madelene in an elder-sisterly tone. "It makes boys slouch so

dreadfully. And, by the by, Philip, you haven't even offered to shake

hands with me."

The boy started and looked ashamed.

"Oh, I beg your pardon, Madelene, I do, indeed," he said, "won't you

forgive me?"

He looked up at her--she was a little taller than he--with real distress

in his dark eyes. He was a strikingly handsome boy, with his

grandmother's delicate features, though in his case sun-browned and

stronger looking, and eyes which the old lady used to say confidentially

to some of her friends, made her tremble for the mischief they might do

in the future. Already in the present they were not to be resisted.

Madelene laughed a little and held out her own hand, which Philip took

eagerly.

"I am glad," she said, "to hear from Aunt Anna, that your friend Bernard

is coming next week to keep you in order till you go back to school."

"Oh," Ermine exclaimed, "is _he_ coming? I'm not glad at all. I hate

prigs."

Rather to Madelene's surprise Philip said nothing. "Is he a prig?" she

asked.

Philip coloured a little.

"No," he said, "of course he isn't. Ask granny. He's not a prig, but

I'm cross."

Lady Cheynes looked rather puzzled.

"What's the matter, Phil?" she said. "You were pleased enough this

morning about Bernard's coming."

"I know I was," said the boy. "But it's since coming over here and

feeling the old jolly way. It's so horrid not to see more of each

other. I'd rather have you girls than any one when I'm at home. And

Bernard's older and you don't know him. He'll make you seem quite

grown-up, and--"

"Maddie, perhaps--not me," Ermine interrupted. "Never mind, Phil. You

and I will keep each other company."

"But I've scarcely seen you these holidays," said Philip. "Granny,

can't they come over to us?" Madelene shook her head.

"Not just now," she said sadly. "We really have a good deal to do. One

or other of us has to walk or ride with papa every afternoon--mamma

fidgets so if she thinks he doesn't go out--and then one of us must be

within hail in case she was worse. And then there's Ella--"

There _was_ Ella in fact. For as she said the words, a little shrill

voice came sounding over the lawn.

"Maddie, Ermie, I'm here. And oh there's big Phil. Take me a ride,

Phil, on you's shoulders, do, _do_."

"Horrid little minx--" the boy was beginning to say, though in a low

voice, but the words died on his lips. The little figure looked so

bright and innocent as it flew towards them like a lapwing, heedless of

Harvey and her remonstrances in the background, sure, with the

irresistible confidence of childhood, of its welcome.

"Good morning, godmother," she said, holding up her sweet little face

for a kiss. "I'se got a bad cold," and she tried to cough, "but Harvey

said it would do me good to come out a little in the sun. And I'm going

to see mamma when I go in, to let her see my cold isn't worse. Oh, big

Phil, _do_ take me a ride on your shoulders."

She clasped her hands entreatingly. Everything she did was full of

pretty childish grace, when, that is to say, Ella chose to be in good

temper.

"Hoist her up," said Philip, and between them the two elder sisters

managed to settle the child on his shoulders.

"That's right--gallop away. Oh! how nice!" she exclaimed, and when

after two or three canters round the lawn, which was really as much as

ever Philip had breath for, he deposited her again safely on the ground,

she thanked him as graciously as a little princess.

"What a pity Maddie and Ermie are too big for you to ride them too," she

said condescendingly, at which they all laughed.

"Yes," said Lady Cheynes, smiling, but not for Ella to hear, "you can be

generous enough, my little girl, when you get your own way."

"And when she is _first_" added Ermine. "It is too funny, auntie, to

see that sort of feeling in Ella, already. I'm sure Maddie and I

weren't like that when we were little."

Lady Cheynes looked round, Harvey was coming up the path, the old lady

made a little sign to Ermine to take care.

"I think perhaps Miss Ella has been out long enough, if you'll excuse

me, my lady," said the maid, in her smoothest tones.

"Take her in then by all means," said Lady Cheynes. "Ella, my dear,

your nurse is waiting for you."

Ella was playing with Phil, a few paces off.

"I won't go in," she said coolly.

Madelene took her by the hand.

"Come, dear," she said, "you mustn't make your cold worse."

The child pulled away from her.

"You're very naughty, Maddie," she said. "You only want me to go away

that you and Ermie may play with Phil yourselves. Phil, say I'm not to

go."

"Not I," said Philip. "You're a spoilt, rude little girl, and I'm very

sorry I gave you a ride."

Ella turned upon him like a little fury, but Harvey interposed.

"Come, Miss Ella, my dear," she said. "Sir Philip will think you're

growing into a baby instead of a big girl if you dance about like that."

And by dint of coaxing and persuasion which Harvey knew how to employ

skilfully enough when it suited her, the child was at last got away.

"Grandmother," said Philip Cheynes, half-an-hour or so later, when the

two were on their way home in the old lady's pony-carriage, "don't you

think it is a great pity that Colonel St Quentin married again? It has

brought them all nothing but trouble--Mrs St Quentin so delicate, and

that spoilt little brat."

"You mustn't abuse my godchild, Phil," Lady Cheynes replied. "She might

be a charming child. And her poor mother--No, I think Madelene and

Ermie owe a great deal to her."

"Oh, well," said Philip, boyishly, "I suppose they do. Maddie's awfully

cut up about Ella's going away from them. For my part, I'm very glad

she is going away. Still, she is a jolly little thing when she's in a

good temper."

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