CHAPTER XLV.

“A moment the sun stood on the mountains;

The mists of the night he roll’d from their sides,

Blaz’d, and ascended the heavens.”

“Yes—yes—It is the form of Fingall!—Now

The blast rolls it together—gradual

Vanish his stately limbs, and mingle with

The mountain mist.”

In the morning Julia stole from the side of Frances, at a very early

hour, and seated herself near a window. For a time all was still. At

length she heard a step in the hall, then a gentle tap at a, not very

distant, room door; then, the well known voice of Fitz-Ullin answering

from within with that urbanity of tone for which he was so remarkable,

the servant who had told him the hour. This was followed by various

slight noises; then the wheels of a carriage on the gravel beneath her

window; then Fitz-Ullin’s step, quitting his apartment, and crossing the

hall; then the clap of the carriage-door, followed immediately by the

sound of the wheels again, but in quicker motion than before. She now saw

Fitz-Ullin’s travelling carriage drive away. As it turned, in doing so,

she caught, through a screen of jessamine, which, overgrowing her window,

concealed her, one momentary view of the countenance of our hero. It was

very pale, and he was looking towards the very window so screened, with a

settled melancholy of expression, which seemed to convey to Julia’s heart

a presentiment that they should never meet again.

She had maintained all this time an unnatural degree of composure; a

passion of tears now came to her relief. Till being reminded by a slight

movement of Frances, that, should her sister awake and speak to her, all

reserve must, she felt, henceforward be at an end, and a contemptible

weakness, for which she heartily despised herself, be thus exposed, she

determined to steal out softly to the breakfast room, where, throwing

herself on a sofa, she lay in all the listlessness of despondency for an

hour and half, at the end of which time she was aroused by the sound of

a carriage driving up to the door. Her heart palpitated violently. “What

can have brought him back?” she thought. She heard a bustle in the hall,

and one of the men servants’ voices calling to Alice, and enquiring if

Lady Julia was up yet. Shortly after, steps approached the door of the

breakfast room, it opened.

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