CHAPTER XVIII.

“The Monarch takes his dazzling seat.

… Nobles

Flock, to offer willing homage.”

The presentation of the sisters took place, and threw open, at once,

the floodgates of dissipation: while the London season, at its height,

offered all its fascinating varieties. But, to Julia, every day appeared

the same. The only impression she seemed capable of receiving, from the

ever changing scenes in which she was engaged, was, from all, a sense of

weariness. The newspapers alone, had power to interest her; except, that

she derived a melancholy pleasure from listening to the praises, by Lady

Oswald, of Edmund’s generous kindness to herself, and to her son Arthur,

now our hero’s cousin.

To Frances, on the contrary, all was novelty and brilliancy. She never

felt so much inclined to be quite happy; and would have been so, but

for her sympathy with her sister. She little thought that what so much

exhilarated her spirits, was but the first approach of that desperate

malady, First Love, which, in its more advanced stage, caused the fixed

melancholy of Julia. Frances found a most agreeable variety, in the mode

of passing her time. Mr. Beaumont, for instance, could not venture to

call every day, so that the days he did call, were distinguished by that

memorable event; and the days he did not, by his driving past under the

windows, fifty or an hundred times in his curricle. Or, they met in the

park; or, danced together at one or more of the gay engagements of the

evening; or, he found his way into Lord L.’s box at the opera, or, &c.,

&c., &c.

Beaumont, whose hopes received so much support from his vanity, on the

very first evening, found that prop fail him, as his feelings became more

seriously interested; and doubts and fears accumulated, as the value of

the wished-for object, increased in his estimation.

We pass some splendid alliances, which, it was evident, would have been

offered to Julia, but for the decided discouragement shown by her to

all. Lord L. too, conscious that rank and beauty such as Julia’s, when

accompanied by immense fortune, possessed claims that might, at any time,

secure a suitable establishment, determined not to press upon her any

choice, she did not freely make. Indeed, his answers to such as requested

his permission to address his daughter, were to that effect.

We believe that, added to the above reason, Lord L. had still a lingering

wish, of which he was perhaps unconscious, and for which he would

possibly have found it difficult to account satisfactorily. We mean, a

wish to see Julia united to Fitz-Ullin; to whom he had taken an almost

unreasonable fancy; considering how little he had seen of him.

As to Frances, Beaumont’s declared attentions to her, and her pleased

acceptance of them, kept all others at a distance.

At length the London scene closed, and the family party returned to

Lodore-House, to celebrate the birth-day, which, by making the sisters of

age, placed their being heiresses to Lord L.’s extensive estates, beyond

contingency; for, even in the event of their father marrying again, his

whole property was entailed on the children of his first marriage; in

failure of a son to go, at his death, to such daughter or daughters, as

should live to be of age, and their heirs for ever. Lord L. had been too

much in love when he married, to contemplate the possibility of losing

his beautiful young wife, and wishing to marry again. His Lordship’s

lawyers, indeed, attempted to hint something of the kind; but, with a

countenance of horror, the young lover had refused to listen to such

cold-hearted suggestions.

Such anniversaries as the present, Mrs. Montgomery always wished to have

kept under her own roof, where the actual event had taken place.

Henry had preceded Lord L. and his daughters into Cumberland; for, either

accidentally or purposely, he had been too late for the sailing of the

Euphrasia.

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