CHAPTER XLV

"All heavenly things and all earthly things that belong to Heaven are

comprehended in these two judgments"

God deemeth us [looking] upon our Nature-Substance, which is ever

kept one in Him, whole and safe without end: and _this_ doom is

[because] of His rightfulness [in the which it is made and kept]. And

man judgeth [looking] upon our changeable Sense-soul, which seemeth

now one [thing], now other,--according as it taketh of the [higher or

lower] parts,--and [is that which] showeth outward. And _this_ wisdom

[of man's judgment] is _mingled_ [because of the diverse things it

beholdeth]. For sometimes it is good and easy, and sometimes it is hard

and grievous. And in as much as it is good and easy it belongeth to the

rightfulness; and in as much as it is hard and grievous [by reason of

the sin beheld, which sheweth in our Sense-soul,] our good Lord Jesus

reformeth it by [the working in our Sense-soul of] mercy and grace

through the virtue of His blessed Passion, and so bringeth it to the

rightfulness.

And though these two [judgments] be thus accorded and oned, yet both

shall be known in Heaven without end. The first doom, which is of

God's rightfulness, is [because] of His high endless life [in our

Substance]; and this is that fair sweet doom that was shewed in all the

fair Revelation, in which I saw Him assign to us no manner of blame.

But though this was sweet and delectable, yet in the beholding only of

this, I could not be fully eased: and that was because of the doom of

Holy Church, which I had afore understood and which was continually

in my sight. And therefore by _this_ doom methought I understood that

sinners are worthy sometime of blame and wrath; but these two could

I not see in God; and therefore my desire was more than I can or may

tell. For the higher doom was shewed by God Himself in that same time,

and therefore me behoved needs to take it; and the lower doom was

learned me afore in Holy Church, and therefore I might in no way leave

the lower doom. Then was this my desire: that I might see in God in

what manner that which the doom of Holy Church teacheth is true in His

sight, and how it belongeth to me verily to know it; whereby the two

dooms might both be saved, so as it were worshipful to God and right

way to me.

And to all this I had none other answer but a marvellous example of a

lord and of a servant, as I shall tell after: and that full mistily

shewed.[1] And yet I stand desiring, and will unto my end, that I might

by grace know these two dooms as it belongeth to me. For all heavenly,

and all earthly things that belong to Heaven, are comprehended in

these two dooms. And the more understanding, by the gracious leading

of the Holy Ghost, that we have of these two dooms, the more we shall

see and know our failings. And ever the more that we see them, the

more, of nature, by grace, we shall long to be fulfilled of endless joy

and bliss. For we are made thereto, and our Nature-Substance is now

blissful in God, and hath been since it was made, and shall be without

end.

[1] Chap. li.

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