I have judged that it might be profitable to you, with the Lord’s

blessing, to hear again a few particulars of His work here, and I

have also thought that the love you bear me will make you desirous to

know how I am, and what the Lord is doing with me, and therefore I

again write you a little, which is no burden to me, but a sweet

pleasure. Yet I assure you, dear brethren, I need not write to you,

in order that I may be reminded of you; for I think of you daily, and

pray daily for you, as I am sure you do for us: and it will, indeed,

be a sweet pleasure to us and joy in the Lord, to behold your faces

again; but, in the meantime, we desire grace, not to feel ourselves

as in banishment, but so to realize, that this is our present place

of service, and so to walk with Jesus, that we maybe very happy, even

now, though so far, and for so long a time absent from you. It is now

thirteen weeks and three days since I left Bristol, but I have not,

during all this time, even for one single minute, been permitted to

question whether the conclusion, that I should serve the Lord for a

season in this country, was of Him or not; but during all this time,

as also many weeks before I left Bristol, my heart has had the

fullest assurance concerning this matter. It has been also very kind

of the Lord, that He has not even suffered me to be tempted, through

a great variety of trying events, which might have occurred either

here or in Bristol, to question my call for this service; but, on the

contrary, every day’s experience almost, here, confirms my mind, and

every letter from Bristol also shows, how that God’s finger is in

this matter. And thus, my dear brethren, it must be always, when we

are taking any step according to the will of the Lord: the result

must be peace and blessing. I desire therefore quietly to, tarry

here, till the same Lord, who put me at this post, shall call me away

from it.

--I now enter upon the narrative of a few facts which I wish to

communicate to you, that you may be led yet more highly to prize the

spiritual privileges, and especially the religious liberty, which you

enjoy in England.--About nineteen months since a brother and sister

here, who were connected with the little Baptist Church, (the only

body of believers in this country who are separated from the State

Church) desired to be united by marriage. As they had conscientious

objections to be married according to the usage of the State Church,

a statement was sent to the director of this city, the first

magistrate, in which this brother and sister expressed their desire

and declared that they would submit themselves to everything to which

they could with a good conscience, such as having their names three

times publicly called at the church, paying the clergyman’s fees, &c.;

but that they could not conform to the marriage ceremony at the

church, and they therefore begged to be exempted from this; and they

finally claimed for this the rights of the subjects of the kingdom of

Wirtemberg, to whom full liberty of conscience is granted by the

constitution of the Government. After a time they received a complete

denial to this request from the Ecclesiastical court, called the

Consistory. They now gave in a full statement of their views, why

they left the State Church, why they could not conform to the

marriage ceremony in the State Church, &c., and sent this statement,

if I remember right, to the highest court, the ministry of the

kingdom. It was again refused. And so also by the king himself. Many

months had in the meantime elapsed, and the patience of the brother

and sister at last began to fail, and as the sister (at that time)

saw scarcely any objection to be married at the church, the brother

was at last overcome, and he went and gave in the banns at the

church. This was in the middle of June last summer. The nearer,

however, the marriage day came, the more tried the brother felt, and

all peace left him. At last he came to the conclusion to leave

himself quite in the hands of the Lord while in the church, and to do

no more than he could do with a good conscience; yet he did not know

anything definite, nor did he tell his intended wife anything. He

asked the brethren, with whom he was in fellowship, to pray for him,

who accordingly met at the time when he was to be married. It was on

a Lord’s day afternoon after the public service, and several hundreds

of people had remained. The clergyman, a believer, who, no doubt,

knew of the former expressed conscientious objection of this brother

and sister, did not at all use the printed liturgy, but only gave, as

I hear, a scriptural address as the occasion called for, which our

brother found profitable. After this the brother and sister made the

usual solemn declaration that they would take each other as husband

and wife, &c. This, our brother considered all that could be required

of him as a subject. But now remained the clergyman’s blessing and

confirmation of the matrimony, which in the literal English

translation is as follows: "As you then have solemnly promised to

each other conjugal love and fidelity, I therefore confirm in the

name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost, as an appointed

minister of the Christian church, this your conjugal union as a

union, which according to God’s order, is indissoluble. What God has

joined together, let no man put asunder." Now, while the clergyman

was pronouncing the first of these words, the brother walked a step

or two back from the altar, with his wife, and interrupted the

clergyman in words to this effect: "I do not belong to the State

Church, and I therefore cannot accept the blessing of the State

Church, or the confirmation of the State Church, with reference to

our marriage. Our Union was made in heaven, and therefore needs no

earthly confirmation. I have gone as far as I could with a good

conscience, but further I can do nothing."--The clergyman now stated

"I pronounce your marriage as void, and I shall give notice of your

behaviour to the magistrates."--The whole matter made a great stir,

the people rushed out of the church, and our brother, with his wife,

having gone orderly back into their pews, fell on their knees and

prayed, and then walked home.--The first thing that now followed was,

that the relations on the part of the wife sought to separate the

brother and sister by all possible means, removing the furniture out

of their intended rooms, sending policemen, and not suffering the

brother to live where he had purposed to live after marriage, so that

the newly married couple had to take up their abode in the house of a

brother in the Lord now in fellowship with us, who is the brother of

the young wife. On the next day the newly married brother went to the

clergyman, and humbly stated to him, that that, which had occurred on

the previous day, was not in the least intended as an insult to him,

but that he had been forced to act thus to maintain a good

conscience. But he again declared the marriage as void, and said that

he should legally proceed against him. Either on the same day, or the

day after, our brother and sister had to appear before the director

of the city, and after having been for hours examined, the marriage

was declared as void, and they were ordered to separate from each

other, otherwise the laws against concubinage would be put in force

against them. Our brother and sister meekly declared, that they would

gladly submit to the Government in every thing, in which they could

submit with a good conscience, but that they should not separate from

each other, as they considered that they, according to divine and

human laws, were married. After some time they had to appear a second

time, and, if I remember right, a third, if not a fourth time; but

they always gave the same declaration before the city director, and

added that they claimed the rights of the subjects of Wirtemberg,

according to which there was secured to them perfect liberty of

conscience. So the matter remained. Nothing more occurred till

Monday, Oct. 23rd, when the said brother was ordered to appear before

a court called the "Criminal Court" at half-past two, his wife at

three, and the brother who had taken them in and lodged them, at

half-past three in the afternoon. I ought to have said before, that

all three belong to those saints who for my sake were separated from

the Baptist Church here. Brother R. and I therefore met for prayer

while they were before the judge, and continued in prayer from

half-past two till half-past five. All three experienced the

fulfilment of that word: "Take no thought how or what ye shall speak:

for it shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak."

Matt. x. 19. The Lord was very nigh to them. They were able firmly,

but meekly, to bear testimony for the truth. Even the sister, though

alone before the judge, was greatly helped. She has been, ever since

the event at the church, quite of one mind with her husband. The

crime alleged against the other brother at this court was, that,

after he knew that the magistrates had declared the marriage illegal,

he still lodged them in his house; to which he declared that he

considered the marriage legal. This led to the reasons, and a long

and blessed testimony for the Lord was borne before the judge. The

crime alleged against the husband before this court was, that he had

intended this as an insult against the church, which he denied, but

stated that he had gone as far as he could, and that he would rather

suffer any thing than act against his conscience. On Thursday, Oct.

26th, these three dear saints had to stand before the same judge,

each again alone, from half-past two till half-past five, whilst

brother R. and I were again in prayer for them. The Lord again

abundantly helped them. Even the judge, though a Roman Catholic,

sought both times to favour them as much as possible, and the

investigations of the whole affair were as favourably taken down for

them on paper by him, as if a brother in the Lord had written them

down. We know how that came. The Lord heard the prayers of His

children, and also acted according to the just mentioned promise. To

both brethren was permitted to hand in on the next day a written

statement, on what scriptural grounds the husband’s conscience led

him to act as he did; and the other brother, on what scriptural

grounds he could not obey the magistrate, in refusing to lodge his

sister and brother-in-law, when their marriage had been declared

illegal. Brother R. and I now wrote two long statements about the

affair with scriptural proofs, which, on the next day, were delivered

to the Court. On Friday, Oct. 27, the brother, the husband, had to

stand the third time that week before the judge, who, among other

things, told him, that until the matter by the proper court was

decided, the police would separate him and his wife. Thus the matter

stands. Our brother and sister may any day be separated; if so, they

will be only separated as long as they are in prison; when they come

out, they feel themselves before God bound to come again together;

and should the matter be forced, they must leave the country.

Moreover, if the matter is pressed, the husband may be from six

months to two years imprisoned for the act at the church. But the

Lord reigneth, and men can go no further than the Lord gives them

permission. Our brother who lodged them is liable to six months’

imprisonment; but the Lord reigneth. Nothing is to be done here,

except to pray and to be ready to suffer for the Lord’s sake, in

order that real liberty of conscience may be obtained. Such a case

never occured here before. The courts know not themselves what to do.

The judge who investigated the case, in order to lay the written

investigation before the proper court, said publicly: "I wonder how

they will manage this affair." With reference to my own judgment

about the matter, it is this: If any brother and sister were now to

be married to whom the Lord has given the same light, they should not

go at all to the church, but simply give information to the

magistrates, have their names called at church, declare themselves

ready to pay the fees, and state before the brethren that they mean

to consider themselves as united by marriage; and if the government

after this oppresses them, to leave the country. I cannot regret that

matters have been as they have. The government itself forced our

brother, so to say, to do what he did: and good will come out of it

for the church.--We are now waiting for what the Lord will do in this

matter, and to see whether these dear saints will have to bear

imprisonment or not.

Another event has occurred: On Oct. 24th, the elders of the Baptist

Church, and therefore two of the brethren with whom I now meet for

the breaking of bread, were ordered to appear before the director of

the city to hear a communication from the ministers of state with

reference to their request about being permitted to marry, without

going to church. As this order now came to them as being of the

Baptist Church, whilst our brethren no longer belong to the Baptist

Church, but consider themselves united with all who love our Lord

Jesus, they sent a written statement to the director of the city,

stating that they had ceased to belong to the Baptist Church. Thus,

without our seeking it, the position which we hold, even if it had

not been so before, is now made known. Still, hitherto nothing has

been done to us, nor any hinderance laid in our way. Indeed a few

days since, through a particular circumstance, the city director had

my passport put into his hands, with the inquiry whether a ticket of

permission to remain in Stuttgart should be granted to me, or not,

and there were no objections made. So I still teach and preach Christ

freely, and all that the Lord has taught me, although to a very small

number; for the people are afraid of us. In the mean time I speak to

souls as I may meet them in the fields, or when persons ask for an

alms without the city, for in the whole of Stuttgart I never saw one

beggar. I also make considerable progress with my Narrative, much

more than at the first, and have nearly one-half ready for the press.

When we took our position here of receiving all who love our Lord

Jesus, irrespective of their agreeing with us in all points, one

brother came among us, who had been always refused by the Baptist

Church here, because he was not baptized. After this brother had been

about six weeks among us, he himself desired baptism. He was baptized

on the evening of Oct. 28. Thus we have been able to give a practical

proof of the truth which we hold.

Our number has only been increased by the arrival of our brother T.

H., the son of our brother H., whom you know. He resides in the same

house with us.--I repeat that it will give us joy to hear from any of

you. We remember before the Lord those of you by name, of whom it has

been written to us that they are in trial. My dear wife sends her

love to all the dear brethren and sisters.

I remain, my dear brethren,

Your brother and servant in the Lord,

GEORGE MÜLLER

P.S.--I only add that the two brothers and the sister, by their

meekness and godly walk, much commend the truth, and are precious

instruments chosen of the Lord, to carry the truth before the rulers

of the land.

Dec. 31, 1843. During this year 75 have been received into communion

among us in Bristol, and 13 saints have fallen asleep. Being absent

from Bristol, I am not able to give the present exact state of the

church there as to numbers.--The Lord has been pleased to give me

during this year for my temporal necessities.

1, Through the saints among whom I labour in Bristol, in provisions,

clothes, etc. worth to us, at least £10 0s. 0d.

2, Through anonymous offerings in money, put up in paper, and

directed to me, and put into the boxes for the poor saints, or the

rent, at the meeting places £130 8s. 4 3/4d.

3, Through presents in money, from saints in Bristol, not given

anonymously £106 12s. 0d.

4, Through presents in money from saints not residing in Bristol £79

1s. 6d.

Altogether £326 1s. 10 3/4d.

To this is to be added that the expenses connected with our journey

to Germany, and with our temporal necessities, and all the various

expenses coming on us in connexion with our stay in a foreign land,

from Aug. 9, to Dec. 31, were met out of the 702l. 3s. 7d., which had

been given to me, as has been stated, for several purposes, but

especially also for the expenses connected with my service in Germany.

Is it not again most manifest from this statement, that during the

year 1843 also I served a most kind Master even with reference to

temporal supplies? And this I delight to show. If I had been striving

with all my might to obtain a good income during the year 1843, I

could not have had more; for in one way or another the Lord gave me

about 400l. without asking any one for any thing, and therefore I had

far more than I needed either for myself and family, or for giving me

ability to use hospitality. I find it more and more pleasant, even

with reference to this life, to walk in the ways of the Lord, and to

rely upon Him for all I need; and often, when I recount on my walks

for meditation the mercies of the Lord towards me, I am constrained

to say to the praise of the Lord, that if I had remained in my

unconverted state, and therefore continued a servant of Satan, I

could not have been nearly as well off, even with reference to this

life, as I am now in the service of the Lord Jesus. I find, that the

more the Lord enables me, not to seek my own things, but the things

of Jesus Christ, the more He takes care that my temporal necessities

shall be richly supplied.

Jan. 1, 1844.--Last evening I met with the whole little church at

Stuttgart to tea, and the last hours of the year, till about 12

o’clock at night, we spent together in prayer.

On Jan. 15th, I wrote another letter to the brethren in Bristol,

which is here subjoined.

Stuttgart, Jan. 15, 1844,

To the Saints meeting in the name of Jesus, at Bethesda and Salem

Chapels, Bristol.

Beloved Brethren.,

I have it in my heart once more to write to you a little about the

work of the Lord here, before my return to you, and I do it the more

readily, because I have confidence in your love, being assured that

you are as glad to hear from me, as I am to write to you. With

reference to all the time since I left you, and in particular with

reference to the time since I last wrote to you, I have abundant

reason to say, that goodness and mercy have followed us. Never, since

I first saw it to be the will of God, that I should labour here for a

season, which is now more than seven months, have I been permitted to

question, that this conclusion was formed under the guidance of the

Holy Ghost; and ever since I left you, which is now five months and

six days, every thing has proved, that I left you according to the

will of God. It is precious, beloved brethren, to go on an errand

when the Lord Himself sends us, and to be at a post where the Lord

Himself has placed us for then all goes on well. Far better to wait

months, or even years, than to take a step in uncertainty, or being

but half assured that it is the will of God, that we should take that

step.--But as fully as I was assured that I should leave you for a

season, so, as far as I can see at present the mind of the Lord, does

it appear to me now, that the time is fast approaching, when our Lord

will give us again the great joy and precious privilege of seeing you

face to face. Truly, we may say, through grace, and without

hypocrisy, "We, brethren, being taken from you for a short time in

presence, not in heart;" indeed nothing but grace has kept us here so

long. And now the time seems to be fast approaching when we shall

leave this, and I am by prayer and labour endeavouring, to see your

face soon. If the Lord will, my Narrative, (which, with a particular

reference to the spiritual necessities of the Church in Germany, I

have been preparing for the press, and is nearly finished), will be

printed within five weeks from this day, so that I hope we shall be

able to leave this towards the end of February. Yet, in the mean

time, there remains much work for me still to do, both with reference

to writing and labouring among the brethren here; therefore continue,

dear brethren, even as you have done hitherto, to help me with your

prayers; and we also, by the help of God, will continue to intercede

for you, as we do with joy.

As there have occurred a number of important events among us, since I

wrote to you last, I proceed now to give you some account of them.--In

the early part of November last year, brother R., the Doctor of Law,

asked me to unite with him and a sister in prayer, as that sister

(not one in fellowship with us, but belonging to the State Church)

was going to be divorced from her husband, and she had desired that

we should spend the time with her in prayer for her husband, while

this act would be settled in the judicial court. This sister had had

to suffer exceedingly during the space of many years from her

husband, who hated her greatly for the Lord’s sake. Three times she

had been obliged to leave him, because of his awful treatment; but

three times, especially through the peace-making efforts of brother

R., who was her legal counsellor, she returned to her husband, and

lived for a season with him, till at last each time her health sank

under the sufferings she had endured from him. At length, about two

years since, she left him again, with the intention not to return to

him any more. This led to a divorce by law, a thing not uncommon on

the Continent; and in that hour in which we met for prayer, the

matter was settled. In consequence of this, as she had three

children, and brought a comparatively considerable property to her

husband, the law proceeded to secure this money for the benefit of

herself and children, as the husband had wasted all his own property.

This act was settled on December 9th, on which occasion she had to

meet her husband at his house with the appointed government officers;

and she requested our brother Dr. R., as a friend to accompany her.

Brother R. (who had been for fifteen years the peace-maker between

this husband and wife, and who had three times succeeded in favour of

the husband, though the legal adviser of the wife) was nevertheless

greatly hated by the husband, who repeatedly spoke to him in public

courts of law thus: "You shall never baptize me." Or, "Now my wife

will soon be free to marry her priest," (meaning brother R.,) &c. All

this brother R. had been able to bear with the greatest meekness,

though thus publicly insulted, when acting as solicitor or barrister

at the judicial courts. Now on the 9th of December, brother R., as I

said, went with this divorced sister to her husband’s house. When all

the business was done, the husband came close to brother R., in the

presence of several magistrates, put a pistol to his side and fired

it at him, then took another pistol, put it to his own breast, fired

and sank down dead immediately. But while he himself died

immediately, brother R. has been wonderfully preserved. He wore a

thick wadded coat, and had four papers in his side pocket, through

all of which the ball passed. Then, to show the hand of God, the ball

met in the other clothes such obstacles (all being double in that

spot,) that it only entered a very little way into the body and

lodged upon one of the ribs. After the fire was extinguished, (for

our brother’s clothes were set on fire, so near had the poor sinner

put the pistol to him,) our brother walked home, and shortly after a

surgeon extracted the ball, and on the seventh day our brother was so

far restored, that the whole little church here could be gathered

around his bed, together with his relations, and we united together

in praising the Lord for His wonderful help; and on the fifteenth day

our brother was already so far restored, that he was able to assemble

himself again with us for the breaking of bread. Half an inch higher

or lower might have taken his life; but the balls (for the pistol was

loaded with two, one of which fell out of his clothes,) though most

maliciously so prepared that they might do much mischief on entering

the body, found so much resistance that the power, through the soft

clothing being every part double in that spot, was spent before

touching the body. Surely, the Lord is round about us Even the

ungodly in this city have been forced to marvel; but now the devil

spreads the report that that wicked person shot our brother, because

he purposed to marry his wife.

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