VIII

Thus under, as it were, a double ban of displeasure, did the new

generation of Kano, Tatsu and Umè-ko, begin life in the little cottage

beneath the hill. They were given Umè's chamber near which the plum

tree grew, an adjoining room having been previously fitted up for

Tatsu's painting. As in the other cottage, inviting rectangles of

silk, already stretched and sized, stood in blank rows against the

walls. Even the fusuma were of new paper, offering, it would seem, to

any inspired young artist, a surface of alluring possibilities.

Paints, brushes, and vessels without number made an array to tempt, if

only the tempting were not so obvious.

Umè-ko, watching closely the expression of her husband's face as he was

first led into this room, drew old Kano aside, and urged that more tact

and delicacy be used in leading Tatsu back to a desire for creative

work. She herself, she hinted with deprecating sweetness, might do

much if only allowed to follow her own loving instincts. But Kano had

lost confidence in his daughter and bluntly told her so. Tatsu had

been adopted and married in order to make him paint, and paint he

should! Also it was Umè-ko's duty to influence him in whatever way and

method her father thought best. Let her succeed,--that was her sole

responsibility. So blustered Kano to himself and Mata, and not even

the malicious twinkle of the old servant's eye pointed the way to

wisdom.

Naturally Umè-ko did not succeed. Tatsu merely laughed at her flagrant

efforts at duplicity. He felt no need of painting, no desire to paint.

He had won the Dragon Maiden. Life could give him no more! There was

no anger or resentment in his feeling toward Kano, or even the old

scourge Mata. No, he was too happy! To lie dreaming on the fragrant,

matted floor near Umè, where he could listen to her soft breathing and

at times pull her closer by a silken sleeve,--this was enough for

Tatsu. Nothing had power to arouse in him a sense of duty, of

obligation to himself, or to his adopted father. He would not argue

about it, and could scarcely be said to listen. He lived and moved and

breathed in love as in a fourth dimension. To the old man's frequent

remonstrances he would turn a gentle, deprecating face. He had

promised Umè-ko never again to speak rudely to their father. Besides,

why should he? The outer world was all so beautiful and sad and

unimportant. A sunset cloud, or a bird swinging from a hagi spray

could bring sharp, swift tears to his eyes. Beauty could move him, but

not old Kano's genuine sufferings. Yet, the old man, bleating from the

arid rocks of age, was doubtless a pathetic spectacle, and must be

listened to kindly.

Finding the boy thus obdurate, Kano turned the full force of his

discontent on Umè-ko. She endured in silence the incessant railing.

Each new device urged by the distracted Kano she carried out with

scrupulous care, though even with the performance of it she knew

hopelessness to be involved. For hours she remained away from home,

hidden in a neighbor's house or in the temple on the hill, it being

Kano's thought that perhaps, in this temporary loss of his idol, Tatsu

might seek solace in the paint room. But Tatsu, raging against the

conditions which made such tyranny possible, stormed, on such

occasions, through the little house, and up and down the garden,

pelting the terrified gold-fish in their caves, stripping leaves and

tips from Kano's favorite pine-shrubs, or standing, long intervals of

time, on the crest of the moon-viewing hillock, from which he could

command vistas of the street below.

"There 's your jewel of a painter," old Mata, indoors, would say.

"Look at him, master,--a noble figure, indeed, standing on one leg like

a love-sick stork!" And Kano, helpless before his own misery and the

old dame's acrid triumph, would keep silence, only muttering

invocations to the gods for self-control.

Often the young wife pretended a sudden desire for her own artistic

work. She would go hurriedly to the little painting chamber, gather

complex paraphernalia, and assume the pose of eager effort. Tatsu

always followed her but, once within the room, bent such laughing eyes

of comprehension that she dared not look into his face. Nevertheless

she would paint; tracing, mechanically, the bird and flower studies in

which she had once taken delight. Just in the midst of some specially

delicate stroke, Tatsu would snatch her hands away, press them against

his lips, his eyes, his throat, hurl the painting things to the four

corners of the room, drag her down to his strong embrace, and triumph

openly in the victory of love. The young wife, longing from the first

to yield, attempted always to repel him, protesting in the words her

father had bade her use, and urging him to rouse himself and paint, as

she was doing. Then the young god would laugh magnificent music,

drowning the last pathetic echo of old Kano's remembered voice.

Catching her anew he would crush her against his breast, fondling her

with that tempestuous gentleness that surely no mere man of earth could

know, would drag up her faint soul to him through eyes and lips until

she felt herself but a shred of ecstacy caught in a whirlwind of

immortal love.

"So that we be together,

Even the Hell of the Blood Lake,

Even the Mountain of Swords,

Mean nothing to us at all!"

He would sing, in the words of an old Buddhist folk-song. At such

supreme heights of emotion she knew, consciously, that Kano's grief and

disappointment were nothing. She did not really care whether Tatsu

ever touched a brush again,--whether, indeed, the whole visible world

fretted itself into dust. She and Tatsu had found each other! The

rest meant nothing at all!

Such moments were, however, the isolated and the exceptional. As the

days went by they became less frequent, and, by a strange law of

contrasts, with diminution exacted a heavier toll. The strain of

antagonisms within the little home became almost unbearable. Neither

Kano nor Tatsu would yield an inch, and between them, like a white

flower between stones, little Umè-ko was crushed. A new and

threatening trouble was that of poverty. Tatsu would not paint; Kano,

in his wretchedness could not.

The young wife went often now to the temple on the hill. Tatsu

generally went with her, remaining outside in the courtyard or at the

edge of the cliff, under the camphor tree, while she was praying

within. Her entreaties were all for divine guidance. She implored of

the gods a deeper insight into the cause of this strange trouble now

upon them, and besought, too, that in her husband, Tatsu, should be

awakened a recognition of his duties, and of the household needs. Kano

visited the temple, also, and spent long hours in conference with his

personal friend, the abbot. Even old Mata, abandoning for the moment

her Protestantism and reverting to the yearning (never entirely

stifled) for mystic practises, went to an old charlatan of a

fortune-teller, and purchased various charms and powders for driving

the demons from the unconscious Tatsu. Umè-ko soon discovered this,

and the fear that Tatsu would be poisoned added to a load of anxiety

already formidable.

By the end of October, Yeddo's most golden and most perfect month, no

hours brought happiness to the little bride but those stolen ones in

which she and her husband were wont to take long walks together,

sometimes into the country, again through the mazes of the great

capital. Even at these times of respite she was only too well aware

how Kano and the old nurse sat together at home, lamenting the gross

selfishness of the young,--deciding, perhaps, upon the next loved

painting or household treasure to be sold for buying rice. Tatsu, now

as unreasonable and obstinate as Kano himself, still refused to admit

unhappiness or threatened destitution. He and Umè-ko could go to the

mountains, he said. "The mountains were, after all, their true home.

Once there the Sennin and the deities of cloud would see that they did

not suffer."

On an afternoon very near the end of the month the young couple took

such a walk together. Their course lay eastward, crossing at right

angles the main streets of the great city, until they reached the

shores of the Sumida River, winding down like a road of glass. They

had emerged into the famous district of Asakusa, where the great temple

of Kwannon the Merciful attracts daily its thousands of worshippers.

Here the water course is bounded by fashionable tea-houses, many

stories high, and here the great arched bridges are always crowded.

Leaving this busy heart of things, they sauntered northward, finding

lonelier shores, and soon wide fields of green, until they reached a

bank whereon grew a single leaning willow. The body of this tree,

bending outward, sent its long, nerveless leaves in a perpetual green

rain to the surface of the stream, where sudden swarms of minnows, like

shivers in a glass, assailed the deceptive bait. The roots of the

tree--great yellowish, twisted ropes of roots--clutched air, earth, and

water in their convolutions. Among them the current, swifter here than

in mid-stream, uttered at times a guttural, uncanny sound as of

spectral laughter.

Umè-ko stood, one slender arm about the trunk, looking out, with

mournful eyes, upon the passing river show. On the farther bank grew a

continuous wall of cherry trees in yellowing leaf, and above them

glowed the first hint of the coming sunset. Rising against the sky a

temple roof, tilted like the keel of a sunken vessel, cut sharp lines

into the crimson light.

Tatsu flung himself full length upon the bank. He patted the soil with

its springing grasses, and felt his heart flow out in love to it. Then

he reached up, caught at the drifting gauze of Umè's sleeve, and made

as if to pull her down. Umè clasped the tree more tightly.

"Tatsu," she said, "I implore you not to think always of me. Look,

beloved, the thin white sails of the rice-boats pass, and, over yonder,

children in scarlet petticoats dance beneath the trees."

"I have eyes but for my wife," said wilful Tatsu.

Umè-ko drew the sleeve away. She would not meet his smile. "Alas,

shall I forever obscure beauty!"

"There is no beauty now but in you! You are the sacred mirror which

reflects for me all loveliness."

"Dear lord, those words are almost blasphemy," said Umè, in a

frightened whisper. "Look, now, beloved, the light of the sun sinks

down. Soon the great moon will come to us."

"What care I for a distant moon, oh, Dragon Maid," laughed Tatsu.

Umè's outstretched arm fell heavily to her side. "Alas!" she said

again. "From deepest happiness may come the deepest pain. You dream

not of the hurt you give."

"I give no hurt at all that I cannot more than heal," cried Tatsu, in

his masterful way. But Umè's lips still quivered, and she turned her

face from him.

In the silence that followed, the water among the willow roots gave out

a rush and gurgle, a sound of liquid merriment,--perhaps the laugh of a

"Kappa" or river sprite, mocking the perplexities of men. Umè-ko

leaned over instantly, staring down into the stream.

[Illustration: "Umè-ko leaned over instantly, staring down into the

stream."]

"How deep it is, and strong," she whispered, as if to her own thought

"That which fell in here would be carried very swiftly out to sea."

Tatsu smiled dreamily upon her. In his delight at her beauty, the

delicate poise of body with its long, gray drifting sleeves, he did not

realize the meaning of her words. One little foot in its lacquered

shoe and rose-velvet thong, crushed the grasses at the very edge of the

bank. Suddenly the earth beneath her shivered. It parted in a long

black fissure, and then sank, with sob and splash, into the hurrying

water. Umè tottered and clung to the tree. Tatsu, springing up at a

single bound, caught her back into safety. The very branches above

them shook as if in sentient fear. Umè felt herself pressed,--welded

against her husband's side in such an agony of strength that his

beating heart seemed to be in her own body. She heard the breath rasp

upward in his throat and catch there, inarticulate. He began dragging

her backward, foot by foot. At a safe distance he suddenly

sank--rather fell--to earth bearing her with him, and began moaning

over her, caressing and fondling her as a tiger might a rescued cub.

"Never go near that stream again!" he said hoarsely, as soon as he

could speak at all. "Hear me, Umè-ko, it is my command! Never again

approach that tree. It is a goblin tree. Some dead, unhappy woman,

drowned here in the self-death, must inhabit it and would entice you to

destruction. Oh, Umè, my wife,--my wife! I saw the black earth

grinning beneath your feet. I cannot bear it! Come away from this

place at once,--at once! The river itself may reach out snares to us."

"Yes, lord, I will come," she panted, trying to loosen the rigid arms,

"but I am faint. This high bank is safe, now. And, lord, when you so

embrace and crush me my strength does not return."

Tatsu grudgingly relaxed his hold. "Rest here then, close beside me,"

he said. "I shall not trust you, even an inch from me."

The river current in the tree roots laughed aloud.

Across and beyond the road of glass, the sky grew cold now and blue,

like the side of a dead fish. A glow subtle and unmistakable as

perfume tingled up through the dusk.

"The Lady Moon," whispered Umè, softly. Freeing her little hands she

joined them, bent her head, and gave the prayer of welcome to O Tsuki

Sama.

Tatsu watched her gloomily. "I pray to no moon," he said. "I pray to

nothing in this place."

A huge coal barge on its way to the Yokohama harbor glided close to

them along the dark surface of the tide. At the far end of the barge a

fire was burning, and above it, from a round black cauldron, boiling

rice sent up puffs of white, fragrant steam. The red light fell upon a

ring of faces, evidently a mother and her children; and on the broad,

naked back of the father who leaned far outward on his guiding pole.

Umè turned her eyes away. "I think I can walk now," she said.

Tatsu rose instantly, and drew her upward by the hands. A shudder of

remembered horror caught him. He pressed her once more tightly to his

heart. "Umè-ko, Umè-ko, my wife,--my Dragon Wife!" he cried aloud in a

voice of love and anguish. "I have sought you through the torments of

a thousand lives. Shall anything have power to separate us now?"

"Nothing can part us now, but--death," said Umè-ko, and glanced, for an

instant, backward to the river.

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