On his arrival at Dr. Hale's, however, a surprise greeted him, and

as he responded to the old pastor's outstretched hand, he knew he

met with one in whom firm gentleness and affable dignity were the

chief charm of character. There was not, as he anticipated,

coarse, crass assertiveness--a semi-cultured man whose narrow

creed joined hands with barren intelligence. Far otherwise; he

stood before one whose presence commanded reverence, one at whose

feet he felt he must bow.

Mr. Morell was tall and erect, with a fine Greek head whose crown

of snowy hair lent dignity to a face sunny with the light of

kindness, while every line of expression, those soul-inscriptions

written by the years on the plastic flesh, told of thought and

culture. The accent, too, was finished, and every gesture betrayed

refinement and ease.

At first the conversation was restrained, for both men

instinctively felt that between them lay a gulf which it would be

difficult to bridge; but, as Dr. Hale played well the part of

middleman, the ministers were drawn out towards each other, and in

a little while struck mutual chords in one another's hearts.

During the morning the two men talked of art, of philosophy, and

of history, the discussion of these calling out a light of

intelligence and rapture on the old man's face. When, however, the

graver questions of theology were broached, his voice became hard

and inflexible, a shadow fell, and the radiancy of the man and

scholar became lost in the gloom of the divine.

Whenever Mr. Penrose ventured to hint on some phase of the broader

theology, the old man was provoked to impatience; and when he went

so far as to quote Browning, and declare that--

'The loving worm within its clod

Were diviner than a loveless god

Amid his worlds,'

a gleam of fire shot from the mild eye of Mr. Morell, significant

as a storm-signal across a sea of glass.

The younger man was often taken at disadvantage, for, while he was

in touch with modern thought, he did not possess the old

dialectician's skill. Once, as Mr. Penrose remarked that science

was modifying theology, Mr. Morell, detecting the flaw in his

armour, thrust in his lance to the hilt by replying that science

and Calvinism were logically the same, with the exception that,

for heredity and environment, the Calvinist introduced grace.

Whereupon Mr. Penrose cried with some vehemence:

'No, no, Mr. Morell! that will not do. I cannot accept your

statement at all.'

'Can't you?' said the old man, rising from his chair, the war

spirit hardening his voice and flaming in his eye. 'Can't you?

What says science of the first hundred men which will pass you, if

you take your stand in the main thoroughfare of the great city

over the hills yonder? Watch them; one is drunk, another is linked

arm in arm with his paramour, a third is handcuffed, and you can

see by the conduct of him who follows that he is as reckless of

life as though the years were for ever. Why these? Ask science,

and it answers _election_--the election of birth and circumstance.

Ask Calvinism, and it, too, answers election--the election of

decrees.'

'But science does not do away with will, Mr. Morell.'

'Well, then, it teaches its impotence, and that is the same thing.

It bases will on organization, and traces conduct to material

sources. Huxley tells us the salvation of a child is to be born

with a sound digestion, and Calvinism says the salvation of a

child is to be born under the election of grace. Logically, the

basis of both systems is the same; the sources of life differ,

that is all. One traces from matter, the other from mind--from the

mind and will of the Eternal.'

'But science fixes it for earth only--you fix it for eternity,'

suggestively hinted the younger man.

'Yes, you are right, Mr. Penrose; we do.'

'Then a man is lost because he cannot be saved, and punished for

things over which he had no control?'

'Ask science,' was the curt reply.

'Well, Mr. Morell, I will ask science, and science will yield

hope. Science says, take a hundred men and a hundred women, and

let them live on a fruitful island and multiply, and in four

generations you will have an improved stock--a stock freer from

atavism, hysteria, anomalies, and insanities. Science holds out

hope; you don't. You say God's will and decrees are eternal, and

what they were a thousand ages since they will be a thousand ages

to come. Science does eventually point to a new heaven and new

earth, but Calvinism throws no light across the gloom.'

The old man quietly shifted his ground by asking his opponent if

he ever asked himself why he did, and why he did not, do certain

things.

'I suppose the reason is because of my choice, is it not?'

'And what governs choice--or, if you like, will?'

'I do, myself.'

'Who are you, and what part of you governs it? Will cannot govern

Will, can it? And can you divorce will from personality?'

'Tennyson answers your question, Mr. Morell.

'"Our wills are ours, we know not how,"

that is the mystery of existence.

'"Our wills are ours, to make them Thine,"

that is the mystery of salvation.'

'Then, Mr. Penrose, I ask you--why don't we make our wills God's?'

Mr. Penrose was silent, and then he made a slip, and played into

his opponent's hands by saying:

'My faith in a final restitution meets that difficulty. We shall

all be God's some time; His love is bound to conquer.'

'Suppose what you call Will defies God's love, what then?'

'It cannot.'

'Then it is no longer will.'

'Cannot you conceive of Will winning Will?'

'I can conceive of Will, as you define it, defying Will, and that

for ever. But we escape your contradictions; we accept the fact

that some men are under a Divine control they cannot resist--'

'Then you both agree as to the principle,' broke in Dr. Hale; 'you

are both Calvinists, with this difference: you, Mr. Morell, say

only the few will be called; Mr. Penrose, here, says all will be

called. Let us go in for the larger hope.'

'You are right, doctor. I am a Calvinistic Universalist,' cried

Mr. Penrose in triumph.

And Mr. Morell was bound to admit the doctor had scored.

It was not long, however, before Mr. Penrose found a spring of

tenderness hidden beneath the crust of Calvinism that lay around

the old man's soul, and on which were written in fiery characters

the terrors of a merciless law. And the rod that smote this rock

and tapped the spring was none other than the story of Amanda's

return and repentance, told in part by Dr. Hale and in part by the

young pastor himself.

As the story was unfolded, the old man evinced much feeling, often

raising his hand to shade fast-filling eyes, or to brush away the

tears that fell down his furrowed face. They told him of Amanda's

silence as to the past, and he commended her for it, remarking to

Mr. Penrose that the true penitent seldom talked of the yesterdays

of sin; they told him how she counted herself unworthy of home and

of love, seeking blame and not welcome from the mother to whom she

had returned, and he declared it to be a token of her call; they

told him of the great light and peace that fell on her as she

rested on the goodness of God, and they heard from him the echo of

his Master's words over Mary--'She hath loved much, for she hath

had much forgiven'; and then they told him of her desire for the

restoration of her name on the Rehoboth register, and he was

silent--and for some minutes no sound disturbed his reverie.

That silence was God's speaking hour. Within the old pastor's soul

a voice was whispering before which the thunderings of the creed

of a sect were hushed. He, poor man, knew full well that it was a

voice which had long striven to make itself heard--a still, small

voice that would neither strive nor cry--a haunting voice, a voice

constant in its companionship during his later years. How often he

would fain have listened to it! But he dared not, for was it not a

contradictory voice? Did it not traverse the letter which he had

sworn to uphold and declare? What if the voice were the voice of

God? No! It could not be. God spoke in His Book. It was plain.

Wayfaring men might read, and fools had no need to err. But was

God's voice for ever hushed? Had He had no message since the seal

was fixed to the Canon of Scripture? What if that which he heard

was one of those messages concerning which Christ said, 'I have

many things to say unto you, but ye cannot bear them now.' Had the

_now_ in his life passed? Had the _then_ come when a fuller

revelation was about to be vouchsafed? Nay! even the Apostle--the

man inspired--only knew in part. Why should he, then, try to pry

into the clouds and darkness that were round about the awful

throne? And yet in Him who sat on that throne was no darkness at

all. Supposing the feelings struggling in his heart now were rays

of light from Him--rays seeking to pierce the clouds, and bring

more truth--truth which, in his highest moments, he had dreamed

of, but never dared to follow. Was not Dr. Hale right after all?

Was it not better to trust what we knew to be best in us, and

follow the larger rather than the lesser hope?

And so, in the silence, the two voices reasoned in the soul of Mr.

Morell.

In a little while Mr. Morell, roused from his reverie, turned to

the young pastor, and said:

'Your poet is right, Mr. Penrose. The loving worm within its clod

is diviner than a loveless god amid his worlds. Let us go as far

as the chapel.'

As they walked along the narrow, winding roadways, broken by

projecting gables, and fenced by irregular rows of palisades, the

old pastor began to re-live the long-departed days. Objects, once

familiar, on which his eye again rested, restored faded and

forgotten colours, and opened page after page in the books of the

past. Many cottages mutely welcomed him, their time-stained walls

memorials of generations with whom he held sacred associations.

There was the Old Fold Farm, with its famous fruit-trees, on

which, in spring evenings, he used to watch the blanching blossoms

blush beneath the glowing caress of the setting sun; and Alice o'

th' Nook's garden, with its beds of camomile, the scent of which

brought back, as perfumes are wont to, forms and faces long since

summoned by the 'mystic vanishers.' There, too, stood the old

manse--now tenantless--so long the temple of his studies and

domesticities, the shrine of joys and sorrows known to none save

himself. How the history of a life lay hidden there, each wall

scored with fateful characters, decipherable only to the eye of

him who for so many ears sought the shelter which they gave.

On the summit of the hill in front of him was the chapel, its

sagging roof silhouetted against the blue of the morning sky, the

tombstones, irregular and rude, rising from the billowy sea of

grave-mounds that lay around their base. Beyond him, in grandly

distant sweeps, rose the moors. How well he knew all their

contours, their histories, their names! How familiar he used to be

with all their moods--moods sombre and gladsome--as now they were

capped with mist, now radiant in sunlight, their sweeps dappled

with cloud shadows, moving or motionless, or white in the broad

eye of day. Thus it was, within the distance of a half-mile walk,

his past life, like an open scroll, lay before him; and he

remarked to Mr. Penrose that he had that morning found the book of

memory to be a book of life and a book of judgment also.

As the three men passed through the chapel-gates they were met by

old Joseph, who was hearty in his welcome of Mr. Morell.

'Eh! Mr. Morell,' he said, grasping his hand in a hard and earthy

palm, 'aw'm some fain to see yo'. We've hed no gradely preachin'

sin yo' left Rehoboth. This lad here,' pointing to Mr. Penrose,

'giz us a twothree crumbs betimes; but some on us, I con tell yo',

are fair clamming for th' bread o' life. None o' yo'r hawve-kneyded

duf (dough), nor your hawve-baked cakes, wi' a pinch o' currants

to fotch th' fancy tooth o' th' young uns. Nowe, but gradely

bread, yo' know.'

Mr. Morell tried to check the brutal volubility and plain-spokenness

of Joseph, but in vain. He continued the more vehemently.

'It's all luv naa, and no law. What mak' o' a gospel dun yo' co it

when there's no law, no thunerins (thunderings), Mr. Morell, no

leetnins? What's th' use o' a gospel wi'out law? No more use nor a

chip i' porritch. Dun yo' remember that sarmon yo' once preached

fro' "Jacob have I luved, but Esau have I hated"? It wur a grand

un, and Owd Harry o' th' Brig went straight aat o' th' chapel to

th' George and Dragon and geet drunk, 'cose, as he said, he mud as

well ged drunk if he wor baan to be damned, as be damned for

naught. Amos Entwistle talks abaat that sarmon naa, and tells bits

on it o'er to th' childer i' th' catechism class, and then maks

'em ged it off by heart.'

How long old Joseph would have continued in this strain it is hard

to say, had not Mr. Morell, who did not seem to care to hear more

of his pulpit deliverance of other days, silenced him by demanding

the vestry keys.

As the three men entered the vestry a close, damp atmosphere smote

them--an atmosphere pervading all rooms long shut up from air, and

with foundations fed by fattened graves.

Nor was the vestry itself more inviting. Gloomy and low-ceiled,

the plaster of its walls, soddened and discoloured from the

moisture of the moors, lay peeling off in ragged strips, while its

oozing floor of flags seemed to tell of sweating corpses in their

narrow beds beneath.

Through a small window, across which a spider had woven its web, a

shaft of sunlight lay tremulous with the dance of multitudinous

motes; and, falling on the dust-covered table, lighted up with its

halo a corroded pen and stained stone jar, half filled with

congealed ink.

On the right of this window stood a cupboard, with its panels of

dark oak, behind which lay the parchments and papers of the

Rehoboth Church--parchments and papers whose inscriptions were

fast fading, whose textures were fast rotting--companioning in

their decay the decay of the creeds they sought to preserve and

proclaim.

It was to this cupboard Mr. Morell turned, taking therefrom two

time-stained, leather-bound volumes--the one a record of the

interments of the past hundred years, the other containing the roll

of Rehoboth communicants since the establishment of the Church.

Laying the former aside, he took up the latter with a tenderness

and devoutness becoming one who was touching the sacred books of

some fetish of the East. It was, indeed, to him a book to be

reverenced; and as he slowly and sadly turned over its time-stained

pages, his eye rested on many names entered in his own small

handwriting--names which carried him back to companionship with

lives for ever past. Some he had known from birth to death,

blessing them in their advent, and committing them at the grave to

Him who is the sure and certain hope. There were those, too, whom

he piloted along the rocky coasts of youth--those with whom he once

wept in their shadowed homes, and from whom he never withheld his

joy in their hour of triumph. As name after name met his eye, it

was as though he travelled the streets of a ruined city--a city

with which in the days of its glory he had been familiar.

Memories--nothing but memories--greeted him. He heard voices, but

they were silent; he saw forms, but they were shadowy.

As he turned over page after page he read as never before the

record of his half-century's pastorate--his moorland ministry

among an ever-changing people, and there passed before him the

pageant of a life--not loud in blare, nor brilliant in colour--but

sombre, stately, and true.

Continuing to turn over the pages, he came to where a black line

was drawn across the name of Amanda Stott, and where against the

cancelled name a word was written as black as the ink with which

it was inscribed.

Again there came a pause. Long and tearfully the old pastor looked

at that name disfigured, as she, too, who bore it had been, by the

hand of man. Then, taking up the corroded pen and filling it, he

re-wrote the name in the space between the narrow blue-ruled

lines, and, looking up with smiling face, said:

'Yet there is room.'

And the shaft of sunlight that fell in through the cobwebbed

window of the Rehoboth vestry lay on the newly-inscribed name, as

though heaven sealed with her assent the act of the old man who

felt himself the servant of the One who said, 'I will in no wise

cast out.'

IV.

SAVED AS BY FIRE

It was a narrow, gloomy yard, paved with rough flags dinted and

worn by the wheels of traffic and the tread of many feet. On one

side stood the factory, cheerless and gray, with its storied

heights, and long rows of windows that on summer evenings flamed

with the reflected caresses of the setting sun, and in the shorter

days of winter threw the light of their illuminated rooms like

beacon fires across the miles of moor. Flanking the factory were

sheds and outbuildings and warehouses, through the open doors of

which were seen skips and trollies and warps, and piles of cloth

pieces ready for the market in the great city beyond the hills.

Within a stone's-throw the sluggish river crept along its

blackened bed, no longer a stream fresh from the hills, but foul

with the service of selfish man.

It was breakfast hour, and the monotonous roar of machinery was

hushed, no longer filling the air with the pulsations of mighty

manufacture. The thud of the ponderous engines had ceased; the

deafening rattle of the looms was no more heard; a myriad spooming

spindles were at rest. A dreamy sound of falling waters floated

from the weir, and the song of birds in a clump of stunted trees

made music in the quiet of the morning light--it was Nature's

chance to teach man in one of the brief pauses of his toil, had he

possessed the ear to hearken or the heart to understand.

Beneath the shelter of a 'lean-to' a group of men sat, hurriedly

gulping their morning meal, finding time, all the same, for loud

talk and noisy chaff. They were prosaic, hard-faced men, with

lines drawn deeply beneath their eyes, and complexions sallow,

despite the breezes of the hills among which they were reared.

From childhood they had been the slaves of labour; the bread they

ate was earned by sweat and sorrow, while their spare hours were

given to boisterous mirth--the rebound of exacting toil. Two or

three were conning the betting news in a halfpenny paper of the

previous evening, and talking familiarly of the chances of the

favourites, while others disputed as to sentiments delivered in

the last great political speech.

In one corner sat Amos Entwistle, the butt of not a little mirth

from a half-dozen sceptics who had gathered round him. They

addressed him as 'Owd Brimstone,' and made a burlesque of his

Calvinistic faith, one going so far as to call him 'a glory bird,'

while another declared he was 'booked for heaven fust-class baat

payin' for his ticket.'

'Why should he pay for his ticket,' asked an impudent-looking

youth, 'when th' Almeety's gan it him? Th' elect awlus travels for

naught, durnd they, Amos?'

'Thaa's more Scripture larning abaat thee nor I thought thaa had,'

said Amos, withdrawing his wrinkled face from the depths of a can

out of which he was drinking tea. 'But it's noan knowledge 'at

saves, Dan; th' devils believe and tremble.'

'But I noan tremble, Amos; I geet too mich brimstone i' yon fire

hoile to be flayed at what yo' say is "resarved" for them as isn't

called.'

(Dan's occupation was to feed the boiler fires.)

'If thaa'rt noan flayed, that doesn't say thaa hasn't a devil,'

replied Amos, again raising the can to his lips.

'Well, I'm noan to blame if a' cornd help miself, am I?'

But Amos remained silent.

'Aw say, Amos,' said a thoughtful-looking man, 'aw often wonder if

thaa'll be content when thaa geets up aboon to see us lot in

t'other shop.'

'Yi! and when we ax him, as th' rich mon axed Lazarus, for a sooap

(drink) of summat cool, it'll be hard lines, wirnd (will not) it,

owd lad, when thaa cornd help us?' asked the man who sat against

him.

'Happen it will,' replied Amos. 'But thaa knows there'll be no

sharin' baggin (tea or refreshment) there. Them as hed oil

couldn't gi' it to them as hed noan.'

'Then thaa'll not come across the gulf and help us, Amos?'

'Nowe!' cried Dan. 'He'd brun (burn) his wings if he did.'

And at this all laughed, save the thoughtful man who put the first

question to the old Calvinist.

'Thaa knows, Amos,' said he, 'I look at it i' this way. Supposin'

th' factory geet o' fire this mornin', an' yo' hed th' chance o'

savin' that lass o' mine that back-tents for yo', yo'd save her,

wouldn't yo'?'

'Yi, lad, if I'd th' _chance_,' replied Amos.

'Then haa is it yo're so mich better nor Him, as yo' co th'

Almeety, for yo' reckon He'll noan save some o' us?'

'I tell thee I'd save th' lass if I hed th' chance. We con nobbud

do what we're permitted to do. We're only instruments in th'

Almeety's honds.'

'But isn't th' Almeety His own Measter?'

'So He is, but His ways are past findin' out.'

'An' thaa means to say thaa'd save my lass, and th' Almeety

wouldn't save me?'

'It's decrees, thaa knows, lad, it's decrees,' said Amos, unshaken

by the argument of his friend.

'Then there's summat wrang with th' decrees, that's all, Amos.

There's been a mistak' somewhere.'

'Hooist, lad! hooist! durnd talk like that. Woe to th' mon that

strives wi' his Maker.'

'If thi Maker's th' mon thaa maks Him aat to be, I'm noan

partic'lar abaat oather His woes or His blessin's.'

'No more am I,' cried Dan, as he stood up and stretched himself

with a yawn. 'We mud as well mak' most o' life if we're booked for

t'other shop, though mine's a warm un i' this world, as yo' all

know.'

'It is not of him that willeth nor of him that runneth, but of God

that showeth mercy,' said Amos, in solemn tones.

And the whistle sounded for the renewal of work, and the men

dispersed.

* * * * *

The clock in the factory yard pointed to the hour of ten, and four

hundred toilers were sweating out their lives in one of

Manufacture's minting-shops of wealth. Overhead the shafting ran

in rapid revolutions, communicating its power and speed by lengths

of swaying, sagging belts to the machinery that stood so closely

packed on the vibrating floors, and between which passed, and

behind which stood, the operatives, unconscious of danger, and

with scarce a care than how to keep pace with the speed of steam

and the flying hours. Every eye was strained, and every nerve as

highly strung as the gearing of the revolving wheels, the keen

glances of the overlookers seeing to it that none paused until the

hour of release.

The atmosphere was heavy, the temperature high, and flecks of

'fly' floated on the stifling air, wafted by the breath born of

whirring wheels, and finding rest on the hair of women and the

beards of men until the workers looked as though they were

whitened by the snows of a premature decay.

Women and girls sang snatches of songs, and bits of old familiar

airs, with no accompaniment but the roar and rattle around, their

voices unheard save when some high-pitched note was struck; and

others found odd moments when by lip-signs and dumb show they

communicated with their fellow-workers.

Men and women, boys and girls, passed and repassed one another in

narrow alleys and between revolving machinery, crushing together

without sense of decency, and whispering hastily in one another's

ear some lewd joke or impure word, the moisture from their warm

flesh mingling with the smell of oil and cotton, and their

semi-nude forms offering pictures for the realistic pen of a Zola

or a Moore.

It was but one of the laps in the great race of competition where

steam contends with human breath, and iron is pitted against flesh

and blood. Over the hills were other factories where the same race

was going on, where other masters were competing, and other hands

were laying down life that they themselves and their little ones

might live--examples of the strange paradox that only those can

save their lives who lose them. Outside was pasturage and

moorlands, and the dear, sweet breath of heaven, the flowers of

the field, the song of birds, the yearning bosom of Nature warm

with love towards her children. Yet here, within, was a reeking

house of flesh--not the lazar ward of the city slum, but the

sweating den of a competitive age.

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