LETTER 155. TO MR. MOORE.

"January 6. 1814.

"I have got a devil of a long story in the press, entitled 'The

Corsair,' in the regular heroic measure. It is a pirate's isle,

peopled with my own creatures, and you may easily suppose they do a

world of mischief through the three cantos. Now for your

dedication--if you will accept it. This is positively my last

experiment on public _literary_ opinion, till I turn my thirtieth

year,--if so be I flourish until that downhill period. I have a

confidence for you--a perplexing one to me, and, just at present,

in a state of abeyance in itself.

"However, we shall see. In the mean time, you may amuse yourself

with my suspense, and put all the justices of peace in requisition,

in case I come into your county with 'hackbut bent.'

"Seriously, whether I am to hear from her or him, it is a _pause_,

which I shall fill up with as few thoughts of my own as I can

borrow from other people. Any thing is better than stagnation; and

now, in the interregnum of my autumn and a strange summer

adventure, which I don't like to think of, (I don't mean * *'s,

however, which is laughable only,) the antithetical state of my

lucubrations makes me alive, and Macbeth can 'sleep no more:'--he

was lucky in getting rid of the drowsy sensation of waking again.

"Pray write to me. I must send you a copy of the letter of

dedication. When do you come out? I am sure we don't _clash_ this

time, for I am all at sea, and in action,--and a wife, and a

mistress, &c.

"Thomas, thou art a happy fellow; but if you wish us to be so, you

must come up to town, as you did last year: and we shall have a

world to say, and to see, and to hear. Let me hear from you.

"P.S. Of course you will keep my secret, and don't even talk in

your sleep of it. Happen what may, your dedication is ensured,

being already written; and I shall copy it out fair to-night, in

case business or amusement--_Amant alterna Camænæ_."

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