CHAPTER II.

A very different life now opened before me. I had no longer any pretence

for complaining of neglect. My young mistress devoted every spare moment

to the enjoyment of my company, and set no limits to her caresses and

compliments; while I in return regarded her with all the gratitude and

affection which a doll can feel. My faculties as well as my feelings

were called into fresh exercise; for though I had no longer the wide

range of observation afforded by the daily crowd of strangers in the

bazaar, I had the new advantage of making intimate acquaintance with a

small circle of friends.

Having hitherto been so completely without any position in the world, I

could not at first help feeling rather shy at the idea of taking my

place as member of a family; and it was therefore a relief to find that

my lot was not cast amongst total strangers, but that I had already some

slight clue to the characters of my future companions.

My mistress, whose name was Rose, was sister to the Willy for whom she

had bought the paint-box, and also to Edward, the purchaser of the

tools. Geoffrey, the lover of tarts, was a cousin on a visit to them for

the holidays; and they had also an elder sister named Margaret; besides

their papa and mama, whom I had seen in the bazaar.

The first of the family to whom I was introduced was Willy, and I soon

became much interested in him. He was a pale thin boy, who spent the day

on a sofa, to and from which he was carried in the morning and at night.

In fine weather he went out in a wheel-chair; but he was unable to move,

without help, and was obliged to endure many privations. Though he often

looked suffering and weary, he was cheerful and patient, and always

seemed pleased to hear other children describe enjoyments in which he

could not share. Every body was fond of Willy, and anxious to amuse and

comfort him. All that happened out of doors was told to him; all the

kindest friends and pleasantest visitors came to see him; the new books

were brought to him to read first; the best fruit and flowers always set

apart for him; and all the in-door occupations arranged as much as

possible with a view to his convenience. He and his little sister Rose

were the dearest friends in the world, and certain to take part in

whatever interested each other. As soon as Rose brought me home from the

Pantheon, she ran up stairs with me to Willy, whom I then saw for the

first time, sitting on the sofa with his feet up, and a table before

him, on which stood several books, and my old acquaintances the

paint-box and the chest of tools.

'Look at this, Willy; is not this pretty?' exclaimed Rose, laying me

down on his open book.

Willy looked up with a pleasant smile: 'Very pretty,' he answered. 'I

suppose she is to be the lady of the new house; and with Ned's tools, I

hope to make some furniture worth her acceptance.'

'Oh, thank you, Willy dear. And will you help me to choose a name for

her? What do you think the prettiest name you know?'

'_Rose_,' answered Willy, laughing; 'but I suppose that will not do. I

dare say you want something very fine and out-of-the-way.'

'As fine as can be,' replied Rose; 'I have been thinking of Seraphina or

Wilhelmina: which do you like best?'

'Call it Molly,' cried Edward, who just then entered the room; 'Molly

and Betty are the best names: no nonsense in them.'

'Call it Stupid Donkey,' mumbled a voice behind him; and Geoffrey

advanced, his mouth as usual full of something besides words. 'Have any

nuts, Willy?' he asked, holding out a handful.

'No, thank you,' answered Willy; 'I must not eat them.'

'I wouldn't be you, I know,' said Geoffrey, cracking one between his

teeth; 'never let to eat any thing but what's wholesome, and always

reading, or doing something stupid. I believe you are helping Rose to

play with that doll now. Put it into the fire; that is the way to treat

dolls. Stupid things. I hate 'em!'

'Pray do not touch it, Geoffrey,' said Rose.

'Leave it alone, Geff,' said Edward. 'You have your things, and Rose has

hers. I don't see the fun of dolls myself, but she does, and nobody

shall interfere with her while I am here to protect her. Just remember

that, will you?'

'The d-o-ll!' said Geoffrey, drawling the word, and making a face as if

the pronouncing it turned him quite sick. 'Oh, the sweet doll! Perhaps

you would like to stay and play with Rose, and Willy, and the d-o-ll,

instead of coming out to cricket.'

'Nonsense, you foolish fellow, you know better,' answered Edward. 'But I

won't have Rose bullied; and what's more, I won't have Willy quizzed. I

should like to see you or me pass such an examination as Willy could if

he were at school. Why, he can learn as much in a day as we do in a

week.'

'Well, he is welcome to learn as much as he likes,' said Geoffrey; 'and

let's you and I go and play. What stupid nuts these are! I've almost

cracked one of my teeth with cracking them.'

The boys ran off; and presently there came into the room the papa and

mama, whom I already knew, and a young lady very like Rose, but older. I

found she was Margaret, the eldest sister. They inquired whether Willy

wanted any thing before they went out; and Margaret fetched a drawing

that he wished to copy, while his father and mother wheeled his sofa and

table nearer the window, that he might have more light. When he was made

quite comfortable, they told Rose that she might stay and take care of

him till they returned; and she said she would bring her box of scraps

and begin dressing me. Then I came in for my share of notice, and had

every reason to be satisfied with the praises bestowed on me. The mama

said that I deserved very neatly-made clothes; the papa, that my hair

would be a pattern for Margaret's; and Margaret said I was charming, and

that she would make me a pink satin gown.

They admired the name _Seraphina_, though the papa suggested various

others which he thought might suit Rose's taste,--Sophonisba, Cleopatra,

Araminta, Dulcinea, Ethelinda, &c.; but as she remained steady to her

first choice, the LADY SERAPHINA was decided to be thenceforth my name

and title.

And now began the real business of my life. I was no longer doomed to

fret at being of no use, for the object of my existence was plain

enough, namely, to give innocent recreation to my young mistress when

at leisure from her more serious employments. Every day she spent some

hours in study with her mother or sister; and she would fly to me for

relief between her lessons, and return to them with more vigor after

passing a little time in my refreshing company. She often showed her

tasks to me, and discussed their difficulties. I think she repeated the

multiplication-table to me nearly a hundred times, while I sat on the

_Tutor's Assistant_ waiting for the recurrence of the fatal words,

'Seven times nine.' Day after day she could get no farther; but as soon

as she came to 'Seven times nine,' I was turned off the book, which had

to be consulted for the answer.

At last, one day she came running into the room in great glee,

exclaiming, 'I have done the multiplication-table. I have said it quite

right, sixty-three and all. I made no mistake even in dodging. And _you_

helped me, my darling Lady Seraphina. I never could have learned it

perfect if you had not heard me say it so often. And now, look at your

rewards. Margaret has made you a bonnet, and Willy has made you an

arm-chair.'

Beautiful, indeed, was the bonnet, and commodious the arm-chair; and I

wore the one and reclined in the other all the time Rose was learning

the French auxiliary verbs _être_ and _avoir_. I flattered myself I was

of as much use in them as in the multiplication-table; but I do not

recollect receiving any particular recompense. Indeed, after a little

time, it would have been difficult to know what to give me, for I

possessed every thing that a doll's heart could wish, or her head

imagine. Such a variety of elegant dresses as Rose made for me would

have been the envy of all my old friends in the bazaar. I had gowns of

pink satin and white satin; blue silk and yellow silk; colored muslins

without number, and splendid white lace. Bonnets enough to furnish a

milliner's shop were mine; but I was not so partial to them as to my

gowns, because they tumbled my hair.

I believe a good many of my possessions were presents from Margaret to

Rose on account of perfect lessons; but in course of time, I ceased to

superintend Rose's studies. Margaret said that I interrupted the course

of history; and the mama said that Rose was old enough to learn her

lessons without bringing her play into them, and that I must be put away

during school hours.

Though I did not think that the fault was altogether mine, I quite

acquiesced in the wisdom of this decree; for during Rose's last

reading-lesson she had stopped so often to ask me which I liked best,

Lycurgus or Solon, Pericles or Alcibiades, &c., that Margaret was almost

out of patience. And though I made no answer, and had really no choice

at all between the characters, I felt that I rather hindered business.

I was therefore now left to myself for several hours in the morning; but

I found ample and pleasant employment in surveying the comforts and

beauties of my habitation. For I was not forced to perform the part of

an insignificant pigmy in the vast abodes of the colossal race of man: I

possessed a beautiful little house proportioned to my size, pleasantly

situated on a table in the furthest corner of the schoolroom, and

commanding an extensive view of the whole apartment.

I must describe my house at full length. It had been originally, as I

heard, a mere rough packing-case; but what of that? The best brick house

in London was once but clay in the fields; and my packing-case was now

painted outside and papered inside, and fitted up in a manner every way

suitable for the occupation of a doll of distinction.

My drawing-room was charming; light and cheerful, the walls papered with

white and gold, and the floor covered with a drab carpet worked with

flowers of every hue. Rose worked the carpet herself under the

directions of Margaret, who prevailed on her to learn worsted-work for

my sake. So there, again, how useful I was! From the ceiling hung a

brilliant glass chandelier, a birthday present from Edward to Rose; and

the mantel-piece was adorned by a splendid mirror cut out of a broken

looking-glass by Willy, and framed by his hands. I cannot say that Willy

ever seemed to care for me personally, but he took considerable interest

in my upholstery, and much of my handsomest furniture was manufactured

by him. He made my dining-room and drawing-room tables; the frames of my

chairs, which were covered with silk by Margaret; my sofa, and my

four-post bedstead; and it was he who painted the floor-cloth in my

hall, and the capital picture of the Queen and Prince Albert which hung

over the dining-room chimney-piece. I had a snug bed-room, containing a

bed with pink curtains, a toilette-table, with a handsome looking-glass,

pincushion, and rather large brush and comb; a washing-stand,

towel-horse, chest of drawers, and wardrobe. But the last two, I must

confess, were rather for show than for use. They were French-polished,

and in appearance convenient as well as handsome, but in reality too

small to hold my clothes. A few minor articles of dress were kept in

them; but the mass of my gorgeous attire was always in larger boxes and

trunks belonging to my mistress; her work-box, for instance, and at one

time her desk; but her mama turned all my gowns out of the latter when

she banished me from the lessons, and desired that, for the future, only

writing materials should be kept in it. 'Every thing in its proper

place, Rose,' I heard her say. 'You have plenty of little boxes for

doll's clothes; and your doll ought to teach you to be more tidy instead

of less so.'

My dining-room was well adapted for all the purposes of hospitality,

being furnished with a substantial dining-table, chairs, and a

sideboard, on which there always stood two trays, one filled with

decanters and wine-glasses, and the other with knives and forks.

My kitchen was resplendent with saucepans, kettles, pots and pans, and

plates and dishes, ranged upon the dresser, or hung from the walls. A

joint of meat was always roasting before the fire, and a cook of my own

race appeared to spend her life in basting it, for I never failed to

find her thus employed when Rose was so kind as to take me into my

kitchen. There was also a footman, who sat for ever in the hall; and I

was inclined to consider him rather wanting in respect, till I

discovered that, owing to a broken leg, he was unable to stand. I did

not quite comprehend the use of my servants, as Rose herself did all the

work of my house; but she said they were indispensable, and that if it

were not for want of room, I should have a great many more.

Besides all these arrangements for my comfort in-doors, I possessed a

beautiful open phaeton, emblazoned with the royal arms of England, and

drawn by four piebald horses with long tails, so spirited that they

never left off prancing. Every day, after school-time, Rose brought

this equipage to my door; and the four horses stood with their eight

front feet in the air while I was dressed for my drive. Then, attired in

my last new bonnet and cloak, I sat in state in my carriage, and was

drawn round and round the room by Rose, till she said I was tired. She

made many attempts to persuade the lame footman to stand on the

footboard behind, but she never could manage it. He was a very helpless

creature; and I am not quite certain that he even did his best, little

as that might be. The first time Rose set him up behind the carriage, he

tumbled head over heels into the middle of it, and stood there on his

head till she picked him out again. Then he fell off behind, then on one

side, and then on the other, till she was quite tired of his foolish

tricks, and left him to sit quietly and stupidly in his old place in the

hall.

I lived in great comfort in my pleasant house, and being of a cheerful,

contented temper, never felt lonely, although left to myself during

great part of the day; for Rose was very obedient to her Mama's orders,

and even if now and then tempted to forget the regulation herself, Willy

was always at hand to remind her, and help to fix her attention on her

business. But when it was all over, she flew to me with redoubled

pleasure.

One day she said to me, 'My dear Seraphina, I am afraid you must be very

dull, alone all the morning.' I longed to assure her of the contrary;

but not having the gift of speech, I could only listen submissively

while she continued: 'It is a pity that you should sit doing nothing and

wasting your time; so I have brought you some books, which you are to

read while I am at my lessons; and I shall expect you to learn just as

much as I do.'

So saying, she seated me on my sofa, and placing a table with the books

before me, 'Look,' continued she, 'I have made them for you myself, and

covered them with these pretty red and green papers. This is your

English History, and this is your French Grammar; and here is a

Geography Book, and here is a History of Rome. Now read attentively, and

do not let your thoughts wander; and be very careful not to dogs-ear the

leaves: that always looks like a dunce. And mind you sit upright,' added

she, looking back, as she left the room in obedience to a summons from

her sister.

I obeyed to the best of my power. To be sure, I did not know which was

geography and which was grammar; and English and Roman history were both

alike to me. But I did as I was bid. I sat upright in the place

appointed me, staring as hard as I could at the open pages; and my worst

enemy could not accuse me of dogs-earing a single leaf.

When my mistress returned, she pleased me much by calling me a very good

girl, and saying that if I continued to take so much pains, I could not

fail to improve. On hearing this, Willy laughed, and said he hoped that

that was a duplicate of Margaret's last speech; and Rose looked very

happy, and answered that not only Margaret, but Mama had said the same.

This was not my only duplicate of Rose's adventures. My education

appeared to be conducted precisely on the same plan as her own. Before

long, she brought a little pianoforte and set it up in my drawing-room.

I thought it rather hid the pretty paper, but it was a handsome piece of

furniture.

'Now, Lady Seraphina,' said Rose, 'I am obliged to practise for an hour

every day, and you must do the same. See what a pretty piano I have

given you. You need not mind its being meant for a housewife and

pincushion; the notes are marked, and that is all you want. Now practise

your scales, and be very careful to play right notes and count your

time.'

I sat at my piano with all due diligence, but I am sorry to say that my

progress did not seem satisfactory. One day Rose said that she was sure

I had forgotten to count; and another day, that I hurried the easy bars

and slackened the difficult ones; then she accused me of not caring

whether I played right notes or wrong, and torturing her ear by my false

chords; then I banged the notes till I broke the strings: in short,

there was no end to her complaints, till at last she wound them all up

by declaring that both she and I hated music, and that if Mama and

Margaret would take her advice, we should both leave it off.

But still I practised regularly, and so, I suppose, did Rose; and

gradually her reproaches diminished, and she grew more contented with

me; and we both persevered, till she said that really, after all, I

seemed to have a good ear, and to be likely to make a very respectable

player.

'But you know it all depends upon yourself, Seraphina; your present

improvement is the result of pains and practice. Pains and practice will

do any thing.'

It was fortunate for me that I had so careful a superintendent as Rose;

for unless she had kept a constant watch over me, there is no saying

how many awkward habits I might unconsciously have contracted. But she

cured me of poking my head forward, of standing on one leg, of tilting

my chair, of meddling with things that were not my own, of leaning

against the furniture while I was speaking, of putting my elbows on the

table, of biting my nails, of spilling my tea, and of making crumbs on

the floor.

I cannot say I was myself aware either of the faults or their cure; but

I think one seldom does notice one's own faults, and therefore it is a

great advantage to have kind friends who will point them out to us. I

believed Rose when she told me of mine; so I had a right to believe her

when she gave me the agreeable assurance of their cure, and to indulge

the hope that I was becoming a pleasing, well-bred little doll.

On one mortifying occasion, however, I must own that Rose's anxiety for

my always following in her steps was the cause of a serious injury to

me. She remarked that I had got into a horrid way of kicking off my

shoes while I was learning my poetry; and she thought the best cure

would be to make me wear sandals. I observed that she was sewing sandals

to her own shoes at the time, and she consulted Willy about some means

of doing the same by mine. Willy held me head downwards, and examined my

feet. My shoes were painted, therefore sewing was out of the question.

He advised glue. This was tried, but it came through the thin narrow

ribbon of which my sandals were to be made, and looked very dirty. They

were taken off; but the operation had spoilt the delicacy of my white

stockings, and Rose said it was impossible to let me go such an untidy

figure; we must try some other way. She asked Willy to lend her a

gimlet, that she might bore holes at the sides of my feet, and glue the

ribbon into them, so as not to show the glue. Willy said she was welcome

to the gimlet, but that he advised her to leave it alone, for that she

would only break my feet. But Rose would not be dissuaded, and began

boring.

It was on this occasion that I most peculiarly felt the advantage of

that insensibility to pain which distinguishes my race. What mortal

could have borne such an infliction without struggling and screaming? I,

on the contrary, took it all in good part, and showed no signs of

feeling even at the fatal moment when my foot snapped in two, and Rose,

with a face of utter dismay, held up my own toes before my eyes.

'Oh, my poor Seraphina!' she exclaimed, 'what shall we do?'

'Glue it on again,' said Willy. 'You had better have taken my advice at

first, but now you must make the best of it. Glue is your only friend.'

So Rose glued the halves of my foot together, lamenting over me, and

blaming herself so much all the time, that it seemed rather a comfort to

her when Margaret, coming into the room, agreed with her that she had

been foolish and awkward. Margaret said that ribbon might have been tied

over my feet from the first, without using glue or gimlet either; and

Rose called herself more stupid than ever, for not having thought of

such an easy contrivance.

My foot was glued, and for the purpose of standing, answered as well as

ever; and Rose sewed me up in a pair of blue silk boots, and declared

that I was prettier than before; and my misfortune was soon forgotten by

every body but myself. I, however, could not but feel a misgiving that

this was the first warning of my share in the invariable fate of my

race. For I had already lived long enough to be aware that the existence

of a doll, like that of every thing else, has its limits. Either by

sudden accidents, such as loss of limbs, or by the daily wear and tear

of life, decay gradually makes its progress in us, and we fade away as

surely as the most delicate of the fragile race of mortals.

Though the fracture of my foot was my own first misfortune, I had had

opportunities of remarking the casualties to which dolls are liable. For

it is not to be supposed that our devotion to human beings precludes us

from cultivating the society of our own species. Dolls will be dolls;

and they have a natural sympathy with each other, notwithstanding the

companionship of the race of man. Most little girls are aware of this

fact, and provide suitable society for their dolls. I myself had a large

circle of silent acquaintances, to whom I was introduced by Rose's

kindness and consideration. When other little girls came to drink tea

with her, they often brought their dolls to spend the evening with me;

and among them I had more than once the pleasure of recognising an old

friend from the bazaar.

Then I was in my glory. There was a constant supply of provisions in my

larder; and at a moment's notice Rose would produce an excellent dinner,

all ready cooked, and dished in a beautiful little china dinner-service.

Willy compared her to the genius of Aladdin's lamp; and though I did not

know what that might mean, I quite understood the advantage of being

able to set such a banquet before my friends. I could always command

salmon, a pair of soles, a leg of mutton, a leg of pork, a turkey, a

pair of boiled fowls, a ham, a sucking pig, a hare, a loaf of bread, a

fine Cheshire cheese, several pies, and a great variety of fruit, which

was always ripe and in season, winter or summer. Rose's papa once

observed that his hothouse produced none so fine; for the currants were

as large as apples, and two cherries filled a dish.

Rose and her companions performed the active duties of waiting at table

on these occasions; but the lame footman was generally brought out of

the hall, and propped up against the sideboard, where he stood looking

respectable but awkward.

At these pleasant parties I saw a great range of characters, for Rose's

young visitors were various in their tastes, and their dolls used to be

dressed in every known costume. Besides plenty of pretty English

damsels, I was introduced now to a Turkish sultana, now to a Swiss

peasant; one day to a captain in the British army, another day to an

Indian rajah. One young lady liked to make her dolls personate

celebrated characters; and when she visited us, most distinguished

guests graced my table. I have had the honor of receiving the Queen and

Prince Albert themselves; the Duke of Wellington, Sir Walter Scott, and

Miss Edgeworth, have all dined with me on the same day, and Robinson

Crusoe came in the evening.

But it was at these social meetings that I became most fully aware of

the liability of dolls to loss of limbs. I never remember giving a party

at which the guests could boast of possessing all their legs and arms.

Many an ingenious contrivance hid or supplied the deficiencies, and we

were happy in spite of our losses; still, such was the case: and I saw

that dolls, however beloved and respected, could not last for ever.

For some time after my accident I had no particular adventures. I lived

in peace and plenty, and amused myself with watching the family. They

were all amiable and easy to understand, except Geoffrey; but he was a

complete puzzle to me, and it was long before I could make out why he

was so different from the rest.

The others all seemed to like to help and please one another, but

Geoffrey never seemed happy unless he was making himself disagreeable.

If Willy was interested in a book, he was obliged to sit upon the second

volume, or Geoffrey would be sure to run away with it. If Edward was in

a hurry to go out, Geoffrey would hide his cap, and keep him a quarter

of an hour hunting for it. The girls dared not leave their worsted-work

within his reach for a moment; for he would unravel the canvass, or chop

up the wool, or go on with the work after a pattern of his own

composing, so that they would be obliged to spend half an hour in

unpicking his cobbling.

Margaret remonstrated with him in private, and made excuses for him in

public, and did her best to prevent his tiresome tricks from annoying

Willy; Edward tried rougher means of keeping him in order, which

sometimes succeeded; but still he could find plenty of opportunities of

being a torment: people always can when such is their taste.

One day Margaret was keeping Willy company, while the rest of the party

were gone to the Zoological Gardens. She had brought a drawing to

finish, as he liked to see her draw, and was sometimes useful in

suggesting improvements. But while they were thus employed, Margaret was

summoned to some visitors, and went away, saying that her drawing would

just have time to dry before she returned.

But unfortunately, during her absence, Geoffrey came home. He had grown

tired of the Gardens, which he had seen very often, and rather hungry,

as he generally was; so after amusing himself by eating the cakes he had

bought for the bear, he had nothing more to do, and tried to persuade

his cousins to be tired also. But Edward was making himself agreeable to

the monkeys, Rose was cultivating the friendship of the elephant, and

their Papa and Mama were waiting to see the hippopotamus bathe; so that

Geoffrey's proposals of leaving the Gardens were scouted, and he could

only obtain leave from his uncle to go home by himself.

He entered the room, as usual, with his mouth full, having spent his

last penny in a piece of cocoanut as he came along the streets. While

the cocoanut lasted, he was employed to his satisfaction; but when that

was finished, he was again at a loss for something to do. He tried

walking round the room on one leg, working heel and toe, and that

succeeded very well, and did no harm till he unluckily came to the

drawing-table, when he immediately brought himself to a stand on both

feet.

'Hallo!' cried he, 'here's a daub! Is this your splendid performance,

Will?'

'No,' replied Willy, 'it is Margaret's; and mind you don't touch it by

accident, because it is wet.'

'Touch it by accident!' exclaimed Geoffrey; 'I am going to touch it on

purpose. I wonder Margaret is not ashamed to do it so badly. I'll

improve it for her. How kind of me!'

Poor Willy, in dismay, tried to secure the drawing, but he could not

move from his sofa, and Geoffrey danced round him, holding it at

arm's-length. Then Willy caught at the bell-rope, but his mischievous

cousin snatched it quicker, and tied it up out of his reach. Willy

called all the servants as loud as he could, but no one was within

hearing; and he threw himself back on his sofa, in despair, exclaiming,

'How can you be so ill-natured, when Margaret is always so kind to you?'

'Ill-natured!' answered the other; 'I'm doing her a favor. She admired

the moonlight in the Diorama; now I shall make just such a moon in her

drawing.' And while he spoke, a great yellow moon, like a guinea, rose

in the midst of poor Margaret's brilliant sunset.

'That's the thing,' said Geoffrey; 'and now I shall put the cow jumping

over it, and the little dog laughing to see such sport. Some figures

always improve the foreground.'

'Oh, you have quite spoilt it!' cried Willy. 'How I wish I could stop

you! I cannot imagine how you can like to be so mischievous and

disagreeable. Oh, if Margaret would but come back.'

At last Margaret came, and the troublesome Geoffrey expected great

amusement from her displeasure; but he was disappointed. Margaret was

one of those generous people who never resent an injury done to

themselves. If Geoffrey had spoilt any body else's drawing, she would

have been the first to punish him; but now she was much more vexed at

Willy's distress than at the destruction of her own work, and instead of

scolding Geoffrey, she gave herself up to consoling Willy. She assured

him that there was no great harm done. She said the drawing was good for

very little, and that she would copy it and improve it so much that he

should be quite glad of the disaster; and she made a present of the

spoilt drawing to Geoffrey, telling him she was sure he would one day

be ashamed of so foolish a performance, but that meanwhile he might keep

it as a specimen of his taste. He had not the manners to apologize, but

he looked very silly and crest-fallen, and left the room in silence,

with the drawing in his hand.

When he was gone, Willy exclaimed, 'If it were not for losing Edward, I

should wish the holidays were over; Geoffrey is so disagreeable.'

'He is very thoughtless,' Margaret replied; 'but we must not be too hard

upon him. Let us recollect that he has no parents to teach him better,

nor brothers and sisters to call forth his consideration for others.

Poor Geoffrey has had neither example nor precept till now. But now Papa

and Mama give him good precepts; and if we try to set him good examples,

perhaps we may help him to improve.'

'Well, I'll hope for the best, and do what I can,' said Willy.

'Certainly he has some good qualities. He is as brave as a lion; and he

is good-natured about giving away his own things, though he is so

mischievous with other people's.'

'And he is clever in his way, notwithstanding his idleness,' added

Margaret. 'Those foolish figures that he put into my drawing were

uncommonly well done, though they were provoking to us.'

'You are the best girl in the world,' said Willy; 'and if you think

Geoffrey will improve, I'll think so too; but you must own there is room

for it.'

Perhaps Geoffrey did improve, but it seemed slow work, faults being more

easily acquired than cured; and for a long time I could perceive no

difference in him. Indeed, as his next piece of mischief concerned

myself, I thought him worse than ever.

I have often wondered at the extreme dislike which boys have to dolls. I

was the most inoffensive creature possible, giving myself no airs, and

interfering with nobody; yet even the gentle Willy was indifferent to

me. Edward, though he protected Rose in her patronage of me, despised

me thoroughly himself; and Geoffrey never lost an opportunity of

expressing his mortal hatred to me. I shrunk from Edward's contemptuous

notice, but I was not at all afraid of him, well knowing that neither he

nor Willy would hurt a hair of my head; but whenever Geoffrey came into

the room, terror seized my mind. He never passed my house without making

all kinds of ugly faces at me; and I felt instinctively that nothing but

the presence of the other boys restrained him from doing me any harm in

his power.

I had hitherto never been alone with him, but at last the fatal moment

arrived. One fine afternoon, Willy went out for a drive in his

wheel-chair, Edward insisting upon drawing it himself, and the two girls

walking on each side. Geoffrey accompanied them, intending to walk with

them part of the way, and to go on by himself when he was tired of the

slow pace of the chair. All seemed safe, and I hoped to enjoy a few

hours of uninterrupted leisure. I always liked having my time to

myself; and as Rose had set me no lessons, I reposed comfortably in my

arm-chair by a blazing fire of black and red cloth, from the glare of

which I was sheltered by a screen. My dog sat at my side, my cat lay at

my feet, and I was as happy as a doll could be.

Suddenly the silence was broken by a sound as of a turkey gabbling in

the hall; presently this changed to a duck quacking on the stairs; then

a cock crew on the landing-place, and a goose hissed close to the

schoolroom door. I guessed but too well what these ominous sounds

portended, and my heart sunk within me as the door burst open, and my

dreaded enemy banged into the room.

'Why, they are not come home yet!' exclaimed he; 'so my talents have

been wasted. I meant to have made them bid me not make every different

noise. When they said, "Don't hiss," I would have crowed; and when they

said, "Don't crow," I would have quacked, or barked, or bellowed, or

mewed, till I had gone through all the noises I know. Now I have

nothing to do.'

He walked to the window and looked out.

'What a stupid street it is!' said he. 'If my uncle had not taken away

my squirt, I would squirt at the people.'

Then he yawned, and sauntered to the bookcase. 'What stupid books! I

wonder any body can write them. I wish Edward had left his tools out; I

should like to plane the top of the shelf. How stupid it is having

nothing to do!'

As he spoke, I shuddered to see him approaching my end of the room. He

came nearer; he made a full stop in front of me, and looked me in the

face.

'You stupid, ugly thing,' he exclaimed, 'don't stare so. I hate to have

a doll's eyes goggling at me.'

Gladly would I have withdrawn my eyes, if possible. But they had been

painted wide open, and what could I do? I never was so ashamed of them

in my life; but I had no control over them, so I stared on, and he grew

more indignant.

'If you don't leave off,' he cried, 'I'll poke out your eyes, as I did

those of the ugly picture in my room. I won't be stared at.'

I longed for the gift of speech to represent to him, that if he would

but leave off looking at me, I should give him no offence; but alas, I

was silent, and could only stare as hard as ever.

'Oh, you will, will you?' said he 'then I know what I'll do: I'll hang

you.'

In vain I hoped for the return of the rest of the party. I listened

anxiously for every sound, but no friendly step or voice was near, and I

was completely in his power.

He began rummaging his pockets, grinning and making faces at me all the

time. Presently he drew forth a long piece of string, extremely dirty,

looking as if it had been trailed in the mud.

'Now for it,' he exclaimed; 'now you shall receive the reward of all

your stupidity and affectation. I do think dolls are the most affected

creatures on the face of the earth.'

He laid hold of me by my head, pushing my wig on one side. Alas for my

beautiful hair, it was disarranged for ever! But that was a trifle

compared with what followed. He tied one end of his muddy string round

my neck, drawing it so tight that I foresaw I should be marked for life,

and hung the other end to a nail in the wall.

There I dangled, while he laughed and quizzed me, adding insult to

injury. He twisted the string as tight as possible, and then let it

whirl round and round till it was all untwisted again. I banged against

the wall as I spun like a top, and wished that I could sleep like a top

too. But I was wide awake to my misfortunes; and each interval of

stillness, when the string was untwisted, only enhanced them, by showing

in painful contrast the happy home whence I had been torn. For I was

hung on the wall directly opposite my own house; and from my wretched

nail I could distinguish every room in it. Between my twirls I saw my

pretty drawing-room, with its comfortable arm-chair now vacant; and my

convenient kitchen, with my respectable cook peacefully basting her

perpetual mutton; I envied even my lame footman quietly seated in his

chimney-corner, and felt that I had never truly valued the advantages of

my home till now. Would they ever be restored to me? Should I once again

be under the protection of my kind and gentle mistress, or was I

Geoffrey's slave for ever?

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These melancholy thoughts were interrupted by a step on the stairs.

'Hallo!' cried Geoffrey, 'who would have thought of their coming home

just now?' and he was going to lift me down from my nail; but when the

door opened, the housemaid came in alone, and he changed his mind.

'Why, Master Geoffrey,' said she, 'what are you doing here all alone?

Some mischief, I'll be bound.'

'Bow, wow, wow,' answered he, dancing and playing all sorts of antics to

prevent her seeing me.

'Come,' said she, 'those tricks won't go down with me. The more lively

you are, the more I know you've been after something you ought to have

let alone.'

'Hee haw, hee haw,' said Geoffrey, twitching her gown, and braying like

a donkey.

'Well, you're speaking in your own voice at last,' said she, laughing.

'But let go of my gown, if you please; you are big enough to walk by

yourself, and I want to set the room to rights. There's some young

ladies coming to tea with Miss Rose.'

She bustled about, dusting and putting every thing in order, and talking

all the time, partly to Geoffrey and partly to herself, about the blacks

that came in at the windows, and made a place want dusting a dozen times

a day, when her eye fell on my unfortunate figure, which my persecutor

had just set swinging like the pendulum of a clock. I was a deplorable

object. He had forced me into the most awkward attitude he could invent.

My arms were turned round in their sockets, one stretched towards the

ceiling, the other at full length on one side. I was forced to kick one

leg out in front, and the other behind; and my knees were bent up the

wrong way. My wig had fallen off altogether from my head, and was now

perched upon my toe. I was still swinging, when Sarah caught sight of

me. She looked at me for a moment, and then turned round, opening her

eyes at Geoffrey much wider than I had ever done.

'Why, you audacious, aggravating boy!' she exclaimed, making a dash at

him with her duster; but he ran away laughing, and she was obliged to

finish her speech to herself.

'To think of his being so mischievous and ill-natured! What will poor

Miss Rose say! To be sure, there is nothing boys won't do; their equals

for perverseness don't walk the earth. Though I ought not to speak

against them, while there's Master William and Master Edward to

contradict me. They are boys, to be sure; but as for that Geoffrey!' And

here she shook her head in silence, as if Geoffrey's delinquencies were

beyond the power of words to express.

She then released me; and after restoring my limbs to their proper

position, and smoothing my discomposed dress, she laid me gently on my

bed, and placed my wig on my pillow beside me, with many kind

expressions of pity and good-will.

Repose was indeed needful after so agitating an adventure; and I was

glad to be left quiet till the young people came in from their walk. I

composed my ruffled spirits as well as I could; but I found it

impossible not to be nervous at the idea of Rose's first seeing me in

such a plight, and I anxiously awaited her return. They came in at last,

Rose, Willy, and Margaret; and after establishing Willy on his sofa,

Rose's next care was to visit me. 'O Willy! O Margaret!' she exclaimed,

and burst into tears.

'What is the matter, my darling?' asked Margaret.

Rose could not answer; but Sarah was there to tell the story, and do

ample justice to my wrongs. Yet I could not help observing, in the midst

of all her indignation, the difference of her manner towards her

present hearers and towards Geoffrey. She never seemed on familiar terms

with Willy, much less with Margaret or Rose. She neither cut jokes nor

used rough language to them, but treated them with the respect due to

her master's children; though, as I well knew, she was extremely fond of

them, and disliked Geoffrey, in spite of her familiarity with him.

I saw Geoffrey no more that day. Rose's young friends soon arrived, and

consoled both her and me by their kind sympathy and attentions. One made

an elegant cap to supply the loss of my wig; another strung a blue

necklace to hide the black mark round my throat; Rose herself put me to

bed, and placed a table by my bedside covered with teacups, each, she

told me, containing a different medicine; and the young lady who had

once brought Miss Edgeworth to dine with me, charged me to lie still and

read 'Rosamond' till I was quite recovered.

Next morning, as I lay contentedly performing my new part of an invalid,

I heard a confidential conversation between Margaret and Geoffrey, in

which I was interested.

They were alone together, and she was taking the opportunity to

remonstrate with him on his unkind treatment of me.

'What was the harm?' said Geoffrey. 'A doll is nothing but wood or bran,

or some stupid stuff; it can't feel.'

'Of course,' answered Margaret, 'we all know _that_. It is wasteful and

mischievous to spoil a pretty toy; but I am not speaking now so much for

the sake of the doll as of Rose. Rose is not made of any stupid stuff;

_she_ can feel. And what is more, she can feel for other people as well

as herself. She would never play you such an ill-natured trick.'

'I should not mind it if she did,' argued Geoffrey; 'I am not such a

baby.'

'You would not mind that particular thing,' answered Margaret, 'because

you do not care about dolls; but you would mind her interfering with

_your_ pleasures, or injuring your property. You would think it very

ill-natured, for instance, if she threw away that heap of nuts which

you have hoarded like a squirrel on your shelf of the closet.'

'Nuts are not nonsense like dolls,' said he. 'Besides, she may have as

many of mine as she likes. I tried to make her eat some yesterday.'

'Yes, and half choked her by poking them into her mouth, when she told

you she did not want them. She cares no more for nuts than you for

dolls. You would think it no kindness if she teazed you to nurse her

doll.'

'I should think not, indeed,' answered Geoffrey, indignant at the very

idea.

'Of course not. Kindness is not shown by forcing our own pleasures down

other people's throats, but by trying to promote theirs. That is really

doing as we would be done by.'

'But doing as we would be done by is one's _duty_,' said Geoffrey.

'I fear it is a duty of which you seldom think,' replied his cousin.

'Why, one can't be thinking of _duty_ in those kind of things,' answered

he.

'Why not?' asked Margaret.

'Because they are such trifles; duties are great things.'

'What sort of things do you consider to be duties?' Margaret inquired.

'Oh, such things as letting oneself be tortured, like Regulus; or

forgiving an enemy who has shot poisoned arrows at one, like Coeur de

Lion.'

'Well,' said Margaret smiling, 'such heroic duties as those do not seem

likely to fall in your way just now, perhaps they never may. Our

fellow-creatures are so kind to us, that we are seldom called upon to

fulfil any but small duties towards them, or what you would consider

such; for I cannot allow any duty to be small, especially that of doing

as we would be done by. If we do not fulfil that in trifles, we shall

probably never fulfil it at all. This is a serious thought, Geoffrey.'

Geoffrey looked up; and as he seemed inclined to listen, Margaret

continued talking to him kindly but gravely, bringing many things before

his mind as duties which he had hitherto considered to be matters of

indifference. But Margaret would not allow any thing to be a trifle in

which one person could give pain or pleasure, trouble or relief,

annoyance or comfort to another, or by which any one's own mind or

habits could be either injured or improved. She maintained that there

was a right and a wrong to every thing, and that right and wrong could

never be trifles, whether in great things or small. By degrees the

conversation turned upon matters far too solemn to be repeated by a mere

plaything like myself; but I thought, as I heard her, that it might be

better to be a poor wooden figure which could do neither right nor

wrong, than a human being who neglected his appointed duties.

Geoffrey said little, but he shook hands with Margaret when she had

finished speaking, and I noticed from that day forward a gradual

improvement in his conduct. Bad habits are not cured in a minute, and he

did not become all at once as gentle and considerate as Willy, nor as

kind and helpful as Edward; but he put himself in the right road, and

seemed in a fair way of overtaking them in due time. He at once left off

_active_ mischief; and if he could not avoid being occasionally

troublesome, he at any rate cured himself of teazing people on purpose.

And it was remarkable how many employments he found as soon as his mind

was disengaged from mischief. Instead of his dawdling about all the

morning calling things stupid, and saying he had nothing to do, all

manner of pleasant occupations seemed to start up in his path, as if

made to order for him, now that he had time to attend to them. When he

relinquished the pleasure of spoiling things, he acquired the far

greater pleasure of learning to make them. When Edward was no longer

afraid of trusting him with his tools, it was wonderful what a carpenter

he turned out. When Margaret could venture to leave drawing materials

within his reach, he began to draw capitally. Good-natured Margaret gave

him lessons, and said she would never wish for a better scholar. He

found it was twice the pleasure to walk or play with Edward when he was

thought an acquisition instead of a burden; and far more agreeable to

have Rose and Willy anxious for his company than wishing to get rid of

him. But the advantages were not confined to himself; the whole house

shared in them; for his perpetual small annoyances had made every body

uncomfortable, whereas now, by attention to what he used to look upon as

trifles, he found he had the power of contributing his part towards the

happiness of his fellow-creatures, which is no trifle.

On the last day of the holidays, the young people were all assembled in

the schoolroom till it was time for Edward and Geoffrey to start. While

Edward was arranging various matters with Willy, I heard Geoffrey

whisper to Margaret that he hoped she had forgiven him for spoiling that

drawing of hers. She seemed at first really not to know what he meant;

but when she recollected it, she answered with a smile, 'Oh, my dear

Geoffrey, I had forgiven and forgotten it long ago. Pray never think of

it again yourself.' Geoffrey next went up to Rose and put a little

parcel into her hands. On opening it, she found a box of very pretty

bonbons in the shape of various vegetables. When she admired them, he

seemed much pleased, and said that he had saved up his money to buy

them, in hopes she might like them for her dolls' feasts. Rose kissed

and thanked him, and said she only wished he could stay and help her and

her dolls to eat them. Every body took an affectionate leave of

Geoffrey, and Willy said he was very sorry to lose him, and should miss

him sadly.

Edward and Geoffrey returned to school, and I never saw Geoffrey again;

but a constant correspondence was kept up between him and his cousins,

and I often heard pleasant mention of his progress and improvement.

Time passed on; what length of time I cannot say, all seasons and their

change being alike to me; but school-days and holidays succeeded one

another, and our family grew older in appearance and habits. Rose

gradually spent less time with me, and more with her books and music,

till at last, though she still kept my house in order, she never

actually played with me, unless younger children came to visit her, and

_then_, indeed, I was as popular as ever. But on a little friend's one

day remarking that I had worn the same gown for a month, Rose answered

that she herself had the charge of her own clothes now, and that what

with keeping them in order, and doing fancy-work as presents for her

friends, she found no time to work for dolls.

By and by, her time for needlework was fully engaged in Geoffrey's

behalf. He was going to sea; and Rose was making purses, slippers,

portfolios, and every thing she could think of as likely to please him.

Perhaps _her_ most useful keepsake was a sailor's housewife; but many

nice things were sent him from every one of the family. I saw a trunk

full of presents packed and sent off. And when I recollected my first

acquaintance with him, I could not but marvel over the change that had

taken place, before books, drawing materials, and mathematical

instruments could have been chosen as the gifts best suited to his

taste.

Edward used to come home from school as merry and good-humored as ever,

and growing taller and stronger every holiday. Rose and Margaret were as

flourishing as he; but poor Willy grew weaker, and thinner, and paler.

Fresh springs and summers brought him no revival, but as they faded, he

seemed to fade with them. He read more than ever; and his sisters were

frequently occupied in reading and writing under his direction, for they

were anxious to help him in his pursuits. His Papa and Mama sometimes

said he studied too hard; and they used to sit with him, and try to

amuse him by conversation, when they wished to draw him from his books.

Doctors visited him, and prescribed many remedies; and his Mama gave him

all the medicines herself, and took care that every order was implicitly

obeyed. His father carried him up and down stairs, and waited upon him

as tenderly as even Margaret; but he grew no better with all their

care. He was always gentle and patient, but he appeared in less good

spirits than formerly. He seemed to enjoy going out in his wheel-chair

more than any thing; but one day he observed that the summer was fast

coming to an end, and that then he must shut himself up in his room, for

that he minded the cold more than he used.

'I wish we lived in a warmer country,' said Rose; 'perhaps then you

might get better.'

'I do not know about _living_,' replied Willy. 'England is the best

country to _live_ in; but I certainly should like to be out of the way

of the cold for this next winter.'

'Why do not you tell Papa so?' asked Rose.

'Because I know very well he would take me a journey directly, however

inconvenient it might be to him.'

Rose said nothing more just then, but she took the first opportunity of

telling her father what had passed; and he said he was very glad indeed

that she had let him know.

From that day forward something more than usual seemed in contemplation.

Papa, Mama, and Margaret were constantly consulting together, and

Edward, Rose, and Willy followed their example. As for me, nobody had

time to bestow a look or a thought upon me; but I made myself happy by

looking at and thinking of _them_.

One morning two doctors together paid Willy a long visit. After they

were gone, his Papa and Mama came into his room.

'Well, my boy,' his father exclaimed in an unusually cheerful tone, 'it

is quite settled now; Madeira is the place, and I hope you like the

plan.'

'Oh, Papa,' said Willy, 'is it really worth while?'

'Of course it is worth while, a hundred times over,' replied his father;

'and we will be off in the first ship.'

'The doctors strongly advise it, and we have all great hopes from it, my

dear Willy,' said his mother.

'Then so have I,' said Willy; 'and, indeed, I like it extremely, and I

am very grateful to you. The only thing I mind is, that you and my

father should have to leave home and make a long sea voyage, when you

do not like travelling, and Papa has so much to keep him in England.'

'Oh, never mind me,' said his mother; 'I shall like nothing so well as

travelling, if it does you good.'

'And never mind me,' said his father; 'there is nothing of so much

consequence to keep me in England, as your health to take me out of it.'

'Besides, my dear child,' said his mother, 'as the change of climate is

so strongly recommended for you, it becomes a duty as well as a pleasure

to try it.'

'So make your mind easy, my boy,' added his father; 'and I will go and

take our passage for Madeira.'

The father left the room, and the mother remained conversing with her

sick child, whose spirits were unusually excited. I scarcely knew him

again. He was generally slow and quiet, and rather desponding about

himself; but he now thought he should certainly get well, and was so

eager and anxious to start without delay, that his mother had some

difficulty in reconciling him to the idea that no ship would sail till

next month. She also took great pains to impress upon him the duty of

resignation, in case the attempt should fail, after all, in restoring

his health; and she finally left him, not less hopeful, but more calm

and contented with whatever might befall him.

And now began the preparations for the voyage. There was no time to

spare, considering all that had to be done. Every body was at work; and

though poor Willy himself could not do much to help, he thought of

nothing else. His common books and drawings were changed for maps and

voyages; the track to Madeira was looked up by him and Rose every day,

and sometimes two or three times in the day, and every book consulted

that contained the least reference to the Madeira Isles.

Edward was an indefatigable packer. He was not to be one of the

travellers, as his father did not choose to interrupt his

school-education; but no one was more active than he in forwarding the

preparations for the voyage, and no one more sanguine about its

results.

'We shall have Willy back,' he would say, 'turned into a fine strong

fellow, as good a cricketer as Geoffrey or I, and a better scholar than

either of us.'

Margaret and Rose were to go; and Rose's young friends all came to take

leave of her, and talk over the plan, and find Madeira in the map, and

look at views of the island, which had been given to Willy. And a

sailor-friend, who had been all over the world, used to come and

describe Madeira as one of the most beautiful of all the beautiful

places he had visited, and tell of its blue sea, fresh and bright,

without storms; its high mountains, neither barren nor bleak; and its

climate, so warm and soft, that Willy might sit out all day in the

beautiful gardens under hedges of fragrant geraniums. And when Willy

talked of enjoying the gardens while his stronger sisters were climbing

the hills, there was more to be told of cradles borne upon men's

shoulders, in which Willy could be carried to the top of the highest

hills as easily as his sisters on their mountain ponies. And now the

packing was all finished, and the luggage sent on board, and every body

was anxious to follow it; for the ship was reported as quite

comfortable, and the house was decidedly the reverse. Margaret and her

father had been on board to arrange the cabins, accompanied by their

sailor-friend, who professed to know how to fit up a berth better than

any body. He had caused all the furniture to be fastened, or, as he

called it, _cleated_ to the floor, that it might not roll about in rough

weather. The books were secured in the shelves by bars, and swinging

tables hung from the ceilings. Willy's couch was in the most airy and

convenient place at the stern cabin window, and there was an easy chair

for him when he should be able to come out on deck. The ship was said to

be in perfect order, whereas the house was in the utmost confusion and

desolation: the carpets rolled up, the pictures taken down, the mirrors

covered with muslin, the furniture and bookcases with canvass; not a

vestige left of former habits and occupations, except me and my little

mansion. But in the midst of all the bustle, I was as calm and collected

as if nothing had happened. I sat quietly in my arm-chair, staring

composedly at all that went on, contented and happy, though apparently

forgotten by every body. Indeed, such was my placid, patient

disposition, that I do not believe I should have uttered a sound or

moved a muscle if the whole of London had fallen about my little ears.

I did certainly sometimes wish to know what was to become of me, and at

last that information was given me.

The night before they sailed, Rose busied herself with Sarah in packing

up my house and furniture, which were to be sent to a little girl who

had long considered it her greatest treat to play with them. But Rose

did not pack me up with my goods and chattels.

'My poor old Seraphina,' said she, as she removed me from my arm-chair,

'you and I have passed many a happy day together, and I do not like to

throw you away as mere rubbish; but the new mistress of your house has

already more dolls than she knows what to do with. You are no great

beauty now, but I wish I knew any child who would care for you.'

'If you please to give her to me, Miss Rose,' said Sarah, 'my little

niece, that your Mama is so kind as to put to school, would thank you

kindly, and think her the greatest of beauties.'

'Oh, then, take her by all means, Sarah,' replied Rose; 'and here is a

little trunk to keep her clothes in. I remember I used to be very fond

of that trunk; so I dare say your little Susan will like it, though it

is not quite new.'

'That she will, and many thanks to you, Miss. Susan will be as delighted

with it now, as you were a year or two ago.'

So they wrapped me up in paper, and Rose having given me a farewell

kiss, which I would have returned if I could, Sarah put me and my trunk

both into her great pocket; and on the same day that my old friends

embarked for their distant voyage, I was carried to my new home.