CHAPTER VIII. GROWING DARKER

IT was late at night when Calvert left the villa, but, instead of rowing

directly back to the little inn, he left his boat to drift slowly in

the scarce perceptible current of the lake, and wrapping himself in his

cloak, lay down to muse or to sleep.

It was just as day broke that he awoke, and saw that he had drifted

within a few yards of his quarters, and in a moment after he was on

shore.

As he gained his room, he found a letter for him in Loyd’s hand. It ran

thus:

“I waited up all night to see you before I started, for I

have been suddenly summoned home by family circumstances. I

was loth to part in an angry spirit, or even in coldness,

with one in whose companionship I have passed so many happy

hours, and for whom I feel, notwithstanding what has passed

between us, a sincere interest. I wanted to speak to you of

much which I cannot write--that is to say, I would have

endeavoured to gain a hearing for what I dare not venture to

set down in the deliberate calm of a letter. When I own that

it was of yourself, your temper, your habits, your nature,

in short, that I wished to have spoken, you will, perhaps,

say that it was as well time was not given me for such

temerity. But bear in mind, Calvert, that though I am free

to admit all your superiority over myself, and never would

presume to compare my faculties or my abilities with yours--

though I know well there is not a single gift or grace in

which you are not my master, there is one point in which I

have an advantage over you--I had a mother! You, you have

often told me, never remember to have seen yours. To that

mother’s trainings I owe anything of good, however humble it

be, in my nature, and, though the soil in which the seed has

fallen be poor and barren, so much of fruit has it borne

that I at least respect the good which I do not practise,

and I reverence that virtue to which I am a rebel. The

lesson, above all others, that she instilled into we, was to

avoid the tone of a scoffer, to rescue myself from the cheap

distinction which is open to everyone who sets himself to

see only ridicule in what others respect, and to mock the

themes that others regard with reverence. I stop, for I am

afraid to weary you--I dread that, in your impatience, you

will throw this down and read no more--I will only say, and

I say it in all the sincerity of truth, that if you would

endeavour to be morally as great as what your faculties can

make you intellectually, there is no eminence you might not

attain, nor any you would not adorn.

“If our intimacy had not cooled down of late, from what

causes I am unable to tell, to a point in which the first

disagreement must be a breach between us, I would have told

you that I had formed an attachment to Florence Walter, and

obtained her aunt’s consent to our marriage; I mean, of

course, at some future which I cannot define, for I have my

way to make in the world, and, up to the present, have only

been a burden on others. We are engaged, however, and we

live on hope. Perhaps I presume too far on any interest you

could feel for me when I make you this communication. It

may be that you will say, ‘What is all this to me?’ At all

events, I have told you what, had I kept back, would have

seemed to myself an uncandid reservation. Deal with it how

you may.

“There is, however, another reason why I should tell you

this. If you were unaware of the relations which exist

between our friends and myself, you might unconsciously

speak of me in terms which this knowledge would, perhaps,

modify--at least, you would speak without the consciousness

that you were addressing unwilling hearers. You now know the

ties that bind us, and your words will have that

significance which you intend they should bear.

“Remember, and remember distinctly, I disclaim all

pretension, as I do all wish, to conciliate your favour as

regards this matter; first, because I believe I do not need

it; and secondly, that if I asked for, I should be unworthy

of it. I scarcely know how, after our last meeting, I stand

in your estimation, but I am ready to own that if you would

only suffer yourself to be half as good as your nature had

intended you and your faculties might make you, you would be

conferring a great honour on being the friend of yours

truly,

“Joseph Loyd.”

“What a cant these fellows acquire!” said Calvert as he read the letter

and threw it from him. “What mock humility! what downright and palpable

pretension to superiority through every line of it! The sum of it all

being, I can’t deny that you are cleverer, stronger, more active, and

more manly than me; but, somehow, I don’t exactly see why or, how, but

I’m your better! Well, I’ll write an answer to this one of these days,

and such an answer as I flatter myself he’ll not read aloud to the

company who sit round the fire at the vicarage. And so, Mademoiselle

Florence, this was your anxiety, and this the reason for all that

interest about our quarrel which I was silly enough to ascribe to a

feeling for myself. How invariably it is so! How certain it is that a

woman, the weakest, the least experienced, the most commonplace, is more

than a match in astuteness for a man, in a question where her affections

are concerned. The feminine nature has strange contradictions. They can

summon the courage of a tigress to defend their young, and the spirit

of a Machiavelli to protect a lover. She must have had some misgiving,

however, that, to prefer a fellow like this to me would be felt by me as

an outrage. And then the cunning stroke of implying that her sister was

not indisposed to listen to me. The perfidy of that!”

Several days after Loyd’s departure, Calvert was lounging near the lake,

when he jumped up, exclaiming, “Here comes the postman! I see he makes

a sign to me. What can this be about? Surely, my attached friend has not

written to me again. No, this is a hand that I do not recognise. Let us

see what it contains.” He opened and read as follows:

“Sir,--I have received your letter. None but a scoundrel

could have written it! As all prospect of connexion with

your family is now over, you cannot have a pretext for not

affording me such a satisfaction as, had you been a

gentleman in feeling as you are in station, it would never

have been necessary for me to demand from you. I leave this,

to-morrow, for the continent, and will be at Basle by Monday

next. I will remain there for a week at your orders, and

hope that there may be no difficulty to their speedy

fulfilment.

“I am, your obedient and faithful servant,

“Wentworth Gordon GRAHAM.”

“The style is better than yours, Master Loyd, just because it means

something. The man is in an honest passion and wants a fight The other

fellow was angry, and begged me not to notice it. And so, Sophy, I have

spoiled the wedding favours, and scattered the bridesmaids! What a heavy

lesson for an impertinent note. Poor thing! why did she trust herself

with a pen? Why did she not know that the most fatal of all bottles is

the ink bottle? Precious rage old Uncle Geoffrey must be in. I’d like

to have one peep at the general discomfiture--the deserted dinner-table,

and the empty drawing-room. They deserve it all! they banished _me_,

and much good have they got of it Well, Mr. Wentworth Gordon Graham

must have his wicked way. The only difficulty will be to find what is

so absurdly misnamed as a friend. I must have a friend; I’ll run up to

Milan and search the hotels: I’ll surely find some one who will like the

cheap heroism of seeing another man shot at. This is the season when

all the fellows who have no money for Baden come across the Alps. I’m

certain to chance upon one to suit me.”

Having despatched a short note, very politely worded to Mr. Graham, to

the post office, Basle, he ordered a carriage, and set out for Milan.

The city was in full festivity when he arrived, overjoyed at its

new-born independence, and proud of the presence of its king. The

streets were crowded with a holiday population, and from all the

balconies and windows hung costly tapestries, or gay coloured carpets,

Military music resounded on all sides, and so dense was the throng of

people and carriages, that Calvert could only proceed at a walking pace,

none feeling any especial care to make way for a dusty traveller, seated

in one of the commonest of country conveyances.

As he moved slowly and with difficulty forwards, he suddenly heard his

name called; he looked up, and saw a well known face, that of a brother

officer, who had left India on a sick leave along with himself.

“I say, old fellow!” cried Barnard, “this is your ground; draw into that

large gate to your right, and come up here.”

In a few seconds, Calvert, escorted by a waiter, was shown to his

friend’s apartment.

“I never dreamed of meeting you here, Calvert.”

“Nor I of finding you lodged so sumptuously,” said Calvert, as his

eyes ranged over the splendid room, whose massive hangings of silk,

and richly gilt ceiling, gave that air of a palace one so often sees in

Italian hotels.

“Luck, Sir, luck. I’m married, and got a pot of money with my wife.”

He dropped his voice to a whisper, while, with a gesture of his thumb

towards an adjoining room, he motioned his friend to be cautious.

“Who was she?”

“Nobody; that is, not anyone you ever heard of Stockport people,

called Reppingham. The father, a great railway contractor, vulgar old

dog--begun as a navvy--with one daughter, who is to inherit, they say,

a quarter of a million; but, up to this, we’ve only an allowance--two

thousand a year. The old fellow, however, lives with us--a horrible

nuisance.” This speech, given in short, abrupt whispers, was uttered

with many signs to indicate that the respected father-in-law was in the

vicinity. “Now, of yourself, what’s your news? What have you done last,

eh?”

“Nothing very remarkable. I have been vegetating on a lake in the north

of Italy, trying to live for five shillings a day, and spending three

more in brandy, to give me courage to do it.”

“But your leave is up; or perhaps you have got renewal?”

“No, my leave goes to the fifteenth of October.”

“Not a bit of it; we got our leave on the same day, passed the Board the

same day, and for exactly the same time. My leave expired on the tenth

of August. I’ll show you the paper; I have it here.”

“Do so. Let me see it.”

Barnard opened his desk, and quickly found the paper he sought for. It

was precisely as Barnard said. The Board of Calcutta had confirmed the

regimental recommendation, and granted a two-years’ leave, which ended

on the tenth of August.

“Never mind, man,” said Barnard; “get back to London as hard as you can,

furbish up some sick certificate to say that you were unable to quit

your bed--”

“That is not so easy as you imagine; I have a little affair in hand,

which may end in more publicity than I have any fancy for.” And he told

him of his approaching meeting with Graham, and asked him to be his

friend.

“What was the quarrel about?” asked Barnard.

“A jealousy; he was going to marry a little cousin I used to flirt with,

and we got to words about it. In fact, it is what Sir Lucius would call

a very pretty quarrel, and there’s nothing to be done but finish it.

You’ll stand by me, won’t you?”

“I don’t see how I can. Old Rep, our governor, never leaves me. I’m

obliged to report myself about four times a day.”

“But you know that can never go on. You needn’t be told by me that no

man can continue such a system of slavery, nor is there anything could

recompense it. You’ll have to teach her better one of these days;

begin at once. My being here gives you a pretext to begin. Start at

once--to-day. Just say, ‘I’ll have to show Calvert the lions; he’ll want

to hunt up galleries,’ and such-like.”

“Hush! here comes my wife. Fanny, let me present to you one of my oldest

friends, Calvert It’s a name you have often heard from me.”

The young lady--she was not more than twenty--was pleasing-looking and

well mannered. Indeed, Calvert was amazed to see her so unlike what he

expected; she was neither pretentious nor shy; and, had his friend not

gone into the question of pedigree, was there anything to mark a class

in life other than his own. While they talked together they were joined

by her father, who, however, more than realised the sketch drawn by

Barnard.

He was a morose, down-looking old fellow, with a furtive expression, and

a manner of distrust about him that showed itself in various ways. From

the first, though Calvert set vigorously to work to win his favour, he

looked with a sort of misgiving at him. He spoke very little, but in

that little there were no courtesies wasted; and when Barnard whispered,

“You had better ask him to dine with us, the invitation will come better

from you!” the reply was, “I won’t; do you hear that? I won’t.”

“But he’s an old brother-officer of mine, Sir; we served several years

together.”

“The worse company yours, then.”

“I say, Calvert,” cried Barnard, aloud, “I must give you a peep at our

gay doings here. I’ll take you a drive round the town, and out of the

Porta Orientale, and if we should not be back at dinner-time, Fanny--”

“We’ll dine without you, that’s all!” said the old man; while, taking

his daughter’s hand, he led her out of the room.

“I say, Bob, I’d not change with you, even for the difference,” said

Calvert.

“I never saw him so bad before,” said the other, sheepishly.

“Because you never tried him! Hitherto you have been a spaniel, getting

kicked and cuffed, and rather liking it; but, now that the sight of an

old friend has rallied you to a faint semblance of your former self,

you are shocked and horrified. You made a bad start, Bob; that was the

mistake. You ought to have begun by making him feel the immeasurable

distance there lay between him and a gentleman; not only in dress,

language, and behaviour, but in every sentiment and feeling. Having done

this, he would have tacitly submitted to ways that were not his own, by

conceding that they might be those of a class he had never belonged to.

You might, in short, have ruled him quietly and constitutionally. Now

you have nothing for it but one thing.”

“Which is--”

“A revolution! Yes, you must overthrow the whole government, and build

up another out of the smash. Begin to-day. We’ll dine together wherever

you like. We’ll go to the Scala if it’s open. We’ll sup--”

“But Fanny?”

“She’ll stand by her husband. Though, probably, she’ll have you ‘up’ for

a little private discipline afterwards. Come, don’t lose time. I want to

do my cathedral, and my gallery, and my other curiosities in one day,

for I have some matters to settle at Orto before I start for Basle. Have

they a club, a casino, or anything of the sort here, where they play?”

“There is a place they call the Gettone, but I’ve never been there but

once.”

“Well, we’ll finish there this evening; for I want to win a little

money, to pay my journey.”

“If I can help you--”

“No, no. Not to be thought of. I’ve got some fifty Naps by me--tame

elephants--that are sure to entrap others. You must come with me to

Basle, Bob. You can’t desert me in such a crisis,” said Calvert, as they

left the inn together.

“We’ll see. I’ll think over it. The difficulty will be--”

“The impossibility is worse than a difficulty; and that is what I shall

have to face if you abandon me. Why, only think of it for a moment

Here I am, jilted, out of the army--for I know I shall lose my

commission--without a guinea; you’d not surely wish me to say, without

a friend! If it were not that it would be so selfish, I’d say the step

will be the making of you. You’ll have that old bear so civilised on

your return, you’ll not know him.”

“Do you really think so?”

“I know it. He’ll see at once that you’ll not stand this sort of

bullying. That if you did, your friends would not stand it. We shan’t be

away above four days, and those four days will give him a fright he’ll

never forget.”

“I’ll think over it”

“No. You’ll do it--that’s better; and I’ll promise you--if Mr. Graham

does not enter a fatal objection--to come back with you and stand to you

through your troubles.”

Calvert had that about him in his strong will, his resolution, and his

readiness at reply, which exercised no mean despotism over the fellows

of his own age. And it was only they who disliked and avoided him who

ever resisted him. Barnard was an easy victim, and before the day drew

to its close., he had got to believe that it was by a rare stroke of

fortune Calvert had come to Milan-come to rescue him from the “most

degrading sort of bondage a good fellow could possibly fall into.”

They dined splendidly, and sent to engage a box at the Opera; but the

hours passed so pleasantly over their dinner, that they forgot all about

it, and only reached the theatre a few minutes before it closed.

“Now for the--what do you call the place?” cried Calvert.

“The Gettone.”

“That’s it. I’m eager to measure my luck against these Milanais. They

say, besides, no fellow has such a vein as when his life is threatened;

and I remember myself, when I had the yellow fever at Galle, I passed

twenty-one times at écarte’, all because I was given over!”

“What a fellow you are, Calvert!” said the other, with a weak man’s

admiration for whatever was great, even in infamy.

“You’ll see how I’ll clear them out But what have I done with my purse?

Left it on my dressing table, I suppose they are honest in the hotel?”

“Of course they are. It’s all safe; and I’ve more money about me than

you want Old Rep handed me three thousand francs this morning to pay the

bill, and when I saw you, I forgot all about it.”

“Another element of luck,” cried Calvert, joyously. “The money that

does not belong to a man always wins. Why, there’s five thousand francs

here,” said Calvert, as he counted over the notes.

“Two of them are Fanny’s, She got her quarter’s allowance yesterday.

Stingy, isn’t it? Only three hundred a year.”

“It’s downright disgraceful. She ought to have eight at the very least;

but wait till we come back from Basle. You’ll not believe what a change

I’ll work in that old fellow, when I take him in hand.”

By this time they had reached the Gettone, and, after a brief colloquy,

were suffered to pass up stairs and enter the rooms.

“Oh, it’s faro they play; my own game,” whispered Calvert, “I was afraid

the fellows might have indulged in some of their own confounded things,

which no foreigner can compete in. At faro I fear none.”

While Barnard joined a group of persons round a roulette-table, where

fashionably-dressed women adventured their franc pieces along with men

clad in the most humble mode, Calvert took his place among the faro

players. The boldness of his play, and the reckless way he adventured

his money, could not conceal from their practised acuteness that he was

master of the game, and they watched him attentively.

“I think I have nearly cleaned them out, Bob,” cried he to his friend,

as he pointed to a heap of gold and silver, which lay promiscuously

piled up before him.

“I suppose you must give them their revenge?” whispered the other, “if

they wish for it.”

“Nothing of the kind. At a public table, a winner rises when he pleases.

If I continue to sit here now, it is because that old fellow yonder has

got a rouleau in his pocket which he cannot persuade himself to break.

See, he has taken it out: for the fourth time, this is. I wonder can he

screw up his courage to risk it. Yes! he has! There go ten pieces on the

queen. Go back to your flirtation with the blonde ringlets, and don’t

disturb my game. I must have that fellow’s rouleau before I leave. Go

back, and I’ll not tell your wife.”

It was in something less than an hour after this that Barnard felt a

hand laid on his shoulder, and looking up, saw Calvert standing over

him. “Well, it took you some time to finish that old fellow, Calvert!”

“He finished _me_ which was worse. Have you got a cigar?”

“Do you mean that you lost all your winnings?”

“Yes, and your five thousand francs besides, not to speak of a borrowed

thousand from someone I have given my card to. A bore, isn’t it?”

“It’s more than a bore--it’s a bad business. I don’t know how I’ll

settle it with the landlord.”

“Give him a bill, he’ll never be troublesome: and, as to your wife’s

money, tell her frankly you lost it at play. Isn’t that the best way,

Madame?” said he, addressing a young and pretty woman at his side. “I am

advising my friend to be honest with his wife, and confess that he spent

his money in very pleasant company. Come along out of this stuffy place.

Let us have a walk in the fresh cool air, and a cigar, if you have one.

I often wonder,” said he, as they gained the street, “how the fellows

who write books and want to get up sensation scenes, don’t come and do

something of this sort There’s a marvellous degree of stimulant in being

cleaned out, not only of one’s own cash, but of one’s credit; and

by credit I mean it in the French sense, which says, ‘Le crédit est

l’argent des autres.’”

“I wish you had not lost that money,” muttered the other.

“So do I. I have combativeness very strong, and I hate being beaten by

anyone in anything.”

“I’m thinking of the money!” said the other, doggedly.

“Naturally, for it was yours. ‘‘Twas mine, ‘tis his,’ as Hamlet has it

Great fellow, Hamlet! I don’t suppose that anyone ever drew a character

wherein Gentleman was so distinctly painted as Hamlet. He combined all

the grandest ideas of his class with a certain ‘disinvoltura’--a sort of

high bred levity--that relieved his sternness, and made him much better

company than such fellows as Laertes and Horatio.”

“When you saw luck turning, why didn’t you leave off?”

“Why not ask why the luck turned before I left off? That would be the

really philosophic inquiry. Isn’t it chilly?”

“I’m not cold, but I’m greatly provoked.”

“So am I for _you_; for I haven’t got enough to repay you, but trust me

to arrange the matter in the morning. The landlord will see the thing

with the eyes of his calling: he’ll soon perceive that the son-in-law

of a man who travels with two carriages, and can’t speak one word of

French, is one to be trusted. I mean him to cash a bill for us before

I leave. Old Rep’s white hat and brown spencer are guarantees for fifty

thousand francs in any city of Europe. There is a solvent vulgarity in

the very creak of his shoes.”

“Oh! he’s not a very distinguished-looking person, certainly,” said

Barnard, who now resented the liberty he had himself led the way to.

“There I differ with you; _I_ call him eminently distinguished, and I’d

rather be able to ‘come’ that cravat tie, and have the pattern of the

dark-green waistcoat with the red spots, than I’d have--what shall I

say?--all the crisp bank paper I lost awhile ago. You are not going in,

surely?” cried he, as the other rang violently at the hotel.

“Yes; I am very tired of this fooling. I wish you hadn’t lost that

money.”

“Do you remember how it goes, Bob?

‘His weary song,

The whole day long,

Was still l’argent, l’argent, l’argent’

She is complaining that though the linnet is singing in the trees, and

the trout leaping in the river, her tiresome husband could only liken

them to the clink of the gold as it fell on the counter? Why, man,

you’ll wake the dead if you ring in that fashion!”

“I want to get in.”

“Here comes the fellow at last; how disgusted he’ll be to find there’s

not a five-franc piece between us.”

Scarcely was the door opened than Barnard passed in and left him without

even a good-night.

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