RIPPLES.

Our echoes roll from soul to soul,

And live for ever and for ever.

_Tennyson_.

Owen and Montagu were walking by Silverburn, and talking over the

affairs of the school. During their walk they saw Wright and Vernon

Williams in front of them.

"I am so glad to see those two together," said Montagu; "I really think

Wright is one of the best little fellows in the school, and he'll be the

saving of Vernon. He's already persuaded him to leave off smoking and

other bad things, and has got him to work a little harder, and turn over

a new leaf altogether."

"Yes," answered Owen; "I've seen a marvellous improvement in little

Williams lately. I think that Duncan gave him a rough lesson the other

night which did him good, and dear old Rose too has been leading him by

the hand; but the best thing is that, through Wright, he sees less of

Eric's _friend_, that young scapegrace Wildney."

"Yes; that little wretch has a good deal to answer for. What a pity

that Eric spoils him so, or rather suffers himself to be spoilt by him.

I'm glad Vernon's escaped his influence now: he's too fine a nature to

be made as bad as the general run of them. What a brilliant little

fellow he is; just like his brother."

"Just like what his brother _was_," said Owen; "his face, like his mind,

has suffered lately."

"Too true," answered Montagu, with a sigh; "and yet, cool as we now are

in our outward intercourse, he little knows how I love him, and yearn

for the Eric I once knew--Eric the fair-haired, as Russell and I used

sometimes to call him in fun. Would to God poor Russell had lived, and

then I believe that he wouldn't have gone so far wrong."

"Well, I think there's another chance for him now that--that--what name

is bad enough for that Brigson?--is gone."

"I hope so. But,"--he added after a pause--"his works do follow him.

Look there!" He took a large stone and threw it into the Silverburn

stream; there was a great splash, and the ever-widening circles of blue

ripple broke the surface of the water, dying away one by one in the

sedges on the bank. "There," he said, "see how long those ripples last,

and how numerous they are."

Owen understood him. "Poor Eric! What a gleam of new hope there was in

him after Russell's death!"

"Yes, for a time," said Montagu; "heigh ho! I fear we shall never be

warm friends again. We can't be while he goes on as he is doing. And

yet I love him."

A sudden turn of the stream brought them to the place called Riverbend.

"If you want a practical comment on what we've been talking about,

you'll see it there," said Montagu.

He pointed to a party of boys, four or five, all lying on a pleasant

grass bank, smoking pipes. Prominent among them was Eric, stretched at

ease, and looking up at the clouds, towards which curled the puffed

fumes of his meerschaum, a gift of Wildney's. That worthy was beside

him similarly employed.

The two sixth-form boys hoped to pass by unobserved, as they did not

wish for a rencontre with our hero under such circumstances. But they

saw Wildney pointing to them, and, from the fits of laughter which

followed his remarks, they had little doubt that they were the subject

of the young gentleman's wit. This is never a pleasant sensation; but

they observed that Eric made a point of not looking their way, and went

on in silence.

"How very sad!" said Montagu.

"How very contemptible!" said Owen. "Harfagher among his subjects!"

"Did you observe what they were doing?"

"Smoking?"

"Worse than that a good deal. They were doing something which, if Eric

doesn't take care, will one day be his ruin."

"What?"

"I saw them drinking. I have little doubt it was brandy."

"Good heavens!"

"It is getting a common practice with some fellows. One of the ripples,

you see, of Brigson's influence."

Before they got home they caught up Wright and Vernon, and walked in

together.

"We've been talking," said Wright, "about a bad matter. Vernon here

says that there's no good working for a prize in his form, because the

cribbing's so atrocious. Indeed, it's very nearly as bad in my form.

It always is under Gordon; he _can't_ understand fellows doing

dishonourable things."

"It's a great bore in the weekly examinations," said Vernon; "every now

and then Gordon will even leave the room for a few minutes, and then out

come dozens of books."

"Well, Wright," said Montagu, "if that happens again next examination,

I'd speak out about it."

"How?"

"Why, I'd get every fellow who disapproves of it to give me his name,

and get up and read the list, and say that you at least have pledged

yourselves not to do it."

"Humph! I don't know how that would answer. They'd half kill me for

one thing."

"Never mind; do your duty. I wish I'd such an opportunity, if only to

show how sorry I am for my own past unfairness."

And so talking, the four went in, and the two elder went to their study.

It was too true that drinking had become a common vice at Roslyn School.

Accordingly, when Eric came in with Wildney about half an hour after,

Owen and Montagu heard them talk about ordering some brandy, and then

arrange to have a "jollification," as they called it, that evening.

They got the brandy through "Billy." One of Brigson's most cursed

legacies to the school was the introduction of this man to a nefarious

intercourse with the boys. His character was so well-known that it had

long been forbidden, under the strictest penalty, for any boy ever to

speak to him; yet, strange to say, they seemed to take a pleasure in

doing so, and just now particularly, it was thought a fine thing, a sign

of "pluck" and "anti-muffishness," to be on familiar and intimate terms

with that degraded and villainous scoundrel.

Duncan had made friends again with Eric; but he did not join him in his

escapades and excesses, and sat much in other studies. He had not been

altogether a good boy, but yet there was a sort of rough honesty and

good sense in him which preserved him from the worst and most dangerous

failings, and his character had been gradually improving as he mounted

higher in the school. He was getting steadier, more diligent, more

thoughtful, more manly; he was passing through that change so frequent

in boys as they grow older, to which Eric was so sad an exception.

Accordingly Duncan, though sincerely fond of Eric, had latterly

disapproved vehemently of his proceedings, and had therefore taken to

snubbing his old friend Wildney, in whose favour Eric seemed to have an

infatuation, and who was the means of involving him in every kind of

impropriety and mischief. So that night Duncan, hearing of what was

intended, sat in the next study, and Eric, with Ball, Wildney, Graham,

and Pietrie, had the room to themselves. Several of them were lower

boys still, but they came up to the studies after bed-time, according to

Wildney's almost nightly custom.

A little pebble struck the study window.

"Hurrah!" said Wildney, clapping his hands, "here's the grub."

They opened the window and looked out. Billy was there, and they let

down to him a long piece of cord, to which he attached a basket, and,

after bidding them "Good-night, and a merry drink," retired. No sooner

had they shut the window, than he grimaced as usual towards them, and

shook his fist in a sort of demoniacal exultation, muttering, "Oh, I'll

have you all under my thumb yet, you fine young fools!"

Meanwhile the unconscious boys had opened the basket, and spread its

contents on the table. They were bread, butter, a large dish of

sausages, a tart, beer, and, alas! a bottle of brandy.

They soon got very noisy, and at last uproarious. The snatches of

songs, peals of laughter, and rattle of plates at last grew so loud that

the other study-boys were afraid lest one of the masters should come up

and catch the revellers. All of them heard every word that was spoken

by Eric and his party, as the walls between the rooms were very thin;

and very objectionable much of the conversation was.

"This _won't_ do," said Duncan emphatically, after a louder burst of

merriment than usual; "those fellows are getting drunk; I can tell it to

a certainty from the confused and random way, in which some of them are

talking."

"We'd better go in and speak to them," said Montagu; "at any rate,

they've no right to disturb us all night. Will you come?"

"I'll join you," said Owen; "though I'm afraid my presence won't do you

much good."

The three boys went to the door of Eric's study and their knock could

not at first be heard for the noise. When they went in they found a

scene of reckless disorder; books were scattered about, plates and

glasses lay broken on the floor, beer was spilt on all sides, and there

was an intolerable smell of brandy.

"If you fellows don't take care," said Duncan sharply, "Rose or

somebody'll be coming up and catching you. It's ten now."

"What's that to you?" answered Graham, with an insolent look.

"It's something to me that you nice young men have been making such a

row that none of the rest of us can hear our own voices, and that

between you you've made this study in such a mess that I can't endure

it."

"Pooh!" said Pietrie; "we're all getting such saints, that one can't

have the least bit of spree nowadays."

"Spree!" burst in Montagu indignantly; "fine spree--to make sots of

yourselves with spirits; fine spree to--"

"Amen!" said Wildney, who was perched on the back of a chair; and he

turned up his eyes and clasped his hands with a mock-heroic air.

"There, Williams," continued Montagu, pointing to the

mischievous-looking little boy; "see that spectacle, and be ashamed of

yourself, if you can. That's what you lead boys to! Are you anxious to

become the teacher of drunkenness?"

In truth, there was good ground for his sorrowful apostrophe, for the

scene was very painful to a high-minded witness.

They hardly understood the look on Eric's countenance; he had been

taking far more than was good for him; his eyes sparkled fiercely, and

though as yet he said nothing, he seemed to be resenting the intrusion

in furious silence.

"How much longer is this interesting lecture to last?" asked Ball, with

his usual insufferable tone; "for I want to finish my brandy."

Montagu rather looked as if he intended to give the speaker a box on the

ear; but he was just deciding that he wasn't worth the trouble, when

Wildney, who had been grimacing all the time, burst into a fit of

satirical laughter.

"Here, Wildney," said Graham; "just hand me _The Whole Duty of Man_, or

something of that sort, from the shelf, will you? That's a brick."

"Certainly. Let's see; Watts's Hymns; _I_ bag those for myself," said

Wildney; "they'll just suit--"

"How doth the little--"

"Let's turn out these impudent lower-school fellows," said Montagu,

speaking to Duncan. "Here! you go first," he said, seizing Wildney by

the arm, and giving him a swing, which, as he was by no means steady on

his legs, brought him sprawling to the ground, and sent Watts's Hymns

flying open-leaved under the table.

"By Jove, I won't stand this any longer," shouted Eric, springing up

ferociously. "What on earth do you mean by daring to come in like this?

Do you hear?"

Montagu took no sort of notice of his threatening gesture, for he was

looking to see if Wildney was hurt, and finding he was not, proceeded to

drag him out, struggling and kicking frantically.

"Drop me, you fellow, drop me, I say. I won't go for you," cried

Wildney, clinging tight to a chair. "Eric, why do you let him bully

me?"

"You let him go this minute," repeated Eric hoarsely.

"I shall do no such thing. You don't know what you're about."

"Don't I? Well then, take _that_, to show whether I do or no!" And

suddenly leaning forward, he struck Montagu a violent back-handed blow

on the mouth.

Everybody saw it, everybody heard it; and it instantly astounded them

into silence. That Montagu should have been so struck in public, and

that by Eric--by a boy who had been his schoolfellow for three years

now, and whose whole life seemed bound to him by so many associations;

it was strange and sad indeed.

Montagu sprang straight upright; for an instant he took one stride

towards his striker with lifted hand and lightening eyes, while the

blood started to his lips in consequence of the blow. But he stopped

suddenly, and his hand fell to his side; by a strong effort of

self-control he contrived to master himself; and sitting down quite

quietly on a chair, he put his white handkerchief to his wounded mouth,

and took it away stained with blood.

No one spoke; and rising with quiet dignity, he went back into his study

without a word.

"Very well," said Duncan; "you may all do as you like; only I heartily

hope now you will be caught. Come, Owen."

"O Williams," said Owen, "you are changed indeed, to treat your best

friend so."

But Eric was excited with drink, and the slave of every evil passion at

that moment. "Serve him right," he said; "what business has he to

interfere with what I choose to do?"

There was no more noise that night. Wildney and the rest slunk off

ashamed and frightened, and Eric, leaving his candle flaring on the

table, went down to his bedroom, where he was very sick. He had neither

strength nor spirit to undress, and flung himself into bed just as he

was. When they heard that he was gone, Owen and Duncan (for Montagu was

silent and melancholy) went into his study, put out the candle, and only

just cleared away, to the best of their power, the traces of the

carouse, when Dr Rowlands came up stairs on his usual nightly rounds.

They had been lighting brown paper to take away the fumes of the brandy,

and the Doctor asked them casually the cause of the smell of burning.

Neither of them answered, and seeing Owen there, in whom he placed

implicit trust, the Doctor thought no more about it.

Eric awoke with a bad headache, and a sense of shame and sickness. When

he got up he felt most wretched; and while washing he thought to

himself, "Ah! that I could thus wash away the memory of last night!" Of

course, after what had occurred, Eric and Montagu were no longer on

speaking terms, and miserable as poor Eric felt when he saw how his blow

had bruised and disfigured his friend's face, he made no advances. He

longed, indeed, from his inmost heart, to be reconciled to him; but

feeling that he had done grievous wrong, he dreaded a repulse, and his

pride would not suffer him to run the risk. So he pretended to feel no

regret, and, supported by his late boon companions, represented the

matter as occurring in the defence of Wildney, whom Montagu was

bullying.

Montagu, too, was very miserable; but he felt that, although ready to

forgive Eric, he could not, in common self-respect, take the first step

to a reconciliation; indeed, he rightly thought that it was not for

Eric's good that he should do so.

"You and Williams appear never to speak to each other now," said Mr

Rose. "I am sorry for it, Monty; I think you are the only boy who has

any influence over him."

"I fear you are mistaken, sir, in that. Little Wildney has much more."

"Wildney?" asked Mr Rose, in sorrowful surprise. "Wildney more

influence than _you_?"

"Yes, sir."

"Ah, that our poor Edwin had lived!"

So, with a sigh, Walter Rose and Harry Montagu buried their friendship

for Eric until happier days.

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