CHAPTER SIXTEEN.

It was an awkward moment for all three occupants of the room. The young

man stood, flushed and silent, looking from one sister to the other,

conscious of an increasing anger towards Maud, and a kindly and

chivalrous sympathy for the confusion of her sister. Poor girl! She

was too young, had too little experience of the world to carry off the

situation with a laugh. A young woman of society would have seized the

opportunity for cementing a friendship, would have swept gaily forward

holding out her skirts, and laughingly demanding his approval, but

Rowena could do none of these things, her utmost efforts could succeed

only in hiding the signs of confusion beneath a frosty coldness of

demeanour.

How unnatural was this manner was plainly demonstrated by the behaviour

of the offender herself. At the first moment of Rowena's appearance

Maud had appeared embarrassed indeed, but with a fearful joy mingling

with her shame, the joy of one who has greatly dared, and is prepared to

endure the consequences; but when Rowena swept forward, calm and

stately, when she seated herself and began to talk polite nothings, with

never so much as a word or a glance in her own direction, then, visibly

and unmistakably, terror fell upon Maud's childish heart--she made a

bee-line for the door, and slunk hastily out of sight.

"Little wretch!" soliloquised Guy Seton once more. "Lands me into this

pleasant position, and then sneaks away, and leaves me to fight it out

alone! Poor little girl!"--this last epithet obviously did _not_ refer

to Maud! "Hard lines to arrive at such an awkward moment. Furious, of

course, with the whole three--the child for speaking, with me for

hearing, with herself for having given the opportunity! Such a pretty

frock, too; and she is ripping in it! Jolly good of her to have taken

the trouble, but now I suppose she'll hate the sight of me, and bear me

a lasting grudge. Hope to goodness Golden-locks is not long in coming

back!"

"Quite a chilly wind. We are so very exposed and open in this house!"

Rowena was saying in high, artificial tones. She hailed the arrival of

tea with evident relief, and the conversation flowed on a trifle more

easily when there was something definite to do; nevertheless both heaved

sighs of joy as the sound of Dreda's high, cheery voice was heard from

without, and she entered the room by her mother's side.

Guy Seton privately expected Rowena to follow Maud's example and quietly

disappear, so he admired all the more the pretty little air of dignity

with which she stuck to her post and forced herself to take her natural

part in the conversation.

"Plucky little girl! Stands to her guns, and won't allow herself to run

away," he told himself approvingly, as he proceeded to unfold the object

of his visit.

"We are arranging a small frolic for Friday in the shape of a paper-

chase. Everybody within five miles is coming on horseback or bicycles,

as suits them best, and we ought to have a good run. We start at eleven

prompt from our gates, and return for a scramble luncheon at about two.

I hope you will all come!"

His glance wandered from Dreda to Rowena--the first he felt sure would

accept with enthusiasm; the latter he feared would politely refuse; but

Rowena smiled again, her set meaningless little smile, and allowed a

subdued murmur of thanks to mingle with Dreda's rhapsodies. It was

cleverly done, for without being in any way committed she had escaped

drawing attention upon herself by a refusal; nevertheless as he met her

eye, and held her limp, unresponsive hand in his at parting, Guy Seton

felt more convinced than ever that whoever else might honour his paper

chase, Miss Rowena Saxon would not be among the number!

He walked down the drive twirling his stick in a threatening manner, his

face grim and set. It was bad luck indeed to make such a bad beginning

with one of the prettiest and most attractive-looking girls he had ever

met, and a near neighbour into the bargain. He had a momentary vision

of Rowena spinning along on a bicycle, her fair face flushed with

exercise, her sweet eyes alight with interest and excitement; and of a

sudden it seemed a dull, senseless thing to fly over the country-side,

with ordinary everyday neighbours and friends. _How_ ordinary and

everyday they seemed, when contrasted with Rowena's stately young grace!

And now she was prejudiced against him for ever, and at this very

moment was probably denouncing her sister's stupidity, and vowing never

willingly to meet him again!

Rowena, however, was doing nothing of the kind. Calm and composed, she

sat on beside her mother and Dreda, and declared that the idea of a

paper-chase failed to attract her, and that she had no intention of

tiring herself out, and running needless risks by riding breathlessly

across country on so stupid and frivolous an aim! Mrs Saxon was both

puzzled and disappointed, while Dreda expostulated in her usual violent

fashion.

"Rowena, how mad! How idiotic! What are you raving about! What's the

use of grumbling and growling because there's nothing to do, and no one

to see you, and then the moment anyone appears--such a dear, too, with

such sweet, twinkly eyes!--to behave like a cold-blooded frog, mincing

your words, and looking as if you were made of ice, and then saying you

won't go, when it's a chance of no end of fun, and seeing everyone there

is to be seen! Idiotic!"

"Dreda! Dreda, dear, really is it necessary to be quite so violent?"

Mrs Saxon shook her head in smiling reproach, and Rowena tilted her

chin in air, but Dreda refused to be suppressed.

"Oh, mum, dear, _let_ me speak as I like! We have to be so proper at

school. You can't say a word of slang while the govs. are about, and

ordinary language is so _tame_. You can't make a really good effect

with ordinary words. Suppose I said to Rowena: `Your conduct, my dear,

is inconsistent, with your sentiments as expressed in conversation,' she

wouldn't mind a bit, but when I call her a frog she's furious. Look how

she's wagging her head! You can always tell by that when she's in a

bait."

"Really, Dreda!" cried Rowena in her turn. She rose from her seat, and

sailed haughtily out of the room, disdaining to bandy words with so

outspoken a combatant. In truth, she herself was bitterly disappointed

in being forced--as she thought--to refuse Mr Seton's invitation, the

possibilities of which appealed to her even more strongly than to her

sister. To meet a party of young people, to wheel gaily along in the

brisk, keen air, laughing and jesting as in the old happy days; to

return tired and hungry to the hospitable scramble luncheon--to sit

around the fire rested and refreshed, feeling as if those few hours of

intimate association had been more successful in cementing friendships

than many months of ordinary association. Oh, how tempting _it_

sounded! What a blessed change from the level monotony of the last few

months! And she needs must give it up, and stay quietly at home,

darning stockings, or writing orders to the "Stores," because Maud's

blundering tongue has laid her dignity so low, that everything else must

needs be sacrificed to its preservation! _Rowena is putting on her best

dress_--_she had on a flannel blouse, and she ran to change it because

you were here_! One would need to be nineteen once more to realise the

shame, the horror, the distress with which poor Rowena recalled those

thoughtless words! She pressed her hands against her cheeks, and gave a

little groan of distress. It was characteristic of her that the one

thing she now asked was that no one else should know of her humiliation;

her mother might remonstrate, and Dreda declaim to her heart's content,

but nothing on earth should induce her to disclose the real reason of

her refusal. As for Maud, having done the mischief, she might be

trusted to keep quiet for her own sake; and even with her, Rowena would

have kept silence if she had been allowed. Beyond an added touch of

dignity, there was no change in her manner towards her younger sister,

but, strange to say, the culprit was by no means satisfied to escape so

easily. Maud suffered from an insatiable desire to be observed, and--so

to speak--live in the public eye. If she could be observed with

admiration, so much the better, but given a choice between being

disgraced or ignored, she would not have hesitated for the fraction of a

moment. Better a hundred times to be scolded and denounced than to be

passed by in silence as if one were a stick or a stone. So it happened

that when Rowena treated her with stately indifference, Maud found it

impossible to keep silent.

"You might as well say it out!" she declared, wriggling about in her

seat, and pouting her lips with an air of offence. "I hate people who

bottle things up when all the time you see them fizzling inside. I

suppose you're furious with me about what I said."

Rowena drooped her eyelids, and smiled a smile of haughty detachment.

"It is a matter of perfect indifference to me _what_ you say."

"It was quite true!"

"Perfectly true. I should be the last person in the world to accuse you

of imagination."

"You _were_ furious. You went white with rage, and he saw it as well as

me. Now, I suppose you'll tell mother, and stop me going to the chase."

"I should not dream of interfering with your plans. It is a matter of

perfect indifference to me whether you go or stay."

"But,"--Maud's eyes positively bulged with excitement--"I might say

something else. You never know."

"Possibly you might. What then? Do you really imagine, my dear Maud,

that anyone notices what _you_ say!"

Maud wriggled and spluttered, trying in vain to think of something

scathing to say in return. Compared with this lofty indifference the

most violent denunciations would have been enjoyable. "Nobody noticed

what she said!" Rowena could not have launched an arrow which would

have rankled more bitterly. For the remaining hours of that day Maud

crept about with a melancholy hang-dog expression, taking little or no

part in the general conversation.

The next morning Rowena held firmly to her decision, and the two younger

girls were obliged to start without her, Maud unfeignedly relieved,

Dreda irritated and perplexed. Something must have happened to account

for so unreasonable a change of front, something that had been said or

done during that quarter of an hour during which she herself had been

absent from the drawing-room. So much was certain, but what could it

be? Rowena refused to be questioned, and Dreda was all unsuspicious of

the fact that Maud had ventured to interview the visitor on her own

account, and so had no suspicions in her direction. The first doubt

arose when Guy Seton shook hands with both sisters as with old friends;

this fact, combined with Maud's blushing discomfiture, gave Dreda a

flash of insight, but for the moment she was more occupied with the

young man's very evident disappointment at Rowena's absence.

"Is Miss Saxon not coming?"

"No. I'm so sorry. She sent apologies."

"Is she quite well?"

"Oh, yes, thanks." Dreda was too honest to plead the conventional

headache. "She said two were enough. She is going to bicycle to

Smitton this morning for some stupid messages. I did my best to make

her come."

"I'm sure you did," said the young man kindly. Dreda, looking at him,

saw him murmur "Smitton" below his breath, and knit his brows in

thought. A minute later he walked away to speak a few farewell words to

the hares, who were mounted on horseback, bearing fat bags of paper

fragments on their saddles, after which he returned with a smiling face

to keep Dreda entertained until "The Meet" had begun to assemble.

Excitement and anxiety not to be late had caused the sisters to arrive

before their time, but Dreda could not regret the fact, for it was so

interesting to watch the new arrivals on horseback and bicycles; to

greet old acquaintances, be introduced to new, and finally to meet a

beam of welcome from Susan's brown eyes as the Currant Buns wheeled up

in a line. Even the sober Mary had condescended to join the chase.

"Fresh air is a tonic. With so much mental exercise on hand I

considered it would be a saving of time to spend a day in the open," she

said confidentially to Dreda, as she polished her glasses on a large

pocket-handkerchief, and replaced them over the red rim on her nose.

Dreda sidled carefully away from her side, and when the moment came for

the start, was delighted to find Guy Seton riding determinedly by her

side.

"I thought you would be on horseback," she said, then looking at him

with faintly curious eyes: "Why aren't you, when you have a horse all

ready? It's so _much_ more interesting than bicycling."

"Sometimes," said Guy, smiling. He waited a moment or two, and then

added tentatively: "If you are fond of riding, and would accept a mount

sometimes, I'd be delighted to give you one. Our horses have not half

enough exercise. I've a nice quiet mare--"

"Oh, thanks, but give me spirit! None of your quiet mares for me. But

I am at school; there's no chance for a free day for another three

months. This is only the exeat; we go back to-morrow, worse luck!"

"To-morrow! That's very soon. I'm glad I arranged the chase for to-

day. You are at Horsham, aren't you?"

Dreda turned her head quickly.

"Yes! Who told you?"

"Your sister. The young one--the one who is here to-day."

"Oh, Maud! Did she come into the drawing-room with Rowena yesterday?"

"Before then. She amused me after you left until Miss Saxon arrived."

"Oh-h!" Dreda's face clouded uneasily. How had Maud amused him? What

had she said? In what fashion had she managed to prejudice Rowena

against so amiable and kindly a neighbour, for she had now not a

moment's doubt that Maud was the cause of the trouble. She determined

to put a few leading questions.

"What else did she tell you? She's a dreadful child. We never know

what she is going to say next. I don't believe she knows herself. What

did she say?"

"Oh, nothing particular! G-general information--don't you know--general

information," stammered Guy Seton uncomfortably. But Dreda was not to

be put off the scent. She stared at him fixedly, noted his rising

colour, and nodded in quiet conviction.

"I know! I can guess one thing at least. She told you we were

_rejuiced_."

"I--I--" he began to stammer again, but the corners of his mouth

twitched, and the next moment they were laughing together in hearty,

youthful enjoyment.

"Too bad of you! Why are you so abnormally sharp? Have pity on my

embarrassment," he pleaded, while Dreda shook her yellow mane in

derision.

"You are not embarrassed a bit! You laughed before I did! It's easy to

guess, because that's Maud's favourite subject at present. She

overheard the servants talking, and took a fancy to the word, and now

she drags it in on every possible occasion. What else did she say?

Anything about me?"

"Er--er--"

"She did! I know she did. Don't try to deny it. Was it--nice?"

"Er--" stammered Guy Seton once more, whereupon Dreda drew herself up

with sudden dignity.

"You shouldn't have _allowed_ it! She is only a child; you should not

have allowed her to talk personalities--"

"But I tried to stop her--I did, indeed! I was most uncomfortable. I

tried to change the conversation, but it was no good. Please don't

scold me, I've suffered enough as it is!"

"_How_ have you suffered?" Dreda's eyes widened eagerly. Now she was

on the track of the mystery, and determined to push her inquiries until

all was made plain. "_Who_ made you suffer?"

"Miss Sax--," said Guy involuntarily, and then quickly drew himself up.

"I mean--it's rather awkward for a fellow, don't you know, to listen to

things that he ought not to hear--that are not his business--that would

annoy other people if they happened to overhear."

He flushed as he spoke, and Dreda beamed at him with undisguised

approval. He was so boyish and honest, so blunderingly transparent,

that she felt quite elderly in comparison--a very Sherlock Holmes of

diplomacy!

"And what was it that Rowena _did_ overhear? Oh, I guessed there was

something! She would never have refused to come to-day unless something

had happened to offend her. She has such a dull time of it, poor dear,

and she loves a change. What did Maud say?"

"Miss Dreda, if your sister didn't tell you herself, do you think I

ought to repeat a thing that has already annoyed her?"

"Certainly you ought. It's my business to know, so that I can make

things right. I could easily explain--"

Guy gave a short, irritated laugh.

"There's nothing to explain! Your young sister made an indiscreet

remark which Miss Saxon overheard as she came into the room. It is only

human nature, I suppose, to vent her annoyance upon me, but it's hard

luck all the same, for I could not help myself, and it was horribly

embarrassing for me too!"

"But _what_ did she say?"

Then with another twitch of the lips Guy repeated Maud's betrayal, at

which Dreda was at once horrified and amused.

"The little wretch! I shouldn't have minded a bit myself, but when you

are grown up it's different! Poor old Ro! It was my fault, for I made

her do it. I wanted you to see her in that jolly blue."

"Thanks, so much! It was worth seeing; but it's a pretty big price to

pay if your sister is prejudiced against me for life. Perhaps you had

better not refer to the subject directly. If I read her aright the less

that is said about it the better she will be pleased; but if you get a

chance you might speak a good word for me sometimes. I'm not such a

conceited fool as to imagine that she took any more trouble for me than

she would have done for any other caller who happened to come along, and

I've a wretched sort of memory. If I choose to forget a thing, it's

surprising how easily I can do it. It would be so jolly if she could

manage to forget it too, and start afresh."

"Leave it to me!" cried Dreda, with the air of a young oracle. She had

not the slightest idea what she was about to do, but, as ever, had not

the slightest doubt of success in tackling a difficult situation. For

the moment, however, she felt that she had devoted enough attention to

Rowena's affairs, for the excitement of the paper-chase increased with

every mile as the track was discovered, only to be lost again and again,

forcing the cavalcade to wheel about in all directions searching for the

little snow-like flakes of paper which were again to guide them forward.

When a couple of hours had passed Dreda was quite oblivious that the

circling paths had led the chase to the little village of Smitton, and

was therefore overcome with surprise to come face to face with no less a

person than Rowena herself at the corner of the high road. Rowena would

have passed by with a bow, but she was instantly surrounded by a little

party of friends, all eager to greet her, and to inquire why she had not

joined the chase. Guy Seton dismounted with the rest, and stood

silently in the background until the first rush of inquiries were over,

when, meeting Rowena's eye, he made a simple straightforward request.

"As you have finished your messages, Miss Saxon, won't you join us for

the rest of the morning? We could send a wire from the post office if

you think Mrs Saxon would be anxious. Please say yes!"

There was nothing extravagant about the manner of his invitation,

perhaps in courtesy he could hardly have said less, but there was a

transparent sincerity about those last three words which it was

impossible to ignore. Rowena hesitated. Poor Rowena! What a morning

of heartache and disappointment it had been. Ten minutes ago, five

minutes ago, she had been wheeling along her solitary way, all

melancholy and dejection, and behold, one turn of the road and she was

in the midst of a merry cavalcade, and the chance which she had thrown

away was once more within her grasp.

She hesitated, and half a dozen voices answered in her stead. Of

course, she must come! Of course! After this fortunate meeting she

could not be allowed to escape. She could not be so cruel as to refuse,

and then once again Guy Seton's voice repeated those three quiet words:

"Please say yes!"

Well, she was only longing to accept, and having been duly entreated,

gave way with a blush and a smile which made her look as pretty as a

picture. The cavalcade carried her off in triumph, and Guy Seton kept

discreetly in the background, waiting until time should give him his

opportunity. His acquaintance with this charming girl had had an

unfortunate beginning; he was determined that no haste or imprudence on

his own part should give it a second check, but that afternoon Master

Leonard Merrick, the hare, went home, made happy by a tip the amount of

which was truly princely in his schoolboy estimation!

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