CHAPTER THREE.

In the schoolroom the young people flocked together, eager to discuss

the news apart from the restraint of their parents' presence. Round the

great fireplace stood one of those delightful fenders whose top is

formed by a wide-cushioned seat. Hereward pulled it forcibly back, with

a fine disregard of cinders, until it was sufficiently distant from the

blaze to be comfortable, when the six young people seated themselves and

prepared to talk in comfort. They made a pretty picture as the leaping

flame lighted up their fair blond faces, but for the moment the general

expression was far from cheerful. The twins were all eyes and gaping

mouths, devoured with curiosity to hear what their elders might have to

say with regard to the thrilling intelligence just given; the two

schoolboys looked cross and thundery, and it was difficult to say which

was the more exasperating to beholders--Rowena's angry frown or Dreda's

artificial smiles.

Gurth stamped a smoking cinder into the hearthrug, taking a malicious

pleasure in the scorch and smell which ensued. He was never too

patient, and this afternoon he felt that he had reached the end of his

tether.

"Oh, chuck it, Rowena!" he cried savagely. "What's the use of sitting

there looking like a tragedy queen? A jolly example _you_ set, for the

eldest of a family. You look as if the whole thing was got up on

purpose to annoy you, and nobody had a right to be pitied except your

precious self. I don't see it a bit! I think you come off best of all.

Your education is finished, so you're bound to be all right!"

"Education!" echoed Rowena, in the tone of ineffable scorn natural to a

young woman who for months past had been basking in the prospect of a

presentation at court. "Education, indeed! Who cares for education?

If it _is_ finished, what has it all been intended for, pray? To

prepare me for a life which I am not to have! Other girls have the best

time of their lives when they come out. They are taken about to see

everything and do everything which they have longed for all the time

they have been shut up at school. It's no wonder I feel bad at coming

home to find I have only escaped one prison for another. To live here

all the year long! What a prospect! There isn't a decent neighbour

nearer than five miles.--If this could only have happened a year or two

later, after I had had a _little_ fun!"

"Rowena, how selfish! You think only of yourself, and not a bit of

anyone else--father or mother, or the boys, or--or Me!" cried Dreda,

smiting herself on the breast with dramatic _empressement_ as she

uttered the last all-important word. "It won't be a bit easier for me

when the time comes, but I do _hope_ and _believe_ that I shall bear it

bravely, and try to be an example to the rest. It's our duty, you know,

as the eldest daughters of the house!"

"Oh, Dreda, _stop_ preaching! It's too ridiculous. _You_ to lecture

me! For that matter, you need not wait until you are finished to set me

an example. You can begin this very minute, for I don't believe for a

moment that father will be able to afford to send you to Madame Clerc's.

It's a frightfully expensive school, and he used to grumble at the way

my extras ran up, even before, when he was rich. I expect you will have

to finish at home with the Spider, and then she will go, and you will

have to set to work to teach Maud!"

"I shan't!" shrieked Dreda, and flamed a sudden violent red.

"She shan't!" shrieked Maud, at one and the same moment, her fair,

placid face flushing to the same crimson hue.

They faced each other like two infuriated turkey cocks--heads erect,

feathers ruffled, bodies swaying to and fro with indignation.

"As if I should!"

"As if I'd let you!"

"Teach her!"

"Teach me!"

"The very idea!"

"I'm 'stonished you should talk such nonsense, Rowena!"

Rowena laughed softly. It was the first time she had unbent since the

telling of the dread news. She put her head on one side and stared at

Dreda's furious face with an "I told you so!" expression which that

young lady found infinitely exasperating.

"Our dear Dreda, as usual, finds preaching easier than practice. You

see, my dear, when it comes to the point, you are not a bit more

resigned than I am myself. It's worse for me to give up all the fun of

my first season than for you to stay at home instead of going to school;

the only difference is that I have sense enough to realise what is

before me, while you are so taken up with sentiment and--"

"Oh, shut up, girls! Stop wrangling, for pity's sake!" cried Hereward,

impatiently. "Things are bad enough as they are, without making them

worse. If you are going to nag, we'll go downstairs and leave you to

yourselves. It's such bad form to kick up a fuss; but girls are all

alike. You wouldn't find a boy going on like that--"

Rowena turned upon him with wide, challenging eyes.

"Wouldn't I? Are you so sure? Suppose father were to tell you to-

morrow that you couldn't be a soldier, but must go into an office and

try to earn money for yourself... Suppose he took you away from Eton,

Gurth, and sent you to a cheap school! How would you like that?"

Silence... The two lads sat staring into the fire with dogged faces.

They scorned to cry aloud, but the horror of the prospect had for a

moment a so paralysing effect that they could not reply. Leave

Sandhurst in the middle of one's course, and become--a _clerk_! Leave

Eton and the fellows, and go to one of those miserable, second-rate

shows which all good Etonians regarded with ineffable contempt! Was it

possible to suffer such degradation and live?

Rowena was touched to compunction by the sight of the stricken faces,

for though at the moment the worst side of her character was in the

ascendant, she was by no means hard-hearted, and, moreover, Hereward was

her especial friend and companion. She laughed again, and gave an

impatient shrug to her shoulders.

"Oh, don't be afraid ... He never _will_! Whatever happens, nothing

will be allowed to interfere with `the boys' and their careers! We

shall all pinch and screw and live on twopence-halfpenny a week, so as

to be able to pay your bills. It's always the same story. Everything

is sacrificed for the sons."

"Quite right, too," maintained the eldest son, stoutly. "How are you

going to keep up the honour of a family if you don't give the boys a

chance? It doesn't matter a fig whether a girl is educated or not, so

long as she can read and write. She'll marry, of course, and then she

has nothing to do but add up the bills."

At this truly masculine distinction, Rowena and Dreda tossed scornful

heads and rolled indignant eyes to the ceiling.

"I shall never marry!" announced the former, thinking ruefully of the

bare countryside, with never a house of consequence within a radius of

miles ... "I am a suffragette. I believe in the high, lofty mission of

women!" cried the second, who had been converted to the movement the day

before by the sight of some sketches in the _Daily Graphic_. Only nine-

year-old Maud sniffed, and opined, "I shall marry a lord! Then he'll

have lots of money, and I'll give it to father, and we'll live happily

ever after."

Poor Maud! Her millennium was not to begin just yet, at least; for

Nannie, her immaculate but austere attendant, rapped at the door at that

moment, and summoned her nursling to be bathed and put to bed. Maud was

every evening enraged afresh at being called at such a ridiculously

early hour, and to-night her annoyance was increased by the fact that

she was torn ruthlessly from the rare treat of a conference with her

elders, in which she had really been and truly on the level of a "grown-

up." She fumed with anger, but presently consolation came with the idea

of a dramatic disclosure upstairs. She waited until she and her

attendant were alone together in the bedroom, and then sprung the bolt

in her most impressive fashion.

"Nannie, we're ruined!"

"Indeed, miss. Sorry to hear it, I'm sure," returned Nannie,

unperturbed. It is safe to predict that any important family news will

be known as soon in the servants' hall as in the drawing-room, and

Nannie had the air of listening to a very stale piece of information.

Maud was distinctly disappointed, but nerved herself for fresh efforts.

"Yes. Bankrup'! There's nothing left. I'm going to give up all my

savings. What will you do, Nannie--leave?"

"I shall be pleased to stay on, miss, as long as your mother can afford

to give me my wages and a nursery maid."

"Oh, Nannie, how _mean_! The Pharisees likewise do as much as that! In

storybooks the nurses always stay on, whether they are ruined or not,

and give their money to help. You _are_ mean!"

"No impertinence, please," said Nannie sharply. She was just beginning

to comb out Maud's hair, and it was astonishing how many knots there

appeared to be that evening. "I'm sorry I spoke," reflected poor Maud.

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