CHAPTER XXXVIII

T. S.—A. F.

In half an hour the sensational news was all over the little community

on the mountain. Ferris was astonished, but he had always been too

discreet to inquire too closely into the antecedents of his crew and was

not likely to be shocked by dramatic revelations.

Billy the sailor seemed so unperturbed that Tom thought he must have

known something all along; but that was unlikely. Probably his own

sprightly career had fortified him to bear up under startling

disclosures of a dubious character. Mr. Fairgreaves said he had known

that “our silent comrade was carrying a burden.” Meanwhile the taciturn

man who was the subject of all this excitement went to work as usual.

And Tom sought out Audry Ferris. She was sitting on the lowest step

leading to the vast, bleak veranda of the hotel; she was reading a book

and had an air of advertising her loneliness and exclusion from the

general stir. Perhaps it was only the vastness of the unfrequented

veranda which gave this appearance of conspicuous isolation.

“Audry,” said Tom, “I guess you’ve heard the big news.”

“I’m sure I’m very glad,” she said; “my brother told me.”

“I meant to tell you but I hardly know what I’ve been saying and doing

this morning. Sounds like a movie play, doesn’t it? Anyway, I’d rather

speak to you the last thing—”

“Are you going away?”

“Just for a day or so again, down to camp. The old man, old Caleb, is

there, you know. Audry,” he added after a pause, “there’s something I

want to say to you. Because I know you’d rather have me be honest with

myself than be anything else. Before I discovered that dead man, I had

already made up my mind that I wasn’t going to give—Whalen—Dyker—away. I

thought it all out and I decided not to. I guess you were right—I’m not

saying you weren’t. Only I found out I couldn’t do it. Maybe it wasn’t

only because he saved my life. I guess all the time I kinder thought he

couldn’t be guilty; just sort of instinct as you might say. So you see

you mustn’t give me credit.”

“I’m glad, Tom; I’m glad everything came out as it did. All’s well that

ends well.”

“Only I don’t want the credit,” said Tom.

“I wonder why he ran away if he was innocent,” she said.

“I don’t know,” said Tom, “I didn’t ask him. Maybe he lost his nerve;

just the same as you lost your nerve when you thought about stepping

over the crevices along the trail. He wasn’t any older than you are

now.”

“Oh, I suppose you regard me as a perfect kid. And I know you think I’m

a coward. _Do_ you think I’m a coward?”

“No,” said Tom hesitatingly, “but I think maybe it would be good if

you—sort of—went—were—you know—more adventurous. I learned a lot in the

trip I just took. Maybe you won’t know just exactly what I mean, but you

can get your ideas of what you ought to do from being out in the woods

and away on the water and all that. Maybe those things are just as good

as books.”

Again she looked straight at him with her big, sober, listening eyes.

“This is what I mean,” Tom said. “You see, I got to know Ned Whalen and

you didn’t. I got to know him by being off in the woods with him and

seeing all what he could do, and what kind of a man he is. And I kinder

felt it was right to be loyal to him. And you see I was right. So maybe

reading and kind of deciding things that way isn’t best. You can’t say

there are two sides to scouting, studying and thinking—and then having

adventures. It’s having the adventures that help you. Maybe I’m all

wrong but if you’re not brave in one way you won’t be brave in another.

Anyway, just like you say, everything’s all right that ends well.”

“It’s a quotation, Tom, ‘_All’s well that ends, well._’”

“I don’t know much about quotations,” he said.

“Are you sure you’re coming back? You didn’t do one thing as you

promised to do.”

“I’m sure I’m coming back—to-morrow.”

“I do think maybe you’re right, Tom.”

“You think all those people down in Woodstock are wonderful people,

because they write and paint and carve things, and all that. But they’re

not as much as Whalen. He’s big in every way. When you’re just near him

you feel it even though he doesn’t say much. Maybe you don’t know what I

mean.”

“I think I do know. Are you surely coming back to-morrow night? You know

you said you were going to do one thing and then you didn’t do it. So

how can I know _what_ to think?”

“I did just what I wanted to do, didn’t I? Nobody can tell me what I

ought to do. And I’m coming back to-morrow night—because I want to.”

“Would you like me to hike out to the ledge with you; all the way?”

“Sure, and I’ll show you all the initials.”

“Esther B’s?”

“If I can find it.”

“I don’t believe there’s any such one there. That’s why you’re afraid

you can’t find it. I bet you know a real girl by that name.” A pause.

“Don’t you?”

“No, I don’t. We’ll carve our own initials away out on the ledge, hey?”

Tom said. “Farther than any of the others—away, way out at the end of

the trail. Hey?”

“Oh let’s,” said Audry....

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