CHAPTER XIX.

Could I, not prizing thee, give thee my hand,

I should despise myself--and how not prize thee?

oeLLOYDoe.

Immediately on their arrival at Vienna, Lord Osselstone commenced his

researches after his brother; and, through the active exertions of the

gentleman who had formerly been Reginald's banker, first ascertained the

existence of Adelaide, and also other testimony concerning her and her

father, that served most satisfactorily to corroborate the intelligence

that now reached him from Ballinamoyle, as Mr. O'Sullivan, even more

anxious than Adelaide herself to receive the sanction of Lord Osselstone

for the child of his beloved Rose, had prevailed on Mr. Dermoody to be

himself the bearer of the letters addressed to the Earl; and the

venerable priest, with unwearied zeal, followed the travellers from

London to Vienna, where he finally was more than rewarded for his

anxiety by the cordiality and readiness with which both his Lordship and

Augustus acknowledged her claims.

The purpose for which Lord Osselstone had undertaken this journey being

thus accomplished, though in a very unexpected manner, he and Augustus

immediately prepared to return to England, both anxious to be introduced

as relatives to Adelaide, whom Augustus recollected having admired when

he only knew her as the ward of Mrs. Sullivan, but for whom he now

already felt the partiality of a cousin; and his description of her

elegant person and captivating manners prepossessed Lord Osselstone in

her favour, even more than the exaggerated, though sincere encomiums of

Father Dermoody. He willingly accepted the Earl's proposal to accompany

them back to London in his carriage, from whence it was settled he

should hasten home for the purpose of escorting Adelaide to Osselstone

House, provided she accepted her uncle's invitation of coming to reside

with him for a few months, and that Mr. O'Sullivan could be prevailed

upon to part with her. When they reached Calais, they found a packet

ready to sail by the following tide for Dover, in which they secured

their passage; and Mr. Dermoody meantime profited by the opportunity

afforded him by a few hours' delay, of visiting some of his early

friends; whilst the Earl and Augustus beguiled their time in reading a

variety of English newspapers of different dates, which their host

procured for them.

They had not very long been thus engaged, when Lord Osselstone's

attention was attracted by the evident agitation of Augustus, who,

starting with a convulsive shudder, threw down the paper he was reading,

and paced up and down the room with quick and uneven steps. Lord

Osselstone glanced his eye on the rejected newspaper, and immediately

attributed his emotion to the following paragraph:

"Viscount Eltondale left town this morning for Deane Hall,

preparatory to the celebration of his Lordship's nuptials with its

lovely and accomplished heiress."

For some minutes he only expressed by looks his commiseration for his

nephew's feelings; but at length addressing him, "I own," said he, "I

did not expect Lady Eltondale would have succeeded in her designs on

Miss Seymour. I watched her closely and unremittingly while in London,

and from some trifling circumstances I was led to believe, she would

have made a far different choice. But my dear boy," continued he, with

parental kindness, "though we have both been deceived, your misery is

not aggravated as mine was. Do not despond; if Selina was capable of

being either the tool or the dupe of Lady Eltondale, she was unworthy of

you. Perhaps it is all for the best; perhaps the charming Adelaide you

already so much admire, may yet repay you for all your sufferings."

Though Augustus was incapable of receiving consolation, or listening

even to reason at the first moment, yet he could not long remain

insensible to the deep interest Lord Osselstone's looks and manner

evinced; and in unburthening to him his whole soul, he felt a temporary

relief from the grief that oppressed him; and thus, from a strange

coincidence of circumstances and similarity of situation, the only

confidant of his passion, except Mr. Temple, was the very man whose

usual impenetrability of character repulsed all intimacy, and forbid

even approach. Augustus, feeling the impossibility of communicating,

even by letter, with Lord Eltondale on the subject of Selina's property,

determined immediately to resign his charge as trustee, and was no less

impatient for their arrival in London than his companions, in hopes, if

possible, of anticipating in that respect the hated marriage. The very

evening on which they reached town, Augustus hastened to

Portman-square, to inquire whether his Lordship were still at Deane. He

there learned that the Viscount had left it a few days before; and the

servant, with agonizing precision, informed him, that orders had that

day been received for the house in town being without delay put in

order, as his Lordship expected to be married immediately, and he

believed he was then at Eltondale, making similar preparations. Poor

Augustus scarcely heard the concluding sentence, and returned to Lord

Osselstone in a state almost of distraction. "I will go myself to Deane

to-night," said he; "most of the papers are there in my bureau. I may

get in time to deliver them to Mr. Temple before Lord Eltondale returns

there.--It will be my last visit."

In prosecution of this plan, Augustus left London that night in the York

mail; and such was his agitated impatience, that he scarcely thought

even that conveyance sufficiently rapid. Anxious to avoid being either

recognized or impeded in passing through the village of Deane, he

alighted from the mail at a few miles distance from that place, and by a

more unfrequented road entered the Park at one of the most retired

gates. His feelings rose to agony as he again viewed all the well-known

haunts of his infancy; and more especially when he recollected, that

nearly at the same time the year before he had returned thither, to

receive the dying benediction of the kind-hearted Sir Henry. Wishing to

escape these sad remembrances, and desirous, if possible, to fly even

from himself, he sprang forward, and darting into a neighbouring grove,

was scarcely conscious of his near approach to the house. A rustling in

the trees at last attracted his attention, and he turned towards the

place from whence it came. In a few moments he perceived his favourite

dog Carlo bounding towards him, and in an instant the faithful creature

lay panting at his feet. A little basket, filled with chesnuts, was hung

round his neck, in which, in former days, the dog had often carried the

flowers Selina used to gather in their rambles. But almost before

Augustus could caress him, Selina's voice calling "Carlo," thrilled to

his heart, and springing from behind a fence with no less activity than

the truant animal she pursued, she stood beside him like a bright vision

of former days. "Selina!" "Augustus!" each exclaimed at once; and looks

more eloquent than words told their mutual feelings.

But soon Selina endeavoured by language also to express her pleasure at

once more beholding Mordaunt; and, forgetting at the moment all her

disappointments, all her resentment for his apparent neglects, she gave

her cordial and artless welcome with unembarrassed joy. Not so Augustus.

Her unconcern he attributed to indifference, her evident happiness to

her approaching marriage; and thus to his distempered judgment her

vivacity almost appeared an insult. Selina quickly and resentfully

perceived the coldness of his manners, and turning her head aside to

hide the starting tears, invited him, with formal politeness, to

accompany her to the house. But there the delighted Mrs. Galton was

waiting to receive Augustus. She had seen him from the windows, and

hastened to express her happiness at once more beholding him. The

faithful old servants crowded round to bid him welcome. All

congratulated him on his return to Deane, except its mistress. "And

where has Selina flown to?" exclaimed Mrs. Galton; "we shall no doubt

find her in her favourite room. Come, Augustus, I will introduce you,

though you are already acquainted with it." His heart palpitated as he

followed her through the well-known cedar hall, and up the massy

staircase he so well remembered. But what were his emotions when she led

him into what was once their school-room, and had been afterwards his

own study! Selina had fitted it up with every elegance of modern

improvement, arranged with her own peculiar taste, and in it she had

assembled her various occupations of work, drawing, music, and books.

When they entered, she was herself standing at a writing-table; her

bonnet lay beside her, and her luxuriant hair, discomposed by her race,

fell in loose ringlets on her shoulders; whilst the tear of wounded

feeling stood on her beaming cheek. Augustus stopped, and casting his

eyes around the altered room, "Is _this_ your favourite apartment,

Selina?" said he, while love, joy, and gratitude glowed in his

countenance. "I sometimes sit here to enjoy the morning sun," answered

she, blushing deeply; whilst his ardent and penetrating gaze increased

her confusion. At last withdrawing the glance that evidently distressed

her, his eye rested on the bronze _garde de feuille_, which represented

Carlo. He took it up, and was examining it attentively, when Selina,

with an expression of pique, observed, "That is scarcely worth looking

at, Mr. Mordaunt; it is as trifling as the donor; I really forgot both,

or I should not have kept it here;" and with an air of unusual dignity

she left the room. "Incomprehensible, girl!" exclaimed Mordaunt, after

a pause. "Tell me, Mrs. Galton, what am I to understand?" "Nothing,"

said she, "but that Selina refused Mr. Sedley, who gave her that dog:

for the same reason she has since refused Lord Eltondale." "Refused Lord

Eltondale?" repeated Augustus, quite bewildered. "Yes;" replied Mrs.

Galton, "his Lordship came here express, hoping to say _Veni, vidi,

vici_; and proposed himself to Selina before he was three days in the

house. Of course, even if she had been actuated by no other motive, she

would have declined a proposal that could only be for her fortune, and

she accordingly refused it almost with resentment. Lady Eltondale

manoeuvred, and stormed, and raved, but to no purpose; and finally,

much to our satisfaction, set off for Brighton." Mrs. Galton might have

continued her discourse _ad infinitum_. Augustus had turned to the

window to conceal his emotion. There he caught a glimpse of Selina

passing towards the shrubbery; seizing his hat, he rushed past Mrs.

Galton, exclaiming, "There she is!" She smiled, and took up her book;

but anxiety scarcely permitted her to comprehend one word of its

contents. At length, after an absence of two hours, which to her

appeared an age, and to them a second, Selina and Augustus returned arm

in arm. Mrs. Galton looked up through her spectacles, and guessing the

result of their conversation from Selina's blushes and Mordaunt's

countenance, "Thank God!" exclaimed she, clasping her hands, whilst the

tears rolled down her cheeks, "I have lived to see my two dear children

happy!"

Lord Osselstone was scarcely less rejoiced than Mrs. Galton, at

receiving Mordaunt's letter, informing him of Selina's having promised

him her hand. In his answer to it he said, "I have myself written to the

very charming niece you are going to bestow on me, to express a part of

the joy I feel on the occasion; but as I have much more to say on the

subject, will you obtain her permission for me to pay my compliments to

her and Mrs. Galton, in person, at Deane Hall, when I hope to make my

peace with Miss Seymour, for having told you the story of Carlo's

portrait, as you have no doubt already obtained her forgiveness for

obtruding his little bronze duplicate into her cabinet."

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