DISTAFFS AND THREADS
I
The next morning Massimo came down to the drawing-room at
half-past six, to the dismay of the footman Giovanni, who left the
floor-polishing in which he had been engaged amidst great disorder of
furniture, and rushed off for the coffee.
Gentle breezes blew fresh from all sides through the large, open
windows, through which could be seen, on the south, the emerald of
chestnut-crowned slopes, on the north, the bare and mighty crags of
Barco, and on the west, the deep declivities of the garden beneath the
Lago road. There could be seen, too, the tremulous glistening of the
clumps of birch and poplar that border the garden fence, the Posina
ravine, and beyond the little town of Arsiero, whose houses cluster
amid the green at the foot of the church which seems to guard them, the
gloomy depths of the sharp-cut gorge, and then mountain upon mountain
rising under changing lights and shadows towards imperial Torraro.
"Buona mattina," said the footman, returning with the coffee.
Massimo meanwhile had been paying more attention to the music that
littered the piano than to the vision of hills and valleys, sunshine
and verdure. A thick volume of Clementi and a thin one of Corelli bore
the name "Leila," written in a large hand.
While he was drinking his coffee he learned from the footman that
Signor Marcello had gone out some time before, but whether he was in
the garden or had gone to church, whether he had taken the Velo road
or that to Arsiero, Giovanni could not say. Massimo went out also,
intending to look up Don Aurelio. The caretaker opened the gate for
him, and Massimo was questioning him as to the road to Lago, when he
saw the man look beyond him and salute some one who was passing, with
marked respect. He turned round. A woman stood behind him, no longer
young, but tall and slim; her head was bare, and in her hand she
carried a closed sunshade, although the sun was already hot upon the
rocky path. To the young man's intense surprise, she stood still and
smiled.
"Signor Alberti, I believe?" she said.
The soft voice struck Massimo as being the same he had heard in
the night, alternating with Don Aurelio's. He bowed with some
embarrassment, looking at the lady as if apologising for failing to
recognise her. Before him stood a noble figure, that of a woman between
fifty and fifty-five years of age, pale, with a suggestion of olive in
her pallor, her face showing traces of bodily suffering, her hair quite
white, her large and luminous eyes still youthful, and her manner,
voice, and slow utterance conveying an expression of sweetness and of
the dignity of gentle breeding.
"I am a friend of Don Aurelio's," she said, still smiling. "We passed
this way last night, hoping to see you, but you were already asleep."
Massimo confessed that from his window he had seen a dark figure and a
white one.
"Yes, I was wearing a white shawl," she answered. "Are you on your way
to Don Aurelio's? I am going there too."
Massimo bowed, and questioned with his eyes rather than with his lips:
"Then you are Signora----?"
"Vayla di Brea," was her answer, with a pleasant smile. "Has Don
Aurelio been writing to you about me? And was my name quite unfamiliar
to you?"
Massimo was obliged humbly to admit that it had been.
"You see," she went on, "I have rather a grandmotherly feeling towards
you! Was not your mother a Vittuoni, and was not her name Rachele? I
was at Madame Bianchi Morand's school with her, in Milan. Your mother
was one of the little girls when I was one of the elder ones. I was
very fond of her and used to amuse myself sometimes by playing at being
her mother."
They started together along the narrow road that, just beyond the gate,
enters the cool shade of great chestnuts that fringe the crest of the
sharp slope to the ravine, whence rises the deep, rhythmical booming of
the whirlpools of Perale.
His companion spoke at once of Don Aurelio's great disappointment at
being unable to receive Massimo as his guest nor even to meet him at
the station. She told him that two days before the priest had taken in
a sick man, a wretched pedlar of Protestant Bibles, who had fallen a
victim to the people's fury at Posina, and to whom no one else would
offer shelter.
"Poor creature!" the lady exclaimed. "He is an oddity, an oddity
indeed!" And she gave a short laugh, which she quickly checked,
however, pity overcoming her sense of the comic and her desire to
indulge it.
"He is a certain Pestagran, but about here they have taken to calling
him 'Carnesecca,' because in his sermons, which are always poetical,
he often introduces Carnesecchi. But he gets even with them. He used
to call his fellow-citizens of Lago fishes, sprats, eels, pike, and
sometimes crabs. Now he calls them all sharks!"
She talked on pleasantly of the despised Carnesecca, with a gentle
humour that amused Massimo, and without revealing to him that she
was an attentive visitor to the sick man. Their conversation was
interrupted three times; first at the end of the chestnut-grove, then
in that green, flowery spot, shaded by nut and apple trees, where the
women of Lago have their washhouse, amid idyllic surroundings. First a
poor old woman, then a lame beggar, stopped the Signorina and poured
their woes into her ears. Then she herself stopped a small, barefooted,
and dirty maiden, carrying a basket. To each she spoke gently and
kindly by name, inquiring for some invalid or absent relation. For the
girl she had a word of reproof--a little bird having told her certain
things! When she had gently dismissed these poor people she fell once
more to describing Carnesecca and his partly comic, partly heroic ways,
punctuating her description with the often-repeated word "Poveretto!"
as a salve to a conscience that was reproaching her for her slightly
uncharitable mirth.
Passing the first cottages and low sheds of Lago, guarded by
walnut-trees and grape-vines throwing their cool shade across narrow,
sweet-smelling lanes, Massimo and his companion reached the small
square, where a few neat houses listen respectfully to the sermon on
cleanliness that the fountain preaches to them, who do not need it,
while the rabble of filthy hovels keeps at a distance, as the human
rabble avoids the priest's sermons. If a peasant woman who was drawing
water were to be believed, Carnesecca had died in the night. A man in
his shirt-sleeves, with wooden shoes, who was clattering off to his
work, his scythe upon his shoulder, burst out contemptuously as he
passed, without deigning to look in the woman's direction:
"What does a foresta like you know about it?"
The woman protested loudly, not because the information of a _foresta_
might, nevertheless, be correct, but because she happened to be a
native of Maso, a group of houses not more than a quarter of a mile
away. The sound of the man's heavy tread grew fainter, down among the
dirty cottages, but his insolent voice could still be heard repeating:
"A foresta! Foresta! Foresta!"
Then a girl, who was watering some carnations, leaned out of the
window, and greeting the Signora, told her that she had carried the
milk to Don Aurelio's house an hour ago, and that Carnesecca was
feeling much better. The other woman excused her mistake by stating
that she had hoped the horrid creature might really be dead! And when
the Signora reproached her for her cruel thought, she turned the tables
upon her, saying:
"You cannot understand, Ela! You are a foresta! And the priest too....
It seems to me that, though he is indeed a holy man----"
"He is, nevertheless, a foreigner," said the Signora, and, turning to
Massimo, she added, with a smile, "He is a Samaritan."
"So he is!" said the "foreigner" from Maso sagaciously. "He comes from
that very place!"
Massimo and the Signora laughed and started to climb the steep path
leading to the little church of Sant' Ubaldo. The church door stood
open, and hearing Don Aurelio's voice, they entered. He was saying Mass
and had reached the _Pater Noster_. There were only two worshippers--a
little old woman, seated on the last bench, and Signor Marcello, who
was sitting in the row of benches directly in front of the altar,
his shaggy head bent low, his whole being rapt in ardent prayer. The
new-comers knelt down beside the little old woman.
When Signor Marcello rose, somewhat feebly, and went to kneel at the
altar-rail, Donna Fedele Vayla di Brea fixed eyes brimming with grave
tenderness upon that venerable head, reverently lowering them again
when the priest advanced towards him with the consecrated host and the
words of eternal life.
She had known Marcello since her early childhood, when, soon after the
liberation of Venice, Colonel Vayla di Brea purchased the Villino delle
Rose, near Arsiero. Marcello was then past his thirtieth year. His
parents were still alive, and a warm friendship soon sprang up between
the two families, who spent the summer holidays in Val d'Astico. Little
Fedele showed a strong liking for Marcello, and he, touched by this
childish affection, would often amuse himself by playing duets with
her. When he became engaged, the girl, who was now nearly fifteen and
was growing very tall, altered her manner towards him, avoiding rather
than seeking his society. He alone guessed that this change concealed
those ardent, immature feelings which young girls sometimes have for
men older than themselves, and under these circumstances consideration
for Fedele urged him for a time to break off all familiar intercourse
with her. With Marcello's wife the girl became, as she grew up, on
most affectionate terms. Only, being unmusical, Signora Trento could
not share the love of music which still remained a bond between her
husband and Fedele. Gradually these two began to seek each other's
company again, and their eyes would meet more often than was necessary.
One day, during an excursion, the two found themselves separated
from the rest of the party, and lost in a pine forest. Perhaps, at
first, passionate dreams overwhelmed the emotional girl, but as they
wandered, trembling indeed and silent, neither sought the other's eyes.
As they came out of the woods Marcello picked a cyclamen and offered
it silently. Fedele took it and pressed it to her lips, her eyes
glistening with tears.
Henceforth they played no more together, as if by an unspoken
agreement; but Fedele could not forget. She persuaded her father to
leave Arsiero, and they spent their summers at Santhià, where they had
relatives. In winter they lived in Turin, where she was much courted,
and where at times she seemed not indifferent to the admiration she
excited. There was talk even of a real passion--of a rejected suitor,
who took his life for love of her. But she never married, and at
eight-and-forty she found herself alone. Her parents were dead, and,
tired of city life, she remembered Arsiero, and went back to the
Villino delle Rose. Poor Andrea Trento was already ill, and during the
short time that elapsed between his death and that of his mother, Donna
Fedele was often at the Montanina. Her former attachment to Marcello
had grown into a regard that, with pity for his great misfortunes,
became almost veneration.
But after Signora Trento's death and a first exchange of visits
Marcello ceased to come to the Villino, and Donna Fedele no longer
went to the Montanina. Leila was the cause of this estrangement. She
had, at first, been quite captivated by Donna Fedele, who, however,
had unintentionally treated her with icy indifference, arising perhaps
from absent-mindedness or from some passing mood. Inexplicable attacks
of iciness had more than once bewildered those around her. She had
smiled at the girl, had bestowed a careless greeting upon her, and
throughout the rest of the visit had not once addressed a word to her.
Leila set her down as haughty, and concluded she had taken a dislike
to her. Her future attitude towards Donna Fedele was the more proud
and cold because her longing to be friends was so strong. On her side,
Donna Fedele, who had no suspicion of the truth, was sure that Leila
disliked her; and deeply though she regretted this, her reserved nature
stood in the way of her taking steps to win the young girl's heart,
and, believing that her presence was unwelcome to the person most
dear and sacred to Signor Marcello, she discontinued her visits to the
Montanina. She met Marcello not infrequently on the road from Velo to
Arsiero, which passes below the villa. On such occasions they would
walk and talk together, but they never spoke of Leila. Marcello himself
shrank from any reference to her. Knowing how peculiarly susceptible
Donna Fedele was to impressions, he had concluded that Leila was
uncongenial to her, and he felt that his son's memory was thereby
affronted. As through narrow mountain clefts a cold air can sometimes
be detected rising, even through hot summer grass, from the heart of
the mountain, so Donna Fedele felt, and endured in silence, a coolness
invading Signor Marcello's friendship for her, for she understood
whence it came.
She raised her eyes to the old man's face as he rose from the
altar-rail and returned to his seat, while Don Aurelio turned to
pronounce the _Dominus vobiscum_. Massimo looked at his friend,
thinking he had noticed him, but he was mistaken. The priest's eyes
were blind to the things of this world. The young man saw that he had
aged and had grown thinner since their last meeting, and that his face
seemed more spiritual than ever.
When Mass was over, Donna Fedele whispered to Massimo:
"Of course, you will wait for Don Aurelio. I am going to see my friend.
Will you come there too, later on?"
Just for the moment Massimo did not realise that the friend to whom she
referred was Carnesecca. However, he nodded assent, and sat down to
wait for the priest.
He was kept waiting for some time. The lad who had served the Mass put
out the candles and departed about his own business. Signor Marcello,
after remaining long absorbed in prayer, rose from his seat and entered
the sacristy. Massimo heard a few whispered words, and then all was
silence. The minutes passed, and neither Signor Marcello nor Don
Aurelio reappeared. But Massimo was not impatient. He was enjoying the
sense of peace that dwelt within these poor walls, in these poor and
well-worn fittings and ornaments, that called up pictures of still
poorer homes, simple beings, and of the festivals of an unsophisticated
faith. Meanwhile through the open door a light breeze was wafting to
him fresh scents of woods and meadows and voices from the distant
fields. Once more he was rejoicing in his release from the noise and
dust of scorching Milan, as he had done last night on his way up to the
Montanina, along the side of the dark gorge where the water sings.
How sweet it was to be overcome by sensation alone! The music of the
night sounded in his memory like a distant song. A gentle drowsiness,
that was full of vague imaginings, crept gradually over him. The voices
of an invisible choir filled the church with sweet sounds, while a
young girl, with disordered hair and eyes downcast, came slowly towards
him from the sacristy, and, stooping, touched his shoulder. His heart
gave a bound; he opened his eyes and saw Don Aurelio, who had touched
his shoulder and now stood smiling beside him.
* * * * *
Don Aurelio, a Roman by birth, had studied in the Propaganda College
with the intention of becoming a missionary. A long illness, however,
and the wishes of his superiors, who doubted his physical powers,
had obliged him to relinquish this purpose. An intimate friend of
the Benedictine Dom Clemente of Santa Scolastica, at Subiaco, he had
met Benedetto there, had seen him again in Rome, at Dom Clemente's
desire, and had become deeply attached both to him and to Massimo.
During convalescence, following a relapse of his illness, mountain air
had been prescribed, and a Vincentine priest, who had been with him
at the Propaganda, persuaded the Bishop of Vicenza to appoint him to
the cure of Lago di Velo. Gentle Don Aurelio had gladly accepted this
dispensation of Providence, rejoicing at the prospect of preaching
Christ to simple souls in the poverty to which he had been born. And
thus he had come to Lago, knowing nothing of it beyond the fact that
it was very poor. He did not forget Massimo. He wrote to him often
and watched over him, not like a father, ready to help the struggle
of a fervent disciple of him who lay buried at Campo Verano, but like
a mother, who trembles for the welfare of her son's soul. He knew
how sorely he must be tempted to wrath and hatred by the unjust war
that was being waged against him by opposite parties; he knew that he
was sometimes tempted to swerve from the doctrines of true religion,
as not a few of his friends, some moved by natural pride, others by
rebellious impulses, had swerved; and, finally, he knew that worldly
pleasures were also a source of temptation to him. He was aware, from
what Massimo himself had told him, that women, lovely and brilliant
women, had been attracted by him; and he knew that the young man's deep
and poetic feeling for woman was perhaps more dangerous to him than
mere physical temptations. He felt there would be grave danger for
Massimo until such a time as he should meet and love a woman worthy
to be his wife, who would weave about him a net of affections and of
personal interests, strong enough also to hold him back from the field
of religious strife. Don Aurelio, either from the natural gentleness
of his character, or from his conception of the special duties which
the ecclesiastical habit imposed, was not a man of strife. In religious
matters he opened his heart to God alone, praying and looking to Him
only for the triumph of truth and of the Church. A lecture Massimo had
recently delivered in Milan on the Italian heretics of the sixteenth
century had brought such a hailstorm of insults, both black and red,[1]
had excited such a pandemonium of universal comment, that Don Aurelio
had advised him to withdraw for a time from this confusion, offering
him hospitality which, if devoid of comforts, was rich in peace.
When he had locked the church door, Don Aurelio put his arm
affectionately through Massimo's.
"You were good to come!" he exclaimed, pressing the arm he held still
closer to his side. In this pressure Massimo felt something that
troubled him. His heart misgave him lest this silent demonstration of
affection should mean that his friend shrank from expressing certain
criticisms, or was but preparing him for them. These criticisms, he
felt sure, could not fail to contain disapproval.
"You also disapprove of me," he said sadly.
"Dear friend, you may not have had my approval in everything, but at
this moment I remember only that you have suffered."
"_You may not have had my approval in everything._" These words
overwhelmed Massimo with sorrow and oppression. At the moment he
made no answer, but when Don Aurelio, going in front of him, led the
way through the yard surrounding the priest's poor little house, and
was telling him how disappointed he was at being unable to receive
him there, the young man interrupted and asked, with almost painful
anxiety, of what he had disapproved. At that very moment Donna Fedele
came towards them, and Don Aurelio was first astonished and then
pleased to see the two whom he thought strangers to one another smile
at their introduction. Carnesecca was doing very well, but he was
restless, and kept asking for Don Aurelio. The priest objected to his
being called Carnesecca, but Donna Fedele, raising her eyebrows and
speaking with unwonted rapidity, protested warmly that she was one of
the people, and must express herself as they did.
"Would you have me give him the name by which the archpriest calls
him?" she inquired. This dignitary, juggling with the stranger's
name, Pestagran, had dubbed him Gran Peste. Don Aurelio's face
flushed. He disliked the archpriest's nickname for the miserable but
well-intentioned wanderer, but still more he disliked hearing the
priest himself alluded to in sarcastic and ironical terms.
"Here I am!" he cried, as he and Massimo passed from the fresh air
and coolness of the stairway into the heavy, drug-laden atmosphere of
the invalid's room. A little old woman who was seated beside the bed,
whence Carnesecca's yellow and wrinkled old face peered forth, like a
handful of clay, from between his nightcap and the folded sheet, rose
to her feet, clasping her hands and crying delightedly:
"Thank Heaven, you have come!"
The invalid raised his head and shoulders a little, propping himself
upon one elbow, while he brought the other hand to his nightcap in a
military salute. Then, turning to the old woman, he pronounced her name
solemnly:
"Lúzia!"
He stretched out his arm, turning his wrist slowly and majestically
until the palm of his hand faced the door.
"You are at liberty to devote yourself to the performance of your
mysterious rites!"
The old woman hurried away, exclaiming: "I am going! I am going!" And
the upraised palm fell back upon the coverlet with a dull thud.
"The good woman was troubled by my very natural impatience."
Thus saying, Signor Ismaele Pestagran blew a noisy breath through
his nostrils and screwed up his small eyes into two glittering, black
points. Noticing Massimo, who had entered behind Don Aurelio, he once
more brought his hand to his nightcap.
"And this gentleman?..."
"This gentleman's" presence did not seem entirely welcome to him.
Massimo saw this and made haste to withdraw. Whereupon Carnesecca said
calmly, "Your pardon." Donna Fedele, who was waiting for Massimo on the
landing, asked him to go downstairs with her. Something was going on
that Massimo should know of. While Don Aurelio had been saying Mass,
the sacristan of Velo had arrived with a letter from the archpriest. He
had left the letter with Lúzia, who had afterwards expressed herself to
Ismaele as follows: "Those accursed books of yours will bring you to
perdition and me to beggary!" She had refused to explain her outburst;
but Ismaele was convinced that the priests of Velo intended to drive
Don Aurelio away from Lago on his, Ismaele's, account. Massimo asked
if there were really any danger of this. How could Donna Fedele tell?
Lúzia had taken the archpriest's note to her master's study, and
Don Aurelio had not been in there yet. But what was Donna Fedele's
opinion? Donna Fedele was much alarmed. On account of something Don
Aurelio had told her? Certainly not. He never spoke of his superiors
except to sing their praises. It was her opinion that there was more
to be feared from the chaplain than from the archpriest, and more to
be feared from him than from the bishop. The bishop, indeed, appeared
most benevolently inclined towards Don Aurelio. What sort of men
were this archpriest and this chaplain? Donna Fedele would tell him
nothing concerning the chaplain, and said it was a difficult matter to
understand the archpriest. At times he seemed good-natured, at times
harsh; he was sometimes jovial, sometimes sarcastic; liberal on some
occasions, conservative on others. As a priest he was above censure.
And here Donna Fedele felt it her duty to add that, as far as morals
were concerned, the chaplain was above censure also. Don Aurelio had
pronounced the archpriest a good theologian and Latin scholar, and had
indeed endowed him with all those merits of which she was incapable
of judging. Between him and the bishop, a warm-hearted man, full of
charity for friends and enemies alike, there was some friction. She
was willing to wager that the archpriest had accepted Don Aurelio most
unwillingly at Lago, and only because he had been obliged to do so.
She believed that Don Aurelio had been under suspicion for some time
on account of his sermons, which were carefully watched, and of which
the chaplain was known to have hinted that they contained overmuch
of purely moral teaching and mystical sentiment, and overlittle of
theology and asceticism.
While Donna Fedele and Massimo were holding this conversation in the
doorway, Lúzia passed on her way to the kitchen-garden to gather some
peas. Donna Fedele stopped her. Well, what had the sacristan really
said? He had said: "Take good care of your Gran Peste! Take good care
of him! This time your priest will have to go!"
Donna Fedele's face flushed angrily, while in Massimo's breast a
flame of bitterness burned hot. The grass in the field, the leaves of
the mulberry-tree, quivering and glistening in the breeze, the calm
hills flooded with sunshine, the clear sky, even the little garden
itself, everything was brimming with kindness, was a hymn to kindness
encompassing the humble home of this servant of God whose soul was full
of Christ. And now everything seemed meaningless, frozen by a sudden
icy breath. Neither Massimo nor Donna Fedele dared to utter their
indignation here in the near neighbourhood of Don Aurelio, any more
than if they had been in church. They heard the priest's step on the
stairs, and Carnesecca's voice crying, "I wish it, Signore! I wish it!"
to Don Aurelio's "No, no!" And then there was silence.
"He probably wished to go away on account of the letter," Donna Fedele
whispered. "But there is no danger of Don Aurelio's allowing him to
leave in the state he is in."
The priest did not come to them, and Donna Fedele, leaving Massimo,
went upstairs and entered Carnesecca's room without knocking. Massimo
was greatly astonished to see her come down again almost immediately,
laughing heartily, her face hidden in her hands. She had found
Carnesecca with his bare legs out of bed, and they were such black, dry
stilts of legs, and the poor man had been so dismayed, and had shouted
so vigorously, "Go away! Go away!" dragging at the clothes the while,
that, with her sense of humour, Donna Fedele would have had to laugh
even if her father and mother had both died but that morning.
She went out to Lúzia and advised her to go and attend to her invalid.
But Lúzia would not. The man was always doing that. He was always
trying to get out of bed without help, and even she herself was sent
out of the room on these occasions. But--what if he should become
giddy? What if he should fall? What if he should break his arm--break
his leg?
"Blessed Lady! What a lot of accidents!" cried Lúzia, unmoved.
"What a lot indeed!" Donna Fedele retorted, laughing. "One would be
enough, I should think!"
Lúzia laughed too, and then went on gathering her peas. Massimo came
up and offered to go to the invalid. Lúzia grasped at this proposal,
saying, "Yes, yes; you go!" But Donna Fedele said, "H'm!" and smiled in
a way that excited Massimo's curiosity. She then explained to him, with
other smiles and some reticence, that he was not in Carnesecca's good
books. Carnesecca read the newspapers, and had come to the conclusion
that Massimo was a Modernist, one of those people who study the Bible
to discover falsehoods in it, to find errors, contradictions, and
interpolations; while to him, Carnesecca, every word it contained had
been written by the hand of the Almighty Himself. He rejoiced in Don
Aurelio's disapproval of Bible criticism, and he had been heard to say
that, on this point, he was more in sympathy with the Jews than with
certain Catholics. In fact, one of his best friends was a rabbi in
London. Massimo, who had never given any thought to Bible criticism,
was greatly amused by the horror he had inspired and much interested
concerning this friendship with the English rabbi. Donna Fedele
informed him that Carnesecca had spent several years in England, where
he had become a Protestant and had made the acquaintance of a rabbi,
a man of science, who had taught him that there were three hundred
and sixty-five bones in the human body. Allowing her own humorous
imagination to colour her story somewhat, perhaps, she went on to
say that, after the tortures he had endured from Catholic sticks and
stones, Ismaele declared he could locate pains in no less than three
hundred and fifty-nine separate bones. The two were still talking
quietly among the peas when they were roused by the priest's voice. Don
Aurelio was standing at his study window.
"Massimo! Will you come in now?"
Massimo hastened indoors, and Donna Fedele, who was very tired, begged
Lúzia to bring her out a chair, and, settling herself comfortably,
waited for news concerning the archpriest's message.
* * * * *
Don Aurelio came out to meet Massimo on the landing, and grasping his
hands, held them in his own for a space, gazing smilingly into his
friend's eyes. Presently he drew him into a little study flooded with
light, with a whitewashed ceiling and brick floor, and barely furnished
with a bookshelf, a deal table, a few rickety, straw-bottomed chairs,
a dilapidated leather easy-chair, from whose rents hung ragged ends
of lining, and, hanging above the easy-chair, a wooden crucifix. The
bookshelf was opposite the fireplace, and it was crowded with books, as
were the table, the mantelshelf, and all the chairs save one. Yet there
was no disorder or dust; the books were arranged in tidy piles, and
everything was as neat as Don Aurelio's cassock and his delicate hands.
Above the mantelshelf, between the two windows, hung two photographs,
one of the Sacro Speco at Subiaco, the other of the Cosmati Cloister
at Santa Scolastica. The books were chiefly religious works. Don
Aurelio set especial store by his collection of the writings of the
great mystics and of his complete sets of the works of Antonio Rosmini
and of Father Gratry. These and the collection of the sacred orators
of Nôtre Dame, together with many books by modern French Catholics,
were the gift of Donna Fedele, and had belonged to her father. Don
Aurelio showed his treasures to his friend with such untroubled
satisfaction, and stood so quietly beside him at the window, pointing
out the different peaks, the villages, and the more distant paths, that
Massimo was forced to conclude either that nothing was wrong or that
Don Aurelio did not yet know. But he was conscious, to the point of
embarrassment, of his own air of distraction and of his visible lack of
interest in the things of which Don Aurelio was talking.
Don Aurelio mentioned Val d'Astico, and Massimo seized the opportunity
to inquire how he got on with the archpriest there.
"He is an excellent man," his friend answered; but he added, smiling,
"I fear, however, he has no great liking for me."
There was no reason for that smile. Massimo saw that Don Aurelio knew.
"Why do you smile?" he asked.
The priest did not answer.
At this point they heard the voice of Lúzia, who was coming upstairs,
crying:
"Smèle! Smèle!" (Ismaele! Ismaele!). "Are you there, Smèle?"
She burst into the room, glanced wildly round, and, wringing her hands
as if beside herself, cried:
"Gèsumarite! He is not here!"
Who was not here? Why, Smèle, of course! And who was Smèle? Carnesecca,
to be sure!
Don Aurelio realised at once what had happened. He gave a start and
dashed downstairs, followed by Massimo and Lúzia. It was as she had
said--the room was empty. And his clothes? They were gone too.
"Gèsumarite! The poor soul!" moaned Lúzia. "And he has even left me a
franc!"
A silver coin was glittering on the straw bottom of a chair, beside a
ball of wool and a set of knitting-needles.
"He has forgotten his watch," she added.
"Massimo!" Don Aurelio called; "follow me!"
At the front door they met Donna Fedele; she had heard Lúzia's cries
and the excited voices of the two men, and was on her way to inquire
what had happened. They told her quickly. The colour left her face. It
was true, then? The letter the sacristan had brought?... Carnesecca had
gone because of that?
"It is true," said Don Aurelio quietly; "but that poor creature has
nothing to do with it. And now he will make himself worse again, for
this morning he was still feverish. You did not see him go out?"
Donna Fedele, who had been watching Lúzia gathering her peas, had
neither seen nor heard anything. Neither had Lúzia seen nor heard him
go.
Don Aurelio set about arranging a plan of pursuit. Something must be
done at once. "I can't run!" observed Donna Fedele with a smile. She
was so far from being able to run that, having pressed the priest's
hand in silence, she dropped wearily into her chair once more. Later
she had to ask the milk-girl from Lago to lend her an arm as far as the
chestnut-tree, where a small hired carriage awaited her.
Don Aurelio started running towards Lago, believing that Ismaele had
gone to the Montanina. Massimo went up towards Maso. The priest reached
the chestnuts on the hillside, from which point one can see the white
Trento villa, without having met a soul. Could Ismaele have passed
already? A man of sixty, with fever upon him, and practically fasting?
Impossible! Don Aurelio stopped abruptly, seized by a sudden thought.
What if the tiresome fellow, believing all he did believe, had gone
to confront the archpriest? The longer Don Aurelio thought about it
the more he thought it probable, and, turning, he hastily retraced his
steps. Instead, however, of going straight up by the short cut that
leads from Lago to Sant' Ubaldo, he took the road that, a few yards
from the church, joins the one descending from Velo. And here he found
Massimo, who had met several people on the Maso road, but no one of
them had seen Carnesecca. This convinced Don Aurelio.
"I will go to Velo," he declared, "but I must go alone. You had better
go back to the Montanina, where they will be waiting for you."
Massimo asked if, in case Pestagran would not come back and his room
being then unoccupied....
Don Aurelio interrupted him.
"No, dear friend, it is impossible. I will explain...."
And reading further questions and suspicions in Massimo's expression of
sorrowful indignation, he urged him away.
"Go to Signor Marcello, who is expecting you. We will talk later on. I
must first find this unhappy, man and prevent his committing further
follies. Leave me now! Signor Marcello has asked me to luncheon, and I
will come if possible."
* * * * *
The archpriest's letter had contained an enclosure from the episcopal
_curia_ of Vicenza that was nothing more nor less than Don Aurelio's
dismissal within a fortnight from the benefice of Lago di Velo. The
archpriest himself, in a few appropriate lines, expressed his regret at
this unexpected communication, and begged Don Aurelio to see that all
persons and furniture were removed from the house within the appointed
time, as his successor would then be arriving with his mother and
sister.
It was a bitter thing to be driven from that peaceful retreat, from his
small, much-loved flock, not to know where to find shelter or food.
_All persons and furniture to be removed._ It was impossible that he
could be dismissed on Ismaele's account, but, under the circumstances,
that word "persons" was not without import.
After the first moments of grief and bewilderment Don Aurelio's soul
was filled with a sense of sweetest peace, as if Christ Himself
had laid loving hands upon his head. His own sad plight no longer
troubled him; he was thinking now of two things only--of finding the
Bible-seller, and of a certain important communication, of a most
delicate nature, which Signor Marcello had made to him in the sacristy
after Mass.
Walking quickly, he soon reached a wayside inn. The innkeeper, a
bearded Lombard, who had once been gardener at the Villino delle Rose,
stood smoking in his shirt-sleeves in the doorway. As Don Aurelio came
up he turned his back upon him and entered the tavern, saying in a
tone easily heard outside:
"Hogs of priests! First they kick a dying man out, and then run to see
if he is dead!"
And he spat contemptuously. Don Aurelio went straight to the man, and
confronted him.
"My good fellow----" he began.
The man was ashamed, and hastened to take his pipe out of his mouth.
"Will you have half a measure, Reverendo?" he stammered.
"Where is he?" Don Aurelio demanded resolutely. "Where is the dying man
I kicked out?"
"Ah! I suppose you mean the Bible-seller. I'm sorry for what I said. It
wasn't meant for you. For my part I prefer the priests to this Bible
chap. Yes, he is here; my wife found him on the road, half dead. But he
is not going to stay here, I can tell you! If that is what is worrying
you, put your mind at rest. I'm going to tell him that if his own feet
don't move him, mine will. Will that suit you? I spoke wrong at first;
I'm speaking right enough now, ain't I? Good-morning!" He greeted a
band of soldiers belonging to a regiment of mountain chasseurs, who
were entering the tavern.
Meanwhile Don Aurelio went to the courtyard at the side of the house,
drawn by the sound of an agitated woman's voice. Upon a broken chair
planted unsteadily in the black ooze, within a yard of the manure-heap,
sat the wretched Carnesecca, grudgingly held up by the innkeeper's
wife, who was calling: "Checca! Checca! Quick! Quick!" with all the
strength of her lungs. Don Aurelio rushed forward to support the
tottering man, who was the colour of a badly-washed rag, and scolded
the woman for not having taken him into the house. The woman, one
moment calling "Checca" and the next making her excuses to the priest,
said it had been her man, Gèsummaria! who had not been willing. And
besides, Carnesecca himself--Blessed Lady!--had not wanted it. He had
seemed much stronger when they brought him in from the road; not as he
was now. He had even said: "Fling me on the dung-heap, for I am Jopha!"
At this point Carnesecca half opened his eyes and mumbled, his chin
still resting upon his breast:
"Jonah! Not Jopha!"
"Yes, yes, Jopha!" the woman comforted. "Be quiet and you shall have
some coffee."
Here was Checca at last, a great, stolid-looking country girl of about
sixteen, bringing the coffee--not, indeed, the coffee of the padrone
and his customers, but that of the padrone's wife and her servant, a
semblance of coffee on terms of intimacy with roasted wheat.
Just at this moment a hen that had been calmly disporting herself on
the manure-heap, frightened by the house-dog, flapped down into the
yard, and disappeared through a near hedge.
"Gèsu! Mistress! The hen!" screamed Checca, stopping short. "Catch her,
catch her!" shouted her mistress, remembering a certain hole in the
hedge and the ferocious threats of one of her neighbours.
Don Aurelio snatched the coffee-pot from Checca's hands, and the two
women, the mistress in front, Checca close behind, were off like the
wind, splashing through the black ooze. A sip of coffee revived the
Bible-merchant, who fixed upon Don Aurelio a look that was half dazed,
half mirthful.
"What have you done, you wretched fellow? What have you done? What has
come over you?"
Carnesecca smiled, and answered in his Val d'Astico Italian:
"I got round you, you see! I told you I would. I got round you!"
Another sip of coffee.
"You think you have got round me, do you? And where do you intend to
go?"
Another sip, after which Carnesecca cast a look of deep inquiry at the
liquid, with a most expressive pout of his lips.
"Where do I intend to go?" he said, still gazing into the wheat coffee.
"First to the High Priest of Velo!"
"I forbid your doing that!"
"I shall go to the High Priest of Velo in a spirit of respect and of
meekness," said Carnesecca serenely, "and I shall say to him: 'Vent thy
wrath upon me, cause me to be crucified, for this is Jerusalem, thou
art Caiaphas, and I am the son of the Lamb.'"
Don Aurelio was beside himself.
"Don't talk rubbish! What you suppose is all nonsense. There is not a
word of truth in it. You are coming home with me immediately!"
The "son of the Lamb" was visibly impressed by Don Aurelio's flushed
countenance and angry voice, and sat gazing fixedly at him.
"Well, well, well!" said he at last, letting the words off like pistol
shots. "If it is not true, I need not go. But I had sooner die on that
dung-heap than go back with you. I will ask shelter of the White Lady
of the Roses, who----"
"Calàpo!" shouted the innkeeper's wife, who was bringing the hen back
in her arms. "Calàpo, Calàpo! What are you about?"
Calàpo, a stumpy little man, barefooted and coatless, who was dragging
a cart out of the stable, shouted, in his turn, that he was going to
harness the donkey to drive to Piovene.
"You will do nothing of the sort! The donkey has the colic, you fool!"
Carnesecca, interrupted in an intended panegyric upon the White Lady
of the Roses, as he called Donna Fedele, made an effort to rise and
go on his way. Don Aurelio detained him. It had struck him that it
would be better, for many reasons, to allow the old man to go to the
Villino, but he could not let him go on foot. He begged the woman, if
she would not keep him, at least to allow Calàpo to take him to the
villa in the donkey-cart. But the woman refused, on the plea of the
animal's indisposition. Calàpo pushed the cart back into the shed,
and Carnesecca declared that he was able to walk. Don Aurelio had
started to interview the innkeeper, and beg him at least to keep the
"Bible-man" till the evening, when Calàpo came up and offered to drag
the cart as far as the villa. Meanwhile one of the soldiers had called
Checca out into the street, whither others had followed, and formed a
circle around the flushed and laughing girl. The mistress shouted to
her and she came in, followed by the soldiers, one of whom, hearing
Calàpo renew his offer, over which Don Aurelio was hesitating, cried
out:
"Do you want help? I will help you!"
Scenting fun, his companions quickly volunteered to help also, and it
was arranged that together they should draw the cart as far as Velo,
where a donkey free from colic might be found. Calàpo took his place
between the shafts, and a couple of soldiers lifted Carnesecca and
placed him in the cart. Then there was a merry proposal to put Checca
in too, but the girl ran off, while Carnesecca threatened indignantly
to throw himself from the cart if his dignity were thus compromised.
The innkeeper's wife settled the matter.
"You want more weight, do you, boys? You shall have it," she said, and
sent Calàpo to fetch two bags of corn to take to the miller.
But Carnesecca called Calàpo to his side and inquired if he really felt
able to drag the cart alone as far as Velo.
"As far as Velo? As far as Piovene, if you like!" was the fellow's
reply.
Thereupon Carnesecca, who shrank from the soldiers' noisy escort,
turned towards them, giving them to understand that he could dispense
with their services. Then he bowed his thanks to right and left, his
head bobbing between upraised hands, that waved on either side like a
pair of great ears. He looked like a pope imparting his blessing from
the chair of state.
"Let us be off, Calàpo," said Carnesecca gently. "I give you my
blessing," he said, turning to Don Aurelio, "for your hospitality." And
addressing the woman, he added: "I bless you also for this cart, for
the chair, and ... yes, let us be charitable ... for the coffee also!"
At this moment the innkeeper made an appearance at the side door, and
blustered: "What is all this farce about?" Carnesecca scrutinised him
with the utmost composure. "I bless you also," he said, "you also, my
good man--because you have a Christian wife, and a Christian wife may
save a heathen husband. Let us be off, Calàpo."
The innkeeper was speechless with amazement. Calàpo, bending beneath
the load, turned out at the gateway into the road, the soldiers
following and jeering at him, "Gee up, Calàpo, gee up!" Don Aurelio
stood for a few seconds watching this strange procession move towards
Velo, and then started in the direction of Sant' Ubaldo.
II
Don Aurelio's mind was now wholly engrossed in what Signor Marcello
had confided to him in the sacristy after Mass. Without explaining his
reasons for thinking so, further than by alluding to his seventy-two
years, Signor Marcello had spoken as one who believed he had not
long to live. An unusual gentleness in his bearing confirmed the
priest's suspicion that some physical warning must have come to him.
The substance of his unexpected communication was as follows. Uneasy
concerning the future of Leila, whom he looked upon as his daughter,
and anxious lest she should refuse the benefits his will might offer,
lest she should fall once more into the hands of one or other of her
parents, he had thought that if a union were possible between her and
Massimo Alberti, his poor boy's friend, the second and more serious of
these dangers might be averted. Probably thereby the other difficulty
would be avoided as well, at least to a certain extent, for he would
then comply in part with Leila's wish, and leave her the villa only. It
was to be hoped that neither she nor her husband would wish to offend
his memory by refusing this legacy.
It was unreasonable to expect a girl of two-and-twenty to mourn for
ever, and she must know that another future was expected and desired
for her. Perhaps as long as he, Marcello, lived she would hesitate to
commit what might seem an outrage against poor Andrea's memory, but
if she were encouraged and persuaded that Andrea in heaven would not
disapprove of this marriage, she would surely give way. Signor Marcello
was convinced of this. The unknown quantity in the problem was Massimo
Alberti.
Signor Marcello had heard much that was good of him from Don Aurelio,
but he did not know whether he had other ties and affections, whether
or no he intended to marry. This was why he had confided in Don Aurelio
and asked for his advice and the help that the priest's friendship with
Massimo could give him, first by information and then, if possible, by
influencing the young man in the matter.
During this conversation the priest's face had flushed with trouble
and embarrassment. Massimo had no ties of a shameful nature, of this
he felt sure, nor, to his knowledge, was he in love. He knew him to be
of a susceptible nature, and in writing to him the young man had never
tried to hide the fact. As to marriage, he was certainly not opposed
to it, but he was firmly determined never to bind himself without love,
or to tolerate suggestions concerning his choice. Advice of this kind
had once turned him against a certain alliance which otherwise very
probably would have been made. In matters like these special tact was
required which Don Aurelio felt that he did not possess; he wished he
did possess it, for he would have been heartily glad to urge Massimo to
marry, believing him capable of realising the highest ideals of married
life.
All this he told Signor Marcello, but he said nothing of what to him
presented the thorniest aspect of the problem. Signorina Leila was a
riddle to him, a closed casket that might contain either rich jewels
or false ones. Signor Marcello persisted, however, in his request, and
showed some impatience. In the short time he had known him Don Aurelio
had grown to respect this old man, with his warm heart, his honest and
humble soul, with such pure faith in and love of the Divine Word. He
could not refuse the favour he was now being asked, and promised to do
his best.
* * * * *
He would do his best, but how was he to set to work, he wondered as he
walked slowly along the parched road to Sant' Ubaldo. The first step
must be to discover whether Massimo's heart was free. This was not
difficult. And if it were free, by what means was he to influence his
friend in the right direction without revealing his purpose? Besides,
was there time enough? When he had talked with Signor Marcello he had
not known he must leave in a fortnight. Would not Massimo also want
to leave? And could a matter of this sort be arranged in a fortnight?
He must take Donna Fedele into his confidence. She had experience of
these things, and would advise him. Although she went very rarely to
the Montanina, she would surely know more about Signorina Leila than
he could possibly discover. He looked at his watch. It was half-past
ten. There was time for him to go to the Villino and get back to the
Montanina for luncheon. Opportunities of studying the girl and of
seeing the two young people together were precious. He hurried along,
taking the road that leads down to Lago without touching Sant' Ubaldo.
While crossing the glade between the slope of Lago and that on which
the Montanina stands he tried to recollect his few distinct impressions
of Signorina Leila. He had heard her play with great feeling. He had
occasionally seen her coming down the road from Sant' Ubaldo to the
Battery, carrying great bunches of wild flowers. He could not remember
any but insignificant remarks of hers. Whenever he said Mass at Santa
Maria ad Montes she was present, seated beside Signor Marcello. Once
when he and Signor Marcello had had a discussion in her presence
concerning the reading of the Gospels she had shown not the slightest
interest. He recollected, indeed, that he had come away wondering
whether she had ever read them. She was not unattractive-looking,
but she did not seem to him beautiful enough to captivate Massimo at
first sight. His impression of her face was that it revealed great
intelligence and a character containing much of reserve and caprice.
Absorbed in these thoughts, he would probably have passed Donna Fedele
without seeing her had she not called out, "Don Aurelio!" She and the
girl from Lago were seated upon the fallen trunk of a great tree, a
little above the turn that leads towards the Montanina.
"Well? Did you find him?"
Hearing that Carnesecca was on his way to Villino delle Rose, she rose
to her feet, astonished, but glad to have him, and anxious to get
home. Although she was still very tired, she dismissed the girl, that
she might be free to discuss Don Aurelio's dismissal from his benefice.
There was little to tell, and the priest cut short her conjectures,
perhaps because another matter was then uppermost in his mind, or
that he feared an indignant outburst against the priests of Velo. He
made haste to tell her that he wanted her advice on a very important
question. "More so than this?" Donna Fedele asked. Yes. This matter was
simple enough, but the other was most complex. Talking thus they had
almost reached the little hired carriage that had come up as far as the
entrance to the Montanina. The priest stopped, intending to explain the
matter shortly.
"Don Aurelio," said his companion, "if you do not mind giving me your
arm, I will stop, otherwise I must go and sit in the carriage." She was
very pale, but her sweet eyes were smiling.
As it was not yet eleven, Donna Fedele decided that there was time
for Don Aurelio to accompany her home and then be driven back to the
Montanina by twelve o'clock, and although the driver's presence would
prevent their talking on the way, they would, nevertheless, have a
quiet quarter of an hour at the Villino.
* * * * *
At five minutes to twelve Don Aurelio pushed open the covered gate that
leads into the Montanina grounds, beside Santa Maria ad Montes, feeling
much lighter-hearted than he had felt earlier in the day. Donna Fedele
had promised her aid with such enthusiastic goodwill that he, ignorant
as he was of the depths of her good nature, was touched and filled with
gratitude, as if that goodwill had been all on his behalf.
III
Massimo came down from Sant' Ubaldo with his heart full of bitterness,
believing firmly, with Carnesecca, that Don Aurelio's dismissal had
been brought about by his championship of the Lutheran missioner. He
wondered anxiously what would happen to his poor friend. Even if the
unfortunate priest should wander far in search of another diocese,
would not these calumnies follow him? Would he not be met on all sides
with reluctance, diffidence, and timidity?
Hardly had his hand touched the Montanina gate than another anxiety
beset him, overruling the first. He thought of his approaching meeting
with the Signorina, which he desired and yet at the same time dreaded.
The green, flowery loveliness of the villa's setting seemed to him
to distil a subtle sense of awe-inspiring mystery. Instead of going
straight to the house he turned to the left, past the clump of poplars
and the bridge, overgrown with roses, and walked along the bank of
the Riderella to where a tiny waterfall sings, almost in the shade of
the walnut-trees. Presently he asked himself impatiently what was the
meaning of this agitation on account of one whom he had never seen.
For answer the two photographs rose to his mind, and he shrank from
the thought of being confronted by that pale face and the downcast
eyes. He started towards the villa, trying to steel himself into
indifference. In the distance, by the stables, he saw Teresina talking
to a gentleman, whom he learned from her later was the village doctor,
who had not deemed it prudent to intrude upon Signor Marcello without
a plausible excuse. Massimo went up to his room and stood gazing for
some time at Andrea's picture. Then he carefully and almost reverently
changed the water in the glass that held the rose, the rose that had
drooped a little lower and become more languid, its outside petals
already touched by the first pallor of death. Again he re-read his
letters to his lost friend, letters whose pages were still more faded
than the rose. He was standing at the window in passive enjoyment of
this feast of sunshine, wind, and living things that exhorted to life,
when he heard a heavy step in the corridor, and, turning, saw the door
slowly pushed open. It was Signor Marcello, who, on perceiving him,
uttered an exclamation of apology.
"I did not know you had returned," said he.
In his hand he carried a fresh rose, a magnificent white one, like the
other. They stood gazing at each other for a while in silent sympathy;
then Massimo, deeply moved, took the rose, and Signor Marcello withdrew.
Towards half-past eleven, while Massimo was writing letters, Giovanni
brought a message from his master, asking the young man to come down.
"He is in the drawing-room with the Signorina."
"Which shall I see?" was the thought that sprang to Massimo's mind as
he went down the wooden staircase.
Leila was seated with her back to the stairs at the writing-table
placed crosswise between the spacious window and the fireplace. She was
annoyed with herself because her heart was beating so violently; she
would not admit, even to herself, her burning curiosity to see this man
who was descending the stairs; she would not have turned her head to
look at him, either then or later, if she could have avoided doing so
without being set down as hopelessly discourteous.
"Leila!" said Signor Marcello gently.
She laid down her pen, opened the drawer to place something in it,
seemed to be searching in it for an instant, and finally rose and faced
about.
Signor Marcello introduced her: "My daughter."
She barely inclined her head. Massimo bowed low, murmuring something
incoherent of which the only word distinguishable was "pleasure."
Yes, pleasure! Here was neither the one face nor the other. Here was
the serious face of a girl who receives for the first time a friend of
her dead lover. It was the face of one who had once given everything
to love, and had now consecrated her life to the memory of that love.
Massimo might have been more critical of the irregularities of this
face had its expression been different. But the irregularities seemed
to him too insignificant to dwell upon, and he thought her almost
beautiful. He could not but admire her figure, which, though not tall,
was perfect in all its lines, revealed by her simple grey gown, trimmed
with black, and cut slightly low at the neck. He noticed the splendid,
fair hair that crowned her small head, and the grace of her neck,
which was the colour of old ivory. His bearing immediately became less
constrained.
But Leila became even more rigid. Signor Marcello saw, by a slight
movement on her part, that she was about to flee, like a child whose
feet fidget to be off. He tried to detain her by making her the subject
of conversation.
"She has sacrificed herself for my poor wife and myself," he began, but
obtained the opposite result to that at which he aimed. Leila cried
reproachfully, "Papa!" and darted off. Signor Marcello was hurt, and
called after her:
"Leila!"
She paused on the threshold of the dining-room, turned towards them,
and stood resting her hands against the door-jambs. Massimo shuddered.
It was the face he had dreaded--the marble sphinx, with downcast eyes.
The vision lasted but an instant. Then Leila looked up with a forced
smile.
"I must go, Papa," she said--"that is, if you want any luncheon!"
"Oh, very well ..." sighed Signor Marcello, more displeased than
submissive.
Hardly had she left the room than he began to sing her praises. She was
kind, intelligent, a musician, a skilful housewife. Massimo listened in
silence. As soon as possible he brought the conversation round to Don
Aurelio's dismissal, of which, of course, Signor Marcello had not yet
heard. Massimo was as yet unacquainted with the particulars, but the
fact itself was certain.
Signor Marcello was more disappointed and grieved than indignant.
Four-and-twenty hours before he would have felt differently. Of
Carnesecca, Massimo only knew that he had fled, and he greatly doubted
whether Don Aurelio would be able to keep his engagement to luncheon.
He also spoke of Donna Fedele, although he was unaware on what terms
she stood at the Montanina. Signor Marcello expressed his pleasure at
discovering that there was a link between them, repeating several times
how glad he was, without giving any reason why, and without any special
praise for any of the persons concerned, and going on to tell how the
Vayla di Breas had come to settle in Arsiero. At this point Don Aurelio
arrived.
He came in with a bright manner, and answered Signor Marcello's and
Massimo's questions briefly. Yes, it was quite true that he must leave
his benefice within a fortnight. But it was no one's fault. Ismaele was
only a poor visionary. The rough time he had had at Posina had made
him fancy there was persecution everywhere. A priest, with his mother
and sister, were coming to Lago. Probably it was to assist them, poor
things--while he, without any such claims upon him----And he shrugged
his shoulders, as if it would be the easiest thing in the world for
him to earn a livelihood. Changing the subject, he became eloquent in
his account of Carnesecca's wanderings, saying that, at the present
moment, he was in bed in a comfortable little room at the Villino, in a
state of beatitude. Well, perhaps not precisely of beatitude, because
the three hundred and fifty-nine bones had begun to ache again, but,
nevertheless----! The footman here announced that luncheon was served.
Leila was waiting in the dining-room.
* * * * *
The four seated themselves at the square table, one on each side.
Leila sat facing the glass door opening into the garden and commanding
a view of the crags of Barco; Massimo was on her left. On her right
sat Don Aurelio, who began talking to her at once, telling her he had
often seen her coming down the road from the Battery, carrying wild
flowers. He referred to the rhododendrons that grew luxuriantly where
landslides have torn the slopes of Priaforà. She knew these well, and
admitted that those wild spots were favourites of hers. Her voice was
deeper and not so sweet as Donna Fedele's, but rich, sympathetic,
and soft, nevertheless, suggesting as far as a woman's voice can the
notes of a violoncello, and rich with potential feeling. Her answer
to Don Aurelio's question, whether she was fond of solitudes, came
unhesitatingly and in the affirmative, but she added quickly, fearing
she had not understood aright:
"Solitude, you say?"
"I really said 'solitudes.'"
Without looking at Massimo she felt he was about to speak, and hastened
to renew the conversation with Don Aurelio, asking him if he had
seen the rhododendrons of Priaforà in blossom. Alas! no, that was
impossible! The Signorina forgot that he had only come to Sant' Ubaldo
in October.
"You will see them in July," she said.
Don Aurelio smiled.
"I am sorry to say that Don Aurelio is leaving us," Signor Marcello
announced sadly.
"As a matter of fact it is not he who----" Massimo began.
"He is leaving us?" Leila broke in, more astonished than grieved.
"They are driving him away," said Massimo, with some irritation, and
determined to conquer the girl's assumption of indifference towards
himself. She flung him a glance that seemed to say, "What have you to
do with it?" and once more repeated, "He is giving us up?"
But when Alberti was determined it was no easy matter to silence him.
"Yes, indeed, they are driving him away," he reiterated, speaking
rather to Don Aurelio himself than to Leila. "The archpriest has
dismissed him. He is sending him away because he has housed a
Protestant! Or it may be perhaps because he believes him to be a
Modernist."
To Massimo, Don Aurelio's humble meekness towards his enemies seemed
excessive, and sometimes irritated him, as it had a moment since when
he had alluded to his needy successor. He was burning to tell him so
openly, to make him see the truth clearly. During his outburst Don
Aurelio could only protest in monosyllables, but when his friend had
finished he expressed the pain such violent language and these unproved
accusations caused him.
"He is capable of it," murmured Signor Marcello with bowed head,
alluding to the archpriest. "Quite capable of it--quite!"
"The archpriest knows perfectly well I am not a Modernist," Don Aurelio
went on with a last protesting gesture. His superior had, indeed,
assured him of his most complete satisfaction on that point.
"Nonsense!" said Signor Marcello. "You a Modernist indeed!"
"He certainly is not," Massimo interposed. "At the most he may be a
Modernist only in the way Antonio Rosmini was. They say I am one also,"
he added candidly.
Don Aurelio laughed heartily.
"You ... you...!" he cried, with a blankness that was eloquent.
Massimo understood, and looking round, met a glance from Leila's eyes
that pierced him like a shaft of fire. For an instant he felt blinded,
and it was only by an effort that he brought himself to answer Don
Aurelio.
"Yes," he said, "I may be more of a Modernist than you are, but I am
not one, after all."
What a significant glance from the marble sphinx that had been!
Signor Marcello stretched out his hand, and laid it upon Massimo's,
that rested on the table.
"My dear young friend," said he, "remember an old man's words: 'There
is but one true form of Modernism, and that is the Modernism of
Dante! Therein is the whole Catholic creed to the last iota, inspired
by ardent faith, bringing the Gospel in simple language to all men,
regardless of the shades of their opinions. Dante, dear friend, Dante!
And now talk about the rhododendrons again.'"
But instead Massimo spoke of the room Carnesecca had left unoccupied at
Sant' Ubaldo, saying there was no longer any excuse for his intruding
upon Signor Marcello. The old man, astonished and somewhat hurt by this
display of formality, protested that he could not hear of Massimo's
leaving. His friend's speech seemed to upset Don Aurelio also, who
generally found it easier to express his feelings by certain restless
physical movements than by words. But Massimo persisted. Like Don
Aurelio, he also accompanied broken sentences with various gestures,
that were the visible signs of unspoken arguments.
"I assure you," cried his friend, half in jest, half in earnest, "by
your presence in my house you would injure me more than poor Carnesecca
did, and I can't have you! You will have to listen to Signor Marcello."
A conviction that he was being encompassed by some irresistible
influence suddenly overwhelmed Massimo. His brain struggled feebly to
send forth the words "Then I will return to Milan," but they remained
unsaid, and he kept silence.
Leila had not spoken since meeting the glance which had said, "Are you
interested in me?" She could not forgive herself her own glance. She
perfectly understood Signor Marcello's displeasure, but she could not
see why Don Aurelio did not wish to have his friend at Sant' Ubaldo.
She encouraged her forced contempt for Massimo by telling herself he
did not really wish to leave, that if he had wished it, instead of
bringing the matter up at the luncheon-table, he would have come down
later with his luggage ready strapped, and said to Signor Marcello:
"There is no longer any excuse for my remaining here, and I am going."
But, of course, Signor Alberti preferred a comfortable room, a nice
house, and a good table to the priest's poor home and meagre fare.
* * * * *
So he was a Modernist as well! Of Modernism Leila knew less than
nothing. She disliked the name, and she disliked her own ignorant
interpretation of it. She had never thought about her own attitude
towards religious observance. A creature of instinct and of passions
rather than of reason, the vagaries of her fancy and ideas were
in no wise checked by the regular, if mechanical, performance of
religious duties. She looked upon Modernism, not as an effort to adapt
traditional Catholicism to modern conditions, but rather as a doctrine
that sought to substitute for the ancient religious obligations of
Catholic tradition new obligations that were more extensive, less
clearly defined, and heavier.
At times she prayed devoutly, but always with the traditional forms
and never spontaneously. Her prayers were for definite and immediate
objects, and not for Divine love and for spiritual blessing. Her
impulse, nevertheless, was sincere, and she found a help in prayer of
this kind.
She imagined, and the thought was odious to her, that Modernism was
incompatible with traditional prayer. The only aspect of Modernism that
could appeal to her was its element of rebellion, but she judged it an
abortive, half-hearted rebellion at best. And so Signor Alberti was a
Modernist! This helped her in her determination to despise him.
The fruit had been placed on the table and Leila rose.
* * * * *
Her obstinate silence after that fiery glance, from which Massimo still
smarted, was, to his mind, the necessary complement of that glance,
and was characteristic of his conception of her as a marble sphinx. In
rising with the others when Leila rose, the young man recalled certain
teasing words a friend had once spoken, the recollection of which
often galled him: "You have not yet experienced it, but when you do
fall in love, it will be sudden and overwhelming." As he passed into
the drawing-room behind Leila he noticed certain tiny red spots upon
her white neck. He was glad to see these, for they seemed to diminish
somewhat the power of physical attraction which this strange creature
possessed. Taking Don Aurelio's arm, he scolded him gently for not
wishing to have him at Sant' Ubaldo. But Don Aurelio had found a useful
excuse. "You would compromise me!" said he, laughing his hearty laugh
that shook his whole frame. "Is it not true, Signorina?"
"It seems to me," she said, without looking at either of them, "that
compromise cannot matter now." And she busied herself in pouring out
the coffee.
Don Aurelio, always slow to recognise a thrust, failed absolutely to
recognise this one, which wounded Massimo more deeply than himself.
He murmured humbly: "I am only in jest, only in jest, you know!" and
added, in his simplicity and inexperience of _double entente_:
"Poor Massimo cannot compromise any one."
Massimo was somewhat embarrassed, but said nothing. Leila, however,
smiled slightly, thus making Don Aurelio aware of his blunder.
"Ah, well ... yes ... of course ... what nonsense!" he stammered,
answering her with a laugh almost of regret for unspoken words. "I
speak simply, and must be taken simply."
Signor Marcello called them out to the terrace to see a fine effect
of gathering storm-clouds. On the north the sun was beating upon the
heights of Rotzo in Val d'Astico, that stood out, brightly gilded,
against the clear blue, while the brow of the same uplands was lit
up towards the east by continuous summer lightning, flashing out of
a sky of turquoise. Leila hastened to obey the summons, pretending
to have forgotten that she had not given Signor Alberti his coffee.
When, a moment later, he appeared on the terrace with Don Aurelio, she
withdrew, and slipping into the dining-room, crossed to the threshold
of the garden door. A thunderstorm always made her nerves tingle with a
mad delight, and she liked to enjoy it alone, drawn to it like a small
cloud saturated with electricity. If there had been wind, she would
have rushed out as she did sometimes at night, letting her hair blow
wild. But as no leaf stirred, and as she heard Signor Marcello's voice
asking for her, she returned to the terrace.
"The coffee, dear," said the old man. "Neither Alberti nor I have had
ours."
She murmured some excuse. In helping Massimo her manner was not
precisely rude, but there was something ungracious both in her face
and bearing. Don Aurelio, who noted everything, with meekness indeed,
but with keenness as well, reflected in his artless optimism that the
memory of her lover could no longer be very vivid in her heart, if she
could treat his dearest friend thus coldly.
"Where was it," said Signor Marcello suddenly to Massimo, "that you met
that Benedetto from Subiaco?"
"At Jenne."
"And what was he like?"
"Well, I will not say that I adored him, for I object to the word, but
I loved him better than I have ever loved any one in this world, except
my mother."
Massimo had no idea the sphinx would speak.
"Was he indeed a saint, then?" said she.
"I beg your pardon, Signorina," he retorted, "but I have never felt the
necessity for saintliness in those I love."
"But is it true he performed miracles?"
"No, he performed no miracles."
"Did he really die in a woman's arms?"
Don Aurelio, amazed that a young girl should ask such a question, could
not suppress an exclamation of protest.
"Leila!" Signor Marcello ejaculated severely.
With flaming face Massimo exclaimed:
"It is a vile calumny! I never heard it before!"
"I read it somewhere," said Leila calmly.
Don Aurelio intervened.
"I would have you know, Signorina, that the man of whom you speak may
have erred in matters of doctrine; on that point I can express no
opinion. But, had the Church pointed out his errors to him, he would
have been the first to recognise them. As to his private life, after
his conversion it was one of perfect purity. I can answer for that, at
least."
Signor Marcello, who was following the discussion with a nervous
twitching of every line of his expressive face, now cut it short in a
voice of authority. Saying that he wanted to speak privately with Don
Aurelio, he proposed that Leila should take Alberti for a walk in the
garden. Leila cast him a half-dazed glance, and then looked towards
Massimo as if beseeching his support.
"It is too hot," she objected.
The young man protested that he was quite ready to go alone, but Signor
Marcello would listen to no excuses. A heavy bank of clouds was rapidly
darkening the villa's green surroundings, and the rain was more to be
feared than the heat.
* * * * *
"You know the Montanina well?" said Leila, as she passed out by the
south door that opens upon the green slope, studded with pines and
mountain-oaks, and crowned, far above, with chestnuts. "You have seen
the sun-dial, and Blessed Alberto Magno, and the goat's head, through
whose mouth flow the waters of the Riderella?" All this she delivered
like a tiresome and oft-repeated lesson, and, walking in front of him,
did not appear to notice that he made no answer. She took the path
leading upwards, on one side of the villa. "Do you know the Fonte
Modesta also?" she inquired, as they passed near the small cave, filled
with the spring's soft murmuring. On she went, pointing out this
feature and that, regardless of Alberti's silence, and with all the
perfunctoriness of a professional guide.
While she was speaking the words "the source of the Riderella" he
interrupted her. He had been waiting to speak only until they should
have reached a sufficient distance from the house.
"Signorina," said he, "I did not insist with Signor Marcello because I
saw that I should cause him pain, but I wish you to understand that you
need not put yourself out for me. If you will allow me, I will finish
the walk alone."
Leila answered coldly: "As you like."
The path being narrow, she stepped aside to let him pass, standing with
downcast eyes, like a statue of marble.
"Thank you," said the young man, quivering with indignation, and he
passed her without a look. Why had this girl taken it into her head
to treat him thus? Did she think he was going to make love to her?
He could not fancy any other reason. And those foolish questions
concerning Benedetto had simply been a piece of pointed impudence. Make
love to her indeed!
But that fiery glance! In thinking of it Massimo recalled the music
he had heard in the night. What lay concealed in the soul of this
mysterious creature? Her stiffness and indifference, her silent
discourtesy, and her insolent words were not only intentional but
incomprehensible as well. What reason had she to suppose he intended
making love to her? What sign had he given? A suspicion flashed upon
him. Don Aurelio had taken it into his head that his friend should
marry young. Was it possible he had chosen this girl for him, that
some inkling of his plan had reached her? No, it was impossible, and
that for a hundred reasons, and if on account of nothing else, at
least for the friendship between Don Aurelio and Signor Marcello. The
conclusion, then? The conclusion was that one thing only was clear--the
girl's pointed hostility. This he might have regarded as armour against
budding affection had affection had time to bud. But as it was...?
He sat down to rest upon a rustic bench beneath the chestnut-tree.
The great clouds were veiling Torraro, the shadows of the trees
swayed in the wind on the flower-strewn banks, the white villa was
smiling brightly down below in the sunshine, and the dull roar of the
torrent and of the whirlpools of Perale rose through the silence of
chestnut-groves. But Massimo could enjoy neither the shade nor the
fresh breeze, nor the grand and gentle beauty of all things. He felt
that beauty was a stranger to the bitterness of his heart, felt himself
a stranger to beauty. He wondered what course he should pursue. He
would not go back to the Montanina, and he must either persuade Don
Aurelio to take him in or he must return to Milan. He took pleasure in
recalling all the bitterness of his heart, mingling that which lay at
the bottom, almost outside the bounds of memory, with the bitterness of
the present hour. He tried to concentrate his thoughts on Don Aurelio's
sad plight, for Signorina Leila's discourtesy was really not worth
worrying about. But Don Aurelio! The old temptation rose up again, grim
and violent. Would it not be better to break away at once and for all
from the people who persecute such men as Don Aurelio, the very salt
of the earth? But immediately he felt the grave eyes of Don Aurelio
himself fixed upon him, the eyes of the victim who was all meekness
towards his persecutors; and the impulse of rebellion was defeated. But
to cease fighting the enemies of the Church for the Church's own sake,
to stand by and watch the struggle--this was no temptation, but a wise
counsel. But what should he do in the world, then? Ignore the world,
obtain an appointment as parish doctor--why not? In some village, among
the hills, would it not be happiness to taste something of the joys of
love? Presently he saw Don Aurelio come out of the villa, look upwards,
and start in his direction, and he went down to meet him. Don Aurelio
appeared astonished to see him alone.
"And the Signorina?"
Massimo said he had begged her not to put herself out for him, and
hastened to add that, being alone, he had had time to think of his own
plans. He was resolved to leave the Montanina that very evening, and
still hoped to occupy Carnesecca's room. Don Aurelio answered firmly,
and at the same time regretfully, that he had just now promised Signor
Marcello that Massimo would stay at least a fortnight at the Montanina,
if not all the time he had arranged to spend at Lago di Velo. Massimo
repeated that this was out of the question. If Don Aurelio would
not have him as his guest during the few days that remained of his
ministry, he would go back to Milan. Don Aurelio seized this favourable
opportunity.
"Is it an interest in any special person that calls you back to Milan?"
he asked.
Massimo answered promptly in the negative and smiled.
"Really, no? You can assure me of that?"
"Really, no! My hand upon it!" cried the young man, extending his hand,
which Don Aurelio pressed.
"In that case," he said, "you must not disappoint this old man so
cruelly."
But Massimo was so determined that the priest was forced to conclude
something unpleasant had happened. He asked if the Signorina's
questions about Benedetto had offended him. No, she had spoken in
ignorance, repeating newspaper gossip. Perhaps there had been further
discussion in the garden? No, there had not. But Don Aurelio pressed
him so hard that at last Massimo confessed the real reason. The girl
could not bear him, and had let him see it. This Don Aurelio refused
to believe, and made him describe all Leila's hostile actions, which
appeared insignificant enough in the telling; but the priest admitted
that certain things that might almost pass unobserved may be keenly
felt. It was only with difficulty that he extracted a promise from
Massimo to postpone his departure until the morrow. He should be free
to leave the next night if his impressions were confirmed. He advised
him, at all events, to pay a farewell visit to the Villino delle Rose
immediately, and pointed out the little house, showing like a red berry
on the edge of the plain of Arsiero, that looks towards Seghe. Don
Aurelio urged his friend to start at once, that he might be sure of
finding Donna Fedele at home.
When Massimo had gone the priest returned to Signor Marcello, with whom
he had a long talk. Then he left him to go back to Sant' Ubaldo. Signor
Marcello sent for Leila. He told her how dear Alberti was to him, and
said she must surely understand why. He wished him to remain some time
at the Montanina, and he therefore begged her to be gracious to him.
The old man spoke in low tones and with great gentleness, as one who
wishes his manner to convey the seriousness of unspoken words. Leila,
who had stood listening, pale and motionless, murmured that she had
not been conscious of ungraciousness towards Signor Alberti. Signor
Marcello looked at her, but did not answer. Presently he said, with the
same gentleness as before:
"I ask it as a favour."
Hardly above a whisper she answered, "Yes, Papa."
Then going to her room, she locked the door and burst into a violent
fit of weeping.
IV
Massimo returned from the Villino delle Rose shortly before the
dinner-hour. Signor Marcello came out to meet him, and drawing his arm
through his own, repeated lovingly to him how delighted he was to have
him at the Montanina. He meant to show him many treasured old letters,
wherein he, Massimo, was mentioned. A few days ago he would not have
believed himself able to do this, but now, largely owing to Massimo's
presence at the Montanina, he felt quite strong. The young man, who was
both touched and troubled, was at a loss how to introduce the painful
but necessary question of his departure. He was still casting about in
his mind for a suggestion when the bell rang for dinner. Then it was
too late to speak, and he postponed the difficult announcement until
later.
Leila was late for dinner. She was dressed in black and wore a bunch of
pansies in her belt. She was very pale, and ate scarcely anything. With
a visible effort she forced herself to put some questions to Massimo
as to how he had spent the afternoon, paying but slight attention to
his answers. Signor Marcello glanced frequently at the black gown and
at the flowers she wore, with a look half tender, half regretful. He
talked a great deal and with affectionate admiration of Donna Fedele,
speaking of her former beauty, the youth that still shone in her brown
eyes, and sweet voice. Looking at Leila, he said how sorry he was that
the lady no longer came to the Montanina as before.
"To tell the truth," said Leila, "it is for us to go to see her."
Signor Marcello's face beamed with satisfaction and gratitude, and
taking the hand that she allowed to rest limply in his, he pressed it
tenderly.
Then the conversation turned upon Don Aurelio's dismissal. "Who is this
archpriest?" Massimo inquired.
"Gèsummaria!" cried Signor Marcello, covering his eyes with his big,
thin hands, a gesture that spoke volumes. And "Gèsummaria!" was all he
would say, nor did Massimo press him. Leila's eyes were downcast, but
her face was not sphinx-like; it wore rather the expression of one who
disapproves and is grieved. This expression of hers goaded Massimo
into saying that Don Aurelio was a priest whom the most uncompromising
conservatives, even the _intransigenti_, had no excuse for persecuting.
He was a follower of Rosmini, and had never been suspected of Modernism
even in Rome, when he was living there. A few questions from Signor
Marcello easily led the young man to speak of his own life in Rome,
of Subiaco, and of Jenne; how he had come to know Don Aurelio, Dom
Clemente, and Benedetto, and the adventures of his dead friend from
the time he disappeared from his house at Oria, in Valsolda, in order
that he might dedicate himself to God, to his death in Rome, in the
gardener's cottage at Villa Mayda. He told the story of his last hours,
and placed in its true light the part Jeanne Dessalle had played. It
was almost dark when he finished his story. Coffee and lights had been
forgotten, and Signor Marcello and Leila remained silent. Presently
Giovanni entered, and asked if he should light the lamps.
"No," said Leila promptly, in a hushed voice. Then she asked Massimo
if he had known Jeanne Dessalle. He replied that he had seen her that
night at Villa Mayda.
Was she beautiful? He really could not say. She had simply passed him
in one of the ante-rooms. It was not yet dark, but, as it was raining
hard, there was little light in the room. Her figure had struck him as
graceful. Leila then inquired what had become of her. No one knew. And
where was Benedetto buried? Massimo hesitated an instant.
"At Campo Verano ... for the time being," he said.
"For the time being?"
The same astonished question fell from the lips of both his listeners.
Massimo did not answer.
"And what will Don Aurelio do?" Leila asked. "Where will he go?"
"I do not know."
The room was full of shadows, and the three rose from the table in
silence.
* * * * *
Giovanni having been ordered to light the drawing-room, had lighted a
large lamp near the fireplace. Signor Marcello begged Leila to play for
their guest, and at the same time he rang the bell, intending to have
the lamp by the piano lighted. Leila hastened to prevent this.
"No, Papa, please not!"
She preferred this dim light, and Signor Marcello did not insist, but
went out to the terrace, with stooping shoulders, to watch the darkness
over in the west that was dotted with the lights of Arsiero.
"What sort of music would you like?" said Leila. "Serious or light?"
"Signorina," Massimo said, "you must not put yourself out for me."
Remembering their conversation in the garden, Leila said to herself:
"He evidently has no other expression."
"Perhaps you are not fond of music?" she said.
"Perhaps not."
He smiled slightly as he spoke, and his smile hurt her like a blow
upon the cheek. Without a word, she opened the piano and began playing
something from Schumann's "Carnival" from memory.
She played it too nervously and without sweetness. When she had
finished Massimo thanked her dryly. That would have been the moment
to go to Signor Marcello and press the question of departure, but he
hesitated. The girl's conduct was beginning to strike him in a new
light. The black dress and the pansies had jarred upon him as a sort
of unnecessary hint to himself, but her questions during dinner, the
interest she had shown in his story, and now her way of answering his
"perhaps not," showing that she had understood his feelings and his
irony, her choice of the author and of the passionate music, the very
nervousness of the execution, and the immobility that followed it,
gave him the impression of a state of mind that was neither hostile
nor indifferent. He could not help thinking it a little strange of
Signor Marcello to leave them together as he had done. For a minute or
so Leila let the fingers of her right hand run softly along the high
notes, and then she inquired carelessly if he wished to hear something
else.
He remembered that melody by Bellini he had heard in the night.
"Will you play 'Sola, furtiva al tempio'?"
"'Norma'?"
She sought the beginning, but after the first notes struck a wrong
one, tried others at random, and murmuring, "I don't know it," took
her hands from the keyboard. Massimo was tempted to say, "You knew it
well enough in the night!" But meanwhile the girl had tried again in an
absent-minded way, and again had failed. Then, almost in a whisper, and
studying the palm of her hand, she said:
"Was not your Benedetto a heretic?"
"No!" cried Massimo. "His teaching may sometimes have erred, but he
lived in obedience to the Church, and preached that obedience always."
"Then would you mind explaining to me why they persecuted him as a
heretic?"
The tone of the question was hostile, but Massimo answered,
nevertheless.
"Willingly. Now, if you like!"
"No, no! To-morrow or the day after. Now I am going to play for Papa."
With a scale of chords Leila put an end to the dialogue that had been
carried on softly and rapidly. Then she began an _Étude_ by Heller, and
Massimo concluded that the Signorina did not really wish to hear his
explanations, but, at any rate, it would be impossible to interrupt her
now, and tell her the day after to-morrow would be too late.
"This is for Papa, you know," she said, still playing. "I don't care
for it."
Massimo listened for some time, and then rose to go to Signor Marcello.
He paused before the fireplace, where the light fell full upon the
frieze of marguerites interwoven with the motto, _Forse che si, forse
che no_ ("Perhaps yes, perhaps no").[2] The motto was so entirely in
harmony with his own uncertainty that he looked curiously to see how it
ended. He said to himself: "If it is cut short at _yes_, I will go. If
it is not cut short, and ends in _no_, I will remain." He was conscious
of reflecting that, according to all probability, it would end in _no_.
The motto finished with _perhaps_!
Massimo stood gazing upon it, somewhat baffled, but presently he saw
that there was another test he could apply. The marguerites in the
frieze were all losing their leaves, but the one where the motto ended
still retained a few. He might pluck these in imagination, and see if
the answer were _yes_ or _no_.
A soft voice whispered close behind him:
"Are you consulting the oracle?"
The young man turned quickly. Donna Fedele stood smiling at him, her
finger at her lips, for Heller's _Étude_ was not yet finished. She had
arrived while Leila was playing Schumann, and had been chatting with
Signor Marcello until, seeing Massimo contemplating the frieze, she had
come behind him.
"I am really here on your account," she said, still smiling. The music
ceased, and she turned from the fireplace towards Leila, who had risen.
She kissed her affectionately, as if no shadow had ever touched her
friendship for the girl. Congratulating her on her playing, she took
her arm and returned with her to the fireside. Signor Marcello stood
looking into the drawing-room.
"Did you know," Donna Fedele began, addressing Leila, "that Signor
Alberti's mother and I were friends? He is going to dine with me
to-morrow, for we must have a long talk about his mother. She was such
a dear, poor thing!"
Massimo, who was both troubled and surprised, could only murmur:
"Thank you, but----"
"Just fancy," she went on, as if she had not heard his _but_, "Signor
Alberti was kind enough to come and see me to-day, and I, who ever
since last night have been meaning to invite him, entirely forgot
to do so. I am so absent-minded! I came myself this evening instead
of writing, because I had to go to Arsiero any way, and so had the
carriage. But now it is late, and I must be off."
She kissed Leila again, pressed Signor Marcello's hand, and holding
out her own to Massimo, said, with her charming smile, and a slight
dropping of her chin towards her breast:
"At seven, then."
"We will let him go for once," said Signor Marcello, in a tone of
satisfaction.
Donna Fedele went out with Leila, who walked with her as far as the
carriage, that she had left at the main entrance.
* * * * *
Massimo resigned himself to postponing his departure, at least for a
day, and persuaded himself that he was glad to do so only because it
would please Don Aurelio. Signor Marcello made him sit with him on the
terrace, and put his hand on the young man's shoulder.
"Dear Alberti," he said with a sigh. Massimo took his other hand in
both of his and answered:
"I do not forget, sir."
The old hand pressed the young one convulsively, and a long silence
followed. They could hear no steps on the gravel. Signor Marcello
glanced into the drawing-room, but there was no one there.
"Did he ever speak to you of Leila's family?" he said in an undertone.
At first Massimo did not understand the allusion. Then, suddenly
enlightened, he exclaimed:
"Yes, yes--several times!"
"How much did he tell you?"
"He said it was just on account of the family that you opposed his
wishes, but that he was sure of the girl, and would find a means of
keeping her parents at a distance after his marriage."
"Did he really know her parents well? I ask because, in talking with
me, he did not appear to."
"Yes, yes; he knew them perfectly well. He told me the father, who
carefully hid his evildoings, was quite as corrupt as the mother, whose
evil reputation is a matter of public knowledge."
Signor Marcello listened again, and then began talking of Leila, who,
he said, was a living confutation of the theories of heredity. He
praised her virtue, which was as adamant, her warm heart, which often
led her to commit acts of charitable folly, and made her the idol of
all the servants, in spite of certain sudden outbursts of temper. He
told of a little child whose mother was dead, and whom Leila had one
day brought home with her to save it from a drunken father's brutality,
and whom she proposed taking care of herself, although, poor girl! she
had not the slightest idea how to set to work. He admitted certain
peculiarities in her character that, he said, were more apparent
than real, and pleaded her early and sad experience of life in her
childhood as an excuse for language that was at times more bold,
perhaps, than was seemly in a young girl.
And now, in thinking of the future and of those parents, the idea of
leaving Leila unprotected caused him the greatest anxiety. His only
hope was in God, and the only blessing for which he now asked was a
worthy protector for her who was dearer to him than a daughter.
"You will live a long time yet," said Massimo.
"Dear Alberti, do you think it is kind to wish that for me? And,
besides...."
The old man paused.
"I beg your pardon, sir," Said Massimo. "Besides what?"
"And, besides, my dear young friend, I am aware of something I do not
speak of."
There were steps upon the gravel, coming from the Riderella bridge. The
bell above a door announced Leila, who was entering the drawing-room
from the open verandah. She came out to the terrace, kissed Signor
Marcello good-night, saluted Massimo graciously enough, and withdrew.
* * * * *
It was after ten o'clock, and Giovanni brought Signor Marcello his
coffee and the brass lamp. After the billiard-room door had closed
upon him, Massimo still lingered on the terrace, contemplating the
huge shadows of the mountains, breathing in the cool night air, and
thinking how strangely confidential Signor Marcello's communications
had been. He had doubtless failed to reflect that they might convey
precisely that meaning which was most repugnant to his fatherly heart.
At the same time Massimo confessed to himself that something had indeed
stirred within him at the sound of Leila's step upon the gravel, and
that her friendly good-night had caused him at once displeasure and
delight. He had better not dwell upon all this, he thought, as he
passed into the drawing-room on his way to bed.
On reaching the fireplace he raised his eyes almost mechanically to the
frieze of marguerites and the mysterious _perhaps_. There was no longer
any need to question the marguerites concerning his departure. He was
tempted to consult them on another subject now, but he refrained. He
stepped back from the fireplace and turned unconsciously to the piano.
Awakening to a sense of his movement, he asked himself wonderingly
what had prompted it, and stooped to examine the volume of Heller on
the music-rack as if he had come there for that especial purpose. But
he was possessed by the sense of Leila's presence and personality that
breathed from objects, like a perfume perceptible only to the spirit.
Upon the chair he saw a pansy that must have fallen from her belt, and
he stooped to pick it up, but drew back his hand, and, turning, started
upstairs, resisting a strong temptation to go down again. Hearing steps
in the drawing-room, Giovanni appeared on the threshold, inquiring if
he might put out the lights, and, having received permission, proceeded
to do so. At the moment Massimo was glad of this interruption. When he
reached his room he told himself that, had he picked up the pansy, he
would have placed it beside his dead friend's picture, and he regretted
that he had not done so.
* * * * *
Regardless of Teresina's protests, Leila had filled her room for the
night with roses, honeysuckle, and acacia. It was a weakness of hers.
She had as many flowers as possible brought to her room unknown to
Signor Marcello, and she delighted in the strongest scents. That night
she had a sea of flowers. She stuck several bunches of acacia between
the bedhead and the wall, and a bunch of roses between the wall and a
holy picture. She loved to lie in bed and feel the petals falling upon
her face. Teresina begged her to leave all three windows open, and to
this she agreed. As soon as Teresina had left the room she put out the
light, turned upon her side, indulging her consciousness of fragrance
as if she were listening to some caressing language, and gazing through
the window at the black, crescent-shaped crown of woods, at the sharp
dolomitic peaks against the dark sky, and neither thinking nor wishing
to think.
FOOTNOTES:
[1] Black and red insults: black from the clericals, and red from
Socialists and free-thinkers.--TRANSLATOR'S NOTE.
[2] This strange motto, which Gabriele d'Annunzio has chosen for the
title of his latest novel, may be found running through the rich
decorations of the wooden ceiling of a room near Isabella d'Este's
boudoir in the ducal palace at Mantua.--TRANSLATOR'S NOTE.