CHAPTER XLII.

When the party arrived at the hotel and Aunt Sophy was informed of what

had happened, her excitement was great. The children were caressed and

scolded in a breath. After a while, however, the enormity of their

behavior was dwelt upon by all their guardians together.

“I was saying, ma’am, that I couldn’t never take Miss Amy and Master

Johnny near to that lake again. Oh, I couldn’t! The hotel garden, I

couldn’t go farther, not with any peace of mind.”

“You hear what nurse says, children,” said Aunt Sophy; “she is quite

right. It would be impossible for me to allow you to go out again unless

you made me a promise, oh, a faithful promise.”

Amy was tired with the long walk after all the excitement; and she was

always an impressionable little thing. She began to cry and protest that

she never meant any harm, that the boat was so pretty, and that she was

sure it was fastened and could not get away. But Johnny held his ground.

“I could have doned it myself,” he said; “I know how to row. Nobody

wasn’t wanted--if that fellow had let us alone.”

“Where is the gentleman, Rosalind?” cried Mrs. Lennox. “Oh, how could

you be so ungrateful as to let him go without asking where he was to be

found? To think he should have saved those precious children and not to

know where to find him to thank him! Oh, children, only think, if you

had been brought home all cold and stiff, and laid out there never to

give any more trouble, never to go home again, never to speak to your

poor, distracted auntie, or to poor Rosalind, or to-- Oh, my darlings!

What should I have done if you had been brought home to me like that? It

would have killed me. I should never more have held up my head again.”

At this terrible prospect, and at the sight of Aunt Sophy’s tears, Amy

flung her arms as far as they would go round that portly figure, and hid

her sobs upon her aunt’s bosom. Johnny began to yield; he grew pale, and

his big eyes veiled themselves with a film of tears. To think of lying

there cold and stiff, as Aunt Sophy said, daunted the little hero. “I

could have doned it,” he said, but faltered, and his mouth began to

quiver.

“And Uncle John,” cried Mrs. Lennox, “and Rex! what would you have said

never, never to see them again?”

Johnny, in his own mind, piled up the agony still higher--and the

rabbits, and the pigeons, and his own pet guinea-pig, and his pony! He

flung himself into Aunt Sophy’s lap, which was so large, and so soft,

and so secure.

This scene moved Rosalind both to tears and laughter; for it was a

little pathetic as well as funny, and the girl was overstrained. She

would have liked to fling herself, too, into arms of love like Aunt

Sophy’s, which were full--arms as loving, but more strong. The children

did not want their mother, but Rosalind did. Her mind was moved by

sentiments more complex than Johnny’s emotions, but she had no one to

have recourse to. The afternoon brightness had faded, and the gray of

twilight filled the large room, making everything indistinct. At this

crisis the door opened and somebody was ushered into the room, some one

who came forward with a hesitating, yet eager, step. “I hope I may be

permitted, though I am without introduction, to ask if the children have

taken any harm,” he said.

“It is Mr. Everard, Aunt Sophy.” Rosalind retired to the background, her

heart beating loudly. She wanted to look on, to see what appearance he

presented to a spectator, to know how he would speak, what he would say.

“Oh!” cried Mrs. Lennox, standing up with a child in each arm, “it is

the gentleman who saved my darlings--it is your deliverer, children. Oh,

sir, what can I say to you; how can I even thank you? You have saved my

life too, for I should never have survived if anything had happened to

them.”

He stood against the light of one of the windows, unconscious of the

eager criticism with which he was being watched. Perhaps the bow he made

was a little elaborate, but his voice was soft and refined. “I am very

glad if I have been of any service,” he said.

“Oh, service! it is far, far beyond that. I hope Rosalind said something

to you; I hope she told you how precious they were, and that we could

never, never forget.”

“There is nothing to thank me for, indeed. It was more a joke than

anything else; the little things were in no danger so long as they sat

still. I was scarcely out of my depth, not much more than wading all the

time.”

“Aunt Sophy, that is what I told you,” said Johnny, withdrawing his head

from under her arm. “I could have doned it myself.”

“Oh, hush, Johnny! Whatever way it was done, what does that matter? Here

they are, and they might have been at the bottom of the lake. And you

risked your own life or your health, which comes to the same thing! Pray

sit down, Mr. Everard. If you are here,” Aunt Sophy went on, loosing her

arms from the children and sitting down with the full purpose of

enjoying a talk, “as I am, for the waters, to get drenched and to walk

home in your wet clothes must have been madness--that is, if you are

here for your health.”

“I am here for the baths, but a trifle like that could harm no one.”

“Oh, I trust not--oh, I anxiously trust not! It makes my heart stand

still even to think of it. Are you getting any benefit? It is for

rheumatism, I suppose? And what form does yours take? One sufferer is

interested in another,” Mrs. Lennox said.

He seemed to wince a little, and threw a glance behind into the dimness

to look for Rosalind. To confess to rheumatism is not interesting. He

said at last, with a faint laugh, “I had rheumatic fever some years ago.

My heart is supposed to be affected, that is all; the water couldn’t

hurt that organ; indeed I think it did good.”

Rosalind, in the background, knew that this was meant for her; but her

criticism was disarmed by a touch of humorous sympathy for the poor

young fellow, who had expected, no doubt, to appear in the character of

a hero, and was thus received as a fellow-sufferer in rheumatism. But

Mrs. Lennox naturally saw nothing ludicrous in the situation. “Mine,”

she said, “is in the joints. I get so stiff, and really to rise up after

I have been sitting down for any time is quite an operation. I suppose

you don’t feel anything of that sort? To be sure, you are so much

younger--but sufferers have a fellow-feeling. And when did you begin

your baths? and how many do you mean to take? and do you think they are

doing you any good? It is more than I can say just at present, but they

tell me that it often happens so, and that it is afterwards that one

feels the good result.”

“I know scarcely any one here,” said the young man, “so I have not been

able to compare notes; but I am not ill, only taking the baths to please

a--relation, who, perhaps,” he said with a little laugh, “takes more

interest in me than I deserve.”

“Oh, I am sure not that!” said Aunt Sophy, with enthusiasm. “But,

indeed, it is very nice of you to pay so much attention to your

relation’s wishes. You will never repent putting yourself to trouble for

her peace of mind, and I am sure I sympathize with her very much in the

anxiety she must be feeling. When the heart is affected it is always

serious. I hope, Mr. ----”

“Everard,” he said with a bow, once more just a little, as the critic

behind him felt, too elaborate for the occasion.

“I beg your pardon. Rosalind did tell me; but I was so much agitated,

almost too much to pay any attention. I hope, Mr. Everard, that you are

careful to keep yourself from all agitation. I can’t think the shock of

plunging into the lake could be good for you. Oh, I feel quite sure it

couldn’t be good. I hope you will feel no ill results afterwards. But

excitement of any sort, or agitation, that is the worst thing for the

heart. I hope, for your poor dear relation’s sake, who must be so

anxious, poor lady, that you will take every care.”

He gave a glance behind Mrs. Lennox to the shadow which stood between

him and the window. “That depends,” he said, “rather on other people

than on myself. You may be sure I should prefer to be happy and at ease

if it were in my power.”

“Ah, well!” said Aunt Sophy, “that is very true. Of course our happiness

depends very much upon other people. And you have done a great deal for

mine, Mr. Everard. It would not have done me much good to have people

telling me to be cheerful if my poor little darlings had been at the

bottom of the lake.” Here Aunt Sophy stopped and cried a little, then

went on. “You are not, I think, living at our hotel, but I hope you will

stay and dine with us. Oh, yes, I cannot take any refusal. We may have

made your acquaintance informally, but few people can have so good a

reason for wishing to know you. This is my niece, Miss Trevanion, Mr.

Everard; the little children you saved are my brother’s children--the

late Mr. Trevanion of Highcourt.”

Rosalind listened with her heart beating high. Was it possible that he

would receive the introduction as if he had known nothing of her before?

He rose and turned towards her, made once more that slightly stiff, too

elaborate bow, and was silent. No, worse than that, began to say

something about being happy to make--acquaintance.

“Aunt Sophy,” said Rosalind, stepping forward, “you are under a mistake.

Mr. Everard knows us well enough. I met him before we left Highcourt.”

And then she, too, paused, feeling with sudden embarrassment that there

was a certain difficulty in explaining their meetings, a difficulty of

which she had not thought. It was he now who had the advantage which she

had felt to lie with herself.

“It is curious how things repeat themselves,” he said. “I had once the

pleasure of recovering a boat that had floated away from Miss Trevanion

on the pond at Highcourt, but I could not have ventured to claim

acquaintance on so small an argument as that.”

Rosalind was silenced--her mind began to grow confused. It was not true

that this was all, and yet it was not false. She said nothing; if it

were wrong, she made herself an accomplice in the wrong; and Aunt

Sophy’s exclamations soon put an end to the incident.

“So you had met before!” she cried. “So you know Highcourt! Oh, what a

very small world this is!--everybody says so, but it is only now and

then that one is sensible. But you must tell us all about it at dinner.

We dine at the _table d’hôte_, if you don’t mind. It is more amusing,

and I don’t like to shut up Rosalind with only an old lady like me for

her company. You like it too? Oh, well, that is quite nice. Will you

excuse us now, Mr. Everard, while we prepare for dinner? for that is the

dressing-bell just ringing, and they allow one so little time. Give me

your hand, dear, to help me up. You see I am quite crippled,” Mrs.

Lennox said, complacently, forgetting how nimbly she had sprung from her

chair with a child under each arm to greet their deliverer. She limped a

little as she went out of the room on Rosalind’s arm. She was quite sure

that her rheumatism made her limp; but sometimes she forgot that she had

rheumatism, which is a thing that will happen in such cases now and

then.

The room was still dark. It was not Mrs. Lennox’s custom to have it

lighted before dinner, and when the door closed upon the ladies the

young man was left alone. His thoughts were full of triumph and

satisfaction, not unmingled with praise. He had attained by the chance

of a moment what he had set his heart upon, he said to himself; for

years he had haunted Highcourt for this end; he had been kept cruelly

and unnaturally (he thought) from realizing it. Those who might have

helped him, without any harm to themselves, had refused and resisted his

desire, and compelled him to relinquish it. And now in a moment he had

attained what he had so desired. Introduced under the most flattering

circumstances, with every prepossession in his favor, having had it in

his power to lay under the deepest obligation the family, the guardians

as well as the girl who, he said to himself, was the only girl he had

ever loved. Did he love Rosalind? He thought so, as Mrs. Lennox thought

she had rheumatism. Both were serious enough--and perhaps this young

stranger was not clearly aware how much it was he saw in Rosalind

besides herself. He saw in her a great deal that did not meet the

outward eye, though he also saw the share of beauty she possessed,

magnified by his small acquaintance with women of her kind. He saw her

sweet and fair and desirable in every way, as the truest lover might

have done. And there were other advantages which such a lover as Roland

Hamerton would have scorned to take into consideration, which

Rivers--not able at his more serious age to put them entirely out of his

mind--yet turned from instinctively as if it were doing her a wrong to

remember them, but which this young man realized vividly and reminded

himself of with rising exhilaration. With such a wife what might he not

do? Blot out everything that was against him, attain everything he had

ever dreamed of, secure happiness, advancement, wealth. He moved from

window to window of the dim room, waiting for the ladies, in a state of

exaltation indescribable. He had been raised at once from earth to

heaven. There was not a circumstance that was not in his favor. He was

received by them as an intimate, he was to be their escort, to be

introduced by them, to form one of their party; and Rosalind! Rosalind!

she was the only girl whom he had ever loved.

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