CHAPTER XXXVI.

There is a nice little country inn at Mantes, on the Seine. The rooms

are plain and small, but neat; and those three which were at the end

of the corridor, that is to say, a sitting-room and two bed-rooms,

were occupied by an English gentleman and his valet de chambre. The

English gentleman's name appeared in his passport as Mr. Somers; but

the valet when he was dressing him in the morning, or serving him at

dinner, which he did not trust to the waiters of the inn, called him

"Sir William." This valet was an Italian, but he spoke English

perfectly well; and nothing but his complexion and a very slight

foreign accent betrayed that he was not a native of Great Britain. He

was a quiet, exceedingly quiet man, with none of the vivacity of the

South about him; saying very little to any one, but that little of the

civilest possible character. Yet there was that in his eye which

seemed to say the spirit was not quite as tranquil as the body--a

sharp, quick glance when anything was said, be the subject what it

might; a flush when he was blamed, which supplied the place of words.

He had been brought over by Sir William (then Mr.) Winslow, from Rome,

three or four years before; and had remained with him ever since. His

fellow-servants loved him not; and it had been observed, that if any

of them ventured to offend him, that man did not remain long in Sir

William's service.

Now the people of the inn remarked two or three thing which they

thought somewhat strange in their guest. He very seldom went out in

the middle of the day, although the weather was by no means yet so

warm as to render the early mornings and late evenings pleasant, or

the high noon unpleasant. He seemed very restless, too, when he was in

the house, would walk up and down the room by the hour together, or

wander from his bed-room to his sitting-room and back, with unmeaning

activity. Then he never read anything but a newspaper: but he was an

Englishman, and that passed. He frequented no cafe either; and did not

even go to see the three great ostriches when they were exhibited in

the marketplace. All this seemed very strange; but the valet held his

tongue, and neither landlord, nor landlady, nor head-waiter could make

anything of it. They could not find out even whether he had lost his

wife or not; though such was the landlady's opinion, for he was

dressed in deep mourning. The head-waiter had vague notions of his

having stolen silver spoons, and being uneasy in his mind.

One morning he had either passed a very good or a very bad night, for

he rose before it was light; and as soon as it was, went and walked

upon the bank of the river. At a little after seven he came in again,

hurried up stairs, called loudly for Benini, his valet, did not find

him, and went into his bed-room to conclude his toilet, which was only

half finished when he went out. At the end of half-an-hour he was in

his sitting-room, and found the cloth laid for breakfast. He rang, and

his servant appeared.

"Have you got the letters and newspapers, Benini?" asked Sir William.

"No, Sir," replied the man.

Sir William gave him a fierce oath, and a bad name, and asked him why

the devil he had not, when he knew that his master was so anxious to

see the result of that cursed trial.

"Because the post never comes in till after eight, Sir William,"

answered the man calmly.

"Sometimes sooner, sometimes later," replied his master; "you should

have gone to see when you knew I was impatient for news. Go directly,

and do not let me find you grow negligent, or, by--! I will send you

packing back to your beggarly country a great deal faster than you

came out of it."

The gleam came up in the man's eyes; but he answered nothing, and went

quietly to the post-office.

In five minutes he came back again, without either letters or

newspapers. The post from Paris had not come in. Sir William ordered

breakfast, and told him to go again, and wait till he could bring the

packets. The man went, and was absent an hour. Either he or the post

had resolved to punish Sir William's impatience. It might be either;

for assuredly there is a perversity about fate in regard to letters,

which makes those most desired tarry by the way, those least longed

for come quick and unexpected. When he did come he brought several

letters and two newspapers; but it was the latter which were first

opened. The first and second pages of the voluminous sheet were passed

over unread, and part of the third; but then Sir William's eye

fastened upon the tall column, and with a straining gaze he went on to

read the defence in the case of the crown against Chandos Winslow.

Rapidly he ran the whole over, and his face lighted up with joy. His

name had never been mentioned; the defence was an alibi; his brother

had him not in his power. Chandos could not pretend to have witnessed

anything when he had proved that he was far from the spot; and Sir

William started up with joy and relief, saying aloud, "This is

excellent!" Then seeing the eye of the valet coldly fixed upon him, he

added, "You will be glad to hear, Benini, that my brother is

acquitted. He has shown that he was at a distance when the murder was

committed, by the evidence of Mr. Fleming and his servant--perfectly

unimpeachable--and I have no longer the dread of having my name

coupled with that of a felon, in such near relationship. I shall go

back to England directly: so get ready, and order horses at eleven."

"I am very glad to hear such news, indeed, Sir William," said the

Italian; "I knew Mr. Winslow was not guilty."

The words struck his master, and raised a momentary fear. "I knew Mr.

Winslow was not guilty!" he repeated to himself, when the man had

retired. "How could he know? Pooh! it was only his foreign way of

speaking! Now, dear Emily, in a few short hours you shall be mine!"

and he proceeded to read the letters he had received. The two first he

merely glanced at; the third he read attentively. "Ha!" he cried; "Mr.

Tracy arrested! It is lucky the mortgage is perfect. The man, Bond,

run away with all the shares; and this fair, cold Emily a beggar! It

matters not. By Heaven! with such charms as hers, she has wealth

beyond the Indies. That swelling bosom, that proud, pouting lip, those

glorious limbs, are worth a diadem. Aye! and the liquid eyes, too,

were they not so cold! I will put fire into those dark orbs, give me

but time! We can surely have the horses by ten."

There was no difficulty; the post had little to do in the spring of

the year; the carriage was soon ready, the horses too, the town of

Mantes left behind; Rouen, Dieppe, reached, and then the town of

Brighton. It looked gay and cheerful, with all its lights lighted, and

its population in motion, on a fine spring night, and the broad ocean

rolling dark and heavy along the shore. The fly was ordered to the

York, and Sir William Winslow walked into the nice rooms ready for

him, thinking still of Emily Tracy. Every man's mind is a web of which

one fixed and predominant idea forms the woof, while other threads

cross and recross it. With him the intense and vehement passion for

the fair girl whom he could hardly call his bride, was the foundation

of all his thoughts, as soon as the apprehension springing from

present peril of death and disgrace was removed. That passion had been

quelled and kept down for a time; but, like a fire upon which a load

of cold and heavy matter has been thrown, it burst forth again with

more vehement flame than ever, the moment it made its way through.

Remorse chequered it; vague, indefinite fears wove strange figures in

the web: but still the eager passion ran through all. When he felt

himself on English ground again, a certain degree of trepidation

seized him; and he remained in his handsome sitting-room at the York,

dull and heavy for sometime. His dinner at first would not down, and

it needed several glasses of Madeira and a pint of champagne to help

him through the meal. But then he grew quite gay again, and went out

to take a stroll in the town. He went into a library, and took share

in a raffle, and came back to set off early the next morning for

London. His mood was gay and happy, though an occasional touch of

gloom crossed it; but at all events it seemed to encourage his valet

to ask him for his quarter's wages, which were not due for four or

five days. The baronet, however, paid the money readily, and that

appeared to encourage the man still further.

"I hope, Sir William," he said; "you will consider the difference

between wages here and in Italy, and will make a small advance in

mine."

"Why, you damned vagabond," cried his master; "I give you half as much

again as most English gentlemen give their servants."

"I thought, Sir, considering the circumstances," replied the valet;

"you might be pleased to allow me a little advance."

"Considering the circumstances!" cried his master. "I know not what

circumstances you mean; but depend upon it you will not have a penny

more from me."

The man bowed without reply; but in a minute or two he re-entered with

one of his master's morning coats over his arm. The right sleeve was

turned inside out, and he said, "Please, Sir William, what am I to do

with this coat. There are two or three spirts of blood upon it, which

it had fresh when you dressed for dinner on the fifth of February. I

have got them out of the cloth, but the water has soaked them through

into the lining."

Sir William Winslow's face grew as pale as death, and then flushed

again, as he saw the man's cool, clear, dark eye fixed upon it. For an

instant he did not reply; but then he said, "I remember, my nose bled

several times in the spring. It does not matter; leave it as it is."

The man folded it up, and laid it on a chair; and the next morning,

before they set off for town, his master himself began upon the

subject of wages. Benini was very moderate in his views; but before

the conversation was ended his wages were nearly doubled.

Sir William Winslow seated himself in his carriage, with the

comfortable feeling, that the man who had such wages would be a fool

to deprive himself of such a master; but he recollected that he had

played the fool too--at least he thought so. "I ought to have told the

whole story at once," he said to himself. "The man insulted me, and I

struck him with the first thing at hand--harder than I intended; but

after all it was but a scuffle. If I had had the presence of mind to

state the facts at once, the inquest must have brought it in _chance

medley_." He forgot that juries sometimes inquire into motives too,

and might have asked whether the insult Mr. Roberts offered was not

the telling of too dangerous a truth. With the servant silenced,

however, by an annuity for secrecy, he thought the only grounds even

for a suspicion buried in oblivion; but nevertheless there came across

him a vague conviction, that he was for life a bondman to his own

valet.

It was but the beginning of unpleasant sensations; but that was

enough. Man is a strange animal; but there is an inherent love of

freedom in his heart which is often the source of very high and noble

actions--sometimes of actions the reverse of high and noble. The

lightest chain upon the once free limb, how it galls and presses! but

what is the shackle of steel upon the body, to the chain upon the

mind? To find the spirit a serf, the thoughts manacled! that is to be

a slave indeed. No custom can lighten the load of those fetters, no

habit render them less corroding, nought can harden us to their

endurance. On the contrary, every hour, every minute that we bear

them, the burden grows more oppressive; and Sir William Winslow felt

it, as his carriage rolled on, and he groaned in bitterness of spirit.

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