Our variable skies had cast off their wintry hue, and assumed almost
the aspect of summer. Cloud and storm had passed away. Sleet and rain
no longer beat in the face of the traveller; and though November was
growing old, yet the melancholy month showed himself much more mild
and placable in his age than in his youth: there was a bright, warm
smile in the sky, and the sun towards midday was actually hot. There
was a great deal of activity and bustle in the gardens of Mr. Tracy.
The sage old folks in the neighbourhood remarked, that a new broom
swept clean; and the head-gardener was certainly seen from day-break
till sunset in every part of the extensive grounds, directing the
labours of the men under him, and preparing everything against the
wintry months that were coming. Mr. Tracy was delighted. For the first
time he saw all his own plans proceeding rapidly and energetically;
for the gardener, with more sound tact than gardeners usually have,
applied himself to execute, alone, what his master proposed or
suggested, but took care it should be executed well, and as rapidly as
possible.
A new spirit seemed to come into the whole house with the new
gardener. Everybody, but one, although it was certainly an
unpropitious season of the year, seemed to be seized with the mania of
gardening. Old General Tracy himself, after having been confined for
four or five days to his room, by the consequences of his intimacy
with farmer Thorp's bull, which he had at first neglected, but was
afterwards compelled to remember, might be seen with a spade in his
hand delving with the rest. Mr. Tracy and Emily were constantly here
and there in the grounds, conversing with the head-gardener, and
laying out plans for immediate or future execution; and the only one
who, like the warm beams of summer, seemed to abandon the garden as
winter approached, was Mr. Tracy's youngest daughter Rose, whose
visits were confined to the morning and the evening, when a task, to
which she had accustomed herself from her childhood, and which she had
no excuse for neglecting now, called her down to the end of what was
called "the ladies' walk." This task was, indeed, a somewhat childish
one; namely, to feed a number of beautiful gold and silver fishes
collected in a large marble basin, and sheltered from snow and frost
by a not very bad imitation of a Greek temple.
There is a very mistaken notion current, that fish are not
overburdened with plain common sense. We have too few opportunities of
observing them to judge; but Rose's gold and silver fish certainly
displayed considerable discrimination. One would have thought that
they knew the sound of her beautiful little feet; only fish have got
no ears. However, as her step approached, they were sure to swim in
multitudes towards her, jostling their scaly sides against each other,
and evidently looking up with interest and pleasure. They did not do
the same to any one else. They came indeed, but came more slowly, if
Emily approached; and hovered at a timid distance from the side if
anything in a male garb was seen.
Two or three times, whilst standing by the side of the basin, Rose saw
the head-gardener pass by; but he took no further notice of her, than
merely by raising his hat, with a bow, which might have suited a
drawing-room as well as a garden.
Rose had become very thoughtful--not at all times--for when she was
with the rest of the family, she was as gay as ever; but when she was
in her own room with a book in her hand, the book would often rest
upon her knee unread; and her eyes would gaze out of the window upon
the far prospect, while the mind was very busy with things within
itself. There was something that puzzled Rose Tracy sadly. What
could she be thinking of? Strange to say, Rose was thinking of the
head-gardener; yet she never mentioned his name, even when all the
rest were praising him, marvelling at his taste, at his information,
at his manners for a man in that rank of life. She never went near the
places where he was most likely to be found; and a fortnight passed
ere she exchanged a single word with him.
At length, one morning, a short conversation, of which it may be
necessary to transcribe only a few sentences, took place at breakfast
between her father and her uncle; which worked a great change in Rose
Tracy.
"It certainly is the most extraordinary will that ever was made," said
Mr. Tracy; "and so unjust, that I cannot think it will be maintained
in law. He leaves his whole property to his eldest son, towards whom
he showed nothing but coldness and dislike for many years, and leaves
the second actually nothing but a mere recommendation to his brother's
favour. Now, the whole Elmsly property, to the amount of at least
seventeen thousand a-year, came to him in right of Lady Jane; and it
is generally the custom for the mother's property to descend to the
younger children."
"At all events, they should have a fair share of it," answered old
Walter Tracy. "For my part, I would do away with the law of
primogeniture altogether. It is a barbarous and unnatural law. But
perhaps Sir Harry, in his eccentric way, left verbal directions with
his eldest son."
"Not at all, not at all," answered Mr. Tracy. "I understand from
Lawrence Graves, who is their near relation, that Sir William declares
he has no instructions whatever but those contained in the will. And,
as Mr. Winslow and his brother have not been upon good terms for some
years, the young gentleman refuses absolutely to receive any thing
from him whatever."
"Then, in Heaven's name! what will become of him," exclaimed Emily,
"if he is left penniless?"
"He might have done well enough in many professions," said the
General, "if this had occurred earlier. But he is three or four and
twenty now; too old for the army; and both the church and the bar are
sad slow professions; requiring a fortune to be spent before a
pittance can be gained."
"What will become of him no one knows," rejoined Mr. Tracy. "But it
seems, he set out for London, with a bold heart, declaring he would
carve his way for himself; and be dependent upon no man."
"A fine bold fellow--I like him!" cried the General. "Lily, my love,
another cup of coffee, and more cream, or I will disinherit you."
When breakfast was over, Rose ran up to her own room, locked the door,
and sat down and cried. "Then this was the cause," she murmured: "and
he must think me unkind and mean."
About two o'clock that day, Rose went out in a little park phæton,
with a small postillion upon the near blood-horse. She had several
things to do in the neighbouring village, about two miles distant:
some shops to visit; a girls' school to look into; and one or two
other matters of lady life. Horace Fleming, too, came up and talked to
her for a few minutes, standing by the side of the phæton.
The horses, one and both, agreed that it was very tiresome to be kept
standing so long in the streets of a dull little place like that. As
soon as they were suffered to go on, they dashed away in very gay
style towards their home; but Rose was not likely to alarm herself at
a little rapid motion, and the fastest trot they could go did not at
all disturb her. Horses, however, when they are going homeward, and
get very eager, are sometimes more nervous than their drivers or
riders. All went well, then, through the first mile of country roads,
and narrow lanes; but about a quarter of a mile further, a man very
like farmer Thorpe--Rose did not see distinctly, but she thought it
was he--pushed his way through the trees, on the top of the low bank,
just before the horses. Both shied violently to the near side; the
small postillion was pitched out of the saddle into the hedge; and on
the two beasts dashed, no longer at a trot, but a gallop, with the
rein floating loose. Rose Tracy did not scream; but she held fast by
the side of the phæton, and shut her eyes. It was all very wrong, but
very natural, for a woman who knew that there were three turns on the
road before the house could be reached, and there, a pair of iron
gates, generally closed. She did not wish to see what her brains were
going to be dashed out against, till it was done, nor to fly further
when the phæton overset than necessary; and therefore, she did as I
have said. But after whirling on for two or three minutes, turning
sharp round one corner, and bounding over a large stone; she felt a
sudden check, which threw her on her knees into the bottom of the
phæton, and heard a voice cry, "So ho! stand, boy, stand! so ho!
quiet, quiet!" and opening her eyes, she saw the horses plunging a
little and endeavouring to rear, in the strong grasp of the
head-gardener, who held them tight by the bridles, and strove to
soothe them. One of the under-gardeners was scrambling over the
palings of her father's grounds, where the other had passed before;
and in a minute the two fiery bays were secured and quieted.
"I hope you are not much hurt or terrified, Miss Tracy," said the
head-gardener, approaching the side, while the other man held the
reins; and Rose saw a look of eager interest in his eyes, and heard it
in his voice.
"Terrified, I am, certainly, Mr.--Mr. Acton," she said, hesitating at
the name; "but not hurt, thank God! though, I believe I owe my life to
you."
"I was much alarmed for you," he answered; "for I feared when I saw
them coming, as I stood on the mound, that I should not be in time.
But had you not better get out and walk home. I will open the
garden-gate; and then go and look for the boy. I hope the wheels did
not go over him, for I suppose he fell off."
"I trust he is not hurt," answered Rose, allowing him to hand her out.
"The horses took fright at a man in the hedge, and threw him; but I
think he fell far from the carriage."
"Here he comes, Miss," cried the under-gardener; "here he comes, a
running. There's no bones broke there."
So it proved: the boy came with a face all scratched, and hands all
full of thorns; but otherwise uninjured, except in temper.
Vanity, vanity, the great mover in half--half! might I not say
nine-tenth's?--of man's actions; what wonderful absurdities is it not
always leading us into! All small postillions are wonderfully vain,
whether their expeditions be upon bright bays or hobby horses; and if
they be thrown, especially before the eyes of a mistress, how
pugnacious the little people become! The boy was inclined to avenge
himself upon the horses, and made straight to their heads with his
teeth set, and his knotted whip, newly recovered, in his hand; but the
under-gardener was learned in small postillions, and taking him by the
collar, before he could do more than aim one blow at the poor beasts,
he held him at arm's length, saying, "Thou art a fool, Thomas. The
cattle won't be a bit better for licking. They did not intend to make
thee look silly when they sent thee flying."
"Thomas," cried the voice of Rose, "for shame! If you attempt to treat
the horses ill, I shall certainly inform my father."
"Why, Miss, they might have killed you," answered little vanity,
assuming--she is own sister to Proteus--the shape of generous
indignation.
"Never mind," answered Rose. "I insist upon it, you treat them gently
and kindly; or depend upon it you will be punished yourself."
"Half the vicious horses that we see, Miss Tracy," said the
head-gardener, "are made so by man. We are all originally tyrants, I
fear, to those who cannot remonstrate; and the nearer we are to the
boy in heart and spirit, the stronger is the tyrant in our nature. It
is sorrow, disappointment, and sad experience that makes us men."
He had forgotten himself for a moment; and Rose forgot herself too.
She looked up in his face and smiled as no lady (except Eve) ever
smiled upon a gardener, without being a coquette.
They both recovered themselves in a minute, however; and, walking on
in silence to the garden-gate, about three hundred yards further up
the lane, the gardener opened it with his key and then saw her safely
till she was within sight of the house. Rose paused for a moment, and
smiled when he had bowed, and retired. "This cannot go on," she said.
"I may as well speak to him at once, now I know the circumstance; for
this state of things must come to an end. I owe him life, too; and may
well venture to do all I can, and proffer all I can, to console and
assist him. My father, I am sure, would aid him, and my uncle too, if
he would but confide in them." And with half-formed purposes she
returned to the house, and horrified and delighted her sister, who was
the only person she found at home, with an account of her danger and
her deliverance.
About an hour and a half after, Rose Tracy stood by the basin of
gold-fish, with her little basket of fine bread crumbs in her hand.
The fishes were all gathered near in a herd, looking up to her with
more than usual interest in their dull round eyes--at least so it
might have seemed to fancy. Her fair face, with the large, soft,
silky-fringed eyes, was bent over the water; the clusters of her dark
brown hair fell upon her warm cheek, which glowed with a deeper hue,
she knew not why. The light green hat upon her head seemed like the
cup of a bending rose; and any one who saw her might have fancied her
the spirit of the flower whose name she bore.
With a careful and equitable hand she scattered the food over the
surface of the water; and never were brighter colours presented by the
finny tenants of the pond of the half marble king of the black
islands, than her favourites displayed as they darted and flashed,
sometimes past, sometimes over each other, while a solitary ray of the
setting sun poured through the evergreens, passed between the columns,
and rested on the surface of the water.
A slow, quiet, firm step sounded near; and Rose's cheek became a
little paler; but she instantly raised her head, and looked round with
a sparkling eye. The head-gardener was passing from his daily
avocations towards his cottage. Rose paused for a minute, with a heart
that fluttered. Then she beckoned to him, (as he took off his hat
respectfully,) and said aloud, "I want to speak with you."
He advanced at once to her side, without the slightest appearance of
surprise; and Rose held out her hand to him.
"I have to thank you for saving my life," she said in a hurried and
agitated tone--much more agitated than she wished it to be, or thought
it was; "and I believe we have all to thank you for saving the life of
my dear uncle. But I should take another time and means of expressing
my gratitude, had I not something else to say. I have a sadly
tenacious memory. Let me ask you frankly and candidly--have we not met
before you came here?"
The head-gardener smiled sorrowfully; but he answered at once. "We
have, dear Miss Tracy, in other scenes and other circumstances. We met
at the Duchess of H----'s: a day which I shall never forget, and which I
have never forgotten. And I had the happiness of passing more than one
hour entirely with you. For, if you remember, the crowd was so great
that we could not find your aunt; and you were cast upon tedious
company as your only resource."
Rose smiled, and answered not the latter part of his reply; but with a
varying colour, and in broken, embarrassed phrase, went on as
follows:--"You thought I had forgotten your appearance, Mr. Winslow;
but, as I have said, I have a sadly tenacious memory, and I
recollected you at once. I could not conceive what was the cause of
what I saw--of why or how you could be here--in--in such
circumstances--and it puzzled and--and embarrassed me very much; for I
thought--I was sure--that if I mentioned what I knew, it might be
painful to you--and yet to meet often one whom I had known in such a
different position, without a word of recognition--might seem--I do
not know what, but very strange."
"I thank you deeply for your forbearance," replied Chandos, "and I
will beseech you, dear Miss Tracy, not to divulge the secret you
possess to anyone. If you do, it will force me immediately to quit
your father's service, and to abandon a scheme of life--a whim, if you
will, which--"
"My father's service!" cried Rose, eagerly. "Oh, Mr. Winslow, why
should you condemn yourself to use such words. It is only this morning
that I have heard your history; but indeed, indeed, such a situation
becomes you not. Oh, be advised by one who has a title--the title of
deep gratitude, to obtrude advice. Tell my father, when he comes
to-morrow to thank you for saving his child's life, who you are. He
already knows how hardly, how iniquitously you have been used, and
this very day was expressing his sense of your wrongs. Oh tell him,
Mr. Winslow! You will find him kind, and feeling, and ready, I am
sure, to do anything to counsel and assist you. Pray, pray do!" and
Rose Tracy laid her fair beautiful hand upon his arm in her eager
petitioning.
Chandos took it in his and pressed it, not warmly, but gratefully.
"Thank you; a thousand times thank you," he answered. "Such sympathy
and such kindness as you show, are worth all the assistance and the
encouragement that the whole world could give. Yet forgive me for not
following your advice. I am poor, Miss Tracy; but not so poor as to
render it necessary for me to follow this humble calling for support.
I am quite independent of circumstances. A relation left me sufficient
for existence some years ago. My father bequeathed me a fine library
and some other things of value. But it is my wish to try a different
mode of life from that to which I have been accustomed. I will confess
to you," he added, "that when I came here, I had no idea you were Mr.
Tracy's daughter, or perhaps I should not have come--"
Her colour varied, and he went on--"The same causes," he said, with a
rapid and hasty voice, "which, had my expectations, reasonable or
unreasonable, been fulfilled, might have brought me hither eagerly,
would, in changed circumstances, have prevented me from coming. But
enough of this. I will not trouble you with all my motives and my
views--call them whims, call them follies, if you like; but I will
only say that I wish, for a short time, to give my mind repose from
the daily round of thoughts to which every man moving in one
particular circle alone is subject, which grind us down and fashion
our very hearts and spirits into artificial forms, till we deem
everything that is conventional right, and, I fear, are apt to imagine
that everything which is natural is wrong. I wish to see all objects
with different eyes from those with which I have hitherto seen them;
or, perhaps, to use a more rational figure, I would fain place myself
on a new spot in the great plain of society, whence I can obtain a
sight of the whole under a different point of view. I have looked down
at the world from the hill, dear Miss Tracy, I am determined now to
look up at it from the valley."
Rose smiled with a look of interest, but yet a look of melancholy; and
shaking her head she answered, "You will soon be found out for a
mountaineer; they are already wondering at you."
"That I cannot help," replied Chandos. "But at all events give me as
much time as possible; and if you would really oblige me, do not
mention to any one who and what I am. Let me be the gardener
still--except when, perhaps, at such a moment as this, you will
condescend to remember me as something else."
"Oh, I am bound to keep your secret," said Rose; "or, indeed, to do
much more, if I knew how. But my father must express both his own and
his daughter's gratitude for the preservation of her life; and in the
meantime I will of course be silent as to your name and character. But
had I not better, Mr. Winslow, let you know, if I perceive any
probability of your being discovered?"
"That would indeed be a great favour," replied Chandos; "for
circumstances might occur which would render discovery not only
painful, but highly detrimental."
"Then I will give you warning of the first suspicion," answered Rose.
"And now farewell; for it is nearly dark, and the dinner bell will
soon ring."
Chandos bent down his head, and kissed her hand. It was the first act
touching in the least upon gallantry which he had permitted himself;
but it called the colour into Rose's cheek; and with another farewell,
she left him.