CHAPTER XV

Like a song soaring over the camp fire, clear and wonderfully sweet in

the hushed and tremulous darkness, Alice’s laugh had been her only

good-by to Hugh. He hadn’t approved of this night journey after the lost

sheep. He was new to the mountains, yet he had sensed a vague and

whispered menace in the dark forest into which the trail would lead her.

He had protested to the last instant; he wanted to go himself, and he

had felt a weight of apprehension and concern that she could not explain

away. The very breathlessness in the air was in some way sinister; the

light patches of moonlight in the big timber only accentuated its

mystery, only darkened—by light of contrast—the gloom of the thickets.

Yet her only answer had been a laugh.

It was true that the laugh was not really one of mirth. She felt no

fear, but she was not amused at his. Rather she had laughed in simple

and undeniable joy, and she didn’t quite know its source. It was a

little gratifying that this bronzed, well-bred man should be anxious

about her. It touched her more than she was ready to admit, even to

herself. Yet she really thought that his concern was unjustified.

She knew these mountains. She felt that in some measure at least she had

mastered them. She could shoot straight with her pistol: if indeed

Broken Fang—the great cougar that had begun to display a rather

disquieting arrogance in the presence of men—should find and follow her

trail, she had full confidence that the fire from her six pistol

cartridges would frighten him away. She had lived long enough in the

mountains to know that rare and few are the wild animals that will even

menace human beings. The coyotes were abject cowards, the ordinary run

of cougars—although sometimes given to trailing a night wanderer for

long and unpleasant hours on the mountain trails—always seemed to lack

courage to attack, and the wolves would not have their pack strength

until the winter. The wolf pack in the snow, she knew perfectly, was not

a thing to trifle with. But the gray creatures were living singly now,

or in pairs, and starvation had not yet come upon them. In these days of

full feeding they were scarcely braver than the coyotes. It seems to be

true that any animal that hunts in packs or groups acquires a ferocity,

a wild and frenzied courage not possessed by the lone hunter. Partly it

is a matter of mob psychology, partly a sense of resistless

strength,—but its reality naturalists are unable to deny. It can be

seen even in the swarms of miniature ants that—with appalling

ferocity—will attack the greatest creatures of the wild. But there were

no packs here. The moonlit aisles were safe.

Yet she did not want to go. It was as if the voice of reason within

her—the voice that urged her forth—were obscured by the incorporeal

voices that spoke in her inner being. One was that of the forest, and it

spoke in warning. “Come not on to my darkened trails,” it might have

said. “They are thine in the daylight hours, but at night they belong to

the beasts. This is the time of talon and fang, and thy flesh is tender.

I am old and wise, but also I am new, with the newness of the young

world. And my spirit is Death.” And the other voice was that of the

ruddy camp fire behind her. “Stay, stay, stay,” it crackled. “Here is

thy hearth and thy heart. Stay, tender one.”

As the shadows encroached and the firelight grew ever more dim, she

found herself looking back—again and again—to the bright blaze.

To-night it was home, and these forest trails were dark and silent. She

entered the forest, but ever she saw its cheering gleam between the

trees,—a bright haven of refuge where Danger could not come. She didn’t

entirely understand. She had ventured forth into the forests at night

before, but never with such regret.

She could still see the form of Hugh seated beside the fire; and the

sight moved her strangely. But she would not admit—even to

herself—that part of the appeal of that bright circle of light was due

to his presence. It had never seemed so dear, so much like home before,

but it could not be because of the straight, manly form that abode

there. Was he not just a lowly sheep herder, a weakling whose metal had

been proven false in the crucible of life? What did he mean to her: just

an employee that would soon pass on to other occupations. Yet she had

felt wholly secure and comforted beside his fire. She remembered the

play of his shoulders as he had hewed the fir log; and she found herself

longing for his protection now. Yet what right had she to think that

this weakened city man would be a fort in time of stress? She was of the

mountain strain, and unlike many of her city cousins she did not accept

the fact of his masculinity alone as being a tower of strength. Such

dangers as did abide in the Smoky Land forest were no respecters of the

males of the species: strength and courage alone must be tried and

proven. Hugh had failed in life, she thought; why should he not also

fail in courage and strength? The mountain women do not love weak men.

They are down to realities, life is a constant battle for existence, and

they want a warrior—whether gentleman or not—beside them through the

long, dangerous hours of night. Hers were the mountain standards. And

what could she expect from Hugh?

She headed into the forest, and she saw the light of the camp fire wink

out behind her. It left her singularly alone. A vague depression came

upon her, an uneasiness that she could not name or place. There was a

sense of utter isolation never felt before. The feel of her pistol butt

in her pocket—her belt had been packed among the supplies—reassured

her. Then she hastened on, down the moonlit trail.

The forest was never so mysterious. The moonlight had struck away all

sense of familiarity. The silver patches between the trees were of

fairyland, the dusk of the shadowed thicket was incredibly black; even

the changeless pines, majestic and inscrutable emblems of the

wilderness, were like great, nebulous ghosts of giants. The woodland was

full of ghosts: fleet-footed phantoms that sped along the trail before

her, ghostly shadows that leaped behind; little, feeble ghosts of noises

that couldn’t be real, and ghostly messages in the wind that whimpered

and cried in the distant thickets. Yet she could not feel the wind’s

breath on her face. Rather the forest was breathless, tense, vaguely

sinister as never before.

Steep was the trail she took, and ever the silence seemed to deepen. She

kept watch ahead for the flock, pale white in the moonlight. She found

herself listening closely for any sound that might indicate their

position, either the faint bleat of the ewes or the triumph cries of

such beasts of prey that had killed from their numbers. But while she

did not hear these things, the silence was full of other, lesser sounds.

All the creatures of the forest were stirring in their night

occupations, and so deep and unfathomable was the stillness that it

seemed to her that she could discern their each little motion. Sometimes

it was the distant tread of the deer in the buckbush. No rains had

fallen since April; the brush was dead and dry as she had never before

seen it, and even the stalking folk made a misstep occasionally. She

heard the Little People stirring in the leaves; once a gopher, once a

porcupine rattled his quills with a pretended fierceness a short

distance off the trail, and once a lynx mewed like a domestic cat behind

her.

She hastened on. She turned into a little valley that she knew,—a place

the mouth of which was obscured by brush and in which a wing of the

flock might have been easily lost. And then she found the white band,

bedded down for the night.

There had been casualties earlier in the evening, but mostly the beasts

of prey had not yet found them. She started to drive them the long three

miles back to camp.

Still the moonlight worked its conjurations in the forest; and she felt

a growing discomfiture. At first she laid it to nerves. She had been

tired after the day’s ride, and perhaps the long walk after the sheep

had overtaxed her already exhausted body. The sense of oppression, of

distant and unfamiliar peril in the forests about her grew ever more

pronounced. She tried in vain to hurry the sheep. Never, it seemed to

her, had they moved so slowly. The first mile took interminable ages,

the second was too long for belief. No luxury, no achievement by which

women usually gauge happiness could mean so much to her to-night as that

little bright circle in the distant camp over which Hugh stood guard.

She was on the last mile by now, and she kept straining to see the first

gleam of the camp fire through the trees. Perhaps all her apprehension

had been but fancy, after all. It was only a little way

farther—scarcely a mile—and the adventure would soon be over. The

forest was oddly hushed and breathless.

And at that instant a strange cry came tingling up to her through the

unfathomable depths of forest. It was such a sound as does not catch the

consciousness immediately, beginning too dim and faint even to recognize

as sound, and at first she found herself doubting its reality. The least

rustle of the thickets beside her, the faintest stir of the distant wind

drowned it out. Yet with such gradual encroachments as the hour hand

makes on the face of the watch, it swelled and grew until all disbelief

was dead, and all other sensation transcended.

The deep silence of the primeval forest alone had enabled her to detect

it at first, but its quality of obscurity slowly passed away. Soon she

had begun to have some idea of the quality of its tones. It was slowly,

steadily gaining, and the only inference could be that whatsoever made

the sound was coming toward her at an incredible pace,—something that

ran behind her and cried out in beastial savagery.

A frantic flood of thoughts swept over her: blind hopes that the cool

depths of her subconsciousness refused to accept. Perhaps the cries were

of some wilderness hunter on the trail of deer,—a trail that closely

coincided with her own. In a moment it would be just a thing to laugh at

and forget. But even her own prayers, her own unquenchable spirit of

optimism could not make the truth untrue. The grim fact slowly grew and

strengthened that whatever ran behind her was on her own trail, that she

was being remorselessly hunted through the still aisles of the forest.

The wild cries were louder now, evolving from vague and distant

rumblings to prolonged and savage bays, ferocious as any wilderness cry

she had ever heard. It sounded like a _pack_,—that terrible

organization that knows no fear and against which not even the stately

elk can stand. The cries had a strange exultant quality, a sense of

power, and at the same time the hunting lust that can be discerned in

the yell of the wolf pack in their first strength of autumn. Yet this

was no autumn. The leaves were yet unfallen. The wolves were still

mated, or else ran in pairs. And a great fear began to creep like a

poison through her veins.

And ever the chorus grew louder, swelling into a veritable thunder that

seemed to shudder, with long, undulating waves of sound, through the

hushed air. It seemed to her that she heard the distant pound of running

feet on the trail. And now she no longer gave thought to what these

hunters might be. It no longer mattered. She only knew that some new and

terrible peril was leaping forth upon her, a ferocious enemy that would

contest her effort to reach the safety of the fire. The sheep broke into

a run, and sobbing she sped after them.

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