The whole study of his existence, the whole philosophy of his life, is,

how to endure; to struggle on under poverty and sickness; in seasons of

famine, in times of national calamity, to hoard up the little pittance

for his landlord and the payment for his Priest; and he has nothing

more to seek for. Were it our object here, it would not be difficult

to pursue this theme further, and examine, if much of the imputed

slothfulness and indolence of the people was not in reality due to that

very hopelessness. How little energy would be left to life, if you took

away its ambitions; how few would enter upon the race, if there were no

goal before them! Our present aim, however, is rather with the fortunes

of those we have so lately left. To these poor men, now, a new existence

opened. Not the sun of spring could more suddenly illumine the landscape

where winter so late had thrown its shadows, than did prosperity fall

brightly on their hearts, endowing life with pleasures and enjoyments,

of which they had not dared to dream before.

In preferring this mountain-tract to some rich lowland farm, they

were rather guided by that spirit of attachment to the home of their

fathers--so characteristic a trait in the Irish peasant--than by the

promptings of self-interest. The mountain was indeed a wild and bleak

expanse, scarce affording herbage for a few sheep and goats; the callows

at its foot, deeply flooded in winter, and even by the rains of autumn,

made tillage precarious and uncertain; yet the fact that these were

rent-free, that of its labour and its fruits all was now their own,

inspired hope and sweetened toil. They no longer felt the dreary

monotony of daily exertion, by which hour was linked to hour, and year

to year, in one unbroken succession;--no; they now could look forward,

they could lift up their hearts and strain their eyes to a future, where

honest industry had laid up its store for the decline of life; they

could already fancy the enjoyments of the summer season, when they

should look down upon their own crops and herds, or think of the winter

nights, and the howling of the storm without, reminding them of the

blessings of a home.

How little to the mind teeming with its bright and ambitious aspirings

would seem the history of their humble hopes! how insignificant and how

narrow might appear the little plans and plots they laid for that new

road in life, in which they were now to travel! The great man might

scoff at these, the moralist might frown at their worldliness; but there

is nothing sordid or mean in the spirit of manly independence; and they

who know the Irish people, will never accuse them of receiving worldly

benefits with any forgetfulness of their true and only source. And now

to our story.

The little cabin upon the mountain was speedily added to, and fashioned

into a comfortable-looking farmhouse of the humbler class. Both father

and son would willingly have left it as it was; but the landlord's

wish had laid a command upon them, and they felt it would have been a

misapplication of his bounty, had they not done as he had desired. So

closely, indeed, did they adhere to his injunctions, that a little room

was added specially for his use and accommodation, whenever he came

on that promised excursion he hinted at. Every detail of this little

chamber interested them deeply; and many a night, as they sat over their

fire, did they eagerly discuss the habits and tastes of the “quality,”

anxious to be wanting in nothing which should make it suitable for one

like him.

Sufficient money remained above all this expenditure to purchase some

sheep, and even a cow; and already their changed fortunes had excited

the interest and curiosity of the little world in which they lived.

There is one blessing, and it is a great one, attendant on humble life.

The amelioration of condition requires not that a man should leave the

friends and companions he has so long sojourned with, and seek, in a

new order, others to supply their place; the spirit of class does

not descend to him, or rather, he is far above it; his altered state

suggests comparatively few enjoyments or comforts in which his old

associates cannot participate; and thus the Connors' cabin was each

Sunday thronged by the country people, who came to see with their own

eyes, and hear with their own ears, the wonderful good fortune that

befell them.

Had the landlord been an angel of light, the blessings invoked upon

him could not have been more frequent or fervent; each measured the

munificence of the act by his own short standard of worldly possessions;

and individual murmurings for real or fancied wrongs were hushed in the

presence of one such deed of benevolence.

This is no exaggerated picture. Such was peasant-gratitude once; and

such, O landlords of Ireland! it might still have been, if you had not

deserted the people. The meanest of your favours, the poorest show

of your good-feeling, were acts of grace for which nothing was deemed

requital. Your presence in the poor man's cabin--your kind word to him

upon the highway--your aid in sickness--your counsel in trouble, were

ties which bound him more closely to your interest, and made him more

surely yours, than all the parchments of your attorney, or all the

papers of your agent. He knew you then as something more than the

recipient of his earnings. That was a time, when neither the hireling

patriot nor the calumnious press could sow discord between you. If it be

otherwise now, ask yourselves, are you all blameless? Did you ever

hope that affection could be transmitted through your agent, like the

proceeds of your property? Did you expect that the attachments of a

people were to reach you by the post? Or was it not natural, that, in

their desertion by you, they should seek succour elsewhere? that in

their difficulties and their trials they should turn to any who might

feel or feign compassion for them?

Nor is it wonderful that, amid the benefits thus bestowed, they should

imbibe principles and opinions fatally in contrast with interests like

yours.

There were few on whom good fortune could have fallen, without exciting

more envious and jealous feelings on the part of others, than on

the Connors. The rugged independent character of the father--the gay

light-hearted nature of the son, had given them few enemies and many

friends. The whole neighbourhood flocked about them to offer their good

wishes and congratulations on their bettered condition, and with

an honesty of purpose and a sincerity that might have shamed a more

elevated sphere. The Joyces alone shewed no participation in this

sentiment, or rather, that small fraction of them more immediately

linked with Phil Joyce. At first, they affected to sneer at the stories

of the Connors' good fortune; and when denial became absurd, they

half-hinted that it was a new custom in Ireland for men “to fight for

money.” These mocking speeches were not slow to reach the ears of the

old man and his son; and many thought that the next fair-day would bring

with it a heavy retribution for the calamities of the last. In this,

however, they were mistaken. Neither Owen nor his father appeared that

day; the mustering of their faction was strong and powerful, but they,

whose wrongs were the cause of the gathering, never came forward to head

them.

This was an indignity not to be passed over in silence; and the murmurs,

at first low and subdued, grew louder and louder, until denunciations

heavy and deep fell upon the two who “wouldn't come out and right

themselves like men.” The faction, discomfited and angered, soon broke

up; and returning homeward in their several directions, they left the

field to the enemy without even a blow. On the succeeding day, when the

observances of religion had taken place of the riotous and disorderly

proceedings of the fair, it was not customary for the younger men to

remain. The frequenters of the place were mostly women; the few of the

other sex were either old and feeble men, or such objects of compassion

as traded on the pious feelings of the votaries so opportunely evoked.

It was with great difficulty the worthy Priest of the parish had

succeeded in dividing the secular from the holy customs of the time,

and thus allowing the pilgrims, as all were called on that day, an

uninterrupted period for their devotions. He was firm and resolute,

however, in his purpose, and spared no pains to effect it: menacing

this one--persuading that; suiting the measure of his arguments to the

comprehension of each, he either cajoled or coerced, as the circumstance

might warrant. His first care was to remove all the temptations to

dissipation and excess; and for this purpose, he banished every show

and exhibition, and every tent where gambling and drinking went

forward;--his next, a more difficult task, was the exclusion of all

those doubtful characters, who, in every walk of life, are suggestive of

even more vice than they embody in themselves. These, however, abandoned

the place, of their own accord, so soon as they discovered how few were

the inducements to remain; until at length, by a tacit understanding, it

seemed arranged, that the day of penance and mortification should suffer

neither molestation nor interruption from those indisposed to partake

of its benefits. So rigid was the Priest in exacting compliance in this

matter, that he compelled the tents to be struck by daybreak, except

by those few, trusted and privileged individuals, whose ministerings to

human wants were permitted during the day of sanctity.

And thus the whole picture was suddenly changed. The wild and riotous

uproar of the fair, the tumult of voices and music, dancing, drinking,

and fighting, were gone; and the low monotonous sound of the pilgrims'

prayers was heard, as they moved along upon their knees to some holy

well or shrine, to offer up a prayer, or return a thanksgiving for

blessings bestowed. The scene was a strange and picturesque one; the

long lines of kneeling figures, where the rich scarlet cloak of the

women predominated, crossed and recrossed each other as they wended

their way to the destined altar; their muttered words blending with the

louder and more boisterous appeals of the mendicants,--who, stationed

at every convenient angle or turning, besieged each devotee with

unremitting entreaty,--deep and heartfelt devotion in every face, every

lineament and feature impressed with religious zeal and piety; but

still, as group met group going and returning, they interchanged their

greetings between their prayers, and mingled the worldly salutations

with aspirations heavenward, and their “Paters,” and “Aves,” and

“Credos,” were blended with inquiries for the “childer,” or questions

about the “crops.”

“Isn't that Owen Connor, avick, that's going there, towards the

Yallow-well?” said an old crone as she ceased to count her beads.

“You're right enough, Biddy; 'tis himself, and no other; it's a turn he

took to devotion since he grew rich.”

“Ayeh! ayeh! the Lord be good to us! how fond we all be of life, when

we've the bit of bacon to the fore!” And with that she resumed her pious

avocations with redoubled energy, to make up for lost time.

The old ladies were as sharp-sighted as such functionaries usually are

in any sphere of society. It was Owen Connor himself, performing his

first pilgrimage. The commands of his landlord had expressly forbidden

him to engage in any disturbance at the fair; the only mode of complying

with which, he rightly judged, was by absenting himself altogether. How

this conduct was construed by others, we have briefly hinted at. As for

himself, poor fellow, if a day of mortification could have availed him

any thing, he needn't have appeared among the pilgrims;--a period of

such sorrow and suffering he had never undergone before. But in justice

it must be confessed, it was devotion of a very questionable character

that brought him there that morning. Since the fair-day, Mary Joyce had

never deigned to notice him; and though he had been several times at

mass, she either affected not to be aware of his presence, or designedly

looked in another direction. The few words of greeting she once gave him

on every Sunday morning--the smile she bestowed--dwelt the whole week in

his heart, and made him long for the return of the time, when, even for

a second or two, she would be near, and speak to him. He was not slow

in supposing how the circumstances under which he rescued the landlord's

son might be used against him by his enemies; and he well knew that she

was not surrounded by any others than such. It was, then, with a heavy

heart poor Owen witnessed how fatally his improved fortune had dashed

hopes far dearer than all worldly advantage. Not only did the new

comforts about him become distasteful, but he even accused them to

himself as the source of all his present calamity; and half suspected

that it was a judgment on him for receiving a reward in such a cause. To

see her--to speak to her if possible--was now his wish, morn and night;

to tell her that he cared more for one look, one glance, than for all

the favours fortune did or could bestow: this, and to undeceive her as

to any knowledge of young Leslie's rudeness to herself, was the sole aim

of his thoughts. Stationing himself therefore in an angle of the ruined

church, which formed one of the resting-places for prayer, he waited for

hours for Mary's coming; and at last, with a heart half sickened with

deferred hope, he saw her pale but beautiful features, shaded by the

large blue hood of her cloak, as with downcast eyes she followed in the

train.

“Give me your place, acushla; God will reward you for it; I'm late at

the station,” said he, to an old ill-favoured hag that followed next

to Mary; and at the same time, to aid his request, slipped half-a-crown

into her hand.

The wrinkled face brightened into a kind of wicked intelligence as she

muttered in Irish: “'Tis a gould guinea the same place is worth; but

I'll give it to you for the sake of yer people;” and at the same time

pocketing the coin in a canvass pouch, among relics and holy clay, she

moved off, to admit him in the line.

Owen's heart beat almost to bursting, as he found himself so close to

Mary; and all his former impatience to justify himself, and to speak to

her, fled in the happiness he now enjoyed. No devotee ever regarded the

relic of a Saint with more trembling ecstacy than did he the folds of

that heavy mantle that fell at his knees; he touched it as men would do

a sacred thing. The live-long day he followed her, visiting in turn each

shrine and holy spot; and ever, as he was ready to speak to her, some

fear that, by a word, he might dispel the dream of bliss he revelled in,

stopped him, and he was silent.

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It was as the evening drew near, and the Pilgrims were turning towards

the lake, beside which, at a small thorn-tree, the last “station” of all

was performed, that an old beggar, whose importunity suffered none to

escape, blocked up the path, and prevented Mary from proceeding until

she had given him something. All her money had been long since bestowed;

and she said so, hurriedly, and endeavoured to move forward.

“Let Owen Connor, behyind you, give it, acushla! He's rich now, and can

well afford it,” said the cripple.

She turned around at the words; the action was involuntary, and their

eyes met. There are glances which reveal the whole secret of a lifetime;

there are looks which dwell in the heart longer and deeper than words.

Their eyes met for merely a few seconds; and while in _her_ face

offended pride was depicted, poor Owen's sorrow-struck and broken aspect

spoke of long suffering and grief so powerfully, that, ere she turned

away, her heart had half forgiven him.

“You wrong me hardly, Mary,” said he, in a low, broken voice, as the

train moved on. “The Lord, he knows my heart this blessed day! _Pater

noster, qui es in colis?_'” added he, louder, as he perceived that his

immediate follower had ceased his prayers to listen to him. “He knows

that I'd rather live and die the poorest--'Beneficat tuum nomen!'” cried

he, louder. And then, turning abruptly, said:

“Av it's plazing to you, sir, don't be trampin' on my heels. I can't

mind my devotions, an' one so near me.

“It's not so unconvaynient, maybe, when they're afore you,” muttered

the old fellow, with a grin of sly malice. And though Owen overheard the

taunt, he felt no inclination to notice it.

“Four long years I've loved ye, Mary Joyce; and the sorra more

encouragement I ever got nor the smile ye used to give me. And if ye

take _that_ from me, now--Are ye listening to me, Mary? do ye hear me,

asthore?--Bad scran to ye, ye ould varmint! why won't ye keep behind?

How is a man to save his sowl, an' you making him blasphame every

minit?”

“I was only listenin' to that elegant prayer ye were saying,” said the

old fellow, drily.

“'Tis betther you'd mind your own, then,” said Owen, fiercely; “or, by

the blessed day, I'll teach ye a new penance ye never heerd of afore!”

The man dropped back, frightened at the sudden determination these words

were uttered in; and Owen resumed his place.

“I may never see ye again, Mary. 'Tis the last time you'll hear me spake

to you. I'll lave the ould man. God look to him! I'll lave him now,

and go be a sodger. Here we are now, coming to this holy well; and

I'll swear an oath before the Queen of Heaven, that before this time

to-morrow--”

“How is one to mind their prayers at all, Owen Connor, if ye be talking

to yourself, so loud?” said Mary, in a whisper, but one which lost not a

syllable, as it fell on Owen's heart.

“My own sweet darling, the light of my eyes, ye are!” cried he, as

with clasped hands he muttered blessings upon her head; and with such

vehemence of gesture, and such unfeigned signs of rapture, as to evoke

remarks from some beggars near, highly laudatory of his zeal.

“Look at the fine young man there, prayin' wid all his might. Ayeh, the

Saints give ye the benefit of your Pilgrimage!”

“Musha! but ye'r a credit to the station; ye put yer sowl in it,

anyhow!” said an old Jezebel, whose hard features seemed to defy

emotion.

Owen looked up; and directly in front of him, with his back against a

tree, and his arms crossed on his breast, stood Phil Joyce: his brow was

dark with passion, and his eyes glared like those of a maniac. A cold

thrill ran through Owen's heart, lest the anger thus displayed should

fall on Mary; for he well knew with what tyranny the poor girl was

treated. He therefore took the moment of the pilgrims' approach to the

holy tree, to move from his place, and, by a slightly circuitous path,

came up to where Joyce was standing.

“I've a word for you, Phil Joyce,” said he, in a low voice, where every

trace of emotion was carefully subdued. “Can I spake it to you here?”

Owen's wan and sickly aspect, if it did not shock, it at least

astonished Joyce, for he looked at him for some seconds without

speaking; then said, half rudely:

“Ay, here will do as well as any where, since ye didn't like to say it

yesterday.”

There was no mistaking this taunt; the sneer on Owen's want of courage

was too plain to be misconstrued; and although for a moment he looked

as if disposed to resent it, he merely shook his head mournfully, and

replied: “It is not about that I came to speak; it's about your sister,

Mary Joyce.”

Phil turned upon him a stare of amazement, as quickly followed by a

laugh, whose insulting mockery made Owen's cheek crimson with shame.

“True enough, Phil Joyce; I know your meanin' well,” said he, with an

immense effort to subdue his passion. “I'm a poor cottier, wid a bit of

mountain-land--sorra more--and has no right to look up to one like her.

But listen to me, Phil!” and here he grasped his arm, and spoke with a

thick guttural accent: “Listen to me! Av the girl wasn't what she is,

but only your sister, I'd scorn her as I do yourself;” and with that,

he pushed him from him with a force that made him stagger. Before he had

well recovered, Owen was again at his side, and continued:--“And now,

one word more, and all's ended between us. For you, and your likings or

mis-likings, I never cared a rush: but 'tis Mary herself refused me, so

there's no more about it; only don't be wreaking your temper on her, for

she has no fault in it.”

“Av a sister of mine ever bestowed a thought on the likes o' ye, I'd

give her the outside of the door this night,” said Joyce, whose courage

now rose from seeing several of his faction attracted to the spot, by

observing that he and Connor were conversing. “'Tis a disgrace--divil a

less than a disgrace to spake of it!”

“Well, we won't do so any more, plaze God!” said Owen, with a smile of

very fearful meaning. “It will be another little matter we'll have to

settle when we meet, next. There's a score there, not paid off yet:”

and at the word he lifted his hat, and disclosed the deep mark of the

scarce-closed gash on his forehead: “and so, good bye to ye.”

A rude nod from Phil Joyce was all the reply, and Owen turned homewards.

If prosperity could suggest the frame of mind to enjoy it, the rich

would always be happy; but such is not the dispensation of Providence.

Acquisition is but a stage on the road of ambition; it lightens the way,

but brings the goal no nearer. Owen never returned to his mountain-home

with a sadder heart. He passed without regarding them, the little

fields, now green with the coming spring; he bestowed no look nor

thought upon the herds that already speckled the mountain-side;

disappointment had embittered his spirit; and even love itself now gave

way to faction-hate, the old and cherished animosity of party.

If the war of rival factions did not originally spring from the personal

quarrels of men of rank and station, who stimulated their followers

and adherents to acts of aggression and reprisal, it assuredly was

perpetuated, if not with their concurrence, at least permission; and

many were not ashamed to avow, that in these savage encounters the “bad

blood” of the country was “let out,” at less cost and trouble than by

any other means. When legal proceedings were recurred to, the landlord,

in his capacity of magistrate, maintained the cause of his tenants; and,

however disposed to lean heavily on them himself, in the true spirit of

tyranny he opposed pressure from any other hand than his own. The people

were grateful for this advocacy--far more, indeed, than they often

proved for less questionable kindness. They regarded the law with so

much dread--they awaited its decisions with such uncertainty--that he

who would conduct them through its mazes was indeed a friend. But,

was the administration of justice, some forty or fifty years back in

Ireland, such as to excite or justify other sentiments? Was it not this

tampering with right and wrong, this recurrence to patronage, that made

legal redress seem an act of meanness and cowardice among the people?

No cause was decided upon its own merits. The influence of the great

man--the interest he was disposed to take in the case--the momentary

condition of county politics--with the general character of the

individuals at issue, usually determined the matter; and it could

scarcely be expected that a triumph thus obtained should have exercised

any peaceful sway among the people.

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