CHAPTER XL. HYLDA SEEKS NAHOUM

It was as though she had gone to sleep the night before, and waked

again upon this scene unchanged, brilliant, full of colour, a chaos

of decoration--confluences of noisy, garish streams of life, eddies

of petty labour. Craftsmen crowded one upon the other in dark bazaars;

merchants chattered and haggled on their benches; hawkers clattered and

cried their wares. It was a people that lived upon the streets, for all

the houses seemed empty and forsaken. The sais ran before the Pasha’s

carriage, the donkey-boys shrieked for their right of way, a train

of camels calmly forced its passage through the swirling crowds,

supercilious and heavy-laden.

It seemed but yesterday since she had watched with amused eyes the

sherbet-sellers clanking their brass saucers, the carriers streaming

the water from the bulging goatskins into the earthen bottles, crying,

“Allah be praised, here is coolness for thy throat for ever!” the idle

singer chanting to the soft kanoon, the chess-players in the shade of a

high wall, lost to the world, the dancing-girls with unveiled, shameless

faces, posturing for evil eyes. Nothing had changed these past six

years. Yet everything had changed.

She saw it all as in a dream, for her mind had no time for reverie or

retrospect; it was set on one thing only.

Yet behind the one idea possessing her there was a subconscious self

taking note of all these sights and sounds, and bringing moisture to her

eyes. Passing the house which David had occupied on that night when

he and she and Nahoum and Mizraim had met, the mist of feeling almost

blinded her; for there at the gate sat the bowab who had admitted her

then, and with apathetic eyes had watched her go, in the hour when it

seemed that she and David Claridge had bidden farewell for ever, two

driftwood spars that touched and parted in the everlasting sea. Here

again in the Palace square were Kaid’s Nubians in their glittering

armour as of silver and gold, drawn up as she had seen them drawn then,

to be reviewed by their overlord.

She swept swiftly through the streets and bazaars on her mission to

Nahoum. “Lady Eglington” had asked for an interview, and Nahoum had

granted it without delay. He did not associate her with the girl for

whom David Claridge had killed Foorgat Pey, and he sent his own carriage

to bring her to the Palace. No time had been lost, for it was less than

twenty-four hours since she had arrived in Cairo, and very soon she

would know the worst or the best. She had put her past away for the

moment, and the Duchess of Snowdon had found at Marseilles a silent,

determined, yet gentle-tongued woman, who refused to look back, or to

discuss anything vital to herself and Eglington, until what she had

come to Egypt to do was accomplished. Nor would she speak of the future,

until the present had been fully declared and she knew the fate of David

Claridge. In Cairo there were only varying rumours: that he was still

holding out; that he was lost; that he had broken through; that he was a

prisoner--all without foundation upon which she could rely.

As she neared the Palace entrance, a female fortune-teller ran forward,

thrusting towards her a gazelle’s skin, filled with the instruments of

her mystic craft, and crying out: “I divine-I reveal! What is present

I manifest! What is absent I declare! What is future I show! Beautiful

one, hear me. It is all written. To thee is greatness, and thy heart’s

desire. Hear all! See! Wait for the revealing. Thou comest from afar,

but thy fortune is near. Hear and see. I divine--I reveal. Beautiful

one, what is future I show.”

Hylda’s eyes looked at the poor creature eagerly, pathetically. If it

could only be, if she could but see one step ahead! If the veil

could but be lifted! She dropped some silver into the folds of the

gazelle-skin and waved the Gipsy away. “There is darkness, it is all

dark, beautiful one,” cried the woman after her, “but it shall be light.

I show--I reveal!”

Inside these Palace walls there was a revealer of more merit, as she so

well and bitterly knew. He could raise the veil--a dark and dangerous

necromancer, with a flinty heart and a hand that had waited long to

strike. Had it struck its last blow?

Outside Nahoum’s door she had a moment of utter weakness, when her knees

smote together, and her throat became parched; but before the door had

swung wide and her eyes swept the cool and shadowed room, she was as

composed as on that night long ago when she had faced the man who knew.

Nahoum was standing in a waiting and respectful attitude as she entered.

He advanced towards her and bowed low, but stopped dumfounded, as he saw

who she was. Presently he recovered himself; but he offered no further

greeting than to place a chair for her where her face was in the shadow

and his in the light--time of crisis as it was, she noticed this and

marvelled at him. His face was as she had seen it those years ago. It

showed no change whatever. The eyes looked at her calmly, openly, with

no ulterior thought behind, as it might seem. The high, smooth forehead,

the full but firm lips, the brown, well-groomed beard, were all

indicative of a nature benevolent and refined. Where did the duplicity

lie? Her mind answered its own question on the instant; it lay in

the brain and the tongue. Both were masterly weapons, an armament so

complete that it controlled the face and eyes and outward man into a

fair semblance of honesty. The tongue--she remembered its insinuating

and adroit power, and how it had deceived the man she had come to try

and save. She must not be misled by it. She felt it was to be a struggle

between them, and she must be alert and persuasive, and match him word

for word, move for move.

“I am happy to welcome you here, madame,” he said in English. “It is

years since we met; yet time has passed you by.”

She flushed ever so slightly--compliment from Nahoum Pasha! Yet she must

not resent anything to-day; she must get what she came for, if it was

possible. What had Lacey said? “A few thousand men by parcel-post, and

some red seals-British officers.”

“We meet under different circumstances,” she replied meaningly. “You

were asking a great favour then.”

“Ah, but of you, madame?”

“I think you appealed to me when you were doubtful of the result.”

“Well, madame, it may be so--but, yes, you are right; I thought you were

Claridge Pasha’s kinswoman, I remember.”

“Excellency, you said you thought I was Claridge Pasha’s kinswoman.”

“And you are not?” he asked reflectively.

He did not understand the slight change that passed over her face. His

kinswoman--Claridge Pasha’s kinswoman!

“I was not his kinswoman,” she answered calmly. “You came to ask

a favour then of Claridge Pasha; your life-work to do under him. I

remember your words: ‘I can aid thee in thy great task. Thou wouldst

remake our Egypt, and my heart is with you. I would rescue, not

destroy.... I would labour, but my master has taken away from me the

anvil, the fire, and the hammer, and I sit without the door like an

armless beggar.’ Those were your words, and Claridge Pasha listened and

believed, and saved your life and gave you work; and now again you have

power greater than all others in Egypt.”

“Madame, I congratulate you on a useful memory. May it serve you as the

hill-fountain the garden in the city! Those indeed were my words. I hear

myself from your lips, and yet recognise myself, if that be not vanity.

But, madame, why have you sought me? What is it you wish to know--to

hear?”

He looked at her innocently, as though he did not know her errand; as

though beyond, in the desert, there was no tragedy approaching--or come.

“Excellency, you are aware that I have come to ask for news of Claridge

Pasha.” She leaned forward slightly, but, apart from her tightly

interlaced fingers, it would not have been possible to know that she was

under any strain.

“You come to me instead of to the Effendina. May I ask why, madame? Your

husband’s position--I did not know you were Lord Eglington’s wife--would

entitle you to the highest consideration.”

“I knew that Nahoum Pasha would have the whole knowledge, while the

Effendina would have part only. Excellency, will you not tell me what

news You have? Is Claridge Pasha alive?”

“Madame, I do not know. He is in the desert. He was surrounded. For over

a month there has been no word-none. He is in danger. His way by the

river was blocked. He stayed too long. He might have escaped, but he

would insist on saving the loyal natives, on remaining with them, since

he could not bring them across the desert; and the river and the desert

are silent. Nothing comes out of that furnace yonder. Nothing comes.”

He bent his eyes upon her complacently. Her own dropped. She could not

bear that he should see the misery in them.

“You have come to try and save him, madame. What did you expect to

do? Your Government did not strengthen my hands; your husband did

nothing--nothing that could make it possible for me to act. There are

many nations here, alas! Your husband does not take so great an interest

in the fate of Claridge Pasha as yourself, madame.”

She ignored the insult. She had determined to endure everything, if she

might but induce this man to do the thing that could be done--if it was

not too late. Before she could frame a reply, he said urbanely:

“But that is not to be expected. There was that between Claridge Pasha

and yourself which would induce you to do all you might do for him, to

be anxious for his welfare. Gratitude is a rare thing--as rare as the

flower of the century--aloe; but you have it, madame.”

There was no chance to misunderstand him. Foorgat Bey--he knew the

truth, and had known it all these years.

“Excellency,” she said, “if through me, Claridge Pasha--”

“One moment, madame,” he interrupted, and, opening a drawer, took out

a letter. “I think that what you would say may be found here, with

much else that you will care to know. It is the last news of Claridge

Pasha--a letter from him. I understand all you would say to me; but

he who has most at stake has said it, and, if he failed, do you think,

madame, that you could succeed?”

He handed her the letter with a respectful salutation.

“In the hour he left, madame, he came to know that the name of Foorgat

Bey was not blotted from the book of Time, nor from Fate’s reckoning.”

After all these years! Her instinct had been true, then, that night so

long ago. The hand that took the letter trembled slightly in spite of

her will, but it was not the disclosure Nahoum had made which caused her

agitation. This letter she held was in David Claridge’s hand, the first

she had ever seen, and, maybe, the last that he had ever written, or

that any one would ever see, a document of tears. But no, there were

no tears in this letter! As Hylda read it the trembling passed from her

fingers, and a great thrilling pride possessed her. If tragedy had come,

then it had fallen like a fire from heaven, not like a pestilence rising

from the earth. Here indeed was that which justified all she had done,

what she was doing now, what she meant to do when she had read the last

word of it and the firm, clear signature beneath.

“Excellency [the letter began in English], I came into the desert

and into the perils I find here, with your last words in my ear,

‘There is the matter of Foorgat Bey.’ The time you chose to speak

was chosen well for your purpose, but ill for me. I could not turn

back, I must go on. Had I returned, of what avail? What could I do

but say what I say here, that my hand killed Foorgat Bey; that I had

not meant to kill him, though at the moment I struck I took no heed

whether he lived or died. Since you know of my sorrowful deed, you

also know why Foorgat Bey was struck down. When, as I left the bank

of the Nile, your words blinded my eyes, my mind said in its misery:

‘Now, I see!’ The curtains fell away from between you and me, and I

saw all that you had done for vengeance and revenge. You knew all

on that night when you sought your life of me and the way back to

Kaid’s forgiveness. I see all as though you spoke it in my ear.

You had reason to hurt me, but you had no reason for hurting Egypt,

as you have done. I did not value my life, as you know well, for it

has been flung into the midst of dangers for Egypt’s sake, how

often! It was not cowardice which made me hide from you and all the

world the killing of Foorgat Bey. I desired to face the penalty,

for did not my act deny all that I had held fast from my youth up?

But there was another concerned--a girl, but a child in years, as

innocent and true a being as God has ever set among the dangers of

this life, and, by her very innocence and unsuspecting nature, so

much more in peril before such unscrupulous wiles as were used by

Foorgat Bey.

“I have known you many years, Nahoum, and dark and cruel as your

acts have been against the work I gave my life to do, yet I think

that there was ever in you, too, the root of goodness. Men would

call your acts treacherous if they knew what you had done; and so

indeed they were; but yet I have seen you do things to others--not

to me--which could rise only from the fountain of pure waters. Was

it partly because I killed Foorgat and partly because I came to

place and influence and power, that you used me so, and all that I

did? Or was it the East at war with the West, the immemorial feud

and foray?

“This last I will believe; for then it will seem to be something

beyond yourself--centuries of predisposition, the long stain of the

indelible--that drove you to those acts of matricide. Ay, it is

that! For, Armenian as you are, this land is your native land, and

in pulling down what I have built up--with you, Nahoum, with you--

you have plunged the knife into the bosom of your mother. Did it

never seem to you that the work which you did with me was a good

work--the reduction of the corvee, the decrease of conscription, the

lessening of taxes of the fellah, the bridges built, the canals dug,

the seed distributed, the plague stayed, the better dwellings for

the poor in the Delta, the destruction of brigandage, the slow

blotting-out of exaction and tyranny under the kourbash, the quiet

growth of law and justice, the new industries started--did not all

these seem good to you, as you served the land with me, your great

genius for finance, ay, and your own purse, helping on the things

that were dear to me, for Egypt’s sake? Giving with one hand

freely, did your soul not misgive you when you took away with the

other?

“When you tore down my work, you were tearing down your own; for,

more than the material help I thought you gave in planning and

shaping reforms, ay, far more than all, was the feeling in me which

helped me over many a dark place, that I had you with me, that I was

not alone. I trusted you, Nahoum. A life for a life you might have

had for the asking; but a long torture and a daily weaving of the

web of treachery--that has taken more than my life; it has taken

your own, for you have killed the best part of yourself, that which

you did with me; and here in an ever-narrowing circle of death I say

to you that you will die with me. Power you have, but it will

wither in your grasp. Kaid will turn against you; for with my

failure will come a dark reaction in his mind, which feels the cloud

of doom drawing over it. Without me, with my work falling about his

ears, he will, as he did so short a time ago, turn to Sharif and

Higli and the rest; and the only comfort you will have will be that

you destroyed the life of him who killed your brother. Did you love

your brother? Nay, not more than did I, for I sent his soul into

the void, and I would gladly have gone after it to ask God for the

pardon of all his sins--and mine. Think: I hid the truth, but why?

Because a woman would suffer an unmerited scandal and shame.

Nothing could recall Foorgat Bey; but for that silence I gave my

life, for the land which was his land. Do you betray it, then?

“And now, Nahoum, the gulf in which you sought to plunge me when you

had ruined all I did is here before me. The long deception has

nearly done its work. I know from Ebn Ezra Bey what passed between

you. They are out against me--the slave-dealers--from Senaar to

where I am. The dominion of Egypt is over here. Yet I could

restore it with a thousand men and a handful of European officers,

had I but a show of authority from Cairo, which they think has

deserted me.

“I am shut up here with a handful of men who can fight and thousands

who cannot fight, and food grows scarcer, and my garrison is worn

and famished; but each day I hearten them with the hope that you

will send me a thousand men from Cairo. One steamer pounding here

from the north with men who bring commands from the Effendina, and

those thousands out yonder beyond my mines and moats and guns will

begin to melt away. Nahoum, think not that you shall triumph over

David Claridge. If it be God’s will that I shall die here, my work

undone, then, smiling, I shall go with step that does not falter, to

live once more; and another day the work that I began will rise

again in spite of you or any man.

“Nahoum, the killing of Foorgat Bey has been like a cloud upon all

my past. You know me, and you know I do not lie. Yet I do not

grieve that I hid the thing--it was not mine only; and if ever you

knew a good woman, and in dark moments have turned to her, glad that

she was yours, think what you would have done for her, how you would

have sheltered her against aught that might injure her, against

those things women are not made to bear. Then think that I hid the

deed for one who was a stranger to me, whose life must ever lay far

from mine, and see clearly that I did it for a woman’s sake, and not

for this woman’s sake; for I had never seen her till the moment I

struck Foorgat Bey into silence and the tomb. Will you not

understand, Nahoum?

“Yonder, I see the tribes that harry me. The great guns firing make

the day a burden, the nights are ever fretted by the dangers of

surprise, and there is scarce time to bury the dead whom sickness

and the sword destroy. From the midst of it all my eyes turn to you

in Cairo, whose forgiveness I ask for the one injury I did you;

while I pray that you will seek pardon for all that you have done to

me and to those who will pass with me, if our circle is broken.

Friend, Achmet the Ropemaker is here fighting for Egypt. Art thou

less, then, than Achmet? So, God be with thee.

“DAVID CLARIDGE.”

Without a pause Hylda had read the letter from the first word to the

last. She was too proud to let this conspirator and traitor see what

David’s words could do to her. When she read the lines concerning

herself, she became cold from head to foot, but she knew that Nahoum

never took his eyes from her face, and she gave no outward sign of what

was passing within. When she had finished it, she folded it up calmly,

her eyes dwelt for a moment on the address upon the envelope, and then

she handed it back to Nahoum without a word. She looked him in the eyes

and spoke. “He saved your life, he gave you all you had lost. It was not

his fault that Prince Kaid chose him for his chief counsellor. You would

be lying where your brother lies, were it not for Claridge Pasha.”

“It may be; but the luck was with me; and I have my way.”

She drew herself together to say what was hard to say. “Excellency, the

man who was killed deserved to die. Only by lies, only by subterfuge,

only because I was curious to see the inside of the Palace, and because

I had known him in London, did I, without a thought of indiscretion,

give myself to his care to come here. I was so young; I did not know

life, or men--or Egyptians.” The last word was uttered with low scorn.

He glanced up quickly, and for the first time she saw a gleam of malice

in his eyes. She could not feel sorry she had said it, yet she must

remove the impression if possible.

“What Claridge Pasha did, any man would have done, Excellency. He

struck, and death was an accident. Foorgat’s temple struck the corner of

a pedestal.

“His death was instant. He would have killed Claridge Pasha if it

had been possible--he tried to do so. But, Excellency, if you have a

daughter, if you ever had a child, what would you have done if any man

had--”

“In the East daughters are more discreet; they tempt men less,” he

answered quietly, and fingered the string of beads he carried.

“Yet you would have done as Claridge Pasha did. That it was your brother

was an accident, and--”

“It was an accident that the penalty must fall on Claridge Pasha, and

on you, madame. I did not choose the objects of penalty. Destiny chose

them, as Destiny chose Claridge Pasha as the man who should supplant me,

who should attempt to do these mad things for Egypt against the judgment

of the world--against the judgment of your husband. Shall I have

better judgment than the chancellories of Europe and England--and Lord

Eglington?”

“Excellency, you know what moves other nations; but it is for Egypt to

act for herself. You ask me why I did not go to the Effendina. I come to

you because I know that you could circumvent the Effendina, even if he

sent ten thousand men. It is the way in Egypt.”

“Madame, you have insight--will you not look farther still, and see

that, however good Claridge Pasha’s work might be some day in the far

future, it is not good to-day. It is too soon. At the beginning of the

twentieth century, perhaps. Men pay the penalty of their mistakes. A

man’s life”--he watched her closely with his wide, benevolent eyes--“is

neither here nor there, nor a few thousands, in the destiny of a nation.

A man who ventures into a lion’s den must not be surprised if he goes

as Harrik went--ah, perhaps you do not know how Harrik went! A man who

tears at the foundations of a house must not be surprised if the timbers

fall on him and on his workmen. It is Destiny that Claridge Pasha should

be the slayer of my brother, and a danger to Egypt, and one whose life

is so dear to you, madame. You would have it otherwise, and so would

I, but we must take things as they are--and you see that letter. It is

seven weeks since then, and it may be that the circle has been broken.

Yet it may not be so. The circle may be smaller, but not broken.”

She felt how he was tempting her from word to word with a merciless

ingenuity; yet she kept to her purpose; and however hopeless it seemed,

she would struggle on.

“Excellency,” she said in a low, pleading tone, “has he not suffered

enough? Has he not paid the price of that life which you would not bring

back if you could? No, in those places of your mind where no one can see

lies the thought that you would not bring back Foorgat Bey. It is not

an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth that has moved you; it has

not been love of Foorgat Bey; it has been the hatred of the East for

the West. And yet you are a Christian! Has Claridge Pasha not suffered

enough, Excellency? Have you not had your fill of revenge? Have you not

done enough to hurt a man whose only crime was that he killed a man to

save a woman, and had not meant to kill?”

“Yet he says in his letter that the thought of killing would not have

stopped him.”

“Does one think at such a moment? Did he think? There was no time. It

was the work of an instant. Ah, Fate was not kind, Excellency! If it

had been, I should have been permitted to kill Foorgat Bey with my own

hands.”

“I should have found it hard to exact the penalty from you, madame.”

The words were uttered in so neutral a way that they were enigmatical,

and she could not take offence or be sure of his meaning.

“Think, Excellency. Have you ever known one so selfless, so good, so

true? For humanity’s sake, would you not keep alive such a man? If there

were a feud as old as Adam between your race and his, would you

not before this life of sacrifice lay down the sword and the bitter

challenge? He gave you his hand in faith and trust, because your God was

his God, your prophet and lord his prophet and lord. Such faith should

melt your heart. Can you not see that he tried to make compensation for

Foorgat’s death, by giving you your life and setting you where you are

now, with power to save or kill him?”

“You call him great; yet I am here in safety, and he is--where he is.

Have you not heard of the strife of minds and wills? He represented the

West, I the East. He was a Christian, so was I; the ground of our battle

was a fair one, and--and I have won.”

“The ground of battle fair!” she protested bitterly. “He did not know

that there was strife between you. He did not fight you. I think that he

always loved you, Excellency. He would have given his life for you, if

it had been in danger. Is there in that letter one word that any man

could wish unwritten when the world was all ended for all men? But no,

there was no strife between you--there was only hatred on your part. He

was so much greater than you that you should feel no rivalry, no strife.

The sword he carries cuts as wide as Time. You are of a petty day in a

petty land. Your mouth will soon be filled with dust, and you will be

forgotten. He will live in the history of the world. Excellency, I plead

for him because I owe him so much: he killed a man and brought upon

himself a lifelong misery for me. It is all I can do, plead to you who

know the truth about him--yes, you know the truth--to make an effort to

save him. It may be too late; but yet God may be waiting for you to lift

your hand. You said the circle may be smaller, but it may be unbroken

still. Will you not do a great thing once, and win a woman’s gratitude,

and the thanks of the world, by trying to save one who makes us think

better of humanity? Will you not have the name of Nahoum Pasha linked

with his--with his who thought you were his friend? Will you not save

him?”

He got slowly to his feet, a strange look in his eyes. “Your words are

useless. I will not save him for your sake; I will not save him for the

world’s sake; I will not save him--”

A cry of pain and grief broke from her, and she buried her face in her

hands.

“--I will not save him for any other sake than his own.”

He paused. Slowly, as dazed as though she had received a blow, Hylda

raised her face and her hands dropped in her lap.

“For any other sake than his own!” Her eyes gazed at him in a

bewildered, piteous way. What did he mean? His voice seemed to come from

afar off.

“Did you think that you could save him? That I would listen to you, if

I did not listen to him? No, no, madame. Not even did he conquer me; but

something greater than himself within himself, it conquered me.”

She got to her feet gasping, her hands stretched out. “Oh, is it

true--is it true?” she cried.

“The West has conquered,” he answered.

“You will help him--you will try to save him?”

“When, a month ago, I read the letter you have read, I tried to save

him. I sent secretly four thousand men who were at Wady Halfa to relieve

him--if it could be done; five hundred to push forward on the quickest

of the armed steamers, the rest to follow as fast as possible. I did

my best. That was a month ago, and I am waiting--waiting and hoping,

madame.”

Suddenly she broke down. Tears streamed from her eyes. She sank into the

chair, and sobs shook her from head to foot.

“Be patient, be composed, madame,” Nahoum said gently. “I have tried you

greatly--forgive me. Nay, do not weep. I have hope. We may hear from

him at any moment now,” he added softly, and there was a new look in his

wide blue eyes as they were bent on her.

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