Florien produced a silver chariot, with two spirited and finely

proportioned horses. A revolving circle in the wheels showed on what day

of the month occurred each day of the week, throughout the year. Each

month was surmounted by its zodiacal sign, beautifully enamelled in

green, crimson and gold. At ten o’clock the figure of a young girl,

wearing Rosabella’s usual costume, and resembling her in form and

features, ascended slowly from behind the wheel, and at the same moment,

the three Graces rose up in the chariot and held garlands over her. From

the axle-tree emerged a young man, in Florien’s dress, and kneeling

offered a rose to the maiden.

It was so beautiful as a whole, and so exquisitely finished in all its

details, that Pierre clenched his fingers till the nails cut him, so

hard did he try to conceal the bitterness of his disappointment at his

own manifest inferiority. Could he have been an hour alone, all would

have been well. But, as he stepped out on the piazza, followed by

Florien, he saw him kiss his hand triumphantly to Rosabella, and she

returned it with a modest but expressive glance. Unfortunately, he held

in his hand a jewelled dagger, of Turkish workmanship, which Antoine

Breguet had asked him to return to its case in the workshop. Stung with

disappointed love and ambition, the tempestuous feelings so painfully

restrained burst forth like a whirlwhind. Quick as a flash of lightning,

he made a thrust at his graceful rival. Then frightened at what he had

done, and full of horror at thoughts of Rosabella’s distress, he rushed

into the road, and up the sides of the mountain, like a madman.

* * * * *

A year passed, and no one heard tidings of him. On the anniversary of

Rosabella’s birth, the aged grandsire sat alone, sunning his white

locks at the open window, when Pierre Barthoud entered, pale and

haggard. He was such a skeleton of his former self that his master did

not recognize him, till he knelt at his feet, and said, “Forgive me,

father. I am Pierre.”

The poor old man shook violently, and covered his face with trembling

hands. “Ah, thou wretched one,” said he, “how darest thou come hither,

with murder on thy soul?”

“Murder?” exclaimed Pierre, in a voice so terribly deep and distinct,

that it seemed to freeze the feeble blood of him who listened. “Is he

then dead? Did I kill the beautiful youth, whom I loved so much?” He

fell forward on the floor, and the groan that came from his strong chest

was like an earthquake tearing up trees by the roots.

Antoine Breguet was deeply moved, and the tears flowed fast over his

furrowed face. “Rise, my son,” said he, “and make thy escape, lest they

come to arrest thee.”

“Let them come,” replied Pierre, gloomily; “Why should I live?” Then

raising his head from the floor, he said slowly, and with great fear,

“Father, where is Rosabella?”

The old man covered his face, and sobbed out, “I shall never see her

again! These old eyes will never again look on her blessed face.” Many

minutes they remained thus, and when he repeated, “I shall never see her

again!” the young man clasped his feet convulsively, and groaned in

agony.

At last the housekeeper came in; a woman whom Pierre had known and loved

in boyhood. When her first surprise was over, she promised to conceal

his arrival, and persuaded him to go to the garret and try to compose

his too strongly excited feelings. In the course of the day she

explained to him how Florien had died of his wound, and how Rosabella

pined away in silent melancholy, often sitting at the spinning wheel

with the suspended thread in her hand, as if unconscious where she was.

During all that wretched night the young man could not close his eyes in

sleep. Phantoms of the past flitted through his brain, and remorse

gnawed at his heart-strings. In the deep stillness of midnight, he

seemed to hear the voice of the bereaved old man sounding mournfully

distinct, “I shall never see her again!” He prayed earnestly to die; but

suddenly an idea flashed into his mind, and revived his desire to live.

Full of his new project, he rose early and sought his good old master.

Sinking on his knees he exclaimed, “Oh, my father, say that you forgive

me! I implore you to give my guilty soul that one gleam of consolation.

Believe me, I would sooner have died myself, than have killed him. But

my passions were by nature so strong! Oh, God forgive me, they were _so_

strong! How I have curbed them, He alone knows. Alas, that they should

have burst the bounds in that one mad moment, and destroyed the two I

best loved on earth. Oh, father, _can_ you say that you forgive me?”

With quivering voice he replied, “I do forgive you, and bless you, my

poor son.” He laid his hand affectionately on the thick matted hair, and

added, “I too have need of forgiveness. I did very wrong thus to put two

generous natures in rivalship with each other. A genuine love of beauty,

for its own sake, is the only healthy stimulus to produce the beautiful.

The spirit of competition took you out of your sphere, and placed you in

a false position. In grand conceptions, and in works of durability and

strength, you would always have excelled Florien, as much as he

surpassed you in tastefulness and elegance. By striving to be what he

was, you parted with your own gifts, without attaining to his. Every man

in the natural sphere of his own talent, and all in harmony; this is the

true order, my son; and I tempted you to violate it. In my foolish

pride, I earnestly desired to have a world-renowned successor to the

famous Antoine Breguet. I wanted that the old stand should be kept up in

all its glory, and continue to rival all competitors. I thought you

could super-add Florien’s gifts to your own, and yet retain your own

characteristic excellencies. Therefore, I stimulated your intellect and

imagination to the utmost, without reflecting that your heart might

break in the process. God forgive me; it was too severe a trial for poor

human nature. And do thou, my son, forgive this insane ambition; for

severely has my pride been humbled.”

Pierre could not speak, but he covered the wrinkled hands with kisses,

and clasped his knees convulsively. At last he said, “Let me remain

concealed here for a while. You _shall_ see her again; only give me

time.” When he explained that he would make Rosabella’s likeness, from

memory, the sorrowing parent shook his head and sighed, as he answered,

“Ah, my son, the soul in her eye, and the light grace of her motions, no

art can restore.”

But to Pierre’s excited imagination there was henceforth only one object

in life; and that was to re-produce Rosabella. In the keen conflict of

competition, under the fiery stimulus of love and ambition, his strong

impetuous soul had become machine-mad; and now overwhelming grief

centered all his stormy energies on one object. Day by day, in the

loneliness of his garret, he worked upon the image till he came to love

it, almost as much as he had loved the maiden herself. Antoine Breguet

readily supplied materials. From childhood he had been interested in all

forms of mechanism; and this image, so intertwined with his affections,

took strong hold of his imagination also. Nearly a year had passed away,

when the housekeeper, who was in the secret, came to ask for Rosabella’s

hair, and the dress she usually wore. The old man gave her the keys,

and wiped the starting tears, as he turned silently away. A few days

after, Pierre invited him to come and look upon his work. “Do not go too

suddenly,” he said; “prepare yourself for a shock; for indeed it is very

like our lost one.”

“I will go, I will go,” replied the old man, eagerly. “Am I not

accustomed to see all manner of automata and androides? Did I not myself

make a flute-player, which performed sixteen tunes, to the admiration of

all who heard him? And think you I am to be frightened by an image?”

“Not frightened, dear father,” answered Pierre; “but I was afraid you

might be overcome with emotion.” He led him into the apartment, and

said, “Shall I remove the veil now? Can you bear it, dear father?”

“I can,” was the calm reply. But when the curtain was withdrawn, he

started, and exclaimed, “Santa Maria! It _is_ Rosabella! She _is_ not

dead!” He tottered forward, and kissed the cold lips and the cold hands,

and tears rained on the bright brown hair, as he cried out, “My child!

my child!”

When the tumult of feeling had subsided, the aged mourner kissed

Pierre’s hands, and said, “It is wonderfully like her, in every feature

and every tint. It seems as if it would move and breathe.”

“She _will_ move and breathe,” replied Pierre; “only give me time.”

His voice sounded so wildly, and his great deep-set eyes burned with

such intense enthusiasm, that his friend was alarmed. They clasped each

other’s hands, and spoke more quietly of the beloved one. “This is all

that remains to us, Pierre,” said the old man. “We are alone in the

world. You were a friendless orphan when you came to me: and I am

childless.”

With a passionate outburst of grief, the young man replied, “And it was

I, my benefactor, who made you so. Wretch that I am!”

From that time the work went on with greater zeal than ever. Pierre

often forgot to taste of food, so absorbed was he in the perfection of

his machine. First, the arms moved obedient to his wishes, then the eyes

turned, and the lips parted. Meanwhile, his own face grew thinner and

paler, and his eyes glowed with a wilder fire.

Finally, it was whispered in the village that Pierre Berthoud was

concealed in Antoine Breguet’s cottage: and officers came to arrest him.

But the venerable old watch-maker told the story so touchingly, and

painted so strongly the young man’s consuming agony of grief and

remorse, and pleaded so earnestly that he might be allowed to finish a

wonderful image of his beautiful grandchild, that they promised not to

disturb him till the work was accomplished.

Two years from the day of Pierre’s return, on the anniversary of the

memorable birth-day, he said. “Now, my father, I have done all that art

_can_ do. Come and see the beautiful one.” He led him into the little

room where Rosabella used to work. There she sat, spinning diligently.

The beautifully formed bust rose and fell under her neat boddice. Her

lips were parted, and her eyes followed the direction of the thread. But

what made it seem more fearfully like life, was the fact that ever and

anon the wheel rested, and the maiden held the suspended thread, with

her eye-lids lowered, as if she were lost in thought. Above, the

flower-stand, near by, hung the bird-cage, with Florien’s artificial

canary. The pretty little automaton had been silent long; but now its

springs were set in motion, and it poured forth all its melodies.

The bereaved old man pressed Pierre’s hand, and gazed upon his darling

grand-child silently. He caused his arm-chair to be brought into the

room, and ever after, while he retained his faculties, he refused to sit

elsewhere.

The fame of this remarkable android soon spread through all the region

round about. The citizens of Geneva united in an earnest petition that

the artist might be excused from any penalty for the accidental murder

he had committed. Members of the State Council came and looked at the

breathing maiden, and touched the beautiful flesh, which seemed as if it

would yield to their pressure. They saw the wild haggard artist, with

lines of suffering cut so deeply in his youthful brow, and they at once

granted the prayer of the citizens.

But Pierre had nothing more to live for. His work in the world was done.

The artificial energy, supplied by one absorbing idea was gone; and the

contemplation of his own work was driving him to madness. It so closely

resembled life that he longed more and more to have it live. The

lustrous eyes moved, but they had no light from the soul, and they would

not answer to his earnest gaze. The beautiful lips parted, but they

never spoke kind words, as in days of yore. The image began to fill him

with supernatural awe, yet he was continually drawn toward it by a magic

influence. Three months after its completion, he was found at daylight,

lying at its feet, stone dead.

Antoine Breguet survived him two years. During the first eighteen

months, he was never willing to have the image of his lost darling out

of sight. The latter part of the time, he often whistled to the bird,

and talked to her, and seemed to imagine that she answered him. But with

increasing imbecility, Rosabella was forgotten. He sometimes asked, “Who

_is_ that young woman?” At last he said, “Send her away. She looks at

me.”

The magic-lantern of departing memory then presented a phantom of his

wife, dead long ago. He busied himself with making imaginary watches and

rings for her, and held long conversations, as if she were present.

Afterward, the wife was likewise forgotten, and he was occupied

entirely with his mother, and the scenes of early childhood. Finally he

wept often, and repeated continually, “They are all waiting for me; and

I want to go home.” When he was little more than eighty years old,

compassionate angels took the weary pilgrim in their arms, and carried

him home.

A SONG.

Hush! hush! Love lies at rest,

Like a bird in her nest,

Like dew in a lily’s breast,

Love is sleeping.

Roses breathe fragrant sighs

Over his drowsy eyes,

But, ah, how still he lies!

Love is sleeping.

Drive the honey-bees away!

Let not the sun’s bright ray

Over his features play!

Love is sleeping.

Lest his slumbers should fly,

Gentle Music draw nigh,

With your sweet lullaby!

_Keep_ him sleeping!

Ha! his cheek grows warm

Under the magic charm,

And he moves his white arm!

Love is dreaming,

His little limbs shiver,

His soft eye-lids quiver,

Like rays on a river:

Love is waking.

UTOUCH AND TOUCHU.

“Nothing left

But what _you_ touch, and not what _touches you_.”

LEIGH HUNT.

“Thou hast the fairy coin, which, in wrong hands

Is merely stones and leaves;--in thine, true gold.”

J. R. LOWELL.

It was a bright autumnal day, when two boys went forth to gather nuts.

One was keen-eyed and self-important in his gait. The other had mild,

deep eyes, and his motions were like flowers swaying to a gentle breeze.

Alfred, the keen-eyed, mounted the tree and shook it. “I should like to

own a dozen such trees,” said he, “and have all the nuts to myself.”

“Oh, see how beautifully the setting sun shines slanting through the

boughs, on the trunk, and branches! It glows like gold!” exclaimed

Ernest.

“If the sun were like old Midas, that we read about at school, there

would be some fun in it,” replied Alfred; “for if it turned all it

touched into gold, I could peel off the bark and buy a horse with it.”

Ernest gazed silently at the golden sea of clouds in the west, and then

at the warm gleams it cast on the old walnut tree. He stood thus but a

moment; for his companion aimed a nut at his head, and shouted, “Make

haste to fill the basket, you lazy fellow!”

The nuts were soon gathered, and the boys stretched themselves on the

grass, talking over school affairs. A flock of birds flew over their

heads towards the south. “They are flying away from winter,” said

Ernest. “How I should like to go with them where the palms and cocoas

grow! See how beautifully they skim along the air!”

“I wish I had a gun,” rejoined Alfred; “I would have some of them for

supper.”

It was a mild autumnal twilight. The cows had gone from the pastures,

and all was still, save the monotonous noise of the crickets. The fitful

whistling of the boys gradually subsided into dreamy silence. As they

lay thus, winking drowsily, Ernest saw a queer little dwarf peep from

under an arching root of the walnut tree. His little dots of blue eyes

looked cold and opaque, as if they were made of turquoise. His hands

were like the claws of a bird. But he was surely a gentleman of property

and standing, for his brown velvet vest was embroidered with gold, and a

diamond fastened his hat-band. While Ernest wondered who he could be,

his attention was attracted by a bright little vision hovering in the

air before him. At first, he thought it was a large insect, or a small

bird; but as it floated ever nearer and nearer, he perceived a lovely

little face, with tender, luminous eyes. Her robe seemed like

soap-bubbles glancing in the sun, and in her bonnet, made of an inverted

White Petunia blossom, the little ringlets shone like finest threads of

gold. The stamen of a White Lily served her for a wand, and she held it

towards him, saying, in tones of soft beseechment, “_Let_ me touch your

eyes!”

“You had better touch _my_ wand. You will find it much more to the

purpose,” croaked the dwarf under the walnut root. “Look here! wouldn’t

you like to have this?” and he shook a purse full of coins, as he spoke.

“I don’t like your cold eyes and your skinny fingers,” replied Ernest.

“Pray, who _are_ you?”

“My name is Utouch,” answered the gnome: “and I bring great luck

wherever I go.”

“And what is your name, dear little spirit of the air?” asked Ernest.

She looked lovingly into his eyes, and answered, “My name is Touchu.

Shall I be your friend for life?”

He smiled, and eagerly replied, “Oh yes! oh yes! your face is so full of

love!”

She descended gracefully, and touched his eyes with her Lily-stamen. The

air became redolent with delicate perfume, like fragrant Violets kissed

by the soft south wind. A rainbow arched the heavens, and reflected its

beautiful image on a mirror of mist. The old tree reached forth friendly

arms, and cradled the sunbeams on its bosom. Flowers seemed to nod and

smile at Ernest, as if they knew him very well, and the little birds

sang into his inmost soul. Presently, he felt that he was rising slowly,

and undulating on the air, like a winged seed when it is breathed upon;

and away he sailed, on fleecy clouds, under the arch of the rainbow. A

mocking laugh roused him from his trance, and he heard Utouch, the

gnome, exclaim jeeringly, “There he goes on a voyage to one of his

air-castles in the moon!” Then he felt himself falling through the air,

and all at once he was on the ground. Birds, flowers, rainbows, all were

gone. Twilight had deepened into dreary evening; winds sighed through

the trees, and the crickets kept up their mournful creaking tones.

Ernest was afraid to be all alone. He felt round for his companion, and

shook him by the arm, exclaiming, “Alfred! Alfred, wake up! I have had a

wonderful fine dream here on the grass.”

“So have I,” replied Alfred, rubbing his eyes. “Why need you wake me

just as the old fellow was dropping a purse full of money into my hand?”

“What old fellow?” inquired Ernest.

“He called himself Utouch,” answered Alfred, “and he promised to be my

constant companion. I hope he will keep his word; for I like an old

chap that drops a purse of gold into my hand when I ask for it.”

“Why, I dreamed of that same old fellow,” said Ernest, “but I didn’t

like his looks.”

“Perhaps he didn’t show you the full purse?” said Alfred.

“Yes, he did,” replied Ernest; “but I felt such a love for the little

fairy with tender eyes and heart-melting voice, that I choose _her_ for

my life-friend. And oh, she made the earth _so_ beautiful!”

His companion laughed and said, “I dreamed of her, too. So you have

preferred that floating soap-bubble, did you? I should have guessed as

much. But come, help me carry the nuts home, for I am hungry for my

supper.”

* * * * *

Years passed, and the boys were men. Ernest sat writing in a small

chamber, that looked toward the setting sun. His little child had hung a

prismatic chandelier-drop on the window, and he wrote amid the rainbows

that it cast over his paper. In a simple vase on his desk stood a stalk

of blossoms from the brilliant wild flower, called the Cardinal. Unseen

by him, the fairy Touchu circled round his head and waved her

Lily-stamen, from which the fine gold-coloured dust fell on his hair in

a fragrant shower. In the greensward below, two beautiful yellow birds

sat among the catnip-blossoms, picking the seed, while they rocked

gracefully on the wind-stirred plant. Ernest smiled as he said to

himself, “Gone are the dandelion blossoms, which strewed my grass-carpet

with golden stars; and now come these winged flowers to refresh the eye.

When _they_ are gone to warmer climes, then will the yellow butterflies

come in pairs; and when even they are gone, here in my oboë sleep the

soft yellow tones, ever ready to wake and cheer me with their child-like

gladness.”

He took up the instrument as he spoke, and played a slight flourish. A

little bird that nestled among the leaves of a cherry tree near by,

caught the tones of the oboë and mocked it with a joyous trill, a little

sunny shower of sound. Then sprang the poet to his feet, and his

countenance lighted up like a transfigured one. But a slight cloud soon

floated over that radiant expression. “Ah, if thou only wert not afraid

of me!” he said. “If thou wouldst come, dear little warbler, and perch

on my oboë, and sing a duet with me, how happy I should be! Why are man

and nature thus sundered?”

Another little bird in the Althea bush, answered him in low sweet notes,

ending ever with the plaintive cadence of the minor-third. The deep,

tender eyes of the child-man filled with tears. “We are _not_ sundered,”

thought he. “Surely my heart is in harmony with Nature; for she responds

to my inmost thought, as one instrument vibrates the tones of another to

which it is perfectly attuned. Blessed, blessed is nature in her

soothing power.” As he spoke, Touchu came floating on a zephyr, and

poured over him the fragrance of mignonette she had gathered from the

garden below.

* * * * *

At the same hour, Alfred walked in his conservatory among groves of

fragrant Geraniums and richly-flowering Cactuses. He smoked a cigar, and

glanced listlessly from his embroidered slippers to the marble pavement

without taking notice of the costly flowers. The gardener, who was

watering a group of Japonicas, remarked, “This is a fine specimen that

has opened to-day. Will you have the goodness to look at it, sir?” He

paused in his walk a moment, and looked at a pure white blossom, with

the faintest roseate blush in the centre. “It _ought_ to be handsome,”

said he. “The _price_ was high enough. But after all the money I have

expended, horticulturists declare that Mr. Duncan’s Japonicas excel

mine. It’s provoking to be outdone.” The old gnome stood behind one of

the plants, and shrugged his shoulders and grinned. Without perceiving

his presence, Alfred muttered to himself, “Utouch promised my flowers

should be unequalled in rarity and beauty.”

“That was last year,” croaked a small voice, which he at once

recognized.

“Last year!” retorted Alfred, mocking his tone. “Am I then to be always

_toiling_ after what I never _keep_? That’s precious comfort, you

provoking imp!”

A retreating laugh was heard under the pavement, as the rich man threw

his cigar away, exclaiming impatiently, “The devil take the Japonicas!

what do I care? they’re not worth fretting about.”

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