II.

Later that afternoon John Packer came in from the barn; he had

lingered out of doors in the cold as long as there was any excuse for

so doing, and had fed the cattle early, and cleared up and laid into a

neat pile some fencing materials and pieces of old boards that had

been lying in the shed in great confusion since before the coming of

snow. It was a dusty, splintery heap, half worthless, and he had

thrown some of the broken fence-boards out to the wood-pile, and then

had stopped to break them up for kindlings and to bring them into the

back kitchen of the house, hoping, yet fearing at every turn, to hear

the sound of his wife's voice. Sometimes the women had to bring in

fire-wood themselves, but to-night he filled the great wood-box just

outside the kitchen door, piling it high with green beech and maple,

with plenty of dry birch and pine, taking pains to select the best and

straightest sticks, even if he burrowed deep into the wood-pile. He

brought the bushel basketful of kindlings last, and set it down with a

cheerful grunt, having worked himself into good humor again; and as he

opened the kitchen door, and went to hang his great blue mittens

behind the stove, he wore a self-satisfied and pacificatory smile.

"There, I don't want to hear no more about the wood-box bein' empty.

We're goin' to have a cold night; the air's full of snow, but 't won't

fall, not till it moderates."

The women glanced at him with a sense of relief. They had looked

forward to his entrance in a not unfamiliar mood of surly silence.

Every time he had thumped down a great armful of wood, it had startled

them afresh, and their timid protest and sense of apprehension had

increased until they were pale and miserable; the younger woman had

been crying.

"Come, mother, what you goin' to get me for supper?" said the master

of the house. "I'm goin' over to the Centre to the selec'men's office

to-night. They're goin' to have a hearin' about that new piece o' road

over in the Dexter neighborhood."

The mother and daughter looked at each other with relief and shame;

perhaps they had mistaken the timber-contractor's errand, after all,

though their imagination had followed truthfully every step of a

bitter bargain, from the windows.

"Poor father!" said his wife, half unconsciously. "Yes; I'll get you

your supper quick 's I can. I forgot about to-night. You'll want

somethin' warm before you ride 'way over to the Centre, certain;" and

she began to bustle about, and to bring things out of the pantry. She

and John Packer had really loved each other when they were young, and

although he had done everything he could since then that might have

made her forget, she always remembered instead; she was always ready

to blame herself, and to find excuse for him. "Do put on your big fur

coat, won't you, John?" she begged eagerly.

"I ain't gone yet," said John, looking again at his daughter, who did

not look at him. It was not quite dark, and she was bending over her

sewing, close to the window. The momentary gleam of hope had faded in

her heart; her father was too pleasant: she hated him for the petty

deceit.

"What are you about there, Lizzie?" he asked gayly. "Why don't you

wait till you have a light? Get one for your mother: she can't see

over there by the table."

Lizzie Packer's ready ears caught a provoking tone in her father's

voice, but she dropped her sewing, and went to get the hand-lamp from

the high mantelpiece. "Have you got a match in your pocket? You know

we're all out; I found the last this mornin' in the best room." She

stood close beside him while he took a match from his waistcoat pocket

and gave it to her.

"I won't have you leavin' matches layin' all about the house," he

commanded; "mice'll get at 'em, and set us afire. You can make up some

lamplighters out of old letters and things; there's a lot o' stuff

that might be used up. Seems to me lamplighters is gone out o'

fashion; they come in very handy."

Lizzie did not answer, which was a disappointment.

"Here, you take these I've got in my pocket, and that'll remind me to

buy some at the store," he ended. But Lizzie did not come to take

them, and when she had waited a moment, and turned up the lamp

carefully, she put it on the table by her mother, and went out of the

room. The father and mother heard her going upstairs.

"I do hope she won't stay up there in the cold," said Mrs. Packer in

an outburst of anxiety.

"What's she sulkin' about now?" demanded the father, tipping his chair

down emphatically on all four legs. The timid woman mustered all her

bravery.

"Why, when we saw Mr. Ferris out there talkin' with you, we were

frightened for fear he was tryin' to persuade you about the big pines.

Poor Lizzie got all worked up; she took on and cried like a baby when

we saw him go off chucklin' and you stayed out so long. She can't bear

the thought o' touchin' 'em. And then when you come in and spoke about

the selec'men, we guessed we was all wrong. Perhaps Lizzie feels bad

about that now. I own I had hard feelin's toward you myself, John."

She came toward him with her mixing-spoon in her hand; her face was

lovely and hopeful. "You see, they've been such landmarks, John," she

said, "and our Lizzie's got more feelin' about 'em than anybody. She

was always playin' around 'em when she was little; and now there's so

much talk about the fishin' folks countin' on 'em to get in by the

short channel in bad weather, and she don't want you blamed."

"You'd ought to set her to work, and learnt her head to save her

heels," said John Packer, grumbling; and the pale little woman gave a

heavy sigh, and went back to her work again. "That's why she ain't no

good now--playin' out all the time when other girls was made to work.

Broke you all down, savin' her," he ended in an aggrieved tone.

"John, 't ain't true, is it?" She faced him again in a way that made

him quail; his wife was never disrespectful, but she sometimes faced

every danger to save him from his own foolishness. "Don't you go and

do a thing to make everybody hate you. You know what it says in the

Bible about movin' a landmark. You'll get your rights; 't is just as

much your right to let the trees stand, and please folks."

"Come, come, Mary Hannah!" said John, a little moved in spite of

himself. "Don't work yourself up so. I ain't told you I was goin' to

cut 'em, have I? But if I ever do, 't is because I've been twitted

into it, an' told they were everybody's trees but mine."

He pleased himself at the moment by thinking that he could take back

his promise to Ferris, even if it cost five dollars to do it. Why

couldn't people leave a man alone? It was the women's faces at the

window that had decided his angry mind, but now they thought it all

his fault. Ferris would say, "So your women folks persuaded you out of

it." It would be no harm to give Ferris a lesson: he had used a man's

being excited and worked upon by interfering neighbors to drive a

smart bargain. The trees were worth fifty dollars apiece, if they were

worth a cent. John Packer transferred his aggrieved thoughts from his

family to Ferris himself. Ferris had driven a great many sharp

bargains; he had plenty of capital behind him, and had taken advantage

of the hard times, and of more than one man's distress, to buy

woodland at far less than its value. More than that, he always

stripped land to the bare skin; if the very huckleberry bushes and

ferns had been worth anything to him, he would have taken those,

insisting upon all or nothing, and, regardless of the rights of

forestry, he left nothing to grow; no sapling-oak or pine stood where

his hand had been. The pieces of young growing woodland that might

have made their owners rich at some later day were sacrificed to his

greed of gain. You had to give him half your trees to make him give

half price for the rest. Some men yielded to him out of ignorance, or

avarice for immediate gains, and others out of bitter necessity. Once

or twice he had even brought men to their knees and gained his point

by involving them in money difficulties, through buying up their

mortgages and notes. He could sell all the wood and timber he could

buy, and buy so cheap, to larger dealers; and a certain builder having

given him an order for some unusually wide and clear pine at a large

price, his withering eye had been directed toward the landmark trees

on John Packer's farm.

On the road home from the Packer farm that winter afternoon

Mr. Ferris's sleigh-bells sounded lonely, and nobody was met or

overtaken to whom he could brag of his success. Now and then he looked

back with joy to the hill behind the Packer house, where the assailed

pine-trees still stood together, superb survivors of an earlier

growth. The snow was white about them now, but in summer they stood

near the road at the top of a broad field which had been won from wild

land by generation after generation of the Packers. Whatever man's

hands have handled, and his thoughts have centred in, gives something

back to man, and becomes charged with his transferred life, and

brought into relationship. The great pines could remember all the

Packers, if they could remember anything; they were like some huge

archaic creatures whose thoughts were slow and dim. So many anxious

eyes had sought these trees from the sea, so many wanderers by land

had gladly welcomed the far sight of them in coming back to the old

town, it must have been that the great live things felt their

responsibility as landmarks and sentinels. How could any fisherman

find the deep-sea fishing-grounds for cod and haddock without bringing

them into range with a certain blue hill far inland, or with the

steeple of the old church on the Wilton road? How could a hurrying

boat find the short way into harbor before a gale without sighting the

big trees from point to point among the rocky shallows? It was a

dangerous bit of coast in every way, and every fisherman and

pleasure-boatman knew the pines on Packer's Hill. As for the Packers

themselves, the first great adventure for a child was to climb alone

to the great pines, and to see an astonishing world from beneath their

shadow; and as the men and women of the family grew old, they

sometimes made an effort to climb the hill once more in summer

weather, to sit in the shelter of the trees, where the breeze was

cool, and to think of what had passed, and to touch the rough bark

with affectionate hands. The boys went there when they came home from

voyages at sea; the girls went there with their lovers. The trees were

like friends, and whether you looked seaward, being in an inland

country, or whether you looked shoreward, being on the sea, there they

stood and grew in their places, while a worldful of people lived and

died, and again and again new worldfuls were born and passed away, and

still these landmark pines lived their long lives, and were green and

vigorous yet.

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