II.

The Hiltons always waked early. So did their neighbors, the crows and

song-sparrows and robins, the light-footed foxes and squirrels in the

woods. When John Hilton waked, before five o'clock, an hour later than

usual because he had sat up so late, he opened the house door and came

out into the yard, crossing the short green turf hurriedly as if the

day were too far spent for any loitering. The magnitude of the plan

for taking a whole day of pleasure confronted him seriously, but the

weather was fair, and his wife, whose disapproval could not have been

set aside, had accepted and even smiled upon the great project. It was

inevitable now, that he and the children should go to Topham Corners.

Mrs. Hilton had the pleasure of waking them, and telling the news.

In a few minutes they came frisking out to talk over the great plans.

The cattle were already fed, and their father was milking. The only

sign of high festivity was the wagon pulled out into the yard, with

both seats put in as if it were Sunday; but Mr. Hilton still wore his

every-day clothes, and Susan Ellen suffered instantly from

disappointment.

"Ain't we goin', father?" she asked complainingly; but he nodded and

smiled at her, even though the cow, impatient to get to pasture, kept

whisking her rough tail across his face. He held his head down and

spoke cheerfully, in spite of this vexation.

"Yes, sister, we're goin' certain', an' goin' to have a great time

too." Susan Ellen thought that he seemed like a boy at that delightful

moment, and felt new sympathy and pleasure at once. "You go an' help

mother about breakfast an' them things; we want to get off quick 's we

can. You coax mother now, both on ye, an' see if she won't go with

us."

"She said she wouldn't be hired to," responded Susan Ellen. "She says

it's goin' to be hot, an' she's laid out to go over an' see how her

aunt Tamsen Brooks is this afternoon."

The father gave a little sigh; then he took heart again. The truth was

that his wife made light of the contemplated pleasure, and, much as he

usually valued her companionship and approval, he was sure that they

should have a better time without her.

It was impossible, however, not to feel guilty of disloyalty at the

thought. Even though she might be completely unconscious of his best

ideals, he only loved her and the ideals the more, and bent his

energies to satisfying her indefinite expectations. His wife still

kept much of that youthful beauty which Susan Ellen seemed likely to

reproduce.

An hour later the best wagon was ready, and the great expedition set

forth. The little dog sat apart, and barked as if it fell entirely

upon him to voice the general excitement. Both seats were in the

wagon, but the empty place testified to Mrs. Hilton's unyielding

disposition. She had wondered why one broad seat would not do, but

John Hilton meekly suggested that the wagon looked better with both.

The little girls sat on the back seat dressed alike in their Sunday

hats of straw with blue ribbons, and their little plaid shawls pinned

neatly about their small shoulders. They wore gray thread gloves, and

sat very straight. Susan Ellen was half a head the taller, but

otherwise, from behind, they looked much alike. As for their father,

he was in his Sunday best,--a plain black coat, and a winter hat of

felt, which was heavy and rusty-looking for that warm early summer

day. He had it in mind to buy a new straw hat at Topham, so that this

with the turnip seed and the hoe made three important reasons for

going.

"Remember an' lay off your shawls when you get there, an' carry them

over your arms," said the mother, clucking like an excited hen to her

chickens. "They'll do to keep the dust off your new dresses goin' an'

comin'. An' when you eat your dinners don't get spots on you, an'

don't point at folks as you ride by, an' stare, or they'll know you

come from the country. An' John, you call into Cousin Ad'line Marlow's

an' see how they all be, an' tell her I expect her over certain to

stop awhile before hayin'. It always eases her phthisic to git up here

on the high land, an' I've got a new notion about doin' over her

best-room carpet sence I see her that'll save rippin' one breadth. An'

don't come home all wore out; an', John, don't you go an' buy me no

kickshaws to fetch home. I ain't a child, an' you ain't got no money

to waste. I expect you'll go, like's not, an' buy you some kind of a

foolish boy's hat; do look an' see if it's reasonable good straw, an'

won't splinter all off round the edge. An' you mind, John"--

"Yes, yes, hold on!" cried John impatiently; then he cast a last

affectionate, reassuring look at her face, flushed with the hurry and

responsibility of starting them off in proper shape. "I wish you was

goin' too," he said, smiling. "I do so!" Then the old horse started,

and they went out at the bars, and began the careful long descent of

the hill. The young dog, tethered to the lilac-bush, was frantic with

piteous appeals; the little girls piped their eager good-bys again and

again, and their father turned many times to look back and wave his

hand. As for their mother, she stood alone and watched them out of

sight.

There was one place far out on the high-road where she could catch a

last glimpse of the wagon, and she waited what seemed a very long time

until it appeared and then was lost to sight again behind a low hill.

"They're nothin' but a pack o' child'n together," she said aloud; and

then felt lonelier than she expected. She even stooped and patted the

unresigned little dog as she passed him, going into the house.

The occasion was so much more important than any one had foreseen that

both the little girls were speechless. It seemed at first like going

to church in new clothes, or to a funeral; they hardly knew how to

behave at the beginning of a whole day of pleasure. They made grave

bows at such persons of their acquaintance as happened to be straying

in the road. Once or twice they stopped before a farmhouse, while

their father talked an inconsiderately long time with some one about

the crops and the weather, and even dwelt upon town business and the

doings of the selectmen, which might be talked of at any time. The

explanations that he gave of their excursion seemed quite unnecessary.

It was made entirely clear that he had a little business to do at

Topham Corners, and thought he had better give the little girls a

ride; they had been very steady at school, and he had finished

planting, and could take the day as well as not. Soon, however, they

all felt as if such an excursion were an every-day affair, and Susan

Ellen began to ask eager questions, while Katy silently sat apart

enjoying herself as she never had done before. She liked to see the

strange houses, and the children who belonged to them; it was

delightful to find flowers that she knew growing all along the road,

no matter how far she went from home. Each small homestead looked its

best and pleasantest, and shared the exquisite beauty that early

summer made,--shared the luxury of greenness and floweriness that

decked the rural world. There was an early peony or a late lilac in

almost every dooryard.

It was seventeen miles to Topham. After a while they seemed very far

from home, having left the hills far behind, and descended to a great

level country with fewer tracts of woodland, and wider fields where

the crops were much more forward. The houses were all painted, and the

roads were smoother and wider. It had been so pleasant driving along

that Katy dreaded going into the strange town when she first caught

sight of it, though Susan Ellen kept asking with bold fretfulness if

they were not almost there. They counted the steeples of four

churches, and their father presently showed them the Topham Academy,

where their grandmother once went to school, and told them that

perhaps some day they would go there too. Katy's heart gave a strange

leap; it was such a tremendous thing to think of, but instantly the

suggestion was transformed for her into one of the certainties of

life. She looked with solemn awe at the tall belfry, and the long rows

of windows in the front of the academy, there where it stood high and

white among the clustering trees. She hoped that they were going to

drive by, but something forbade her taking the responsibility of

saying so.

Soon the children found themselves among the crowded village houses.

Their father turned to look at them with affectionate solicitude.

"Now sit up straight and appear pretty," he whispered to them. "We're

among the best people now, an' I want folks to think well of you."

"I guess we're as good as they be," remarked Susan Ellen, looking at

some innocent passers-by with dark suspicion, but Katy tried indeed to

sit straight, and folded her hands prettily in her lap, and wished

with all her heart to be pleasing for her father's sake. Just then an

elderly woman saw the wagon and the sedate party it carried, and

smiled so kindly that it seemed to Katy as if Topham Corners had

welcomed and received them. She smiled back again as if this

hospitable person were an old friend, and entirely forgot that the

eyes of all Topham had been upon her.

"There, now we're coming to an elegant house that I want you to see;

you'll never forget it," said John Hilton. "It's where Judge Masterson

lives, the great lawyer; the handsomest house in the county, everybody

says."

"Do you know him, father?" asked Susan Ellen.

"I do," answered John Hilton proudly. "Him and my mother went to

school together in their young days, and were always called the two

best scholars of their time. The judge called to see her once; he

stopped to our house to see her when I was a boy. An' then, some years

ago--you've heard me tell how I was on the jury, an' when he heard my

name spoken he looked at me sharp, and asked if I wa'n't the son of

Catharine Winn, an' spoke most beautiful of your grandmother, an' how

well he remembered their young days together."

"I like to hear about that," said Katy.

"She had it pretty hard, I'm afraid, up on the old farm. She was

keepin' school in our district when father married her--that's the

main reason I backed 'em down when they wanted to tear the old

schoolhouse all to pieces," confided John Hilton, turning eagerly.

"They all say she lived longer up here on the hill than she could

anywhere, but she never had her health. I wa'n't but a boy when she

died. Father an' me lived alone afterward till the time your mother

come; 't was a good while, too; I wa'n't married so young as some. 'T

was lonesome, I tell you; father was plumb discouraged losin' of his

wife, an' her long sickness an' all set him back, an' we'd work all

day on the land an' never say a word. I s'pose 't is bein' so lonesome

early in life that makes me so pleased to have some nice girls growin'

up round me now."

There was a tone in her father's voice that drew Katy's heart toward

him with new affection. She dimly understood, but Susan Ellen was less

interested. They had often heard this story before, but to one child

it was always new and to the other old. Susan Ellen was apt to think

it tiresome to hear about her grandmother, who, being dead, was hardly

worth talking about.

"There's Judge Masterson's place," said their father in an every-day

manner, as they turned a corner, and came into full view of the

beautiful old white house standing behind its green trees and terraces

and lawns. The children had never imagined anything so stately and

fine, and even Susan Ellen exclaimed with pleasure. At that moment

they saw an old gentleman, who carried himself with great dignity,

coming slowly down the wide box-bordered path toward the gate.

"There he is now, there's the judge!" whispered John Hilton excitedly,

reining his horse quickly to the green roadside. "He's goin' down-town

to his office; we can wait right here an' see him. I can't expect him

to remember me; it's been a good many years. Now you are goin' to see

the great Judge Masterson!"

There was a quiver of expectation in their hearts. The judge stopped

at his gate, hesitating a moment before he lifted the latch, and

glanced up the street at the country wagon with its two prim little

girls on the back seat, and the eager man who drove. They seemed to be

waiting for something; the old horse was nibbling at the fresh

roadside grass. The judge was used to being looked at with interest,

and responded now with a smile as he came out to the sidewalk, and

unexpectedly turned their way. Then he suddenly lifted his hat with

grave politeness, and came directly toward them.

"Good-morning, Mr. Hilton," he said. "I am very glad to see you, sir;"

and Mr. Hilton, the little girls' own father, took off his hat with

equal courtesy, and bent forward to shake hands.

Susan Ellen cowered and wished herself away, but little Katy sat

straighter than ever, with joy in her father's pride and pleasure

shining in her pale, flower-like little face.

"These are your daughters, I am sure," said the old gentleman kindly,

taking Susan Ellen's limp and reluctant hand; but when he looked at

Katy, his face brightened. "How she recalls your mother!" he said with

great feeling. "I am glad to see this dear child. You must come to see

me with your father, my dear," he added, still looking at her. "Bring

both the little girls, and let them run about the old garden; the

cherries are just getting ripe," said Judge Masterson hospitably.

"Perhaps you will have time to stop this afternoon as you go home?"

"I should call it a great pleasure if you would come and see us again

some time. You may be driving our way, sir," said John Hilton.

"Not very often in these days," answered the old judge. "I thank you

for the kind invitation. I should like to see the fine view again from

your hill westward. Can I serve you in any way while you are in town?

Good-by, my little friends!"

Then they parted, but not before Katy, the shy Katy, whose hand the

judge still held unconsciously while he spoke, had reached forward as

he said good-by, and lifted her face to kiss him. She could not have

told why, except that she felt drawn to something in the serious, worn

face. For the first time in her life the child had felt the charm of

manners; perhaps she owned a kinship between that which made him what

he was, and the spark of nobleness and purity in her own simple soul.

She turned again and again to look back at him as they drove away.

"Now you have seen one of the first gentlemen in the country," said

their father.

"It was worth comin' twice as far"--but he did not say any more, nor

turn as usual to look in the children's faces.

In the chief business street of Topham a great many country wagons

like the Hiltons' were fastened to the posts, and there seemed to our

holiday-makers to be a great deal of noise and excitement.

"Now I've got to do my errands, and we can let the horse rest and

feed," said John Hilton. "I'll slip his headstall right off, an' put

on his halter. I'm goin' to buy him a real good treat o' oats. First

we'll go an' buy me my straw hat; I feel as if this one looked a

little past to wear in Topham. We'll buy the things we want, an' then

we'll walk all along the street, so you can look in the windows an'

see the han'some things, same's your mother likes to. What was it

mother told you about your shawls?"

"To take 'em off an' carry 'em over our arms," piped Susan Ellen,

without comment, but in the interest of alighting and finding

themselves afoot upon the pavement the shawls were forgotten. The

children stood at the doorway of a shop while their father went

inside, and they tried to see what the Topham shapes of bonnets were

like, as their mother had advised them; but everything was exciting

and confusing, and they could arrive at no decision. When Mr. Hilton

came out with a hat in his hand to be seen in a better light, Katy

whispered that she wished he would buy a shiny one like Judge

Masterson's; but her father only smiled and shook his head, and said

that they were plain folks, he and Katy. There were dry-goods for sale

in the same shop, and a young clerk who was measuring linen kindly

pulled off some pretty labels with gilded edges and gay pictures, and

gave them to the little girls, to their exceeding joy. He may have had

small sisters at home, this friendly lad, for he took pains to find

two pretty blue boxes besides, and was rewarded by their beaming

gratitude.

It was a famous day; they even became used to seeing so many people

pass. The village was full of its morning activity, and Susan Ellen

gained a new respect for her father, and an increased sense of her own

consequence, because even in Topham several persons knew him and

called him familiarly by name. The meeting with an old man who had

once been a neighbor seemed to give Mr. Hilton the greatest pleasure.

The old man called to them from a house doorway as they were passing,

and they all went in. The children seated themselves wearily on the

wooden step, but their father shook his old friend eagerly by the

hand, and declared that he was delighted to see him so well and

enjoying the fine weather.

"Oh, yes," said the old man, in a feeble, quavering voice, "I'm

astonishin' well for my age. I don't complain, John, I don't

complain."

They talked long together of people whom they had known in the past,

and Katy, being a little tired, was glad to rest, and sat still with

her hands folded, looking about the front yard. There were some kinds

of flowers that she never had seen before.

"This is the one that looks like my mother," her father said, and

touched Katy's shoulder to remind her to stand up and let herself be

seen. "Judge Masterson saw the resemblance; we met him at his gate

this morning."

"Yes, she certain does look like your mother, John," said the old man,

looking pleasantly at Katy, who found that she liked him better than

at first. "She does, certain; the best of young folks is, they remind

us of the old ones. 'Tis nateral to cling to life, folks say, but for

me, I git impatient at times. Most everybody's gone now, an' I want to

be goin'. 'Tis somethin' before me, an' I want to have it over with. I

want to be there 'long o' the rest o' the folks. I expect to last

quite a while though; I may see ye couple o' times more, John."

John Hilton responded cheerfully, and the children were urged to pick

some flowers. The old man awed them with his impatience to be gone.

There was such a townful of people about him, and he seemed as lonely

as if he were the last survivor of a former world. Until that moment

they had felt as if everything were just beginning.

"Now I want to buy somethin' pretty for your mother," said Mr. Hilton,

as they went soberly away down the street, the children keeping fast

hold of his hands. "By now the old horse will have eat his dinner and

had a good rest, so pretty soon we can jog along home. I'm goin' to

take you round by the academy, and the old North Meeting-house where

Dr. Barstow used to preach. Can't you think o' somethin' that your

mother'd want?" he asked suddenly, confronted by a man's difficulty of

choice.

"She was talkin' about wantin' a new pepper-box, one day; the top o'

the old one won't stay on," suggested Susan Ellen, with delightful

readiness. "Can't we have some candy, father?"

"Yes, ma'am," said John Hilton, smiling and swinging her hand to and

fro as they walked. "I feel as if some would be good myself. What's

all this?" They were passing a photographer's doorway with its

enticing array of portraits. "I do declare!" he exclaimed excitedly,

"I'm goin' to have our pictures taken; 't will please your mother more

'n a little."

This was, perhaps, the greatest triumph of the day, except the

delightful meeting with the judge; they sat in a row, with the father

in the middle, and there was no doubt as to the excellence of the

likeness. The best hats had to be taken off because they cast a

shadow, but they were not missed, as their owners had feared. Both

Susan Ellen and Katy looked their brightest and best; their eager

young faces would forever shine there; the joy of the holiday was

mirrored in the little picture. They did not know why their father was

so pleased with it; they would not know until age had dowered them

with the riches of association and remembrance.

Just at nightfall the Hiltons reached home again, tired out and happy.

Katy had climbed over into the front seat beside her father, because

that was always her place when they went to church on Sundays. It was

a cool evening, there was a fresh sea wind that brought a light mist

with it, and the sky was fast growing cloudy. Somehow the children

looked different; it seemed to their mother as if they had grown older

and taller since they went away in the morning, and as if they

belonged to the town now as much as to the country. The greatness of

their day's experience had left her far behind; the day had been

silent and lonely without them, and she had had their supper ready,

and been watching anxiously, ever since five o'clock. As for the

children themselves they had little to say at first they had eaten

their luncheon early on the way to Topham. Susan Ellen was childishly

cross, but Katy was pathetic and wan. They could hardly wait to show

the picture, and their mother was as much pleased as everybody had

expected.

"There, what did make you wear your shawls?" she exclaimed a moment

afterward, reproachfully. "You ain't been an' wore 'em all day long? I

wanted folks to see how pretty your new dresses was, if I did make

'em. Well, well! I wish more 'n ever now I'd gone an' seen to ye!"

"An' here's the pepper-box!" said Katy, in a pleased, unconscious

tone.

"That really is what I call beautiful," said Mrs. Hilton, after a long

and doubtful look. "Our other one was only tin. I never did look so

high as a chiny one with flowers, but I can get us another any time

for every day. That's a proper hat, as good as you could have got,

John. Where's your new hoe?" she asked as he came toward her from the

barn, smiling with satisfaction.

"I declare to Moses if I didn't forget all about it," meekly

acknowledged the leader of the great excursion. "That an' my yellow

turnip seed, too; they went clean out o' my head, there was so many

other things to think of. But 't ain't no sort o' matter; I can get a

hoe just as well to Ira Speed's."

His wife could not help laughing. "You an' the little girls have had a

great time. They was full o' wonder to me about everything, and I

expect they'll talk about it for a week. I guess we was right about

havin' 'em see somethin' more o' the world."

"Yes," answered John Hilton, with humility, "yes, we did have a

beautiful day. I didn't expect so much. They looked as nice as

anybody, and appeared so modest an' pretty. The little girls will

remember it perhaps by an' by. I guess they won't never forget this

day they had 'long o' father."

It was evening again, the frogs were piping in the lower meadows, and

in the woods, higher up the great hill, a little owl began to hoot.

The sea air, salt and heavy, was blowing in over the country at the

end of the hot bright day. A lamp was lighted in the house, the happy

children were talking together, and supper was waiting. The father and

mother lingered for a moment outside and looked down over the shadowy

fields; then they went in, without speaking. The great day was over,

and they shut the door.

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