CHAPTER IX.

The last words of Peschiera were still ringing in Violante's ears when

Harley appeared in sight, and the sound of his voice dispelled the

vague and dreamy stupor which had crept over her senses. At that voice

there returned the consciousness of a mighty loss, the sting of an

intolerable anguish. To meet Harley there, and thus, seemed impossible.

She turned abruptly away, and hurried toward the house. Harley called

to her by name, but she would not answer, and only quickened her steps.

He paused a moment in surprise, and then hastened after her.

"Under what strange taboo am I placed?" said he gayly, as he laid his

hand on her shrinking arm. "I inquire for Helen--she is ill, and can

not see me. I come to sun myself in your presence, and you fly me as

if gods and men had set their mark on my brow. Child!--child!--what is

this? You are weeping?"

"Do not stay me now--do not speak to me," answered Violante through her

stifling sobs, as she broke from his hand and made toward the house.

"Have you a grief, and under the shelter of my father's roof? A grief

that you will not tell to me? Cruel!" cried Harley, with inexpressible

tenderness of reproach in his soft tones.

Violante could not trust herself to reply. Ashamed of her

self-betrayal--softened yet more by his pleading voice--she could have

prayed to the earth to swallow her. At length, checking back her tears

by a heroic effort, she said, almost calmly, "Noble friend, forgive

me. I have no grief, believe me, which--which I can tell to you. I was

but thinking of my poor father when you came up; alarming myself about

him, it may be, with vain superstitious fears; and so--even a slight

surprise--your abrupt appearance, has sufficed to make me thus weak and

foolish; but I wish to see my father!--to go home--home!"

"Your father is well, believe me, and pleased that you are here. No

danger threatens him; and you, _here_, are safe."

"I safe--and from what?"

Harley mused irresolute. He inclined to confide to her the danger which

her father had concealed; but had he the right to do so against her

father's will?

"Give me," he said, "time to reflect, and to obtain permission to

intrust you with a secret which, in my judgment, you should know.

Meanwhile, this much I may say, that rather than you should incur the

danger that I believe he exaggerates, your father would have given you

a protector--even, in Randal Leslie."

Violante started.

"But," resumed Harley, with a calm, in which a certain deep

mournfulness was apparent, unconsciously to himself--"but I trust you

are reserved for a fairer fate, and a nobler spouse. I have vowed to

live henceforth in the common workday world. But for you, bright child,

for you, I am a dreamer still!"

Violante turned her eyes for one instant toward the melancholy speaker.

The look thrilled to his heart. He bowed his face involuntarily. When

he looked up, she had left his side. He did not this time attempt to

follow her, but moved away and plunged amidst the leafless trees.

An hour afterward he re-entered the house, and again sought to see

Helen. She had now recovered sufficiently to give him the interview he

requested.

He approached her with a grave and serious gentleness,

"My dear Helen," said he, "you have consented to be my wife, my life's

mild companion; let it be soon--soon--for I need you. I need all the

strength of that holy tie. Helen, let me press you to fix the time."

"I owe you too much," answered Helen, looking down, "to have a will but

yours. But your mother," she added, perhaps clinging to the idea of

some reprieve--"your mother has not yet--"

"My mother--true. I will speak first to her. You shall receive from my

family all honor due to your gentle virtues. Helen, by the way, have

you mentioned to Violante the bond between us?"

"No--that is, I fear I may have unguardedly betrayed it, against Lady

Lansmere's commands too--but--but--"

"So, Lady Lansmere forbade you to name it to Violante. This should not

be. I will answer for her permission to revoke that interdict. It is

due to Violante and to you. Tell your young friend all. Ah, Helen, if I

am at times cold or wayward, bear with me--bear with me; for you love

me, do you not?"

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