PAUL BEGINS HIS WORK
In some senses Paul Stepaside had suffered but little because of his
being a pauper. His education was quite equal to that of the lads who
had gone to the elementary school in the district. He had passed what
was called the sixth standard, and although this meant very little more
than a knowledge of the three "r's," he was considered by the workhouse
schoolmaster as his cleverest pupil. After leaving school at the age
of fourteen he was apprenticed to a local blacksmith, with whom it was
arranged he should remain for four years. John Tresidder, the
blacksmith, however, died two years after Paul's apprenticeship, and so
at sixteen, with his trade half learned, he found himself homeless and
friendless. But that did not trouble him much. He knew, or, at least,
he thought he knew, practically all that Tresidder could teach him, and
he was eager to start life on his own account. During the two years he
had been an apprentice, moreover, he had attended a night-school, and
had studied subjects which were beyond the range of the curriculum in
the ordinary day-schools. He had some knowledge of geometry, and had
mastered the first book of Euclid. He also knew a little of history,
and the schoolmaster, having some acquaintance with chemistry, and
finding Paul an apt pupil, had given him some lessons in that science.
Being a strong, healthy lad, he had no difficulty in finding work in
the blacksmith's shop at the Pencarrow Mines, where he was called an
Improver. He had been working here for a year, and, as he had told his
mother, his wages had just been raised to one pound a week.
Paul was not popular among his companions. The Cornish people are
extremely proud, and have a proper scorn for those who have been reared
on charity. Moreover, a shadow rested upon his name, and he was often
insulted as a consequence. Epithets were constantly hurled at him,
which aroused black rage in the boy's heart. Being of an exceedingly
sensitive disposition, he resented the things that were said even while
he made no reply; many, as they caught the flash of his eyes, realised
something of the passion that lay smouldering in his heart. Still, he
was respected as a well-behaved, although uncompanionable lad. Like
all other youths in the district, he attended the Methodist chapel, and
seemed to listen attentively to the teachings enunciated there, but no
apparent impression was made upon him. Revival services were
frequently held, but no one could induce Paul to find his way to the
penitent form. Many looked upon him as an unbeliever. On more than
one occasion the evangelist, who was appointed to the St. Mabyn
circuit, had tried to get into conversation with him, but found his
task extremely difficult. Paul would listen in silence, but would make
no response whatever to the minister's eager questionings.
On his return to St. Mabyn, after his meeting with his mother on the
Altarnun Moors, he seemed more grim and taciturn than ever. Silently
he went to his work, and silently he continued the whole day, paying
but little heed to the gibes of the miners, and never laughing at their
elementary jokes. During his evenings he read eagerly concerning life
in the big towns, of the means of education there, and of opportunities
for obtaining knowledge, but he said nothing about it to the cottagers
with whom he lived. He never uttered a word concerning what his mother
had told him. The secret lay deep in his heart, and his purposes must
be made known to none.
In truth, a new passion had entered his heart: a greater bitterness
than he had yet known completely possessed him. Hitherto, while he had
resented the insults which had been heaped upon him by those who
sneered at the place of his birth and upbringing, he never seemed to
think of himself as hardly treated; now he pondered deeply over the
black shadow that lay upon his life. What had he done that he should
be treated so? Why should he be homeless and friendless while other
lads were situated so differently? What was the good of the minister
talking about a kind Providence and the love of God? He remembered the
previous Sunday evening sermon on the "Duty of forgiving one's
enemies." What did the preacher know about it? He called to mind the
look on his mother's face, the agony of her voice; he realised the
bitter years she had spent in silence and misery, and remembered who
was responsible for it all. Thus Paul became a kind of atheist. He
was not yet old enough to think deeply about it, but incipient unbelief
was in the boy's mind and heart. It darkened his thoughts and gave a
sombre hue to life. In any case he was not going to trouble about
religion. He remembered the vow he had made after he had left his
mother, and he determined that nothing should stop him from carrying
out his purposes.
As chance would have it, too, events seemed to shape his course
quickly. A few weeks after his journey to Altarnun Moors, a young
fellow who was commonly called Jacker, a kind of half-gipsy lad who
worked at the mines, and who was looked upon as the champion boxer in
that district, made a dead set on Paul. Jacker had often sought his
friendship, and Paul had as often repulsed his advances. Jacker's own
parentage lay under a cloud, and he felt angry that Paul, whom he
regarded as in a like predicament, should refuse to be friendly with
him. One evening, therefore, when Paul seemed less inclined than ever
to be sociable, Jacker determined to have it out with him. He was
passing through what is called the Church Town, when a number of
youths, among whom Jacker was conspicuous, asked him to go into the
public house. Paul refused. On being asked his reason for his
refusal, he replied that he was on his way to the night-school. A few
minutes later there was an uproar. Things were said about Paul's
parentage that roused the young fellow beyond the pitch of endurance.
"I have borne with you a long time," he said, "but, remember, if you
say that again you shall pay for it."
"Iss, and I be willing to pay for it!" cried Jacker, who was eager for
a fight. The youths had often accused him of being afraid of Paul, and
Jacker, true to his nature, wanted to prove his superiority to any
youth in the district. A little later the group of lads had adjourned
to a field, and Paul and Jacker appeared as combatants. The result of
it was that Paul, in a mad passion, nearly killed his opponent, and was
that same evening apprehended by the police as drunk and disorderly.
He was taken to the nearest lock-up, and detained there until the next
sittings of the magistrate. The landlord at the inn, being Jacker's
friend, had appeared as a witness on his behalf, and had declared that
Jacker was always a quiet, well-behaved youth, while Paul was a surly
villain, with whom it was impossible for quiet lads to live in peace.
Of course the truth presently came out, and, while Paul suffered no
imprisonment, he had to pay a fine for what had taken place, and was
bound over to keep the peace.
This incident, although seemingly unimportant, bore fruit in Paul's
life. It determined him to leave the neighbourhood at once. But where
should he go? He hated Cornwall, hated the Pencarrow Mines, and longed
to get away where he could begin what he regarded as his life's work.
As it happened, a man, whose father had left Cornwall several years
before, paid a visit to St. Mabyn, and declared that there was always
good work for men in Lancashire. When Paul heard of it he made his way
to this man. "Peter Wadge," he said, "you have come from Lancashire, I
am told?"
Wadge admitted that he had.
"Where do you live?" he asked.
"Brunford," replied Wadge; "and Brunford is the place for a chap like
you. No questions will be asked about you there, and the wage is
double what it is here!"
"You see," continued Wadge, "the working man has a chance in
Lancashire, and we stand no nonsense with the masters."
Paul looked at him questioningly.
"You don't believe me?" said Wadge. "Why, think. Lately, owing to the
change in the price of cotton, the manufacturers were making money hand
over fist. Well, what did the weavers do? They just went to them and
demanded more wages. The manufacturers refused; they were having a big
harvest, and did not mean to allow the weavers to have a share in it.
But you see we are organised there, and a meeting of the Weavers' Union
was called, and the next thing was that they all went on strike. Of
course the manufacturers could do nothing without them, and so there
was an increase of wage right away. That's the way we deal with them
up there. Why, I knew a chap who was sacked because one of the
manufacturer's sons didn't like him. Do you think we stood it? Not
we! We sent a deputation to the master, and told him that unless the
chap were taken back we should all 'come out.'"
"And was he taken back?" asked Paul.
"I should think he was," was the reply. "Why, we working people are
somebody up there. We have our representatives on the town council and
on the board of guardians. Down here it is the parson and squire that
do everything; up there we are alive, and there's a chance for a chap
who's got brains. Why, a fellow like you up in Brunford, with your
education and gifts, could be a big man in a few years."
Paul thought quietly for a few minutes. There was something in what
Wadge said that appealed to him. He longed to put his finger on the
pulse of the great busy life of the world, but he remembered the object
for which he lived. He longed to get on, but only for that purpose,
and he remembered that the man whom he had determined to punish was
educated and had a high position.
"And are there any chances," he asked, "for a poor man to be educated?
I mean to be educated in the higher things--to learn law and government
and that sort of thing?"
"Chances? I should think there are!" replied Wadge. "Why, think of
our Mechanics' Institute. We have more than a thousand students there.
They all come of an evening, after work, and they pay next to nothing
for their lessons; but I've known lots of them who have got on so well
that they have been able to go to Owens College at Manchester--even
taken degrees. And there is no end to the possibilities for the chap
who has taken a degree."
Paul had only a vague idea of what this might mean, but he knew it
meant something of importance, and his heart beat quickly at the
thought of it. Still, the idea of Lancashire did not appeal to him.
He felt sure that Douglas Graham would be in London, and, after all,
London was the great heart of things. It was there all these big men
went, and it was there, he felt sure, his work lay. Nevertheless, he
went on asking Wadge many questions about life in the big towns of
Lancashire, and more and more became enamoured by the thought of going
there.
"Look here," continued Wadge presently, "I have got a copy of the
_Brunford Mercury_ where I am staying, and I'll lend it you. You can
see then what's going on."
A few hours later Paul was perusing the journal he had been promised.
At first he was disappointed. After all, there did not seem to be
anything much more attractive going on in Brunford than in Cornwall.
The _West Briton_ was, as far as he could see, a more interesting
paper. Presently, however, his heart gave a leap. He saw that a law
case of some sort had been going on in Manchester, and as the counsel
for one of the parties, he saw the name of "G. D. Graham." At first he
could scarcely believe his own eyes. He did not realise that there
might be hundreds of Grahams, many of whom might be barristers. With
his small parochial ideas, there could be only one Graham who could
occupy such a position--and Manchester was only a few miles from
Brunford. Of course all the barristers could not live in London.
There must be many all over the country, and Graham lived there. A
strange feeling filled his heart; he felt sure he had found his father,
the man who had wronged his mother, who had blighted her life. Again
the picture of her as he saw her last flashed back to his mind, the
care-worn, tired, sad-looking woman whom he loved as his mother; and
she was going back to servitude, to misery, and all this because of the
man who had deceived her, ruined her life. He had taken her as his
wife, and then written her that cruel, insulting letter, and left her
to the scorn and mercilessness of a hard world. And he would see him.
If he lived in Manchester he would be employed for other cases. It
would be easy to find out all about them, and he could go there and
watch. He realised that he could do nothing while he was ignorant.
Perhaps this G. D. Graham was a great man by now, and he would deny all
knowledge of what he had done; therefore he must find out, he must
prepare himself, and he could only do that through getting a knowledge
of the world, a knowledge of law, a knowledge of men.
This decided him. He remembered what Wadge had said about the
Mechanics' Institute, and about working-lad students belonging to Owens
College and obtaining University degrees. Of course that must mean
knowledge, and knowledge was power. So much he had learnt, at all
events, at the night-school where he had attended.
He counted up his money, of which he had been very saving, and
determined to leave Cornwall at once, and shortly after Christmas he
found himself in the train bearing him northward. He had never been
out of Cornwall before, and his heart beat high with hope. New scenes,
new experiences, new modes of life and thought, a new world--and he was
going to enter it! It was on a Monday morning that he started on his
journey, and it was dark when he left the little village of St. Mabyn,
carrying in his hand a portmanteau which contained all his earthly
possessions. It was several miles to the nearest railway station, but
that did not trouble him at all. Young and strong as he was, a
five-mile walk was nothing, and he found it no hardship to get up in
the cold, dark morning in order to catch the first train, northward.
He did not arrive in Manchester until late that night, and then found
that the last train for Brunford had left some time before he came.
Like all lads country-reared, he had heard about the dangers of big
towns, of thieves, of midnight murder--and Manchester frightened him.
He could not understand it at all, and in his ignorance and fear he
shrunk from asking questions.
"You'll go to some pub., I suppose?" said a porter who had told him
about the last train to Brunford.
"I don't know," said Paul.
"But you must, man. You can't stay out all night. It's cold, too.
Will you have a cab?"
"I don't know where to go," said Paul. "Can you tell me of a
respectable place?"
But before the porter could answer, someone else claimed his attention,
and Paul was left alone. He took his bag and looked around, then,
seeing the notice, "Left Luggage Office," he acted upon impulse, and
left his portmanteau there, after which he went out into the streets.
He had missed the connection at Bristol, and, the later train having
been delayed, it was now past ten o'clock. He had bought some
sandwiches on his way, so he did not feel hungry. But he was terribly
depressed and lonely. The traffic of the city was subsiding somewhat,
but still the rush and roar of the great northern metropolis stunned
and bewildered him. Presently he came to the Town Hall, which stood in
a great square not far from the station. Around him were trams, cabs,
and a hurrying multitude of people. This was life--life in a great
city! It was utterly different from what he had expected; and it was
bitterly cold. A damp fog hung over the city, the air was depressing,
and the streets were black with slimy mud. Still, the thought that
more than half a million of people were around him was wonderful to
him. He was in the heart of the manufacturing North, where poor
friendless boys had risen to position and power. That Town Hall stood
for something--stood for the government of this great metropolis. It
seemed to him that London could be nothing compared with this, and in
his ignorance he felt as though Manchester were the centre of the
world. He wandered on and on, passing through St. Anne's Square until
he came to Market Street. Here all was a blaze of light, even although
the crowd had largely departed. It was all fascinating, bewildering.
He felt strangely afraid, and he did not know what to do. A tram
stopped just in front of him, and he noticed the words, "Rusholme,
Oxford Road." And, again acting on impulse, he entered the tram. A
few minutes later the conductor came to him.
"Where do you want to go?" he asked.
Paul had not the slightest idea, and looked at him in a kind of dazed
way.
"Where do you want to get out?" went on the conductor. "We only go as
far as the tramway shed at Rusholme. Do you want to go as far as that,
or where?"
"I don't know," said Paul. "Where do we pass?"
"Why, we go up Oxford Road, and pass Owens College."
"That's it," cried Paul eagerly; "I want to get out at Owens College."
The conductor eyed him curiously, but he was a man of large experience,
and took very little notice of the vagaries of his passengers.
"Here you are," he said at length, as the tram stopped. "This is Owens
College."
Paul got out, and the tram went on. He looked at the great building
like one spell-bound. He had heard, in a vague sort of way, that this
was the head-quarters of the Victoria University. He did not know much
as to what this meant, but it appealed to him, captivated him. It was
the centre of learning--knowledge. Here men taught the knowledge that
meant power, progress, achievement. It was not quite so foggy here as
in the heart of the city, and the moon did its best to pierce the
clouds, and in its pale light Paul could see something of the
proportions of this great centre of learning. He wandered around it,
and noted what he supposed were the various departments of education.
He almost forgot where he was; he did not heed the lapse of time. This
was Owens College! It seemed to him the heart of the universe, the
centre of the world of knowledge, and he would go there some day, he
would learn things; and before his eyes flashed a vision of a brilliant
future. What others had done he could do. It meant work; but what of
that? He loved it. It meant suffering; but then he had never known
anything else.
Presently he found himself in Oxford Road again, and then, like one in
a dream, he tramped back to the centre of the city. He had been
travelling from early morning, but he felt no weariness. Manchester
was the city of dreams. By the time he had got back to Market Street
again the streets were deserted, save for a few late stragglers. The
trams had ceased running, the theatres had emptied themselves while he
had been away, and only an occasional vehicle passed him. All through
the night he wandered through the dark, murky streets, and as he did so
the mystery of it all, the wonder of it all, filled his heart. Yes, he
was in a new world, and in this new world were new thoughts, new modes
of life. In after-years Paul recalled the experiences of that night;
it seemed to him that it marked a new era in his life. Especially did
he feel this as again and again he came to the Town Hall. The place
had a strong attraction for him, because it was here he believed that
the G. D. Graham of whom he had read had defended the man who, as it
appeared to him, was guilty of a crime. More than one policeman
noticed him as he stood there looking at its lofty towers and listening
for the deep tones of the bell which told of the passing time. But no
one molested him; he was respectably dressed, and did not appear to be
a suspicious character. Strange to say, the squalor, the misery, the
poverty did not impress him: it was the size, the wondrousness, and the
vast avenues of life, which the city suggested, that appealed to his
mind.
Early in the morning he found himself at the Central Station again,
where, having obtained his bag, he made his way towards Victoria
Station and caught the early train for Brunford.
By the time he had reached Haslingden the grey light of morning
revealed the dreary scenes through which he passed. He wished he had
stayed in Manchester. The district through which he passed seemed
nothing but a procession of dreary houses, built apparently without
thought of order or architecture. He saw stunted men and pale-faced
girls with shawls over their heads as if on their way to their work.
He heard the clatter of their iron-ringed clogs on the hard
paving-stones. Here was a new life indeed, but there was no romance.
It was all sordid, grimy. Still he must go on, and presently, when the
porter shouted the word, "Brunford," he got out of the train feeling
that his new life had really commenced.