CHAPTER TEN

§ 1

The crisis came sooner than he had expected--forced by that outer world

which had left him untroubled for so long. He had written to his family

to tell them of Rose’s death and the baby’s birth, but had heard nothing

from them, a fact surprising even from their indifference. Then at the

beginning of September he received a letter from his brother Len. This

was a fresh surprise, as Len had written only once since he had left

home, but when he read the letter he realized that it contained matter

too deep for his mother’s scholarship.

Indeed, it recorded nothing less than the wreck of the George. Tom

Sheather had been finally deprived of his licence for allowing betting

on his premises. It appeared that he had already been fined twice--once

besides the occasion recorded by Ernley, and now his offence was too

great to be passed over. His licence had been withdrawn, whereupon his

brewers had swooped down on him for long-owed arrears, and all the

furniture, the pony and fowls would have to be sold to pay them. The

family smash was absolute. Daniel was shocked and upset, but not deeply

surprised. He had known the ways of the George too long, and had guessed

how much worse they must have grown now that he was no longer there to

control them in a small way. His mother’s voice was shrill, but it could

not persuade her husband out of his courses, and Christopher was

thoughtless and indifferent. No, now that he came to think it over, he

was not surprised.

There was only one unexpected element in the situation, and that was his

father’s behaviour. Len could hardly write coherently when he told

Daniel that the captain of the sinking ship had abandoned her. Tom

Sheather had disappeared, leaving a message behind him to say that he

had signed on a coaster going to Wales. He expressed no regret--indeed,

so Len recorded in horror, he seemed actually pleased at the prospect.

The innkeeper had shaken his shoulders and gone back to his first love.

At twenty, Tom Sheather had left the land for adventure and freedom on

the sea, and now at fifty he left it again, with evidently the same

youthful expectation. Daniel had a brief moment of sympathy, though he

was indignant at his father’s callous desertion of his wife in the

extremity to which his folly had brought her. He remembered certain

talks and confidences--his parent’s reckless wishes, his own

persuasions. He had never really taken the older man’s sea-fever

seriously, but evidently through all those years it had been gathering

temperature. Nevertheless he was shocked and ashamed, and angrily put

aside any extenuating reflections on the probable sharpness of his

mother’s tongue during the last days at the George.

“I’m taking mother and Chris to live with me,” wrote Len at the end of

his long letter. “Chris will help me on the farm, where there is plenty

of work for him. The farm has been doing better since last fall, but I

don’t know what will happen this harvest with the guaranteed prices off.

It’s just like the government to get us on a bit and then leave us

stranded. Now things are altered with you perhaps you might manage to

send mother something from time to time like you did before you married.

I am very sorry to hear of your trouble, but we have nothing but trouble

seemingly in our family. There are debts to settle up even after we have

paid Hobday and Hitch. I won’t take a penny from Ernley Munk, though he

offered me a loan, as well he might, seeing what he has made out of the

Crown. He has been a swine, saying it was what he had expected all

along, and speaking against us for not stopping father. I had a regular

shine with him on Tuesday, and told him pretty well what I thought of

him.”

Dan frowned. That was a pity. But Len had always been like that--too

proud to take a favour from anyone, except the government. He had been

furious with Dan because he wore Ernley’s old clothes ... now, as usual,

they would all have to pay for his pride, and Dan had never been able to

see that pride was worth even half what it usually cost....

Well, this settled it--he’d better go home. He might be able to do

something to help them--get some sort of a job somewhere. He couldn’t do

anything for them as he was now. All that he had earned that season,

which had not been so good as last year, had gone towards the support of

himself and his child. If he went back to England, he might be able to

get work on the land, or at the docks at Newhaven. Besides, he couldn’t

bear the thought of his mother penniless and abandoned. Of course she

had Len, and the cherished Christopher, but he thought of her as

abandoned all the same.

Yes, he would go home--he was fed up with this ghastly island, which

still treated him as a stranger though he had lived in it more than two

years, and had married in it and begotten a child. It would be good to

find himself a son of the house once more, even though that house was

scattered and disgraced. He had nothing really to hold him to Sark, now

that Rose was gone and that even her resting-place might not be

marked.... He would serve out the Le Couteurs by taking himself and his

son back to England. It was curious how he suddenly found himself

desiring England, with its long roads and friendly people.... He’d

manage somehow for himself and his boy, and he would be back once more

in his own country, among his own folk. He would turn his back on the

sea and islands, and they in their turn should become shadows on glass.

§ 2

The Le Couteur attitude was mixed. On one hand they were glad to be rid

of the stranger, on the other they were vexed that Kitty Le Couteur

should get her own back again. However, they were pleased that after

thirty years of marriage her husband should have shown himself so

unworthy of a Le Couteur lady.

“Ah, that your poor mother should have married such a vagabond,” said

Uncle Eugene--“my brother Philip and I tell her he is vagabond, but she

would not believe us. Perhaps she believe us now.”

“You go back to England and sell beer,” said Uncle Philip. “Englishmen

like beer.”

The pendulum swung when they found he meant to take his son away with

him.

“He must not go,” cried Uncle Eugene. “He is a Le Couteur--he was born

in this island.”

“If it comes to that,” said Daniel, “so was I.”

“But your mother take you away and you never belong to us any more.”

“And a good job, too--I don’t want my boy to stay here and grow up a

savage.”

“Ho! Savages, are we? Oh, my Gar--we are savages! Mister Englishman is a

gentleman--he is a visitor. That is it.”

“I’ve a right to do what I like with my own child.”

This was obvious even to Uncle Philip and Uncle Eugene. As, twenty-odd

years ago they had let Thomas Sheather depart with his wife and

children, so now they must let his son depart with his child,

reluctantly, yet knowing that none but themselves had driven out the

stranger. However, when he was gone they would put up a splendid

tombstone over his wife’s grave with the text old Eugene had chosen out

of his Bible, two months ago, before there was all the fuss: “_Nous

n’avons rien apporté au monde, et il est évident que nous n’en pouvons

rien emporter_”--a statement which applied with equal truth (if Thomas

Helier were excepted) to her husband’s sojourn in Sark.

Before he went Daniel paid a visit to the narrow green mound under which

Rose lay nameless. He was not inclined to be sentimental over Rose,

nevertheless he brought her his last offering in the shape of a wreath

of the golden daisies that grow in the corn. He knew well that when he

left the new tombstone would go up, lozenge-shaped and white and

French--Protestant against both Rome and England. He knew, too, that he

would be Daniel Le Couteur for ever here in stone. But after all, he did

not much care. Now he was free of them they could do what they liked

with his name. He was taking away all that Sark had given him--the only

thing it had ever given him--his marriage. He was taking away his

marriage, for all that Rose lay here under a French headstone, engraved

with a name that was not his, and that he would never lie beside her

within sound of the sea. His marriage had been the one treasure of those

three summers--indeed, the one treasure of his life. Amidst all the

strangeness and hostility and abasement of his exile, the island had

given him this one great gift, which he could take away. Rose’s body

might remain here under the ilex trees, but he took his marriage with

him in the child.

§ 3

William, Peter, and one of the young Philips went with him when he

walked down to the harbour, with his child on his arm. Once more he wore

his English clothes, which were now a little tight, with Ernley’s

British warm to keep out the winds of the Russell.

“Now you must not go out in the boat alone,” laughed Philip.

“Or you run aground on the Paternosters,” chuckled William.

“Ha-ha-ha!” roared Peter. “Ha-ha-ha-ha!”

“Ha-ha-ha-ha! Ha-ha-ha-ha!”

The farewells of his cousins mingled with voices of the gulls on Les

Lâches.

The sea was calm and hazy. The summer’s heat had baked to a rich gold

the green tops of the Burons, where at last the flowers had dried. The

little paddle-steamer swung into the Goulet race, making her way home by

the east coast.

Daniel sat under the bulwark on the second-class deck, holding Thomas

Helier firmly wedged between his chest and his arm, and already a little

disconcerted by his change from a nominal to a practising father. He

resolved to take advantage of any feminine goodwill that might be shown

him on board either this or the Southampton boat. At present the baby

slept like a chrysalis in his white shawl, and after a time Daniel lost

his preoccupation with him, as the steamer slipped over the deep waters

by Les Abimes, and he looked for the last time on the Grande Moie and

the Petite Moie, on Dodon and Noire Pierre, standing out of the sea like

broken temples on a green plain. Then the steamer drew her wake past the

Eperquerie--Sark’s huge tail, lying out towards Herm, and holding a

deadly sting under the water. The race began--the little waves

fluttering round the _grunes_ at Bec du Nez.... They were out beyond it

now--looking back on all the huge, cragged bulk of that lovely,

unfriendly island, which lay now as when he had first seen it, like a

horned beast asleep upon the sea.

_PART III_

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