IV

But Egholm was so shaken by his interview with the Angel that he did

not go round to the Deacon after all. The Deacon was a pottery worker,

living at a village just outside the town.

He went back home to look again and make sure it was right. He clutched

the Bible tightly under his arm as he walked, as if in dread lest the

all-important text might drop out.

Yes, there it was. He read through the passage again in wonder, and

fell to musing anew.

That same evening Evangelist Karlsen came round.

Egholm shook his head nervously.

“It’s no good, Karlsen. No. I’m not going to give in.”

Young Karlsen stood staring open mouthed.

“No. I’ve settled up with myself once and for all. I won’t give in. I

know well enough what you’ve come for.”

“But, my dear friends, what on earth are you talking about? Anything

wrong?”

“Karlsen, you know as well as I do it’s your father sent you round,”

said Egholm almost pleadingly.

“I swear I know nothing of the sort. I’ve only just got back this

evening. From Veile. Know Justesen, the horsedealer, there? Been seeing

him. And then on the way--I’ve been dragging my bag along, and it’s

heavy. I thought I’d just look in for a breather.”

“Let Sivert carry it for you,” said Fru Egholm.

“No, thanks, it’s all right outside on the stairs. I never like to

leave it very long.”

Egholm put his hand to his eyes; the cracked and furrowed countenance

of the Evangelist always distracted his attention. Then he began

telling of his discovery--first, in mysterious roundabout hints, then

suddenly breaking out into fiery declamation, with the open book before

him, and his finger-nail underlining the words.

Karlsen was thunderstruck. And he thought _he_ knew his Bible.... Never

in his life had he come across that place. He stamped about the room,

spitting into all four corners.

Egholm went further; he drew up an outline of the new laws, the entire

reorganisation....

“It’ll be a hard struggle for me, I know. But I’ll....”

“Oh, we’ll manage it all right,” said Karlsen cheerfully.

“Eh? D’you mean to say ... you’re on my side?”

“Oh, I’m on the side of the Bible, of course.”

And there was Egholm with the enemy’s leading general won over, without

a blow!

“It’s the only thing to do, anyway,” explained Karlsen, “as things are

now. There’s been some talk about you having my place when I moved up.

But I don’t know what they’ll say to that now....”

“Me! Evangelist!” Egholm turned stiff all over.

“Yes,” said Karlsen quietly.

“I’ve never heard a word about it before.”

“Well, the Elders have gathered together.... But it was to be a

surprise, you understand?”

“Yes, yes,” murmured Egholm faintly. Again it overwhelmed him for the

moment, but he recovered himself, and said, with a laugh:

“Who knows, they might make me Angel now.”

“Almost sure to, I should say,” opined the dark Evangelist.

Egholm felt calm and strong now, no longer dizzy as he had been during

the morning. And Karlsen was really a jolly sort, after all. Here he

was, actually gloating over the face his respected father, the Angel,

would set up when the bombshell burst.

The upshot of it was that they worked out a plan together.

Egholm was to prepare a grand speech for the meeting next Wednesday.

Karlsen knew--now he came to think of it--quite a lot of first-rate

texts that could be used, in support of the new discovery.

“But don’t you think”--Egholm lowered his voice

confidentially--“wouldn’t it be better if I went round to the Brethren,

and just let them know how it stands?”

Karlsen pondered.

“H’m. I should say, the best way’s to take the whole congregation by

surprise, all at once. Better effect, you know, when you can stand

there and throw out a hand and there it is! And you’ve quite a decent

platform manner, to my mind.”

“Yes,” agreed Egholm, beaming.

“Anyhow, I’ll trot round and tackle a few of the thickest heads myself.

I’ve a certain amount of influence, you know, and authority, and all

that. I know how to manage them.”

“Why, then, it’s as good as done!” Egholm’s voice was almost a song.

“Easy as winking,” said Karlsen confidently.

“You don’t know how glad I am you came over to the right side at once.”

“Oh, never mind about that. You can always do me a little service some

time in return.”

They stayed up till nearly midnight. Egholm strode up and down, filling

the room with words. Possibly he was already rehearsing for the coming

Wednesday. Karlsen smoked, and drank many cups of black coffee. The

children hung over the table, limp and heavy with drowsiness, casting

greedy glances at the settee. Their mother tore at her sewing more

violently than usual, and sighed aloud.

At last Karlsen took his leave. Egholm could not bear to break off even

then, but went out with him. He waved his arms in the air, and tripped

about, now and then actually circling round his companion as they

walked.

Did he think, now, the Bible Society would care to have a dissertation

on the two conflicting points? There ought, at any rate, to be some

kind of indication, an asterisk, say, in the first place, to save

others from confusion.

Karlsen thought they very likely would.

The street lamps glowed red in the fog. A policeman appeared at a

corner, waved to them cheerfully, and said sympathetically: “Get along

home; that’s the best place for you.”

“Thinks we’re drunk,” said Egholm, and stopped for breath. “But--we’ve

been talking, and never thought ... your bag. We’ve forgotten all about

it.”

“Bag? Oh yes.... No; that’s all right. I spotted the old man’s cart

just outside the station, and sent it home by that.”

“Good! Then that’s all right.” Egholm’s thoughts were at once occupied

with something else. His brain was fluttering with innumerable winged

thoughts.

“Well, better say good-night.”

“Good-night, Karlsen. And thanks, thanks. You shall be Angel, if I can

put in a word.”

Egholm looked round, confused. Where had they got to now? These big

houses ... it wasn’t the way....

“I’ll see you right home,” he offered.

“Well--er--I’m not exactly going home just yet,” said the Evangelist,

with some embarrassment. “Just a hand at cards with a few friends,

that’s all.” He sighed guiltily. “But if I do win a _kroner_, say, it

means ten _øre_ to the Brethren.... Oh, I forgot, that’s all over now,

of course.”

“But--d’you mean to say there’s anybody up at this time of night?”

asked Egholm in astonishment.

“Only a couple of friends--Brethren in the Lord.”

“But where?”

“In the red room at the Hotel _Postgaarden_,” said Karlsen innocently.

V

Going round to the meeting on the following Wednesday, Egholm was

surprised to find the hall already full, though it was not yet eight

o’clock. He was also surprised, and agreeably so, to perceive that his

entry created some stir. Evidently, Karlsen had let fall a word of what

was to happen. Unless, indeed, it were the Lord Himself that had given

hint of it to each individually. Anyhow, it was just as well to have

plenty of witnesses in a case like this.

But where--where were the Elders of the flock?

Egholm sat down at the back of the hall, by the stove; it was a pious

impulse that had come to him, having in mind the promise that whoso

humbleth himself shall be exalted. And it was a good idea in other

ways, he thought. The little group of paupers would form an excellent

background.

“Angel Karlsen--hasn’t he come yet?” he whispered to a shawl-wrapped

crone at his side.

The woman looked round, showing a face weather-worn and overgrown like

a relic of the past. A single tooth showed like a stone wedge in her

half-open mouth. She made no answer.

Egholm repeated his question, with no more result than before. Oh, but,

of course, it was Deaf Maren. He had forgotten for the moment. But how

ugly she looked to-night--and what a malicious glance she gave him. And

the others, too, all with the same forbidding look--why couldn’t they

answer? It was plain to see they had heard his question, and that they

knew enough to tell him if they would. But every one of them turned

away, or looked down at the floor--until at last Madam Strand, the

gipsy woman, who was sitting on a bench at the extreme left, crept up

to him with a submissive curtsey.

“They’re in there--all of them,” she said, with a shake of her thin

grey locks. “All the God-fearing lot--the Angel, and the Prophet from

Copenhagen--bless ’em--and the Deacon and young Karlsen. Talking

and talking and making their plans. Such a fuss they’re making

to-night--enough to make a body quake all over.”

She passed her wrinkled skinny hand over his wrist as she spoke.

Egholm felt his heart beat faster. He glanced over towards the door

Madam Strand had indicated; it led to a little anteroom that was used,

among other things, as a dressing-room for the gymnasium class. He

fancied he could hear voices. A moment ago he had felt something like

pity for all these people, whose conviction he would now be called

upon to shatter and replace by another. But already he found himself

in need of courage, seeking comfort from the fact that, after all, the

weapon was in his hand. What did it matter if there were many who came

up against him? And young Karlsen, no doubt, would help to bear the

brunt of it.

This last was merely a sort of aside to himself. But Egholm felt his

doubts of the Evangelist’s honesty suddenly grown stronger than ever.

Those artful round eyes of his--and the queer look in them when he had

said good-night that evening outside Hotel _Postgaarden_. What could

one expect from a man who went off to play cards at twelve o’clock at

night at hotels? And what sort of companions could he find for the

same? “Brethren in the Lord,” indeed! It was an expensive place, too,

that one could hardly expect the poorer Brethren to frequent. Wait a

bit, though: _Postgaarden_ ... wasn’t it there the commercial traveller

man was going to meet old Karlsen that same evening?... To sum up,

then, nothing more nor less than a neat piece of spying, and carrying

the whole tale to his father immediately after! After which, of course,

he had simply been sent round to all these simple souls, to set their

minds against him, Egholm....

It would be a hard fight now.

Fru Westergaard and Mirre, the dog, passed by. Egholm rose and bowed,

but received only a half-glance in return. Fru Westergaard made her way

through to her privileged chair, and sat down carefully, arranging her

skirts about the dog’s head.

Her arrival was like that of the bride at a wedding, the signal for

proceedings to begin. At the same moment, the door of the little room

opened, and a little troop of men--looking, to tell the truth, more

like mutes at a funeral than anything to do with weddings--marched

in close order up on to the stage. At their head the Angel, wrapped

in his beard, which seemed alive with electric tension. After him

marched the Prophet from Copenhagen--a quondam priest by the name of

Finck--together with the Deacon, Potter Kaasmose, whose long hair was

plastered down and cut as if to the rim of one of his own pots. Of

the remaining five, Egholm knew only two--Dideriksen, the Apostle,

and Karlsen, the Evangelist. Dideriksen was a very pious man, as was

apparent, for instance, in his habit of constantly stroking downwards

over his face. Karlsen had put on a glaring red tie, which gave him

a martial touch. He looked as if he were gloating over some great

disaster. The stairs had been widened with a further consignment

of beer boxes, so that the procession could mount the platform in

something like order.

A breathless silence reigned among the congregation when Angel Karlsen

began to pray, while the remaining Elders seated themselves in a

half-circle. The Copenhagen Prophet, evidently on easy and familiar

terms with platforms, thrust his coat-tails carelessly aside, polished

his gold pince-nez with a handkerchief of brilliant whiteness, and did

other things hitherto unknown in those surroundings. Young Karlsen,

for instance--not to speak of Potter Kaasmose--would have been utterly

unable to imitate the elegant movement with which he flung one leg

over the other, after first pulling up the legs of his trousers. He

had chosen his seat on the extreme right, like the first violin in an

orchestra. His interesting appearance could hardly fail to draw off

some attention from the prayer, but was no doubt edifying in itself.

“Amen,” said Angel Karlsen.

“And having now concluded this prayer which Thou Thyself hast taught

us, we further pray that this our ancient congregation, founded by

St. John the Apostle, and lasting even unto this day in despite of

the deluge of sin and the drought of indifference, may likewise

henceforward so prevail against the ravages of the wolf that steals

abroad by night, that neither sheep nor lamb may fall a prey.

“All ye who were present here last evening know what I mean. But for

those others who do not, I will briefly set forth the matter which has

called us Elders to gather in conclave here to-night.”

Egholm sat gasping as if half stunned. “Present here _last

evening_!...” Then they had called a meeting, without his knowledge--a

meeting where they had betrayed him and his great cause, and sowed

the seed of hatred against him in all the hearts of those who had no

judgment of their own. In the midst of his anger, indignation, and

fear, Egholm yet tried to frame a prayer for strength and courage. But

he could do no more than mumble helplessly: “I’m in the right, you know

I am. Lord God, you know I’m in the right.”

Meanwhile, old Karlsen was reciting a pretty parable about the wolf

that took upon itself sheep’s clothing, that it might deceive the

unwary--ay, even the shepherd himself, that he might open the door of

the fold and let that monster enter in, with kindly words: “Enter,

poor strayed sheep, and be refreshed with the grass of this pleasant

fold.” But then one day the shepherd looked into the eyes of that wolf

in sheep’s clothing, and lo! they were eyes of fire. And another day

he looked at its teeth, and lo! they were the teeth of a wolf. But

the monster believed itself still safe and unsuspected--even until

to-night. “And so it comes here amongst us at this moment, and says to

the sheep: ‘Follow me. I know a place where the grass is richer and

more pleasant; make haste and leave that evil shepherd, who shears you

of your fleece. I will lead you; I will be your shepherd!’”

When the Angel had finished, Egholm rose, pale and ill at ease, and

begged leave to speak. But his seat was so far back, and his voice so

weak, that those on the platform might be excused for overlooking him.

All heard, however, when young Karlsen called out the number of a hymn,

and though Egholm repeated his request in a slightly louder voice, the

congregation began singing:

“‘Up, ye Christians, up and doing,

Warriors of the Lord, to arms!

Lo, the foeman’s host pursuing,

All the power of war’s alarms.

Draw and smite

For the right,

Hell is arming ’gainst the Light.

Follow in your leader’s train,

Trusting in his strength to win,

Satan hopes the day to gain,

Up, and smite the host of sin!

Here at hand

Still doth stand

One who can all powers command!’”

Egholm had lost patience. As the hymn concluded, he sprang up and

roared across the hall:

“Look here, do you mean to say _I’m_ Satan?”

There was a stir as all in the hall turned round. Fru Westergaard’s

chair rocked suddenly, and a bench crashed down, but after that

followed a moment of icy silence, cleft immediately by Karlsen’s angel

trumpet:

“Guilty conscience, Egholm?”

A new silence, Egholm stammering and gurgling, but finding no

appropriate answer. Then the Evangelist let loose a shower of insulting

laughter. Strangely enough, this had the effect of bringing Egholm to

his senses.

“I was the first to ask; it’s your place to answer. D’you mean to say

I’m Satan?”

And before any of the Elders on the platform could pull themselves

sufficiently together, he went on:

“Do you know this book here? It’s an old one, and the title-page is

missing. You think, perhaps, it’s St. Cyprian, but I can tell you,

it’s the Holy Scripture. Yes, that’s what it is. And what I have to

say to you now is just the words of the Scriptures, and no more. Holy

Scripture, pure and undefiled. I’ll read it out, and you can judge for

yourselves. I tell you, you haven’t got a shepherd at all; you’ve a

_butcher_!”

At the first exchange of words, the congregation had been confused and

uneasy, quivering this way and that like a magnetic needle exposed to

intermittent current. Now, Egholm had, it is true, most of them facing

his way, but many looked up to the Elders, and especially to the Angel,

partly to see the effect of Egholm’s words, and partly to gain some

hint as to which way their own feeling should tend. The congregation

was thus divided, but Egholm wanted it united. Accordingly, he left his

place between Deaf Maren and the stove, and advanced by jerks, still

speaking, up towards his foes.

Yes, he knew it was a serious thing to call Angel Karlsen--Egholm

shook a little at the venerable words--a butcher. But it was plain

to him now, after what had passed, that Angel Karlsen was not acting

in good faith as regards the point in dispute: whether tithe should

be paid, or if tithe had been abolished by God’s own word, and was

consequently foolish--nay, wicked. But if the Angel knew God’s will,

and did not act upon it, and open the eyes of the Brotherhood to the

same, then no words could be too strong.

Egholm spoke for twenty minutes. He had got right to the front, and

stepped up on to the first of the beer boxes, making, as it were, an

act drop of his body in front of those on the platform. The audience

could only see their shadows, and hear a slight sound when the

Copenhagen Prophet cleared his throat. Once young Karlsen tried his

devilish laugh, but was sternly suppressed by his venerable sire.

There was no real disturbance of any sort; the congregation made

but one listening, eager face. The Elders were exorcised already.

Victory--victory!

But at the very moment when the thought first thrilled him, Egholm’s

eloquence suddenly ran dry. With a spasm of dread he realised that he

could say no more. The source within him, that he had imagined endless,

had ceased. He had not firmness enough to begin again, and the texts

and parables he had chosen for his purpose had been rehearsed so often

in his mind for the occasion that he could not now remember what he had

actually said and what he could still use.

The emptiness that followed was almost physically oppressive--Egholm

gasped once or twice as if the very air about him were gone. Then came

the voice of the Angel, calm and firm:

“Have you any more to say?”

“No,” said Egholm, paling as he spoke. “I hope now you have understood.”

And with that he stepped down from his elevation, sighed, wiped his

forehead nervously, and leaned up against the wall at the side.

Old Karlsen delivered a prayer longer and more powerful than ever

before. It gathered like a cloud above the congregation, gradually

obscuring all that Egholm had said. Not until he noticed that the cloud

had condensed here and there to a mild rain of tears did the Angel pass

over imperceptibly to mention of Egholm’s onslaught.

“And now, now--well, you have heard the leader of your flock, the

shepherd and Angel of the Brotherhood, referred to as a butcher. Here,

in our own house, and out of the mouth of one whom we regarded as a

brother. Why do I not lift up my hand against him, and drive him forth,

even as the Master drove out those from the Temple who defiled its holy

places? No! For it is written: _Blessed are the meek_.”

The Angel’s prayer had opened the hearts of the flock. Thereupon

Finck the Prophet stepped forward. He wore a reddish-brown beard, his

eyebrows were bushy, and his eyes glittered behind his glasses. It

seemed as if he had hitherto affected lordly indifference, but was now

so moved that he could no longer control his emotion, and his anger

burst forth in a torrent.

“In days gone by,” he began, “when I realised that the Established

Church of Denmark was being suffered to drift like a ship without a

compass, I declined to stay on board. And before leaving, I warned my

fellow-travellers, and the captain and the mate. I told them in plain,

bold words that they were drifting towards shipwreck. Many believed

that my words were over-bold. A conflict raged about my name, as some

of you may perhaps remember. But, now, we have heard a man whose words

were not bold, but only brutal and coarse--a man who, I think I am

qualified to say, lacks the very rudiments of ability to understand

what he reads. This ignoramus takes upon himself to pick out a verse

here and a verse there, and then adds them together in a fashion of his

own. We may compare him with the man who read one day in his Bible:

‘Cain rose up against Abel his brother, and slew him’--and the next:

‘Go thou and do likewise.’...”

The sum and essence of Finck’s oration was that the rendering of tithe

was a jewel of price reserved for the Brotherhood of St. John apart

from all others. To cast away that jewel now would be sheer madness.

Egholm stood quivering with impatience to answer. His mind was clear

now as to what he should say. And as soon as Finck had ended, he sprang

forward.

“It seems to me that Hr. Finck, the Prophet, in spite of all his claims

to learning, and his libellous attack....”

“Silence, man!” roared Finck, his voice echoing roundly from the walls.

“We will hear no more. You have said your last word here. Go!”

“My turn now,” said young Karlsen, with a swaggering fling of his

shoulders.

But the venerable Angel could not find it in his heart to deny Egholm a

last word. He found it preferable to let him wreak his own destruction.

And with his keen perception of the feeling among the congregation, he

was confident that this would be the result.

“Beloved Brethren,” he said, “there is but a quarter of an hour left

us--one poor quarter of an hour. I had endeavoured to secure the hall

for another hour, but other and more worldly matters intervened. I

think, then, we should let Egholm say what his conscience permits him,

and then conclude with the old hymn: ‘All is in the Father’s hand.’”

“I should just like to ask Prophet Finck,” said Egholm furiously, “how

_he_ would interpret and explain....”

“What’s that?” said Finck loftily.

“The leading point, the essence of the whole thing, namely, the text

found by me in the Epistle to the Hebrews--you have not said a word

about that, really. I am firmly convinced that I am right, but, all the

same, I should like to hear how you propose to explain away....”

“Write it down,” broke in Finck sharply.

Egholm obeyed involuntarily. He found a stump of lead pencil in his

waistcoat pocket, and began scrawling on the faded paper at the back of

his Bible. He was a facile writer ordinarily, but in his present state

of emotion he could hardly frame his question. Two or three times he

struck out what he had written and began again. Suddenly he heard young

Karlsen clearing his throat, and then:

“Now, then, we’d better....”

“No, no!” cried Egholm.

“Throw that man out,” commanded Finck.

“You cowards, you’re afraid to let me speak!”

“Oh, go and heave him out, Johannes,” called young Karlsen, leaning

over the footlights.

But Johannes, the postman, was paralysed already by the unwonted

tumult, and did not move. There were others in the hall, however, who

seemed eager enough to respond to the invitation, seeing that Karlsen

himself was to be responsible.

“You miserable traitor,” hissed Egholm, “give me back my tithes, give

me my money, and I’ll go. But not before. Give me my four hundred

_kroner_.”

“Turn him out, the wretch!”

“‘All is in the Father’s hand,

All things answer His command....’”

The Angel made a brave attempt to start the hymn, but the congregation

appeared more interested in the conflict, and no one followed his lead.

“My money--give me my money, you thieves!”

“Pot calling the kettle black!” cried the Evangelist, with a sneer.

“Liar, slanderer, scoundrel!” roared Egholm, seeing in this last remark

a reference to the manner of his dismissal from the railway service.

And, beside himself with fury, he raised the heavy Bible to throw at

Karlsen, when a diversion took place which drew off his attention and

that of the audience.

A confused but violent noise came from the back of the hall, and then

repeated shouts that rose above the din.

“You lanky black beast! You filthy devil! What about the seventh

commandment? Yes; it’s you I mean, you filthy, incontinent swine! You

evangelical hypocrite! What about Metha, eh? She’s lying there at home

now and asking for you--for you!”

The words were plain and to the point; everyone in the hall stared in

amazement at the backsliding photographer, who was standing on a bench

and waving clenched fists in the air. It was evident that he had been

drinking.

Then they turned to look at young Karlsen. His face was drawn awry.

Egholm was so moved at this unexpected reinforcement that the tears

flowed down his cheeks. He found voice again and took up the cry.

“They’re a lot of criminals, all of them. Setting themselves up against

God’s laws that I’ve discovered. I’ll have you up, that I will. Give me

my money, my money!”

Young Karlsen lost his self-control. He sprang in long leaps down

through the hall, and flung himself upon Egholm, thrusting his head

forward like a bull about to charge.

“You shut yo’ jaw!” he cried, lapsing into his country dialect.

“Lauritz, be careful!” cried the Angel warningly. But it was too late.

Finck came up to take part, and Egholm was borne towards the door,

still shouting, and hanging on with arms and legs to the benches as he

passed.

A little party of Brethren carried Meilby in similar fashion to the

door. Serve him right, the sneak, always behindhand with his tithes....

The hall was filled with shouts and oaths, cries, and the barking of a

dog.

The Histrionics gathered open mouthed about the doorway. It was their

dress-rehearsal night for the coming performance of _The Lovers’

Secret_.

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