XXXII.

Jeff did not know whether Miss Bessie Lynde meant to go to Mrs. Bevidge's

Thursdays or not. He thought she might have been bantering him by what

she said, and he decided that he would risk going to the first of them on

the chance of meeting her. She was not there, and there was no one there

whom he knew. Mrs. Bevidge made no effort to enlarge his acquaintance,

and after he had drunk a cup of her tea he went away with rage against

society in his heart, which he promised himself to vent at the first

chance of refusing its favors. But the chance seemed not to come. The

world which had opened its gates to him was fast shut again, and he had

to make what he could of renouncing it. He worked pretty hard, and he

renewed himself in his fealty to Cynthia, while his mind strayed

curiously to that other girl. But he had almost abandoned the hope of

meeting her again, when a large party was given on the eve of the Harvard

Mid-Year Examinations, which end the younger gayeties of Boston, for a

fortnight at least, in January. The party was so large that the

invitations overflowed the strict bounds of society at some points. In

the case of Jeff Durgin the excess was intentional beyond the vague

benevolence which prompted the giver of the party to ask certain other

outsiders. She was a lady of a soul several sizes larger than the souls

of some other society leaders; she was not afraid to do as she liked; for

instance, she had not only met the Vostrands at Westover's tea, several

years before, but she had afterward offered some hospitalities to those

ladies which had discharged her whole duty toward them without involving

her in any disadvantages. Jeff had been presented to her at Westover's,

but she disliked him so promptly and decidedly that she had left him out

of even the things that she asked some other jays to, like lectures and

parlor readings for good objects. It was not until one of her daughters

met him, first at Willie Morland's tea and then at Mrs. Bevidge's

meeting, that her social conscience concerned itself with him. At the

first her daughter had not spoken to him, as might very well have

happened, since Bessie Lynde had kept him away with her nearly all the

time; but at the last she had bowed pleasantly to him across the room,

and Jeff had responded with a stiff obeisance, whose coldness she felt

the more for having been somewhat softened herself in Mrs. Bevidge's

altruistic atmosphere.

"I think he was hurt, mamma," the girl explained to her mother, "that

you've never had him to anything. I suppose they must feel it."

"Oh, well, send him a card, then," said her mother; and when Jeff got the

card, rather near the eleventh hour, he made haste to accept, not because

he cared to go to Mrs. Enderby's house, but because he hoped he should

meet Miss Lynde there.

Bessie was the first person he met after he turned from paying his duty

to the hostess. She was with her aunt, and she presented him, and

promised him a dance, which she let him write on her card. She sat out

another dance with him, and he took her to supper.

To Westover, who had gone with the increasing forlornness a man feels in

such pleasures after thirty-five, it seemed as if the two were in each

other's company the whole evening. The impression was so strong with him

that when Jeff restored Bessie to her aunt for the dance that was to be

for some one else, and came back to the supper-room, the painter tried to

satisfy a certain uneasiness by making talk with him. But Jeff would not

talk; he got away with a bottle of champagne, which he had captured, and

a plate heaped with croquettes and pease, and galantine and salad. There

were no ladies left in the room by that time, and few young men; but the

oldsters crowded the place, with their bald heads devoutly bowed over

their victual, or their frosty mustaches bathed in their drink, singly or

in groups; the noise of their talk and laughter mixed with the sound of

their eating and drinking, and the clash of the knives and dishes. Over

their stooped shoulders and past their rounded stomachs Westover saw Alan

Lynde vaguely making his way with a glass in his hand, and looking

vaguely about for wine; he saw Jeff catch his wandering eye, and make

offer of his bottle, and then saw Lynde, after a moment of haughty pause,

unbend and accept it. His thin face was flushed, and his hair tossed over

his forehead, but Jeff seemed not to take note of that. He laughed

boisterously at something Lynde said, and kept filling his glass for him.

His own color remained clear and cool. It was as if his powerful physique

absorbed the wine before it could reach his brain.

Westover wanted to interfere, and so far as Jeff was concerned he would

not have hesitated; but Lynde was concerned, too, and you cannot save

such a man from himself without offence. He made his way to the young

man, hoping he might somehow have the courage he wanted.

Jeff held up the bottle, and called to him, "Get yourself a glass, Mr.

Westover." He put on the air of a host, and would hardly be denied. "Know

Mr. Westover, Mr. Lynde? Just talking about you," he explained to

Westover.

Alan had to look twice at the painter. "Oh yes. Mr. Durgin, here--telling

me about his place in the mountains. Says you've been there. Going--going

myself in the summer. See his--horses." He made pauses between his words

as some people do when they, try to keep from stammering.

Westover believed Lynde understood Jeff to be a country gentleman of

sporting tastes, and he would not let that pass. "Yes, it's the

pleasantest little hotel in the mountains."

"Strictly-temperance, I suppose?" said Alan, trying to smile with lips

that obeyed him stiffly. He appeared not to care who or what Jeff was;

the champagne had washed away all difference between them. He went on to

say that he had heard of Jeff's intention of running the hotel himself

when he got out of Harvard. He held it to be damned good stuff.

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