Chapter XVII

However the tale of Madelon's and Lot's engagement had found

mouth--whether Margaret Bean had vented her knowledge when it grew

too big for her or not--it was scarce one day before the whole

village was agape with it. With that tendency of the human mind born

of involuntary self-knowledge which leads it to suspect a selfish

motive in all untoward actions, many gave unhesitatingly a reason for

Madelon's choice.

The women nodded astutely at each other, and the men exchanged shrewd

affirmative grunts. "She's goin' to marry Lot to pay off Burr," they

all agreed. "She'll get all the money."

Madelon herself had never thought of that. She had never considered

the fact that her marriage with Lot would rob Burr of his prospective

wealth; and, if she had, she would have dismissed the thought as of

no moment. Capacity for revenge of that sort was not in her; even the

imagination of it was lacking. She would simply have resolved to give

the property to Burr if she should outlive Lot, and she would have

carried out her resolution. Consciously, perhaps, this consideration

was no more evident to her father and her brothers than to herself.

The Hautvilles were not mercenary, and retaliation, involving

personal profit at the expense of an enemy, was not of their code.

They did have, however, a consideration no less selfish, in a way,

and no less acute when they heard the news. One and all thought, "Now

Madelon will be cleared of all suspicion that she may have brought

upon herself. Nobody will believe that Lot Gordon would marry a girl

who attempted his life. Every hint of disgrace will be removed from

her and us all by this marriage."

Louis, when he heard the news, gave an involuntary glance at his own

hands at the thought of Madelon's crimsoned ones, to which he had

tried to blind his memory. "Well, maybe it's the best thing that

could happen," he said, grimly, but his wonder over it was great. He

knew well enough, however he tried to hide the knowledge from

himself, that Madelon's story had been true. He looked at his brother

Richard, and Richard looked back at him; and one's knowledge for once

faced the other's boldly in their utter astonishment. Then they

nodded at each other in a stern understanding of assent. It was best

their sister should cover her crime and avert the disgrace, which she

had seemed to hang over all of them, in that way.

When the male Hautvilles came home to dinner, on the noon of the day

after Burr called, Madelon knew at once that they had all heard. They

sat down to the table and ate in silence. None of them spoke a word

to Madelon on the subject, but she knew they had heard. After dinner

they all went out again except her father. He stood on the hearth,

filling his pipe moodily, with an automatic motion of his fingers,

his eyes aloof. Madelon moved about with quick, decided motions,

clearing the dinner-table. David, when the tobacco was well packed in

his pipe-bowl, turned his eyes mechanically upon the glowing coals on

the hearth, but made no motion to light it. He looked slowly and

furtively about presently at Madelon's wedding-silk, which lay heaped

in a chair with a green and gold shimmer, as of leaves and flowers.

All unmoved by, and oblivious of, the splendor of woman's gear was

David Hautville usually, but this silk, radiant with the weaving of

party-lights, affected him with a memory of old happiness, so vague

that it was scarce more than a memory of a memory. In splendid silken

raiment had Madelon's mother gone as a bride years ago. It had been

in reality widely different from this gown of Madelon's, but still,

looking at this, David Hautville's masculine eyes saw dimly beyond it

another dapple of gorgeous tints, and heard a soft rustle of silken

skirts out of the past. He would not have said that this bright mass

of silk in the chair made him think of his wife's wedding-gown, but

he knew by that thought it was Madelon's. He stared at it, scowling

over his great mustache. Then he looked slowly around at his

daughter. She was just coming out of the pantry, and faced him as he

spoke.

"I suppose this is true I've heard," said he.

Madelon's face blazed red before his eyes, but her mouth was firm and

hard, and her eyes unflinching. "Yes, sir," she replied; and she took

a dish from the table and turned about, and went again into the

pantry, carrying it.

David Hautville, rearing his great height before the fire, casting a

long shadow over the room, stood, holding his unlighted pipe, and

staring again at the wedding-silk, until his daughter returned. Then

he brought his gaze to bear upon her again.

"I suppose you've thought over what you're going to do, and feel it's

for the best," said he, with a kind of stern embarrassment. David

Hautville felt no resentment because his daughter had not confided

her engagement to him. From his very lack of understanding of the

feminine character, and his bewilderment over it, he was disposed to

give his daughter a wide latitude in a matter of this kind. Not

comprehending the feminine gait to matrimony, but recognizing its

inevitability, he was inclined to stand silently out of the road,

unless his prejudices were too violently shocked. He had also a mild

respect for, and understanding of, reticence concerning one's own

affairs, and was, moreover, furtively satisfied with the match.

"Yes, I have," answered Madelon, calmly.

"How soon were you calculating--" asked her father, pressing the

tobacco harder into the pipe-bowl, and casting a meditative eye at

the coals.

"He said a month--that was three weeks ago Monday. To-day is

Wednesday." Madelon Hautville spoke with her proud chin raised, and

her eyes as compelling as a queen's; but in spite of herself there

came into her voice the tone of one who counts the days to death.

Her father looked at her sharply. She turned again towards her task

at the table. "Well, Lot Gordon can give ye a good home," said he.

"His health ain't very good, that's the most I see about it. But he

may last a number of years yet--folks in consumption do sometimes;

and I hear he's gettin' over that cut he give himself. I suppose he

did that because he thought you wouldn't have him."

Madelon, moving about the table, did not say a word.

"It must have been that," said David Hautville. "I suppose he thought

you favored--" he was about to speak Burr's name; then he stopped

short. He was usually one to plunge upon dangerous ground, but this

time something stopped him--perhaps a look in his daughter's face. He

laid his pipe carefully on the mantel-shelf, went over to Madelon,

and laid a heavily tender hand on her shoulder.

"D'ye want any money to buy your wedding-fixings with?" he said, in a

half-whisper.

"I've got all I want," replied Madelon, wincing as if he had struck

her.

"Because I've sold some skins, lately, and wood." David plunged a

hand into his pocket, and began to pull out a leather pouch jingling

with coins.

"I've got all the money I want, father," said Madelon, catching her

breath a little, but keeping her face steady. Could her father have

understood, if she had told him, the pretty maiden providence, almost

like one of the primal instincts, which had led her to save, year

after year, little sums from her small earnings, towards her

wedding-outfit? Could he, with his powerful masculine grasp of the

large woes of life, have sensed this lesser one, and fairly known the

piteous struggle it cost Madelon to spend her poor little wealth,

which was to have furnished adornment for her bridal happiness with

her lover, for such a purpose as this? Had she turned upon him then

and there, and told him that she hated Lot Gordon, and would rather

lie down in her grave than be his wife, he might have grasped that

indeed, although not in her full sense of it, for the same sense of

misery of that kind comes not to a man and a woman; but the other he

would have puzzled over and solved it by his one sweeping solution of

all feminine problems--by femininity itself.

However, he continued to stand beside his daughter, looking at her

across that great gulf of original conceptions of things which love

itself can never quite bridge. Tears came into his keen black eyes,

and his voice was hoarse when he spoke again. "Well, Madelon," said

David Hautville, with a firmer laying on of his heavy hand on his

daughter's shoulder, "ye've been a good daughter and sister, and

we're all of us glad you've got over this last foolishness, and we

don't lay it up against ye, and--we'll all miss ye when ye're gone."

Madelon moved quietly away from her father's roughly tender hand. "I

thought maybe the Widow Scoville would be willing to come here and

live," said she. "She's a good cook and a good housekeeper. I'm going

to see her about it."

"Well, we'll see," said David Hautville, huskily--"we'll see." He

turned away, and looked irresolutely at the shelf whereon his pipe

lay, at the wedding-silk on the chair, at his great boots in the

corner at the outer door, then at his bass-viol leaning in the corner

which the dresser formed against the wall, and a light of decision

flashed into his eyes.

He drew his old arm-chair nearer the fire, carried the viol over to

it, set it between his knees, flung an arm around its neck and began

to play. His great chest heaved tenderly over it; its sweetly

sonorous voice spoke to his soul. Here was the friend who vexed David

Hautville with no problems of character or sex, but filled his simple

understanding without appeal. These chords in which the viol spoke

were from the foundations of things, like the spring-time and the

harvest and the frosts; they abided eternally through all the vain

speculations of life, and sounded above the grave. No imagination of

a great artist had David Hautville, but his music was to him like his

woodcraft. He traced out the chords and the harmonies with the same

fervor that he followed the course of a stream or climbed a

mountain-path. A great player was he, although the power of creation

was not in him, for he fingered his viol with the ardor of a soul set

in its favorite way of all others. As David Hautville played his

great resonant viol he forgot all about his own perplexity and his

daughter's love-troubles; but she, listening as she worked, did not

forget.

Madelon, swept around with these sweet waves of sounds, never once

had her memory of her own misery submerged. A strange double

consciousness she had, as she listened, of her senses and her soul.

All her nerves lapsed involuntarily into delight at the sounds they

loved, and all her soul wept above all melodies and harmonies in her

ears. The spirit of an artist had Madelon, and could, had she wished,

have made the songs she sung; and for that very reason music could

never carry her away from her own self.

She finished her household tasks and sat down again to sew upon her

wedding-gown. After a while her father ceased playing, and leaned his

viol tenderly back in its corner, pulled on his great boots, put on

his leather jacket and his fur cap, lighted his pipe, shouldered his

gun, and set out with his eyes full of the abstraction of one who

follows alone a different path.

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