Chapter XII

The next morning there took place in a few hours a great change in

the temperature. It moderated rapidly. The frost on the windows and

the ice-ridges in the roads did not soften yet, since the sun was

overcast by heavy clouds, but the terrible rigor and tension of the

cold was relaxed, and men could breathe without constraint. At eight

o'clock, when Jim Otis and Madelon started for Ware Centre, there was

a white film of fallen snow over the distant hills and scattering

flakes drove in advance of the storm.

A mile out of Kingston it snowed hard. "Hadn't you better have that

extra shawl mother put in over your shoulders?" Jim Otis suggested.

But Madelon shook her head. "The snow won't hurt me," she said. She

sat up straight in the sleigh, and there was a look in her eyes,

fixed ahead on the white drive of the storm, as if her spirit were

out-speeding her body. She had her strength again that morning. She

had slept and eaten. She had submitted to the exigencies of life that

she might gain power to resist them again.

Jim Otis drove a stout little mare with a good wind for speed, but

she had not the stride of David Hautville's great roan. Moreover,

after the first stretch, she slacked on the hills and fell into walks

in the lonely reaches, almost as if she had learned it in a lesson.

Many a pretty girl, flushing sweetly under Jim Otis's gay smile, and

perhaps under his caressing arm, had ridden behind that little canny

mare, who learned well the meaning of the careless rein along the

woodland roads.

However, to-day there was no careless rein. At the first slack

Madelon herself had reached the whip and touched the gently ambling

neck. "She has more speed in her than this," said she, shortly.

"She hasn't been driven for two days, either," asserted Jim Otis.

"Wake up, Molly!" He took the whip himself and flourished it with a

quick little snap over her back. In truth, Jim Otis was as anxious to

be at this journey's end as Madelon, for he feared every minute lest

she should ask him again if he had seen her take the knife, and that

he would again have to oppose falsehood to her frantic pleading. But

Madelon had believed him. She did not beg him again for his evidence.

She sat still at his side with a strained look in her black eyes, and

they rode in silence, with the storm heaping its white flakes on

their shoulders, until they reached Ware Centre.

Then Madelon turned quickly to Jim Otis. "Don't drive to my home,"

said she; "I would rather not go home yet. Drive to Burr Gordon's

house, please. I want to see his mother. Don't turn--keep straight

on."

"Yes, I know where he lives," said Jim, soberly. He drove very

slowly. They were drawing near the turn in the road. "See here," he

said, suddenly, "don't you think you'd better go home now?" He spoke

with nothing of the half-gay, half-caressing authority with which he

was wont to turn a pretty girl to his mind, but timidly rather, and

kept his eyes fixed on the mare's nodding head, hooded with snow.

"No, I must see Burr's mother," replied Madelon.

"But your folks will be expecting you, won't they?" persisted Jim

Otis. He felt that he had a duty of loyalty towards this desperate

girl's father and brothers as well as to herself. He had promised

Eugene Hautville to bring her home this morning, and who could tell

where she might wander and when she might return if he left her now?

He still did not look at Madelon as he spoke, but he felt her turn

and fasten her eyes upon his face, and somehow they compelled his. He

raised them and saw her beautiful face full of a scorn of passion

which he might die and never know in himself.

"What do you think that is to me," said she, "when I've got to save

his life? If you do not wish to carry me farther, go back. I will

walk."

"I will take you wherever you wish," returned Jim Otis, and touched

up the mare, and neither spoke again until they reached Burr Gordon's

house, high on its three terraces, with Lot Gordon's opposite. Then

Jim halted his mare in the road before it, and would have alighted to

assist Madelon, but she sprang out before him. "I am much obliged to

you and your mother for what you have done for me," said she, and

turned with a swing of her red cloak, and was skimming up the

terraces like a red-winged bird.

As for Jim Otis, he slewed his sleigh about recklessly, and shook the

whip over the little mare, and drove up the road. When he reached the

turn which he knew led to the Hautville house he drew rein, and sat

pondering in his sleigh for a few minutes. He was in doubt whether he

should inform Eugene Hautville of his sister's whereabouts or not.

Finally he spoke to the mare, and continued on his way to Kingston.

The terraces which Madelon mounted were all covered with the

gathering snow. When she reached the last the door was opened, and

Burr Gordon's mother, Elvira, stood there. "I am sorry there's so

much snow for you to wade through," said she, in a sweet, quiet

voice.

"I don't mind it, thank you," replied Madelon, harshly. She felt

incensed with this mother of Burr's, who came to the door and greeted

her as if she were an ordinary caller, and her son were not in

prison.

"You had better shake it off your skirts or you'll take cold," said

Mrs. Gordon.

"I am not afraid," returned Madelon. She gave her skirts a careless

flirt and entered the door with the snow still clinging to her.

"If you will wait a moment," said Mrs. Gordon, "I will get a broom

and brush the snow from you before it melts. Then you won't take

cold."

"I don't care to have you, thank you," said Madelon. Mrs. Gordon said

no more, but led the way to the sitting-room. She was a tall, slender

woman with the face of a saint, long and pale, and full of gentle

melancholy, with large, meek-lidded blue eyes and patiently

compressed lips. She had a habit of folding her long hands always

before her, whether she walked or sat, and she moved with sinuous

wavings of her widow-bombazine.

The room into which she ushered Madelon was accounted the grandest

sitting-room in the village. When Burr's father had built his fine

new house he had made the furnishings correspond. He had eschewed the

spindle-legged tables and fiddle-backed chairs of the former

generations, and taken to solid masses of red mahogany, which were

impressive to the village folk. The carpet was a tapestry of great

crimson roses with the like of which no other floor in town was

covered, and, moreover, there was a glossy black stove instead of a

hearth fire.

"Please be seated," said Mrs. Gordon. She indicated the best chair in

the room. When her guest had taken it, she sat down herself in the

middle of her great haircloth sofa, and folded her long hands in her

lap. Mrs. Gordon had the extremest manners of the old New England

gentlewoman--so punctiliously polite that they called attention to

themselves. She had married late in life, having been previously a

preceptress in a young ladies' school. She was still the example of

her own precepts--all outward decorum if not inward composure.

Madelon Hautville, opposite her, in her snow-powdered cloak, with her

face like a flash of white fire in her snow-powdered silk hood,

seemed in comparison a female of another and an older race. She might

well, from the look of her, have come a nearer and straighter road

from the inmost heart of things, from the unpruned tangle of woods

and undammed course of streams, from all primitive and untempered

love and passion and religion, than this gentlewoman formed upon the

models of creeds and scholars.

Madelon looked at the other woman a second with fierce questioning.

Then she sprang up out of the chair where she had been placed, and

stood before her on her sofa, and cried out, abruptly, "I have come

to tell you about your son. He is not guilty. I, myself, stabbed Lot

Gordon!"

"Please be seated," said Elvira Gordon, and her folded hands in her

lap never stirred.

"Seated!" cried Madelon, "seated! How can _you_ be seated, how can

you rest a moment--you, his mother? Why do you not set out to New

Salem now--now? Why do you not walk there, every step, in the snow?

Why do you not crawl there on your hands and knees, if your feet fail

you, and plead with him to confess that I speak the truth, and tell

them to set him free?"

"I beg of you not to so agitate yourself," said Elvira Gordon. "You

will be ill. Pray be seated."

Madelon bent towards her with a sudden motion, as if she would seize

her by the shoulders.

"Are you his mother," she cried--"his mother--and sit here, like

this, and speak like this? Why do you not move? Why do you not start

this instant for New Salem--this instant?"

"I beg you to calm yourself," replied Elvira Gordon. "I have been to

New Salem to visit my son. I have prayed with him in his prison."

"Prayed with him! Don't you know that he is innocent, and in prison

for murder--your own son? You stop to pray with him; why don't you

act to save him?"

"You will make yourself ill, my dear."

"Don't you believe that your son is innocent?" demanded Madelon.

"Don't you believe it?"

Her eyes blazed; she clinched her hands. She felt as if she could

spring at this other woman with her gentle murmurings and soft

foldings, and shake her into her own meaning of life. If her impulse

had had the power of deed, Elvira Gordon's little cap of fine

needle-work would have been a fiercely crumpled rag upon her decorous

head, her sober bands of gray hair would have streamed like the locks

of a fury, the quiet clasp of her long fingers would have been

stirred with some response of indignant defence if nothing else.

Madelon, with her, realized that worst balk in the world--the balk of

a passive nature in the path of an active one--and all her fiery zeal

seemed to flow back into herself and fairly madden her.

"I hope," said Elvira Gordon, "that my son will be proved innocent

and set free."

"_Proved_ innocent! Don't you know your own son is innocent?"

"I pray without ceasing that he may be acquitted of the crime for

which he is imprisoned," replied Elvira Gordon, over her folded

hands.

Madelon looked at her. "You are a good woman," said she, with fierce

scorn. "You are a member of Parson Fair's church, and you keep to the

commandments and all the creed. You are a good woman, and you believe

in the eternal wrath of God and the guilt of your own son. You

believe in that, in spite of what I tell you. But I tell you again

that I, and not your son, am guilty, and I will save him yet!"

Madelon Hautville gathered her red cloak about her, and Mrs. Gordon

arose as she would have done when any caller was about to take leave.

It would scarcely have seemed out of keeping with her manner had she

politely invited Madelon to call again. However, her quiet voice was

somewhat unsteady and hoarse when she spoke to Madelon on the

threshold of the outer door, although the words were still gently

formal. "I am grateful to you for the interest you take in my son,"

she said; "I hope you will not excite yourself so much that you will

be ill."

"I will die if that can save him," answered Madelon Hautville, and

went down the snowy steps over the terraces.

Elvira Gordon, when she had closed the door, drew the bolt softly.

Truth was, she thought the girl had gone mad through grief and love

for her son. Believing, as she did, that the love was all unsought

and unreturned, and being also shocked in all her delicate decorum by

such unmaidenly violence and self-betrayal, she regarded Madelon with

a strange mixture of scorn and sympathy and fear.

Moreover, not one word did she believe of Madelon's assertion that

she herself was guilty. "She is accusing herself to save my son,"

thought Elvira Gordon, and her heart seemed to leap after the girl

with half-shamed gratitude, in spite of her astonishment and terror,

as she watched her go out of the yard and across the road to Lot

Gordon's house. Mrs. Gordon stood at one of the narrow lights beside

her front door and watched until Madelon entered the opposite house;

then she went hastily through her fine sitting-room to her own

bedroom, and there went down on her knees, and all her icy constraint

melted into a very passion of weeping and prayer. Those placidly

folded hands of hers clutched at the poor mother-bosom in the fury of

her grief; those placid-lidded eyes welled over with scalding tears;

that calmly set mouth was convulsed like a wailing child's, and all

the rigorous lines of her whole body were relaxed into overborne

curves of agony. "Oh, my son, my son, my son!" lamented Elvira

Gordon. "Have mercy, have mercy, O Father in heaven! Let him be

proved innocent! Let Lot Gordon live! Oh, my son!"

Elvira Gordon had the stern pride of justice of a Brutus. She would

not without proof discover even to the passionate pleading of her own

heart that she believed her son innocent, but believe it she did.

Every breath she drew was a prayer that Lot Gordon might yet speak

and clear Burr. This morning she had some slight hope that that might

come to pass, for the sick man had passed a comfortable night except

for his old enemy, the cough.

"It's my belief," Margaret Bean had told Elvira, when she had sped

across the road in the early morning to inquire, "that it's his old

trouble that's going to kill him when he does die instead of anything

else."

"Has he spoken yet?" asked Elvira, eagerly.

"No, he ain't; but there's none so still as them that won't speak."

Margaret Bean nodded shrewdly at Elvira. Her voice was weak and

hoarse as if from a cold or much calling, but there was sharp

emphasis in it. She gave a curious impression of spirit subdued and

tearfully rasped, like her face, yet never lacking.

"You--think he--could?" whispered Elvira Gordon.

"'Tain't for me to say," replied Margaret Bean. "He lays there--looks

most as if he was dead." She wiped her eyes hard, with a

handkerchief so stiff that it looked on that cold morning frozen as

with old tears. Margaret Bean was famous for her fine starching in

the village; it was her chief domestic talent, and she was faithful

in its application in all possible directions.

"I wish he would speak if he could," said Mrs. Gordon.

"I do, if it's for the best," returned Margaret Bean. She hesitated;

there were red rings around her tearful eyes, like a bird's. "I can't

believe your son did it, nohow, Mis' Gordon," said she.

"I hope if my son is innocent he will be proved so," returned Elvira

Gordon. She was too proudly just herself not to use the word _if_,

and yet she could have slain the other woman for the sly doubt and

pity in her tone.

"It's harder for you than 'tis for him, layin' there," said Margaret

Bean, nodding towards the house. There was an odd gratulation of pity

in her tone. She rubbed her eyes again.

"We all have our own burdens," replied Elvira, with a dignified

motion, as if she straightened herself under hers. "I hope he will be

able to speak--soon."

"I hope so, if it's for the best," said Margaret Bean.

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