CHAPTER VII.

THE MELTING OF THE SNOW.

The first stage of our flight toward safety accomplished, I sat down

to once more review the situation, and to take such counsel as I

could give myself. I endeavored to foreshadow the consequences of the

inevitable discovery of Sir Mervyn Ferrand’s death. I tried calmly to

ascertain in what quarter the danger of discovery was situated, and how

best to guard against or turn aside the peril.

Undoubtedly the chief person to fear was Mrs. Wilson. She alone knew

that the man intended to reach Roding that night. She alone knew in

what relation, or supposed relation, he stood to Philippa. The very

night of his death would be fixed by the snow-storm; and I felt sure

that as soon as the dead man was identified Mrs. Wilson could not fail

to associate her guest’s sudden departure and subsequent illness with

the terrible event. The moment she revealed what she knew or suspected,

suspicion must point to the right person, and pursuit must at once

follow. My heart grew sick, as, think how I would, I could see no

loop-hole by which to escape from this danger.

About secondary things I troubled but little. Upon calm

reconsideration, I did not believe that my stolid William would for a

moment jump at the right conclusion. If he were led to suspect either

of us, it would be me, not Philippa; and I well knew that he was so

much attached to me that, although he felt certain I had done the deed,

he would feel equally certain that I had good and proper reasons for

doing it, and no word to my detriment would pass his reticent lips. No,

there was little to fear from William.

I had blamed myself deeply for the impulse which had urged me to hurl

the fatal weapon away. Why did I not keep it and bury it fathoms deep?

If that pistol were found, it would possibly furnish a clew which might

be followed up, and undo everything. My only hope was that I had thrown

it to some spot where it might lie for years undiscovered, until all

association between it and the murder had disappeared.

To sum up briefly, I was bound to decide that the damning

circumstantial evidence which could be furnished by Mrs. Wilson drove

me back to my original idea. There was no chance of my poor Philippa’s

remaining unaccused or unsuspected of the deed she had unwittingly

done; so her only hope of safety--indeed, considering all, I may also

say my only hope of safety--was rapid flight. We must gain some land

in which we could dwell without fear of being arrested. What land was

there?

Many a one. The date of my story is before 1873, when nearly all the

extradition treaties were made. At that time such treaties existed with

only two foreign countries, France and the United States; so that our

choice of a resting-place was not so limited as those who are flying

from the clutches of the law find it to-day. However, in order to make

certain, I paid a visit to a legal friend of mine, and, by quoting a

supposititious case, managed to acquire a good deal of information

respecting the dealings of one nation with another, so far as fugitives

were concerned.

I found that although, with the two exceptions above named, there

was no settled international law on the subject, there was a kind of

unwritten substitute, which was known by the name of the Comity of

Nations. Under this code of courtesy, a notorious criminal, who had

sought refuge in the arms of another country, was not uncommonly,

although there was no law under which he could be arrested, given up

to his pursuers, by being simply driven across the frontier of the

country in which he had hoped to find security. However, I gathered

that this so-called comity was scarcely expected to be exercised by the

most friendly state, unless the fugitive had fled almost red-handed,

and so placed his guilt beyond doubt. No one exactly knew how far this

obliging expulsion might be counted upon. It was generally supposed

to be decided by the amount of influence or persuasion which one

government exercised on the other.

This information rather upset my preconceived ideas as to the ease with

which safety might be obtained; but reflection told me I had little

to fear. The case against Philippa could be nothing more than one of

suspicion. No one, not even I myself, had seen the deed done. A warrant

would, no doubt, be issued for her arrest; but if our flight precluded

its execution, I did not believe that any government would put itself

out of the way to aid the English law. There was no one, save myself,

who could positively swear that Sir Mervyn Ferrand had been killed by

Philippa.

I learned that Spain was then, even as it is now, the land safest

against English law. Perhaps the reason is that the grave, yet at

times hot-blooded, Spaniard reckons human life at a lower value than

more northerly nations. Anyway, it was to Spain that I turned my eyes;

Spain that I resolved to reach without an hour’s unenforced delay.

The very next day I broached the subject of foreign travel to my

mother. Although so short a time had passed since they first met, I

was overjoyed to see the terms upon which she and Philippa stood. The

girl seemed to cling to her as to a natural protector--seemed ready to

install her in the place of the mother she had lost. After all, the

love of her own sex is indispensable to a woman’s happiness. It did my

heart good to see the two together. Philippa talked to my mother as

she had never yet talked to me; and I knew that when the day came upon

which I should ask for the only reward I wanted, my mother’s kindness

to the forsaken and shame-stricken girl would be an advocate that

pleaded strongly in favor of my suit.

But could it ever be? Could we know happiness in the face of that dark

night’s work? Ah me! my heart sank as I thought that any day might

bring the crushing blow. Let there be no delay. Let me not blame myself

hereafter for any negligence or false security. Let us away from the

peril.

“Mother,” I said, “will you come abroad with Philippa and me?”

“Abroad, Basil! I have only just come home.”

“No matter; come with us at once. Let us go to some place where there

is warmth and bright sunshine. Let us go to Spain.”

“Spain! why Spain? Besides, surely Philippa is not fit for a long

journey!”

“It will do her good. Her recollections of this country are but sad

ones.”

“Well, in a week or two I will see about it.”

“No, at once. Let us start to-morrow or the next day. Mother, I ask it

as a favor.”

“Give me some good reason, Basil, and I will do as you wish.”

“Look at me, and you will see the reason. Cannot you see that I am ill,

worn out, nervous? I must have a change, and at once.”

She gazed at me with solicitude. “Yes, I know you are not well; but why

Spain?”

“A whim--a sick man’s fancy. Perhaps because it is Philippa’s father’s

country put it into my head. Mother, tell me, how do you like her?”

“She is the woman you love; she is very beautiful; she has been cruelly

treated; she is blameless; to say more after so short an acquaintance

would be exaggeration.”

“You will come to Spain with me--with her?”

She kissed me and gave in to my whim. Then I sought Philippa.

“My mother is going to take us abroad,” I said with a smile, which was

forced, as all my smiles now were. “She will see to everything for you.”

“She is kind--she is sweet,” said Philippa, clasping her hands. “Basil,

I am beginning to worship your mother. But why are we going abroad?”

“To get away from sad thoughts, for one thing; for another, because I

feel ill.”

She gave me a quick look of apprehension which brought the flush to my

cheek. “Oh, let us go at once!” she cried. “Let us leave this land of

ice and I will nurse you and make you well. Where are we going? When

are we going?”

“To Spain--to-morrow or the next day.”

She looked at me with the troubled gaze which I had so often noticed.

“Basil,” she said, “you are doing this for my sake.”

“And my own, I fear.”

“I threw away your love--I spoiled your life. I came to you a shamed

woman. You saved me! You did not scorn me. You brought me to your

mother’s arms. Basil, may God requite you: I never can.”

She burst into tears, and left the room hastily.

It was well I settled the matter of the foreign journey then. That

afternoon the wind changed and a thaw set in--a thaw that slowly but

surely drew away the thick white veil which covered the whole of

England.

That night I had little sleep. I could do nothing but lie awake and

picture that white tomb slowly melting away, until the white face

beneath peered out of it and made the dread secret known to all. Who

would be the first to discover it? Doubtless some country man or

woman passing that way in the gray of the morning. I drew pictures of

the discoverer’s horror--the shriek of terror he or she would give.

I scarcely dared to close my eyes; for I knew that if I dreamed, my

dreams would take me to stand over the snowdrift, and force me to watch

it melting away! It seemed to me that until Philippa was out of the

range of pursuit I should not sleep again.

Faster and faster, now it had once begun, the thaw went on. Warm wind,

heavy rain the next day, helped it. That tremendous fall of snow had,

indeed, been the last effort of the winter. I dreaded what I might see

in the morning’s papers.

For it was the third day from that on which I spoke about going abroad;

yet we were still in London. When it really came to making preparations

for the projected trip, there were a thousand and one things to be

done. There was the needful passport to be obtained; my mother had many

purchases to make for both Philippa and herself. She was now fully

contented with the prospect of a long sojourn on the continent; but she

liked travelling in comfort, and objected very much to being hurried.

So it was that, in spite of the pressing need for immediate flight, we

were still in London.

The dangerous delay made me nervous, excitable, and ill-tempered. This

state of mind was not without benefit to our cause, as my manner as

well as my looks fully convinced my mother that my own health was the

sole object of the journey. So, like a good creature, she set to work

in thorough earnest to get everything ready for our departure.

To-morrow morning we were to start. I prayed Heaven that it might not

be too late; that the next twenty-four hours might pass without what I

dreaded taking place. For I knew that by now that ghastly object on the

roadside must be lying with the light of day on its pale face!

With an effort I opened the morning’s paper, and ran hastily up

and down the columns. What cared I for politics, foreign news, or

money-market intelligence? Here was the one paragraph which riveted all

my attention. The white tomb had given up its secret! Read! To me those

words were written in letters of fire!

“HORRIBLE DISCOVERY NEAR RODING.--The melting of the snow has brought

to light what to all appearances is a fearful crime. Yesterday

afternoon a laborer walking on the highway discovered the body of

a gentleman lying by the roadside. His death had been caused by a

pistol-shot. It is supposed that it must have occurred on the night of

the great snow-storm, and that the body has lain ever since under the

snow, which had drifted to the depth of some feet. The facts that death

must have been instantaneous, and that no weapon can be found near the

spot, do away with the theory of suicide. Letters and papers found upon

the corpse tend to show it to be that of Sir Mervyn Ferrand, Bart. The

unfortunate gentleman’s friends have been communicated with, and the

inquest will be opened to-morrow.”

For some minutes I sat like one stunned. Inevitable as it was that the

discovery should be made, the shock seemed scarcely lightened by the

foreknowledge; the danger seemed no less terrible. Oh, that we had

started yesterday--were even to start to-day! What might not happen

before to-morrow morning! My first impulse was to go to my mother and

beg her to hasten our departure; but reflection showed me how unwise

this course would be. I should alarm her--alarm Philippa! I could give

no reason. My one longing was to keep the news from my poor love. Let

her read that paragraph, and who could answer for the consequences?

Looking as a medical man at her case, I knew that there was something

about that night which troubled her; some dream, or semblance of dream,

to which, fortunately, she could as yet give no coherence. Let her

learn that Sir Mervyn Ferrand had ever since that night been lying

dead where she met him, the fearful truth must come to her. No! not

a word to excite her suspicion. My task was a two-fold one. I had to

save her not only from what I suppose I must call justice, but also

from herself. It seemed to me that the latter was the hardest part of

my work; but I would do it--I swore I would do it. I would keep watch

and ward, to see that nothing reached her--that she heard nothing which

could awaken memories of those mercifully absent hours.

I tore the paper to pieces and burned it. I think of all my dark

days that one was the one I would be least willing to pass again. I

trembled at every footstep on the stairs. Any man who paused for a

moment outside our windows sent a cold chill over me. And in the midst

of my misery I had to wear a cheerful face, and talk to Philippa and

my mother about the pleasures of our projected journey! Ah! if we only

reached the end of it in safety, the pleasure would not be altogether

imaginary.

Once again I say, if you cannot feel with me, throw my tale aside.

Heaven knows it is a sombre one! I was breaking the law; concealing

what the law calls a crime; doing all I could to save the criminal. But

the criminal was Philippa, and I loved her! I myself would have stood

face to face with Sir Mervyn Ferrand, and have freely given my own life

if I could have assured his dying like the dog he was. Why then should

I blame Philippa, who had done in her temporary madness what I would

have done in cold blood? Yet why trouble to extenuate? I loved her!

Those words sum up everything.

The morning dawned. No fatal messenger had arrived. I glanced hastily

at the papers, which, however, contained no more information about

the tragedy. Shortly after ten o’clock we started to drive to Charing

Cross. The rattle of wheels over the stones seemed to send fresh life

through my veins. We were off on the road to safety.

We started in plenty of time, as I wished to call at my bankers’ on the

way. It was my intention to take with me a large sum in gold. Notes

of any kind could be traced, but the bright sovereigns would tell no

tale. I changed my check, and while doing so asked if there were any

letters for me. Several persons addressed letters to me at my bankers’.

The spruce cashier sent to inquire, and, with my bag of gold, passed

under the brass-wire railing a letter with a woman’s handwriting on the

envelope. I thrust it into my pocket, to read at my leisure.

We travelled by the tidal train for Paris, _via_ Folkestone and

Boulogne. It was not the pleasantest weather in the world for a

journey; but I wrapped my charges up warmly, and did all I could

to mitigate the hardships of the voyage, undertaken ostensibly for

the sake of my health. My mother, who was by now an experienced and

seasoned traveller, settled herself down to the journey, although she

little guessed how short the rest I meant to give her until we reached

our destination. She laughingly protested against the cruelty of

dragging an old woman like herself away from England just as she had

returned to it; but there was that in her voice and manner which told

me she would for my sake make a far greater sacrifice of comfort than

this.

I thought that Philippa’s spirits, like mine, rose as we left London

behind us. She smiled at my sallies and feeble attempts at making

merry, which, now that we were fairly on our road to safety, were not

quite so forced as they had been during the last few days. She listened

with interest to the pictures I drew--imaginary ones, of course--of

the beauties of the south; and I was glad to believe that the thought

of visiting what might almost be called her native land was beginning

to awaken her interest. Only let me be able to show her that life could

still promise a pleasant future, and the moody memories of the past

months might be banished forever.

I am sure that no one who could have seen us that morning would have

dreamed that out of that party of three, consisting of a comfortable,

pleasant-looking English matron, a strangely beautiful girl, and

myself, two were flying from the hands of justice. Our appearance was

certainly such as to disarm all suspicion.

“But where are we going?” asked my mother. “I object to go wandering

about without knowing where our pilgrimage is to end.”

“We are going to Paris first, then to Spain--to wherever we can find

the warmth and sunshine which is necessary to my existence. If we can’t

find them in Spain, we will cross over to Africa, and, if needful, go

down to the Equator.”

“Then you young people will have to go alone. I draw the line of my

good-nature at Europe.”

I glanced at Philippa. Her long curved lashes hid her eyes; but a

tell-tale blush was on her cheek. I knew that the day was not so very

distant when she would answer my appeal as I wished. I knew that, could

I but sweep away the record of that one night, all might yet be well

with her. Oh, that she may never recall what I alone know!

As we were nearing Folkestone I remembered the letter which had been

given me at the bank. I drew it from my breast, intending to read it;

but the sight of the Roding post-mark on the outside made me change

my intention. I remembered Mrs. Wilson’s half promise to send me some

communication. I longed and yet I dreaded to break the seal. I felt it

would be better for me to read that letter alone. Whatever might be the

tenor of its contents, I was sure it had some bearing on Philippa’s

relations with Sir Mervyn Ferrand.

We were soon on board the steamer and under weigh. Although the Arctic

rigors of the last three weeks had departed, the air on the sea was

too keen to make the channel passage an enjoyable one. I persuaded my

mother and Philippa to take refuge in the saloon; and then I found

a quiet spot where I was able to read my letter without fear of

interruption, or of betraying myself by the emotion its contents might

cause. It was well I did so, for the first words blanched my cheek. The

letter began abruptly, so:

“I know or guess all. I know why Sir Mervyn Ferrand did not reach my

house that night. I know the reason for her strange excited state. I

know why she left my home before you came to seek her. I know how he

met with the death he deserved.

“Ah! she is braver than I am. She has done what years ago I swore I

would do; and yet I had not the courage. I was base enough to forego

revenge for the sake of the beggarly maintenance he offered me--for the

sake, perhaps, of my children. I sank low enough to become his tool--to

do as he bade me, even to taking under my roof the woman who thought

herself his wife. Yes, she has been braver than I. But her wrongs were

greater than mine; for I had but myself to blame for being in such a

degraded position that he could throw me aside like an old glove. He

never married me.

“Fear nothing for your sister, if she be your sister. Tell her my lips

are sealed to the death; and for the sake of her brave act tell her

this:

“Sir Mervyn Ferrand’s first wife _died on the 18th of June_, 186--,

three months before the day on which he married your sister. She died

at Liverpool, at No. 5 Silver Street. She was buried in the cemetery,

under the name of Lucy Ferrand. She has friends alive; it will be

easy to prove that she was the woman whom he married. Her maiden name

was King. He hated her. They parted. He gave her a sum of money on

condition that she never called herself his wife. He lost sight of her.

I never did. For years I hoped she would die, and that he would marry

me. She died too late for the hope to be realized. I told him of her

death; but I changed the date. I would not tell him where she died.

Part of his object in coming to Roding that night was, to endeavor to

wring the information from me. He would never have had it. No other

woman should have been his wife so long as I could stop it.

“Now that he is dead, you can tell your brave sister that she may, if

she likes, take the name, title, and what wealth she can claim. Fear

nothing from me; I will be silent as death.”

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