curiously observed him, and, by the exercise of that habit of self‐control
which had become to him a second nature, shut off from his face every
ripple of emotion.
“I thank you, sir!” he said in answer to the warden’s compliments. “And
perhaps you will be so good as to send those men away from the corridor,
and to let Mr. Benton know that I want to see him here immediately.”
The guard disappeared at once, one of them as messenger to Mr.
Schöninger’s lawyer; but the warden still lingered.
“You will want to change your clothes,” he said. “And after that, I shall
be happy to place a room in my house at your disposal, where you may
receive your friends and transact business till the time comes for you to
go free.”
Mr. Schöninger glanced down with loathing on his prison uniform,
remembering it for the first time since that day of horror and despair
when he had waked from a half‐swoon to find himself invested with it and
laid on the narrow bed in his cell.
Perhaps the officer, too, remembered that day when he had said that he
would rather resign his office than receive such a prisoner into his care,
when he had exhausted arguments and persuasions to induce him to submit to
prison rules, and how, when at last he had felt obliged to hint at the
employment of force, he had seen the strong man fall powerless before him.
“These clothes would hardly fit Mr. Lawrence Gerald,” Mr. Schöninger
remarked, smiling scornfully. “But perhaps there will be no question of
his wearing them.”
The warden uttered an exclamation. “Is it Lawrence Gerald? It cannot be!”
He had not been told the name.
“And why not, sir?” demanded the Jew haughtily.
The officer was silent, disconcerted by the question, which he did not
attempt to answer.
“Poor Mrs. Gerald!” he said, looking at F. Chevreuse.
Mrs. Gerald’s fondness for her son was almost a proverb in Crichton.
“Mrs. Gerald’s troubles are over,” said the priest briefly.
Mr. Schöninger went to the window, and stood there looking out, his back
to his companions. To his hidden tumult of passions, his fierce, half‐
formed resolutions, his swelling pride, his burning anger and impatience,
this news came with as sudden a check as if he had seen the cold form of
the dead woman brought into the cell and laid at his feet.
He had been thinking of the world of men, of the bigoted crowd which had
condemned him unheard, of the judge who had pronounced sentence, and the
jury who had found him guilty—of all the cold outside world which has to
be conquered by strength, or to be submitted to; and now rose up before
him another world of pitying women, whose tenderness reversed the
decisions pronounced by the intellects of men, or swept over them with an
imperious charity; who were ever at the side of the sufferer, even when
they knew him to be the sinner, and whose silent hearts felt the rebound
of every blow that was struck. He saw the priest’s mother, a sacrifice to
the interests of her son; the criminal’s wife, as he had seen her that
night in his cell, with the only half‐veiled splendor of her silks and
jewels mocking the pallid misery of her face; and now this last victim,
more pitiful than all! A sighing wind seemed to sweep around him, far‐
reaching and full of mingled voices, the infinite wail of innocent and
suffering hearts. How gross and demoniac in comparison were the bitter,
warring voices of hate and pride and revenge! To his startled mental
vision it was almost as though there appeared before him hideous and
brutal forms cowering away from faces full of a pure and piercing sorrow.
He perceived that he had been taking low ground, and, with a firm will,
caught himself back, setting his foot on the temptation that had been
making him a companion for demons. Wronged he had been in a way that he
could not help; but he could at least prevent their lowering him in mind.
They should not induce him to yield to passion or to meanness.
He turned proudly toward his two companions, who still waited for him to
speak. “If the arrest of Lawrence Gerald is not necessary for my release,
then I hope he may escape,” he said. “It is bad enough to be shut up in
this way when one has a clear conscience; but with such a conscience as he
must have, imprisonment could lead only to madness or suicide.”
“Or to penitence,” added F. Chevreuse with emphasis.
Mr. Schöninger did not reply; this alternative was beyond his
comprehension. But he glanced at the priest; and in doing so, his eyes
were attracted to the doorway, which was quite filled by the ample figure
of Mrs. Ferrier.
“I couldn’t help coming, father,” she said quite humbly. “And, besides,
Honora Pembroke said she thought it right that I should. I sha’n’t stay
long or say much. I only want to say that when Mr. Schöninger goes out of
this place, my house and all in it are at his disposal.”
The scene she had witnessed had quieted her completely, and there was even
a certain dignity in her submissive air. But when she turned to Mr.
Schöninger, her tears burst forth again, in spite of her efforts to
restrain them. “You’ll have to learn to forgive and forget,” she said in a
stifled voice, which she vainly strove to render calm. “I’m the only one
left to make amends to you.”
Mr. Schöninger came forward instantly, and extended his hands to her. “I
have nothing to forgive in you,” he said warmly; “and I would not wish to
forget your kindness. I thank you for your offer, but I cannot give any
answer to it now. If I decline, it will not be because I am ungrateful.
And now let me say good‐by to you till a more favorable time.”
She had had the discretion not to wait for this intimation, and had of
herself made the motion to go.
“Try to forgive and forget,” she whispered hoarsely; and, pulling her veil
over her tear‐swollen face, hurried away.
This was Mr. Schöninger’s first visitor, but not his last. Before an hour
had passed, the news had overspread the whole city, producing a strange
revulsion of feeling. There were, perhaps, those who were, at heart, sorry
to know that the Jew was innocent. They had from the first expressed their
belief in his guilt, and they had been loud in their opinion that he
should be sentenced to the full extent of the law. This class were not
only disappointed in their prejudices, but humbled in their own persons.
They could not but feel that they had rendered themselves at once odious
and ridiculous. But the majority of the people were disposed to render
full justice. All the Protestant clergymen called on him, though but few
of them had ever spoken to him. It was right, they said, that every man of
dignity and position in the city should pay some respect to the stranger
who had suffered in their midst such a cruel injustice, and the fact that
he was a Jew should make them all the more anxious in doing so; for the
public must see that they did not persecute any one for his religious
belief. Judges, lawyers, bankers, professors, men of wealth, who were
nothing but men of wealth—all came to express their regrets and to offer
their hospitality.
He saw none of them, though he sent courteous messages to some. He was too
much engaged in business that day to receive visitors. Only one received a
decided rebuff. “As for the judge who sentenced me to be hanged,” Mr.
Schöninger said, “no compliment which he can pay will ever render his
presence tolerable to me.”
All the young ladies took their walk in the direction of the prison that
day, and all the young gentlemen followed the young ladies; and, in
passing, they lingered and looked, or cast sidelong glances, at the
windows of the warden’s parlor, where it was understood Mr. Schöninger
was. People who did not like to be suspected of romance or of curiosity
had some excuse for going in that direction, and those who had business in
the prison were esteemed fortunate. Probably one‐half the town took
occasion that day to look at the windows of the warden’s house. But it
cannot be said that they were wiser for having done so, for not a glimpse
did one of them get of Mr. Schöninger.
But when the soft spring evening deepened, and all the curious crowd had
withdrawn, and the same full moon which Lawrence Gerald and his wife had
seen the night before, flooding with its radiance the melancholy splendors
of Rome, was veiling with a light scarcely less brilliant the beautiful
young city of Crichton, two men emerged from the warden’s house, and,
taking a quiet by‐street, where the trees made a delicate shadow with
their budding branches, climbed the hill to South Avenue. They walked
leisurely, and almost in silence, only exchanging now and then a quiet
word; but one who watched closely the taller of the two might have
perceived that his quiet signified anything but indifference to the scene
around him, and that he was full of a strong though controlled excitement.
He stepped as though curbed, and every moment glanced up at the sky or at
the branches over his head, and drew in deep breaths of the fresh spring
air. A fine delight ran bubbling through his veins. All the feverish mass
of humanity, with its petty hates and still more hateful loves, its
jealousies, its trivial fears and despicable hopes, was put aside, and he
was entering into a new and freshly‐blooming creation, where mankind, too,
might partake of the nobility of nature.
They passed Mrs. Ferrier’s house, with its broad front and long gardens,
looking very stately in that softening light, and, after a few minutes,
reached the summit of the hill, where only a single tree stood guard, and
all about them the world, of which they seemed to be the centre, lay
spread in tranquil beauty, its hills and dales, its towns and forests,
bound with a ring of mountains that showed with a soft richness against
the sky. The city lay white beneath them, and the Saranac wound like a
silver ribbon across the view. Where the hills dipped, one sparkling
point, audible with dashing foam, told where the Cocheco danced day and
night with white and blithesome feet.
F. Chevreuse, standing one silent moment to contemplate the scene, was
startled to see his companion break from his side, and, running to the
tree at a little distance, catch one of its branches, and swing himself
into the air by it. The priest’s first glance was one of dismay; his
second, a smiling one. He understood the abounding joy of which the act
was an outbreak, and was pleased with the boyishness of it, and that the
impulse should have been yielded to in his presence. Sad as he was, he
could not help feeling glad to see another possessed by a full and
unthinking happiness.
Mr. Schöninger laughed, as he returned to his companion.
“Don’t be afraid,” he said; “I am not a lunatic. I am free! Do you know
what a delight it is to be in a place where you can swing your arms
without hitting anything? I could run here half an hour, and neither turn
nor be obliged to stop; and I can stand upright without feeling as though
my head were going to strike.” While speaking, he was continually making
slight motions, as though trying if he had the free use of his limbs; and
when he stopped, he lifted his head to its full height, and drew in a long
breath.
“How delicious the air is!” he exclaimed. “How fresh and pure! It comes
here from the forests and the mountains and the sea. There is no smell of
lime or close dampness or human breaths in it. Pah! F. Chevreuse, when you
preach again, and tell your people what they have to be thankful for, in
spite of sorrow and poverty, remind them of the air they breathe, the sun
that shines on them, the sky above their heads, and the power to move
about as they will. If this sky were gray, and pouring down rain, I should
still think it beautiful; for it is the sky, and not a stone.”
He walked away again to a little distance.
“Instead of being obliged to give a reason for being happy, I think we
should be obliged to account for being unhappy,” he said, coming back.
“How many sources of delight we have which we overlook because we are
accustomed to them! Mere motion, walking, running, any natural and
unconstrained motion, is a pleasure; breathing is a pleasure; the eyes
have a thousand delights. It is a source of pleasure to exercise one’s
strength and overcome obstacles. I never went up a hill in the country or
climbed any height but I felt like singing. Swimming, skating, riding,
driving—how exhilarating they are! And for all these delights you do not
need the companionship of man. Yourself and nature—these are enough.”
“I did not know you were so fond of nature,” F. Chevreuse said, smiling.
“I do not think I ever mentioned it to any one before,” remarked the other
carelessly.
The priest was struck by this reply, and looked with astonishment on the
man who for thirty years had loved nature, yet never said a word in praise
of it. Could it be because of a reserved and unsocial disposition? Or was
it that he had been too much isolated? The priest was almost afraid to
speak, lest he should check a confidence at once so charming and so manly.
He quite understood that it was the unusual and deep agitation of Mr.
Schöninger’s mind which had brought this feeling to light, as the sea, in
its agitation, may toss up a pearl.
He said nothing, therefore, but waited for his companion to speak again,
not observing him, but looking up at the illuminated dome above.
“When one is free, and has the use of one’s limbs, and is happy, then one
believes in a good God, who is a father to his creatures,” Mr. Schöninger
resumed in a voice as gentle as he might have used when a child at his
mother’s knee. He had been holding his hat in his hand; but in speaking,
he covered his head. At the same instant, F. Chevreuse uncovered his, and
the Jew and the Christian, each after his manner, acknowledged the
presence of God in that thought, which was almost like a visible presence.
“To me,” said the priest, “the acknowledgment comes more surely when I am
in trouble. It seems to me that if I were in chains and torments, he would
be nearer to me than ever before.”
“That is because you have been taught to believe in a suffering God,” was
the calm reply. “I have been taught to see in God a being infinitely
glorious and strong, a mighty, shoreless ocean of deep joy. That he could
suffer pain, that his puny creatures could torment and kill him, has
always been to me a thought at once absurd and blasphemous. It is probably
for this reason that you see him best in sorrow, and I in joy.”
He stood a little while thinking, then added quietly, as if speaking to
himself: “Yet it is a sweet and comforting thought.”
F. Chevreuse blushed red with a sudden gladness, but said nothing. It was
no time for controversy; and, besides, he had the wisdom to leave souls to
God sometimes. That people are to be converted by a constant pelting of
argument and attack he did not believe. His experience had been that
converts of any great worth were not made in that way, and that the soul
that studied out its own way helped by God, and teased as little as
possible by man, was by far the most steadfast in the faith.
They went slowly down the hill together in the direction of the priest’s
house, and stopped a moment to lean on Mrs. Ferrier’s gate in passing.
That lady had just entered her house, having been all the day and evening
at Mrs. Gerald’s. She would gladly have stayed all night had Honora
allowed it.
The two men had, unseen or unrecognized, been near enough to hear the long
sigh the good creature gave as she mounted the steps to her door, and the
exclamation she made to the servant who followed her: “Little did I think
last night at this time what horrible things were going to happen within
twenty‐four hours.” Some persons have that way of dating backward from
startling events, and renewing thus the vividness of their sensations.
She did not know what kind thoughts were following her in at the door, or
she might have been comforted.
They went on, and soon came in sight of what had been Mrs. Gerald’s home.
The blinds were all closed, and not a ray of light was visible. Under the
vines and large, over‐hanging trees the cottage appeared to shrink and
hide itself.
“I would like to go in for one minute, if you do not object to waiting,”
F. Chevreuse said. “That poor girl means to sit up all night, and she is
likely to have no one else in the room. It is a gloomy watch, and she may
feel better, if I speak a word to her.”
“Pray do not think of me!” Mr. Schöninger exclaimed.
F. Chevreuse stepped into the yard, and, as he held the gate open for his
companion, Mr. Schöninger followed, though with some hesitation. There
were many reasons why he would not be willing to enter that house. Indeed,
the priest well knew that it was no time to take him there openly; but for
some reason he wished him to come near enough, at least, to feel the
sorrow and desolation which had fallen upon it. Perhaps he wished to
soften Mr. Schöninger still more toward the unhappy man the burden of
whose guilt he had borne; perhaps he wanted to remind him how entirely
that burden had been removed from him by showing how cruelly it had fallen
elsewhere.
The priest tried the door before ringing, and, finding it not locked,
stepped quietly into the entry, which was lighted through the open doors
of rooms at either side. In one of these rooms sat three or four persons.
He said a few words to them, and closed the door of their room before
going to the other.
Mr. Schöninger held back a moment, but could not resist longer the
temptation to approach. The outer door was still open, and a soft light
shone over the threshold of it from the parlor. Drawn step by step, he
went to the threshold, and stood just where the light and shadow met, and
the door framed a picture for him. The room seemed to be nearly all white
and flowers. White draperies covered the windows, the pictures, and the
cabinets and tables, the coldness changed to a tender purity by flowers
and green leaves, arranged, not profusely, but with good taste. On what
appeared to be a sofa covered with black lay a motionless, white‐draped
form lying easily, as one might sleep; but there needed not the covered
face to show that it was the sleep of death. Candles burned at the head of
the sofa, and a _prie‐dieu_ stood before it. All this Mr. Schöninger took
in at a glance; but his eyes rested on what was to him the principal
object in the room—Honora Pembroke, sitting near the head of the sofa,
with the light of the candles shining over her. She looked up, but did not
speak, as F. Chevreuse came in and knelt at the _prie‐dieu_. Her eyes
dropped again immediately to her folded hands, and she sat there
motionless, an image of calm and silent grief. Her face was pale and
utterly sad and languid with long weeping, her hands lay wearily in her
lap, and her plain black dress, and the hair all drawn back together and
fastened with a comb, showed how distant from her mind was the thought of
personal adornment. Yet never had she looked more lovely or shown how
little her beauty depended on ornament.
Mr. Schöninger, looking at her attentively, perceived that her face was
thinner than when he had seen it last; and though the sight gave him a
certain pain, it gave him, too, a certain pleasure. He would have thought
her cruel had she been quite prosperous and happy while he was in torment.
F. Chevreuse rose from his knees, and Miss Pembroke looked up and waited
for him to speak.
“Had you not better go to bed, and leave the others to watch?” he asked.
“You will be exhausted.”
“I do not want to leave her, father,” she replied. “If she had had a long
illness, it would have been different; but it is all so short, so sudden!”
She stopped a moment, for her voice begun to tremble a little; but
resumed: “She has no one left but me, and I want to stay by her till the
last.”
“You will not be lonely?” he asked, dropping further objections.
“Oh! no. The others will sit all night in there, with the doors open
between. At daybreak Mrs. Ferrier is coming down, and then I shall go to
rest. I am glad you came in.”
“I was passing by with Mr. Schöninger,” he said, “and I asked him to wait
for me a moment.”
Her eyes had dropped again while she spoke, seeming too heavy to be
lifted; but as the priest said this, she glanced into his face; then,
becoming aware that the street‐door was open, looked toward it.
Mr. Schöninger stood there motionless.
A change passed over her face, her sadness becoming distress. She rose
from her seat and went to him, her hands clasped.
“Mr. Schöninger,” she said, “she was the last person who would have
wronged you or any one.”
Then, seeing that he had not come as an accuser, she held out her hands to
him.
The night before he had been like one buried alive, and his hand had been
against all the world; to‐night life had crowded back upon him with its
honors, its friendships, its pathos, and this last scene of sorrow and
tenderness.
He bent, and kissed the hands she gave him, but did not utter a word, and
they parted instantly. Honora returned to the _prie‐dieu_, and, kneeling
there, hid her face and began to weep again, and Mr. Schöninger went out
to the gate without giving a backward glance.
F. Chevreuse joined him immediately.
“All these wretched doings have left Miss Pembroke very lonely,” he said.
“She has really no one left who is near to her, though she has a host of
friends. But what, after all, is a host of friends, as the world calls
them, worth? When a thunderbolt falls on you, people always gather round,
and a great deal of kind feeling is struck out; but, perhaps, you have
needed the kindness a great deal more in the long, dry days when there was
no thunder. It is the constant, daily, intimate friendship that gives
happiness. But there! it is of no use to abuse the world, especially when
one forms a part of it, and is thus abusing one’s self. All of us feel our
hearts warm towards people who are in great affliction, when we do not
think of them in their ordinary trials. It is only God who is constant to
all needs, who knows all. Mr. Schöninger, you are welcome.”
They had reached the house, and the priest turned on the threshold to
offer his hand to the man whom he had so long courted in vain, and who had
so many times refused his friendship. He knew that he had conquered when
his hospitality was accepted.
He had conquered, in so much as he had won the Jew’s friendship and
confidence; for, having renounced his distrust, Mr. Schöninger was, in an
undemonstrative way, generously confiding. Hard to win by one whose
circumstances were so alien to his own, when won, there was no reserve.
F. Chevreuse’s sitting‐room was never a very pleasant one, except for his
presence. It had too many doors, was too shut in from outside, and had
also the uncomfortable air of being the first of a _suite_. One never
feels at rest in the first room of a _suite_. He felt the unpleasantness
of the place, without in the least knowing the cause of it, and always
took his special visitors into his mother’s room.
Mother Chevreuse had, woman‐like, known precisely what her son’s apartment
lacked, and had given it a pleasant look by employing those little devices
which can introduce a fragment of beauty into the most desolate place; but
her mantle had not fallen on Jane, the housekeeper, and thus it chanced
that the priest had, without knowing it, lost more than his mother.
Her sitting‐room was cheerfully lighted when the two entered it, and the
table, prepared for supper, awaited them. It was the Thursday before Palm
Sunday, and F. Chevreuse had eaten nothing since taking a cup of coffee
and a crust of bread in the morning; and now, the work and excitement of
the day over, and nothing worse than he had anticipated having happened,
he felt like resting and refreshing himself. If Mrs. Gerald had been alive
and mourning, he would have been tormented by the thought of her; but she
was safe in the care of God, and he left her there in perfect trust.
Andrew, the man‐servant, sacristan, and factotum of the establishment, was
lurking somewhere about when the priest entered, and came forward to make
a crabbed salutation. If he ever felt in an amiable mood or was satisfied
with anything, this man took good care that no one should know it; and not
all the cheerfulness, patience, and amiability of F. Chevreuse could for a
moment chase away the cloud that brooded over his face, or make him
acknowledge that there was anything but tribulation in his life. The
priest bore more patiently the constant, petty trial of such a presence
about him because he believed that sorrow for the death of Mother
Chevreuse had changed the old man from bad to worse, when the truth was
that the lady had skilfully hidden much of their servant’s crabbedness, or
had so displayed the comical phase of it that it had ceased to be an
annoyance, and was often amusing.
“Tell Jane to give us our supper right away, Andrew,” the priest said.
“And bring up a bottle of wine with it.”
“Jane is gone to bed, sir,” Andrew announced, and stood stubbornly to be
questioned, his whole air saying plainly that all had not been told.
“Gone to bed!” echoed F. Chevreuse. “What is the matter with her?”
“She says she is sick.” The man suffered an acrid smile to show in the
corners of his mouth.
“Jane sick!” said the priest, much concerned. “Is there any one with her?
Has anything been done for her?”
In speaking, he took a step toward the door.
“Oh! don’t you trouble yourself, sir,” interposed Andrew quickly, finding
that he must deny himself the pleasure of a long cross‐examination. “She
says she doesn’t want anything or anybody. She’ll get well when she’s
ready. She’s got the supper, and I can manage to bring it up. All the
doctors and all the nurses in the world won’t make her well till she’s a
mind to be.”
“Well, well!” said F. Chevreuse, rather mortified at this exposition of
his domestic trials. “Bring up the supper.”
Jane had, in fact, one of those convenient illnesses sometimes indulged in
by some women, and now and then by men, when they are seized by a fit of
ungovernable ill‐humor which they dare not show in its true guise, or when
they desire to appear very much abused, or to escape blame for some ill‐
doing. F. Chevreuse had not been home since early morning, and dinner had
been prepared, had waited, and been put away—no small grievance to even a
good‐natured housekeeper. Secondly, about noon, when all the rest of the
city knew it, Andrew above all, the great news of the day had burst upon
Jane. It was too much; and when, toward evening, Andrew had come home with
an order that supper should be prepared for two that night, and a little
extra preparation made, and that, moreover, the priest’s visitor would
stay all night, the housekeeper’s cup ran over. News had started from the
priest’s house, and made the circuit of the city, electrifying everybody,
and she had been the last to hear it, and had heard it at last from
Andrew! She would not have dared to hint such a thing; but she thought
that F. Chevreuse should have told her before leaving the house, even if
he had commanded her silence. It would have saved her the mortification of
being taken entirely by surprise and displaying such utter ignorance.
While she mused, the fire burned. She would henceforth bear herself very
stiffly toward F. Chevreuse. Since he thought that she was not to be
trusted, that she was nothing but a servant, she would act like a servant.
All those things which she had done for his comfort without being asked
she would now wait to be asked to do. He should see the difference between
a housekeeper, who should, according to her opinion, be in some sort a
friend, and a mere hired servant. She would be very dignified, and
immensely respectful and reverential; would be astonished if he should ask
if anything was the matter; would do in great and anxious haste whatever
he should command, and no more than he commanded; and she would go to F.
O’Donovan for confession. In short, this woman, who knew that all the
comfort of the priest’s home depended on her, marked out for herself a
line of conduct which would have made that home a place of penance to him,
and herself a minister of torment; while at the same time she could not
only hold herself guiltless of fault, but even assume an air of unwonted
sanctity.
To be frankly and honestly disagreeable or wicked, one does not need to
study; but a pious hatefulness requires careful preparation.
Her plan of future conduct arranged, Jane perceived that a notable pivot
was needed where it should turn from her past behavior; and what so
suitable as a short illness? Besides, she did not feel equal to assuming
her new _rôle_ as yet. The temptation was too strong to give way to anger.
She bewailed Mrs. Gerald, therefore, with many tears; Mrs. Gerald’s death,
which might have happened from any other cause, being the only point in
the whole story which she would recognize or hear anything about. Weeping
brought on a headache, and the headache increased. At five o’clock in the
afternoon Jane bound her head up in a wet linen band, and began to feel
unable to stand or walk. Duty alone compelled her to keep about. What
would become of the house, if she were to give up? What could a poor woman
do who had no home or friends of her own, and was obliged to take care of
a priest’s house? She must work and watch early and late, sick or well.
Nobody but herself knew what a trial it was. And here the victim began to
weep over her own misfortunes.
Presently, at six o’clock, Jane began to feel a pain in her back; but
nothing would induce her to rest. F. Chevreuse had sent word that he would
have some one to sup and stay all night, and she must get the bed‐room
ready, and cook something extra. She didn’t see how she could do it, but
it must be done.
When her gossips had gone home, after vainly offering their assistance,
Andrew came in and found the housekeeper holding on to her head with one
hand, while with the other she did work which there was not the least need
of doing. He had been watching with great interest the progress of her
malady, and perceived that it was near the crisis.
The supper‐hour had been casually mentioned in the priest’s message as
about seven o’clock. At half‐past six Jane could not suppress an
occasional moan of pain; and at ten minutes before seven she consigned the
supper, which was all prepared, to the care of Andrew, and staggered into
her own room, holding on by chairs and tables as she went. She would not,
perhaps, have indulged in such violent symptoms had she seen the smiles
with which her fellow‐servant beheld her tottering progress across the
room. Fully persuaded that she had vanquished his scepticism, and half
convinced herself that she was suffering severely, Jane set herself to
listen for the priest’s coming.
Seven o’clock came, but not F. Chevreuse; half‐past seven, and still he
had not appeared.
Jane stole out into the kitchen, scarcely able to stand, and renewed the
spoiling dishes. She did not wish to leave anything to be complained of,
meaning to be herself the only one ill‐used. At length she heard a foot on
the door‐step, and, making haste to shut herself into her room, with only
a very little opening left, Jane became a prey to grief and pain.
All these movements Andrew had listened to with great edification; but
what Andrew did not know was that the invalid, skurrying out to stand at
the foot of the stairs when she heard talking in the room above, had had
the pleasure of listening to the whole conversation regarding her state of
health.
Ten minutes after, F. Chevreuse, without much surprise, it must be owned,
saw his housekeeper coming feebly into the room where he sat at table, her
face red and swollen with laborious weeping, and expressing chief among
its varied emotions and sentiments a saint‐like and anxious desire and
determination to sacrifice herself to the utmost rather than omit the
smallest possible duty.
It was an unwelcome vision. There was a point beyond which even he did not
want to have his sympathies drained. He felt that he was human, and would
like to rest both mind and body.
“I am afraid, F. Chevreuse,” she began, in a very sick voice, leaning
against the side of the door—“I am afraid that your toast is too dry. I
made it fresh three times....”
“Never mind, Jane,” he interrupted, rather impatiently. “It does very
well. You need not trouble yourself.”
Jane came into the room a few tottering steps, and rested on the back of a
chair.
“I don’t know how Andrew brought things up,” she said, very short of
breath, but not so much so but she could fire this little shot. “I suppose
they are all at sixes and sevens. But I wasn’t able to do any....”
“If you are not well, you had better go to bed,” said the priest quite
sharply. “Andrew will do all I want done.”
Taken unawares by this unusual severity, Jane lost her discretion. “It is
my place to look that things are properly done in the house, and I shall
do it,” she said, half defiant, half hysterical, and took a step nearer to
the table.
As she did so, her eyes fell on the pale and haggard face of their guest.
At that sight she paused, transfixed with a genuine astonishment, for she
had expected to see F. O’Donovan; and, after one wild glance, as if she
had seen a ghost, uttered a cry and covered her face with her hands.
“Jane!” exclaimed the priest in a voice that told her he was not to be
tried much further. “Have you lost your senses?”
“My heart is broken for Mrs. Gerald!” she cried, weeping loudly. “I
haven’t been able to stand hardly since I heard about her. Oh! such a
wicked world as this is. I shall be glad when the Lord takes me out of it.
To think that I shall never see her again, that....”
F. Chevreuse laid down his knife and fork, which he had made a pretence of
using. “You and Mrs. Gerald were by no means such intimate friends that
her death should plunge you in this great affliction,” he said. “Her
nearest friends bear their sorrow with fortitude. Your agitation is
therefore quite uncalled for. I have no further need of you to‐night. If
you want anything done for you, Andrew will go for some of your friends.”
There was no possibility of resisting this intimation, and the housekeeper
retired speechless with rage and mortification.
“Mr. Schöninger,” remarked the priest gravely, when they were alone,
“women are sometimes very troublesome.”
“F. Chevreuse,” returned his visitor with equal gravity, “men are
sometimes very troublesome.”
“That is very true,” the priest made haste to admit. “I didn’t mean to say
anything against women.”
And yet, at the woman’s first glance and cry of horror and aversion, Mr.
Schöninger’s face had darkened. “Was he always to have these vulgar
animosities intruded on him?” he asked himself.
It was one of those annoyances which a proud and fastidious person would
like to have the power to banish for ever with a gesture of the hand or a
word.
The two friends talked long together that night, and Mr. Schöninger told
the priest quite freely all his plans.
“I shall stay here and take up my life where I left it off, except that I
must now give up all contest for that disputed inheritance,” he said. “All
I had has been thrown away in the struggle. Whether there would, in any
case, have been a possible success for me I do not know. It is now too
late. This infernal persecution—I shall never call it anything else,
sir—has destroyed my last chance, and I have only to dismiss the subject
from my mind as far as possible. I received to‐day a letter signed by all
my former pupils, begging me to resume my instruction of them. They
expressed themselves very well, and I shall consent. The Unitarian
minister has invited me to play the organ in their church, but I have not
decided on that yet.”
“I would like to have you play in my church,” the priest said. “Our
organist is dead, and the singing is getting to be miserable. Our music
would, I am sure, be more pleasing to you; but, if doctrines make any
difference, you would find yourself more at home with the Unitarians. I
don’t see any difference between them and the reformed Jews.”
“Doctrines do not make any difference, especially as I am not obliged to
listen to them,” Mr. Schöninger replied with a dignity that verged on
coldness. “In music I do not find any doctrines; and it is not necessary
to believe in order to give the words their proper expression. Or rather,
I might say that the artist has a poetical faith, a faith of the
imagination, in all things grand, noble, or beautiful, and can utter with
fervor, in his art, sentiments which have no place in his daily life; or,
if they have a place, it is not such as would be assigned to them by the
theologian. In his mind a pagan goddess and a Christian priest may have
niches side by side, and it would be hard to say which he preferred. Your
Raphael painted with equal delight and success a Madonna and a Galatea.
Your Mozart wrote Masses and operas, and vastly preferred to write operas.
He says that he wrote church music when he could do nothing else.”
“So much the worse for them!” said F. Chevreuse rather hotly. “Raphael
would have painted better Madonnas—Madonnas which would have answered
their true purpose of inspiring holy thoughts—if he had devoted his gifts
entirely to God; and Mozart would have written better Masses, if he had
done the same. When you see a thorough Christian artist, it will be one
who will never lower himself to a subject contrary to, or disconnected
with, religion. The others have been false, and consequently have had only
glimpses where they might have had visions. Some of them were great, but
they might have been immeasurably greater. No, I repeat, do not imagine
that you are going to feel or play our music as you might if you were a
good Catholic. But excuse me!” he said, recalling himself. “I have given
you rather more of a lecture than I meant to. I still want you to take our
music in hand, if you will.”
“I will with pleasure, if you will be content with my interpretation of
it,” Mr. Schöninger said with a smile.
He was not in the least displeased with the priest’s lecture, and, on the
contrary, decidedly liked it. He was stirred by anything which consecrated
art as an embodiment of the divine rather than a mere expression of the
human.
Surprise is but a short‐lived emotion; and when Mr. Schöninger was left
alone that night, with the first opportunity in many months of thinking in
an unobserved solitude, he wondered more at his own calmness than at
anything which had happened to him. The hideous suffering from which he
had but just escaped looked far away, and so alien that he could
contemplate it almost with a cold inquisitiveness, as something in which
he had no part. It was scarcely more to him than the delirious dreams of a
fever which had passed away. Indignation and a desire to revenge himself
might rise again, would rise again; but for the present they slept. The
first joy of freedom, too, was over. Nothing remained but a feeling of
quiet and security. Doubtless he had, without knowing it, been soothed by
the many kind and regretful words that had been addressed to him that day,
and felt less disposed to dwell on his own wrongs when he knew that so
many others were thinking and speaking of them.
All round the room assigned to him hung the pictures that had belonged to
Mother Chevreuse—an old‐fashioned portrait of her husband in the uniform
of a French officer, a S. Ignatius of Loyola, a S. Antony preaching to the
fishes, a print, on a gold ground, of the miraculous Lady of Perpetual
Succor, and a Santa Prassede sleeping on her slab of granite.
Mr. Schöninger held his candle up to examine each of these, all but the
portrait familiar to him in their originals; and as he looked, the places
where he had first seen them, the stately palaces and the quiet churches,
enclosed his imagination within their walls. He saw again the lines of
sombre columns leading up to the glowing mosaics of the tribune, where the
vision of S. John hung petrified in air; the dim lamp in the mysterious
chapel of the _Colonna Santa_ shone out again inside its grating, and the
walls glittered dimly back. He saw the thickets of camellias mantled with
bloom under an April sky, a little forest of white at the right hand, and
a forest of rose‐red at the left, and ever the fountains sparkling
through.
How strange it was! He set down his candle, almost impatiently, as if a
beautiful vision were being melted in the light of it, and blew it out.
How strange it was! When he was in Rome, he had hated it while he admired
it; but now, as the thought of it came up, his heart yearned out towards
it, and grew tender and full with longing for it. How strange that his
dearest affections should cluster where his deepest hates had pierced, and
that, whenever an accusing thought arose, an excusing one immediately
answered it. The city of the Ghetto was becoming to him also the city of
the silvery‐haired old man who had opened its gates. To remember him was
like remembering a pure white star that had shone out one still evening
long ago.
Mr. Schöninger put aside the curtain that hardly barred the full moonlight
from the room, and leaned out into the night. Not many streets distant
Honora Pembroke sat wakeful and mourning, alone with her dead. By what
fatality was it that the silent woman lying there, and the weeping one
beside her, should have the power to stand, with their softness and their
pallor, between him and his remembrance of that gloomy mansion of hate and
crime, the shadow of whose portal had but just slipped from him? The cold
and trembling hands he had kissed that night had quenched for a time all
anger in his heart.
He sighed, thinking of that sad household, and his gaze turned tenderly
and steadily in its direction. He would have liked to call down a blessing
on the head he loved had it not been so much nearer the source of all
blessing than he was. She was right, no matter what she believed. All she
held good was good, at least as far as she was concerned, and no blame of
false doctrine could be imputed to her.
A ray of light stronger than that of the moon shining across his eyes
attracted his attention. It came from F. Chevreuse’s sitting‐room, the one
window of which was at right angles with the window where he leaned. A
small, displaced fold of the curtain showed him the priest on his knees
there before a crucifix, his hands clasped, his black‐robed form as
motionless as if it had been carved out of ebony. Here, too! Could he have
no other friend than a Christian priest for his hand and heart to cling
to?
Yet all was sweet and peaceful, and everything conspired to soothe him.
The air touched him with a breath too soft to be called a breeze, the city
was still about him, and only a foamy murmur told where the sleepless
river flowed.
Triumph, joy, and sweetness he had felt, and at last came gratitude to God
and forgiveness of man. One of his last thoughts that night was of pity
for Lawrence Gerald.
In that pity he was not alone; for nearly the whole of Crichton shared it.
They had known the young man from his childhood, had blamed and petted
him, had put every temptation in his way, and been ready to defend him
when he yielded. In spite of his haughtiness and assumption, there was not
a single person in the city, perhaps, who really disliked him. His
captivating beauty and wayward sweetness won more affection than the
highest virtues or the noblest gifts of mind would have won. When a
stranger and a Jew was accused, they could believe him to have been
actuated by the most cruel malignity; but it was impossible to impute such
feelings to Lawrence Gerald. He was weak and imprudent, and had become
involved, and so led on beyond his intention. Each one could imagine, even
before the confession was made public, just how it had happened; and when
they read the confession, the feeling was almost universal in favor of his
escape. Only a few, sternly just, insisted on hoping that he would be
brought to suffer the full penalty of the law. Fathers and mothers whose
boys, scarcely more governable than he, had played and grown up with him,
looked with terror on their own children; and young men who secretly knew
themselves to have been preserved only by what they would have called
chance from crimes as bad as his, shuddered at the thought of his being
brought back among them to be tried for his life. A sort of panic seized
upon all when they saw what horrors could grow out of that which had
seemed to be mere youthful errors, and how criminal had been the leniency
of public opinion and of the law. Mr. Schöninger’s case had held no moral
for them, for he was an alien; but what Lawrence Gerald was some of their
own might be. They were conspicuously generous, these people, in that
charity which stays at home and makes excuses for its own little circle;
and for this time, at least, they regretted that their charity had not
gone beyond that boundary, and extended to the stranger within their
gates.
“I confess before Almighty God, to the man who has been so wronged on my
account, and to my friends and neighbors, whom I have deceived”—so
Lawrence Gerald’s confession began—“that I am guilty in deed, though not
in intention, of the death of Madame Chevreuse, for which Mr. Schöninger
is now unjustly condemned. I had gambled, and was in debt to a man who
threatened to expose me if I did not pay him at once. I knew that the
exposure would ruin me. I should have lost my situation, my marriage would
have been prevented, and my mother’s heart would have been broken. The
debt was not a new one. I had not gambled for a good while, and had
resolved never to do so again; and I have kept that resolution. If I would
have broken it, and increased my debt, the man would have waited. I was
tempted to, but I resisted. It seemed to me better to take the money—I did
not call it stealing—when I could get it, and repay it privately after my
marriage. I knew that I could have it then, a little at a time. I had
known many men to be excused for such things—men who had used money that
belonged to others, meaning to repay it some time, and the law had not
punished them severely. Yet there was not a case where the need seemed to
be as great as mine. I thought of it a long time before I felt as if I
could do it, and then I didn’t resolve that I would. I only felt that I
would take advantage of whatever chance occurred. I never arranged
anything. F. Chevreuse dropped his latch‐key into the furnace register one
day when he was at my mother’s. I got it out afterward, and kept it. I
knew already that the key of our street‐door would unlock his. Those two
helps I regarded as an intimation of what I was to do. I even thought them
providential; and I promised God that if I should succeed in getting the
money and paying my debts, I would lead a good life in future. I didn’t
know that I was blaspheming. Afterward I heard F. Chevreuse say just how
much money he had, and where he kept it. He was talking to my mother and
me. I took that as another intimation. I said, Such a good man as he would
not be permitted to help me along in this way, if I were not to do what I
am thinking of. Then I knew that for one night he would be away; but still
I did not resolve. I only followed wherever circumstances led me; and
every circumstance led me straight on to crime. We were at Mrs. Ferrier’s
that evening singing, and the night was dark. If it had been a bright
night, I should not have ventured to go to the priest’s door. I said to
myself that it was perhaps God who had made the night dark for me. I went
home from Mrs. Ferrier’s, and went to my own room, taking the key of the
street‐door with me. I stayed there till all were asleep; and I thought
that if my mother had left her chamber‐door open, I would not go out, for
she might hear me going down‐stairs. She usually left it open, but that
night it was shut. I went down the back stairs, and got out of a little
window at the back of the house; and even then I did not say surely to
myself what I was going to do.
“It was necessary that I should have some disguise, and I had none; but I
had seen Mr. Schöninger lay his shawl down in Mrs. Ferrier’s garden, and I
thought he had left it there. I took that for another sign. If the shawl
were not there, I would go home again. It was there, and I wrapped myself
in it, and walked toward the priest’s house, ready to turn back at the
least obstacle. The only person I saw was a policeman, and he was behind
me, so that I was forced to go forward. A thunder‐shower was coming up,
and the sound of it deadened my steps. When I reached the door, I stopped
again, and, for the first time, made a plan. If any one should find me
unlocking it, I would say that my mother was sick, and I had come for
Mother Chevreuse. If Andrew or Jane should meet and know me as I entered,
I would tell the same story, and would ask for Mother Chevreuse, and then
confess the whole truth to her. I knew she would pity, and perhaps she
would help, me. If Mother Chevreuse herself should come upon me, and
recognize me, I would confess to her, and beg her mercy. Nobody saw or
heard me till I had got the money into my hands, and was going away; and
then it was too late to confess. All my irresolution had gone away, and I
was desperate. It was no longer a question of confessing to one person,
but of being exposed before three, and, of course, before the world. All
the excuses I had made for myself before became as nothing, and I knew
that I was a thief. The money was in my hands, I had earned it, and I
meant to keep it. The rest is all like a flash of lightning. Why did she
cling so to me? I told her twice to let go, or I might hurt her. My blood
was all in my head. If those two servants had come and seen me there, I
should have killed myself before their faces. I heard their steps coming,
and I pushed her with all my strength. I did not stop to think where we
were. She let go then; but I have felt her soft hands clinging to me ever
since. It maddens a man to have a woman’s soft hands clinging to him when
he wants to get away. After that, I ran back to Mrs. Ferrier’s garden, and
left the shawl, and then I went home.
“When I was sick, and thought I was going to die, and couldn’t get another
priest, I confessed to F. Chevreuse, and he forgave me; but he told me
that I must consent to his telling all in order to clear Mr. Schöninger as
soon as I should be dead. I consented; but I did not die, and so he could
do nothing. I hereby give him leave to tell all that I then told him. I
have not been to confession since, because I didn’t want to give him a
chance to say anything to me. I forgot then to tell him that I had the
money still, but I shall give it back with this. Of course I did not dare
to use it. I told the man I owed to do his worst about it, and he did
nothing, only said he would wait till I could pay him. I found I had
gained nothing, and lost all.
“My wife found me out, I do not know how, and I never asked; and it is she
who writes this from my dictation. John, my mother’s footman, found me
out, and I have never asked him how. He will sign this, but without
reading it. I think he has no proof against me. F. Chevreuse knows nothing
except what he has learned in the confessional. This will be left with
him, to be opened four weeks from to‐day. With him, also, I leave a letter
to my dearest mother, whom I am not worthy to name, and a letter for Mr.
Schöninger.”
The letter to his mother was buried with her. No one ever read it, unless
those dead eyes could see. The letter to Mr. Schöninger was simply to beg
the forgiveness which, the writer added, he scarcely hoped to receive.
The confession was written in a clear, even hand, with evident
deliberation and painstaking on the part of the amanuensis; and if the
writer’s heart had trembled, not a line showed it. Only here and there a
large blister on the paper showed where a tear had fallen.
Mr. and Mrs. Grundy were shocked at the writer’s insensibility; but then
Annette Ferrier always was queer, they added.
Perhaps only one of the many who read that confession was aware of the
sting it contained for F. Chevreuse, or dreamed that those “soft, clinging
hands” would be felt by him also, as well as by the criminal, for many a
day. Mr. Schöninger shrank with a pang of sympathetic pain when he saw the
words, and almost wondered that Annette Gerald could, even in that moment
of supreme misery, have been unaware of their cruelty.
“I own to you,” F. Chevreuse confessed years afterward to F. O’Donovan,
“that when I first read those words, I realized for one moment how a man
might be willing to kill another. The image of him flinging off my
mother’s clinging hands—well, well! The time will never come when I can
speak calmly of it. Fortunately for me then, it was Holy Week, and I had
my crucified Lord before me, and plenty of work on my hands. Mr.
Schöninger helped me, too. I knew what he meant, though he made no
explanation. He only said, ‘Your Christ is strong, if he can keep your
hand from clinching.’ ”
Christ was strong, and the Jew was yet to feel his might.
Just at present, however, he had earthly things to think of, and a trial
to endure particularly disagreeable to one of his temperament. He had to
be a second time the lion of the hour, to be stared at, followed, observed
in all he did, listened to in all he said—in short, to be the temporary
victim of public curiosity.
Conquering his disgust and annoyance, he chose the best method of making
this trial a short one, by showing himself quite freely. He took rooms at
a quiet hotel frequented by business men, and very seldom visited by
ladies. If the mood should take him to pace his room at night, he did not
choose that any sympathizing heart should be counting his footsteps. He
called on his former pupils, and made appointments with them, and listened
with patience to their earnest, and often tearful, protestations of regret
and indignation in his regard. He gathered up into his hands, one by one,
the threads of ordinary life, and tried to interest himself in them again,
and to renew some of his old pleasures; but he could not unite them and
weave his heart in with them as before. A gulf, of which he only now
became aware, lay between him and the past. It was not the sense of wrong
and loss, it was not even that he had a greater distrust of mankind; it
was at once higher and deeper than anything merely personal: it was a
disgust and fear of life itself, as he had seen and felt it, a sense of
instability and of hollowness everywhere. His desires for wealth and power
and fame dropped into an abyss, and left no sound to tell that they were
substances or had encountered any substance in their descent. Like one
who, walking over a bridge, suddenly perceives that, instead of solid
arches of stone beneath, there is only a thin and trembling framework
between him and the torrent, he felt that he might at any moment fall
through into the unknown world, or into nothingness.
This man had called himself a Jew, partly from an inherited allegiance,
which ran in his blood, though it was no longer niched in his brain,
partly, also, from a generous unwillingness to desert the unfortunate. He
cherished the fragments of his ancient traditions as the poet and the
antiquary cherish the ruins of an antique temple, in which the vulgar see
only broken rocks and rubbish, but from which their imaginations can
rebuild portico and sculptured frieze and painted ceiling. Their eyes can
discern the acanthus leaf where it lies half choked in dust, and the dying
glimmer of what once was gold, and, faintly burning through its encrusting
soil, the imperishable color of that rare stone, blue as the vault of a
midnight sky. In the ruin of his people Mr. Schöninger still beheld and
gloried in that sublime race which, in the early world, had borne the day‐
star on their foreheads.
But it was only a memory to him, and the present was all vanity.
While in prison, he had thought that liberty was, of all things, the most
precious. In his emptied heart it had been the one object of longing; and
in the first moments of freedom he had found it intoxicating. But the joy
it gave effervesced and died away like foam, and the emptiness remained.
Looking back on that prison life, he almost wondered at the agony it had
caused him, or even that the shameful death which had threatened him
should have had power to move him so, or that the opinions and the
enmities of men should have struck such bitterness from his soul. What was
it all but motes in the beam? “Vanity of vanities, and all is vanity.”
But life must be lived, and work must be done; and he took up the duties
that came to hand, and performed them almost as if he loved them.
One small pleasure, indeed, he gave himself. Escaping from the city, with
as much care as if he had been flying from justice, he took a long,
solitary walk in the pine‐woods where, nearly a year before, he had gone
with a May party, and, searching there, he brought back handfuls of pale,
nodding snow‐drops, and sent them by a trusty messenger to Honora
Pembroke.
“They are for her or for Mrs. Gerald, as she may choose,” he said.
She made no answer, but the messenger saw her lay the delicate blossoms in
the white hand of the dead, while her tears fell on them, drop by drop.
Mr. Schöninger’s generosity of feeling would have prompted him to attend
the funeral, but his good taste prevented. He would have been too much
observed there. He watched the procession as it passed by his window—an
old‐fashioned, solemn, genuine New‐England funeral; no mourning carriages
with laughing people inside, no hired bearers but a long line of friends
and neighbors, who knew and lamented the dead, walking after her with
downcast faces, to stand by her grave till the earth should have covered
her in.
In a town like Crichton such a death for such a cause would create a deep
impression; and crowds stood all about the cottage when the friends who
were admitted came out from its doors, and a grave silence prevailed in
all the streets as they passed through them.
It was Good Friday; and that evening, for the first time, the new organist
was to take charge of the choir in the Immaculate Conception. There was
but little to do, for the singers were not in training—only a hymn or two
to sing before the sermon, and nothing after.
Mr. Schöninger was glad that he should thus be able to leave the church
before the sermon without seeming disrespectful to F. Chevreuse, as he
would have seemed in going out and coming in again when the sermon was
over. He had not the least objection to hearing Catholic sermons, provided
they did not bore him—had, indeed, heard many of them; but he did not wish
to hear F. Chevreuse speak on the passion and death of Christ. To him,
that had always been the weakest point in the Christian theology. He could
reverence almost to the verge of adoration the sublime humility and
sweetness and patience of that life which they called divine; but he
shrank from the agony which crowned it as something weak and unfitting. A
life so perfect ending thus was to him incongruous; as though the eye,
travelling up a lofty and exquisite column, should see a rude block at the
top instead of a perfect capital.
“If it does not prove the falsehood of the whole,” Mr. Schöninger said to
himself, “it proves a great mistake somewhere; and I would rather not hear
such a man as F. Chevreuse try to make it seem reasonable.”
But he would not be in too great a hurry to go. He lingered a little,
arranged the music, and stopped at the door of the choir long enough to
hear the priest announce his text: _The Lord hath laid upon him the
iniquities of us all_.
“My Isaiah!” he thought. “I wonder what he meant in writing that?”
“Good Friday is, to my mind, not so much a day of sorrow as a day of
remorse,” the priest began. “The Jews were ungrateful, and we are
ungrateful.”
“That dear, just soul!” Mr. Schöninger muttered with a smile, as he went
slowly out.
Going down the stairs, he caught now and then a sentence. “We sin, and are
forgiven, and then we sin again; and we sin against a God whom we
acknowledge; they sinned against a God in whom they did not believe.”
And again: “Peter sinned once, but he never denied his Master a second
time; Magdalene was once a sinner, but never again.”
Mr. Schöninger stopped at a narrow pointed window near the foot of the
stairs, and looked out into the night. He had half a mind to go back and
listen to the sermon. There was something enchaining in the way F.
Chevreuse preached. His were no cut‐and‐dried orations where the form is
first laid out, and each part fitted in as exact as a mosaic, and where no
fault can be found, except that there is such an absence of faults. He
poured his heart out; he announced a truth, and then, in a few sentences,
he threw a picture before their eyes to illustrate it; he walked the
platform where he stood, and seemed at times so transported by his
feelings as to forget that he was not talking to himself alone.
Mr. Schöninger paused in the lower door, and listened again, hating to
stay, hating still more to go away, so empty did his soul feel.
The speaker gave a brief backward glance over what he had already said.
They had seen the agony in the garden, and now they were going to see what
it meant. They had seen the cup put aside by the hand of Christ, and now
they were going to see him drink it to the dregs. They had seen him bear
uncomplainingly the stripes and the thorns, now they were going to hear
him cry out in the agony of desolation.
With a rapid touch he sketched the scene—the surging, angry crowd, driving
and hurrying forward a man in the midst, who drags and stumbles under a
heavy cross.
The priest wrung his hands slowly, walking to and fro, with that sight
before him. “O my God!” he said, half to himself, “is it thus that I see
thee? Thy divinity is reduced so small—so small that it requires all the
fulness of my faith to discern it. This man is covered with dust and
blood. He hath fallen beneath his load, and the dust of the street is on
him, on his hands, and even his face, with the blood and the sweat. They
buffet him, they laugh at him”—the speaker faced his congregation
suddenly, stretching out his hands to them. “A God! a God!” he cried, and
was for a moment silent.
Mr. Schöninger turned away, shuddering at this image of Divinity in the
dust.
Yet he had not gone far when, in spite of him, his feet were drawn back.
F. Chevreuse stood beside the great black and white crucifix, to which he
did not seem to dare to lift his eyes.
“The cup is at his lips at last! _He has lost sight of the Father!_ The
Lord has laid upon him the iniquities of us all. All the murders, all the
adulteries of the world are on him; all the sacrileges are on him; all the
brutality, the foulness, the lies, the treacheries, the meannesses, the
cruelties—they are all heaped upon him. All iniquities, past, present, and
to come, overclouded and hid his divine innocence out of sight. And the
Father, seeing him so, relented not, spared him not, but poured on his
head the full measure of his hatred of our sins, as if he were the
criminal who was guilty of them all.”
Mr. Schöninger started back as if lightning had flashed in his face,
uttered a faint cry, and hurried from the church.
He knew why the veil of the temple was rent and the face of the sun
darkened; and he knew why the Son of God had bled at every pore.
He walked once rapidly round the square, baring his head to the tender
coolness of the air. When he reached the church again, F. Chevreuse had
finished speaking, and was just turning away. But he paused, as he saw Mr.
Schöninger walk up the aisle as unconscious of the astonished congregation
who gazed at him as if the church had been empty.
He knelt at the communion railing.
“F. Chevreuse,” he said in a voice that every one heard, so still were
all, “I have not yet kissed the cross on which my God was crucified.”
F. Chevreuse drew the small crucifix from his girdle, and presented it,
his hands trembling and tears rolling down his face; and all the
congregation fell on their knees while the Jew kissed the cross on which
his God was crucified.
To Be Continued.
The Jesuit Martyrs Of The Commune.(111)
In this little volume the Rev. F. de Ponlevoy has faithfully recorded the
_Acts_, as he well entitles them, of five brave men of our own time, who
went forth “rejoicing,” like the apostles of old, “that they were
accounted worthy to suffer reproach for the name of Jesus.”
The author has not attempted a biography or any detailed account of the
lives of these brave men previous to their arrest “in the name of the
Commune,” but simply an exact statement, far more impressive, of their
known words and acts from that moment which so plainly marked them as
chosen ones of God.
These Jesuit fathers suffered in most saintly companionship, and the world
will heartily echo the pious wish of our author that other societies may
do for their martyred brethren that which he has so lovingly accomplished
for his.
The Jesuits in Paris during the war of 1870 saw plainly the gathering
signs of darker days yet to come for France; but it is not in their
traditions to yield anything to fear, and so they were resolved, the
moment the armistice was concluded, to open their school of S. Geneviève
and College of Vaugirard. At the very beginning of the war with Prussia,
these two establishments had been freely passed over to the military
authorities for the use of the sick and wounded, hundreds of whom had been
there received and tenderly cared for, many of the fathers attaching
themselves to the ambulances and hospitals with the utmost devotion.
Consequently these buildings now needed many repairs and to be almost
entirely refurnished. The residence in the Rue Lafayette had fared better,
as the greater part of the community were Germans who had been obliged to
leave France at the beginning of the war, while the house fell under the
protection of the American minister, charged by Prussia to watch over the
interests of its people in Paris. Add to which this modest mission had the
deserved reputation of being very poor—not much of a bait for the blood‐
hounds of the Commune. At the house in the Rue de Sèvres such measures
were taken as prudence seemed to suggest, leaving the rest to Providence.
Thus at first it had seemed best to keep some members of the order in
Paris—men at once necessary and willing to stay. Some were sent to the
provinces, and others remained scattered throughout the ungrateful
capital. At the conclusion of the armistice the College of Vaugirard was
hastily prepared for pupils, and its reopening fixed for the 9th of March,
by which time nearly two hundred students had applied for admission. But
on the 18th the long‐threatened revolution burst forth, and the rector,
more anxious for the pupils than for the fathers, hurried both to the
country‐house of the college, at Moulineaux, between Issy and Meudon.
However, they were soon compelled to retreat precipitately, first to
Versailles, and finally to Saint Germain‐en‐Laye; for, placed exactly in
the narrow belt between the belligerent lines, they found themselves, upon
the breaking out of hostilities between Paris and Versailles, veritably
between two fires. The deserted College of Vaugirard was surrounded,
occupied, and pillaged, but no one was there to be arrested.
The school of S. Geneviève required more time for repairs, and was to be
opened on March 20; but the insurrection, coming in the interval,
necessitated new delays, and parents were notified to await further
announcements. The rector, F. Léon Ducoudray, born at Laval, May 6, 1827,
a man of great spirit and energy, was not one to lose time or to be
dismayed in the hour of trial. He at once sent out four of the fathers,
one to negotiate a loan in England or Belgium to meet the exigencies of
the moment, and the others to seek in the provinces an asylum for the
exiled school, which was finally removed to a country‐house at Athis‐Mons,
on the railway line to Orléans, not far from Paris. The pupils were
notified that the school would open on April 12; the rector, who had
remained in Paris to superintend the final arrangements, was to join his
community on Monday, the third.
On Sunday, the second, F. Ducoudray perceived that F. Paul Piquet, a sick
priest left at S. Geneviève, was rapidly sinking, and at a quarter‐past
eight in the evening this good father had the happiness of leaving this
world and its momentarily‐increasing trials. It was a great loss to the
house, and at this time a very painful embarrassment. The next morning
(Monday) the Commune issued a decree confiscating all the furniture and
property belonging to religious houses, and at S. Geneviève they every
instant expected a visit on the part of the new rulers of the city.
Nevertheless, F. Ducoudray sent for several of the fathers to come up from
Athis to attend the funeral ceremonies of the deceased priest, set for
Tuesday, April 4.
All at once, just after midnight on Tuesday, before these fathers had
returned to Athis, the buildings were encircled by a battalion of National
Guards, armed to the teeth. The Rue Lhomond, the Rue d’Ulm, the Passage
des Vignes, the very woodyard at the foot of the garden, all were guarded.
There were repeated blows at the door of No. 18. The brother porter went
at once to say that the keys, according to custom, were in the rector’s
room, and that he would go and get them. But at this simple and reasonable
answer the outsiders got into a rage; a summons was sounded three times at
rapid intervals; the whole neighborhood was startled by a general
discharge at all the windows of the Rue Lhomond; there were loud threats
of bringing cannons and _mitrailleuses_ from the Place de Panthéon near
by. Presently the doors were opened, and the rector himself appeared,
calmly requesting to be allowed to make some remarks in the name of common
justice and of individual liberty. But the day for these things had gone
by. For sole response the leader signified, revolver in hand, that he
constituted the rector his prisoner in the name of the Commune, and should
occupy and search the house for the arms and munitions of war therein
concealed. But in reality they were here, as everywhere else, on a hunt
for the cash‐box. “That which we most need,” said a member of the Commune,
“is money.”
Right away every one in the house was on his feet, and each one followed
his instinct; but first of all one priest hurried to the private chapel,
where, for precaution, the Blessed Sacrament had been previously placed,
and hastened to secure it against profanation.
The envoys of the Commune were in number and force enough to carry on
several operations at once. They arrested everybody they could lay their
hands on—priests, lay brothers, even the servants of the school—and, as
fast as they found them, seated them in the entrance hall, and kept them
there for several hours. They ransacked the entire house; the rector
himself led them everywhere. The search was very long and very minute,
without the desired result; for they found no arms and very little money.
F. Ducoudray, without falsifying himself in the slightest, replied with so
much unconcern, with such dignity and politeness, that they said to each
other in astonishment: “What a man this is! What energy of character!” At
last, after three painful hours, they took him to the hall; but even from
the first moment they separated him from his brethren, and put him in a
little vestibule of the chapel in front of the parlors. It is almost
superfluous to add that the pillage of the house commenced almost at once,
accelerated, and the next day completed, by bands of women and children.
At five in the morning the recall was sounded; it was the signal for
defiling and departing for the préfecture of the police. The prisoners
were ranged between two lines of National Guards. First came the rector, a
little ahead of the others; behind him the Rev. FF. Ferdinand Billot,
Emile Chauveau, Alexis Clerc, Anatole de Bengy, Jean Bellanger, Theodore
de Regnon, and Jean Tanguy, four lay brothers, and seven servants.
“Well,” said F. Ducoudray, with a radiant countenance, to F. Caubert, who
was nearest him. “_Ibant gaudentes_,(112) did they not?”
“What is he saying there?” asked the uneasy guards. F. Caubert repeated
the sentence; God knows what they understood by it!
At the préfecture a major exclaimed: “Why have you brought me these
rascals (_coquins_)? Why didn’t you shoot them on the spot?”
“Gently,” answered one of the guard; “it is necessary to proceed calmly,
or you yourself might get it before the rest.”
The same officer then asked, revolver in hand, for the director.
“I am here,” replied F. Ducoudray, advancing.
“I know that you have arms concealed in your house.”
“No, sir.”
“I have it on certain authority.”
“If there are any, it is without my knowledge.”
“You have an iron will. We are going to see about that, we two; and if we
do not find them, you do not get back here.”
Then followed a number of charges against the priests, such as poisoning
the sick and wounded in the hospitals and ambulances, perversion of youth,
and complicity with the government of Versailles. F. Ducoudray, following
the example of his divine Master, made no reply, and, after being loaded
with insults, was finally taken secretly and locked up in a cell of the
_Conciergerie_ prison. The others were confined in a common hall of the
depot prison, intended for vagrant women.
In the meantime, two priests and one brother, who had escaped detection in
the tumult, remained at S. Geneviève. The brother was an invalid confined
to his bed, and the two priests, one of whom had been concealed all night
in the garden, met in his room after the guards had left, and it remained
for nearly two months virtually their prison.
The saintly president of the house of the Rue de Sèvres, F. Pierre
Olivaint, had seen all his flock sheltered from the gathering storm, and
on that Monday was alone in the house with one reverend companion, F.
Alexis Lefebvre, and several devoted brothers, incapable of fear. All day
long warnings and entreaties poured in upon him to cause him to fly in
advance of the impending visit from the Commune. “But what would you
have?” he answered tranquilly. “I am like the captain of a vessel, who
must be the last to leave the ship. If we are taken to‐day, I shall have
but one regret: that it is Holy Tuesday, not Good Friday.”
“Why, now, my child,” he said again, at six o’clock, to one who implored
him to save himself while there was yet a moment, for it was certain there
was to be a visit on the part of the Commune that very evening—“why, now,
my child, why do you excite yourself? Is it not the best act of charity we
can perform to give our life for the love of Jesus Christ?” And then he
went to the lower floor, facing the hall door, and calmly went on with his
office. “I am waiting,” he said to a friend who passed by, pressing his
hand.
Just as they were assembling in the refectory for the evening collation,
at the usual hour of a quarter‐past seven, the brother porter was
summoned; a delegate of the Commune was at the door, behind him a company
of National Guards. The brother was instructed to detain them in the
vestibule or in the parlor until the superior himself should come. Brother
Francis did so, in spite of the impatience and threats of the visitors. In
anticipation of this visit, but two hosts had been left in the morning,
and now each father hurried to his room, and each had his _viaticum_
ready. F. Lefebvre returned the first, soon followed by F. Olivaint. The
delegate announced the object of his mission—to look for arms and
munitions kept in reserve by the Jesuits; but, being himself called away
on important business, deputed citizen Lagrange to take his place. This
man, well worthy of the deed, ordered every avenue of escape to be
guarded, and then, followed by nearly half his force, began the tour of
inspection, accompanied by F. Olivaint, and preceded by two brothers, one
with a light, the other carrying the keys; two other brothers were
stationed at the entrance with the guards, and, as each room was examined,
Lagrange left two of his men to guard it. To have any idea of the
shameless impiety and vulgar insolence of these functionaries of the
Commune, one must have seen and heard them; for three hours the search
continued, amid threats and mockery, through all which F. Olivaint
remained calm and reserved.
The critical moment came while in the procurator’s chamber, where the
cash‐box was discovered. “Hurry and open it,” they cried. “Where’s the
key?”
“I haven’t it; it is not even here,” answered F. Olivaint. “Our father
procurator, who is absent, has it with him.” Then came the tempest; one of
the brothers was sent off with three guards, arms in hand, to hunt up the
father procurator, and bring him back alive or dead. In the end, F.
Caubert really did arrive, and opened the box. It was empty. Naturally,
the siege had suppressed all receipts and increased all expenses; for a
long time the Jesuits had lived only by borrowing. “We are robbed,”
Lagrange exclaimed. “All right, the superior and the steward are my
prisoners, in the name of the Commune. Off to the préfecture of police!”
F. Lefebvre begged to be taken with his brethren. “No, no,” was the
answer. “You stay here and hold this house in the name of the Commune.”
And actually the sentence was prophetic; for the house guarded by F.
Lefebvre was spared with him.
At about half‐past eleven o’clock the two prisoners departed, never to
return; they sought in vain for a carriage, to make the long transit. As
they passed out, F. Olivaint saw, in the crowd in the street, a group of
compassionate friends; he saluted them with a smile, as if to say: “Weep
not for me.”
Lagrange and his company quartered themselves at the Place Vendôme, as
proud of their prowess that night as if they had captured Versailles; a
single _piquet_ of armed men took the prisoners to the préfecture, and
there, instead of being placed with the others in the common hall, they
were immediately and secretly locked up in the cells of the
_Conciergerie_.
“FF. Olivaint and Caubert are in prison,” F. Lefebvre wrote to our author
at Versailles. “They absolutely would not take me. I am alone at the
house, with Brother Bouillé, both fearless, thank God! The others are
dispersed, and come from time to time to see me. I have placed the Blessed
Sacrament in the gallery near my room, and, when they return, I shall
consume the sacred hosts. The church will be closed. They are arresting
the priests. Monseigneur himself is at the préfecture of police; they say
these are the hostages, I am told. Pray, pray for me, my father! Oh! how
happy I should be to give my life for our Lord!”
F. Ducoudray accepted his imprisonment without any surprise. “Before
long,” he had said, on March 19, to the Prince de Broglie—“before long our
churches will be closed, our houses devastated, our persons arrested, and
God knows who will regain his liberty. The things which are to be done
will have a particular character of hatred to God, and—that which is very
sad for a priest to say—there will prove to be no other argument for the
miserable ones who are to be masters of Paris than the cannon. I have
lived for seven months in the very midst of these men, and I have not met
with one heart or one honest mind among them.”
“For six months,” he wrote under date of Feb. 20, “I have seen only grief
and mourning.... My God! must I say to you that I can still hope? Paris
has lost the last fibre of moral and religious sense. Its population is
mad, delirious. Can we hope for the return of divine mercy when this
immense city thinks only of founding a society based on the absence of
religion and on the hatred of God? Only a miracle can help us out of the
abyss in which we are plunged. I hold my peace.... My heart is too heavy,
and my soul too gloomy.”
F. Olivaint, loving his country not less, was filled with joy from the
very moment of his arrest. “_Ibant gaudentes_,” he said with sparkling
eyes to the archbishop’s secretary, who passed his grating—“_Ibant
gaudentes_; it is for the same Master!” “France,” he said, “like the
world, requires to be ransomed by blood—not the blood of criminals, which
sinks into the ground, and remains mute and barren, but the blood of the
just, which cries to heaven, invoking justice and imploring mercy.”
“There must be victims,” said F. Caubert. “It is God who has chosen them.”
On the evening of Holy Thursday there came a change. The archbishop, the
president, Bonjeau, FF. Ducoudray, Clerc, and de Bengy, each in a separate
compartment of a prison carriage, were conveyed from the _Conciergerie_ to
the prison of Mazas. F. Olivaint and F. Caubert were left alone at the
_Conciergerie_, in separate cells, debarred from all possible
communication.
“And from this hour,” cries F. Ponlevoy, in tender remembrance,(113) “I
seem to myself to be really writing an episode of the Catacombs. The
church is ever fruitful in generous souls, but it is the hour of trial
that more than any lays bare the depths of the heart; and if, on one side,
there is in the martyrs a patience beyond all grief, there is in the
Christian a charity stronger than death itself.”
A system of correspondence was organized outside those now hallowed prison
walls, and continued to the very end, consoling and sustaining the
captives, and laying up treasures for the faithful far and wide through
the edifying little notes thus preserved. And finally, on Thursday, April
13, safe means were found to convey to the prisoners at the _Conciergerie_
not simply a consolation, but the Consoler himself. Only a few hours after
this was accomplished, FF. Olivaint and Caubert were removed to Mazas,
whither three of their order, as we have seen, had preceded them.
The prison of Mazas, on the boulevard of the same name, is constructed on
the system of cells. At its door all motion ceases; life itself fades out;
the isolation is complete; the unfortunate detained there are buried
alive. But the love and devotion of the faithful contrived to pierce even
these gloomy walls, and letters were again carried back and forth between
the imprisoned priests and their exiled brethren. These letters contained
few facts, but, put together, make a most exquisite journal of the
interior life of the saintly captives. F. Ducoudray opens this series of
letters by a formal one to his superior, giving an account of the
situation and of his own personal disposition. “You know our history and
its sadness,” he writes.
“Here I pass much time in prayer, and a little in suffering. Isolation,
separation, uncertainty, and, above all, the privation of not being able
to celebrate Mass—this is indeed cruel!
“No possible communication _cum concaptivis meis_. They are there, near to
me, in the same corridor; that is all I know.
“This is the part it is the will of God we should perform. For us, we have
only to follow the apostle’s counsel: ‘_In omnibus exhibeamus nosmetipsos,
sicut Dei ministros, in multa patientia, in tribulationibus,... in
carceribus, in seditionibus, ... per gloriam et ignobilitatem, per
infamiam et bonam faman_.’(114)
“Say to my friends,” F. Olivaint wrote to one of his brethren, “that I do
not find anything to complain of; health pretty good; not a moment of
_ennui_ in my retreat, which I continue up to the very neck.... I know
nothing of my companions.” “I thank you from the bottom of my heart,” to
another, “for your charity to the poor prisoners. Here is a work I did not
fully comprehend until I was in prison. How well you practise it—I might
almost say too well!... No, the time does not seem long to me.” ... “In
reality,” he writes again, “I do very well in body; and as for the spirit,
it seems to me that I am making a retreat of benediction, _Deo gratias_.”
... Later on: “I am at the twenty‐fourth day of my retreat. I had never
hoped that a retreat of a month would be granted me; and see, now I am
touching that term. Well, if we do not regain our liberty by the end of
the month, I shall not, I hope, lose anything in this way by the
prolongation of the trial. You will understand that here we have no news
to give. And those frightful cannon that never cease grumbling! But that,
too, reminds me to pray for our poor country. If it were required to give
my miserable life to put an end to its troubles, how quickly I would make
the sacrifice!”
Those cannon jarred on the ears of the other captives. “We hear day and
night the roar of cannon,” F. Clerc wrote to his brother. “I conclude that
the siege and my detention will not end to‐morrow.... People talk of the
cloister of religious houses; that of Mazas is not to be despised.... We
have neither Mass nor sacraments. Never, I well believe, did prisoners
more desire them. I pray to the good God, I study, I read, I write a
little, and I find time goes quickly, even at Mazas.... Do not take
further measures to see me; I fear further efforts would bring you
annoyance, and I have little hope of the result. These gates will be
opened by another hand than yours; and, if they open not, we know well
that we must be resigned.... I am proud and happy to suffer for the name I
bear. You know well the blow did not take me by surprise. I did not desire
to evade it, and I wish to support it. I do not hope for the deliverance
of which you speak.... The less I am master of myself, the more I am in
the hands of God; there will happen to me what he wills, and he will give
me to do that which he wishes I should do. _Omnia passum in eo qui me
confortat._”
F. Caubert writes in the same tone: “My health up to the present remains
good. For the rest, I have all that is necessary, and even over. Besides,
the moral serves to strengthen the physical in giving courage and
strength. Now, this comes to me because I am full of confidence in God,
and most happy to do his will in all that he really demands of me. For the
rest, the prison rule, in spite of its stern and austere side, is not in
itself injurious to the health. They have us take the air every day for an
hour, solitarily, and each in his turn. The delicate stomachs can obtain
the food they need. Twice a week they give us soup and a bit of beef. The
house is conducted with propriety, order, and regularity.... We can visit
the doctor or the apothecary daily. There is a library comprising a pretty
good number of books of great variety, and any one can ask for them to
pass the time. As for the details of the _ménage_, that which they bring
me is quite sufficient, and I need no more. It simplifies matters not to
have my cell encumbered, otherwise I should get things a little pell‐
mell.”
To hear these good fathers, everything was right, everybody good to them.
Undoubtedly they suffer, but, as they are patient, they suffer less than
others; as they have hope, they endure better than others; finally, as
they love Christ crucified, their joy is greater than their pain. A
Frenchman and a Jesuit conquered by hard treatment or most distressing
privation! Never! Starving, dying by inches, in stripes and in prison,
under the tomahawk, at the stake, in hunger and thirst, in burning India
or the snows of Canada, at the mercy of Western savages or Paris
revolutionists, it is ever the same thing—everything is right and nice and
fine; much better than could be expected. The story, fresh in our minds,
of our own early missionaries, exiles of the first Revolution, prepares us
to hear the sweet patience of the American forests echoing to‐day in the
prison of Mazas. God wills it. _Ad majorem Dei gloriam._
M. Ponlevoy, who had the tender curiosity to visit the prison of Mazas on
a holiday, when it could easily be inspected, says: “I saw those three
stories of long corridors, with double galleries, radiating around a
centre where lately there was a chapel—ah! if the Commune had but had at
least the humanity to leave to the captives the divine Prisoner of the
tabernacle—on both sides, on all the floors, the doors loaded with bolts
and provided with regular gratings, and those narrow cells, of which the
inventory could be made in a single glance! Facing the entrance, the
grated window, which measured the air and light; in one corner the
hammock; opposite, the little table, with just room enough for a straw
chair; behind the door a plank for a cupboard, a broom, and some pieces of
coarse crockery completed the furniture. As for the famous promenade so
often mentioned in their letters, it was a little triangular prison‐yard,
shut in by a grating in front, and walls on the sides, without shelter
anywhere, and no other seat than a stone in one corner. During their
solitary recreation the captives could absolutely see no one, unless the
guard under the arch who held them in surveillance.”
But the human heart is still human, however resigned the will. Say what
they would, the prison was still a prison, and Mazas certainly was more
like Calvary than paradise. After all, Christians are not stoics, and the
martyr himself feels the weakness of the flesh, that he may overcome it by
the vigor of the spirit.
“This poor heart!” writes brave F. Ducoudray. “It sometimes will be
tempted to escape and to bound. The imagination willingly takes its part.
Neither lets itself be ruled as much by reason as I would wish. Thence
come, at times, certain fits or impressions of weariness, the suffering of
the soul, throwing it into languor, discouragement, uneasiness, and
disgust. ‘_Magnum est et val de magnum, tam humano quant divino posse
carere solatio et pro honore Dei, libenter exilium cordis velle
sustinere._’(115) There is matter in that one comprehends only when one
feels it. I had the good thought, when leaving the house, to put into my
pocket a small volume containing the _New Testament_ and the _Imitation_.
I have read S. Paul much. What a great and admirable heart! It expands my
soul to read it, for it has been ‘_in laboribus plurimus, in
carceribusabundantius_,’(116) as he writes himself. And I, though I am yet
but a _carcere uno_, I boast of suffering somewhat. But if we are those of
whom it is written: ‘_Eritis odio omnibus propter nomen meum_,’(117) how
contemptible our tribulations in comparison with those of the great
apostle!” “I am still,” he wrote at another time, May 5, “more ill omened
than the greatest pessimist. You tell me they fix the 20th as the final
term of the civil war. I much fear it will be prolonged even to the 30th.
Military operations go slowly. The war beyond the ramparts offers
difficulties; the war of the streets has its difficulties also—most bloody
ones, alas!... We touch upon the week of great events, or, at least, the
beginning of great events.... What a punishment! It was expected. It is
here.”
Two or three human consolations were vouchsafed the prisoners, after a
time. On May 5 they were permitted to read several of the daily papers
approved by the Commune, and about the same time F. Ducoudray had the
inestimable privilege of twice seeing and saluting, at a short distance,
F. Clerc, and of once seeing far off F. Bengy, his beloved brethren and
fellow‐prisoners.
In May another favor was vouchsafed. F. Clerc’s brother had been incessant
in his attempts to obtain an interview with him, but without any success;
at last a dear friend, a lady, received permission to visit the prisoner,
and, as a French lady must needs have an escort, she took M. Clerc for
hers. This was an inexpressible happiness to the noble‐hearted priest, and
his thanks to God for the favor were boundless. F. Caubert, whose simple
and exquisite letters, full of golden thoughts, we would gladly linger
over if there were only space enough, received, May 11, a visit from the
Minister Plenipotentiary of the United States, which was very agreeable to
him. “It appears,” he said, “that I had been recommended to him by some
person of his acquaintance. He came to inquire most cordially, in true
American style, how I got along, and if I had need of anything.” Here, in
uncertainty, inaction, and shut out from all the world, these brave men
made light of all the trials and privations to which their bodies were so
long and painfully subjected. The Communists knew too much, however, to
think of breaking their spirit by bodily suffering; they had the means of
creating cruel anguish in the heart of every priest within those prison
walls, and well they knew how to use it. From every cell came a cry such
as no rack or stake could draw from them.
On Easter Sunday, fifth day of their confinement, F. Clerc wrote to his
brother: “To‐day is the feast of feasts, the Pasch of the Christians, the
day the Lord has made. For us there is no Mass to say or hear.” Just at
the hour of leaving the _Conciergerie_, FF. Olivaint and Caubert had the
happiness, so longed for and so unexpected, of receiving the “Consoler
himself.” Then came the long days at Mazas, and no such consolation
possible. “Oh! if we could but soon ascend the altar!” cries F. Ducoudray
in the early days at Mazas. “Here is a privation to which I can never
become accustomed.”
“Here,” F. Clerc wrote May 5—“here no confession, no Mass, not even on
Sunday. We are lodged, fed—it is enough for animals.”
“I pass my time,” F. Ducoudray again, “praying much, suffering some; for
the privation of the Holy Mass, the isolation, the separation, are cruel,
but I see not the end.”
On May 8 an order was promulgated which put an end to all visits; on that
very day F. Ducoudray had expected to receive our Lord himself. “What a
sacrifice!” he exclaims. “I have offered to our Lord this hard trial,
incomparably more painful yesterday than ever, on account of the precious
pledge of the love of the divine Master. I seek to make my poor heart the
altar on which I sacrifice. I shall add that of yesterday as new fuel to
the sacrifice.”
“Six Sundays passed in darkness,” writes F. Olivaint, May 14. “How many
days without ascending to the altar!” And the next day: “I am at the
forty‐first day of my retreat. After to‐day, I intend to meditate only on
the Eucharist. Is it not the best means of consoling myself that I cannot
ascend to the altar? If I were a little bird, I would go somewhere every
morning to hear Mass, and then I would willingly come back to my cage.”
The fathers outside the prison walls, understanding well the longing
indicated by these and similar expressions, had endeavored in every way to
find means to answer their desires. But it required infinite precautions
to secure the faithful and sure transmission through all the formalities
of surveillance. What is there prudence and love together may not
accomplish? At last the doors opened; the prisoners came not out, but the
Redeemer entered. Towards mid‐day of the 15th the Long‐Desired arrived.
That tells all. Only FF. Ducoudray, Olivaint, and Clerc could be reached
at first. Each of these was given four sacred hosts, and each preserved
and carried on his breast, as on a living altar, the _God of his heart and
his heritage for all eternity_.
“There is no more prison,” F. Clerc wrote to his brother, “no more
solitude; and I have confidence that if our Lord permits the wicked to
satisfy their malice, and for a few hours to prevail, he will profit by
them in that very moment to glorify his name by the feeblest and vilest of
his instruments.”
Once again, May 22, an opportunity was found to reach the captives. Two
feeble but intrepid women traversed the vast, deserted districts to Mazas.
This time all measures had been taken, and each prisoner received a
share—four sacred hosts wrapped in a corporal, as in a shroud, duly
enclosed in a little box with a silk case and a cord, in order that it
might be carried around the neck. Coming at that hour, the Saviour seemed
to say again: “I return, not to live with you, but to carry you with me.”
For the end was at hand.
We linger for a few moments over the last letters gathered here in a most
fragrant, fadeless wreath. On the 16th F. Clerc wrote his last letter,
truly his _nunc dimittis_:
“Ah! my God, how good thou art! How true it is that the mercy of thy heart
will never fail!... I had not dared conceive the hope of such a
blessing—to possess our Lord, to have him for companion of my captivity,
to carry him on my heart, and to rest on his, as he permitted to his
beloved John! Yes, it is too much for me, and my thought cannot compass
it. And still it is. But is it not true that all men and all the saints
together could not conceive the Eucharist? O the God of the Eucharist! how
good he is, how compassionate, how tender! Does it not seem as if he made
again the reproach: _You have asked nothing in my name; ask now, and you
shall receive?_ I have him now without having asked; I have him now, and I
will never leave him more, and my desire, fainting for want of hope, is
reanimated, and will only increase in the measure that possession lasts.
“Ah! prison, dear prison, thou whose walls I have kissed, saying, _Bona
crux_, what happiness thou hast won me! Thou art no longer a prison; thou
art a chapel. Thou art no longer even a solitude, because I am not alone;
but my Lord and my King, my Master and my God, lives here with me. It is
not only in thought that I approach him; it is not only by grace that he
approaches me; but he has really and corporally come to find and console
the poor prisoner. He wished to keep him company; and can he not do it,
all‐powerful as he is?... Oh! lost for ever, my prison, which wins for me
the honor to carry my Lord upon my heart, not as a sign, but the reality
of my union with him.
“In the first days I demanded with great earnestness that our Lord should
call me to a more excellent testimony to his name. The worst days are not
even yet passed; on the contrary, they are coming near, and they will be
so evil that the goodness of God will be obliged to shorten them; but, at
all events, we are now drawing near to them. I had from the first the hope
that God would give me the grace to die well; at present my hope has
become a true and solid confidence. It seems to me that I am prepared for
anything through Him who sustains me and will accompany me even unto
death. Will he do it? That which I know is, that if he will not, I shall
have a regret which nothing but submission to his will can calm.”
F. Ducoudray gives us his farewell letter also. It ends with alleluia in
the heart and the _fiat_ on the lips:
“I have received _all_. Tuesday what a surprise, what joy!... I am no more
alone. I have our Lord for guest in my little cell.... And it is true,
_credo_! On Wednesday I seemed to live over again the day of my first
communion, and I surprised myself by bursting into tears. For twenty‐five
days I had been deprived of the rich blessing—of my only treasure!
“I shut myself in the guest‐chamber,” he continued, referring to the room
in which the Last Supper was eaten, and that “upper chamber,” in which the
disciples remained concealed until the coming of the Holy Ghost, “and much
I wish, after these ten days which separate us from Pentecost are passed,
to see again the light of heaven. Between now and then what events may
arise! We are near the crisis; but if it is prolonged, we have reason to
fear that horrible events will take place. I cannot prevent myself at
times from being greatly impressed at finding myself connected with such
grave circumstances. But here we make a good retreat, which will
facilitate our entrance into eternity. I have held myself, from the first
day of my arrival here, ready for any sacrifice whatever; for I have the
strong, sweet confidence that if God permits hostages and victims to be
made of us priests and religious, it will truly be _in odium fidei, in
odium nominus Christi Jesu_.(118)
“We pray, pray much, disposed to live if God pleases, to die if God
pleases, as worthy children of our most happy father, S. Ignatius.”
Happy the pen that is broken after those last lines.
“It should be well understood,” wrote F. Caubert, “that it is really God
who gives us courage in our trials; otherwise the courage would very soon
exhaust itself. For me, I have to run often to prayer to renew mine, like
a poor clock that has to be wound up every little while. In a life so
isolated, sequestered and devoid of occupation, _ennui_ comes quickly. One
can easily make himself a rule, but we cannot always read or pray. I
should have experienced much of this in myself during this my three weeks’
retreat had I not been sustained by this very dose of prayer. You
understand that in this monotonous life, whenever the good God hides his
presence (and that is usual, in order to make the trial greater), one must
often feel the sinking of nature. But this feeling of weakness is
precisely the very thing that drives us constantly near to God. The good
God is most admirable in his manner of sustaining the soul through these
very depressions. Our feebleness is as a chain binding us to his strength,
and as an attraction drawing us to his infinite goodness.
“You say to me that it must be that I suffer. In a measure it is true; but
if one had nothing to endure, the good God would find nothing in his
account. He desires to show mercy to all, and, that he may do so, he wills
that we should offer him some sorrows borne for love of him. Alas! if one
were not a prisoner (I speak for myself), perhaps he would too easily
forget that charity requires that we should have compassion on poor
sinners, and offer something for their intention. And then is not the
priest the friend of God, and should he not, by this title, devote himself
to obtaining for his brothers reconciliation with God, the father of
all—the father so full of goodness and so ready for indulgence—especially
when he hears himself importuned by the voice of a friend?”
“I take little account of the time of my imprisonment,” he wrote later. “I
prefer to leave all that in the hands of God, and to give up to him the
care of all that concerns me. He knows better than I what is most useful
for my soul. I seek to remember often that one glorifies him so much more,
the more that one suffers for his love and to accomplish his holy will. In
reality, in submitting to the trial, we practise in an admirable manner
the annihilation of ourself.... Is it not also by the sacrifice of ourself
that we best imitate our Lord? It is true that my soul has not yet reached
to that perfection and to a love so pure and so detached. It is necessary
to pass through trials to reach this union with God. He sends them, in his
goodness, to purify the soul and to break down the obstacles which oppose
themselves to this union. Pray for me, that I may draw this profit from my
present trial.”
A few rapidly‐written words from F. Olivaint were the last greeting from
one of the tenderest hearts and sweetest souls in the world. “What
deplorable events!” he wrote, May 18, to F. Lefebvre. “How well I
understand the weary souls of other days who fled to the desert! But it is
worth much more to stay in the midst of perils and difficulties to save so
many unfortunates from shipwreck. My health is always good, and, after
forty‐six days, I am not tired of my retreat—just the contrary.” To F.
Chauveau: “Thanks from my heart. Yes, we are nearing the end, by the grace
of God. Let us seek to be ready for all that comes. Confidence and prayer!
How good our Lord is! If you but knew how, especially for several days
past, my little cell has become sweet to me! _Forsan et hæc olim meminisse
juvabit._ Who knows that I may not regret it some day? I think just as you
do—that Eugene [Count Eugene de Germiny] should not interfere; but in the
end, if, by the favor of M. Urbain and his associates, I have need of
help, I will ask for Eugene. In any case, thank him for me. Tenderest
remembrances to Armand; many thanks to all; benedictions to our friends
and benefactors. I believe that all of our own here are doing well. For
me, I am perfectly sustained. Once more our Lord is good! Yours from the
heart.... May 19, ’71.”
On Monday, the 22d, the order was given to proceed at once, and on the
spot, to the execution of all the hostages confined at Mazas. This was
kept concealed from the prisoners, but they could not help suspecting it,
from the additional gloom growing every moment heavier and more ominous
throughout that ever‐gloomy building. The guards came and went, exchanging
mysterious words among themselves, replying to the questions of the
condemned by threatening allusion, or by an affected silence even more
significant. However, the director of the prison, moved by a sentiment of
humanity, or perhaps of prudence, ventured to represent to the imperious
Commune that an execution in a simple house of detention would be contrary
to all forms and precedents; and consequently they were ordered to La
Roquette, the prison for those condemned to death. It was on this day that
the two pious women succeeded in reaching Mazas, and giving to each of the
Jesuit priests there four sacred hosts, with conveniences for carrying
them around the neck.
Nearly all were transferred to La Roquette late in the evening of May 22d;
but there were so many, the wagons were not large enough to hold all, and
some were left at Mazas until the next day. What a moment that must have
been when the prisoners, so long in solitude, not even knowing who were
their companions in misfortune, came from their cells, and, meeting in the
office, beheld and recognized one another! Priests, religious, laymen, all
surrounded the Archbishop of Paris.
The transit was long and painful. The prisoners, forty in number, were
crowded into baggage‐wagons belonging to the railway of Lyon, and exposed
to the gaze and the insults of all. They had to cross the populous
quarters of the Faubourg Saint Antoine and the Bastile, where the
insurrection was still mistress. The convoy went at a walk, between two
lines of armed men, followed by the grossest insults and by a maddened
multitude. “Alas! monseigneur,” said a priest, leaning towards the
archbishop, “look at your people now.”
When they reached La Roquette that night, they were assembled at once,
without any other formality, in the hall, called by name, and shown by a
person with a lantern to a long corridor on the lower floor; and as each
one passed on in the order named, a door opened and closed upon a captive.
The darkness was intense; but it is good to remember that in some of the
cells there was the Real Presence, shedding light and peace. The Commune
was in desperate straits, and it was at first intended to execute the
victims as soon as they should arrive at La Roquette; but a few hours were
gained through the jealousy of the director. In the cells was a bed, and
such a bed!—a pile of straw and a coverlet, and that was all; no tables,
not even a chair. Still, Roquette was better than Mazas, for the cells
were not vaults, and, though one was locked up, he was not entombed. And,
besides, they were permitted to see each other by means of a window
between every two cells, and at recreation, which they were allowed to
take in a corridor together, and even in some unoccupied cell opening into
the corridor. Food was scarce from the first; even bread was rare. F.
Olivaint shared some little things which remained to him with the
archbishop, and had the happiness, also, of giving him the Bread of the
Strong, for which the prelate was overcome with gratitude.
Every hour the Commune was losing ground. It had only strength left for
crime, and it hastened, with its dying breath, to order the execution _en
masse_ of the hostages of La Roquette. This was modified to sixty at
first. At any price the Commune demanded the head of the priests—those
hated men who had troubled the world for eighteen hundred years.
About eight o’clock in the evening of May 24, when the prisoners were in
their cells, there was heard a confused noise in the distance—the voices
of men and of children, a clamor and laughing that was still more
terrible, mixing with the clash of arms. It came nearer and nearer, and
some fifty rascals, Avengers of the Republic, Garibaldians, soldiers with
all kinds of arms, National Guards with all sorts of costumes, _gamins_ of
Paris, poured into the prison, hungry for the blood of six victims, their
share. They rushed the whole length of the corridor containing the cells
of our dear prisoners, and ranged themselves at the head of a small spiral
staircase which led to the _chemin de ronde_. As they passed, each
prisoner was pelted through the grating of his cell with a running fire of
insult and sentence of death.
Then some one, assuming the office of herald, summoned the prisoners to be
ready and to respond each one as his name was called. After that, as each
name was pronounced, a door opened, and a victim presented himself. M.
Bonjeau, FF. Duguerry, Clerc, Ducoudray, Allard, and Archbishop Darboy
were the six chosen. All were present, all were ready, and, in the order
named, the procession began. The archbishop and his companions, preceded
and followed by this frightful escort, descended the dark, narrow
staircase one by one. So unrestrained was the insolence of the captors
that their leader was obliged to interfere. “Comrades,” he cried, “we have
something better to do than to insult them—that is, to shoot them. It is
the command of the Commune.”
No place of execution had been fixed upon. They would have liked to have
had it on the spot, but that would give too many witnesses; the first
_chemin de ronde_ was in view of the prison windows, and the occupants of
the cells on every floor could see all, hear all. So they passed to the
second, where they would be sheltered by high ramparts. The victims were
ranged in a line at the extreme end of this path, at the foot of the great
outside wall.
Those left behind knelt, prayed, and held their breath. The fire of a
platoon was heard, followed by a few scattered shots, then cries of _Vive
la Commune!_ which told that all was over. There were martyrs now, not
victims.
Towards morning the bodies were thrown into a hand‐cart and carried to
Père la Chaise, where they were tossed into a ditch; no coffins, no
ceremony of any kind. “What matters it,” F. Olivaint had said and
proved—“what matters it to a Jesuit, who daily sacrifices his heart, once
to sacrifice his head?”
Two days passed, and Friday came, rainy, and the prisoners were confined
to their corridor. As they were taking their noon‐day recreation, a
delegate of the Commune appeared, and, standing in their midst, called off
fifteen names. F. Olivaint was the first. “Present,” he answered, crossing
the corridor. F. Caubert was second, and F. de Bengy third. This last name
was badly written, and worse pronounced. “If you mean to say _de Bengy_,”
he replied, “it is I, and I am here.”
The condemned men asked to be allowed to go for a moment to their cells,
as some had slippers on, and no hats. “No,” was the response, “for what
remains for you to do you are well enough as you are.” New victims were
added from other parts of the prison until there were fifty in all, the
number required by the Commune.
These were taken a long road to Belleville, a _faubourg_ at a great
distance, in order, probably, to excite the passions of the mob, and rouse
them once more.
The procession started at about four o’clock from La Roquette. First came
a guard bareheaded, who loudly announced that these were Versaillais, made
prisoners that morning. The escort consisted of five hundred armed men,
National Guards, to whom were added, for this genial occasion, the
_Enfants Perdus_ of Bergeret and rowdies under various names. Presently
the women, veritable furies, and the children joined in, howling,
shrieking, imprecating, blaspheming. The crowd increasing in numbers and
insolence, the guards were obliged to interfere to protect the prisoners,
not from insult, but from extreme violence. The fury of the mob constantly
demanded the moment of execution; a military band was added to the
procession to drown the clamor and make the crowd more willing to wait.
Finally they reached the entrance to the _Cité Vincennes_. The passage is
narrow, the crowd was enormous, and growing ever more furious as they
neared the end. An aged priest, who could not keep up, was shot and killed
by a woman, and dragged to the place of general execution. After a time,
they found some grounds laid out for country parties or picnics, and an
enclosure, uncovered, which was intended for a dancing‐hall. The fifty
prisoners were forced into this, jammed savagely against the walls, while
the crowd showered maledictions upon them. Then, at about six o’clock,
there took place a scene absolutely indescribable; not an execution, but a
slaughter. They were not shot, but massacred. One discharge followed
another; there was an attempt made to fire by platoons, but it was badly
managed. The heroines of the Commune climbed the walls, urging on the men
and insulting the priests. The tumult at its height lasted for about
fifteen minutes. At seven o’clock all was ended. The bodies were left
stretched upon the ground until the next day, when they were thrown into a
cellar or vault.
It was the death‐throe of the Commune. The blood of the just had cried to
heaven, and France lifted up her head. The next day was Pentecost; the
Commune was crushed, the doors of Roquette were opened, the bodies of the
martyrs were recovered, and on Wednesday, May 31, the Jesuit church, for
two months closed like the rest, was opened once more, and the funeral
ceremonies of the five of their order whose imprisonment we have so
hastily followed celebrated with the utmost solemnity. Their remains now
repose in the Jesuit chapel of the Rue de Sèvres.
“There must be victims; it is God who has chosen them.” They recognized
the divine call, and went forth rejoicing. _Ibaut gaudentes._
Antar And Zara; Or, “The Only True Lovers.” III.
An Eastern Romance Narrated In Songs.
By Aubrey De Vere.