TALK FIFTY-SIX. DO YOU KNOW YOURSELF?

Everyone desires success, but not every one succeeds. In any line there

are certain things on which success depends. Success can be built only on

a properly and carefully laid foundation. Those who desire to be

Christians desire to be successful in the Christian life. Those who are

called to work for God desire to be successful workers. Jesus said to

Martha, “One thing is needful.” There is generally one basic principle on

which all else must be built. If this is overlooked or neglected, partial

or complete failure is certain. Many attempts are failures because of

being begun at the wrong place. In mathematics we must master the

rudiments before we can compute the orbits of the planets. In music we

must learn tones and relations of tones before we can produce the

exquisite harmonies of the master. In astronomy we must know something of

our little home-planet before we can launch out into the heart-stirring

immensities of space. Before we can rightly know God we must know

ourselves.

The animal instinctively knows that the gnawing pain in its stomach is a

hunger for food, and immediately seeks to satisfy it. But the man who does

not know himself, who does not stop to consider and analyze, feels an

unrest, a yearning, a hungering within his soul, and knows not why or what

it is. He tries worldly pleasures; but they only partially satisfy, and at

last render the case more serious than before. He tries all the remedies

that he can find for his soul-hunger, but performs no cure, simply because

he has not properly diagnosed his case. It is only when he knows that the

cause of his unrest is soul-hunger for God and the bread of life, that he

begins to try to satisfy himself properly. Women, and many of them

professors, try to satisfy this craving by decking themselves with gold

and gems and fine array, with the plumage of birds and the skins of

beasts. Men try to satisfy it in the pool-room, by plunging into the muddy

waters of the political sea, or by accumulating money and by the follies

of life. As food is the only thing that properly satisfies the hunger of

the body, so God is the only thing that satisfies the hunger of the soul.

When people come to know that this hunger is for God, they begin to search

for him if haply they may find him. The trouble is that people look at

Christianity in the abstract, as a something apart from themselves,

whereas it is a vital part of every spiritually normal man or woman. The

saying of the old philosopher, “Know thyself,” proves his wisdom. True

wisdom comes only by first understanding ourselves so as to know our

relation to other things.

One of the things that must constantly be preached to the sisters is

proper modesty and plainness of apparel. How often do we meet with those

who once were plain who now dress almost as the world! Why is it that

these thing’s are put on? Because there is a longing in the heart. They do

not understand what this longing really is nor what will satisfy it. They

interpret the unrest of soul as being a desire for these things, yet when

put on they do not satisfy.

No, sister, it is not the flowers on your hat nor the feathers nor fine

dresses, that you are really desiring. You may think it is, but only

because you can not rightly interpret your soul-cry. No, brother, it is

not that fine team nor that other eighty acres that your soul really

desires. Both your souls are crying for more of God. Give them a chance to

get what they are hungering for, and you will be surprized to find out

that you did not really want these other things after all. If you find in

you a desire, or what seems to be a desire, for anything not in accord

with spiritual prosperity, there is a real desire in your soul which you

do not realize. Sister, if you pass the millinery-store and see a display

of worldly hats and something seems to say, “Just to be honest, I should

like to have one of those,” your soul is hungry. Go home and feed it. Go

to your closet, fall upon your knees, and get a good feast of the “bread

from heaven” and “water of life,” and then go back and look in that window

again and see if there is any hunger. There is not a bit, is there? Do you

not see you were mistaken? Your soul wanted more of God, and you did not

know yourself any better than to think it was a fine hat you desired.

Or you, brother, if you feel as if you wanted people to notice you more

and say nice things about you and tell how talented you are, you are

hungry. Go and give your soul a feast of heavenly manna—not just a taste;

eat plenty, feast on it. Now come back in the crowd, and when that man

goes to praising you, it makes you feel ashamed. You did not really know

what you did want, did you?

And you who desire to be a big preacher and stir the world and be like a

mighty man of war among the people. You are getting real hungry. It will

take a lot to fill you up, but God has plenty, and you had better get to

the table quickly. When you get full, though, you will find you do not

really want to be a big preacher at all, have not the least desire to be.

Why, you will feel so small, just as if you wanted to hide behind the

cross where nobody would see you at all.

After we have a good, square meal on divine food, any sort of worldliness

will “go against our stomachs,” and we can not bear it, sight or smell.

And you there, you want to have your own way in everything, do you not?

Your judgment is so good that all the brethren must accept it and act upon

it or all the sweetness in your soul turns to vinegar right away. Go and

eat some of the “honey out of the rock.” Do not come back until you get

enough. When you get filled up once, you will wake up in the night and

catch yourself saying, “Not my will, but thine be done.”

God is what you want. Everything else is husks. You can eat husks all you

please and not get satisfied. You may get a bad case of spiritual

dyspepsia or die altogether. Better find out what you really do want, and

then “eat in plenty and be satisfied.” Do not try fine dresses and rings

and flowers and feathers and houses and lands and honors for soul-diet.

“Eat ye that which is good.” Get acquainted with yourself enough to know

that all the real desire of your heart is for godliness, and that these

longings for other things are only symptoms of your need of _more God_ and

that they will disappear at once when the soul is filled with the “bread

of life.”

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