TALK FORTY-NINE. TWO SUNSETS

We stood on the brow of the hill gazing out over the valley beneath us. In

the distant west the sun sank quietly and serenely toward the horizon. The

purpling shadows of the hills grew longer in the valley. The clouds

overhead, which scarcely seemed to move, were in broken, fluffy masses. As

we gazed upon the scene, the sun as a mighty king in stately majesty and

resplendent glory sank to his evening repose. The clouds caught the

afterglow, looking as if a gigantic brush had swept across the sky

scattering gold and orange and crimson and purple. The sun had gone, but

the glory of his vanished presence still lingered in the beauty of the

clouds.

At the close of another day we stood on the same hill-top. The sun was

hanging low. The purpling shadows lengthened in the valley. The sun did

not sink in glory tonight, but passed out of sight into a bank of dark and

threatening clouds. The voices of the day were stilled. A solemn and

foreboding hush seemed over all, and our spirits felt the general gloom.

There was no afterglow. There was no resplendent painting of the sky. All

was somber and gloomy; nature seemed to await what would come, in

expectancy and awe. And as the darkness fell, we saw a gleam of lightning

play across the distant cloud.

How like the sunsets of some lives were these two sunsets! In my mind,

unfading while I live, are the memories of two life-sunsets. When but

seven summers had passed over my head, my little sister and I were at a

neighbor’s two or three miles from home. In the early twilight a horseman

came galloping down the road bearing the fateful news that Mother was

dying. Quickly placing me behind him on the horse and taking my little

sister in his arms, he galloped away through the early night.

When we arrived at home, we found the house filled with neighbors. Upon

her bed lay Mother with pallid face. Through the hours of the night we

watched by her bedside. About three o’clock in the morning she asked them

to sing that old song “Shall We Gather at the River?” With choking voices

and tear-dimmed eyes the little band of neighbors sang the song. The eyes

of the sufferer gazed stedfastly above. A heavenly light beamed forth from

her countenance. A smile of joy was upon her face. Presently she called

the sorrowing relatives one by one and bade them a last good-by. I fell

upon my knees by her bedside and sobbed out my childish grief. She turned

and looked fondly down upon me and, laying her hand upon my head, said,

“Charlie, be a good boy and meet me in heaven.”

A little while she was quiet. Then her life’s sun sank to its rest. But

the afterglow of that beautiful life still shines in that community.

Circumstances later took me far away; but after sixteen years, I again

stood upon the scene, and over and over during my stay the neighbors told

me of her beautiful Christian life. Many a time during those years when I

was tempted to do evil, I would behold that scene again, and those last

words of my sainted mother would ring in my ears; they stood as a bulwark

between my soul and evil.

The same afternoon that the message so dreadful came to me grandmother

visited a neighbor who was drawing near to his life’s sunset. When she

came back, she told what passed while she was there. The man was a

skeptic. There was no life beyond the grave for him. There was no hope of

reunion around the throne of God. Grandmother spoke to him of his

approaching end and asked him if he was prepared. His answer I shall never

forget. Young as I was, it struck me with terrible force. With a look of

deepest melancholy on his face he said, “It is taking a leap into the

dark.”

A few days later he passed away, and he and mother lie there in the little

country cemetery waiting till the voice of the Son of God shall call them

forth. But ah, the difference between those two life-sunsets! One left the

glorious hope of a Christian shining forth, tinting the sky with beauty;

the other’s sun sank into a dark cloud of despair, lighted only with the

lurid glare of the lightning of God’s wrath.

Reader, what will be your life’s sunset? Will it be serene and calm and

peaceful, lighted up with glory from the throne of God, or will it be

dark, without a promise or ray of hope? You are fast hastening to that

hour. It may be nearer than you think. If you live without God, you will

die without God. Take a view of yourself now. Would you like for your

life’s sunset to find you as you now are? If not, what assurance have you

that it will be different? Good intentions will never change it. Good

desires will never change it. God only can make you ready for that hour.

Unless you seek him, you too will take a “leap into the dark”; for you

there will be only the “blackness of darkness forever.” “If ye will hear

his voice, harden not your heart.”

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