"I harp upon that date," said Carlton, "because, as I have already

remarked, it seems to have been a fatal date for me. It has arisen so

many times in the course of this case! This, however, is not the precise

moment for enumerating those occasions; let us first finish with each

other. Did you, Sir Wilton Gleed, on the eighteenth day of this present

month, have separate or collective conversation with the witnesses

Busby, Fuller, and Ivey?"

"Yes, I did," said Gleed, hot, white, and glaring.

"Separate or collective? Did you speak to them one at a time or all

together?"

"Both, if you like!" cried the witness, wildly. "I can't remember.

Better say both!"

"You interviewed these witnesses, separately and collectively, on the

very day that the other witness, Frost, laid an information against me

before yourself as Justice of the Peace?"

"I said it was that day. You ask the same question again and again!"

The man was fuming, trembling, near to tears or curses of mortification

and blind rage.

"I have but two more questions to ask you, and I am done," rejoined

Carlton. "Did the witness Fuller tell you of the light in the church,

and the witness Ivey of what _he_ saw later on, during these

conversations of the fatal eighteenth?"

"They did."

"And was this the first you had heard of those experiences?"

"It was."

"That is my last question, Sir Wilton Gleed."

The justices put none. Gleed glared at them as he left the box.

"I think," said he, "that this is the most scandalous incident--most

disgraceful thing I ever heard of in my life!"

"I quite agree with you," whispered Wilders.

"And I also," said Mr. Preston, in a different tone.

But no word fell from Rhadamanthus. His small eyes did not leave

Carlton's face for above one second in the sixty. But their expression

was inscrutable.

"May I now claim the indulgence of the court for a very few minutes?"

asked the clergyman in the dock.

The clergymen on the bench looked at the clock and at each other. It was

already past the hour for luncheon.

"Better go on," urged Preston, "and get it over."

"If you mean what you say," said Wilders to the accused, "we will hear

you now; if you proceed to treat us to a mere display of words, I shall

adjourn the court. Meanwhile it is my duty to remind you that whatever

you say will be taken down in writing, and may be given in evidence

against you upon your trial."

"In the event of my committal," returned Robert Carlton, "I am prepared

to stand or fall by every word that I have uttered or may utter now; and

I shall not detain you long. I am well aware how I have trespassed

already upon the time of this court, but I will waste none upon vain or

insincere apology. I came here to answer to a very terrible charge; it

was and it is my duty to do so as fully and as emphatically as I

possibly can. Yet I have little to add to the evidence before you; a

comment or two, and I am done.

"It seems to me that the witnesses called by the police have between

them produced but three points of any weight against me, or worthy of

the serious consideration of this or any other court of law. I will

take these three points in their proper order, and will give my answer

to each in the fewest possible words in which I can express my meaning

to your worships.

"Arthur Busby has sworn that on the morning before the fire I ordered

him to fill the lamps with paraffin, though it was extremely unlikely

that any artificial light would be required in church next evening. But

on the man's own showing he was wearying and distressing me beyond

measure at the time--a more terrible time than this!" cried Carlton from

his heart; and was brought to pause, not for effect (though the effect

was marked) but by the very suddenness of his emotion. "And on the man's

own showing," he continued in a lower key, "he had once omitted this

important duty of filling the lamps, and I was 'for ever at him' on the

subject. What more natural than to tell him to go away and fill his

lamps, as one had told him a dozen times before, but this time without

thinking and simply to get rid of the man? On the other hand, if the

paraffin had been wanted for the felonious purpose suggested, could

anything be more incriminating and incredible than the suggested method

of obtaining it? I submit these two questions, with the highly important

point involved, to the consideration of the bench; and I do so with some

confidence.

"The next point, I confess, is more difficult to dismiss. I shall not

attempt to dismiss it from any mind in court. I shall simply leave it to

the consideration of your worships as men of the world and students of

the human heart. It is near midnight. I am not to be found at the

rectory, and a light is seen in the church. I admit that I was in the

church, and that I lighted one of the lamps.

"Here I am forced to allude to another matter: a matter in which, God

knows, I have never denied my guilt, as I do deny my guilt of the crime

of arson: a matter in which I have never sought to defend myself, as I

have been compelled to do in this court for a very long day and a half.

"Consider my case on the night of the fire. I will not dwell upon it; it

is surely within the knowledge or the imagination of most present. . . .

There was my church. I had held my last service there. I felt that I

could never hold another. And, whatever I had been, I loved my church!

You upon the bench . . . you Members of Christ's Church . . . I ask not

for your sympathy but for your insight. Can you think that I went into

the church I loved, wilfully and deliberately to burn it to the ground?

Can you not conceive my going there, in the dead of that dreadful night,

to look my last upon it--to bid my church good-bye?"

His emotion was piteous, but never pitiful. It shook nothing but his

voice. It neither bowed his head nor dimmed the brilliance of an eye

turned full upon his fellows. And so he stood silent for a space, and

none other spoke; then through Tom Ivey's evidence with a lighter touch.

It was evidence in his favour: he scorned to enlarge upon it. The one

adverse point was lightly--perhaps too lightly--dismissed. He had been

seen to throw something into the flames. Did the prosecution suggest

that he had thrown fresh fuel? Other points, already made in

cross-examination, were left to take care of themselves: the paraffin on

the pews, to which he himself had called Ivey's attention, was one.

Indeed, in the whole course of the prisoner's speech, it was never

admitted that the church had been purposely set fire to at all; the

suggestion had been made in the heat of cross-examination, but it was

not made again. It even seemed as though Robert Carlton had grown either

certain, or careless, of the result of the inquiry--and the impression

was not removed by the close of his remarks.

"And now," he said, "I have to deal with the evidence of Sir Wilton

Gleed. I shall endeavour to deal with that evidence as dispassionately

as I can, and as summarily as it deserves. Sir Wilton Gleed is a man

with a genuine grievance, which you all know and I have never denied.

But I do not propose to enter into the matter at issue between Sir

Wilton Gleed and myself, or to suggest for an instant that he was

anything but right in determining to rid his village of one who had

brought himself to bitter but merited sorrow and disgrace. I am not here

to defend my sins; nor have I defended them elsewhere; nor have I shrunk

from suffering from anything I have done. But here have I been brought

to book for something I never did--taken prisoner and brought to you on

a criminal charge and no other. And I tell you that this criminal charge

is as false as another was true, but for which this one would never have

been made. But enough of mere assertion; let me crystallise some of the

evidence that has come before you.

"The witnesses swear to three or four suspicious circumstances between

them. Yet they seem scarcely to have opened their lips--nobody seems to

have heard of those circumstances--until Friday of last week. On Friday

last--my fatal date--these witnesses open their mouths with one accord.

And, curiously enough, it is in Sir Wilton Gleed that they are one and

all led to confide!

"But there is a still more curious and informing coincidence. Sir Wilton

Gleed and I have several very stormy interviews, in which he tries,

first by one artifice, then by another--all frankly admitted in his

evidence--to drive me from a position which I have finally refused to

resign. My refusal may be just as obdurate and indefensible as you are

pleased to think it; that is not the point at all. The point is this

contest of tenacity on his part and on mine, culminating in a final

interview between us on the eve of the day upon which all these

witnesses break their more or less complete silence concerning my

movements on the night of the fire, and break it in the ear of Sir

Wilton Gleed!

"I invite you to consider the obvious inference. My enemy has tried

every other means of dislodging me. He has threatened and insulted me.

He has set every builder and mason in the neighbourhood against me. He

has deprived me--as he thinks--of the means of building my church, and

then he turns round and tells me to build it or take the consequences! I

make a beginning in spite of him; he has to think of some new method of

expulsion; so, with infinite ingenuity, he trumps up this present charge

against me."

Wilders opened his lips, but the prisoner's hand flew upward in

arresting gesture.

"With infinite ingenuity, your worship, but not necessarily in bad

faith. I have never yet questioned the _bona fides_ of Sir Wilton Gleed;

nor do I now. On the contrary, I am convinced that he honestly and

sincerely believes me capable of any crime in the calendar; but my

capability, again, is not the point; and belief and proof are very

different things. If your worships hold that this horrible charge has

been proved against me--proved sufficiently for this court--then send me

to a higher one as your duty dictates. But if you think that hatred and

prejudice, however deserved, have played the part of genuine and

spontaneous suspicion; that facts have been distorted to fit a

preconception, and the wish, however unconsciously, allowed to father

the thought; that, in short, an honest man has been quite honestly

blinded and misled by very loathing of me and all my doings; then I

implore your worships to dismiss this charge against me--and let me get

back to the work I left to meet it!"

The last words came as an after-thought, but they came from the heart,

and as no anti-climax to those who knew the nature of the work named. In

absolute silence Carlton availed himself of the chair in the dock,

dropping all but out of sight, and bending double, his heart throbbing,

his head singing, his hot hands pressed across his eyes. It was the

sudden hum of talk which told him that the justices had retired; days

passed in his brain before a hush as sudden announced their return.

Meanwhile there were the scraps of conversation that found their way to

his ears. Hearing all, he could distinguish little; but now and then a

familiar phrase leapt home, as familiar faces declare themselves afar.

"The gift of the gab" was one, and "He'd argue black was white" another.

But some one said, "Give the devil his due"; and with that single crumb

of justice Robert Carlton had to crouch content until his present fate

was sealed.

But the hush came at last, and sank to profound silence as the

magistrates took their seats--Rhadamanthus keen and grim--the clergymen

plainly angry with each other. Preston's honest face hid no more of his

feelings than heretofore, but the chairman cloaked annoyance with the

fraction of a smile, and only his voice betrayed him as he addressed the

prisoner.

"After a long and patient hearing," said Wilders, "the bench find this a

case of ve-ry con-sid-er-able doubt in-deed. But, upon the whole, and

taking all the cir-cum-stances into care-ful con-sid-er-ation, they are

of o-pin-i-on that there is not enough ev-i-dence to justify them in

sending the case to the assizes. The charge is therefore dis-missed. I

should like, however, to add one word in respect to a witness, who

might, had he been a less chiv-al-rous opponent--a less mag-nan-i-mous

man--have sat here upon the bench instead of entering the witness-box to

suffer the remorseless cross-questioning of a personal enemy. I could

wish, indeed"--with covert meaning--"that Sir Wilton Gleed had seen fit

to take his proper place in this court! I need hardly say that he quits

it without stain or slur, of any sort or kind, upon his character; and

that he does so with the heartfelt sympathy of one, at all events, of

his colleagues upon the bench."

Rhadamanthus turned his back to hide his face, but James Preston did not

rise till he had finished as he begun. He caught Carlton's eye, and

nodded once more to him, but this time unblushingly and with much

vigour. There was a little hissing as the prisoner vanished, a free man;

and some hooting in the street, in which he reappeared, contrary to

expectation, within a minute. It was like his brazen face, so they told

him as he strode through the little crowd as one who neither heard nor

saw a man of them. But no hand was lifted, no missile thrown, for the

deaf ear is no earnest of physical passivity, and it was notorious that

this man could take care of himself with his hands as well as with his

tongue. Such a very deaf ear did he turn, however, that a flyman had to

follow him to the outskirts of the town, and shout till he was hoarse,

before Robert Carlton paid more heed to him than to his revilers. And

all the time it was a decent man from Linkworth, only begging him to

jump in, as the clergyman at last discovered with instant suspicions of

the truth.

"Who sent you after me?"

"Mr. Preston, sir; leastways, he told me to be here all day, in case you

wanted me."

"God bless Jim Preston!" muttered Carlton, and jumped into the fly

forthwith.

But presently they were at some cross-roads. And the driver drew rein

with a troubled face. He wanted to go a long way round, but his reasons

were wild and unintelligible. Carlton, however, divined the real reason,

and whose it was, and he himself pulled the other rein.

"No, no," said he; "drive me through my own village! They drove me

through it on Saturday; take me back as they took me away. But it was

like Mr. Preston to think of it. Tell him I said so, and that I'll never

forget his kindness as long as I live!"

It was the red-gold heart of the August afternoon, and the shrill little

choir of the ruined church sang a welcome to the friend who had never

sinned against them; and Glen came bounding and barking defiance at the

outside world; and the unfinished stone, the first stone that Robert

Carlton was to dress and to lay with his own hands, it was just as they

had made him leave it on the Saturday evening. But the story of his

return was still being bandied from door to door, when a new sound came

with the song of birds from the ruin in the trees, and a new ending was

given to the story.

The sound was the swish, swish, swish of the mason's axe, with the

stiletto's point, through sandstone as soft as cheese.

XVII

THREE WEEKS AND A NIGHT

Carlton completed that historic stone within another hour, and actually

laid it that night. Jaded in body and brain, with every nerve exhausted,

he must needs do this or drop in the attempt. It was the first stone in

the new church. It was finished at last. He touched it here and there

with the straight-edge. He felt its angles with the square. This stone

would do. He whipped out his foot-rule and measured carefully. The stone

was eleven inches all ways but one. It was the exact depth for the lower

courses, but it was seventeen inches long. A seventeen-inch gap must

therefore be found or made for it. And Carlton went prowling round the

blackened walls, with his foot-rule and his dog, before resting from his

labours. The job should be finished this time, the first stone should be

laid that night.

A place was found in the base of the east end, over a stable portion of

the plinth; the situation was of sacred omen, and Carlton cleared away

the old mortar with immense energy. Then his difficulties began. There

was new mortar to make; this was an altogether new undertaking. It had

been Tom Ivey's affair. Carlton had tried his hand at most branches of

the masonic art, but he had never attempted to mix the mortar. He

barely knew how to begin. There was a heap of sand at one end of the

shed, and a load of lime under cover. These were the ingredients. That

he knew; but it was not enough.

Suddenly, he remembered his _Building Construction_ in two volumes; the

bulkier of the two treated of materials. In a minute the book was found,

deep in dust, and carried to the shed for consultation on the spot. And

there was only too much about mortar; the subject monopolised a column

of the index; its vastness oppressed Carlton, who nevertheless attacked

it then and there. A great disappointment was in store: so he was to

begin by "slaking" his lime. He had forgotten that step; now he had a

dim recollection of the process. According to the book it took two or

three hours at least; even this minimum presupposed that the lime was a

"fat lime," whatever that might be. Carlton, lacking all means of

deciding such a point, gave his inclination the benefit of the doubt,

and left his shovelful of quicklime under water and sand for exactly two

hours and a half.

This check came in the nick of time. It reminded Robert Carlton of the

flesh, whose needs he had once more neglected, though now he would have

cooked and eaten if only to have killed an hour. He lit a fire. He put

on the kettle. He toasted some very stale bread; he boiled an egg warm

from the hen-house, then another; and having eaten he rested while he

must. The sun set; the new moon whitened in the sky, but as yet could

not light a man at his work when it was really dark. And that was why

the lantern stood so long upon the ground outside the shed, in a whirl

of tiny wings, while the mortar was being mixed at last.

But the lantern stood longer still upon a salient fragment of the razed

east end, while the trowel rang, and the mortar flopped, until all lay

smooth and glistening in its light. Then Carlton knelt, and lifted his

handiwork with bursting muscles; and the mortar spattered his waistcoat

as the great stone dropped into place. A wrench, a push, a tap with the

trowel; a finishing touch with its point, a word of thanksgiving before

he rose; and Robert Carlton had laid the first stone of a new church,

and of his own new life.

Next morning he began systematic work, rising at five, lighting his

fire, making his bed, sweeping, dusting, pumping, rinsing, all before

the day's work started after breakfast, with the gentler arts of

scraping and re-pointing, and all in strict obedience to the schedule

which Carlton had drawn up before his arrest. The working day ended, as

then arranged, with a violent assault upon that black disorder which had

been the nave; but this also acquired system as the days closed in;

while the influence of time was not less apparent in the gradual

disappearance of that tendency to morbid reaction which had been

inevitable in the first days of bodily and spiritual strain, of

incessant and excessive hardship, of a solitude consummate and profound.

But here time was assisted by the good sense and the strong will of

Carlton himself, who knew how little virtue there is in mere remorse,

and who struggled against it with all his might. It was a long time,

however, before even he was master of himself in this regard. One day,

in the exaltation of overwork, the high excitement of nervous and of

physical exhaustion, he was actually heard whistling at his walls, and

it was all over the village before he caught himself in the act; but

none seemed to hear how suddenly he stopped at last; none saw the raised

face, the clasped hands, the lips moving in meek apology for an

instant's joy. Nor did any man dream how this one would still mortify

himself, after such a lapse, with deliberate dwelling on the past. There

was but one link, indeed, in all the mournful chain of recent events,

upon which Robert Carlton would never permit his thoughts to

concentrate; that was his successful conduct of his own case before the

magistrates, culminating in his final triumph over Sir Wilton Gleed. He

had made the rule in the hour of his release, and he called in all his

strength of mind to its rigorous observance.

It was now three weeks since he had spoken to a human being, none having

come near him to his knowledge; then one morning the air was full of

whispers, though the yellowing elms hung stagnant in an autumn mist; and

the outcast, looking over the wall which he was scraping, beheld a bevy

of school-children perched on that of the churchyard.

He bent a little lower to his work. The wall was that thirteen-foot

strip, to the left of the porch, upon which he had spent the first

morning of all in getting rid of the unsound upper courses. It was still

his own height in most places; so the children could not watch him at

his work; but the sound of them was enough. Poor little children! To

grow up with such an example and such knowledge as would be theirs! His

heart had seldom smitten him so hard.

"_Then said He unto the disciples, It is impossible but that offences

will come: but woe unto him through whom they come!_

"_It were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck,

and he cast into the sea, than that he should offend one of these little

ones._"

The text came unbidden; it cut the deeper for that. Woe unto him,

indeed! Of all men, woe unto him! Hammer and chisel slipped from his

hands; he hid his face. His thumbs went to his ears, but were drawn

back. The children's voices were more than he could bear, so he bore

them for his sin until another aspect of the case was driven home to his

intelligence. Next moment he appeared in the porch, and the children

were vanishing from the wall.

"Don't run away," he called. "Come back, you bigger ones!"

It was his old voice, come unbidden like the text; he might have been

using it all these weeks. The children had never disobeyed that quiet

but imperious summons. They did not begin to-day.

"Why aren't you all at school?"

There was silence, broken eventually by some bold but still respectful

spirit.

"Please, sir, it's a holiday."

"Not Saturday, is it?"

He was beginning to lose count of the week-days; once already the

Sabbath school-bell had nipped a day's work in the bud.

"No, sir, it's an extra holiday."

"Then spend it better. Get away into the fields, or down the river. I

won't have you hanging about here. There's nothing for you to

see--nothing that will do you any good. Run away all, and forget who has

spoken to you. But don't let me have to speak again!"

There was no need for another word. And the workman went back to his

wall; but his hands had lost their cunning; his heart was as heavy as

the stones themselves.

Why had he never been harassed in this way before? He had not to think

very long. He was without that friend of friendless man, his dog. The

good Glen, his second shadow in these days, had chosen this one to

desert him; and Carlton was glad, for nothing else would have made him

appreciate the dog at his true worth. Now he thought of it, how often

the faithful brute had gone barking to wall or gate, and come back

wagging his tail! Preoccupied with his work, he had taken no thinking

heed at the time. But now he remembered and understood.

Instead of working all the afternoon, he went in search of Glen. It

surprised him to find how much he missed a companion whose presence he

had often ignored for hours together; he felt as though he could do no

good without the animal now; its dumb sympathy seemed to have had no

small share in all that he had done as yet. That wag of the tail, how

well he knew it after all! It was like the grasp of a good man's hand.

That wistful eye, watching over him at his work, was it a blasphemous

conceit to think of it as the mild eye of the All-seeing, shining

through the mask of one of His humblest creatures, upon another as

humble, and countenancing the work if not the man? If this was

blasphemy, then Robert Carlton blasphemed for once in his heart; and had

his deserts in an unsuccessful quest.

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