CHAPTER LVIII.

THOUGH THE HIGHLANDER PUTS INTO NO HARBOR AS YET; SHE HERE AND THERE

LEAVES MANY OF HER PASSENGERS BEHIND

Although fast-sailing ships, blest with prosperous breezes, have

frequently made the run across the Atlantic in eighteen days; yet, it

is not uncommon for other vessels to be forty, or fifty, and even

sixty, seventy, eighty, and ninety days, in making the same passage.

Though in the latter cases, some signal calamity or incapacity must

occasion so great a detention. It is also true, that generally the

passage out from America is shorter than the return; which is to be

ascribed to the prevalence of westerly winds.

We had been outside of Cape Clear upward of twenty days, still harassed

by head-winds, though with pleasant weather upon the whole, when we

were visited by a succession of rain storms, which lasted the greater

part of a week.

During the interval, the emigrants were obliged to remain below; but

this was nothing strange to some of them; who, not recovering, while at

sea, from their first attack of seasickness, seldom or never made their

appearance on deck, during the entire passage.

During the week, now in question, fire was only once made in the public

galley. This occasioned a good deal of domestic work to be done in the

steerage, which otherwise would have been done in the open air. When

the lulls of the rain-storms would intervene, some unusually cleanly

emigrant would climb to the deck, with a bucket of slops, to toss into

the sea. No experience seemed sufficient to instruct some of these

ignorant people in the simplest, and most elemental principles of

ocean-life. Spite of all lectures on the subject, several would

continue to shun the leeward side of the vessel, with their slops. One

morning, when it was blowing very fresh, a simple fellow pitched over a

gallon or two of something to windward. Instantly it flew back in his

face; and also, in the face of the chief mate, who happened to be

standing by at the time. The offender was collared, and shaken on the

spot; and ironically commanded, never, for the future, to throw any

thing to windward at sea, but fine ashes and scalding hot water.

During the frequent _hard blows_ we experienced, the hatchways on the

steerage were, at intervals, hermetically closed; sealing down in their

noisome den, those scores of human beings. It was something to be

marveled at, that the shocking fate, which, but a short time ago,

overtook the poor passengers in a Liverpool steamer in the Channel,

during similar stormy weather, and under similar treatment, did not

overtake some of the emigrants of the Highlander.

Nevertheless, it was, beyond question, this noisome confinement in so

close, unventilated, and crowded a den: joined to the deprivation of

sufficient food, from which many were suffering; which, helped by their

personal uncleanliness, brought on a malignant fever.

The first report was, that two persons were affected. No sooner was it

known, than the mate promptly repaired to the medicine-chest in the

cabin: and with the remedies deemed suitable, descended into the

steerage. But the medicines proved of no avail; the invalids rapidly

grew worse; and two more of the emigrants became infected.

Upon this, the captain himself went to see them; and returning, sought

out a certain alleged physician among the cabin-passengers; begging him

to wait upon the sufferers; hinting that, thereby, he might prevent the

disease from extending into the cabin itself. But this person denied

being a physician; and from fear of contagion—though he did not confess

that to be the motive—refused even to enter the steerage. The cases

increased: the utmost alarm spread through the ship: and scenes ensued,

over which, for the most part, a veil must be drawn; for such is the

fastidiousness of some readers, that, many times, they must lose the

most striking incidents in a narrative like mine.

Many of the panic-stricken emigrants would fain now have domiciled on

deck; but being so scantily clothed, the wretched weather—wet, cold,

and tempestuous—drove the best part of them again below. Yet any other

human beings, perhaps, would rather have faced the most outrageous

storm, than continued to breathe the pestilent air of the steerage. But

some of these poor people must have been so used to the most abasing

calamities, that the atmosphere of a lazar-house almost seemed their

natural air.

The first four cases happened to be in adjoining bunks; and the

emigrants who slept in the farther part of the steerage, threw up a

barricade in front of those bunks; so as to cut off communication. But

this was no sooner reported to the captain, than he ordered it to be

thrown down; since it could be of no possible benefit; but would only

make still worse, what was already direful enough.

It was not till after a good deal of mingled threatening and coaxing,

that the mate succeeded in getting the sailors below, to accomplish the

captain’s order.

The sight that greeted us, upon entering, was wretched indeed. It was

like entering a crowded jail. From the rows of rude bunks, hundreds of

meager, begrimed faces were turned upon us; while seated upon the

chests, were scores of unshaven men, smoking tea-leaves, and creating a

suffocating vapor. But this vapor was better than the native air of the

place, which from almost unbelievable causes, was fetid in the extreme.

In every corner, the females were huddled together, weeping and

lamenting; children were asking bread from their mothers, who had none

to give; and old men, seated upon the floor, were leaning back against

the heads of the water-casks, with closed eyes and fetching their

breath with a gasp.

At one end of the place was seen the barricade, hiding the invalids;

while—notwithstanding the crowd—in front of it was a clear area, which

the fear of contagion had left open.

“That bulkhead must come down,” cried the mate, in a voice that rose

above the din. “Take hold of it, boys.”

But hardly had we touched the chests composing it, when a crowd of

pale-faced, infuriated men rushed up; and with terrific howls, swore

they would slay us, if we did not desist.

“Haul it down!” roared the mate.

But the sailors fell back, murmuring something about merchant seamen

having no pensions in case of being maimed, and they had not shipped to

fight fifty to one. Further efforts were made by the mate, who at last

had recourse to entreaty; but it would not do; and we were obliged to

depart, without achieving our object.

About four o’clock that morning, the first four died. They were all

men; and the scenes which ensued were frantic in the extreme.

Certainly, the bottomless profound of the sea, over which we were

sailing, concealed nothing more frightful.

Orders were at once passed to bury the dead. But this was unnecessary.

By their own countrymen, they were torn from the clasp of their wives,

rolled in their own bedding, with ballast-stones, and with hurried

rites, were dropped into the ocean.

At this time, ten more men had caught the disease; and with a degree of

devotion worthy all praise, the mate attended them with his medicines;

but the captain did not again go down to them.

It was all-important now that the steerage should be purified; and had

it not been for the rains and squalls, which would have made it madness

to turn such a number of women and children upon the wet and

unsheltered decks, the steerage passengers would have been ordered

above, and their den have been given a thorough cleansing. But, for the

present, this was out of the question. The sailors peremptorily refused

to go among the defilements to remove them; and so besotted were the

greater part of the emigrants themselves, that though the necessity of

the case was forcibly painted to them, they would not lift a hand to

assist in what seemed their own salvation.

The panic in the cabin was now very great; and for fear of contagion to

themselves, the cabin passengers would fain have made a prisoner of the

captain, to prevent him from going forward beyond the mainmast. Their

clamors at last induced him to tell the two mates, that for the present

they must sleep and take their meals elsewhere than in their old

quarters, which communicated with the cabin.

On land, a pestilence is fearful enough; but there, many can flee from

an infected city; whereas, in a ship, you are locked and bolted in the

very hospital itself. Nor is there any possibility of escape from it;

and in so small and crowded a place, no precaution can effectually

guard against contagion.

Horrible as the sights of the steerage now were, the cabin, perhaps,

presented a scene equally despairing. Many, who had seldom prayed

before, now implored the merciful heavens, night and day, for fair

winds and fine weather. Trunks were opened for Bibles; and at last,

even prayer-meetings were held over the very table across which the

loud jest had been so often heard.

Strange, though almost universal, that the seemingly nearer prospect of

that death which any body at any time may die, should produce these

spasmodic devotions, when an everlasting Asiatic Cholera is forever

thinning our ranks; and die by death we all must at last.

On the second day, seven died, one of whom was the little tailor; on

the third, four; on the fourth, six, of whom one was the Greenland

sailor, and another, a woman in the cabin, whose death, however, was

afterward supposed to have been purely induced by her fears. These last

deaths brought the panic to its height; and sailors, officers,

cabin-passengers, and emigrants—all looked upon each other like lepers.

All but the only true leper among us—the mariner Jackson, who seemed

elated with the thought, that for _him—_already in the deadly clutches

of another disease—no danger was to be apprehended from a fever which

only swept off the comparatively healthy. Thus, in the midst of the

despair of the healthful, this incurable invalid was not cast down;

not, at least, by the same considerations that appalled the rest.

And still, beneath a gray, gloomy sky, the doomed craft beat on; now on

this tack, now on that; battling against hostile blasts, and drenched

in rain and spray; scarcely making an inch of progress toward her port.

On the sixth morning, the weather merged into a gale, to which we

stripped our ship to a storm-stay-sail. In ten hours’ time, the waves

ran in mountains; and the Highlander rose and fell like some vast buoy

on the water. Shrieks and lamentations were driven to leeward, and

drowned in the roar of the wind among the cordage; while we gave to the

gale the blackened bodies of five more of the dead.

But as the dying departed, the places of two of them were filled in the

rolls of humanity, by the birth of two infants, whom the plague, panic,

and gale had hurried into the world before their time. The first cry of

one of these infants, was almost simultaneous with the splash of its

father’s body in the sea. Thus we come and we go. But, surrounded by

death, both mothers and babes survived.

At midnight, the wind went down; leaving a long, rolling sea; and, for

the first time in a week, a clear, starry sky.

In the first morning-watch, I sat with Harry on the windlass, watching

the billows; which, seen in the night, seemed real hills, upon which

fortresses might have been built; and real valleys, in which villages,

and groves, and gardens, might have nestled. It was like a landscape in

Switzerland; for down into those dark, purple glens, often tumbled the

white foam of the wave-crests, like avalanches; while the seething and

boiling that ensued, seemed the swallowing up of human beings.

By the afternoon of the next day this heavy sea subsided; and we bore

down on the waves, with all our canvas set; stun’-sails alow and aloft;

and our best steersman at the helm; the captain himself at his

elbow;—bowling along, with a fair, cheering breeze over the taffrail.

The decks were cleared, and swabbed bone-dry; and then, all the

emigrants who were not invalids, poured themselves out on deck,

snuffing the delightful air, spreading their damp bedding in the sun,

and regaling themselves with the generous charity of the captain, who

of late had seen fit to increase their allowance of food. A detachment

of them now joined a band of the crew, who proceeding into the

steerage, with buckets and brooms, gave it a thorough cleansing,

sending on deck, I know not how many bucketsful of defilements. It was

more like cleaning out a stable, than a retreat for men and women. This

day we buried three; the next day one, and then the pestilence left us,

with seven convalescent; who, placed near the opening of the hatchway,

soon rallied under the skillful treatment, and even tender care of the

mate.

But even under this favorable turn of affairs, much apprehension was

still entertained, lest in crossing the Grand Banks of Newfoundland,

the fogs, so generally encountered there, might bring on a return of

the fever. But, to the joy of all hands, our fair wind still held on;

and we made a rapid run across these dreaded shoals, and southward

steered for New York.

Our days were now fair and mild, and though the wind abated, yet we

still ran our course over a pleasant sea. The steerage-passengers—at

least by far the greater number—wore a still, subdued aspect, though a

little cheered by the genial air, and the hopeful thought of soon

reaching their port. But those who had lost fathers, husbands, wives,

or children, needed no crape, to reveal to others, who they were. Hard

and bitter indeed was their lot; for with the poor and desolate, grief

is no indulgence of mere sentiment, however sincere, but a gnawing

reality, that eats into their vital beings; they have no kind

condolers, and bland physicians, and troops of sympathizing friends;

and they must toil, though to-morrow be the burial, and their

pallbearers throw down the hammer to lift up the coffin.

How, then, with these emigrants, who, three thousand miles from home,

suddenly found themselves deprived of brothers and husbands, with but a

few pounds, or perhaps but a few shillings, to buy food in a strange

land?

As for the passengers in the cabin, who now so jocund as they? drawing

nigh, with their long purses and goodly portmanteaus to the promised

land, without fear of fate. One and all were generous and gay, the

jelly-eyed old gentleman, before spoken of, gave a shilling to the

steward.

The lady who had died, was an elderly person, an American, returning

from a visit to an only brother in London. She had no friend or

relative on board, hence, as there is little mourning for a stranger

dying among strangers, her memory had been buried with her body.

But the thing most worthy of note among these now light-hearted people

in feathers, was the gay way in which some of them bantered others,

upon the panic into which nearly all had been thrown.

And since, if the extremest fear of a crowd in a panic of peril, proves

grounded on causes sufficient, they must then indeed come to

perish;—therefore it is, that at such times they must make up their

minds either to die, or else survive to be taunted by their fellow-men

with their fear. For except in extraordinary instances of exposure,

there are few living men, who, at bottom, are not very slow to admit

that any other living men have ever been very much nearer death than

themselves. Accordingly, _craven_ is the phrase too often applied to

any one who, with however good reason, has been appalled at the

prospect of sudden death, and yet lived to escape it. Though, should he

have perished in conformity with his fears, not a syllable of _craven_

would you hear. This is the language of one, who more than once has

beheld the scenes, whence these principles have been deduced. The

subject invites much subtle speculation; for in every being’s ideas of

death, and his behavior when it suddenly menaces him, lies the best

index to his life and his faith. Though the Christian era had not then

begun, Socrates died the death of the Christian; and though Hume was

not a Christian in theory, yet he, too, died the death of the

Christian,—humble, composed, without bravado; and though the most

skeptical of philosophical skeptics, yet full of that firm, creedless

faith, that embraces the spheres. Seneca died dictating to posterity;

Petronius lightly discoursing of essences and love-songs; and Addison,

calling upon Christendom to behold how calmly a Christian could die;

but not even the last of these three, perhaps, died the best death of

the Christian.

The cabin passenger who had used to read prayers while the rest kneeled

against the transoms and settees, was one of the merry young sparks,

who had occasioned such agonies of jealousy to the poor tailor, now no

more. In his rakish vest, and dangling watch-chain, this same youth,

with all the awfulness of fear, had led the earnest petitions of his

companions; supplicating mercy, where before he had never solicited the

slightest favor. More than once had he been seen thus engaged by the

observant steersman at the helm: who looked through the little glass in

the cabin bulk-head.

But this youth was an April man; the storm had departed; and now he

shone in the sun, none braver than he.

One of his jovial companions ironically advised him to enter into holy

orders upon his arrival in New York.

“Why so?” said the other, “have I such an orotund voice?”

“No;” profanely returned his friend—“but you are a coward—just the man

to be a parson, and pray.”

However this narrative of the circumstances attending the fever among

the emigrants on the Highland may appear; and though these things

happened so long ago; yet just such events, nevertheless, are perhaps

taking place to-day. But the only account you obtain of such events, is

generally contained in a newspaper paragraph, under the shipping-head.

_There_ is the obituary of the destitute dead, who die on the sea. They

die, like the billows that break on the shore, and no more are heard or

seen. But in the events, thus merely initialized in the catalogue of

passing occurrences, and but glanced at by the readers of news, who are

more taken up with paragraphs of fuller flavor; what a world of life

and death, what a world of humanity and its woes, lies shrunk into a

three-worded sentence!

You see no plague-ship driving through a stormy sea; you hear no groans

of despair; you see no corpses thrown over the bulwarks; you mark not

the wringing hands and torn hair of widows and orphans:—all is a blank.

And one of these blanks I have but filled up, in recounting the details

of the Highlander’s calamity.

Besides that natural tendency, which hurries into oblivion the last

woes of the poor; other causes combine to suppress the detailed

circumstances of disasters like these. Such things, if widely known,

operate unfavorably to the ship, and make her a bad name; and to avoid

detention at quarantine, a captain will state the case in the most

palliating light, and strive to hush it up, as much as he can.

In no better place than this, perhaps, can a few words be said,

concerning emigrant ships in general.

Let us waive that agitated national topic, as to whether such

multitudes of foreign poor should be landed on our American shores; let

us waive it, with the one only thought, that if they can get here, they

have God’s right to come; though they bring all Ireland and her

miseries with them. For the whole world is the patrimony of the whole

world; there is no telling who does not own a stone in the Great Wall

of China. But we waive all this; and will only consider, how best the

emigrants can come hither, since come they do, and come they must and

will.

Of late, a law has been passed in Congress, restricting ships to a

certain number of emigrants, according to a certain rate. If this law

were enforced, much good might be done; and so also might much good be

done, were the English law likewise enforced, concerning the fixed

supply of food for every emigrant embarking from Liverpool. But it is

hardly to be believed, that either of these laws is observed.

But in all respects, no legislation, even nominally, reaches the hard

lot of the emigrant. What ordinance makes it obligatory upon the

captain of a ship, to supply the steerage-passengers with decent

lodgings, and give them light and air in that foul den, where they are

immured, during a long voyage across the Atlantic? What ordinance

necessitates him to place the _galley,_ or steerage-passengers’ stove,

in a dry place of shelter, where the emigrants can do their cooking

during a storm, or wet weather? What ordinance obliges him to give them

more room on deck, and let them have an occasional run fore and

aft?—There is no law concerning these things. And if there was, who but

some Howard in office would see it enforced? and how seldom is there a

Howard in office!

We talk of the Turks, and abhor the cannibals; but may not some of

_them,_ go to heaven, before some of _us?_ We may have civilized bodies

and yet barbarous souls. We are blind to the real sights of this world;

deaf to its voice; and dead to its death. And not till we know, that

one grief outweighs ten thousand joys, will we become what Christianity

is striving to make us.

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