CHAPTER LVI.

UNDER THE LEE OF THE LONG-BOAT, REDBURN AND HARRY HOLD CONFIDENTIAL

COMMUNION

A sweet thing is a song; and though the Hebrew captives hung their

harps on the willows, that they could not sing the melodies of

Palestine before the haughty beards of the Babylonians; yet, to

themselves, those melodies of other times and a distant land were as

sweet as the June dew on Hermon.

And poor Harry was as the Hebrews. He, too, had been carried away

captive, though his chief captor and foe was himself; and he, too, many

a night, was called upon to sing for those who through the day had

insulted and derided him.

His voice was just the voice to proceed from a small, silken person

like his; it was gentle and liquid, and meandered and tinkled through

the words of a song, like a musical brook that winds and wantons by

pied and pansied margins.

“_I_ can’t sing to-night”—sadly said Harry to the Dutchman, who with

his watchmates requested him to while away the middle watch with his

melody—“I can’t sing to-night. But, Wellingborough,” he whispered,—and

I stooped my ear,— “come _you_ with me under the lee of the long-boat,

and there I’ll hum you an air.”

It was _The Banks of the Blue Moselle._

Poor, poor Harry! and a thousand times friendless and forlorn! To be

singing that thing, which was only meant to be warbled by falling

fountains in gardens, or in elegant alcoves in drawing-rooms,—to be

singing it _here—here,_ as I live, under the tarry lee of our

long-boat.

But he sang, and sang, as I watched the waves, and peopled them all

with sprites, and cried _“chassez!” “hands across!”_ to the

multitudinous quadrilles, all danced on the moonlit, musical floor.

But though it went so hard with my friend to sing his songs to this

ruffian crew, whom he hated, even in his dreams, till the foam flew

from his mouth while he slept; yet at last I prevailed upon him to

master his feelings, and make them subservient to his interests. For so

delighted, even with the rudest minstrelsy, are sailors, that I well

knew Harry possessed a spell over them, which, for the time at least,

they could not resist; and it might induce them to treat with more

deference the being who was capable of yielding them such delight.

Carlo’s organ they did not so much care for; but the voice of my Bury

blade was an accordion in their ears.

So one night, on the windlass, he sat and sang; and from the ribald

jests so common to sailors, the men slid into silence at every verse.

Hushed, and more hushed they grew, till at last Harry sat among them

like Orpheus among the charmed leopards and tigers. Harmless now the

fangs with which they were wont to tear my zebra, and backward curled

in velvet paws; and fixed their once glaring eyes in fascinated and

fascinating brilliancy. Ay, still and hissingly all, for a time, they

relinquished their prey.

Now, during the voyage, the treatment of the crew threw Harry more and

more upon myself for companionship; and few can keep constant company

with another, without revealing some, at least, of their secrets; for

all of us yearn for sympathy, even if we do not for love; and to be

intellectually alone is a thing only tolerable to genius, whose

cherisher and inspirer is solitude.

But though my friend became more communicative concerning his past

career than ever he had been before, yet he did not make plain many

things in his hitherto but partly divulged history, which I was very

curious to know; and especially he never made the remotest allusion to

aught connected with our trip to London; while the oath of secrecy by

which he had bound me held my curiosity on that point a captive.

However, as it was, Harry made many very interesting disclosures; and

if he did not gratify me more in that respect, he atoned for it in a

measure, by dwelling upon the future, and the prospects, such as they

were, which the future held out to him.

He confessed that he had no money but a few shillings left from the

expenses of our return from London; that only by selling some more of

his clothing, could he pay for his first week’s board in New York; and

that he was altogether without any regular profession or business, upon

which, by his own exertions, he could securely rely for support. And

yet, he told me that he was determined never again to return to

England; and that somewhere in America he must work out his temporal

felicity.

“I have forgotten England,” he said, “and never more mean to think of

it; so tell me, Wellingborough, what am I to do in America?”

It was a puzzling question, and full of grief to me, who, young though

I was, had been well rubbed, curried, and ground down to fine powder in

the hopper of an evil fortune, and who therefore could sympathize with

one in similar circumstances. For though we may look grave and behave

kindly and considerately to a friend in calamity; yet, if we have never

actually experienced something like the woe that weighs him down, we

can not with the best grace proffer our sympathy. And perhaps there is

no true sympathy but between equals; and it may be, that we should

distrust that man’s sincerity, who stoops to condole with us.

So Harry and I, two friendless wanderers, beguiled many a long watch by

talking over our common affairs. But inefficient, as a benefactor, as I

certainly was; still, being an American, and returning to my home; even

as he was a stranger, and hurrying from his; therefore, I stood toward

him in the attitude of the prospective doer of the honors of my

country; I accounted him the nation’s guest. Hence, I esteemed it more

befitting, that I should rather talk with him, than he with me: that

_his_ prospects and plans should engage our attention, in preference to

my own.

Now, seeing that Harry was so brave a songster, and could sing such

bewitching airs: I suggested whether his musical talents could not be

turned to account. The thought struck him most favorably—“Gad, my boy,

you have hit it, you have,” and then he went on to mention, that in

some places in England, it was customary for two or three young men of

highly respectable families, of undoubted antiquity, but unfortunately

in lamentably decayed circumstances, and thread-bare coats—it was

customary for two or three young gentlemen, so situated, to obtain

their livelihood by their voices: coining their silvery songs into

silvery shillings.

They wandered from door to door, and rang the bell—Are _the ladies and

gentlemen in?_ Seeing them at least gentlemanly looking, if not

sumptuously appareled, the servant generally admitted them at once; and

when the people entered to greet them, their spokesman would rise with

a gentle bow, and a smile, and say, _We come, ladies and gentlemen, to

sing you a song: we are singers, at your service._ And so, without

waiting reply, forth they burst into song; and having most mellifluous

voices, enchanted and transported all auditors; so much so, that at the

conclusion of the entertainment, they very seldom failed to be well

recompensed, and departed with an invitation to return again, and make

the occupants of that dwelling once more delighted and happy.

“Could not something of this kind now, be done in New York?” said

Harry, “or are there no parlors with ladies in them, there?” he

anxiously added.

Again I assured him, as I had often done before, that New York was a

civilized and enlightened town; with a large population, fine streets,

fine houses, nay, plenty of omnibuses; and that for the most part, he

would almost think himself in England; so similar to England, in

essentials, was this outlandish America that haunted him.

I could not but be struck—and had I not been, from my birth, as it

were, a cosmopolite—I had been amazed at his skepticism with regard to

the civilization of my native land. A greater patriot than myself might

have resented his insinuations. He seemed to think that we Yankees

lived in wigwams, and wore bear-skins. After all, Harry was a spice of

a Cockney, and had shut up his Christendom in London.

Having then assured him, that I could see no reason, why he should not

play the troubadour in New York, as well as elsewhere; he suddenly

popped upon me the question, whether I would not join him in the

enterprise; as it would be quite out of the question to go alone on

such a business.

Said I, “My dear Bury, I have no more voice for a ditty, than a dumb

man has for an oration. Sing? Such Macadamized lungs have I, that I

think myself well off, that I can talk; let alone nightingaling.”

So that plan was quashed; and by-and-by Harry began to give up the idea

of singing himself into a livelihood.

“No, I won’t sing for my mutton,” said he—“what would Lady Georgiana

say?”

“If I could see her ladyship once, I might tell you, Harry,” returned

I, who did not exactly doubt him, but felt ill at ease for my bosom

friend’s conscience, when he alluded to his various noble and right

honorable friends and relations.

“But surely, Bury, my friend, you must write a clerkly hand, among your

other accomplishments; and _that_ at least, will be sure to help you.”

“I _do_ write a hand,” he gladly rejoined—“there, look at the

implement!—do you not think, that such a hand as _that_ might dot an

_i,_ or cross a _t,_ with a touching grace and tenderness?”

Indeed, but it did betoken a most excellent penmanship. It was small;

and the fingers were long and thin; the knuckles softly rounded; the

nails hemispherical at the base; and the smooth palm furnishing few

characters for an Egyptian fortune-teller to read. It was not as the

sturdy farmer’s hand of Cincinnatus, who followed the plough and guided

the state; but it was as the perfumed hand of Petronius Arbiter, that

elegant young buck of a Roman, who once cut great Seneca dead in the

forum.

His hand alone, would have entitled my Bury blade to the suffrages of

that Eastern potentate, who complimented Lord Byron upon his feline

fingers, declaring that they furnished indubitable evidence of his

noble birth. And so it did: for Lord Byron was as all the rest of

us—the son of a _man._ And so are the dainty-handed, and wee-footed

half-cast paupers in Lima; who, if their hands and feet were entitled

to consideration, would constitute the oligarchy of all Peru.

Folly and foolishness! to think that a gentleman is known by his

finger-nails, like Nebuchadnezzar, when his grew long in the pasture:

or that the badge of nobility is to be found in the smallness of the

foot, when even a fish has no foot at all!

Dandies! amputate yourselves, if you will; but know, and be assured,

oh, democrats, that, like a pyramid, a great man stands on a broad

base. It is only the brittle porcelain pagoda, that tottles on a toe.

But though Harry’s hand was lady-like looking, and had once been white

as the queen’s cambric handkerchief, and free from a stain as the

reputation of Diana; yet, his late pulling and hauling of halyards and

clew-lines, and his occasional dabbling in tar-pots and slush-shoes,

had somewhat subtracted from its original daintiness.

Often he ruefully eyed it.

Oh! hand! thought Harry, ah, hand! what have you come to? Is it seemly,

that you should be polluted with pitch, when you once handed countesses

to their coaches? Is _this_ the hand I kissed to the divine Georgiana?

with which I pledged Lady Blessington, and ratified my bond to Lord

Lovely? _This_ the hand that Georgiana clasped to her bosom, when she

vowed she was mine?—Out of sight, recreant and apostate!—deep

down—disappear in this foul monkey-jacket pocket where I thrust you!

After many long conversations, it was at last pretty well decided, that

upon our arrival at New York, some means should be taken among my few

friends there, to get Harry a place in a mercantile house, where he

might flourish his pen, and gently exercise his delicate digits, by

traversing some soft foolscap; in the same way that slim, pallid ladies

are gently drawn through a park for an airing.

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