HE CONTEMPLATES MAKING A SOCIAL CALL ON THE CAPTAIN IN HIS CABIN
What reminded me most forcibly of my ignominious condition, was the
widely altered manner of the captain toward me.
I had thought him a fine, funny gentleman, full of mirth and good
humor, and good will to seamen, and one who could not fail to
appreciate the difference between me and the rude sailors among whom I
was thrown. Indeed, I had made no doubt that he would in some special
manner take me under his protection, and prove a kind friend and
benefactor to me; as I had heard that some sea-captains are fathers to
their crew; and so they are; but such fathers as Solomon’s precepts
tend to make—severe and chastising fathers, fathers whose sense of duty
overcomes the sense of love, and who every day, in some sort, play the
part of Brutus, who ordered his son away to execution, as I have read
in our old family Plutarch.
Yes, I thought that Captain Riga, for Riga was his name, would be
attentive and considerate to me, and strive to cheer me up, and comfort
me in my lonesomeness. I did not even deem it at all impossible that he
would invite me down into the cabin of a pleasant night, to ask me
questions concerning my parents, and prospects in life; besides
obtaining from me some anecdotes touching my great-uncle, the
illustrious senator; or give me a slate and pencil, and teach me
problems in navigation; or perhaps engage me at a game of chess. I even
thought he might invite me to dinner on a sunny Sunday, and help me
plentifully to the nice cabin fare, as knowing how distasteful the salt
beef and pork, and hard biscuit of the forecastle must at first be to a
boy like me, who had always lived ashore, and at home.
And I could not help regarding him with peculiar emotions, almost of
tenderness and love, as the last visible link in the chain of
associations which bound me to my home. For, while yet in port, I had
seen him and Mr. Jones, my brother’s friend, standing together and
conversing; so that from the captain to my brother there was but one
intermediate step; and my brother and mother and sisters were one.
And this reminds me how often I used to pass by the places on deck,
where I remembered Mr. Jones had stood when we first visited the ship
lying at the wharf; and how I tried to convince myself that it was
indeed true, that he had stood there, though now the ship was so far
away on the wide Atlantic Ocean, and he perhaps was walking down
Wall-street, or sitting reading the newspaper in his counting room,
while poor I was so differently employed.
When two or three days had passed without the captain’s speaking to me
in any way, or sending word into the forecastle that he wished me to
drop into the cabin to pay my respects. I began to think whether I
should not make the first advances, and whether indeed he did not
expect it of me, since I was but a boy, and he a man; and perhaps that
might have been the reason why he had not spoken to me yet, deeming it
more proper and respectful for me to address him first. I thought he
might be offended, too, especially if he were a proud man, with tender
feelings. So one evening, a little before sundown, in the second
dog-watch, when there was no more work to be done, I concluded to call
and see him.
After drawing a bucket of water, and having a good washing, to get off
some of the chicken-coop stains, I went down into the forecastle to
dress myself as neatly as I could. I put on a white shirt in place of
my red one, and got into a pair of cloth trowsers instead of my duck
ones, and put on my new pumps, and then carefully brushing my
shooting-jacket, I put that on over all, so that upon the whole, I made
quite a genteel figure, at least for a forecastle, though I would not
have looked so well in a drawing-room.
When the sailors saw me thus employed, they did not know what to make
of it, and wanted to know whether I was dressing to go ashore; I told
them no, for we were then out of sight of mind; but that I was going to
pay my respects to the captain. Upon which they all laughed and
shouted, as if I were a simpleton; though there seemed nothing so very
simple in going to make an evening call upon a friend. When some of
them tried to dissuade me, saying I was green and raw; but Jackson, who
sat looking on, cried out, with a hideous grin, “Let him go, let him
go, men—he’s a nice boy. Let him go; the captain has some nuts and
raisins for him.” And so he was going on, when one of his violent fits
of coughing seized him, and he almost choked.
As I was about leaving the forecastle, I happened to look at my hands,
and seeing them stained all over of a deep yellow, for that morning the
mate had set me to tarring some strips of canvas for the rigging I
thought it would never do to present myself before a gentleman that
way; so for want of lads, I slipped on a pair of woolen mittens, which
my mother had knit for me to carry to sea. As I was putting them on,
Jackson asked me whether he shouldn’t call a carriage; and another bade
me not forget to present his best respects to the skipper. I left them
all tittering, and coming on deck was passing the cook-house, when the
old cook called after me, saying I had forgot my cane.
But I did not heed their impudence, and was walking straight toward the
cabin-door on the quarter-deck, when the chief mate met me. I touched
my hat, and was passing him, when, after staring at me till I thought
his eyes would burst out, he all at once caught me by the collar, and
with a voice of thunder, wanted to know what I meant by playing such
tricks aboard a ship that he was mate of? I told him to let go of me,
or I would complain to my friend the captain, whom I intended to visit
that evening. Upon this he gave me such a whirl round, that I thought
the Gulf Stream was in my head; and then shoved me forward, roaring out
I know not what. Meanwhile the sailors were all standing round the
windlass looking aft, mightily tickled.
Seeing I could not effect my object that night, I thought it best to
defer it for the present; and returning among the sailors, Jackson
asked me how I had found the captain, and whether the next time I went,
I would not take a friend along and introduce him.
The upshot of this business was, that before I went to sleep that
night, I felt well satisfied that it was not customary for sailors to
call on the captain in the cabin; and I began to have an inkling of the
fact, that I had acted like a fool; but it all arose from my ignorance
of sea usages.
And here I may as well state, that I never saw the inside of the cabin
during the whole interval that elapsed from our sailing till our return
to New York; though I often used to get a peep at it through a little
pane of glass, set in the house on deck, just before the helm, where a
watch was kept hanging for the helmsman to strike the half hours by,
with his little bell in the binnacle, where the compass was. And it
used to be the great amusement of the sailors to look in through the
pane of glass, when they stood at the wheel, and watch the proceedings
in the cabin; especially when the steward was setting the table for
dinner, or the captain was lounging over a decanter of wine on a little
mahogany stand, or playing the game called _solitaire,_ at cards, of an
evening; for at times he was all alone with his dignity; though, as
will ere long be shown, he generally had one pleasant companion, whose
society he did not dislike.
The day following my attempt to drop in at the cabin, I happened to be
making fast a rope on the quarter-deck, when the captain suddenly made
his appearance, promenading up and down, and smoking a cigar. He looked
very good-humored and amiable, and it being just after his dinner, I
thought that this, to be sure, was just the chance I wanted.
I waited a little while, thinking he would speak to me himself; but as
he did not, I went up to him, and began by saying it was a very
pleasant day, and hoped he was very well. I never saw a man fly into
such a rage; I thought he was going to knock me down; but after
standing speechless awhile, he all at once plucked his cap from his
head and threw it at me. I don’t know what impelled me, but I ran to
the lee-scuppers where it fell, picked it up, and gave it to him with a
bow; when the mate came running up, and thrust me forward again; and
after he had got me as far as the windlass, he wanted to know whether I
was crazy or not; for if I was, he would put me in irons right off, and
have done with it.
But I assured him I was in my right mind, and knew perfectly well that
I had been treated in the most rude and un-gentlemanly manner both by
him and Captain Riga. Upon this, he rapped out a great oath, and told
me if I ever repeated what I had done that evening, or ever again
presumed so much as to lift my hat to the captain, he would tie me into
the rigging, and keep me there until I learned better manners. “You are
very green,” said he, “but I’ll ripen you.” Indeed this chief mate
seemed to have the keeping of the dignity of the captain; who, in some
sort, seemed too dignified personally to protect his own dignity.
I thought this strange enough, to be reprimanded, and charged with
rudeness for an act of common civility. However, seeing how matters
stood, I resolved to let the captain alone for the future, particularly
as he had shown himself so deficient in the ordinary breeding of a
gentleman. And I could hardly credit it, that this was the same man who
had been so very civil, and polite, and witty, when Mr. Jones and I
called upon him in port.
But this astonishment of mine was much increased, when some days after,
a storm came upon us, and the captain rushed out of the cabin in his
nightcap, and nothing else but his shirt on; and leaping up on the
poop, began to jump up and down, and curse and swear, and call the men
aloft all manner of hard names, just like a common loafer in the
street.
Besides all this, too, I noticed that while we were at sea, he wore
nothing but old shabby clothes, very different from the glossy suit I
had seen him in at our first interview, and after that on the steps of
the City Hotel, where he always boarded when in New York. Now, he wore
nothing but old-fashioned snuff-colored coats, with high collars and
short waists; and faded, short-legged pantaloons, very tight about the
knees; and vests, that did not conceal his waistbands, owing to their
being so short, just like a little boy’s. And his hats were all caved
in, and battered, as if they had been knocked about in a cellar; and
his boots were sadly patched. Indeed, I began to think that he was but
a shabby fellow after all; particularly as his whiskers lost their
gloss, and he went days together without shaving; and his hair, by a
sort of miracle, began to grow of a pepper and salt color, which might
have been owing, though, to his discontinuing the use of some kind of
dye while at sea. I put him down as a sort of impostor; and while
ashore, a gentleman on false pretenses; for no gentleman would have
treated another gentleman as he did me.
Yes, Captain Riga, thought I, you are no gentleman, and you know it!