DECEMBER 4.

I implore your attention. It is all over with me. I can support this

state no longer. To-day I was sitting by Charlotte. She was playing

upon her piano a succession of delightful melodies, with such intense

expression! Her little sister was dressing her doll upon my lap. The

tears came into my eyes. I leaned down, and looked intently at her

wedding-ring: my tears fell—immediately she began to play that

favourite, that divine, air which has so often enchanted me. I felt

comfort from a recollection of the past, of those bygone days when that

air was familiar to me; and then I recalled all the sorrows and the

disappointments which I had since endured. I paced with hasty strides

through the room, my heart became convulsed with painful emotions. At

length I went up to her, and exclaimed With eagerness, "For Heaven's

sake, play that air no longer!" She stopped, and looked steadfastly at

me. She then said, with a smile which sunk deep into my heart, "Werther,

you are ill: your dearest food is distasteful to you. But go, I entreat

you, and endeavour to compose yourself." I tore myself away. God, thou

seest my torments, and wilt end them!

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