V.--SILENT FOR EVER

I

Breakfast was on the table in Mr. Hamlyn's house in Bryanston Square,

and Mrs. Hamlyn waited, all impatience, for her lord and master. Not

in any particular impatience for the meal itself, but that she might

"have it out with him"--the phrase was hers, not mine, as you will see

presently--in regard to the perplexity existing in her mind connected

with the strange appearance of the damsel watching the house, in her

beauty and her pale golden hair.

Why had Philip Hamlyn turned sick and faint--to judge by his changing

countenance--when she had charged him at dinner, the previous evening,

with knowing something of this mysterious woman? Mysterious in her

actions, at all events; probably in herself. Mrs. Hamlyn wanted to

know that. No further opportunity had then been given for pursuing the

subject. Japhet had returned to the room, and before the dinner was at

an end, some acquaintance of Mr. Hamlyn had fetched him out for the

evening. And he came home with so fearful a headache that he had lain

groaning and turning all through the night. Mrs. Hamlyn was not a model

of patience, but in all her life she had never felt so impatient as

now.

He came into the room looking pale and shivery; a sure sign that he was

suffering; that it was not an invented excuse. Yes, the pain was better,

he said, in answer to his wife's question; and might be much better

after a strong cup of tea; he could not imagine what had brought it on.

_She_ could have told him, though, had she been gifted with the magical

power of reading minds, and have seen the nervous apprehension that was

making havoc with his.

Mrs. Hamlyn gave him his tea in silence, and buttered a dainty bit of

toast to tempt him to eat. But he shook his head.

"I cannot, Eliza. Nothing but tea this morning."

"I am sorry you are ill," she said, by-and-by. "I fear it hurts you to

talk; but I want to have it out with you."

"Have it out with me!" cried he, in real or feigned surprise. "Have what

out with me?"

"Oh, you know, Philip. About that woman who has been watching the house

these two days; evidently watching for you."

"But I told you I knew nothing about her: who she is, or what she is, or

what she wants. I really do not know."

Well, so far that was true. But all the while a sick fear lay on his

heart that he did know; or, rather, that he was destined to know very

shortly.

"When I told you her hair was like threads of fine, pale gold, you

seemed to start, Philip, as if you knew some girl or woman with such

hair, or had known her."

"I daresay I have known a score of women with such hair. My dear little

sister who died, for instance."

"Do not attempt to evade the subject," was the haughty reprimand.

"If----"

Mrs. Hamlyn's sharp speech was interrupted by the entrance of Japhet,

bringing in the morning letters. Only one letter, however, for they

were not as numerous in those days as they are in these.

"It seems to be important, ma'am," Japhet remarked, with the privilege

of an old servant, as he handed it to his mistress. She saw it was from

Leet Hall, in Mrs. Carradyne's handwriting, and bore the words: "In

haste," above the address.

Tearing it open Eliza Hamlyn read the short, sad news it contained.

Captain Monk had been taken suddenly ill with inward inflammation. Mr.

Speck feared the worst, and the Captain had asked for Eliza. Would she

come down at once?

"Oh, Philip, I must not lose a minute," she exclaimed, passing the

letter to him, and forgetting the pale gold hair and its owner. "Do

you know anything about the Worcestershire trains?"

"No," he answered. "The better plan will be to get to the station as

soon as possible, and then you will be ready for the first train that

starts."

"Will you go down with me, Philip?"

"I cannot. I will take you to the station."

"Why can't you?"

"Because I cannot just now leave London. My dear, you may believe me,

for it is the truth. _I cannot do so._ I wish I could."

And she saw it was true: for his tone was so earnest as to tell of pain.

Making what haste she could, kissing her boy a hundred times, and

recommending him to the special care of his nurse and of his father

during her absence, she drove with her husband to the station, and

was just in time for a train. Mr. Hamlyn watched it steam out of the

station, and then looked up at the clock.

"I suppose it's not too early to see him," he muttered. "I'll chance

it, at any rate. Hope he will be less suffering than he was yesterday,

and less crusty, too."

Dismissing his carriage, for he felt more inclined to walk than to

drive, he went through the park to Pimlico, and gained the house of

Major Pratt.

This was Friday. On the previous Wednesday evening a note had been

brought to Mr. Hamlyn by Major Pratt's servant, a sentence in which,

as the reader may remember, ran as follows:--

"_I suppose there was no mistake in the report that that ship did

go down?--and that none of the passengers were saved from it?_"

This puzzled Philip Hamlyn: perhaps somewhat troubled him in a hazy kind

of way. For he could only suppose that the ship alluded to must be the

sailing-vessel in which his first wife, false and faithless, and his

little son of a twelvemonth old had been lost some five or six years

ago--the _Clipper of the Seas_. And the next day (Thursday) he had gone

to Major Pratt's, as requested, to carry the prescription for gout he

had asked for, and also to inquire of the Major what he meant.

But the visit was a fruitless one. Major Pratt was in bed with an attack

of gout, so ill and so "crusty" that nothing could be got out of him

excepting a few bad words and as many groans. Mr. Hamlyn then questioned

Saul--of whom he used to see a good deal in India, for he had been the

Major's servant for years and years.

"Do you happen to know, Saul, whether the Major wanted me for anything

in particular? He asked me to call here this morning."

Saul began to consider. He was a tall, thin, cautious, slow-speaking

man, honest as the day, and very much attached to his master.

"Well, sir, he got a letter yesterday morning that seemed to put him

out, for I found him swearing over it. And he said he'd like you to see

it."

"Who was the letter from? What was it about?"

"It looked like Miss Caroline's writing, sir, and the postmark was

Essex. As to what it was about--well, the Major didn't directly tell me,

but I gathered that it might be about----"

"About what?" questioned Mr. Hamlyn, for the man had come to a dead

standstill. "Speak out, Saul."

"Then, sir," said Saul, slowly rubbing the top of his head, and the few

grey hairs left on it, "I thought--as you tell me to speak--it must be

something concerning that ship you know of; she that went down on her

voyage home, Mr. Philip."

"The _Clipper of the Seas_?"

"Just so, sir; the _Clipper of the Seas_. I thought it by this," added

Saul: "that pretty nigh all day afterwards he talked of nothing but that

ship, asking me if I should suppose it possible that the ship had not

gone down and every soul on board, leastways of her passengers, with

her. 'Master,' said I, in answer, 'had that ship not gone down and all

her passengers with her, rely upon it, they'd have turned up long before

this.' 'Ay, ay,' stormed he, 'and Caroline's a fool.'--Which of course

meant his sister, you know, sir."

Philip Hamlyn could not make much of this. So many years had elapsed now

since news came out to the world that the unfortunate ship, _Clipper of

the Seas_, went down off the coast of Spain on her homeward voyage, and

all her passengers with her, as to be a fact of the past. Never a doubt

had been cast upon any part of the tidings, so far as he knew.

With an uneasy feeling at his heart, he went off to the city, to call

upon the brokers, or agents, of the ship: remembering quite well who

they were, and that they lived in Fenchurch Street. An elderly man,

clerk in the house for many years, and now a partner, received him.

"The _Clipper of the Seas_?" repeated the old gentleman, after listening

to what Mr. Hamlyn had to say. "No, sir, we don't know that any of her

passengers were saved; always supposed they were not. But lately we have

had some little cause to doubt whether one or two might not have been."

Philip Hamlyn's heart beat faster.

"Will you tell me why you think this?"

"It isn't that we think it; at best 'tis but a doubt," was the reply.

"One of our own ships, getting in last month from Madras, had a sailor

on board who chanced to remark to me, when he was up here getting his

pay, that it was not the first time he had served in our employ: he had

been in that ship that was lost, the _Clipper of the Seas_. And he went

on to say, in answer to a remark of mine about all the passengers having

been lost, that that was not quite correct, for that one of them had

certainly been saved--a lady or a nurse, he didn't know which, and also

a little child that she was in charge of. He was positive about it, he

added, upon my expressing my doubts, for they got to shore in the same

small boat that he did."

"Is it true, think you?" gasped Mr. Hamlyn.

"Sir, we are inclined to think it is not true," emphatically spoke the

old gentleman. "Upon inquiring about this man's character, we found that

he is given to drinking, so that what he says cannot always be relied

upon. Again, it seems next to an impossibility that if any passenger

were saved we should not have heard of it. Altogether we feel inclined

to judge that the man, though evidently believing he spoke truth, was

but labouring under an hallucination."

"Can you tell me where I can find the man?" asked Mr. Hamlyn, after a

pause.

"Not anywhere at present, sir. He has sailed again."

So that ended it for the day. Philip Hamlyn went home and sat down to

dinner with his wife, as already spoken of. And when she told him that

the mysterious lady waiting outside must be waiting for him--probably

some acquaintance of his of the years gone by--it set his brain working

and his pulses throbbing, for he suddenly connected her with what he had

that day heard. No wonder his head ached!

To-day, after seeing his wife off by train, he went to find Major Pratt.

The Major was better, and could talk, swearing a great deal over the

gout, and the letter.

"It was from Caroline," he said, alluding to his sister, Miss Pratt, who

had been with him in India. "She lives in Essex, you know, Philip."

"Oh, yes, I know," answered Philip Hamlyn. "But what is it that Caroline

says in her letter?"

"You shall hear," said the Major, producing his sister's letter and

opening it. "Listen. Here it is. 'The strangest thing has happened,

brother! Susan went to London yesterday to get my fronts recurled at the

hairdresser's, and she was waiting in the shop, when a lady came out of

the back room, having been in there to get a little boy's hair cut.

Susan was quite struck dumb when she saw her: _she thinks it was poor

erring Dolly_; never saw such a likeness before, she says; could almost

swear to her by the lovely pale gold hair. The lady pulled her veil over

her face when she saw Susan staring at her, and went away with great

speed. Susan asked the hairdresser's people if they knew the lady's

name, or who she was, but they told her she was a stranger to them; had

never been in the shop before. Dear Richard, this is troubling me; I

could not sleep all last night for thinking of it. Do you suppose it

is possible that Dolly and the boy were not drowned? Your affectionate

sister, Caroline.' Now, did you ever read such a letter?" stormed the

Major. "If that Susan went home and said she'd seen St. Paul's blown up,

Caroline would believe it. Who's Susan, d'ye say? Why, you've lost your

memory, Philip. Susan was the English maid we had with us in Calcutta."

"It cannot possibly be true," cried Mr. Hamlyn with quivering lips.

"True, no! of course it can't be, hang it! Or else what would you do?"

That might be logical though not satisfactory reasoning. And Mr. Hamlyn

thought of the woman said to be watching for him, and her pale gold

hair.

"She was a cunning jade, if ever there was one, mark you, Philip Hamlyn;

that false wife of yours and kin of mine; came of a cunning family on

the mother's side. Put it that she _was_ saved: if it suited her to let

us suppose she was drowned, why, she'd do it. _I_ know Dolly."

And poor Philip Hamlyn, assenting to the truth of this with all his

heart, went out to face the battle that might be coming upon him,

lacking the courage for it.

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