Had the clerk of the weather been bribed with a purse of gold, he could
not have sent a finer day than Thursday turned out to be. The sun shone,
the air sparkled, and the bells of Islip church rang out from the old
steeple. Islip was much behind other churches in many respects; so
primitive, indeed, in some of its ways, that had an edifice of advanced
views come sailing through the air to pay it a visit, it would have
turned tail again and sailed away; but Islip could boast of one thing
few churches can boast of--a delightful peal of bells.
The wedding took place at eleven o'clock, and was a quiet one. Its
attendants were chiefly confined to the parties themselves and their
immediate relatives, but that did not prevent other people from flocking
in to see it.
I and Dick MacEveril went in together, and got a good place close up;
which was lucky, for the old church is full of pillars and angles
that obstruct the view. Emma was in white silk; her bridesmaid, Mary
MacEveril, the same; it was the custom in those days. Tom looked
uncommonly well; but he and she were both nervous. Old Paul gave her
away; and a thin aunt, with a twisted nose, who had come on a visit to
superintend the wedding, in place of Emma's dead mother, did nothing but
weep. She wore an odd gown, pink one way, blue another; you might have
thought she had borrowed its colours from their copper teakettle. Mrs.
Chandler, Tom's mother, in grey silk, was smarter than she had ever
been in her life; and his aunt, Mrs. Cramp, was resplendent in a dress
bordering upon orange.
The ceremony came to an end very quickly, I thought--you do think so
at most simple weddings; and Tom and his wife went away together in
the first carriage. Next came the breakfast at Mr. Paul's; the aunt
presiding in a gentle stream of tears. Early in the afternoon the bride
and bridegroom left for London, on their way to the Continent.
* * * * *
Everyone does not care to dash to a church to see a marriage: some would
as soon think of running to look on at a funeral. Mr. Preen was one of
these insensible people, and he, of course, did not care to go near it.
He made game of Jane for doing so; but Jane wanted to see the dresses
and the ceremony. Oliver had not the opportunity of going; and would not
have gone though he had had it. Just about eleven o'clock, when the gay
doings were in full swing, Mr. Preen took Oliver off to Worcester in the
gig.
About a fortnight before, Mr. Preen had appointed a saddler in Worcester
to be his agent for the new patent agricultural implements, for which he
was himself agent-in-chief. Until this under agency should be well in
hand, Mr. Preen considered it necessary to see the saddler often: for
which purpose he drove into Worcester at least three times a week. Once,
instead of going himself, he had sent Oliver, but this day was the first
time the two had gone together. It might have been--one cannot tell--but
it might have been that Mr. Preen discerned what this wedding of Emma
Paul's must be to his son, and so took him out to divert his mind a bit.
Now, upon entering Worcester, to get to the saddler's it was necessary
to drive through High Street and turn into Broad Street. At least, that
was the straightforward route. But Oliver had not taken it the day he
drove in alone; he had preferred the more roundabout way of the back
streets. After driving through Sidbury, he--instead of going forward up
College Street and so into High Street--went careering along Friar
Street, along the whole length of New Street, turned up St. Swithin
Street, or Goose Lane, or one of those dingy thoroughfares, made a dash
across the top of High Street, and so into his destination, Broad
Street. In returning he took the same way. What his objection to the
better streets could be, he alone knew. To-day, however, Mr. Preen held
the reins.
Mr. Preen was driving quietly up College Street, when Oliver spoke.
"I wish you'd put me down here, father."
"Put you down here!" repeated Mr. Preen, turning to look at him. "What
for?"
"I want to get a little book for Jane," answered Oliver, glancing
towards Mr. Eaton's house. "I shall be up in Broad Street nearly as soon
as you are, if you want me there."
"I don't particularly want you," said Mr. Preen, crustily, "but you
needn't be long before you come." And, drawing up to the side, he let
Oliver get out.
Driving on to the saddler's, Mr. Preen transacted his business with him.
When it was over, he went to the door, where his gig waited, and looked
up and down the street, but saw nothing of Oliver.
"Hasn't given himself the trouble to come up! Would rather put his lazy
legs astride one of those posts opposite the college, and watch for my
passing back again!"
Which was of course rather a far-fetched idea of Mr. Preen's; but
he spoke in a temper. Though, indeed, of late Oliver had appeared
singularly inert; as if all spirit to move had gone out of him.
Mr. Preen got into his gig at the saddler's door and set off again.
Turning into High Street, he drove gently down it, looking out on all
sides, if truth must be told, for Oliver. This caused him to see
Stephenson standing at the silversmith's door, the silversmith himself,
back now for good at his business, being behind the counter. Now and
then, since the bank-note was traced, Mr. Preen had made inquiries of
Stephenson as to whether any news had been heard of its changer, but he
had not done so lately. Not being in a hurry, he pulled up against the
curb-stone. Stephenson crossed the flags to speak.
"Nothing turned up yet, I suppose?" said Mr. Preen.
"Well, I can hardly say it has," replied Stephenson; "but I've seen the
gentleman who paid it in to us."
"And who is it? and where was he?" cried Preen, eagerly.
Stephenson had stepped back a pace, and appeared to be looking
critically at the horse and gig.
"It was last Saturday," he said, coming close again. "I had to take a
parcel into Friar Street for one of our country customers, a farmer's
wife who was spending the day with some people living down there, and I
saw a gig bowling along. The young fellow in it was the one who changed
the note."
"Are you sure of it?" returned Mr. Preen.
"Quite sure, sir. I had no opportunity of speaking to him or stopping
him. He was driving at a good pace, and the moment he caught sight of
me, for I saw him do that, he touched the horse and went on like a
whirlwind."
Mr. Preen's little dark face took a darker frown. "_I_ should have
stopped him," he said, sternly. "You ought to have rushed after him,
Stephenson, and called upon the street to help in the pursuit. You
might, at least, have traced where he went to. A gig, you say he was
in?"
"Yes," said Stephenson. "And, unless I am greatly mistaken, it was this
very gig you are in now."
"What do you mean by that?" retorted Preen, haughtily.
"I took particular notice of the horse and gig, so as to recognise them
again if ever I got the chance; and I say that it was this gig and this
horse, sir. There's no mistake about it."
They stared into one another's eyes, one face looking up, and the other
looking down. All in a moment, Stephenson saw the other face turn
ghastly white. It had come into Mr. Preen's recollection amidst his
bewilderment, that Oliver had gone into Worcester last Saturday
afternoon, driving the horse and gig.
"I can't understand this! Who should be in my gig?" he cried, calling
some presence of mind to his aid. "Last Saturday, you say? In the
afternoon?"
"Last Saturday afternoon, close upon four o'clock. As I turned down Lich
Street, I saw the lay-clerks coming out of College. Afternoon service is
generally over a little before four," added Stephenson. "He was driving
straight into Friar Street from Sidbury."
Another recollection flashed across Mr. Preen: Oliver's asking just now
to be put down in College Street. Was it to prevent his passing through
High Street? Was he afraid to pass through it?
"He is a nice-looking young fellow," said Stephenson; "has a fair, mild
face; but he was the one who changed the note."
"That may be; but as to his being in my gig, it is not---- Why, I was
not in town at all on Saturday," broke off Mr. Preen, with a show of
indignant remonstrance.
"No, Mr. Preen; the young man was in it alone," said Stephenson, who
probably had his own thoughts upon the problem.
"Well, I can't stay longer now; I'm late already," said Mr. Preen. "Good
morning, Stephenson." And away he drove with a dash.
Oliver was waiting in College Street, standing near the Hare and Hounds
Inn. Mr. Preen pulled up.
"So you did not chose to come on!" he said.
"Well, I--I thought there'd be hardly time, and I might miss you; I went
to get my hair cut," replied Oliver, as he settled himself in his place
beside his father.
Mr. Preen drove on in silence until they were opposite the Commandery
gates in the lower part of Sidbury. Then he spoke again.
"What made you drive through Friar Street on Saturday last, instead of
going the direct way?"
"Through--Friar Street?" stammered Oliver.
"Through Friar Street, instead of High Street," repeated Mr. Preen, in a
sharp, passionate accent.
"Oh, I remember. High Street is so crowded on a market day; the back
streets are quiet," said Oliver, as if he had a lump in his throat, and
could not make his voice heard.
"And in taking the back streets you avoid the silversmith's, and the
risk you run of being recognised; is that it?" savagely retorted Mr.
Preen.
Not another word did he speak, only drove on home at a furious pace.
Oliver knew all then: the disgrace for which he had been so long waiting
had come upon him.
But when they got indoors, Mr. Preen let loose the vials of his wrath
upon Oliver. Before his mother, before Jane, he published his iniquity.
It was he, Oliver, who had stolen the ten-pound note; it was he who had
so craftily got it changed at Worcester. Oliver spoke not a word of
denial, made no attempt at excuse or defence; he stood with bent head
and pale, meek face, his blue eyes filled with utter misery. The same
look of misery lay in Mrs. Preen's eyes as she faintly reproached him
amid tears and sobs. Jane was simply stunned.
"You must go away now and hide yourself; I can't keep you here to be
found and pounced upon," roared Mr. Preen. "By the end of the week you
must be gone somewhere. Perhaps you can pick up a living in London."
"Yes, I will go," said Oliver, meekly. And at the first lull in the
storm he crept up to his room.
He did not come down to dinner; did not come to tea. Jane carried up
a cup of tea upon a waiter and some bread-and-butter, and put it down
outside the chamber door, which he had bolted.
Later, in passing his room, she saw the door open and went in. Cup and
plate were both empty, so he had taken the refreshment. He was not in
the house, was not in the garden. Putting on her sun-bonnet and a light
shawl, she ran to the Inlets.
Oliver was there. He sat, gazing moodily at the brook and the melancholy
osier-twigs that grew beside it. Jane sat down and bent his poor
distressed face upon her shoulder.
"Dear Oliver! Don't take it so to heart. I know you must have been
sorely tempted."
Bending there upon her, her arms clasping him, yielding to the loving
sympathy, so grateful after those harsh reproaches, he told her all,
under cover of the gathering shades of evening. Yes, he had been
tempted--and had yielded to the temptation.
He wanted money badly for necessary things, and things that he had
learned to deem necessaries, and he had it not. A pair of new gloves
now and again, a necktie to replace his shabby ones, a trifle of loose
silver in his pocket. He owed a small sum to MacEveril, and wanted to
repay him. Once or twice he had asked a little money of his father, and
was refused. His mother would give him a few shillings, when pressed,
but grumbled over it. So Oliver wrote to a friend at Tours, whom he had
known well, asking if he would lend him some. That was the first week in
June. His friend wrote back in answer that he could lend him some after
quarter day, the 24th, but not before; he would send him over ten pounds
then, if that would do.
Never a thought had presented itself to Oliver of touching the ten
pounds in his father's letter to Mr. Paul, which he had sealed and saw
posted. But on the following afternoon, Wednesday, he saw the letter
lying on Mr. Hanborough's desk; the temptation assailed him, and he took
it.
It may be remembered that Mr. Preen had gone out that hot day, leaving
Oliver a lot of work to do. He got through it soon after four o'clock,
and went dashing over the cross route to Islip and into Mr. Paul's
office, for he wanted to see Dick MacEveril. The office was empty; not
a soul was in it; and as Oliver stood, rather wondering at that unusual
fact, he saw a small pile of letters, evidently just left by the
postman, lying on the desk close to him. The uppermost of the letters
he recognised at once; it was the one sent by his father. "If I might
borrow the ten pounds inside that now, I should be at ease; I would
replace it with the ten pounds coming to me from Tours, and it might
never get known," whispered Satan in his ear, with plausible cunning.
Never a moment did he allow himself for thought, never an instant's
hesitation served to stop him. Catching up the letter, he thrust it into
his breast pocket, and set off across country again at a tearing pace,
not waiting to see MacEveril.
He seemed to have flown over hedges and ditches and to be home in no
time. Little wonder that when he was seen sitting under the walnut tree
in the garden and was called in to tea, his mother and sister exclaimed
at his heated face. They never suspected he had been out.
All that night Oliver lay awake: partly wondering how he should
dispose of his prize to make it available; partly telling himself, in
shame-faced reproach, that he would not use it, but send it back to old
Paul. It came into his mind that if he did use it he might change it at
the silversmith's as if for the Todhetleys, the Squire's name on the
back suggesting the idea to him. It would not do, he thought, to go into
a shop, any shop, purchase some trifling article and tender a ten-pound
note in payment. That might give rise to suspicion. Some months before,
when at Crabb Cot, he had heard Mrs. Todhetley relate the history of her
brooch, where she bought it, what she paid for it, and all about it, to
Colonel Letsom's wife and other people, for it happened that several
callers had come in together. The brooch had been passed round the
company and admired. Oliver remembered this, and resolved to make use of
it to disarm suspicion at the silversmith's. He knew the principal shops
in Worcester very well indeed, and Worcester itself. He had stayed for
some time, when sixteen, with an uncle who was living there; but he had
not visited the city since coming to Duck Brook.
Thursday, the day following that on which he took the money, was the day
of the picnic. Oliver started with Jane for it in the morning, as may be
remembered, the ten-pound note hidden safely about him. Much to Oliver's
surprise his mother put seven shillings into his hand. "You'll not want
to use it, and must give it me back to-morrow," she said, "but it does
not look well to go to a thing of this sort with quite empty pockets."
Oliver thanked her, kissed her, and they drove off. Before reaching
Mrs. Jacob Chandler's, after passing Islip Grange--the property of Lady
Fontaine, as may be remembered, who was first cousin to John Paul--they
overtook Sam, walking on to take back the gig. "We may as well get out
here," said Oliver, and he pulled up. Getting out, and helping out Jane,
he sent Sam and the gig back at once. He bade his sister walk on alone
to Mrs. Chandler's, saying he wanted to do a little errand first. But
he charged her not to mention that; only to say, if questioned, that
he would join them by-and-by. He ran all the way to the station,
regardless of the heat, and caught a train for Worcester.
The rest is known. Oliver changed the note at the silversmith's, bought
himself a pair of dandy gloves, with one or two other small matters, and
made the best of his way back again. But it was past the middle of the
afternoon when he got to the picnic: trains do not choose our time for
running, but their own. Jane wondered where he had been. Hearing of the
pigeon-match, she thought it was there. She asked him, in a whisper,
where he had found those delicate gloves; Oliver laughed and said
something about a last relic from Tours.
And there it was. He had taken the note; he, Oliver Preen; and got the
gold for it. That day of the picnic was in truth the worst he had ever
experienced, the one hard day of all his life, as he had remarked to
Jane. Not only had he committed a deed in it which might never be
redeemed, but he also learnt that Emma Paul's love was given not to him,
but to another. It was for her sake he had coveted new gloves and money
in his pockets, that he might not look despicable in her sight.
The dearest and surest of expectations are those that fail. While
Oliver, as the days went on, was feverishly looking out, morning after
morning, for the remittance from Tours, he received a letter to say it
was not coming. His friend, with many expressions of regret, wrote to
the effect that he was unable to send it at present; later, he hoped to
do so. Of course, it never came. And Oliver had not been able to replace
the money, and--this was the end of it.
In a whispering, sobbing tone, he told these particulars by degrees to
Jane as they sat there. She tried to comfort him; said it might never
be known beyond themselves at home; rather advocated his going away for
a short time, as proposed, while things righted themselves, and their
father's anger cooled down. But Oliver could not be comforted. Then,
leaving the unsatisfactory theme, she tried another, and began telling
him of the wedding at Islip that morning, and of how Tom and Emma
looked----
"Don't, Jane," he interrupted; and his wailing, shrinking tone seemed to
betray the keenest pain of all.
They walked home together in silence, Jane clinging to his arm. The
night shades lay upon the earth, the stars were shining in the sky.
Oliver laid his hand upon the garden gate and paused.
"Do you remember, Jane, when I was coming in here for the first time,
how a strange shiver took me, and you thought I must have caught a
chill. It was a warning, my dear; a warning of the evil that lay in
store for me."
He would not go into the parlour to supper, but went softly up to his
room and shut himself in for the night. Poor Oliver! Poor, poor Oliver!
The following day, Friday, Mr. Preen, allowing himself the unwonted
luxury of a holiday for a day's shooting, was away betimes. For the
afternoon and evening, Mrs. Jacob Chandler's daughters, Clementina,
Georgiana, and Julietta, had organised a party to celebrate their cousin
Tom's wedding; Miss Julietta called it a "flare-up."
Jane Preen had promised, for herself and for Oliver, to be there by
three o'clock. For Oliver! She made herself ready after dinner; and
then, looking everywhere for her brother, found him standing in the road
just outside the garden gate. He said he was not going. Jane reproached
him, and he quite laughed at her. _He_ go into company now! she might
know better. But Jane had great influence over him, and as he walked
with her along the road--for she was going to walk in and walk back
again at night--she nearly persuaded him to fetch her. Only nearly; not
quite. Oliver finally refused, and they had almost a quarrel.
Then the tears ran down Jane's cheeks. Her heart was aching to pain for
him; and her object in pressing him to come was to take him out of his
loneliness.
"Just this one evening, Oliver!" she whispered, clinging to him and
kissing him. "I don't ask you a favour often."
And Oliver yielded. "I'll come for you, Janey," he said, kissing her
in return. "That is, I will come on and meet you; I cannot go to the
house."
With that, they parted. But in another minute, Jane was running back
again.
"You will be _sure_ to come, Oliver? You won't disappoint me? You won't
go from your word?"
Oliver felt a little annoyed; the sore heart grows fretful. "I swear
I'll come, then," he said; "I'll meet you, alive or dead."
I was at the party. Not Tod; he had gone shooting. We spent the
afternoon in the garden. It was not a large party, after all; only the
Letsoms, Jane Preen, and the Chandler girls; but others were expected
later. Jane had a disconsolate look. Knowing nothing of the trouble at
Duck Brook, I thought she was sad because Valentine had not come early,
according to promise. We knew later that he had been kept by what he
called a long-winded client.
At five o'clock we went indoors to tea. Those were the days of real,
old-fashioned teas, not sham ones, as now. Hardly had we seated
ourselves round the table, and Mrs. Jacob Chandler was inquiring who
took sugar and who didn't, when one of the maids came in.
"If you please, Miss Preen, the gig is come for you," she said.
"The gig!" exclaimed Jane. "Come for me! You must be mistaken, Susan."
"It is at the gate, Miss Jane, and Sam's in it. He says that his master
and missus have sent him to take you home immediate."
Jane, all astonishment, followed by some of us, went out to see what
Sam could mean. Sam only repeated in a stolid kind of way the message he
had given to Susan. His master and mistress had despatched him for Miss
Jane and she must go home at once.
"Is anything the matter?--anyone ill?" asked Jane, turning pale.
Sam, looking more stolid than before, professed not to know anything; he
either did not or would not. Miss Jane had to go, and as quick as she
could, was all he would say.
Jane put on her things, said good-bye in haste, and went out again to
the gig. Sam drove off at a tangent before she had well seated herself.
"Now, Sam, what's the matter?" she began.
Sam, in about three stolid words, protested, as before, he couldn't say
_what_ was the matter; except that he had been sent off for Miss Jane.
Jane noticed, and thought it odd, that he did not look at her as he
spoke, though he was frank and open by habit; he had never looked in any
of their faces since coming to the door.
"Where's Mr. Oliver?" she asked. But Sam only muttered that he "couldn't
say," and drove swiftly.
They went on in silence after that, Jane seeing it would be useless to
inquire further, and were soon at Duck Brook. She felt very uneasy. What
she feared was, that her father and Oliver might have quarrelled, and
that the latter was about to be turned summarily out of doors.
"Why, there's Mr. Oliver!" she exclaimed. "Pull up, Sam."
They were passing the first Inlet. Oliver stood at the top of it, facing
the road, evidently looking out for her, as Jane thought. His gaze was
fixed, his face white as death.
"I told you to pull up, Sam; how dare you disobey me and drive on in
that way?" cried Jane; for Sam had whipped up the horse instead of
stopping. Jane, looking at his face saw it had gone white too.
"There he is! there he is again! There's Mr. Oliver!"
They had approached the other Inlet as Jane spoke. Oliver stood at the
top of it, exactly as he had stood at the other, his gaze fixed on her,
his face ghastly. Not a muscle of his face moved; a dead man could not
be more still. Sam, full of terror, was driving on like lightning, as if
some evil thing were pursuing him.
And now Jane turned pale. What did it mean? these two appearances? It
was totally impossible for Oliver to be at the last Inlet, if it was
he who stood at the other. A bird of the air might have picked him up,
carried him swiftly over the trees and dropped him at the second Inlet;
nothing else could have done it in the time. What did it mean?
Mr. Preen was waiting at the door to receive Jane. He came a little way
with slow steps down the path to meet her as the gig stopped. She ran in
at the gate.
"What has happened, papa?" she cried. "Where's Oliver?"
Oliver was upstairs, lying upon his bed--dead. Mr. Preen disclosed it to
her as gently as he knew how.
* * * * *
It was all too true. Oliver had died about two hours before. He had shot
himself at the Inlets, close by the melancholy osiers that grew over the
brook.
Oliver had accompanied Jane to the end of Brook Lane. There, at the
Islip Road, they parted; she going on to Crabb, Oliver walking back
again. Upon reaching the Inlets, that favourite spot of his, he sat down
on the bench that faced the highway; the self-same bench Jane had sat on
when she was watching for his arrival from Tours, in the early days of
spring. He had not sat there above a minute when he saw his father, with
one or two more gentlemen, get over the gate from the field opposite.
They were returning from shooting, and had their guns in their hands.
Mr. Preen walked quickly over the road to Oliver.
"Take my gun indoors," he said; "I am not going in just yet. It is
loaded."
He walked away down the road with his friends, after speaking. Oliver
took the gun, walked slowly down one of the Inlets, and placed himself
on the nearest bench there, lodging the gun against the end. In a few
minutes there arose a loud report.
Sam was in the upper part of the field on the other side the brook with
the waggon and waggoner. He turned to look where the noise came from,
and thought he saw some one lying on the ground by the bench. They both
came round in haste, he and the waggoner, and found Oliver Preen lying
dead with the gun beside him. Running for assistance, Sam helped to
carry him home, and then went for the nearest doctor; but it was all of
no avail. Oliver was dead.
Was it an accident, or was it intentional? People asked the question. At
the coroner's inquest, Mr. Preen, who was so affected he could hardly
give evidence, said that, so far as he believed, Oliver was one of the
last people likely to lay violent hands on himself; he was of too calm
and gentle a temperament for that. The rustic jury, pitying the father
and believing him, gave Oliver the benefit of the doubt. Loaded guns
were dangerous, they observed, apt to go off of themselves almost; and
they brought it in Accidental Death.
But Jane knew better. I thought I knew better. I'm afraid Mr. Preen knew
better.
And what of that appearance of Oliver which Jane saw? It could not have
been Oliver in the flesh, but I think it must have been Oliver in the
spirit. Many a time and oft in the days that followed did Jane recount
it over to me; it seemed a relief to her distress to talk of it. "He
said he would come, alive or dead, to meet me; and he came."
And I, Johnny Ludlow, break off here to state that the account of this
apparition is strictly true. Every minute particular attending it, even
to the gig coming with Sam in it to fetch Jane from the tea-table, is a
faithful record of that which occurred.
I took an opportunity of questioning Sam, asking whether he had seen
the appearance. It was as we were coming away from the grave after the
funeral. Oliver was buried in Duck Brook churchyard, close under the
clock which had told him the time when he stood with his father posting
the letters that past afternoon at Dame Sym's window. "We are too late,
father," he had said. But for being too late the tragedy might never
have happened, for the letter, which caused all the trouble and
commotion, would have reached Mr. Paul's hands safely the next morning.
"No, sir," Sam answered me, "I can't say that I saw anything. But just
as Miss Jane spoke, calling out that Mr. Oliver was there, a kind of
shivering wind seemed to take me, and I turned icy cold. It was not her
words that could have done it, sir, for I was getting so before she
spoke. And at the last Inlet, when she called it out again, I went
almost out of my mind with cold and terror. The horse was affrighted
too; his coat turned wet."
* * * * *
That was the tragedy: no one can say I did wrong to call it one. For
years and years it has been in my mind to write it. But I had hoped to
end the paper less sadly; only the story has lengthened itself out, and
there's no space left. I meant to have told of Jane's brighter fate in
the after days with Valentine, the one lover of her life. For Val pulled
himself up from his reckless ways, though not at Islip; and in a distant
land they are now sailing down the stream of life together, passing
through, as we all have to do, its storms and its sunshine. All this
must be left for another paper.