CHAPTER XX

MILLIE LEAVES HOME

Bindle's visits to "the pictures" with Millie had become a weekly

institution. Mr. Hearty had made several tentative attempts to

interfere. He had mentioned more than once the evil influence of the

cinema, and had called attention to paragraphs in the newspapers and

the remarks of magistrates in support of his view. Bindle had,

however, been firm, inspired by the fear and appeal he saw in Millie's

eyes.

"Look 'ere, 'Earty," he would say, "I'm an ole warrior. You an' my

Little Rosebud at 'ome 'ave 'elped me, an' there ain't a known sin that

I can't dodge. Millie's all right wi' me. When they kiss I 'olds me

'at over 'er eyes."

Millie would blush, and Mr. Hearty, who was never equal to Bindle's

persistent good-humour and racy speech, would allow the matter to drop.

A great change had come over Millie. She was gayer and brighter, her

laugh was more frequently heard, and she seemed to be developing

opinions of her own. In her dress she was more extravagant, although

always neat and refined.

Mr. Hearty became conscious of the change. His eyes were often upon

his daughter, and his slow-moving brain at work seeking for some

explanation of this new phenomenon.

Had he been told of the happiness that had come into her life, he would

have been unable to understand it working so great a change. He would

also have disapproved, for to his narrow faith any happiness that

sprang from association of the opposite sexes, however innocent, was

the happiness of sin.

In a passive way Mrs. Hearty also had noticed the change. She had even

gone to the length of remarking upon it to Bindle.

"She's growin' into a woman, Martha," had been Bindle's diagnosis; "an'

an uncommon pretty woman, too. I s'pose she gets it from 'Earty," he

added, whereat Mrs. Hearty had subsided into waves of mirth.

At first Bindle had been in some doubt as to the wisdom of his action

in encouraging the romance between the young lovers; but as it

progressed and he saw their devotion and Millie's happiness, all

scruples vanished.

"I may be a silly ole fool," he muttered to himself one night as he

left the radiant Milly at her door, "but I'm 'elpin' them two kids to

be 'appy, an' after all, 'appiness is the thing wot matters. If yer

can get it through lookin' into a gal's eyes, it's better'n gettin' it

through lookin' into a beer-glass. I'd sooner be 'appy than drunk any

day."

Unconsciously Bindle had stumbled upon a great truth.

At first Millie's "evenin' out," as Bindle called it, was spent at a

local cinema, Bindle conveniently disappearing until ten o'clock, when

he would take Millie home. Later, however, walks and rides on

omnibuses took the place of "the pictures" in the evening's

entertainment.

Several times Millie and Charlie Dixon begged Bindle to accompany them,

but he had always resolutely refused.

"Look 'ere, young feller, yer wouldn't 'ave a look in wi' Millie if I

was there. Ain't that so, Millikins?" And Millie would hang on to

Bindle's arm with both hands and give a little jump of joy.

One evening when Bindle arrived at the cinema at a few minutes to ten,

he saw Charlie Dixon there alone, obviously in a state of great

excitement.

"'Ullo, Charlie!" said Bindle, "wot's up? Where's Millikins?" There

was alarm in Bindle's voice.

"We met Mr. Hearty in Putney High Street and he's taken her home. I

don't know what to do. I'm----"

Bindle whistled. "'Oly Angels, 'ere's a go," he exclaimed. "'Ere,

come along, young feller, we mustn't stop a-jawin' 'ere." Hurriedly

they left the cinema together.

"'Ow long ago was this?" enquired Bindle, as they hurried along in the

direction of Fulham High Street.

"About ten minutes. What shall we do?" Charlie Dixon's voice shook

with anxiety.

"Well," said Bindle, "yer'd better go 'ome. I'm goin' to 'ave it out

with 'Earty." There was a grim note in Bindle's voice. "I ain't

a-goin' to leave our little Millikins to 'im."

Charlie Dixon felt that at that moment he could have hugged Bindle.

All he could do was to grip his arm. His voice had deserted him.

"'E learnt that from Millikins," murmured Bindle to himself as they

sped along. Outside the Grand Theatre they parted, Charlie Dixon

vowing that he would wait there until Bindle came to him.

"There's goin' to be an 'ell of a row," muttered Bindle, as he rang the

Heartys' bell.

He was admitted by a tearful Mrs. Hearty.

"Oh, Joe, I'm so glad," she wheezed. "Go up; I'll----"

Bindle raced up the stairs to the Heartys' sitting-room. As he opened

the door Mr. Hearty was standing by the mantelpiece, his face white and

set and his lips slightly drawn from his discoloured teeth. Facing him

stood Millie, with flushed face and rebellious eyes. At the sight of

Bindle she uttered a cry and ran to him, threw her arms round his neck,

choking with sobs.

Bindle soothed her as if she had been a child.

"Oh, don't leave me, Uncle Joe, promise, promise!" She looked at Bindle

with fear in her eyes. "Promise, darling Uncle Joe."

"I won't leave the little Millikins," said Bindle reassuringly. "I

won't leave yer until yer say I can go, see?"

Disengaging Millie's arms from his neck, Bindle placed her gently on

the sofa, and Mrs. Hearty, who had just entered the room breathing

laboriously, sat down beside the half-fainting girl, looking at her

helplessly.

"Don't cry, Millie dear," Mrs. Hearty wheezed, although there were no

signs of tears, as she stroked one of Millie's hands.

All this time Mr. Hearty had been looking on in a dazed way, conscious

that the control of the situation was slipping from his grasp. He was

roused by Bindle's voice.

"Now then, 'Earty, wot the 'ell do yer mean by this?"

It was a new Bindle that Mr. Hearty saw before him. The humorous twist

had gone from his mouth, the light of fun was no longer in his eyes.

Mr. Hearty saw a stern, resolute man who was demanding of him an

explanation.

During the last quarter of an hour he had pictured a scene vastly

different from this. He was to be the outraged father indignantly

demanding an explanation from a crestfallen and humbled Bindle.

Through his mind there had passed the thought that the enemy had been

delivered into his hands. He had felt like a righteous and triumphant

Israel; and now everything had turned out so differently.

"Ain't you got nothink to say?" Mr. Hearty was awakened from his

meditation by Bindle's angry enquiry. Even Mrs. Hearty looked up,

mildly surprised at the unaccustomed note in Bindle's voice.

"I have a lot to say," replied Mr. Hearty with an obvious effort, "and

I want an explanation from you, Joseph." Instinctively Mr. Hearty felt

that his tone was too mild for that of the outraged father, and he

added in what he meant to be a stern voice, "and I--I demand an

explanation before you leave this house to-night."

"There ain't no fear o' my leavin' before yer want me to," replied

Bindle grimly. "Don't you worry yer saintly soul about that, 'Earty.

Now, what is it yer want to know?"

Mr. Hearty stroked his chin. "I--I----" How he disliked scenes!

"I--I want to know why Millie was alone with a strange young man in

Putney High Street this evening, when she was supposed to be with you?"

Mr. Hearty strove to be dignified and at the same time appropriately

stern and uncompromising; but always with a dash of Christian

forbearance.

"That all?" enquired Bindle contemptuously. "That won't take long.

She was there 'cause she wants to be 'appy, wot she's got a right to

be. If yer was a man, 'Earty, instead of an 'oly greengrocer, yer'd

understan' wi'out tellin'. If yer was to listen to the 'ymns o' the

birds instead o' them 'ungry-lookin' young women in the choir" (Mr.

Hearty flushed) "yer'd know why Millie was wi' Charlie Dixon to-night.

"She wants love, 'Earty, an' she don't get it at 'ome. She wants

'appiness, an' you never even smile at 'er--not as that 'ud 'elp 'er

much," he added, with a flash of the old Bindle. "Yer want to shove

Gawd down 'er throat all the time, and it ain't the real Gawd 'oo was

kind to children."

"She's my daughter and must obey me." There was determination in Mr.

Hearty's voice. He felt he must assert his parental authority.

"Now, listen," said Bindle; and he proceeded to tell the whole story of

Millie's romance and the part he had played in it. "Now, 'ave yer any

think to complain about?" he enquired in conclusion.

"I forbid her ever to see him again," almost shouted Mr. Hearty. The

story he had just listened to had roused him to anger. It had outraged

his sense of the proprieties that his daughter should be walking the

streets alone with a young man she had met casually in a train! That

his own brother-in-law should be a party to such a disgraceful and

sordid intrigue made matters worse. Being a religious man Mr. Hearty

thought the worst.

He looked at Bindle. There was no suggestion of shame or contrition in

his bearing.

"I will have no such goings-on in my family," fumed Mr. Hearty, "and in

future I'll thank you, Joseph, not to interfere." Mr. Hearty's face

was very set and hard. "What would Mr. Sopley say if he knew?"

"That," remarked Bindle calmly, "would depend on 'ow long ago it was

since 'is mind was cleaned."

"Anyhow, I won't have it." And Mr. Hearty drew himself up to his full

height.

"Wot jer goin' to do then?" enquired Bindle with ominous calm.

Mr. Hearty was nonplussed. What was he going to do? What could he do?

To gain time he asked a question.

"Does Elizabeth know about this?" he demanded.

"Not 'er," replied Bindle contemptuously. "She'd like to stop the

birds a-matin', if she could." Suddenly he grinned. "An' there

wouldn't be no lamb to go wi' your mint, 'Earty, if she 'ad 'er way."

"I won't have it," fumed Mr. Hearty again. "I've been very patient,

but--but--I won't have it."

"Yer can't stop a runaway 'orse with a notice-board," remarked Bindle

with unconscious philosophy.

"I'll thank you not to interfere in my affairs, Joseph. As I say, I've

been very patient and, and----" Mr. Hearty, whose face was deathly

white, broke off. "If," he continued, "if this--er--fellow has ruined

Millie, it's your fault."

Bindle made a movement towards his brother-in-law; his hand was raised

and there was murder smouldering in his eyes, when something seemed to

rush between them. Both men fell back a step and Mr. Hearty found

himself looking into a pair of blazing eyes that he failed to recognise

as those of his daughter.

"How dare you, father!" she panted, her young breast heaving, her face

flaming, and her eyes burning with suppressed fury. Bindle regarded

her with amazement and awe.

"How dare you say that of Charlie and me? I hope God will punish you

for it. You have always made me unhappy. You have never allowed me

the pleasures other girls have. If it hadn't been for mother I should

have run away long ago. It is fathers like you that make girls bad. I

won't have you blame Uncle Joe. I--I wish he was my father."

Mr. Hearty watched her as if fascinated. Her tempest of passion had

overwhelmed him. Bindle looked from Hearty to Mrs. Hearty, who was

sitting crying softly and comfortably to herself.

Millie looked round her in a dazed way, then produced from somewhere a

handkerchief, with which she proceeded to wipe her eyes. With great

deliberation she walked over to where her hat and jacket lay upon a

chair and proceeded to put them on.

"Millie, I forbid you to go out." Mr. Hearty was making a last

despairing effort.

Millie flashed a look of scorn at him.

"I am going away," she said quietly; "and I will never speak to you

again until you take back those words."

Bindle looked from father to daughter. He felt helpless, as if he were

the onlooker at some impending tragedy which he was powerless to avert.

"You are not of age, Millie, and you must obey your father." There was

a more persuasive note in Mr. Hearty's voice.

"I am going away, father," said Millie in the same colourless voice;

"and if you try and prevent me----" She did not finish.

"Good-night, mother." Millie went over to her mother and kissed her

tenderly. Mrs. Hearty continued to cry. She looked appealingly at

Bindle, who nodded reassuringly.

"Look 'ere, 'Earty," whispered Bindle, "you're up agin' somethin' yer

don't understand, I don't rightly understand it meself. Better let me

take Millie 'ome to Lizzie, she'll look after 'er all right."

For a moment Mr. Hearty hesitated; then with a glance at Millie's

resolute face, he said:

"Millie, your uncle will take you to your Aunt Elizabeth."

"That is where I was going, father," she replied quietly, and Mr.

Hearty felt that he had been badly beaten, and by his own daughter,

who, until this evening, he had always regarded as a child.

Millie leant heavily on Bindle's arm as they walked down the High

Street. She did not notice that they were going in the opposite

direction from the Bindles' house. Suddenly her eyes grew wide with

wonder; coming towards them was Charlie Dixon, whose half-hour had been

spent in torture.

"Millie!"

She smiled up into his face wearily.

"Now, young feller," said Bindle with forced cheerfulness, "don't arst

questions. Millie's comin' 'ome wi' me. It'll be all right, but," and

he whispered to Charlie Dixon, "it's been----" Bindle completed his

sentence with a look. "Now then, Millikins, say good-night to Charlie

an' we'll be off."

Like a tired child she lifted her face to be kissed, a flicker of a

smile playing round her moist lips.

"Good-night, Charlie," she whispered. "I'm so tired."

"I shall always be grateful, Mr. Bindle," said Charlie Dixon, grasping

Bindle's hand.

"Leggo, you young fool," yelled Bindle. Charlie Dixon dropped his hand

as if it had been electrified. "Next time you're grateful," remarked

Bindle, as he ruefully examined his hand, "you put it down on paper; it

won't 'urt so much."

And they parted.

"That you, Bindle?" Bindle recognised the familiar tones as he groped

along the passage of his house with Millie.

Mrs. Bindle looked up from the supper table as they entered the kitchen.

"I brought Millie 'ome, Lizzie," said Bindle simply. "There's been

trouble. 'Earty's gone mad. I'll tell yer all about it later."

One look told Mrs. Bindle everything she wanted to know. All the

baulked motherhood in her nature rose up as she took the girl in her

arms, and led her upstairs.

Bindle sat down to his supper. Several times Mrs. Bindle entered the

room to fetch various things, but no word passed between them. Bindle

had been taken by surprise. He would have been even more surprised had

he seen the expression on Mrs. Bindle's face as she coaxed and crooned

over the girl lying on the bed upstairs.

When she finally returned to the kitchen, Bindle, his supper finished,

had made up his mind to a great sacrifice. For a few seconds they

stood regarding each other. It was Bindle who broke the silence.

"Lizzie," he said awkwardly, "I'll go to chapel on Sunday if you like."

And then for no reason at all Mrs. Bindle sat down at the table, buried

her face in her arms and sobbed convulsively.

"I wonder wot I done now," muttered Bindle, as he regarded Mrs.

Bindle's heaving shoulders with a puzzled expression on his face.

"Funny things, women."

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